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Jul 2015 · 464
daydreams to nightmares
Dinah M Jul 2015
you were my getaway
and now i need to get away from you
es·cap·ism
(n.)
the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy.
Jul 2015 · 319
Reminder
Dinah M Jul 2015
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|­                                                                 ­      |
|            love yourself.                                  |
|              you are all that you need.          |
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Jun 2015 · 928
illogical presumptions
Dinah M Jun 2015
"hey sweetie, how was your day?"
and she replied she was okay
but there was something on her mind
someone she tried so hard to find
she thought he could fix her
change her for the better
but he didn't
sometimes your worst eneny is your thoughts.
Jun 2015 · 1.1k
stating the obvious
Dinah M Jun 2015
of course you disliked stupidity,
of course you didn't want me.

of course you hated immaturity,
of course you didn't need me.

*of course.
why do i try so hard to write about you?
-
i changed the title about 5 times lol
Jun 2015 · 550
flicker
Dinah M Jun 2015
the two of us are miles away,
the two of us are worlds apart
but he always makes my day
he inspires a fresh start
he keeps my sadness at bay
he can mend broken hearts
i know this thing sounds so cliche
but he heals all my battle scars
though the two of us are miles away,
he's the only one i want
please don't destroy my hideaway
don't let our kingdom fall apart
"I'm just trying to find what is important.
It is a way to lose track of life of their own."
- flicker by porter robinson
Feb 2015 · 893
up
Dinah M Feb 2015
up
there's the sun,
and all the stars,
and he is the moon
who reflects
the light to me
when the dark
comes around
and i can't see

without the sun,
the moon would
not be shining
so the moon
chases the sun
continuously

then he tells me,
"isn't she lovely?"

somewhere deep
inside of me,
i desperately wish
he was talking
about me

but my light can
never be as bright
as hers

she is the sun
that lights him up

and i am just
a mere human
who can see
the beauty
of the universe
whenever i look
up

i see the moon
with all its stars,

all of the bright,
little things

along with all
of the flaws on
its surface

but i just can't
explain why
he looks so
beautiful, so
perfect
in my eyes

your universe
might include
the galaxies,
the planets,
asteroids,
meteoroids,
and comets

but my universe
is when i can
see all the
constellations,
hear all of the
rustling trees
and still feel
the same thing
in my heart
whenever i look

up

and imagine
that he is
holding me
in his arms
because i can only imagine.
Feb 2015 · 815
Time
Dinah M Feb 2015
One year.
i'm still not enough
One month.
things are getting tough
One week.
time's passing by fast
One day.
can this even last?
One hour.
soon you will be gone
One minute.
at least it was fun
One second.
just one little glance
I wish**
i'll forget that dance
L135.
Feb 2015 · 547
rich (14w)
Dinah M Feb 2015
People think I have everything I want
But everything is nothing I'll ever **need
"everyone thinks that we're perfect
please don't let them look through the curtains"

-dollhouse by melanie martinez
Jan 2015 · 1.3k
brain vs. heart
Dinah M Jan 2015
He isn't "lost." Don't help him.
I don't care.

He isn't "torn."
I don't care.

He's arrogant.
I don't care.

He's insensitive.
I don't care.

He can't even sing!
I don't care.

He doesn't deserve your tears.
I don't care.

He doesn't think about you.
I don't care.

He doesn't love you.
I don't care.

He loves her.
I don't care.

He doesn't care.
I don't care.

Then what do you care about?
Him.
Jan 2015 · 880
undeserving (12w)
Dinah M Jan 2015
life is a very precious gift.

why was it wasted on me?
Jan 2015 · 815
wish on a star
Dinah M Jan 2015
Unrequited love, wasted on the wrong guy
Feeling way too delirious, he's taking me way too high
Moments turn to memories, let the time pass us by
Only you can drown the pain out, just look me in the eye

This stupid little heart, I guess we're not meant to be
Just open up the gates, my love please set me free
Got the center stage, but the light won't shine on me
If that cold, hard stare of yours is the only thing I see

I can dream all I want but I will never get my way
I would tell you everything I've always wanted to say
I'm trying hard just to find every way to make you stay
I'd wish on a star but it won't ever be the same
it's you.

(will probably turn this into a song if I ever get any ideas)
Jan 2015 · 1.4k
five lonely nights
Dinah M Jan 2015
This was never my career to take
But I'm stuck here and those monsters are to blame
Five nights probably isn't so bad,
But I'm pushing all the buttons and they're making me mad
I really need to get out of here.
Hopefully whatever I do, they won't ever hear
Cause what if I don't have the power anymore?
They'll run and peek inside the doors
And if they ever see what's inside
What could happen next can never be denied
They know I'm not strong, I have weak defenses
And they know how to make me reach my limit
Where the metal will touch and destroy my skin
And they stuff me into a suit, force me to fit in
Something I wrote inspired by Five Nights at Freddy's.
Dec 2014 · 385
haiku.
Dinah M Dec 2014
Everything you said
Even those not meant for me,
I still remember.
j.a.c.e.o.n
Dec 2014 · 732
remember
Dinah M Dec 2014
I know I'm just a random game to pass the time,
I know that I'll never be far more than sublime.
Yet I'm still letting the days pass me by
Just trying to make this silly little poem rhyme
Never in my life have I been truly alive
But when you came around I was slowly revived
Then all at once I fell, I knew I won't survive
But I stood up, acted as if I was alright
But if you asked me, even just once, I'd tell you why I'm really not
Because that's how foolish I am, we're all fools for the person we love
Of course, I know that I'll never ever be considered an angel,
I know that I'll never ever be the one who makes you feel crazy.
But do me a favor right before you leave
Just one little thing, for my heart to be in peace.
Could you please just give me something to remember?
Cause I'm close to that point when I want to surrender
Just please, please give me something to look forward to
A kiss, a hug, even just a smile...anything could do.
Cause you're the only thing that gives me hope for the future
And I hope whatever you do, you'd remember it too.
When you know someone you love has little time left...you can't stop counting down the days.
Dec 2014 · 10.4k
escaping the mobs
Dinah M Dec 2014
And you craft your weapons
You put up your walls
Cause when the night comes around
Monsters try to hunt you down.
Does it not make sense?
Even in Minecraft things will try to get to you
You can't get away from them.
You can't get away from the darkness
You can't get away from the pain they bring
As they attack you with their bows
Blows up all your efforts
**** you slowly.
You can never get away from your thoughts.
What you can do is watch.
Watch as the hearts break one by one.
You can try to play games, ***
But you can never find an escape.
Something I wrote because I've been playing a lot of Minecraft recently.
Aug 2014 · 1.8k
flawless
Dinah M Aug 2014
Your voice is my favorite sound
Your eyes are my weakness
Your smile spins me around
Everything about you is flawless

I've fallen so hard for you
And I can't just turn back
It's sad that you have no clue
You're the only thing I lack

I tried so hard to make this rhyme
But I hope my efforts aren't worthless
Because I spent a lot of time
To make this poem not meaningless

I may be just another girl
Who cares for you without your knowledge
But for sure, I am that girl
Whose love will never be abolished
for a special man who turns 19 today, riley mcdonough.
-by @hookedstyles
Aug 2014 · 469
Untitled
Dinah M Aug 2014
Show how I feel

Hide how I feel

Nothing will change

You'll still push me away
"i know i'm not your only, but at least i'm one"

× a little bit of your heart by ariana grande ×
Aug 2014 · 531
life isn't a fairytale
Dinah M Aug 2014
Once upon a time,
I asked why,
But you didn't understand me
Maybe you never did.
Once upon a time,
I said goodbye,
Because you didn't understand me
Maybe you never will.
"this is the part when i break free, cause i can't resist it no more"

× break free by zedd & ariana grande ×
Aug 2014 · 2.2k
heartbreak
Dinah M Aug 2014
It is when your head starts spinning
When your hand starts trembling
When your voice starts cracking
When your ship starts sinking

It is when you overthink things
When your life's like twisted strings
When you dread what tomorrow brings
When you feel like your opponent wins

Because he was your only happiness
And now all you feel is emptiness
And you feel trapped in this madness
That's what heartbreak always is

But heartbreak doesn't last forever
So my dear, go focus on your endeavor
I promise you, it'll only get better
All our hearts are in this together
"if my heart was bulletproof, i wouldn't bleed so much like i do for you"

× parachute by lawson ×

I kind of dislike this one but  at the same time I do.
Aug 2014 · 642
beginning
Dinah M Aug 2014
Take me back to the very beginnung
When all I did was pretending
When nothing was missing
When there was no reminiscing

Then I fell for you and it was better than the beginning
And I started to feel like I was truly living
I started to like the moments you were giving
It was when I felt like I was winning

But now the beginning has finished
And I cannot go back and undo it
Take me back to the time this had no meaning
To the time when my head wasn't spinning
"that's when it hits me, you're gone"

× just another song by lucy hale ×

Idk anymore.
Jun 2014 · 1.0k
"dark side"
Dinah M Jun 2014
Monsters doesn't sleep under my bed
All of them sleep inside of my head
I always try to push them away
But sometimes I can't keep them at bay

When they're unleashed, I can't control them
I'm sorry because i'm the one condemned
If I did something wrong, don't leave me
Cause you're the one who lets me stay...me

Everybody has their own limits
And mine can show in less than a minute
I hope you can accept my dark side
And that your love will never subside
"even if i try to push you out, will you return?"

× dark side by kelly clarkson ×
Jun 2014 · 1.1k
"i'm so tired."
Dinah M Jun 2014
I haven't felt like this before
I don't know who I love more
I'm afraid that this is reality
Don't know what they will think of me
I think I'm falling for the other
Don't want to go any further
For now maybe I can fake it
I know that desicion's stupid
But for me, it is for the best
Besides, I really need some rest
I'm so tired of caring too much
And I hope this all fades to dust.
"i'm done feeling like a stranger to myself, so i know, i've got to put all of my feelings on a shelf"

× leave my heart out of this by fifth harmony ×
Jun 2014 · 1.6k
"him"
Dinah M Jun 2014
We're less than lovers
But more than friends
Yet we had a great bond
That never descends

Don't know what happened
Why you abandoned
How it went wrong
Why we've disbanded

Was it something I did
Or something I said?
So many questions
Running through my head

Why did you leave me
And just let me go?
Why did you give up
And left me feeling low?

I don't need to have you
As someone who loves me
I just need you
To be here for me

It hurts, but I know
That you don't need me
She's the one you love
And *she
will never be *me.
"everybody's trying to be a billionaire, but every time i look at you i just don't care"

× somebody to you by the vamps ft. demi lovato ×

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