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Jan 2021 · 98
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ilina286 Jan 2021
Never.
It's quite a long time.
It starts now and lasts for all eternity.
Feb 2020 · 92
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ilina286 Feb 2020
Certain things only seem wrong until we do them or they happen to us.
And suddenly they feel right.

Kneeling in front of every sin we desperately judged but still commited.
Jan 2019 · 138
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ilina286 Jan 2019
It was my joy
opening doors in my life
opening my eyes,so i could see
what i have never seen before.

It was my hope
showing the paths and
all the small ways
that i have never walked along.

It was my ..
but not mine at all
not here anymore

It has never been
Dec 2018 · 203
Comeback
ilina286 Dec 2018
Four years and four different lives
Four years and four different deaths
We have lived alone and we have died alone .
What are we supposed to do when the thing that wrecked us comes back ?
Jun 2018 · 365
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ilina286 Jun 2018
we keep on going back
to the places where we once lost everything
hoping for a different end
May 2018 · 230
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ilina286 May 2018
Life,
It's been a pleasure
Apr 2018 · 206
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ilina286 Apr 2018
I've never been to the
Memorial
Museum
Subway
This way
That way
My way.
Don't have
August
Nor September,to remember.
Apr 2018 · 444
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ilina286 Apr 2018
The day I was born
Is the the day Pandora's box was open
I came here and with me all the evil
All the misery,despair,sorrow.
Apr 2018 · 187
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ilina286 Apr 2018
Every step I take it's on the wrong foot
And I ask my self,can it  be any different..
when both of my feet are wrong.
Every wrong step,on every wrong foot
and every wrong path that i take
taking me further from my self
and everything that i'm suppposed to be .
Jan 2018 · 869
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ilina286 Jan 2018
The first time I opened my mouth
I told the world about you
Ethernal silence disturbed by your name
Dec 2017 · 266
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ilina286 Dec 2017
it is always heaven in June
the beggining soft but the end so soon
Oct 2017 · 369
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ilina286 Oct 2017
Parents left me 19 years ago
in front of a trash
or some door of an empty house.
They all have been leaving since then,
and i'm just a traveller
searching for a home,never to be found.
Is it a curse to recognise all the people around you ?
People known from other lives
other home, other worlds,
and yet you being unrecognised?
Feb 2017 · 259
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ilina286 Feb 2017
The universe collides
In the touch of our hands
Jan 2017 · 274
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ilina286 Jan 2017
Why follow
A path
That leads nowhere
Jan 2017 · 476
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ilina286 Jan 2017
Even if you come
Would it make any difference?
Jan 2017 · 497
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ilina286 Jan 2017
Waiting for a tommorow
That may never come
Jan 2017 · 427
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ilina286 Jan 2017
You dont see me
Yet i'm the only thing in front of you
Jan 2017 · 686
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ilina286 Jan 2017
Forgotten
By the ones
I remember the most
Jan 2017 · 377
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ilina286 Jan 2017
You lied to get inside
Faked your feelings
Like a burglar trying to get something
With fake dollars
And the lies felt like truths
Hell felt like heaven
But in fact everything was just empty
Jan 2017 · 248
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ilina286 Jan 2017
We dont choose who we love
Or when
Or why
We cant stop
Today
Tommorow
We dont choose how we love
We just love
Nov 2016 · 403
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ilina286 Nov 2016
I got your face erased
I'm scratching my mind
Crawling through the memories
But it's just emptiness
Sep 2016 · 206
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ilina286 Sep 2016
touch
skin**
alcohol
amnesia
Sep 2015 · 548
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ilina286 Sep 2015
I want to be you
Like I am me
Because I love you
Unconditionally
Desperatly
I want to feel the same pain
Like you do
To suffer on the same way
All the good and the bad
Which is yours
To be mine
But I am not you
Like I am not me
Jun 2015 · 311
forever..
ilina286 Jun 2015
Love is not always happiness.
Love is watching the scars and bruises on your own heart like some art in the museum called body.
Love is listening the melody of your heart breaking,and sometimes even enjoying it.
Love is living while drinking your own tears instead of water.
Painting those memories on your body so you can see the people who are gone.
Loving your pain because is the only thing that they left you.
Living with your pain like you are friends since your birth.
You learn to live with it,because is the only thing that will be with you.
...forever...
Apr 2015 · 962
True love.
ilina286 Apr 2015
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When you start falling and you know you'll never get up.
When you give your happiness to someone,because you care for him more than you care for yourself.
Because you love him,more than you love yourself.
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When the touch of someones hands takes you to another dimension.
When you see another world in someones eyes,a world you always dreamed of.
Do you know that person...that makes you fall in love?
The same person who erases all your fears,making you feel safer than ever.
The same person who is the reason you cope with everything.
The reason to get up,live,and fight.
Do you know that feeling...when your heart breaks?
When that same person becomes stranger.
When the love dissapears like it never excisted.
When you become one big nothing to him.
But he is one everything to you.
He is and he will always be.
Feb 2015 · 350
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Jan 2015 · 355
Humans...
ilina286 Jan 2015
That day I found out how special we are
When I saw a whole new world in someone's eyes
When i found the calmness in someone's touch
When I saw myself as the most beautiful person
Another day I found out how awful we can be
When he destroyed that world
When the only thing I felt was the eternal sadness that hurts more than everything
When my beauty was erased like it never existed
I found out how the same person who made you feel alive
Kills you without doubt.
He changed me but he never changed my love for him <3
A∞
Dec 2014 · 813
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ilina286 Dec 2014
Love me forever
Dec 2014 · 348
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ilina286 Dec 2014
Strangers...nothing more
Like teardrops
Reminding us to sad times
And raindrops
Reminding us to cold times
Strangers...nothing more
Just sadness and coldness
Together we're timeless.
Dec 2014 · 887
...
ilina286 Dec 2014
...
I'm a puppet
You're a puppeteer
Playing with my  soul-
Tangled in my fears
Thrown from the highest spot
The place between fantasy and reality
Love and hate
Sound of laughter interrupted by the waves in the ocean of tears
I'm a puppet
And you're a puppeteer
Playing with my soul
Covering my naked ghost with scars
Like they are the only clothes that fit me perfectly.
I'm a puppet
And your a puppeteer
Playing with my soul
Taking my ****** tears
Producing lipstick
Putting smile on my face with it.
Dec 2014 · 472
#10words
ilina286 Dec 2014
Somewhere between
Life and death
Up there
We still exist
Dec 2014 · 739
Love is all we need
ilina286 Dec 2014
Sometimes love is all we need
Someone who will care
Someone who will be able
To calm all of our insecurities
A person who will make us believe
In ourselves
Help us to find what we really are
Even if that is a secret
Hidden in the darkest parts of our soul.
Dec 2014 · 1.3k
The fear of losing you
ilina286 Dec 2014
And in that moment
I couldn't see anything
Except you in front of me
I couldn't feel anything
Except my love for you  
Suddenly the ocean of fears..
It was empty
All my fears were gone
Except one
The fear of losing you.
Sep 2014 · 241
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ilina286 Sep 2014
Some feelings last forever
Sep 2014 · 304
<3.
ilina286 Sep 2014
<3.
Sometimes everything i need,
Are your hands around me
Because only they can make me
Feel calm.
Forget about everything.
And live a miracle.
Live a love.
Sep 2014 · 275
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ilina286 Sep 2014
The way he looked at me...
Those eyes...
I could see stories in them
The history,the present,the future.
I could see myself in their sparks
Myself enlightening his life.
Aug 2014 · 339
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Jul 2014 · 440
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ilina286 Jul 2014
Than i realised...
We are meant to be together <3
Jul 2014 · 452
"forever"
ilina286 Jul 2014
I wondered...
How much will last your "forever"?
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Jul 2014 · 437
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ilina286 Jul 2014
When your hands were around me
I swear
I was on the safest place on earth.
A <3
Jul 2014 · 4.8k
beautiful depression
ilina286 Jul 2014
When i am with you
Even depression feels beautiful
A <3
Jun 2014 · 483
10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
10w
Have you ever seen
Your whole life
In someone's eyes?
A <3
Jun 2014 · 2.1k
tears-10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
I had your tears on my shoulders
Tears from happiness
A <3
Jun 2014 · 1.3k
love 10w
ilina286 Jun 2014
And in that moment
i loved with my whole heart
A<3
Jun 2014 · 2.7k
sad.
ilina286 Jun 2014
Everytime when you hug me
I cant stop myself from thinking
About the times
When you'll be hugging
Someone else :'(
Jun 2014 · 383
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ilina286 Jun 2014
While you hold my hand
The whole world is mine
Jun 2014 · 452
11w,
ilina286 Jun 2014
All my dreams fell down
Like the stars i wished upon.
Jun 2014 · 564
10 word love
ilina286 Jun 2014
I swear that i dont want to forget your face.
Jun 2014 · 472
only you
ilina286 Jun 2014
And there,it was me.
Looking at you.
Not having any single word to describe what i am feeling.
Like my heart was on fire
Like i had something burning
In my chest
My mind was blocked
I was seeing only you
And no one else <3
Jun 2014 · 342
love
ilina286 Jun 2014
I feel something warm
Like i have something
Running through my chest
I guess it's love
And i really dont want
This feeling to fade away.
12/13-06-2014
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