when you already got her,
don't you ever find another "her".
one is enough.
fustypetals Feb 19
ku tau ini tak mudah,
kau yg membuat ini sulit
seperti benang yg terlilit

tak ada alasan,
namun kau datang
tak ada penjelasan,
namun kemudian kau pergi

apa harus ku biarkan saja?
ah tidak!
sudah muak rasanya
begini saja terus rasa hatiku

membelit-belit
seperti benang,
yang jika dipaksakan untuk ditarik,
akan mati


—f.r
jika keinginanmu adalah pergi, maka pergilah;
jangan lagi kembali padaku, karena mungkin aku sudah menutup pintu hatiku ini untukmu.
fustypetals Jan 29
;
i dont know
why your name is still
the prettiest thing to write about.
fustypetals Jan 8
do you ever think about
how funny we finally got used to it?
you with her,
me with myself​,
and us,
with a high thick wall between us.
but if you asked me
am i ok? probably (not).
fustypetals Oct 2017
what I'm scared the most is—
to fall in love with a new stranger
that I don't know who he really is.
i guess, i still into u
fustypetals Sep 2017
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye
please—
this is not goodbye

/f.r.n/
i dont want it to end, so please please please just stay.
fustypetals Aug 2017
i went to a coffee shop
and bought a cup of latte,
it smells so good as your parfume
its colour was brown as your eyes
and the foam was white as your skin

but then,
as i gulp my latte down,
i realized;
it was bitter as you too.

/f.r.n/
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