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7.1k · May 2014
Kiss my lips
ilina286 May 2014
Kiss my lips
Slowly,gentle and kind
Come and kiss my lips
You know we both suffer for eachother
And you know that i'd never do the first step.
So come and kiss my lips.
Make me feel loved,make me die in your arms.
4.8k · Jul 2014
beautiful depression
ilina286 Jul 2014
When i am with you
Even depression feels beautiful
A <3
3.4k · May 2014
Anxiety love
ilina286 May 2014
One day I thought I'm in love
Like i felt butterflies in my stomach
Few seconds later i realised...
It was just my anxiety.
2.7k · Jun 2014
sad.
ilina286 Jun 2014
Everytime when you hug me
I cant stop myself from thinking
About the times
When you'll be hugging
Someone else :'(
2.3k · May 2014
Time machine (10w)
ilina286 May 2014
Sometimes all we need
Is to go back in time
And change few things.
2.1k · Jun 2014
tears-10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
I had your tears on my shoulders
Tears from happiness
A <3
1.5k · May 2014
Addicted to you∞
ilina286 May 2014
So i became an addict
Drug addict
You were my drug
And you were my end.
Everytime my lips touched yours
I was a step closer to the death
Everytime i breathed near you
I was left without a breath.
I still feel your lips on mine
I still feel your smell on my neck
I still feel your hands on my head.
And i still feel the loneliness
That i am feeling from the night you went away.
I just miss something i never had.
1.3k · May 2014
Crazy for you ∞
ilina286 May 2014
than i hugged you
like i had the world in my hands
i was in heaven
i just wish it was a little longer
it was me,the happiest person
smelling your perfume
in that moment i had everything
everything i ever wanted
everything I wanted the last 2months
i kissed you and i went home
my heart was beating like crazy
i was crazy
Crazy for you.
ilina286 May 2014
You know what?
I am tired
Tired from being sad,stupid,ugly
In the last two years
I destroyed my life in every possible way
I was the best in school
Now I'm nothing
I was skinny
Now I'm not
I'm tired of keeping everything in me
Tired of smiling and acting like I'm having a great time
Acting like i dont care about my problems
But keeping so much inside is making me crazy
When i'm alone i burst
I start to cry and i can't stop
My head is hurting me,i cant breath
Feeling so much,but being so numb
Trying to express myself but i dont have any words
Hurting my self,so i can be calm again.
I cant do this anymore.
1.3k · Dec 2014
The fear of losing you
ilina286 Dec 2014
And in that moment
I couldn't see anything
Except you in front of me
I couldn't feel anything
Except my love for you  
Suddenly the ocean of fears..
It was empty
All my fears were gone
Except one
The fear of losing you.
1.3k · Jun 2014
love 10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
And in that moment
i loved with my whole heart
A<3
1.3k · May 2014
you changed me
ilina286 May 2014
that day you came out of nowhere
and i fell in love
you mad me smile even in the darkest nights
you turned my tears into smile
that day you run away
and i became depressed
you made me cry even in the brightest days
my world is now a different place.
1.2k · May 2014
Untitled
1.2k · May 2014
Sad reality
1.2k · May 2014
"i am fine"
ilina286 May 2014
do you know
how hard it is
to walk smiling
when all you feel is pain
sadness and tears on your face?
1.1k · May 2014
i had the chance to kiss you
ilina286 May 2014
i had the chance to kiss you
I know that if i did you would continue kissing me
we had the chance to kiss eachother
I know that it would be an amazing kiss
I'm dreaming about it last two months
I look in your lips all the time
I can just imagine their taste
I can just imagine how you're kissing me
And i had the chance to kiss you
But maybe i was afraid.
1.0k · May 2014
sad 10w
ilina286 May 2014
I cut myself
With the razors
Of your beautiful smile.
962 · Apr 2015
True love.
ilina286 Apr 2015
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When you start falling and you know you'll never get up.
When you give your happiness to someone,because you care for him more than you care for yourself.
Because you love him,more than you love yourself.
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When the touch of someones hands takes you to another dimension.
When you see another world in someones eyes,a world you always dreamed of.
Do you know that person...that makes you fall in love?
The same person who erases all your fears,making you feel safer than ever.
The same person who is the reason you cope with everything.
The reason to get up,live,and fight.
Do you know that feeling...when your heart breaks?
When that same person becomes stranger.
When the love dissapears like it never excisted.
When you become one big nothing to him.
But he is one everything to you.
He is and he will always be.
942 · Jun 2014
razors 10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
Sometimes razors are the only thing
That makes us calm
Maybe usually* instead of sometimes would be better.
926 · May 2014
Untitled
ilina286 May 2014
Is this feeling of numbness in my chest which is also compared to thousands volcanic eruptions...
Is it called love?
887 · Dec 2014
...
ilina286 Dec 2014
...
I'm a puppet
You're a puppeteer
Playing with my  soul-
Tangled in my fears
Thrown from the highest spot
The place between fantasy and reality
Love and hate
Sound of laughter interrupted by the waves in the ocean of tears
I'm a puppet
And you're a puppeteer
Playing with my soul
Covering my naked ghost with scars
Like they are the only clothes that fit me perfectly.
I'm a puppet
And your a puppeteer
Playing with my soul
Taking my ****** tears
Producing lipstick
Putting smile on my face with it.
869 · Jan 2018
Untitled
ilina286 Jan 2018
The first time I opened my mouth
I told the world about you
Ethernal silence disturbed by your name
816 · Jun 2014
~10w~
ilina286 Jun 2014
You promised me love
Like the one in the books
813 · Dec 2014
Untitled
ilina286 Dec 2014
Love me forever
739 · May 2014
Happy to be killed by you
ilina286 May 2014
You was looking straight in my eyes
Your look was killing me
LITERALLY
My head hurt me,me heart was breaking
Some tears fell down on my face
I was dying
But i smiled,i was happy
I was happy because i was killed by my biggest love
Happy to be killed by you.
739 · Dec 2014
Love is all we need
ilina286 Dec 2014
Sometimes love is all we need
Someone who will care
Someone who will be able
To calm all of our insecurities
A person who will make us believe
In ourselves
Help us to find what we really are
Even if that is a secret
Hidden in the darkest parts of our soul.
727 · Jun 2014
10w!
ilina286 Jun 2014
You make me feel things
I have never felt before
686 · Jan 2017
Untitled
ilina286 Jan 2017
Forgotten
By the ones
I remember the most
ilina286 May 2014
Your hair was a little shorter today
But you was same as always
The same good perfume
Everytime i smelled you
I was high like hell
Everytime i hugged you
Like i had the world in my hands
I had everything
I thought i forgot you
But i still adore you
Always in my mind
You was my "love on first sight"
640 · May 2014
.
586 · May 2014
Untitled
564 · Jun 2014
10 word love
ilina286 Jun 2014
I swear that i dont want to forget your face.
561 · May 2014
10w.
ilina286 May 2014
in this moment
i just want to hold your hand
ilina286 May 2014
I need to stay awake,but the darkness is pulling me into her world.
She is telling me to close my eyes.I'm afraid that if i close my eyes i'll never open them again.
The fear is a powerful thing,it can destroy us in a second.I start to see silhouettes,shadows,ghosts.My heart starts beating fast.
..
..
..
And than it stops.
548 · Sep 2015
Untitled
ilina286 Sep 2015
I want to be you
Like I am me
Because I love you
Unconditionally
Desperatly
I want to feel the same pain
Like you do
To suffer on the same way
All the good and the bad
Which is yours
To be mine
But I am not you
Like I am not me
542 · Jun 2014
~10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
Why all the poems
Are becoming
Sad in the night?
539 · May 2014
6w
ilina286 May 2014
6w
I want to be happy again
531 · May 2014
8w
ilina286 May 2014
8w
Without a broken soul
You cant be poet.
528 · May 2014
5w.
ilina286 May 2014
5w.
Can you be my everything?
526 · May 2014
And when you smile...
ilina286 May 2014
And when you smile I see the heaven
When you smile I see the stars
And even in the darkest hours
The light of the moon comes out
When you smile my tears are drying
I am happy with my self
I put the sad words behind
I put the rasors back in the shelf
And when you smile I feel
Like I'm the only one in the world
And i dont feel alone
I feel like thats my home.
And i dont want to miss you
I dont want you to be gone
I want you next to me
I want to be in the heart of a loved one.
516 · May 2014
!!!
ilina286 May 2014
!!!
I know that i can do this!
And i know that i WILL do this!
No matter how much you try
To bring me down
And show me that I can't
498 · May 2014
truth.
ilina286 May 2014
These days
Its more expensive
To die
Than
To live
497 · Jan 2017
Untitled
ilina286 Jan 2017
Waiting for a tommorow
That may never come
483 · Jun 2014
10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
10w
Have you ever seen
Your whole life
In someone's eyes?
A <3
479 · Jun 2014
10w..
ilina286 Jun 2014
And let me kiss you
A little longer this time
476 · Jan 2017
Untitled
ilina286 Jan 2017
Even if you come
Would it make any difference?
472 · Dec 2014
#10words
ilina286 Dec 2014
Somewhere between
Life and death
Up there
We still exist
472 · Jun 2014
only you
ilina286 Jun 2014
And there,it was me.
Looking at you.
Not having any single word to describe what i am feeling.
Like my heart was on fire
Like i had something burning
In my chest
My mind was blocked
I was seeing only you
And no one else <3
455 · May 2014
Hmm..?
ilina286 May 2014
What's the point of hurting me
&
Than asking what's wrong?
452 · Jul 2014
"forever"
ilina286 Jul 2014
I wondered...
How much will last your "forever"?
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