There you are
Sitting so peacefully,
Typing away at your keyboard.
I'm gazing upon your beauty,
Wishing for more.
Will you notice me?
"Come look at this."
You say to me, so I walk on over to see,
A video and nothing more.
We meet again; months have passed as
We look around this new class.
It is with recognition that we sit together.
Day after day, week after week,
We listen, we chat, we study and test.
Together we learn what this man has to teach.
Help, you're in need of
A babysitter with no time to wait.
"Can you help me?"
I'm here for you, happy to help!
Time and again, I'll watch her for you.
Such a delight, she shows me the light.
Our friendship grows with each passing day
A coffee, a visit, a walk, a lunch break,
Our bond grows stronger as time passes us by.
The child already knew,
Long before either of us.
Until a friend asks and we're together at last
No longer hiding it from ourselves,
We begin to move forward as
Hand in hand, we tackle this world.
We run, we play, we date, we love.
With smiles and tears, and hugs and kisses,
With texting at night, and calling all day.
Soon we find our own way, an apartment just for us,
We've a family to raise, and experiences to make as
Our numbers grow with a baby on the way.
Sickness befalls you, this pregnancy is hard,
But I'll care for you as we fight for our child and
Together we will make it through.
Every day that I watch you lying in bed
I am wishing I could take this pain from you
But all I can do is stand by and try to help.
So many hospital visits, so many needles,
Until the day we have been striving for arrives.
Today our son will join us in the light.
He has left you so weak, you can barely stand.
As you recover, time goes on and our love grows stronger
Until, sure in my decision, I buy the ring.
A picnic in peace among the trees.
A question I ask, your eyes full of joy
A tackle more than a hug, yes of course you will.
We tell the littles, the excitement grows and
We begin to plan, how will it go?
Hurry not, we have time to decide
A quiet ceremony to follow,
A Monday dressed in purple
I do, and so do you.
Smiles and love from all around us,
We feel it in our hearts, we're on the right track
It is time to move forward, no looking back.
We find a bigger home and are
Settled at last, our rhythm restored,
We live happily for awhile until...
A rumble, a quake,
Our world begins to shake,
Filling with judgement, blame, anger and hate
We begin to fight, to dissipate.
We heal and break, time after time.
We're both wearing thin.
Do we stay together?
Do we put up a fight?
Do we make the call, will it be alright?
Looking for a resolution
We tried to make it work but
Every attempt only made it worse,
I have given up, I've let go of hope.
I have stopped the clock, it ticks no more.
We couldn't keep it up, we've broken down.
Although your tears hurt me,
They do not persuade
And it is with a heavy heart that I walk away.
I've moved out, we have gone our ways.
But I am not gone, my kids shall not be without.
Yet come today, I find there's no going back
We've fought our fights and talked our talks,
We'll find our new rhythm and learn to coexist,
But we both know that things will never be the same.
Our past is what makes us, we would never undo it
Now at a distance we stand, no longer hand in hand
As we gaze over the horizon and look to the future.