A dangerous combo. Im glad I was more cold than bold. But honestly I try not to let myself think about us humans I get very upset. I hate the way it feels. That mournful anger

Be thankful for your notebooks service!

He’s the best guy in the world

Idk why im writing im not depressed. I, hmm, i just feel flavorless again. Grey i guess. Not sad, not mad, but not happy or peaceful either. Hmmmmm. Idk itll pass. Dreams **** tho haha just leave me be or be normal xD

Reflection can’t be done with a busy stream. Happy Thanksgiving, take some moments to slow down.

Whoever reads this, have a nice day. Things have been going better lately, so I'm sure you'll be alright.

The game of finding the right words is my favorite part. I fish at my minds pond till I catch an idea. Then I let my mind go to work. Theres nothing quite as engaging

I’ll save us a spot…

I went through this last Saturday, I wanted to write a poem, so I choose to write about that unfortunate event. Haha!

I want to learn, devolpe, and grow.

But this too shall come past
As life for me now can move so fast
At the end of the day all I can do is reflect
And hope I will learn to give time some respect

I enjoyed this one alot. Life is so hard, but its how an action can have 7 diffrent meanings to 7 diffrent people the depth of just the most basic things. How It can be so hard to say whats wrong whats right, how you can feel so conflicted. Hate someone but understand where there coming from. Its life. And i see that all this chaos, its why its soooo spectacularly beautiful when you see and feel love. Enjoy the company of a friend, the love of couples, of family. When people forgive. Idk you probably get it. This worlds insane,dark,horrible,cruel. but i can see now that, even while these may be true... its still beautiful.

I guess im over due for a vacation.

Frustrated for the weary, angry at ourselves.

A blue flower (German: Blaue Blume) was a central symbol of inspiration for the Romanticism movement. My favorite period. The freedom of fantasy, and the Self in Nature.

I simply love reading, dose'nt have to be anything too intresting haha.

❤ I miss you, you will never be forgotten...

Thanks for the warm welcome as usual. Always good to be back :)

I want to grow even kinder, so that every essence of my soul is of love

Maybe someday I will find that my Orange hue fantasy isn't a somewhere but a someone. That would be nice wouldn't it :)

For having nothing in mind, look at that haha, not to shabbby. Im having to good a time with this hahaha.

Writing for the sake of writing. Found a fun idea and built on it. Might come back to it :)
Edit: came back, I really like the direction of the ending now.

This ones a little spicy, hehe I love it.

Ill probably wright more later.
Was feelin like writing, didnt expect a song tho. To tired to finish haha.
I really like how its sounding in my head so far tho.

I need to journal again…
Get back in touch with myself

There are endless things I could ponder
But my mind will always wander

Though unruly my thoughts may be
I take in it all and embrace being me