With deep sense
approach,
use,
teach,
engage,
balance,
embrace,
unfold,
tru­st,
interest,
show,
welcome,
drift,
organize,
stay,
still.

If only I could summon the days when i still have you
Voice that i sincerely love

From the bottom of my 

H
   E 
      A
          R
              T

So please 

**H 
   E
      A 
  R

M
    E

here i am waiting for the flowers to bloom
waiting for the sun to come
waiting for the stars to fall
waiting for the time to pass slowly
waiting for the river to flow
waiting for the next song to play
waiting for the wind to whisper my ears
waiting for the moon that will eventually out there looking for me from a far away.

who would have thought that this could be heartless or harmless in every way
I think about you all day
But it seems like yesterday or every other day
I always see you in my imagination,
every time I walked out the streets
I remember you
My mind always sees you
The way the memories would pop
every detailed and even the words we'd told
It was clearly precious in my heart,

But you're always been like this
Like nothing happened.
And left me hanging for awhile,.

*or for a long time

Fight for love
For love does change you
For good or better you.
For it has no further explanation
Why you love in the first place.
You just do it
In the right way as possible.

If i am trap over you?*


its weird....
i can't imagine over you

its weird...
i can't face you

its weird...
you are so handsome

its weird...
i'm so happy when i am with you

its weird...
this kind of feeling

its weird...
my heart skips a beat

its weird...
Am I falling in *love with you?

If there's no words appeared on my mind
It's hard to write
What should i do?


There's a lot of spaces
But there's no wall to write
...

How Will I begin?

There's so much questions in my mind
But barely be answered 
There's so much things that I want to know
But none is captivated nor my imaginations to be fully understand

When was it?
When do I have the courage to tell you
that "i love you"?
When was the last time I cry?
When was it?

When?
When?
When?

When was the last time I smile?
When you texted me back
When was the time to meet each others feeling?
Will it possibly be notice
Knowing that you haved someone else
And knowing that you are not mine

Were you still recognize my feelings for you?
When everything is impossible to be?

Everything in this World is a plan
We are the one who can hold our choices
People and things we meet are all has a role in our life
It may be bring us a good or a bad news
It's the fate who bring us here

Life is ironic
Its cruel if you could imagine
The universe that we created
Its quite not good
People always cause it
Its us who always harm it
People are sometimes dangerous

Mother Earth,is always crying
She's too fragile to handle
The more you touch it, the more it destroys everything in just one blink
Or with just one snap the World might disappear sooner or later on
We can't control the things that happening around us
Its us that brings the fate

How can we save this?
How can we start the new process?
If its too late?
When is the change will happen?
Neither I can't say that thing

Its not me
But YOU
can change the World

and i miss you like this
smiling and remembering
those memories
late night on my time
day time in your place
that's how it all started.

Everything is dark
The world spinning round and round
I don't know what to do
If someone who will pass me
If someone who will gave me a hand
If someone who will save me
My world is empty
It feels like im out of this World
I can't hear anything nor the beat of your heart
Im parallel
You are even
And im the odd
We just fall apart
My heart aches
As it broke into pieces
The door just shut down
And everything is gone
No wonder 
If
I 
Miss
You
Or
If
I
Could
Say
Those
Words

Please,S­tay 

And Don't leave me



If only i could hold your hands tightly
But you just give up for a reason*





No

Wonder


I'm 


Afraid



Of



Being






Al­one




All



Over






Again.

You already had me at hello
When the feelings started to grow
And the memories were hone to flow
Just like the skies are unseen
Facts and shape
Molded to praise
And I’m done with,
What to draw back on those lines,
To be fair and square.

Make

things



worth




L
       I
             V
                    I
                        N
                   G
               G
           G
          G
          G

f
o
r

Ignite the light
Ablaze the fire of delight
To which stars could beam from the sky
As the night could walk
In the darkness
It glows
From fireflies that search for wavering sea
It might catch a feeling of despair
Deprived, detach from the noise that you hear from the outside world.

Whisper your dreams to me
As long as it is kept
Inside my heart
You'll always have my back,
Whatever it takes.

Not half but whole you!
You can truly be the person you want.
Want is when you accept everything in yourself
Yourself that you respect and love
Love the flaws and imperfection you have.
Have the confidence; you are beautiful.
Beautiful when you let those scars take you off
Off of these pain and suffers you just light up your day
Day begins in you
You are only one!

it was a hundred miles away
from my thoughts to your soul
it was as cold as december
where should i possibly
go?
if
it's
a dream
or a fantasy
or could it be
real?

i
tried
to
wake up
on my own feet
but
i
feel so heavy
my mind
is as blank
as a paper
without
written back from your
thoughts.
It is kind of a mess, sometimes.
it doesn't follow
patterns nor rules to crash.
i was hoping
till late at night
that you'll remember me
perhaps,
will
you
think
of
me?

To the tree that's been so lonely for so long
To the tree that gives leaves when the sun glows
To the tree that watches you when you are sweeping
To the tree that gives plant and fruits to eat
To the tree that shields you when there's a rain
To the tree that gives alive to the animals were they could get food
To the tree that helps prevent floods
To the tree that gives us life to breath e fresh air
And to the tree which makelovers seat the bench that made by tree
And If only human being knows how to protect and loved you
Then Mother Earth will be crying no more
Give chance, hope
And love the tree.

Will you borrow your ears once more?

sometimes i'm overwhelmed
by everything around me
i felt i should fight back and never give up
i still have hope and courage
to do things right
but i have to be a little patient
no more crying
no more sadness
and no more emptiness.

that’s why I won’t stop believing
in my dreams and goals in life
if i can
you can
guess what, let’s be strong!
and fight till we feel the power of success
when we win this fight
let us do it again and again.

One thing,one wishful thinking of mine
So many things that makes me happy with just glimpse of you
Your smile that captivated the World
Pound to my heart,its only you that i wanted to find

I'd prayed you for so long
But then you leave and my World just turn upside down
All I want to convey this little request
That one day you will love me

Even a little time just let me love you
Im praying so hard to the Creator
That he will guide you through your journey
And that loved yourself as I learn to love you

i wish you were the redemy to my soul
that every fall that i've been through
is you will just be there
to catch me when im fallin
;p

I can't ask for anything except for the happiness among those people who are in need.
My heart barely touches but it will always drowning for hundred words of people.
And before this day will end
I am grateful for for each one of those people that I've encountered in my whole life
Without them I can't be complete
Without them I can't stand with my own
& Without them I can't form such
this things like wisdom of words
or the overflowing joy;
kindred to my spirit.
To the people that I also want to repay them with love and hugs <3

A sunny Thursday morning
Like a piece of the new era
That hollows the entire hallway
To the new scheme to your direction

You're like a bubble pop
That surrounds you with your brighter smile
That surrounds you with your inner desire
That surrounds you with the perfect illuminated light

You're like a champagne to my tequila
A dazzling brilliant to my great escape
The way you jive to the beat of my heart
You are truly indeed a creation

My charona to my next in line
And the sweetest aroma to my escent
It makes you the person who you are
Cause every detailed is a Wonderful You.

where do time has gotten into you?
of words you spell
in front of your mouth
urging and letting it go,
sway you
to letting it out
to make it as sugary as a honeybee
of incomparable sights
that only come across your mind.
where do time conflict you?
in pursuing the right things
or just being stuck so easily
of picking yourself in a tiny room
that’s just persuade by you,
and you’re fine with it
even if you aren’t being with yourself
anymore,
you can’t even stand for yourself
and it’s okay for you
to feel that way
even if it’s not really okay.

words doesn't fit when it wasn't said
naturally coming from your heart
it cannot be degraded with
such non whimsical thoughts
perhaps are you aware
of what's going on your mind
before speaking the exact words
that you want to express?
the truth may set us free
if we are not afraid of the things
that we wanted to voice out
it should be simple
yet there
are decisions that
made us complicated.

from thy heart that speak
untangled strings of thoughts may
dreams and hope be free

I cannot think of any words or shall I say I cannot write anything
My mind is sophisticated and hollowed by so many blocks
To write is the right choice
To match the uncertain things continuously will just brush my thoughts
And I
Hope I could just paint the misery I have
And draw a dots in your face
And trace the constellations above and
if it's easy in that way
Maybe I could choose the exact thoughts that I really should convey unto you
But how about the sadness?
The bitterness?
The loneliness?
Will I escape this darkness ahead of time?
Please tell me the truth
Or I'll scream your name to death.

Love* is like a tic tac toe
When you trap for someone you can't help but to be with that person.
Its weird, crazy, and obsessived
Like its unbelievable to happen.
Just like math
Why do we solve for x & y?

You are the sunshine to my smile
The brightest stars in my constellation.
Were the only skies and falling leaves could watch us laugh and cry;
In bad times or in good terms

The strangers that both unknown by the presence of each other at first.
The packaging personalities that could understand better or fitted together just like a jigsaw puzzle

Or maybe you belong to me
Or I belong to you
The rhythm of this phenomenal song
Keeps repeating to my mind
To my heart
To my heart
To my heart

Cause you are the only melody
That keeps reminded me of you
And just like the lyrics of the song
That makes me memorize
The whole part of you!
You
&
Only
You

Love is like a Rain
That suddenly appears of nowhere
That suddenly changes your entire life
A rain that wraps with soft voice as well as sadness

                                                        ­ Love is like a river
                                                Always flows from you
                                            You dont need to touch 
        But always embraces you when you are alone

Love is like a mountain
You reach the highest thing or experience that you less expect

                                                 Love is like a spot light
                                      The one that shines so bright
                                               And there I saw YOU

Love is like a wind
It blows and appears in front of you
Out of somewhere else

                                            Love is like a sip of coffee
                      When you just relax at the coffee shop
There's a mystery that blooms around your table


Love is like a thorn of roses
You always end up hurting yourself
But in just ordinary day
There's someone who will comfort you out of the blue
                                            
               ­                      Love is like a piece of puzzle
                       You always struggle if you can't fix it
     But when you know you are falling you always   
                                         end up smiling for a reason


Love is like a puzzle
You like and love two persons
You end up confusing your mind
But have you realize the most important person
with you is just next to you?

                                  
                        ­                                Love is like a derp
                                           You like to do silly things
      Someone makes you laugh and happy out of a                      
                                  reason that it made your day


Love is like a big crap
You are stupid falling in love


                                           Love is like an ice cream
                                 You need to lick it before it melt


Love is like a mosquito
Once it bites you
You can never escape it

                                        
Love is like a handkerchief
Someone held you a hand while you are weeping and sobbing
So destiny comes and save you 


Love is Patient

Love is kind

Love is sad

Love is painful

Love is bitter and a sweet memories

Love is a happiness to be found




Cause Love is **Y.O.U.

Eyes held you close in my heart
Stumble upon my feet
To see the purpose in you

I was once a nature’s child
Who loves dirt and flowers
To occupy my garden

The garden that is my world
The new phase of love and peace
I have been living in

To check the future
I must lead my way to you
I only know love

That’s what they tell
That’s what they believe
I am you and you are meant for me.

You are a lovely poet
Don't you know that?
You are glamorous 
Sparkling so brilliant shine
Those tears of yours is like a crystal beam from the star
It forms a dust to silver
You are indeed beautiful
Bir or small
Your lovely writings makes
Everyone astonish same goes by the river
The ocean from within
The tidal waves that touches your skin
You are loved and respected by everyone
The ink of your pen
Is unique and different to everyone
Cause to your heart and soul
You are a lovely poet
Created by God
Don't be ashame 
You are talented
You are terrific
You are beautiful
And you are beauty by the art of the heaven.

You paint kindness in your words
That tell stories and emotions.

Don’t make a flash on you
To the bright stars or lonely moon
Make it happen as if it’s your last
Make it, create it inside of you
So it will be the light that will console you
To turn into the sunny side of the room

Today is another day
but this time is special
Cause the last night
you called me
And today
Is your
Day
And
I'm
glad
and
lucky
to have
the
most
beautiful
Mom in the World
And it's you
Mama
Analesa
Hope
I can catch
and see you smile
today!

bring me back
to the old days
where it only happens
for those 80’s season
where music is great
where dancing is a must
where anyone is having fun
where laugh and youth
are only desired
where communication
can still connect when
or wherever it may go far
where everyone is finding joy
out of small things
living the present in
every moment
of time.