Take me back to the very beginnung
When all I did was pretending
When nothing was missing
When there was no reminiscing

Then I fell for you and it was better than the beginning
And I started to feel like I was truly living
I started to like the moments you were giving
It was when I felt like I was winning

But now the beginning has finished
And I cannot go back and undo it
Take me back to the time this had no meaning
To the time when my head wasn't spinning

Monsters doesn't sleep under my bed
All of them sleep inside of my head
I always try to push them away
But sometimes I can't keep them at bay

When they're unleashed, I can't control them
I'm sorry because i'm the one condemned
If I did something wrong, don't leave me
Cause you're the one who lets me stay...me

Everybody has their own limits
And mine can show in less than a minute
I hope you can accept my dark side
And that your love will never subside

the two of us are miles away,
the two of us are worlds apart
but he always makes my day
he inspires a fresh start
he keeps my sadness at bay
he can mend broken hearts
i know this thing sounds so cliche
but he heals all my battle scars
though the two of us are miles away,
he's the only one i want
please don't destroy my hideaway
don't let our kingdom fall apart

We're less than lovers
But more than friends
Yet we had a great bond
That never descends

Don't know what happened
Why you abandoned
How it went wrong
Why we've disbanded

Was it something I did
Or something I said?
So many questions
Running through my head

Why did you leave me
And just let me go?
Why did you give up
And left me feeling low?

I don't need to have you
As someone who loves me
I just need you
To be here for me

It hurts, but I know
That you don't need me
She's the one you love
And *she will never be *me.

I haven't felt like this before
I don't know who I love more
I'm afraid that this is reality
Don't know what they will think of me
I think I'm falling for the other
Don't want to go any further
For now maybe I can fake it
I know that desicion's stupid
But for me, it is for the best
Besides, I really need some rest
I'm so tired of caring too much
And I hope this all fades to dust.

Once upon a time,
I asked why,
But you didn't understand me
Maybe you never did.
Once upon a time,
I said goodbye,
Because you didn't understand me
Maybe you never will.

I know I'm just a random game to pass the time,
I know that I'll never be far more than sublime.
Yet I'm still letting the days pass me by
Just trying to make this silly little poem rhyme
Never in my life have I been truly alive
But when you came around I was slowly revived
Then all at once I fell, I knew I won't survive
But I stood up, acted as if I was alright
But if you asked me, even just once, I'd tell you why I'm really not
Because that's how foolish I am, we're all fools for the person we love
Of course, I know that I'll never ever be considered an angel,
I know that I'll never ever be the one who makes you feel crazy.
But do me a favor right before you leave
Just one little thing, for my heart to be in peace.
Could you please just give me something to remember?
Cause I'm close to that point when I want to surrender
Just please, please give me something to look forward to
A kiss, a hug, even just a smile...anything could do.
Cause you're the only thing that gives me hope for the future
And I hope whatever you do, you'd remember it too.

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|            love yourself.                                  |
|              you are all that you need.          |
|                                               ­                        |
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♡

life is a very precious gift.

why was it wasted on me?

Show how I feel

Hide how I feel

Nothing will change

You'll still push me away

there's the sun,
and all the stars,
and he is the moon
who reflects
the light to me
when the dark
comes around
and i can't see

without the sun,
the moon would
not be shining
so the moon
chases the sun
continuously

then he tells me,
"isn't she lovely?"

somewhere deep
inside of me,
i desperately wish
he was talking
about me

but my light can
never be as bright
as hers

she is the sun
that lights him up

and i am just
a mere human
who can see
the beauty
of the universe
whenever i look
up

i see the moon
with all its stars,

all of the bright,
little things

along with all
of the flaws on
its surface

but i just can't
explain why
he looks so
beautiful, so
perfect
in my eyes

your universe
might include
the galaxies,
the planets,
asteroids,
meteoroids,
and comets

but my universe
is when i can
see all the
constellations,
hear all of the
rustling trees
and still feel
the same thing
in my heart
whenever i look

up

and imagine
that he is
holding me
in his arms