I've some scars, it can never be seen!
You can't imagine the places I've been!
All my flaws and insecurities!
Trapped in the big walls of this small city!
I’ve Some big marks! Some small!
Some big wars! Some silly fall!
It’s like My heart isn't beating anymore!
Trying not to imagine how it was before!
I've some stories I can't narrate!
I've some moments none can relate!
I've seen the guy in the mirror cry!
But I still try!
To forget all of it!
But my scars won't let me move a bit!

-Vivek!

She wore a pink dress!
She seems such a mess!
She looks so good even,
Without them filters!
She's so hot even,
Though it's winters!
Those pretty hair highlights!
Her face is so bright!
She steals the light!
She's so wrong yet,
She seems so right!
I am so scared!
What if I try say hi!
And she hits me with a goodbye?

        -Vivek!

The way she moves around,
flipping her hair!
I guess I have found,
someone to stare!
My chin dropped down,
My heart is out of my chest!
Looks like I've found,
The only place I can rest!
She's smart like a queen!
She's pretty like an actress!
Remember all the time we've been!
On your foam mattress!

                 -Vivek

I sometimes wander at the night!
Just to see them bright lights!
I sometimes wander between the sky!
To see them various colored kites!
I sometimes wander below the sun!
To feel the warmth and the burn!
I sometimes wander between death and life!
To feel the joy and the grief!
I sometimes wander between milky way!
To hear what planets have to say!
I sometimes wander in my brain!
To feel the happiness and the pain!

        -Vivek!

This isn't me it's someone else!
Someone waiting ringing the bells!
Someone so shy and insecure!
Someone so harsh and impure!
Someone so tiny and little!
Someone so big and brutal!
Someone is laughing,
Someone's crying!
Someone gave up,
someone still trying!
I don't remember their names!
I don't remember their games!
They're all inside me!
They all wanna be free!

   -Vivek!

Drizzling in the sun!
Everything is shining!
Everyone's on the run!
Birds are hyming!
Then I looked right across the street!
I can't feel my heart, can't feel the heat!
It felt like either I am dead!
Felt like you're an angel in heaven!!
Or am I just dreaming in my bed!
Then you boarded bus no. Seven!
Never saw your face ever again!
I am still waiting in the sunny rain!

            -Vivek!

Seven stations wide!
I lost my pride!
When I saw her in that dress!
I couldn't express!
The feeling I had at the moment!
I could smell her scent!
Looked at the station!
I realized, it's my destination!
Those hairs and those eyes!
That face felt so nice!
I walked out she was on the window!
I felt sad, I felt low!
I felt if I could talk to her!
But I was too scared to walk to her!
-Vivek!

Slept on Earth, after glass of Anisette!
Woke up on a strange planet!
They were all looking at me!
No air, no tree!
The people there, They had wings!
They were trying to say something!
But I didn't know what it meant!
It was different environment!
They were all dark blue with tails!
With No hairs, no nails!
The sun was green!
Humans nowhere to be seen!
I started to lean n slept in pain!
Then I woke up on the Earth again!

   -Vivek!

You killed 'em all!
You killed my dreams!
You broke my heart!
You killed my screams!
I don't have a voice of my own!
I am like a toy that you're playing today!
I know when you're grown!
You're gonna throw me away!
I am like a gum that you chew!
Took everything from me and threw!
Me out of your life and you moved!
Just like that I'll be removed!
        -Vivek!

Trapped in the virtual reality!
People with no geniality!
Video game seems real world!
Different types of characters unfurled!
Trapped in choosing cool username!
Trapped in tryna get all the fame!
Trapped in cool insta, snap stories!
In real life there's a different story!
Animals are being treated,
more kindly than humans!
Showing off new skins of video game-
Characters and guns!
Get out of the house and go explore!
There's whole fascinating world out this door!

       -Vivek!

Running with the wind!
Flying with the bird!
Walking on the sky!
That's never the same!
All the clouds saying hi!
Shouting my name!
Floating in the sea!
On flower like the bee!
Swimming in the ocean depth!
Living each breath!
Brightness on the sun!
I am on the run!
Wanna do everything one can!
Wanna be my own fan!
Wanna be in each city and nation!
Tryna live my imagination!

-Vivek!

Under the star roof, planes passing by!
Reaching for the stars, planets saying hi!
Only if i could control the time!
Would forever let this darkness shine!
I love this song that stars Sing!
I love to watch this Neptune ring!
Looking deep into the black hole!
Seeing my past, present and future role!
Flying with this creature!
Bright pink light through aperture!
Back at Earth big blue!
Oh! This wonderful imagination that grew!
            -Vivek!

Lit the candles, turn off the light!
Hearing you sing for me whole night!
Looking at your face and eyes!
Hearing all the truth and lies!
Don't know as the time flies!
Loud laugh turned to silent cries!
I've seen it all!
All the disconnected call!
All the sadness, all the pain!
In the sunshine and in the rain!
All the loss, all the gain!
Long walks on the lane!
With you and your lovely talks!
Wanna go for endless walk!

-Vivek!

I know we can't be a thing!
That's why I haven't asked you out yet!
I know you can't wear my ring!
After all these time what do I get?
Was it all a waste?
Dancing with you holding your waist!
Making you food!
Treating you good!
Taking you to your fav place!
This is what I have to face?
Little did I know you're gonna leave!
But I still can't believe!

        -Vivek!

As the white lines disappeared!
The tunnel started to get stuffed!
All the old thoughts reappeared!
Memories and decisions that were tough!
Imagination is on a different pace!
Finding weirds things interesting like ants race!
I am not in my right mind!
This powder is making me blind!
Lips are now turned dried!
Face is starting to turn pale!
Eyes turned red like you cried!
Gold fish in the tank seems like a big whale!

      -Vivek!

Under the stars, you and I!
I am bold and you are shy!
Remembering the things we've done together!
I hope this moment stops here forever!
So that I can look deep into the secrets you shared!
Sharing stories with each other!
Loving things that we discover!
About each other!
This moment is amazing!
We are stargazing!
It's fool moon!
In the month of june!
I don't want this night to end soon!
      

  -Vivek!

Feeling something!
I just wanna sing!
Sing the song which describes!
Describes the beautiful you!
I was falling apart and failing bad!
I was feeling stressed and feeling sad!
I was about to give up!
But u made me strong!
You took away all my wrong!
You made me happy,
You made me cry!
You made me bold,
You made me shy!

-Vivek!

Mushrooms on my tounge!
Smoke in my lungs!
White line up my nose!
Viens got 'em dose!
I am flying on a different height!
I am having a different fight!
With my ownself!
Staring at this old shelf!
Yeah I am high!
Seeing things like sci-fi!
We overdosed on love, on hate!
You served me death on my plate!
           -Vivek!