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"wrappers" poems
When the boy said. "I love you" I nearly wept the tears which have been filling since the last one left, Unsure of my feelings I turn away and look to the ground, Searching, For something, To distract myself, I see the garbage, with the used wrappers from our affairs, Wondering, maybe that's why, Because why would a boy love me for any other reason but my body? Because I have been taught to beware those three words, For those are the words which are spoken when he wants more, More than your touch, Or cress, But your lips, His, on you hips, For when the boy said "I love you" I was confused and concerned, Because why would he, Could he, Love someone like me.
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
When The Boy Said "I Love You"
it is my birthday. but the world has long disowned me. honestly--I ask--why do I bother? as there must be something there for me--out in the viscera. for I, am still here. it is my birthday. but the public has long shunned me. faces thick as bedrock and eyes as dull as mint wrappers. and they use sound to blind them. it is my birthday. and no one seems to help. for it is not always happy to know, you're one day closer into the arms of the cease-r. it is my birthday. and words rule no meaning. for no one listens to me. and no one hears what I'm hearing. it is my birthday. and my marrow weakens as I breath. but bones sleep with welded lips 'neath the coat of earth. and--with shame--I shall, too, be nothing but empty research. it is my birthday. and I force myself to nature. O sand, is it true they pick you up and throw you in the wind? O sea, is it true you get stuck in the mouths and stomachs of the young? O hair, is it true you scream when the air beats you? but I don't hear--and I know many. it is my birthday. and I breath false air. is it true the ones that speak ill are on their death bed? is it wrong I wish for them to speed up time? is it wrong I point the reaper in their direction? so I needn't worry of their illness spreading to mine. it is my birthday. and we are all gathered for tea. the masochists sit by the sadists; that's the rule, so the sadist may draw that ball-point pen deep along their slate skin--and whisper the names of forgotten authors, so they may both moan with delicious harmony together--for two presents in one. it is my birthday. and the masochists ask me to join. they write each other's eulogies and revise--revise--'til there are none. it is my birthday. for now you know not, of what I wish, but what I need, a master. for I am not one. it is my birthday. and not all wishes deem true, for it seems no one cares of my words--my work--my blood--my tears-- a hymn to whomever it may concern--have you no mercy? it is my birthday. and I have not found them. I have not found the right. for only airless voices with no mouths, eyes that wish for many more, and souls that have lost time have found me. and I am one of them. and 'neath my heart, I always will be. for it is my birthday, and wishes don't come true.
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Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 6:57 PM UTC
Birthday.
it is my birthday. but the world has long disowned me. honestly--I ask--why do I bother? as there must be something there for me--out in the viscera. for I, am still here. it is my birthday. but the public has long shunned me. faces thick as bedrock and eyes as dull as mint wrappers. and they use sound to blind them. it is my birthday. and no one seems to help. for it is not always happy to know, you're one day closer into the arms of the cease-r. it is my birthday. and words rule no meaning. for no one listens to me. and no one hears what I'm hearing. it is my birthday. and my marrow weakens as I breath. but bones sleep with welded lips 'neath the coat of earth. and--with shame--I shall, too, be nothing but empty research. it is my birthday. and I force myself to nature. O sand, is it true they pick you up and throw you in the wind? O sea, is it true you get stuck in the mouths and stomachs of the young? O hair, is it true you scream when the air beats you? but I don't hear--and I know many. it is my birthday. and I breath false air. is it true the ones that speak ill are on their death bed? is it wrong I wish for them to speed up time? is it wrong I point the reaper in their direction? so I needn't worry of their illness spreading to mine. it is my birthday. and we are all gathered for tea. the masochists sit by the sadists; that's the rule, so the sadist may draw that ball-point pen deep along their slate skin--and whisper the names of forgotten authors, so they may both moan with delicious harmony together--for two presents in one. it is my birthday. and the masochists ask me to join. they write each other's eulogies and revise--revise--'til there are none. it is my birthday. for now you know not, of what I wish, but what I need, a master. for I am not one. it is my birthday. and not all wishes deem true, for it seems no one cares of my words--my work--my blood--my tears-- a hymn to whomever it may concern--have you no mercy? it is my birthday. and I have not found them. I have not found the right. for only airless voices with no mouths, eyes that wish for many more, and souls that have lost time have found me. and I am one of them. and 'neath my heart, I always will be. for it is my birthday, and wishes don't come true.
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In a bedroom in small-town Pennsylvania, you’ll find an unmade bed, a pile of clothes on the floor— clean but not folded, open drawers and dusty shelves, a desk in the corner of the room with pictures laid across it. When I caught my first fish at six. I held it at arm’s length by the fishing line to avoid the slimy scales, a frown on my face from being forced to sit silently in the cold. When my family went to Marco Island, my sister and I, sifting sand for the best seashells in our matching swimsuits and hats. Mom and dad’s fights forgotten in our fun. High school graduation posing with my best friend since first grade, diplomas in one hand and an extra cap held between us because not everyone survived all four years. Move-in day at college, sitting on my raised bed with a grey comforter and two decorative pillows the color of cotton candy. Sweat on my brow from southern humidity and moving furniture without the help of a father. The pictures are merely snapshots that lack the full story. How I learned what it meant for love to fall apart when I was eight years old. My sister warned me before it happened, told me what a divorce was. I mistook her for joking until they called us upstairs. Dad cried when they told us, but mom held her tears until the day he left. The sounds of her cries escaping from behind a closed door. “This doesn’t mean we don’t love each other.” But that’s exactly what it meant. How I was taught by my father that love is conditional, and I repeatedly needed to prove myself through good grades and unquestioning obedience. Forced to stay home to spend time with the family, sitting wordlessly on the couch while he watched TV. Made guilty for wanting to spend time with friends because that somehow meant that I was a bad daughter. It’s funny—I never asked myself if he was a good father. If you look harder at the bedroom, you’ll find journals filled with bitter words, screws from disassembled pencil sharpeners, loose razors, and Aquaphor, food wrappers stuffed in hidden places, a closet brimming with junk and pairs of shoes, evidence of a story untold. Until you.
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Sep 20, 2023
Sep 20, 2023 at 9:09 PM UTC
To Whom It May Concern:
In a bedroom in small-town Pennsylvania, you’ll find an unmade bed, a pile of clothes on the floor— clean but not folded, open drawers and dusty shelves, a desk in the corner of the room with pictures laid across it. When I caught my first fish at six. I held it at arm’s length by the fishing line to avoid the slimy scales, a frown on my face from being forced to sit silently in the cold. When my family went to Marco Island, my sister and I, sifting sand for the best seashells in our matching swimsuits and hats. Mom and dad’s fights forgotten in our fun. High school graduation posing with my best friend since first grade, diplomas in one hand and an extra cap held between us because not everyone survived all four years. Move-in day at college, sitting on my raised bed with a grey comforter and two decorative pillows the color of cotton candy. Sweat on my brow from southern humidity and moving furniture without the help of a father. The pictures are merely snapshots that lack the full story. How I learned what it meant for love to fall apart when I was eight years old. My sister warned me before it happened, told me what a divorce was. I mistook her for joking until they called us upstairs. Dad cried when they told us, but mom held her tears until the day he left. The sounds of her cries escaping from behind a closed door. “This doesn’t mean we don’t love each other.” But that’s exactly what it meant. How I was taught by my father that love is conditional, and I repeatedly needed to prove myself through good grades and unquestioning obedience. Forced to stay home to spend time with the family, sitting wordlessly on the couch while he watched TV. Made guilty for wanting to spend time with friends because that somehow meant that I was a bad daughter. It’s funny—I never asked myself if he was a good father. If you look harder at the bedroom, you’ll find journals filled with bitter words, screws from disassembled pencil sharpeners, loose razors, and Aquaphor, food wrappers stuffed in hidden places, a closet brimming with junk and pairs of shoes, evidence of a story untold. Until you.
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found grounded bird closed in ribboned-box and buried underneath a willow snapped back to finally relax to decompose and nourish by the lake in drooping shade the felled leaves pile candy wrappers gray snow in parking lot corners with pumpkin spice scented candles with charred letters skirling up the arm dropped to sizzle and puff out white beanies flannels leather boots and jangly bronze-leafed wind chimes I sit on the patio and listen to you speak the chill of your words perched like a squirrel barking on a fence top hibernation preparation and breeze the gospel of your autumn it’s lovely.
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Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 11:26 PM UTC
october
Leafy ferns and little frogs Toads live in the garden Weeds and grass and daffodils And poop...I beg your pardon Yes **** is in there from the cat That roams around the houses Just pick it out or grind it in It should be full of mouses (meeces or mice) There's ceramic figurines in there Little deers and little dogs To go along with little stones And plastic little logs But, beware the garden gnome A treacherous beast is he With evil eyes and long white beard He is plotting after thee The garden gnome looks daffy In his jacket and his hat But, look deep in the gnomey eyes And you'll see just where he's at There's ******* blown from up the road Candy wrappers and old tins The neighbor kids are lazy so, They never throw it in the bins The cat lies sunning lazily Beneath a summer sun of gold With it's job of chasing meeces down For a while, put on hold There's ivy, climbing everywhere And things you can not tell They got there from the squirrels But you keep them for the smell But, beware the garden gnome A treacherous beast is he With evil eyes and long white beard He is plotting after thee The garden gnome looks daffy In his jacket and his hat But, look deep in the gnomey eyes And you'll see just where he's at You tend the garden lovingly Moving figures in and out You never move the gnomes too much Too much trouble, I won't doubt You transplant flowers, move some trees Cut the weeds back, till the soil You head inside, the whistle blows The kettles on the boil While you are gone, something goes on The gnomes attack the cat You come back out, and wonder why The gnome has lost his hat yes, beware the garden gnome A treacherous beast is he With evil eyes and long white beard He is plotting after thee The garden gnome looks daffy In his jacket and his hat But, look deep in the gnomey eyes And you'll see he's looking at the cat!!
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Apr 7, 2013
Apr 7, 2013 at 5:09 PM UTC
The Garden Gnomes
Leafy ferns and little frogs Toads live in the garden Weeds and grass and daffodils And poop...I beg your pardon Yes **** is in there from the cat That roams around the houses Just pick it out or grind it in It should be full of mouses (meeces or mice) There's ceramic figurines in there Little deers and little dogs To go along with little stones And plastic little logs But, beware the garden gnome A treacherous beast is he With evil eyes and long white beard He is plotting after thee The garden gnome looks daffy In his jacket and his hat But, look deep in the gnomey eyes And you'll see just where he's at There's ******* blown from up the road Candy wrappers and old tins The neighbor kids are lazy so, They never throw it in the bins The cat lies sunning lazily Beneath a summer sun of gold With it's job of chasing meeces down For a while, put on hold There's ivy, climbing everywhere And things you can not tell They got there from the squirrels But you keep them for the smell But, beware the garden gnome A treacherous beast is he With evil eyes and long white beard He is plotting after thee The garden gnome looks daffy In his jacket and his hat But, look deep in the gnomey eyes And you'll see just where he's at You tend the garden lovingly Moving figures in and out You never move the gnomes too much Too much trouble, I won't doubt You transplant flowers, move some trees Cut the weeds back, till the soil You head inside, the whistle blows The kettles on the boil While you are gone, something goes on The gnomes attack the cat You come back out, and wonder why The gnome has lost his hat yes, beware the garden gnome A treacherous beast is he With evil eyes and long white beard He is plotting after thee The garden gnome looks daffy In his jacket and his hat But, look deep in the gnomey eyes And you'll see he's looking at the cat!!
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Something about the woven leather Reminds me of sandals you once wore, In the garden enjoying the sun. Your shorts and that old cotton vest the one that was probably once white, but Nanny wasn't around to do your whites anymore, and so it grew greyer as your hair grew whiter. The sun's rays danced through the waves of your hair and into the garden, Filling it with light, shining down upon plastic flowers planted among coloured stones. Smells of stale cakes from bargain stalls and the sugar from flat lemonade in murky cups wafted out the back door and clashed with that overpowering cooking smell as you sat in your sun lounger and baked yourself in vegetable oil, cooking your Irish skin to a crisp! The flower patterns of your walls in the garden and cast iron patio furniture, The plastic mat that covered the carpet and always managed to trip us, The halogen heater in the parlour and blanket on your knees, The clumps of bullseye sweets in your locker and Quality Street tin of empty wrappers, The damp and stale smells of the kitchen in your care, The holy pictures and moving Jesus on the stairs, The bath marbles we loved to play with and how they'd smash upon collision, And the pink, silk quilt that enveloped your bed, They're all pieces in the mosaic that illustrates your memory now and they'll never be broken. I've glued them so tightly together it's as strong as your jaw! Your jaw, always known to make eyes water when you'd turn during a goodbye kiss on your cheek and crush our noses! Even when we tried to approach with caution! But oh what anyone of us wouldn't give to feel that again, just to say goodbye and think we'd be over to the Bluebell to see you again. So now I sit and look at the woven leather on my sandals and remember all the details, all the memories that are woven together to make you. Sometimes I wish I could click the heels together. Bluebell Bluebell Bluebell And be back in that garden, once more.
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Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 5:41 AM UTC
Grandad Kinsella's Sandals
Something about the woven leather Reminds me of sandals you once wore, In the garden enjoying the sun. Your shorts and that old cotton vest the one that was probably once white, but Nanny wasn't around to do your whites anymore, and so it grew greyer as your hair grew whiter. The sun's rays danced through the waves of your hair and into the garden, Filling it with light, shining down upon plastic flowers planted among coloured stones. Smells of stale cakes from bargain stalls and the sugar from flat lemonade in murky cups wafted out the back door and clashed with that overpowering cooking smell as you sat in your sun lounger and baked yourself in vegetable oil, cooking your Irish skin to a crisp! The flower patterns of your walls in the garden and cast iron patio furniture, The plastic mat that covered the carpet and always managed to trip us, The halogen heater in the parlour and blanket on your knees, The clumps of bullseye sweets in your locker and Quality Street tin of empty wrappers, The damp and stale smells of the kitchen in your care, The holy pictures and moving Jesus on the stairs, The bath marbles we loved to play with and how they'd smash upon collision, And the pink, silk quilt that enveloped your bed, They're all pieces in the mosaic that illustrates your memory now and they'll never be broken. I've glued them so tightly together it's as strong as your jaw! Your jaw, always known to make eyes water when you'd turn during a goodbye kiss on your cheek and crush our noses! Even when we tried to approach with caution! But oh what anyone of us wouldn't give to feel that again, just to say goodbye and think we'd be over to the Bluebell to see you again. So now I sit and look at the woven leather on my sandals and remember all the details, all the memories that are woven together to make you. Sometimes I wish I could click the heels together. Bluebell Bluebell Bluebell And be back in that garden, once more.
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Streaks 
from worn out wipers 
dented cans, plastic wrappers 
the glow of a cigarette ****
 lying comfortably 
in the ashtray
 white knuckles tight 
on a weathered wheel empty roads
 cold and black
 eyes tired but open 
like trucker stops 
or roadside diners 
with the neons 
still on I keep driving 
teetering between 
my existence
 and a sweet dream
 I’d slip into that slumber 
if not for the passengers 
still fast asleep in my back seat So I keep driving
 as quiet 
and as lonely 
as it may be
 I keep driving 
because 
somebody 
is putting
 their trust
 in me
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 1:49 PM UTC
The Long Drive
everything dries up this time of year driving into the wind I cried for four hours but the desert air drank the water from my face, from my lips: brittle sacks, experiments in evaporation candy bar wrappers blow around the backseat courtesy of these broken windows-- impractically high speeds I don't know whose trash this is I've been driving with a ghost shouting at it, in the vacant passenger seat all the things I'd never spoken (for I swore you could read eyes) but illiterate you saw only reflected stars trying to find yourself in the Pleiades all you knew of love was mythology all I knew-- diesel gas, freon, points on maps you read nothing in my vacant looks I saw nothing in your ancient texts a translation problem. little less.
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Nov 3, 2012
Nov 3, 2012 at 4:47 PM UTC
Any sister
You may think you are special Because you are rolling in money And have lots of boyfriends But the reality is as different As chalk is from cheese A person is special Due to his/her character Or what s/he does You have a personality that is so shallow That it would put even the Kardashians to shame And that is saying something You do not know the first thing about friendship And yet consider yourself an ideal friend To one and all While you proceed to ghost someone Whom you've known for years and years All because of a silly comment On a photo of yours on social media Someone may be your BFF one day And turn into a mere acquaintance the next day For you, people are like bubblegum wrappers To be used and thrown at a moment's notice Of course, as we all know There's no point in breaking your head over people Especially in a our rather fickle-minded society But when you act all high and mighty As though you're always right And everyone else is wrong It really gets my goat Again, you may think you are special Based on money, good looks or the number of boyfriends you have But all these will get you nowhere in life Because, there will be a time When you are in desperate need of help And you will find That the only people who can be of use Are the ones whom you've already chucked
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Nov 24, 2022
Nov 24, 2022 at 11:53 AM UTC
You May Think You Are Special
I'm telling lies to terrorize tame territory, and so they'll strip me down, string me up, and bleed me dry of glory. Mourning from the morning after, hanging from a ceiling rafter. Two rows of platinum canines, call me a gangsta-veloci-rapper. Truly emancipated, drinking whiskey from Lincoln's skull. Proclamation of my bank roll grants more ***** than animal control. Flicking cigarettes at MC's who think they're superior, into their passenger window to burn holes in their interior. I run all night, jiggle my handle after flushing. All the plump gals seem to love me, I've got their cellulite a'blushing. I don't like ***** but I'll sip on something Russian, if you ship her in the mail first class from your Middle-Euro cousin.
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 2:24 PM UTC
Modern Wrappers, or, Pool Full of Snickers and I Died In It
Fighting crying laughing playing skipping running playing ball. Bell ringing doors banging voices fading wind chasing sweet wrappers as silence falls.
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Mar 9, 2010
Mar 9, 2010 at 9:20 AM UTC
Playground
when I was seven years old my family started going to a Christian church and all I thought about was how the pews that we sat in would have done more for God as trees and they said to love our neighbors because God wanted us to love our neighbors but I love my neighbor because his windows are lit up at 4 AM a time when only the miserable are concious and yet he always smiles at the postman when I was thirteen years old I visited a Buddhist temple with my friend she showed me how to meditate but sitting so still made my skin crawl and she told me about karma but I wasn't sure what it was that my little sister did to get bad enough karma to die at nine years old she only ever left out granola bar wrappers and sometimes forgot to say "thank you" but karma sent her a drunk driver I never understood religion the only temple I ever felt at home in was the hand of my lover and I never felt the presence of God but I felt the anguish of my postman as my neighbor began to lose that light in his eyes and I may have never read the bible but I've run my fingers across a thousand trees and they guide me when I am lost I never beleived in a higher power but I believe in my sister who used to pick at threads on her church dress and to my mothers dismay ruffled up her perfectly curly hair no God would **** her
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
The Postman Came To Her Funeral
*I sat under a paper umbrella of the reddest hue autumn and like an apple I waited for you to pick me ripe bite, smell my neck and remember. I sat on bench of grey weather boards waiting to be thrown down upon them- wanting to be pinned down upon them. Feet on a rug of discarded leaves, just like me. discarded but beautiful. still just a season long season woman, can you love me winter long? Ill meet you on the snowy bench. white puffs of apologises will float from my mouth. my toes will shake and the fence we loved for being red we'll love for being white. Red will now slither to my ears and you will say things I can't hear. And the stars will paint the sky too dark so we can see that winter sparkles. Spring is full of other lovers, this bench- lovers that are not you and I. And the playground is full of candy wrappers and mothers sneakers. The trees are majestically green stretching and yawning and showing off. The children bouncing, whining, crying,  finding. Spring is full of lovers but not us so she gives my heart to summer and glass doesn't melt so the places where I like to feel your sweat are the places where they like to touch my body. summer makes us reckless and the bench, our bench is being held together by the squirrels claws and the sparrows talons... they wait for us to scatter. hot you kiss my dampness, damper. hot you kiss my pain and sorrow. boiling all the past good voyage. our fence has lost some posts as, the children love to climb and kick it will hold on, still. but it won't hold-out and won't hold-in which is what fences are meant to do. at least they should... they should choose. Autumn, yes it's autumn ours. We are autumn lovers with leaves of the book skittering beneath the empty slide. We are autumn, smell like the burning leaves of who we were. Smelling like the fresh cut wood, ready to have her rings counted Autumn lover, hold my hand and tell me you are afraid. Autumn lover, holding color golden like a circle round. Hurry, before she blows me past the red fence, Hurry before our secrets get caught by the wind and dance around the playground. Hurry Autumn lover, Hurry to remember that you loved me, once.* Shannon April Alice 11/2/14
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Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 2:57 AM UTC
Park Bench
*I sat under a paper umbrella of the reddest hue autumn and like an apple I waited for you to pick me ripe bite, smell my neck and remember. I sat on bench of grey weather boards waiting to be thrown down upon them- wanting to be pinned down upon them. Feet on a rug of discarded leaves, just like me. discarded but beautiful. still just a season long season woman, can you love me winter long? Ill meet you on the snowy bench. white puffs of apologises will float from my mouth. my toes will shake and the fence we loved for being red we'll love for being white. Red will now slither to my ears and you will say things I can't hear. And the stars will paint the sky too dark so we can see that winter sparkles. Spring is full of other lovers, this bench- lovers that are not you and I. And the playground is full of candy wrappers and mothers sneakers. The trees are majestically green stretching and yawning and showing off. The children bouncing, whining, crying,  finding. Spring is full of lovers but not us so she gives my heart to summer and glass doesn't melt so the places where I like to feel your sweat are the places where they like to touch my body. summer makes us reckless and the bench, our bench is being held together by the squirrels claws and the sparrows talons... they wait for us to scatter. hot you kiss my dampness, damper. hot you kiss my pain and sorrow. boiling all the past good voyage. our fence has lost some posts as, the children love to climb and kick it will hold on, still. but it won't hold-out and won't hold-in which is what fences are meant to do. at least they should... they should choose. Autumn, yes it's autumn ours. We are autumn lovers with leaves of the book skittering beneath the empty slide. We are autumn, smell like the burning leaves of who we were. Smelling like the fresh cut wood, ready to have her rings counted Autumn lover, hold my hand and tell me you are afraid. Autumn lover, holding color golden like a circle round. Hurry, before she blows me past the red fence, Hurry before our secrets get caught by the wind and dance around the playground. Hurry Autumn lover, Hurry to remember that you loved me, once.* Shannon April Alice 11/2/14
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"I knew this girl once, she had long hair, so long it whispered tiny kisses along her hips and waist she had the oddest bluest eyes i'd ever seen, the color of the sky right before it gets completely dark her thick, long eyelashes framed those eyes, and freckles formed constellations across her cheeks i could almost draw the big dipper and Orion's belt on her milky white face. She didn't know i existed but i admired her from afar. I could tell she was educated- She always had some form of poetry in her hand. But of all the things i could have noticed about her i noticed her bookmarks. She would lose them all the time, i would see her chasing after the scraps of paper as they flew through the wind down the street. She'd stick anything in between those pages, wrappers of all sorts, leaves, pennies, shoelaces, once i even saw a page ripped from a different book. It became my favorite game to guess what the next bookmark would be. After awhile she stopped chasing the various bookmarks across the city and she cut all that long hair off, then awhile after that she started using unoriginal, uninspired plain old bookmarks.Then even awhile that she stopped bringing books altogether, until one day she didn't show up. Nobody knew that beautiful, mysterious, bookmark making girl was locked up inside her own mind. Nobody knew she hated her long hair and her freckles and even those baby blues. Nobody knew that she couldn't stand to live in her skin anymore so much that she swallowed a couple pills one night to ease away the pain. Even worse was she didn't know i watched her for so long and thought she was the most interesting human being i'd ever encountered. That girl committed suicide because she hated herself learn from her mistake, my mistake, everyone who ever noticed her bookmarks mistake, and don't do this, don't off yourself with a .45 before you've even had a chance to live" he's desperate now "please please you don't have to do this" he sputters I answer simply " I never was much of a bookmark girl, i always dog-eared my pages" bang
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Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 6:35 PM UTC
whats your bookmark
"I knew this girl once, she had long hair, so long it whispered tiny kisses along her hips and waist she had the oddest bluest eyes i'd ever seen, the color of the sky right before it gets completely dark her thick, long eyelashes framed those eyes, and freckles formed constellations across her cheeks i could almost draw the big dipper and Orion's belt on her milky white face. She didn't know i existed but i admired her from afar. I could tell she was educated- She always had some form of poetry in her hand. But of all the things i could have noticed about her i noticed her bookmarks. She would lose them all the time, i would see her chasing after the scraps of paper as they flew through the wind down the street. She'd stick anything in between those pages, wrappers of all sorts, leaves, pennies, shoelaces, once i even saw a page ripped from a different book. It became my favorite game to guess what the next bookmark would be. After awhile she stopped chasing the various bookmarks across the city and she cut all that long hair off, then awhile after that she started using unoriginal, uninspired plain old bookmarks.Then even awhile that she stopped bringing books altogether, until one day she didn't show up. Nobody knew that beautiful, mysterious, bookmark making girl was locked up inside her own mind. Nobody knew she hated her long hair and her freckles and even those baby blues. Nobody knew that she couldn't stand to live in her skin anymore so much that she swallowed a couple pills one night to ease away the pain. Even worse was she didn't know i watched her for so long and thought she was the most interesting human being i'd ever encountered. That girl committed suicide because she hated herself learn from her mistake, my mistake, everyone who ever noticed her bookmarks mistake, and don't do this, don't off yourself with a .45 before you've even had a chance to live" he's desperate now "please please you don't have to do this" he sputters I answer simply " I never was much of a bookmark girl, i always dog-eared my pages" bang
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When I walked in to biology class a couple days back, I found a gum wrapper sitting on my desk. It was torn in half, with the remaining piece folded right side over left. It became apparent that someone had left it there, deeming it unimportant. As I sat there in biology class, bored as hell, I began to twirl that little piece of paper between my fingers. All of the Wrigley's, printed across the outside, became acquainted with the space between my thumb and forefinger. But when the wrapper fell from my grasp and on to the floor, I realized how easy it was to let it. Hours could pass, even days, and no one would bother to look at the crumpled piece of paper sitting on the floor. When I extended my foot to guide it back within my reach, it came to me how appealing the green box of recycling looked too. Here was a gum wrapper, an inanimate object of no apparent value, forgotten by a student. But it was not the breaking of the no gum rule where things went wrong. The real prize, most would argue, was within the wrapper. The rest should be trash. But, despite the laws of recycling, the wrapper was left here, sitting on my desk, in biology class. I decided to pick it up.
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May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 1:16 AM UTC
The Correlation Between Biology Class And Gum Wrappers
There’s a place, where licorice vines have climbed, Deep in the night, that only children can find; Where leaves of waxed paper on trees are hung, And what grows on the branches is sweet to the tongue. Garlands of butterscotch, chocolate, and mint, In their bright wrappers, sparkle, and glint; Bubbling springs of sarsaparilla, through the valley are poured, Washing sugar beaches with reeds of sour chord. Swedish fish swim in soda geysers with bliss, While fizzing pop-rocks spurt, spittle, and hiss. Sunset clouds of cotton candy sweep past in the sky; Trees sway in the delicious breeze that smells like apple pie. Skies will rain down skittles, when there is a storm, Pelting molasses window panes in a giant swarm; Sour gummi worms are dug up, free to take, In the grainy, nutmeg layers of the coffee cake. Carmel creams, Mary Janes, Black Jacks, and Almond Joys, Coconutties, Jawbreakers, Carmel Rolos and Long Boys-- All these grow, in lines straight as peppermint sticks, Planted in brown sugar, on fields of cinnamon toothpicks; But when the sun lets out its first ray, The entire land just melts away And children don’t remember where they’ve been, That whole night asleep, but they wake with a grin; And through the whole day, their dreams will entice, Until they visit again, the Land of Sugar and Spice. 8/9/11
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Jul 10, 2012
Jul 10, 2012 at 4:32 PM UTC
Sugar & Spice
Always see the world through rose-colored glasses and The classy lady always orders the cosmopolitan I’ve always preferred Miller light But I’ll raise my Cosmo up in a salute to him Always hide your Butterfinger wrappers in the fire— “That’s where Grammie won’t find them” A man of his stature, success Shouldn’t have to keep such secrets from his Babe We know she’s only looking out for him But nothing will keep him from the simple pleasures life has to offer Not even his Babe When we were young he told us Of the Fuckawee Indian tribe that settled Northern Michigan And how, maybe, just maybe If we yelled loud enough They would peek out at us from behind the thick foliage After dinner he’d take us kids on his evening cocktail cruise (Once again hiding from Babe) With a Gerrity mixed drink in his hand (He wasn’t allowed ice cream, or ***** and Kahlua) We’d cruise by the house and call out To the tribe that settled our sacred land and To our shocked parents on the distant shore line “Where the Fuckawee?” How to drive a boat and How to touch the world and How to love unconditionally and How to enjoy every moment How to stand up for what you believe and How to have fun doing it How to follow the rules, and more importantly How to break them Looking up and down the rows and rows of White folding chairs Watching these salty lessons dribble down the faces of those he touched The young, the old The Brazilian, the English who always asked for the Irishman's list The family, the friends, and those who admired from a far We come together, here To celebrate all we learned from him How to work to the top from the bottom How to touch the lives of so many and Most importantly, How to fill your heart with love for The Luckiest Family in the World That I have around me now, Thanks to the Luckiest Man in the World
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Oct 18, 2012
Oct 18, 2012 at 5:14 PM UTC
The Luckiest Man in the World
Always see the world through rose-colored glasses and The classy lady always orders the cosmopolitan I’ve always preferred Miller light But I’ll raise my Cosmo up in a salute to him Always hide your Butterfinger wrappers in the fire— “That’s where Grammie won’t find them” A man of his stature, success Shouldn’t have to keep such secrets from his Babe We know she’s only looking out for him But nothing will keep him from the simple pleasures life has to offer Not even his Babe When we were young he told us Of the Fuckawee Indian tribe that settled Northern Michigan And how, maybe, just maybe If we yelled loud enough They would peek out at us from behind the thick foliage After dinner he’d take us kids on his evening cocktail cruise (Once again hiding from Babe) With a Gerrity mixed drink in his hand (He wasn’t allowed ice cream, or ***** and Kahlua) We’d cruise by the house and call out To the tribe that settled our sacred land and To our shocked parents on the distant shore line “Where the Fuckawee?” How to drive a boat and How to touch the world and How to love unconditionally and How to enjoy every moment How to stand up for what you believe and How to have fun doing it How to follow the rules, and more importantly How to break them Looking up and down the rows and rows of White folding chairs Watching these salty lessons dribble down the faces of those he touched The young, the old The Brazilian, the English who always asked for the Irishman's list The family, the friends, and those who admired from a far We come together, here To celebrate all we learned from him How to work to the top from the bottom How to touch the lives of so many and Most importantly, How to fill your heart with love for The Luckiest Family in the World That I have around me now, Thanks to the Luckiest Man in the World
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i miss him. everything about him. his hands on me. his kisses. at least i can remember the last time we kissed the last time we hugged and it all makes me wanna cry. i want him. i want all of him. his love and affection. looking at his face and into his beautiful beautiful eyes. the lull of the silence which was so perfect. i want to be his again. i want him to be mine but he already belongs to another. i keep replaying it in my mind, over and over and over. i didn’t know it was the last time. did he know it would be the last time? it was a thought stuffed into the back of his mind- always there-like the crumpled up pieces of gum wrappers you stuff in your pockets. or maybe he didn’t. i don’t know it doesn’t matter now i just miss it. i miss you.
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Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 5:17 PM UTC
missing you
You’re wishing plus wanting to win the other side remove your pride, you untied tidal pool, the wide subdivide of these paper pages. Unrelenting numbers remind you of the next stages, taking you wildly to Namibia, surrendering you to Zimbabwe, the terminal station. The narration vocalizes the translation of quotations, your obligation to the violation of the rules, the regulations, vulgarization of spoken word. Pretty paintings plaster typecasts, the pitter-patter of pity’s pretty ****** quickly shifting refurbished velvet sofas. Overcast symphonies outlast witty recast stanzas, scores with notes naturally quote verses romancing seltzer spines noticing the negotiation of sore throats. Oblivion’s oblivious to the people, obnoxiously obscene with syncopated saturation of public vital signs. You’re the vain strain of virus photocopying yourself within skin, waste your sin on tattoos trapped on shins safety pins selecting prints pinning sets of twins to tanned wrappers protecting official reports. The ossuary welcomes records printed on thick paper suspiciously missing skeleton swords. Writing stories reversed while tipsy, quickly preforming risky poetry smog, sweetly omitting secret words, trying to spell simply without the proper prologue.
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 1:52 PM UTC
Tuesday
strawberry frenchfries dipped in chocolate fondue. cry me an 8 oz cup of water when i step on you with my giant blue shoe. dance through the forest with gnomes stapled to your shoulders. hide your foil gum wrappers in manila folders. left and right. front to back, oxygen in the atmosphere may lack. pluto and jupiter intertwine when night falls. orange and green leather sewn to your ragdoll. licking the excess frito crumbs from under your fingernails, eyes pealed to the scenery of wacky inmates in jail. selfish yellow and blue fish yelling at dr. seuss, reading books in sunrooms drinking orange juice. camera flashes and ripped dollar bills, making chocolate pancakes on top of cherry hills. hazy eyes drowning into a dream, winter nights as cold as ben&jerrys; ice cream. red hand chasing numbers on a clock, movement of legs turns muscles into rock. acid drops from black heart clouds falling onto driveways. little kids on scooters munching on happy meals while saddened by the loss of sunrays. 23 degrees celsius and shine forcing itself through. ice cream trucks and roadraged humans trying to get through. bumble bee roads with lines and street signs, teens boredum, smoking dope, drinking ***** getting fines. police on the prowl everyday, every night, seeing through lies, keeping their sight wide-open like a mouth in surprise. fettuchini alfredo at fancy restaurants. ice cold water knocked over on a ladys lap. words missing letters, conversations missing sound. apples and basketballs losing shape and sense of round. flat chested skinny ******* slipping through cracks in wooden floors, obese transexuals getting stuck in between doors. puzzle pieces glued to the top of a bald head, veins appear blue but blood is red. blowing kisses, blowing out candles cats,dogs,birds wearing sandals.
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Feb 19, 2011
Feb 19, 2011 at 5:27 PM UTC
a wonderful mind
strawberry frenchfries dipped in chocolate fondue. cry me an 8 oz cup of water when i step on you with my giant blue shoe. dance through the forest with gnomes stapled to your shoulders. hide your foil gum wrappers in manila folders. left and right. front to back, oxygen in the atmosphere may lack. pluto and jupiter intertwine when night falls. orange and green leather sewn to your ragdoll. licking the excess frito crumbs from under your fingernails, eyes pealed to the scenery of wacky inmates in jail. selfish yellow and blue fish yelling at dr. seuss, reading books in sunrooms drinking orange juice. camera flashes and ripped dollar bills, making chocolate pancakes on top of cherry hills. hazy eyes drowning into a dream, winter nights as cold as ben&jerrys; ice cream. red hand chasing numbers on a clock, movement of legs turns muscles into rock. acid drops from black heart clouds falling onto driveways. little kids on scooters munching on happy meals while saddened by the loss of sunrays. 23 degrees celsius and shine forcing itself through. ice cream trucks and roadraged humans trying to get through. bumble bee roads with lines and street signs, teens boredum, smoking dope, drinking ***** getting fines. police on the prowl everyday, every night, seeing through lies, keeping their sight wide-open like a mouth in surprise. fettuchini alfredo at fancy restaurants. ice cold water knocked over on a ladys lap. words missing letters, conversations missing sound. apples and basketballs losing shape and sense of round. flat chested skinny ******* slipping through cracks in wooden floors, obese transexuals getting stuck in between doors. puzzle pieces glued to the top of a bald head, veins appear blue but blood is red. blowing kisses, blowing out candles cats,dogs,birds wearing sandals.
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Blankets, pillows, a black dog, and a cell phone. Facebook, Twitter, Vine, Gmail, and Instagram. Shampoo, soap bar, toothbrush, toothpaste, temperature, and time. Shaving cream, razor, running water, advertisements, sensitivity, precision, and cuts. Burned tongue, empty stomach, loose tie, missing shirt buttons, beating the clock, wallet, briefcase, and car keys. Ballpoint pens, scented trees, fast food wrappers, loose change, lighters, citations, ***** clothes, CDs, and napkins. Red lights, pedestrians, homeless people, newspapers, billboards, pets on leashes, sewer grates, crosswalks, skyscrapers, and garbage. Faxes, printers, memorandums, break room, prestige, cubicles, customer service, paperweights, filing cabinets, stocks, and corporate. Wipers, streetlights, rain coats, dive bars, and home. Blankets, pillows, a black dog, and a cell phone.
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 1:43 PM UTC
Nine to Five Thoughts
Christina Quinn has made Quality condoms a focal point of her campaign. That Anthony ****** he of modest demeanor, would be happy to model t'is plain. As a Lesbian, Quinn doesn't care for what's in The condoms she touts on campaign. If abstinence matters put her face on the wrappers and no one will be glad that they came.
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Aug 20, 2013
Aug 20, 2013 at 7:09 AM UTC
****** Conundrum
Children grow up with jump ropes barbie dolls and suckers tangled in their hair Children grow up in daddy's shoes and mommy's dresses and Pixy Stix sugar in their laps Children grow up feeling the boom of fireworks wading in the cold pool water and pop rocks dancing on their tongue Children grow up with secrets kept from them and told to them and pockets filled with smarties wrappers as bribes Children grow up with dirt under their nails and rain water soaking their clothes and taffy between their teeth Children grow up with the wonders and horrors of the world all on a sugar high so they never learn the difference
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Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 9:12 PM UTC
Candy and ***
As I move along this Jaded biway Gathering up all the discarded refuse Of all the people freely moving on With the scattered discourse of their lives I wonder if they ever even realize The wonderous  thoughts that materialize In the minds - of those confined To time upon time upon endless time Let loose through the portals Of  rubber wheeled time machines The half consumed french fries And the other assorted wrappers From the king or the colonel or old MacDonald To await the attention of me Or one of my Band of Brothers Stripe  garbed  attendants on a social mission To gather up all that is discarded Picking up all the pieces for a dollar a day Serving my time for some stupid crime That I might never have done If I'd been given the job... Like... Perhaps Picking up trash on the side of the road And for the feeling of pride - at earning my own
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Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 6:01 PM UTC
Ditches