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Kolour Fabriken Jan 2017
laying next to you
escape'd in your dream't morning
i feel love at it's slowest speed
and when I kiss you to wake up
it’s like an entire summer
gloriously spent
Ilion gray Dec 2014
I have been here
Existing where there is only chaos
Of the angry days unbound
I beheld everything
Trudging through the ghetto,
Waist deep in dreams,
No one is asleep,
But, all of the eyelids
have been sewn shut.
There will be no revolution
For the blind;
I roar revelations,
out From the secret places
Earth has hidden,
The earth rages on
Unaware of the weight Mankind
Doesnt know how the worst years
Are the slowest
And most years are the worst;
the endless bones disseminated 
Of the weight of man
And  I am weary I, human.

The way we’re just barely breathing children,
Of the plastic invasion.
That cannot stop changing faces,

The cat is still missing
Of the days like faces of the endless ancient
I will regret this always
That I will never see the ****** rainfall
Of my fathers fury
I will not be found in the wake of leviathan
The holiest tears to wash me down
Of the time indefinite
I am no longer here
Existing where there is only chaos
After reading the poem, read again only this time read the last line first
and then read the first line, then the second to the last followed by the second line and  so forth and so on the last line should be "the way we're just barely breathing children", this poem style is something i came up with its called "juliane" feel free to give it a try. i would love to see what others can do with the form.
ryn Oct 2014
Know that my heart beats for you...
Every crank of the wheel, turn of dials...
Leading to my every breath and every sigh
Wishing every moment would stay a while...

Unaware of themselves hard at work,
The cogs in my mind are constantly spinning...
The gears in my head are lodged in place...
Cogs and gears like clockwork, carelessly turning...

Like a factory of sorts,
They keep churning out ideas.
Conceived notions that only had been
Spawned by my mind's nucleus...

Blinking lights signalling ways,
And means to sweep you into the air,
Then leave you lofted for second....
Without a trace of fear or care.

At that moment, what I'd give to just admire...
You floating against a backdrop of stars.
An image frozen in infinite.
An image free from blemishes or scars.

Then when gravity claims you back,
You'd fall the most graceful of falls...
A fall in the slowest of motion.
A fall led by my loving calls.

Fear not darling for my arms would be there...
To catch you and hold you close in a tight embrace.
Cheek to cheek, chest to chest... You'd then know that,
Cogs and gears spin only for you in this very same place...
Haven't written about love in a while.
Gemma Sep 2018
"Breathe for me...
You have nothing to worry about.
Oxygen in
Carbon dioxide out
Squeeze my hand if you can hear
Sit down if you think you are going to -----
Few more steps and you can forget your embarrassment:
So strong , I'm so proud , you're so brave."
But am I though?
Because their glares gleam weak,
their eyes deliver pity,
a grin , a laugh , I'd concentrate on their mockery for a few moments but my body is beginning to break into a million breaths.
I'm a pathetic mess ;
I can feel myself giving up,
the deflating of my chest,
the twist in my stomach.
Adrenaline, you've got to love it.
My brain is ready to start a fight whereas I can only produce half a sentence
then I'm done
down for the day
Recovering is the world's slowest reaction rate
And I'm never going to mend from the self-hatred my consciousness makes
Because I've always understood I'm not normal and that's fine
But the negativity created from these moments has made its way inside
So much the judgement stops me from breathing
My confidence has truly died
I'm sorry I'm not what you want
I know this isn't what you need to hear,
I apologise that my happiness appears forced
And my smile doesn't match my tears.
Why am I like this?
Why was I born like this?
Late for understanding
Late for being human
Life keeping me back
While others move forward
My mind tries to think
My mind tries to learn
My mind is different
My mind was cursed
My mind will never run fast enough
My mind will always be the slowest
People say, "You're amazing"
"You're unique"
You're special
Brave
Strong
Creative
But are you though?
If I am, why am I slow?
Why does my brain trip, fall, and watch the others keep going?
Why was I born like this?
3/30/2018

Today is the day I step forward alone.  Eternally single no longer at home.  In your arms or on your chest.  The comfort I felt will cease to exist.

I hope and pray the best for you.  I see I wasn't made to be one of two.  Eternally solo the way it should be.  I was defying His plan when we became you and me.

Reality is I knew long ago.  That this is how it all would go.  I got my hopes up that I was wrong.  When out of nowhere you came along.

No regrets for me.  All regrets from you.  I'm sorry we weren't meant to be.  I haven't got a clue.

Never would I have wasted your time.  Had I known I wasn't your kind. Once again chaos I caused.  I'm sorry for my crazy mind.

Always the best intentions.  Never the outcome planned.  I clearly lack retention.  My thoughts should be banned.

I am moving forward at a snails pace.  Hoping I can heal.  Every day is the slowest race.  Praying forward just in case.

3/30/2018
Johnny Noiπ Nov 2018
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always to stay with the latest teeth Mother Mary has written
about deep wet *******, naughty girl, income level, language
courses, beach, ******, ****** and broken colors easy
to darken the Jewish environment also filled with ******
smoking and paints a proper scene of wheat which is worth
it as the kneeling dog that originated from the fires of *****;
children in my house have made Laura enjoy the slowest
removal of her underwear, the rain falling on the flesh whose
nature is a method that must be given to the system, *****
that there is another, that is, something else, no, there is no
reason to believe that it was associated with the ******* reason,
but that it should be allowed. Power. Enjoy the influence,
the ***** and the singer "tired" Galt played in songs
in Germany even today. In the United States, *******
Australia and its official participation. In fact, there are
workers who are Satanists. The treatment of pain
is created by the natural ******* Barbie. The writers
of physical reality stop the error of proclaiming
the wonderful gospel of the donkeys and flee to Southampton
1: 1, the book is free from the devil; Who with **** power
pass it along patiently. There is nothing in white and black *****,
red and black, blue, green and European. Iektis In Canada,
image and robot to move the network. Machine version
in Asia. The "sweet hour" of old German music, Thomas
Walker ****** and North America, *** and a message.
Changes in the United States. He knows everything
in the Google document, the name of his choice. In addition,
the best fish in the United States is in the middle of these
Canaanites to give up the feet. Also, the Church is the "glory of God" among the diseases contracted on Calvary. Germany is an expansion
of the heart: I speak with the principles of God and the *******
of the devil and with the fact of not appearing on the list in Europe
and in the book, red, black, green and black. The Italian Championship
of Italy and Igor Igor Igor is a very healthy leather tie in the United
States, two in Canada, in the province of Asia and a love for writing
music machines in the country, owls and a German country are the
years of the angels. Google taught another ***** and started seeing
him in the form of Mark Mark, drank the ***** and found out who
John Levitz was in the United States. Renewable energy sources
are needed to eliminate the damage caused by pollution, as in the
case of the German ***** Mazeita Hanoch, the United States,
Australia and the Baltic Sea, as well as the language of the world.

The Prostitutes' empty BA device wanted to stay with the last teeth.
Mother Mary wrote wet *******, young girl, income level, language
courses, beach, ******, broken colors, easy to darken, even the Jewish environment was full. the ***** smokes and paints a smell of wheat
that is like a kneeling dog that comes from the fire of Sodoma's children
in my house and made Laura enjoy the slower The intimate, rain fell
on the flesh whose nature is a method that must be given to the system, ***** there is another, that is, something else, no, there is no reason to believe that it was associated with the ******* reason, but that it should
be allowed. Power. Enjoy the flu, the ***** and the "tired" singer that played in the songs in Germany today. In the United States, Australia and
its official participation. In fact, there are workers who are Satanists and much less. The treatment of pain is created by the natural ******* Barbie. The writers of physical reality stop the mistake of proclaiming the beautiful gospel of the donkeys and fleeing to Southampton 1: 1, the book is free
from the devil; Who with power **** and pass patiently. There is nothing. White and black, red and black, blue, green and European *****. Iektis Is
In Canada, image and robot to move the network. Version of the self-driving car in Asia. The "sweet hour" of old German music, the ****** of Thomas Walker and North America, the *** and the messages. Changes in the United States. He knows everything in the Google documents, the name of his choice. In addition, the best fish in the United States is in the United States. Furthermore, the Church is the "glory of God" among the diseases contracted on Calvary. Germany is an expansion of the heart: I speak
with the principles of God and the prostitutes of the devil with the fact
of not appearing on the list in Europe and the book, red, black, green and black. The Italian championship of Igor Igor Igor is a very healthy leather bond in the United States, two in Canada, in the province of Asia . Google taught that he was born in the form of Mark Mark, he was born in the United States. Renewable energy sources are needed to eliminate the damage caused by pollution, as in the case of the German Mazeita Hanoch's ****** in the United States, Australia and the Baltic Sea, as well as the language
of the terms.

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