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fustypetals Jan 21
words are stuck
in my throat—
and comes out
as tears.
somehow it's hard to express feelings, but you need to let them out. so, I guess—it's okay to cry it out.
fustypetals Jan 10
but last night—
after two years,
you smiled to me,
waved your hands,
and we both laughed
to each other's stories

suddenly,
the light turns darker—

you took my hand,
slowly lifted it up
right above my head,
make movements
as if you wanted me to spin
as if we were dancing—

and we danced all night,
somewhere only in my dreams.
oh, if only I could control it so I could hold it longer and do the other things I wanna do with you.
fustypetals Sep 2021
-
swollen eyes
keeps shedding tears
flowing down the cheeks
holding back feelings

swollen throat
unspoken words
feel so suffocated
yet, we pretend to be unbothered
fustypetals Apr 2021
I love,
and I still love;
it's never been a right time
as we think
we both not meant to be

I wait,
and i'm still waiting;
as I thought
there might be a hope
for both of us

I stay,
and I still stay;
wherever and how far you'll go
when you came back,
you'll see where I stand
we both know there's still few sparks between us, didn't we? but we just don't wanna show it to each other.
fustypetals Dec 2020
(:(
idk how to express my feelings anymore
it just too—
complicated.
fustypetals Jun 2020
there's no special things
even on my special day,
it always seems not special
everyone seems like always forget about it
or maybe they think it's not that important to remember it.

well,
happy birthday,
me.

i dont know if this is too much, but i do think everyone's birthday is important because it's their very special day, or is it just me?
well, but still thank you for some of you who's still remember mine.♡
fustypetals May 2020
scratch my fingers
until it turns red
clenched my fist
till it left a crescent mark
hold my words
till my throat hurts

I'm tired,
keeping all this feelings on my own
living in fears
being scared of everything

I just want it to be over.

/f.r/
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