Tatawa,
Iiyak,
Tatawa,
Iiyak.

Nakakabaliw ang oras na 'to.
Yung oras na naaalala kita.
Nakakabaliw palang maging gan'to
Yung umaasa na balang araw babalik ka.

Nakakabaliw maghintay.
Yung ayaw pumikit ng mga mata.
Nakakabaliw na isipin ka, nakakalumbay.
Yung bumabalik na alala noong sinabi kong 'mahal kita'

Nakakabaliw umiyak.
Yung gusto mo na tumahan ngunit di magawa.
Nakakabaliw na ang puso ko'y iyong biniyak.
Yung utak ko'y may sira na ata.

Tatawa,
Iiyak.

Mababaliw nalang sayo paulit ulit.

Kaya pala...

Kaya pala hindi nagkakatotoo ang mga hiling ko
sa tuwing sasapit ang 11:11,
hindi pala tama ang oras nitong orasan ko
Nahuhuli pala ito ng ilang minuto.


Ganon naman tayo diba?

Lagi nalang wala sa timing.
Badtrip.

3:27 am is for the student who weeps
Facing so many failures, forcing himself up,
battling for high numbers

3:28 am is for the alcoholics getting wasted
Drinking themselves into sleep
Trying to forget someone who left

3:29 am is for the poets who can't sleep
Words coming out of their longing heart
Writing for someone who wouldn't listen

3:30 am is for the artists expressing themselves
Into artworks, because their minds are alive
With the scenery of someone who is not there

3:31 is not for the lovers making love all night
Nor for the lovers asleep in each others arm

3 am is for the lonely,
For those who loved
and never loved in return

3:45 ng umaga
Pero hindi ako makatulog o makahinga
Hindi ko kayang masaksihan na ikay masaya

Yung mga tawa na dati ay sa akin
HAHAHA diba sila ang mga labi na dati kong inaangkin

Wala na, wala na sila
Wala na ang ikaw at ako at ang tayo na salita

3:45 ng umaga
Sana makatulog na ako
Nawala na rin ang antok ko

*Sana ikaw din, mawala sa sistema ko

Aasa lang sa'yo
Aasa sa atin
Aasa sa mga pangako
Aasa sa mga sumpa mo
Aasa sa mga salita
Aasa dahil sa nararamdaman
Aasa sa kapangyarihan ng mga bulalakaw
Aasa sa pwersa ng unibersa
Aasa sa mga matatamis na kasinungalingan
Aasa kahit nakakatanga
Aasa nang aasa hanggang sa magsawa maging tanga.

Inside of her is a poem that any paper can't handle

She grabbed a pen
With an ink that as lonely as the darkest hue

She cries but words heals
Words heals her wounds.
Words heals all the pain

But in the end,
She's writing for someone
Who don't care.

Hihilingin ko sana na ako nalang uli, Basha
Pero hindi pa ako buo
Hindi ko pa kayang balikan ka at ayusin ka
Hindi ko kayang ayusin ka habang ako ay sira
Hindi ko pa kaya, Basha

Hihilingin ko sana na ako nalang uli
Pero hindi pa ako matatag
Maari ako ay muling mabiyak at mabasag
Ayokong matulad ka sakin Basha
Ayokong malungkot kang muli

Hihilingin ko sana na ako nalang uli
Pero hindi ko pa kayang masaktan pa
Masaktan at madamay ka ay hindi ko nais pa
Hindi ko gustong mawala ka, Basha
Pero hindi ko rin gustong masaktan ka

Hihilingin ko sana na ako nalang uli
Pero nakita ko ang iyong napaka gandang ngiti
Ang dating nakikita ko sa tuwina saki'y nakatangin
Ang ngiting hindi kailanman kayang limutin
Hindi ko kayang makita kang may iba, Basha

Kaya hindi ko hihilingin na sana ako nalang uli
Basha, hihilingin kong ako nalang ang huli
Basha, ako nalang, Ako nalang ang huli

Breathe
It's 3 pm and you're still crying because of him.
Breathe
It's 1 pm and everyone is laughing at you because he left you.
Breathe
It's 5 pm and your heart is still breaking because you saw him holding her hand.
Breathe
It's 9 pm and you're crying to sleep
Breathe
Just hold on.
breathe* the pain will end. Your heart will recover. Just breathe.

I gave you happiness for years
In return you gave me tears.
Three words I want to hear
Why can't you say it my dear?

I broke my rules for you
Why can't you break yours too?
Will you tell me what to do?
Should I give up on you?

What about our forever?
Will it all turn to memories that I'll remember?
If this is just one of your games then I surrender.
Just please don't let our forever be over.

Being with you is all I want to be.
Why can't you see?
I love thee.
Love, why are you hurting me?

Forever is a cliché
A myth and a hyperbole
Because whatever I do and I say
I know I can't make you stay

Dear, Broke Guy

I know you're looking for her
Looking for her in every inch of me.
You might be looking in my eyes here
But I know it's her you see

When it's me you're kissing
You still wish she's the one you're holding
When you're saying you love me
It's her you think of, if only she could see

When you're deeply sleeping
Her name is the one you're calling
I know you're trying your best to forget
And I promise to be here waiting, I'll never be upset

I've read all the messages you sent her
You'll text me when you know she'll not respond
But I'm okay, all the pain I can bear
You know I'm always here waiting

So dear broken guy I love
I know you don't want me to fix you
But I insist.
Let me fix you

Broken Guy,
I love every broken piece of you
But you'll not love me wholly
So please, let me fix you

I never needed drugs.
Everything I loved, destroyed me enough.

Drip drop drip drop
Watching it fall from the top
Drip drop drip drop
Why can't it stop?

Walking down the path
She's walking on a world full of wrath
Mischievous persons everywhere
This pain, how can she bear?

There she was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
How can she get out of this place?
She don't know, she don't have strength to fight

Shouting and judging
Now her ears , she's covering
Tears are now falling
Her heart has stop beating

Eyes that as lonely as the darkest hue
She is alive but don't have a life
She is smiling but don't have a bright
Why can't she have the joy you have in you?

Now she's holding a cold piece of metal
Yes! She's picking the last petal
Hoping all the pain will vanish away
The deep cut will take it all away

Drip drop drip drop
Bloods are dripping from the top
Drip drop drip drop
Finally! The pain has stopped.

It's emptiness,
Seeing you next to her.
It's emptiness,
The cracking sound of my heart.
It's emptiness,
The tears dripping.
It's emptiness,
The daggers piercing through my heart.
It's emptiness,
The ache.
It's emptiness,
The flashbacks.
It's dead and I'm breathing ashes
But it's emptiness.

There are no Happy Endings
Endings are the saddest part
So give just give me a happy middle
And a very happy start.

I told him
I love him
But I'm not sure
If he heard it.

I'm a hundred seats away from him
I'm a hundred barriers away from him
I'm one of his hundreds of fans.

I'm just his fan.

Flowers on her hair
Dimples on her cheek; she smiles
I think I'm in love

Gusto mo ba 'yun"

Gusto mo ba 'yun, lagi ka na lang pampalipas oras?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit ilang beses ka na niloko bumabalik ka pa rin sa kanya?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, pinaglalaruan ka nang paulit-ulit?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, lagi ka na lang niya sinasaktan?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, nagmumukha ka nang kaawa-awa?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, wala na nga siyang oras sa'yo, nagpapakatanga ka pa rin?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, 'pag galit ka, galit rin siya sa'yo?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, bumibitaw na siya, kumakapit ka pa rin?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit pagod na pagod ka na?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit hindi ka na pinapahalagahan?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, pangako niya laging napapako?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit pagod na pagod ka na?


*Oo, gusto ko 'yun, mas masaya 'pag ganun.

Noong araw na sinabi mo saakin ang salitang “Gusto kita”, nayanig ako.
Hindi ko alam pero nayanig ng sobrang tindi ang pagkatao ko. Hindi ko alam ang isasagot kasi nga diba natulala ako. Pakiramdam ko, lumutang ako sa langit. Yung tipong ayoko na umalis. Araw araw mo saakin pinaparamdam ang mga salitang binitawan mo. Gusto kita. Araw araw **** pinaparamdam ang kasiyahan saakin.

Pero, bakit? bakit bigla ka nalang naglaho? Ewan ko ba kung may nagawa ako, pero feeling ko naman wala. Sinanay mo ako sa salitang “Gusto kita” pero bakit bigla ka nalang nawala? Hanggang isang araw, bumalik ka. Hindi ko alam pero bigla ko nalang ulit naramdaman ang pagyanig nang sa wakas, sinabi mo ulit.
Naisip ko na panahon na siguro para umamin kaya sinabi ko ang mga salitang “mahal kita”. Sinabi mo ulit ang mga salitang “Gusto kita” pero hindi lang pala yun ang gusto mo sabihin. Sa ating pag uusap biglang umulan ng sobrang lakas. Aalis na sana ako ngunit bigla mo akong hinigit at sin among “Kakausapin muna kita”. Ngumiti ako dahil alam kong ang sasabihin nya lang naman saakin ay ang mga salitang “Gusto kita” pero mali. Sa pagbuhos ng ulan naramdaman ko ang lamig.


Naramdaman ko ang lamig ngunit mas naramdaman ko ang muling pagyanig. Akala ko sasabihin nya ang salitang “gusto kita” o kaya sa wakas ay masasabi nya na ang “mahal din kita” pero hindi. Niyanig mo ako muli. Niyanig mo ako sa ilalim ng ulan dahil sa anim na salita na sinabi mo.

“Ginusto lang kita pero hindi kita minahal”.

He will hold your hand
He will stay by your side

You may not see him but he's with you
Guiding you.

You may not hold him but he's holding you
in his heart, he's holding you.

You're too precious for him,
You're his first love.

He saved you before you were born.
He loves you.

He's God.
He Love You

He loves her.
She doesn't know.

Loved, Loves, and still Loving...

He knows nothing but to love
All he does in us was because of love
When we're lost, he seeks
We leave, he will wait for our return
Only his love can give the true happiness
Hurt him, he will forgive
And wait for us to love him the way he does

There's love in pain
There's love that can save
There's love that loves without anything in return
There's love because there's GOD

Babalik ka pa ba?

Ilang makukulimlim na araw na ang nagdaan
At ilang malalamig na gabi na ang lumipas
Ngunit narito pa rin ako
Nakaupo sa pinangakong tagpuan
Binibilang ang bawat oras na wala ka
Humihiling at bumubulong sa hangin na sa bawat paglingon ko ay katabi na kita
Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses na nga bang lumuha ang nga ulap
Kasabay ng aking pagiyak
Dahil sa nararamdaman kong pighati at pangungulila sa iyo

Hinhintay mo rin ba ako tulad ng paghihintay ko sayo?
Nasaan ka na ba?

Babalik ka pa ba?

Catching teardrops
In my brand new cup
Hoping that it will stop
So here I am lifting my head up

Do you find it satisfying?
Watching innocent people dying?
Do you find it amazing?
When people dies in bombing?

The world isn't cruel
It is the people!
Life is not a battle
Don't treat it as a duel!

Here I am closing my eyes
Silently praying for those who die
Curiously asking Him why
I know He's listening up high

A wonderland we once knew
Is now a dark color hue
But He's watching you
He knows what do

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
Humpty Dumpty stares at the fairest of them all
Her eyes that as deep as a cliff
Her face that made him stiff

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
He made a quick call
Humpty Dumpty heard her amazing voice
He also heard his different heart's noise

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
He took a glimpse at the fairest of them all
Her eyes that is shining while dancing with her prince
Humpty Dumpty was no prince, he was just a boy, an ordinary and not a masterpiece

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
He never thought he'll get a great fall
A fall that made his world stop from spinning
A fall that made his heart stop from beating

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
And yes! He had a great fall
All of the kings horses and all of the king's men
Couldn't put his heart back together again

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
Staring at the fairest of them all
Waiting for her to come back, hoping that she had the glue
Because Humpty Dumpty gave his heart to the girl who made him blue......

Itula mo
Ang pagbitaw niya

Itula mo lahat
Ng sakit

Itula mo lahat
Ng hapdi

Itula mo lahat
Ng pighati

Itula mo bes

Wag **** itulo..
Ang luha para sakanya

Itula mo lang
Wag **** itulo

Sadyang mapagmahal lang sa kape
Sa tamis,
Sa pait,
Sa lahat ng pangyayaring kayang ipaalala
Sa bawat haló,
Sa bawat higop,
Sa bawat huling tungga bago tuluyang lumamig

Nagpakalunod ka nanaman sa pait ng kape
Ilang higop pa ba?
Ilang tungga pa ba?
Ilang baso pa ba?
Umalis na siya ngunit nandito padin ako, iniwan.
Madaling araw at mag isa pa rin ako, naiwan.
Tulad ng init ng kape,
Naglaho siya ng walang pasabi.

You are my star in the cloudy night,

My hope in every pain,

My beauty in every flaws,

My map when I am lost,

My strength in every struggle,

My words in every poetry,

You are my everything

*But what was I to you?