i can't wait for the time
when you will beg for mine
coz all those tick tocks
of the clock i spent
will now melt
in your heart
in your mind
hope you don't mind
i'll make sure
but i'll take my time
and you will see
i'll go and you'll
gonna miss me

xo

that moment when i laid my hands
on the thing that will either break or hold us
is the exact moment you share a glimpse
of a thing that eventually torn me into pieces
i was holding
but then i was falling
out of the feeling
out of the loving
what a being
go
stop
pause
all at once
my heart
just hurt

xo

consider everyone a sign
but don't call them mine
no one can ever lock you
no one can ever curse you
you are the key
you are lucky
on your own
so go on

xo

there are dozens of reasons
of staying in this season
for choosing this decision
for not breaking this tension
but when hurting hurts
but when loving stops
calm your heart
touch your palm
is it hot
is it not
what you wanted
what you painted
embrace the whys
don't just ever lie
you just loved someone
who you think is right
who you think will might
not sure yet
but that is how you felt
now you question every why
now you can't even say bye

xo

everyday is a new day
but today i miss you babe
it started with a hey
blooms in May
i don't wanna be just away
because i want you to stay
i continuously pray
if ever this play
to never breakaway
will never turn gray
but until you say
we will may
we will lay
and forever will be okay

thought you should know
i don't want to hear a no
spend time for me
i wanna see you bee
honeybee
sweet little pea
this cold embracing
i miss the feeling
of warm hugs
clingy hands
scooting alongside bed
we are gold
when we both are bold
let's fold
this blanket
let's hold
and share a jacket

xo

moving on
can i just turn it on
these wheel of faith
the massive pain
inside the hole of my heart
curling around in every part
will it fade
thus it made
of love
of hope
Coz i aint getting anymore heartbreak
I will not settle for anything fake
i am made for loving
made for liking
Getting by while smiling
i won’t keep running
I will leap
anytime of the year
just to feel your lip
and you beside me so near

Xo

you said hello
but a bit slow
not really into much talking
but you are more of walking
and running
not a fan of smiling
but i like you laughing
sometimes you are aware
most of the time i like what you wear
this is a new way
of trying to get away
i'll go all the way
as long as i may
hear whatever
speak whenever
feel whatsoever
forever and ever
no never
this ain't a fever
we just both believer

xoxo

it was long overdue
and this is true
i know it the first time
that you will never be mine
your eyes speaks different
our language was never permanent
wish you well
it always ring a bell
to know you are one call away
now you are so far away

is it just me
why do you chose to see
is it meant to be
i want to have a we
in all those nights
i wish you could feel
this is so right
sleeping beside you
slipping glances on you
those neck
those skin
those sound
when you sleep
those hands
i know you want to hold
so tight
you want me
but i wish you are true
not just for show
not just for this flow
let's go together
everyday
forever

xo

side by side
books on the slide
a great time to hide
an afternoon not that mild
but thoughts run wild
hands ready to touch
lips too wet to vouch
how our connection reacts
how great the impact
the affection
the attraction
my skin
your hands
why can't you say
tell me now
tell me how
tell me
yell
WE

xoxo

we both know
this will eventually show
our true feeling
amidst upbringing
you are up there
i am down here
we have a deal
but i think it is not real
hope i can forget
i don't need to get
your approval
this is for my own survival
it sounds so trivial
but it is just an interval
of events
of moments
not meant to happen
not destined to deepen
you are a fool
not to prove
that your love
is bulletproof

xo

too many words
too little time
too many moments
feels like a crime
stealing attention
fleeting affection
we smell good
we fell on the same hood
carry me
touch me
hug me
kiss me
me
we
let this be
maybe

xoxo

it was just
it was lust
i know it won't last
but why do i trust
maybe i can't adjust
afraid it will turn to dust

xo

i wanna keep the distance
but i can't find the chance
or I'm just letting it slip a glance
coz i still like the ambiance
even though there is ignorance
and blinded by the fragrance
i know the way
i just don't want it to slip away
i am afraid we'll be far away
hence you might runaway
i want us to meet halfway
be together in anyway
hope this worry driveaway
and make way
for a pretty pathway

xo

both on a quest
i don't want to guess
you cling to me so much
i miss this love as much
i like how you get my hand
cuddling
nibbling
feeling
climbing
this is such a rollercoaster
that laugh
that hug
that kiss
that need
that want
that look
that
dot
dot
dot
continue please

xo

this is such an alarm
you said i was so warm
but why do i feel cold
we are so bold
that was a bit of a ride
but we know exactly where to hide
betting and regretting
getting up
getting down
pursed lips upon me
upon you
babe you look so cool
we are both such a fool
getting better
hoping will be together
stay
babe
stay
love
stay

xo

admit it or not
it shows in your actions and eyes
you miss me
but i'm not sure if its really me
is this just physical
are we just ******* mental
believing we can surpass
this circumstance
of being with each other
even if we are not together
why do you remember
every detail
you don't fail
i'm just continuing to be frail
to seek
to be meek
hope i'll not get sick
i'm becoming weak
admit it
or nothing
is gonna change
with this
feeling

xo

in this uncertainty
you will always find continuity
sometimes real absurdity
will make you see resiliency
will make you value sincerity
treasure honesty
but still remains the integrity
you are you
you are true
you are not a fool
you will always stay cool
in the midst of this imparity
you will always see clarity
and that will stay in your
individuality
rarity
purity
because this is not fantasy
you are a reality

xo

woke up in a certain heartbeat
it was steaming with heat
hoping it's true
still finding some clue
you held my hands
it was intertwined love
it is
i'm sure you did
i felt the need
you said you wanted them to see
how you love me
how you want me
how you chose me
today and everyday


xox

five words
bad words
sad words
it was like geting hit
by swords
but i wanna hoard
those attention
those affection
give me more
give me less
give me enough
give me now
so how
whisper it
tell it
do it

persistent perfume
sticky and rubbing skin
strictly consistent bloom
don't throw this on a bin
i know i'm just a muse
hey boy
am i a toy
not the same as before
i'm small
but i can carry a ball
but yes i think i fall
don't make this a troll
i'll just do the roll
afraid to crawl
back to your arms
back to you
back to no clue

xo

are you comfortable
are you enjoyable
is this doable
the conspiracy is fooling
me
us
we
thus
okay
bye

At last i heard an affirmation
i heard a cry of anticipation
i saw a thrive of endearment
giddy on that simple statement
of yours
i hope it is not force
i felt it so true
turned my day to blue
got away
hope it did not flew
i am not sure
but i assume burning eyes
for this moment
not sure if this is a vent
but you ask
i did a task
not sure about this class
is this a must
why am i doing
what are we feeling

those simple questions
why are you letting these assumptions
rule over all satisfactions
these everything and everyday
makes me think this can be and may
lighten every impact you have
brighten every dark mishaps
in the past
hope this last
not to end fast
all i really think
not to be gone in a blink
hey mister
don't just glitter
stay and make this better
or else i'll leave forever

you are the biggest part
of the past and its art
that pains my heart
from time to time
this is all mine
i know i sometimes whine
give me a bottle of fine
nothing beats the pain of that line
who says we move on easily
we just live on steadily
accepting and feeling
every inch of the being

the moment i touch it
it ignites to something
i thought i was done
but getting back was fun
those songs bring back
never did it lack
i miss the beat
i remember those vividly
i miss the meet
i remember those terribly
the sly smile
the secret laugh
the movie we watch
the moment we touch
you lean
you cling on
hey love
we are together
i am not dreaming
we are flying
or we escaping

those glances i am aware
those chances i wish to be anywhere
within these pursed lips
within these secret smiles
inside jokes i assume
inside fluttering i want to consume
are you messing around with me
are you feeling something already
please say yes and please say let's go
cause this sun is so bright
i am getting hot already
i wanna see this so might
i am feeling we are ready
but for a show
but for sure
not yet clear
for both
we know ours
i feel you miss it too
love why
love bye
love hello
love
over
oh
er
l

xoxo

little things you send over
why am i not getting over
still continuing to crush me over
of those little gestures i thought will be over
what is this spell that i'm under
feeling heartbeats on down under
pumping blood like its all September
i don't wanna end this until December
please do remember
i am on this till forever

i wanna be his angel
and he be the knight
i wanna be his chill
when he will be the netflix
i wanna be his white
and he will be black
i wanna be his
only his
that no one can make me go
for anything at all

xoxo

it was very fast
leaving traces
leaving lines
of memories
of moments
but eventually
it will fade away
you are the pilot
i am the passenger
it was abrupt
i was drawn and corrupt
wishing i could just jump
right off
right now
not sure if this is my ride
not sure if we are meant
to feel
to me
to you
to be
on the same sky
on the same high
on the same time
actually
all honesty
i just wish you are mine
just for awhile
or if you decide
to be forever by my side

xoxo

the card left us in fear
or did it left us in tear
it brings out something
but i feel nothing
you push over
i thought this is never
they tease
but please
i don't intend to be at ease
you glance
i hope its a chance
we know our songs
we both in sync for long
it started with a car
hope it will not end just like a bar
of chocolate
coz i don't want to be this late
i am afraid its all a bait
hey mate
i wanna create
something worth it
that will last not for a tiny bit
but for all ways
always

xoxo

patterns that repeat
lies that we beat
i'm sure you don't mind
i'm not sure we are found
is this something
are we nothing
are we being
just careless
just loveless
i want this to be clear
but i want also to be near
i am afraid it is a no
i am afraid it is a boo
but how will i know if i always linger
if i always just write like this
just thinking about you
pursing my lips
of the time spent
of the moments shared
is so precious
i hope you are remembering
love my heart is yours
the moment you said
you know that freaking song i ask

xoxo

heart beating
eyes blinking
skin chilling
the moment you call me
i am already winning
but is it just a season
is it just a reason
is it just a mission
for you to get even
for you to mend the broken
what a cold treatment
i am not an experiment
call me when needed
i don't want to be cheated
things are better
when no one is leaving
stay for good
don't be cold
love is meant to hold

xoxo

i am so confused
i am so amused
always running circles
always checking on you

you are seating far beyond
but i want to sit beside you
are we thinking the same
are we feeling the flame
we tend to tame
around others
we choose the same flavors
we eat the same that we favor
but i know when you lose
when you choose
you with me
with us
it is different
you are what i like to be
you are what i like to see
we escape on some nights
we crave for weeks
are you happy to see me
are you delighted to
remember everything
we used to be
i am not sure how it will be
definitely
another fantasy

xoxo

some are thin
some are thick
some are sad
some are rad
some are about them
some about you
but mostly all about you
mostly about us
mostly about
the times we book
the times we hook
the times we click
the times we flick
i am not your chick
but why do i stick
to the feeling of warmth
even though i know it is all harm
will i justify your sight
will i see you fight
for this love
crying from above
i wanna get out
but i miss those mouth
i miss those smiles
those eyes
i miss those laugh
those hugs
i miss you
love

xoxo

just like that
we are in the same boat again
we are escaping
we are each other's fantasy
we are both in pain
trying to hide it each day
i can feel
you can feel
the immensity
of any situation
we are for each other
for today maybe
i am not sure for tomorrow
or for the coming days
i don't want to see tears
i don't want to see blood
but more so
i don't want to tear anything
my heart desires
hope you can do the same
love

i am sure you are tense
i can feel it
should i say
you have my heart
that is why i know
what you are feeling
i just wish
your heart is with mine
coz i could assume
but never consume
this feelings
this being
we were once in those state
why can't it go back this late
hey mate
can you be my playmate
is this a date
let's call it
a night

xoxo

i felt the cold
i felt the warmth
i felt you
we felt us
i am stuck
i was struck
why can't you remember
i need to know wherever
whenever
whichever
however
now that we could be never
be together
i am just hoping
this lingering
can stop
or can you scoop
me
us
both
in
bed
in deep sleep
please keep
me


xoxo

i remember
you are a Pluviophile
you are a Bibliophile
you are a Xanthophile
you are an Autophile
you are a Clinophile
you are a Cynophile
you are a Stigmatophile
you are a Thalassophile
all is about you
all is about what you like
what you love
do you know
do you care
is this fair
do you remember
whatever
i am not sure we could be ever
likers
lovers
forever


xoxo

light comes
dark arises
smoke emerges
water encapsulates
he is your savior
he is your soldier
trap him in a box
for sure it was like a fox
clear, rare and bare
unknowingly magic
and a bit ironic
he tames your flames
he also burn your bridges
he is a more
you will never be sure
until it fires up
in your heart
it become an art
continue burning
continue loving

xoxo

running late
on a subway train
saw this motion
of a clouded place
we are on this trip
i thought it was a flip
i cannot breathe
i smell fear
i am wishing
you hold my hand dear
but you are far
from near
closing this chapter
by entering another
but i keep coming back
hoping for some luck
end this here
my heart is now clear

xoxo

we are the stars
of our Mars
our own planet
with our magnets
we spark
we mark
our hearts
with darts
it hurts
it bleeds
it sheds
but all this
we can cast
by love
by hope
by far
what i can think of
is you and me
under these hazel eyes

xoxo

it was yellow
it was mellow
it sounds sad
it sounds bad
so many signs
so many lines
cross and drawn
on the break of dawn
repeating moments
lingering of scents
how can i forget
the night we never regret

xoxo

too close
too near
too cold
too hot
too white
too dark
to me
to you
towards you
trembles me
tingles your cheek
tingles my lips
tempting it
trying it
tasted it
till the next kiss please

xoxo

Hands playing around
Skin touching abound
Craving for some connection
Hissing of secret conversations
Melting stares
More of this flare
Lingering of each other's perfume
Mimicking and smelling
Tension on the roll
Are you in?
Are we doing it?
Love just say it
Do you want me
Do you crave for me
Do you
Do it
You

XOXO

Go
Wait
Stop
Don't Go
Please wait
Let's stop
For a while
For a moment
For a lifetime
Hope this is it
Love

xoxo

Missing Pieces
Lingering Kisses
It's been a while
Looks like you took a mile
Now can you see me?
You put me here, remember?
I am free, babe
I have no sense of the memory
The end was expected
Though the fear of loving you
Still haunts and breaks a bit

xoxo

Fading memories
Off to the road lights
Can we go or should we wait up
I can't stop this now
The feeling is rushing
Can you hold me up
Don't let my hands slip away
I just like how these moments
Became an eternity of seconds with you

xoxo