In the summer heat!
These lazy afternoon we're free!
You said you wanna meet!
Beneath the mango tree!
In the monsoon rain!
With these hot tea!
You're remedy to all my pain!
In your arms is where I'd rather be!
In the winter cold!
Playing in the breeze!
You're out and bold!
Whenever I see you, I freeze!
I'll be around you through the season!
I'll Never leave no matter what's the reason!

            -Vivek!

I am alone but I am not!
Sometimes yourself is all you got!
Surrounded by crowd but no one to talk!
It's a long road to walk!
Walk towards  your destination!
Don't follow the tradition!
Make your own way!
You'll have to stay!
To reach somewhere!
Stay on the road ‘til you die!
Even the clouds waves good-bye!
Now that you've reached your destination!
Start a new journey with a new imagination!

        
                                        -Vivek!

I can't not see all the suffering animals!
I Can't not see cannibals!
Can't not see people being impolite and rude!
Can't not see people that are starving for food!
I am scared to walk alone at night!
I can't not hear the curses and fights!
I can't not see all the bloodshed!
I am so scared that I can't go to bed!
Humans are now poisonous than snake!
Disgusting how people are being so fake!
Are we really free?
Or just pretending to be!
              -Vivek

They'll judge no matter what u do!
You'll be alright after this too!
If u start living. Not being scared!
Remember everything you shared!
With yourself, with your mind!
No one will get cause the whole world is blind!
This is the place where you find!
The real you, the you you want to be!
The you, that you set free!
Lying here beneath the tree!
I'll let my soul free!
Fly away with all this wind!
The wind touching my nose!
The wind holding me close!
Go to place where you wanna be!
See things the way u wanna see!


                                   -Vivek!

You said meet me on the other side!
But I am walking on this Mobius strip!
You said you'll hang on throughout the ride!
But now you say you're  losing your grip!
You say you gotta go!
You say you have to leave!
Was it all a magic show!
Using the tricks up your sleeve!
All the promises you've broken!
Left me all alone, out in the open!
You left me here, Bathing in my tears!
My eyes dark red, Stranded in my fears!

          -Vivek!

Dependent on caffeine!
When I was sixteen!
It's mixed with my blood!
Over the top like it's flood!
Through the sleepless nights!
In the ***** fights!
On small rides!
****! time flies!
Missing those days!
Finding the ways!
Can I go again?
Or will I just go insane?

I see this bright night!
I see this darkened day!
I see the darkness light!
Which in the morning fades away!
I see the space end!
I see the time append!
I see this beautiful dirt!
I see this infinite Earth!
I see these coal shine!
I have what's not mine!
I see you but you don't see me!
I am in this cage yet i am free!

         -Vivek!

Lying on the marble floor!
Under the ceiling fan!
Devil knocked on my door!
Got up quickly and ran!
Into the darkness inside!
Peeping through the big white curtain!
Little did I know I cannot hide!
Saw myself laying on the ground, still uncertain!
Don't know how to react!
Is this is a myth or a fact?
Watching them as they take me away!
Guess I have to go, that's the only way!

          -Vivek!

It's the end of me!
The role-plays over!
All the things that I can't see!
My eyes are covered in clover!
Memories flashing in front of my eyes!
All these strangers and their goodbyes!
Good things about me now I hear!
Guess life was just changing gear!
I was so fast and lost control!
Crashed so hard, but I did my role!

           -Vivek!

Stay strong, fight hard!
You'll fail but play your card!
Keeping doing what you like!
One-day you'll get a strike!
Life is unfair!
But You'll get your share!
Someday What you want will happen!
Failure will make you sharpen!
It's okay to be sad sometimes!
Failing is not a crime!
Dedicate yourself and you'll be successful!
After winning, failing seems cool!


                                               -Vivek!

Either laugh or either cry!
Either wait or either fly!
Fly away from your insecurities,
Fly away from your fears!
Fight against your tears!
Always, be ready with ur gear!
The opportunities will come!
Strike so hard, your fear be numb!
You'll win someday!
You just need to stay!
Stay calm and stay stubborn!
If life hits u hard in the face!
Stand up, fight and leave your trace!


                                    -Vivek!

I live in this own world that I created!
I created my own rules!
Away from the world that I hated!
Living with these narrow minded fools!
There isn't a bed time nor a time to wake up!
It's just things that I make up!
You are who you are here!
No worries no fear!
This world is small but has one open mind!
Place where you find!
Find yourself, Find who you really are!
These place is wierd, but pain is far!
No animal to live, no birds to fly!
No one to say Hi, No one to say bye!

  -Vivek!

Please get me outta this maze!
I am stuck deep inside of my brain!
Is this another one of those bad days!
Or is it from overthinking and pain!
It's like a paradox!
There's no escaping!
All this random talks!
Inside my head, I am just scraping!
I am suffocated in my own breath!
Stuck here just waiting for death!
Only you can save me, we'll escape just fine!
All I need Is long walks and yours hand on mine!

Who really am I?
I wanna know!
Where really am I?
Where I'll go?
Where's my origin?
Where do my soul belong?
Thoughts that have been!
On my mind for so long!
Wide open are now my eyes!
Vanished the curtains of all the lies!
It's endless, colourless, pure and true!
It's god! Don't you wanna know it too?

          -Vivek!

It's half past three!
why am i still awake?
You can't even imagine what I see!
Every part of my body aches!
All these demons surrounding me!
They're set free, to feed on me!
As I lay heads up in my bed!
With a sense of deep dread!
I can't even close my eyes!
I am scared to death!
I am giving my alibis!
I can't even feel my breath!
          -Vivek!

Walking at the beach!
On sand and fallen leaves!
Looking at the blue sea!
Fresh air and tall tree!
Seeing birds fly!
Beautiful infinite sky!
No wars no politics!
Everyone is living instead of taking pics!
Humans are safe here!
Not even a drop of tear!
Everyone is helping each other!
Everyone is like sisters and brothers!
They say If there's a heaven!Here it is!
Everything wiped out!
Reality hits hard and loud!
There's blood everywhere!
Everyone is trying to be at the top there!
People dying because they get no food!
Everyone hates being good!
Money is superior than humanity!
Forests are turned it to a city!
Think of humanity not about nation!
Help people and make good relation!
Everybody is ready to break bones!
Everyone wants to win alone!
Is this what God wanted us to be?
Is this what God wanted to see?
Is this heaven on Earth?

-Vivek Gupta!

Fire burning in front of you and I!
Shining so bright those beautiful black eyes!
Colours of our love dispersed in the air!
My hands stuck in your messy hair!
Different shades of yours are out now!
Colours all over still you look so pretty, how?
You are still shining so bright!
The bracelet of your hand reflecting sunlight!
Dancing like idiots, wet and cold!
I just love the way you hold!
Hold my hand tight and close to your heart!
Oh believe me you’re a brilliant work of art!

        -Vivek!

Is it so bad?
That it makes you so sad!
One day it'll all be alright!
Sun will shine Bright!
In darkness of the night!
You'll find a light!
Everyone goes through this motion!
But every problem got a solution!
There's still a hope!
You can use a rope!
Not on your neck!
What the heck?
Use it to climb up the mountain of nightmare!
At Least Think about the people that actually care!

-Vivek!

In the boiling summer heat!
You're still more hot to me!
I've seen fire street!
You're still too hot to see!
When I look at you my eyes shine bright!
It's feels like you are a source of light!
You keep me warm!
You keep me dry!
You do no harm!
Never made me cry!
You're too good to be true!
Will you let me burn inside of you?

      -Vivek!

Don't know how to handle the stress!
Don't know how to handle ya dress!
Don't know how to treat you good!
Don't know how to make your mood!
Don't know how we ended up together!
Made promise will stay forever!
I am not as cool as you'd want me to!
Addicted to each other as we grew!
Am not sure if we're gonna last long!
Not sure if I am gonna write a song!
Not so sure if you're the one!
After all this we're still on the run!

           -Vivek!

How does it feel?
To have a  real friend!
How does it feel?
When it doesn't end!
How does it feel?
when they stick around!
How does it feel?
Being lifted when you're down!
How does it feel?
To share you talks!
How does it feel?
On the long walks!
Yeah I know that I have grown!
But the feeling I've never known!
        -Vivek!

Yesterday I felt like a free bird!
Flying on top of the world!
But, I feel like human Tonight!
Just the same!
Worried about the same fight!
Like it's a game!
Fight of finding myself!
Fight of a good career!
Fighting for help!
It's so surreal!
I am being tortured mentally!
I am so scared to live!
        -Vivek!

I flew way too high!
My wings are cold and frozen!
It's a last goodbye!
I am about to be broken!
Smoke coming outta my mouth!
Can't say a word but I wanna shout!
Angel's singing by my ears!
Satan reaching through my fears!
I'll have to go there's no choice!....I am free!
In my head mom's voice it rejoice!....me!
I guess i kinda  know!
Where i have to go!

If parallel world theory is true!
Then some place!
Around the space!
I belong to you!
If my dreams were true!
You would've know I exist!
You would've loved me too!
We would be playing in the mist!
You would lose your control!
On the floor we'll roll!
I'll handel your love and agression!
Only if we lived in my imagination!
          -Vivek

We are all of one kind!
You only have control on your own mind!
Though the whole world is blind!
I hope that somewhere you'll find!
Kindness, compassion, empathy!
Love, politeness and  sympathy!
We humans we're weird!
Many people here aren't cheered!
Before it's out of range!
We have to change!
I hope we will care!
I hope we will share!

             -Vivek!

In my old rusty car!
Driving along the beach!
Thinking about the life of our!
Put your head out and reach!
Taste the salty water!
Sun burning hotter!
It makes your skin glow!
Everything is moving slow!
Warm breezes starts to blow!
Sand mixed in air like it's snow!
I was so lost in your perfect face!
Crashed around the curve at high pace!
        -Vivek

Looking straight In your eyes!
Tear drops falling to your chin!
I am burning inside!
Tell me how bad I've been!
I let you down!
I made you cry!
I made you frown!
I yelled the lie!
Like they were fact!
I did some crimes!
I am sorry about that!
About the bad times!
          
          -Vivek!

Empty bed feels so cold!
How a shy girl turned so bold!
I see you got a new hand to hold!
A new shoulder to put your head!
All different stories that I read (red)!
Shore's so empty,
without you by my side!
You didn't even consider,
no matter how hard I tried!
And I didn't realize!
I was the journey not your destination!
I was just a train through those stations!

             -Vivek!

I am a legend!
Heard about my story?
Heard about my end?
Heard about my Glory?
But honestly,
You don't even know me!
You only see,
What you really wanna see!
There's more to my life than just a lesson!
There's love, pride and obsession!
My misery and pain is what they really took!
To represent me on pages of an old dusty book!

              -Vivek!

I can see..
Less sky more skyscrapers!
Less trees more papers!
Less roads more cars!
Less church more bars!
Less love more hate!
Less talk more debate!
Less meet more v-calls!
No one lifts when someone falls!
Less tries more cries!
Less truth more lies!
More money no friends!
Nothing will go with you,
when this ends!

Life's unpredictable!
We're not able!
Not able to tell what day is our last!
The world is vast!
So try living ur life to the fullest!
Get things off your chest!
Tomorrow might never happen!
So do everything today!
Try doing things your way!
We won't get this life again!
Enjoy both happiness and pain!
Find a goal Don't live in vain!

-Vivek!

Don't walk away!
Will you just stay?
I am too far away!
Finding the way!
I am in the middle of the sea!
Looking for the shore but I can't see!
Will you be my light-house?
And Take me to my house?
In this thunderstorm!
I can't find a landform!
Please, will you take me through?
Like the wind that just flew!

              -Vivek!

In here it's so cold!
And I am all alone!
It's like someone told!
I don't belong in the zone!
Happiness i can't afford!
Dark empty room with whiteboard!
Written everything positive about me!
But there's no one to read!
I am in this big ranch!
All alone sitting on the branch!
Rollercoaster, but no one to ride!
While covered in allegations I cried!
Nobody wanna know my part of the story!
People just pretend that they worry!

        -Vivek!

Looking across the river!
A silhouette of you!
Odds aren't in my favor!
Still, In reflection, I am next to you!
Holding hands!
Making plans!
To go eat somewhere!
Still can't decide what to wear!
But are we?
Still what I see!
Reflection fades! You can't be seen!
Was it real or just a dream?

Saw your face in the sky!
It's like you started to fly!
Stars made your eyes!
Eyebrows as the bird flies!
Half-moon made ya smile!
Oh it's been a while!
I am searching you everywhere!
God It's not so Fair!
I am finding you please show up!
playing hide and seek? please grow up!
I am so frustrated looking for you!
It's like the thousandth avenue!

     -Vivek!

Maybe I am just playing it cool!
Maybe I've been a fool!
Maybe I miss you!
Maybe I don't!
Maybe you do too!
Maybe you don't!
You won't text me!
Neither will I!
Maybe you won't see!
How hard I try!
Not calling!
I know you won't receive!
I am falling!
It's the facts you won't believe!

Looking back now all I see..
Many good times and great memories!
Wish i could relive them! Wanna be there again!
Feel those laughs and feel those pain!
Feel those falls and those climb!
Wish I could go back in time!
To the moment When I was free!
As I look at this freakin’ big Sea!
I don't remember my grade!
Wish all these memories never fade!
These are the memories that'll go with me!
As I travel this life's chaotic sea!

         -Vivek!

You're an illusion in my head!
You're just a thought in my brain!
A thought that is mislead!
A mirage in a desert plain!
I am walking towards you!
You are starting to fade away!
Not so fake, not so true!
Listen to what I am tryna say!
You're a fictional character!
You're the shining distraction!
Tempting like a gold glitter!
You're nothing but a reflection!
      -Vivek!

As I was looking in this guys eyes!
Something's that I realized!
I saw he's lost in the darkness!
Alone in the hollow!
Fallen deep into the emptiness!
No one's trying to follow!
Life's such a vain!
Every heartbeat feels like pain!
Wanna get out of the quicksand of mind!
But it's just complicated things that I find!
I was tensed like I just watched thriller!
When I realized I was standing in front of a mirror!

       -Vivek!

New Year, New Me!
I can be who I was or who I wanna be!
I can sit in my comfort zone!
Yeah I can be alone!
I can sit back and waste my life away!
On make my mark on this new way!
Oh another new blank slate!
I can't decide my fate!
But I can work hard and try!
I don't wanna do this? No I can't lie!
Two zero one nine!
This year I will be more than just fine!
I will convert my  imagination  to memories!
I will start on this new page a new story!

          -Vivek!

Sleeping after sunrise!
Living in the night!
I know it's not wise!
But you hate to play in light!
Madness in the head!
Songs playing on low!
Jumping on your bed!
When are we gonna grow!
In the cold night, in the warm fight!
We promise to hold on to each other tight!
We won't drift apart or at least we'll try!
We end in a misery Eventually and we cry!

       -Vivek!

Beautiful sky a smile on my face!
Winds and clouds having a race!
Winds are touching my face !
N clouds are putting smile on it!
Smile that is wide enough!
To fix all my broken stuff!
Broken heart and broken mind!
I hope someday I will find!
Find happiness that can take away my pain!
Happiness that takes me to my destiny!
I wanna be Happier than
ever!
Pain is smart but I am clever!
I hide it behind my smiling face!
But still tears leave the trace!



-Vivek!

I am broken!
In pieces!
Words spoken!
Increases!
I am falling apart!
I am missing my heart!
Find my Brain!
Can't see? find again!
I don't know where they are!
I guess somewhere Far!
Far away from sorrow!
Chasing denaro!
Wish I could restart!
Wish I could follow my heart!

-Vivek!

I can smell your perfume on the polaroid!
I can still taste your lips when I lick mine!
I was somewhere lost in the deep void!
Emptiness of your eyes looking just fine!
Surrounded by the full white chaos!
I don't remember where I was!
We made some great memories!
Captured through eyes in our brain!
I have collected all the stories!
I have collected happiness and pain!
I have collected mistakes and crimes!
All we were doing was havin' a good time!
          -Vivek!

I See flowers unfold!
Growing just to end up into a bouquet!
I See humans been sold!
Just to leave everything behind and lay!
People growing old!
Just to die!
People being bold!
From the shy!
No purpose of life!
Don't know this is which zone!
Worried about children, husband or wife!
That they're gonna leave all alone!

       -Vivek!

Rain falling down on me!
So much water yet I am thirsty!
Paper boat down on street!
Rain falling down on me!
Deep puddles reflecting tree!
It's cold, **** I miss the heat!
Rain falling down on me!
So much water yet I am thirsty!
     -Vivek!

We are who we are when we're alone!
But when we step out we're playing a role!
It's like a movie! Changing character!
It's like a scene! Strange and disaster!
We are being someone we're not!
We're all trying to be bigshot!
Losing yourself playing a role!
Lying to your own soul!
I am shook seeing people being fake!
Oh! For your own sake!
For once, Try being yourself!
Try being who you really are!
It's just one life! go far!
Far as you can and be who you are!

-Vivek!

Is this reality or a dream?
I remember I’ve been!
Been here before!
Same sea, same shore!
Is this reality or imagination?
Is it truth or a lesson?
A lesson life is teaching me!
Same birds, same tree!
Is it what I want or what I get?
Same life, same regrets!
Is this actually real or not?
Am I human or a bot!
-@vivek_writes

I see the sadness in those eyes!
I don't know where the smile flies!
I just want to catch that smile and put in ur face!
For you to be happy forever!
But You should never!
Never fake your smiles!
I wanna see those sad eyes!
I wanna see what you've been through!
I wanna see what you're going through!
I can't change the past I know!
But I can let our future grow!

-Vivek!

We see the same kite!
We share the same light!
Every night!
Same flight!
In the same Ray!
As we lay!
Kite made by stars!
Hand reached out far!
Joining Bright dots making shapes!
Collecting moments on video tape!
We dream of playing on the cold moon!
I don't want this night to end anytime soon!

            -Vivek!