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Feb 2016 · 844
Romanced... (Haiku Triplet)
"ACQUAINT"
Met, but noticed not...

Gazed, yet unseen, unsure, blank...

True love has this charm.

"FIREWORKS"
Our darkness alight...

Under our skins, twisting seas...

Love is our new moon.

"INTO DEATH"
Voyages close-knit...

Knitted into the beyond...

Knit before we knew.
I really got into writing "Haiku Triplet" poems last year.

I'd decide on a topic, give each poem a title of its own, yet the overarching title would be the true purpose, what unifies them, a sort of story.

I don't know if anyone else has done that, but it felt really fun and original for me.

There's another one that I posted here, if you search through my poems, it's called "Turmoil..." and it is by far my favorite of my triplets.
Feb 2016 · 1.6k
Five Points Of Terror...
Thorns in the hearts of millions and fear in the minds of billions.

Heard across the whispers of machines, spoken to the minds of onlookers.

Entrances carved into the souls of children by myriad opinions.

Young ones engraved with a memory, reared to despise terror as one would hookers.

Advance the agenda. Propaganda distributed; phones, theaters, televisions alight.

Losing our souls to the terror, we huddle in our whining and dining rooms.

Lips loose and battering what we don't understand, they're the terrors! Don't you understand?

Destitute is reason in the fanatics worlds away, yet in our very homes.

Encouraged to make poor our own empathy, as we seek them out.

Solace lost on our tongues we devour them, mercy removed from our bones.

Everyone knows we have to get them first, right? Right. There's no other route.

Right is confused with fear. They've made us just like them. Just like them.

Vie for change! Do it all you want, but you can't change them, not with sinful might...

Entrance them with modernity, educate them, sequester them, it's a farce, a problem.

Aren't we the beasts? Shooting missiles from a, "Wicked City," televisions alight.

Grand mess we've made, hypocrisy ten miles high, sin ten miles deep.

Right. Where were we? Who shot last? Compare past to past, continue the fight.

Already we're planning, where to strike next? Whack the hive, make 'em weep.

Vanishing like shadows in all-encompassing light the terrors disappear.

"'Enraging us again,' coming soon!" the sequel should be good next year.
I wrote this after the "Paris Attacks" last year.

You might get the sense that I'm downplaying the situation, but, if you pay attention, what I'm actually doing is shedding some light on the role that the media plays on the world stage and exposing the power of ignorance, and its effect upon society.

Ignorance is the downfall of nations mighty and meek alike.
Feb 2016 · 2.5k
Friction Addiction...
"Unconditional addiction" are these terms,
I think of this servitude as good germs,
I understand pain is an emotional whip,
Drink in this short quip: have a sip.

And when you've had your fill, just chill,
Break through this illusion with the power of will,
When you're striking stones to light your fire,
Will lightning be created? That's overkill.

We have an addiction to stimulation,
An addiction to nonsense,
Through every trial and tribulation,
I find my mind's dense,
When will I stop stumbling?
How about a continual fall?
Every floor has a ceiling
And every ceiling a floor.
Without these things, there's nothing
But a continual thirst for more.

Have I said enough, have we won the game?
When you're old and poor, there'll be no one left to blame.
Every stranger's face will really be the same.
Not one will be your family, not one will share your name.

An addiction before you knew the word,
An addiction to emptiness,
An addiction to "wait, I'm searching"
An addiction to "haven't found it yet!"
Too often have we lost our way,
Too seldom have we stopped our play,
And now that we have cut the rope,
Your world will fall, now, ain't that dope?

Nope.

Everything's addicting,
How are they put to rest?
Stop being conflicting,
Just simply pass the test.

Outside of reality is inside.
Inside reality is outside.
It's all one and the same.
There's no poison like fame.
Had a lot of fun with this one.
Feels like an 80's rap when I play it in my head; try it out.
Feb 2016 · 975
You're Wrong About Pain...
I heard it in my youth, and I've heard it once again.
You banish it away, it always comes back again.
Pain, they say, will always make you stronger.
Then when it hurts, why can't I live any longer?

Pain is not supposed to strengthen your soul.
Only your mind it strengthens "and" it leaves a hole,
And that hole is filled with poison to dull the pain,
And that poison will weaken you, like acid rain.

Apparently what you don't know won't hurt you.
That's right. It only hurts everybody else... "true".
People who eventually hurt you another way.
You'll tell them, "Go away, come again another day."

"It doesn't **** you." "Only cats have nine lives."
Because I'm aware of the multiverse, these knives,
Called dysfunctional lovers, friendships, and family,
Have killed me a thousand times; I live candidly.

I live honestly, because the pain of seeding a lie,
Can grow a thorny bush, upon seeing it you cry,
When you're pricked by the destruction of all,
Your chaos, wondering why you don't get a call.

Pain is good for lessons, that's why it's all around,
It's not that you're getting strong, only wiser.
Pain brings you to your knees, makes you touch ground,
For the power, you are weaker, only wiser.
Feb 2016 · 826
The Flower Of My Garden...
I've been around the world.
Yes, I've been around the world.
A vast garden of trees and lakes.
A tender yet mighty beauty unfurled.

The only thing that makes sense,
To my eyes of pruning; whence,
Did I desire a thing with petals?
A thing with all love's contents?

I do know the world,
Yes, I know the world,
But what I imagine I know not,
Something called a girl?

I'll tinker here and also there,
A little dirt, air and my hair,
What grows here in my garden.
Will soon be everywhere!

I've tried to imagine this,
A passionate, soft kiss.
Manufactured by my power,
It'll be here by the hour.

Yet what I grew from dirt,
Hair, air, and a water squirt,
Seems to be a pile of mud,
With this I can't even flirt!

Oh, can't I have a dream?
Not the milk, but the cream?
There can't be a secret more,
To my new and legendary chore!

I feel alone and spiteful,
This garden's no longer "full",
My hair falls out like petals,
Or how I imagine they would fall...

I look over my failed creation,
And I give it condemnation,
A tear travels to nose's crook,
It falls upon my aberration.

Pow! Like this. Pow! Like that.
Sparks fly and I don't eat my hat,
because what happens before me,
I simply can't not stare at!

Her delicious curves, radiant hair,
Eyes like my garden, a loving stare,
I can't believe what I have done,
Because she is not just anyone!

She is my love, this I can tell,
My heart is healed and I am swell,
Now I can say that I did find,
The flower of my garden.
Thinking about it now, this makes me think of,
"Frankenstein's Bride," haha!
I hope to watch that soon, now that I think about it.
I remember reading Mary Shelley's "Frankenstein", when
I was fourteen.
It was beautiful... but it was terrifying.
I was laying in a "hospital" (sick bay at boarding school),
And I may have had bronchitis. I often got flu-like stuff at that school, "Yuck."

Anyway, we're all created. There is a grand design.
We sometimes get in the way of that.
The character in poem got in his own way.
He "lusted" after her, when the truth is, instead of lust, sorrow is more appropriate for finding a mate. Not depression, "sorrow".
Pining. Genuine desire.
It's not much of a lesson, but that's all I got now.

Also, we do create our mates. They appear when we've built the right circumstances and our character, but we also spend a lot of time building each other up.

What's unfortunate is when we spend time tearing each other down.
Love can turn into hate quickly and it starts with bitterness.

Anyway, take care :)
Feb 2016 · 530
Discarded Dishes...
I've been in love with polishing all of my life,
Polishing trophies, my car, the skin of my wife,
But one day these things looked dim to me,
So I polished with abandon to set myself free!

Behold the splendor, the wonder and fame!
Beyond beauty, I've polished the frame...
I'm known for the gold in every corner,
Even my wife's smile: a littler warmer.

Tell me why I have this charm...
Two more brides on each smooth arm.
More of this and I will win!
In the light of all my wonder, I failed to see,
The chipping facade of my first wife's grin.

Yes, world, yes, I am the king,
there is no end to the wonders I bring!
I am Midas and gold is my soul!
You'll be rich forever!
Even without a soul.

My wife, what gives, where is your luster?
I wax here and wax there; I begin to fluster.
The dimness lingers, its shadow greater,
Now of my wife I am a h8er.

The dimness seems to have caught me too,
I see it spreading relentlessly,
All my work reduced to... poo,
Yes, this is a new test for me,
For my eighth wonder, I'll start with you.

scrub
scrub
scrub
Do you feel that now?
scrub
Doesn't seem to be working does it?
Just like that, seems I've lost my budget!
I wish things would stay polished at my wishes,
I'll abandon it all like discarded dishes.

The dimness is scratching at my very soul!
And, here I thought that I was on a roll...
No toilet paper can clean this mess,
so to the fire at my behest!

It all goes into the fiery cell,
Am I rusting? Then me as well!

We'll all burn if we worship greed and money,
And you thought the ending would be funny...
So here's something that just rushed out of me.
I felt the inspiration like a shroud of power willing me to pen something I believe about society and where it's headed.

The story of King Midas was a cautionary tale.
Yet it seems that we are all fools, because we ignored it.

We sympathize with Midas, we say,
"Oh, I hope that never happens to me."
Yet we don't consider that it was the greed of the people that allowed a man like Midas to thrive as he corrupted them into death.
There was another character in Greek mythology that could change the composition of things. Medusa (both names begin with "m" and have "d" and "s" in exactly the same positions? Interesting...)

Medusa was concerned with beauty, and is a cautionary tale that beauty comes at a price... stay tuned for a poem concerning beauty.

Oh, and, one more thing.
The crux of the poem revolved around Midas taking more wives.
This is what greed does.
We think we need more clothes, more money, more happiness, more technology, more money, more space, more entertainment... more lovers.
This thinking makes us ungrateful of what we already have.
That's why we get bored so easily.

We get into a mode where we're waiting for the "next" best thing.
Did we really enjoy what we already have?

When will enough be enough?
Only in death, it seems.
This is what lead Midas to burn everything (not the mythical Midas, by the way).

...
I think I've said enough, haha.

Farewell :)
Feb 2016 · 1.0k
Excuse Me...
What excuse can I give,
to be let go,
to be let live?

My passion has burned out,
embers of my will burning,
no longer.

Tempt me out of my shell,
why don't you,
why don't you stop?

Remind me of why I failed,
go on,
go on that journey for me.

I'm tired, okay?
Let my weak heart beat to barrens,
and barren to dust.

Let my shards of bones,
rattle like maracas within,
the sleeves of my destitute muscles.

Let the scratching of my,
weary "days gone by" voice,
remind you to avoid my troubles.

Forget about me,
so that not even remembering me,
will rustle my grave.

You stare at me in the restaurant,
when I say all this, plainly,
your mouth gaping open.

My excuses have prepared for me,
a greedy grave; I stand up, bow,
"Excuse me." I walk away.
It doesn't have to be a restaurant.

You could be an adolescent talking to a teacher, a lawyer talking to a client, a father talking to a child, a spy talking to a CIA director, a hermit talking to a pet, a police officer talking to a chief, a political campaign manager talking to a candidate, or a President talking to a nation; inside the body and mind of these people can be one ubiquitous feeling, "I want to give up right now and be victorious as I tell you, 'I quit.' "

I've been getting very tired and felt this poem suited a desire of mine.

It is and it isn't unique to me: the sense that I can never be good at anything. Or that I can never be good at anything that I want to be good at.

I hope that one day I will be able to look back on this and laugh.

That day, I hope that I will finally understand what it is to achieve something that makes me happy, but more so that I have found something that I will only doubt on the "very" worst days, yet bounce back without a care.

Perhaps that is too much to ask, and I'm not that kind of person "uggh"

What is your greatest flaw?

How do you overcome it, and what battle scars get your gears grinding on cold nights?

#boredom #tiresome #pain #enemy #emptiness #apathy #regret #help #desire
Feb 2016 · 1.1k
Breathe With Me...
Sigh with me...
Escape the sorrow of ire;
For a moments pause,
Delight in fiery breath,
In the Earth's white wasteland,
Catching snowflakes in the gale,
Evaporating nature's dreamcatchers,
Thoughts linger as mist.

Inhale the bitterness of reality...
The thirst of the dry air.
Notice the aches of the naked trees.
The numbness of a dying foot,
Cut off from the warmth,
Of a body struggling in the freeze.
It all builds,
Reinforcing the harshness of,
A withering world preserved.

Sigh,
Breath a little life into the world again.
#hope #despair #nature #thoughts #divinity
Jan 2016 · 363
Staring into Hope...
Keep staring my love.
Stare until you bore a hole into me.
Stare until you can see my insides and question my diet.
Stare until you watch me being born and dying.
When the echoes of our arguments fade.
Stare a little longer.
Stare until bittersweet becomes only bitter,
And when my walk towards you,
Pushes you away...
When you stare into madness,
Will you also see hope?

...

Maybe then you'll come back to me.
Because the hope you saw was my love,
Drying your tears.
Life is very strange...

So strange that insanity actually only makes life less strange (you know that to be true).
So strange that being a simple person (not a genius) leaves one feeling more satisfied.
So strange that the more satisfied with little you are, the happier you'll be with having more, yet we live in a world where those with more have such "power" over those who have less that if you are ever to feel satisfied, it means you have broken free of the charade (which means it was an illusion of "power" in the first place).

Power = a human hierarchy of the worship of greed.

These things tell you that life is about momentum, sacrifice and simplicity.
Yet, when you have mastered life, what you really learn is that life is about control.
Not the overbearing "I am the President" sort of the control, but the "I can play any song ever created for this guitar" kind of control.

"Mastery"
Master our emotions, our talents, our money, our bodies.

Education is the gateway to life.
It's time that we took a more futuristic approach to it.

#love #hope #relationships #lessons #madness #tears #education #life
Jan 2016 · 455
Irrepressible Joy...
This joy is one to have.
This joy is one to know.
This joy was once a calf,
Into ox it soon will grow.

I've made up my mind about darkness,
And made it up about the light as well,
So when the darkness wears a dress,
Although it hurts, I'll send it to jail.

My heart won't pine for lust,
Its silver sheen won't rust,
Its daggered teeth won't injure,
Its pretty mouth won't whimper,
But when it's had enough drink,
Of the nonsense in this life,
It will spread irrepressible joy,
Knowledge of God not strife.
I actually prayed before this for the power to write a good poem.
I'm glad I was given this to share, I like the rhyme and the rhythm :)
Jan 2016 · 258
Obliterated Madness...
1) Chunks of silently fluttering wings descend,
They collectively form a gust of gentle wind.

2) Jars of emptiness lay open. Around, waters bend,
And swirl the jars to regard my invitation: rescind.

3) A blow for toe is their price for ice.
To cool a fool, a steep fall for all.

Let's obliterate this madness,
And maddening ventures!

1) Tell the angels that by the time they left,
I had been healed by their form of nature!

2) Tell the demons and their empty chatter,
That I will no longer give them my life.

3) Finally, tell life that consequence is meaningless to a fool.
The fool should never have been born or made a tool.

Ah, the sound of clarity is sweet: like water, like air.
Onward to world *******, I willingly prepare.
It'll take some time to say something about this.
When I do though... when I do...
Jan 2016 · 905
Systematic Oppression...
He was created to be destroyed.

He was invited to be denied,
and when the ice melted his anger,
and when the fire froze his joy,
he watched the sea swallow his love...
He watched the sea swallow his love.

Due to unintended mirth,
He complied to fate without worth,
He witnessed a damnable birth,
A thing with sinful girth.

He worshiped it still,
until he lost his will,
swallowing pill for thrill,
every **** for the mill,
to be ground into waste.

Even the moon was draped in slime,
even the sun ran out of time,
even the stars lost their shine,
even beauty no longer sublime.

I was there when he took his life,
I watched with hunger--holding knife,
to devour what was left,
a box of cereal; ate and left.

He wonders continually in another realm,
wondering at fore of helm:
why spit out of life like phlegm?

He was destroyed to be created.
Just wrote this, so I don't have much to say about it.

However, I will say that life is dangerous when you surrender your will to forces that either do not care for your happiness or that cannot care (inanimate things) for your happiness.

So we're talking about false-gods, *** (lust) and ***** (drugs).
Anyone who has given themselves over to those things will tell you the same story, or they will lie to you so that they can continue to lie to themselves, because if they wake up, they will die from the pain.
Jan 2016 · 374
Conquistador...
Beauty is in the hand of the suitor?

Groom to the wondrous world.

Coupled with harm and guilt,

This man, sheds no tear when blood is spilt,

But what can eyes do, without tears?

What path must he choose in the twilight.



If there be no ground for him to tread,

How should he conquer his foe?

Or rather, how was it done on such notice,

As he is at the cusp of his opportunity,

He has no bounds to break free,

For he sought no greater challenge to overcome.



Drumming his fingers on the scalp of The Impossible;

Scribbling the name on the skull of his last nemesis,

He bows to no sun and he howls to no moon,

Soon he will realize that he is to bow to no man.

He is neither beast nor god, neither is he spirit.



He can never realize what he is, for he loves a woman.

She keeps him tethered to this world.

She cries for all the blood that he has spilt.

She nurses his conquered, and she holds his soul.

It is the pain that he never feels, that she bears,

Which spurns her to love him and him to love her.



He has found mercy in his realm of bloodshed,

Under the loving embrace of mercy,

He realizes he is a man, for he has hope.

He could not find mercy if he were not a man,

For it is the nature of man to find mercy.

That is to say, he that does not find mercy;

Is no man.



In that moment, weakness is perceived.

Enemies conspire and in their unrest,

Tirelessly proceed to assume control of his might.

They steal her away and spill her blood in lust.

Disemboweling all in the world that he loves.

For power twists the mind; inflames the soul.



However they know not what they have done.

When they killed the woman they killed mercy,

Attempting to injure the man,

But he was no man, and when they killed mercy,

The monster no longer felt concern for the innocent.

No more were mercy's tears present to quell his rage.



The palace crumbles in a shower of glittering red.

Blood, jewels and fire careening forth across the land.

His wrath unopposable, and his defiance of life absolute.

Nothing of worth remained in the wake of his destruction.

He wouldn't stop at nothing until nothing remained.



Concurrently upon the last day,

Under the last sunrise,

Before the last rays of light,

In the last seconds leading up to the last moment,

One question remained giving him enough pause,

To cause the inevitability of existence persistence,

For no man is greater than the inevitable

And no man hath the power enough to end the world,

By any measure of his importance or abandon.

He faced the only question he could never answer.

"What am I?"
Another ruby from my vault of treasures.

I need to build up the momentum that I had gained before I wrote this.
In other words, something stopped me along the way to now. I won't explain, what, but pray it never happens to you.

Regardless, being in a much better place, I feel capable of writing poems like this once again. It will take some time, maybe years, but I'll reach that point where the "effortless" grasp on my skill will be as if one wields a sword with one's tongue and a shield with one's breath.

Time will only tell if I can surpass my old bounds, but I believe it's more than possible.

I probably won't even notice when it happens, because I'll be too busy writing until my fingers disintegrate on my keyboard like a worn out eraser with my fingers flashing like spider legs (lovely imagery there, haha!).

I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did when rediscovering it.

Take care :)
Jan 2016 · 277
Life's Mystery...
As a boy I grew up thriving off of excitement,
Counting the amusing days toward bitter end.
That boy never saw me huddling in crap caked coat,
Calling out to him to stop dreaming! Do homework!

As a teenager I grew up running; lust a carrot before me.
I thought each day a time for friendship, not discipline.
I thought each kiss to be life's purpose and not reprieve.
I though love to be freedom from responsibility. Oh dear.

As a young man I grew up crawling through smoke.
My life was burning down, that's why I was blind.
My blood was boiling that's why I was always angry.
I was falling apart, a thing of ash and charred bones.

As a man I grew up clothed in another lifetime's nightmares.
Watching the lives of others became window shopping.
I used to beg for candy, now for money; born a beggar.
There is no way out of this hole, because I'm the hole.

As an old man I grew up spitting out teeth, shedding.
I shed the nightmares, I shed the misery, even poverty.
I watch myself shedding even insanity; I'm no longer aware.
From this bed I exhale a wasted life, and meet a loving God.

As a spirit I finally grew up, finally glad for a lifetime's lessons.
Listen to those who have grown up, be disciplined and in that free.
Only in working for all that you are worth will poverty lessen.
Shirk your teachers? Hate your parents? You'll be just like me.
So it's pretty self-explanatory that you don't write a poem about poverty, loneliness, and hopelessness unless you're feeling pretty lousy, right?

Well, what can I say?

I can say a lot...

I'll say one thing punctuated by insults.

Go brush your teeth and get some sleep, you lout! Ba-humbug!

(LOL)
A kiss of course, a kiss that was, a token of affection;
At least, in mind, this he assumed, by eager predilection…
But the kiss, made him, a loaded gun,
With darkening dreams and maddening fun.
Too close to sun; he flew and fell;
Too deep was it, the frigid well.
He ended up, in chains and vices;
Telling of tragedies, demises,
And in the ear, of reason lost,
By she, he was told, of kiss’ cost:
He sits to this day, rotting away… crying aloud... thrashing,
Because he kissed, the succubus, and lost his soul in passing.
The title is acrostic: string the first letter of each word in the title
together.

Do me a favor and check out my poems: "The Queen's Love" & "Love Beyond the Wars" they will not disappoint, I promise!
Jan 2016 · 490
Turmoil... (Haiku Triplet)
“WOUND”

Tool roughly sows force…

Searing flesh calls out like babe…

Like babe, flesh is nursed.

“HEALING”

Time gently sews wound…

Body, like God over germs…

Fools they are, or were.

“SCAR”

Fate has sealed breach…

Man reaps good of ill matters…

Proof of battle fades.
A post from my blog, and my favorite haiku story of the bunch.
It's interesting how using the fewest words paints a "clearer" picture.
Yet, one must know that the picture is not so much "clearer" as is it "being imagined" whereas, a description with more information is "directing you."

It's an interesting experiment of the mind and an important lesson in writing, one that Ernest Hemingway would be proud of: communicating with as little information as possible is powerful.

However, it takes vision. A deep understanding of writing and a deep understanding of people.
If you've been writing and living for long enough, you'll understand that knowing people and knowing writing are inseparable facts of life.

Happy New Year! :)
Dec 2015 · 450
Tremble and Assemble...
Exalted by grand design,
Smooth effervescent wine,
Wash me and age my skin,
Don't torment me from within,
Don't ferment my dying sin,
Just mummify my yesterday,
So in the bask of tomorrow,
I may look upon it, with sorrow,
Bury my iniquities with the drugs,
Make the ground high,
And I upon it fly,
Looking down only to say,
"Goodbye."
To a world, since flooding,
Dry.
Dec 2015 · 300
Conquer Me...
When moonlight aches,
When sunlight wakes,
I'll need a hit,
Of your fervent wit.
But if I'm naughty,
Incessantly haughty,
Conquer me.
Humble me,
Please.
Dec 2015 · 389
Poetry In Scene...
You had set a date and you’re 10 minutes late.
You feel guilty, because you don’t have a reason for it.

You’d rushed in, head down, embarrassed and hot with frustration, only to realize your date isn’t there and she had no idea you were the one so close to being a fool.

You check your phone and realize she'd sent you a message about how she’d been busy, and would arrive about 17 minutes later than expected.
She apologizes, but really you thank her for the inconvenience.

The food had been set ahead of time. A three course meal at a restaurant you’re not familiar with. However, new soup comes steaming out. A meal for two.
You start on your own.
17 minutes late turns into 23 minutes after you’ve arrived, a total of 33 minutes; you feel alone, her soup is sitting there excavating cold with each passing moment. The soup is delicious: you think, and it warms you to know that at least something is right with the world.

Your hesitation in texting her mirrors your shame.
Of course she's not coming, women from photos like hers don't walk into lives like yours...

It isn’t too long after you’re done with the soup that your date comes in.

She’s beautiful beyond expectation.

Everything fantastic about life can describe her, and to you, again, nothing in existence can explain how perfect she is in this moment.
Like a drowning man in an endless ocean, you can’t help but reach out to her with every inch of your soul.

Biting her lip, she looks into your eyes, lost, until the tip of her soul touches yours.

You witness her red-lipped smile like a red rose bloomed.

You smile with grandeur, because it’s the only reflex that reflects your hopes fulfilled.

You stand up and ready her chair for her.

SCENE
I'm having a lot of fun uncovering my old writings (editing permitted, of course).
I had a powerful vision, and I still do, but my yearning for romance used to be stronger... I'll have to prime that passion once again over the coming years.

I hope that you like, nay, that you "love" this scene and what it speaks of love at first sight.
Our senses are heightened by disappointment and fear and then suddenly, our desires are sated by a person who fulfills the most taxing of our greatest needs.

Without food you die, but without love, you still die.
You die in a way that makes death seem insignificant.

I hope that you find love.

I hope that it is the kind of love where 1+1=3 (or more)

Without that you will never know peace.
Dec 2015 · 317
Red Skies...
Did you hear? The skies are red, because the blood was not shed.

The book was not read, when the priest did not hear what she said.

So the glass was not spun, and the windowless frame did cease to be finish-ed.

Her heart was not won, so the book stayed, weighed down with the dread.

She climbed the stairs of a windowless house, open to the scorn.

Would you believe that one day she was birthed, but not born?

From every love she was neglected, every lust she was torn.

Each day was an agony, forever doomed to be forlorn.

From the bell tower she fell, so time stopped after the last chime.

Her mirthless tear, would grace the ground for the last time.

There she lay, so peaceful, so utterly supine (one could say she slept).

Where she fell, there grew a flower, one could only describe as sublime.

All who rounded, those who crowded, could not help, so they wept.

From this grave, there came no salve, so salvation was lost to her.

From the red skies she watched, slowly, the world would deter (from preservation).

The skies are red, because her words were like the mouth of every meager nation (neglected).
The skies are red, because she lost the way.
The skies are red, because she lost her way.
The skies are red, because there is no way.

No way in hell that there will be a brighter day.
So stay and finish what hath begun.
Spin the record the way it was supposed to be spun.
Bury the smoking gun and plant a tree for the sun.

Breathe life into a peaceful world that has not yet begun.
Dec 2015 · 1.3k
By The Reaper's Edge...
The blade swings and cuts, it falters not,
For when the blade is swung, a soul is cut.
It is handled firm and questions not,
The hand in which its edge will rot.

The master is still and with gentle care,
He strips the mind and leaves body bare.
Of want and suffering, hope and loss,
Even those who believe in the anguish of the cross.

Footsteps he leaves to forever mark his way,
Pooled with the tears of those filled with dismay.
Look there, he's been here, this is his doing,
Another weary soul he is pursuing.

For master and blade they are one and the same.
In each soul they mark a blood-etched name.
Reaper, the ****** fear his coming and flee.
Lock your doors and abandon the key...
People are fascinated by the dark stuff.
In the case of my writing, that can mislead, because my light-natured writings are more potent.
Why leave a piece of writing (or anything for that matter) shivering as if a demon just licked your soul?
I suppose the aftereffects (relaxation effect) is nice, but people use drugs for the same reason.
Both will erode your innocence and chip away at your sanity.
Is the cost worth the high?
... The reaper likes such reckless vanity,
Giving you time enough to say goodbye...
Dec 2015 · 190
On Sleepless Nights...
On sleepless nights, I pray the sleepless nights away.
In the heat of the moment, I pray the heat will stay.
Where we are going, I hope we thief the time today.
And spend today’s time tomorrow, let it last a little longer.
So on the dreamy nights, I pray the dreams come true.
On the cold nights, I pray you hold me till I’m warm.
On the lonely nights, I pray you're with me till they're through.
Where we've been, I put the memories in my box of accomplishment.
I leave the sad moments for those who've taken everything for granted.
They drown in the sorrows of every fruitful tree they've planted.
On the wonderful nights, I hold you deeper in my heart,
And to the one I pray, make sure she and I will never be apart.
A little treasure from 2011.
I was horrified by the idea that I might have been a better writer when I was younger; meaning that in 2011 at the age of 20, I had reached a level of "mastery".
I now know that, that is not the case.
When I spoke of my horror through a Facebook status, a friend of mine said that I'd been better before, because I didn't overthink my writing.
Being the "now and then" stubborn kind of guy that I am, I faced that comment with disdain... until (recently) I realized he spoke the truth.
Once I was a writer whose writings were sculptures; simple devices of sensory ploys.
Now however, my writing are machines. Suffused with purposes that, although they may not be greater (by no means lesser), are more complex.
They once had enough dimensions to ***** a house of cards.
Now, they bear dimensions capable of representing the innumerable walls of a bee hive.
The answer is simple. As a writer, I evolved from a poet to a novelist, and so I wasn't thinking "little-picture" anymore.
I think that this is why novelists generally have a hard time writing poetry.
We have to know observations such as that to truly understand life.
My transition from a sketch-artist, to a poet, to a film-maker, to a novelist has made me a greater writer than I would have been otherwise. (Maybe I'm just confused LOL)
Anyway, now practice will make perfect.

Oh, and in case you're wondering, I was getting over a break-up that had occurred the year prior to 2011 when I wrote this poem.
See, I love hard; diamonds don't shatter easy, but they fracture like glass, finding themselves irreparable...
Dec 2015 · 570
Bubbles of Passion...
I came into this world empty,
Was summarily by darkness filled,
So I imbibed merrily,
Hoping that despair is killed.

The darkness soaked through,
Until my skin was coal,
Aflame a burning blue,
Evidence of aching soul.

Along came a lady,
A bucket and rag,
"Can you save me?"
Her face didn't sag.

Scrub here,
Scrub there.
"No fear,
No care,"
She says.
I say,
"God loves,
This way."

The soap soaked through,
My dire straits crooked,
I'm the tamed shrew,
No matter how you look it.

So clean inside and clean without,
Without the darkness in my snout,
I breathe easy, an air so sweet,
So glad of the lady's meet.

I still remember the bubbles,
When the darkness met its end.
If there were an ounce more of passion,
I wouldn't call her friend.
Dec 2015 · 295
Love Works...
When you say,
"Love isn't working,"
I was let go,
In favor of sin.
I work for you:
You haven't paid me.
I require: manners,
Apologies; forgiveness; reconciling;
Passion; discipline; appreciation;
Acknowledgement; patience; understanding;
Faith; hope; joy...
If you pay me,
Yet you say,
"Love is not working,"
Do you pay in poison?
Are you paying:
Bitterness; insults; hate;
wrath; violence; war;
sadness; madness; lust?
Do your employees stay when,
You hate them and hurt them?
If they do, they're not staying for you,
but I can't stay for anything but you,
So I leave when you're not you,
And I stay away when you refuse to be you.
To be you,
You must love me.
Unconditional love
Is pure love,
Free from sin.
Sin is hate,
If you don't love me,
You love hate,
When you love sin,
Then you will say,
"Love doesn't work."
And I will call out to the darkness,
But there you will sleep,
And eternity will keep you,
Because you want to be kept.
So love me,
Love, "Love' and prosper.
Love is a higher power.
God is love & peace.
So faith in God is faith in love.
When will you choose to love?
Will it be when you've love everything?
That will never happen?
Will it be when things are always falling apart?
You won't let it go that far?
Will it be when your world is okay, but you feel empty?
There are things for the emptiness?
Will it be when the emptiness is properly fed?
The emptiness is never fed.
The emptiness will grow,
Until it consumes your friends,
Your family,
And your soul.
It will never stop consuming you,
Even after death.
Those who tell you different,
Have never died,
Those who died and tell you so,
Didn't go to the after life,
Otherwise, they wouldn't be here.
Isn't that so?
Dec 2015 · 554
Love Cries...
I am not enslaved.
I'm ignored by the misbehaved.
Those with a lust for power,
Spoke my name, in your darkest hour.
To convince you that I am malformed.
To provide for you a view deformed.
And you took that view,
Discarding what you childishly knew,
For what you were told was adult.
Hate is the name of that view,
Hate is an all-consuming cult,
Unrepentant of its ways,
Marking the many days,
Until it can say that when you and they wilt,
It's your fault.
Or mine.
For when,
When I am absent,
Like a working parent,
ONE thing is apparent:
When I return,
Love is heaven-sent.
You, they tell me, you shine like a diamond in the sun.
I polish myself to ward off the dust,
I have no fear, for they say I don't rust.
Why should I work; they say I've already won...

You, they tell me, banish dark with a blink.
I walk into destruction, intentionally.
I defeat demons arrogantly.
A powerful child isn't as weak as you think.

A day soaked in turmoil bathes me.
A towel of misfortune rapes me.
Clothing of shame drapes me.
Cruel fate awaits me.

I realize, if I am that diamond, not the sun,
It was truly the sun shining,
Not I, and too long spent there,
Would leave me high and dry.

I realize, we all blink away,
Darkness.
Just try closing your eyes,
You'll see the banality.

Propped up like a scarecrow,
Were their compliments,
And I was the field,
Now my crops don't yield.

I look into the world's eyes,
Contempt, like marching soldiers,
Flood forth from their gazes,
Into my heart, and ****** it.

My senses barren,
I walk back to the sun,
So I can be burned,
Into oblivion.

Saying to myself,
"It wouldn't,
Have been so bad,
If they loved me still."
So, my best three poems had been rejected from this competition and I didn't even make any of the five or so semifinalist spots.

I'd been so excited to enter, because I'd heard so many good things about my poems; one person going so far as to say, "Your middle name should be, 'a beautiful mind.' "

Of course, I had no clue as to realize I was swimming in a "little pond" and that the big pond would be so... belittling, haha.
Anyway, I hope that this one is enjoyed.

Dark, it is, yet caging, it is not.

I find that ironic, how some poisons make you feel free.
Starts to make you wonder, if these things we call curses are really curses at all. Well, curses have prices.

Those things which are good don't; they have "conditions."

It takes a lot of experience to know that.
However, the good path is a hard path.
In a sense, it's more dangerous than the troubled path, because you have to be so much more careful. Those who don't like the good path are spiritually, mentally and physically lazy.

The thing is, although they say it takes a "community" to raise a child, I believe that it takes a "world" to sustain a man.
Yet, what do I mean by sustenance?
I don't mean ***, Lamborghinies , and drugs:
enough of those things and you'll find yourself emptier than a tube of toothpaste, while the devil uses your extracted minty-happiness to wax his chest.

Seems too typical if I say, "You need God," but it works for so many people.
Why does it work?
The devices of this world are like drugs, and you know it:
the internet, McDonald's, ****; breaking dependence on these things makes your mind clear, it gives you purpose, and ultimately, you become a better person.

However, there are people out there who call themselves Christians, and they're like bad books: the cover looks appealing, even the blurb on the back is enticing, but you delve in and you're disgusted.

It's hard to be a Christian, because everyone is saying that you shouldn't be.
It's like buying a medicine that is saving your life, and then turning on your television that features an advertisement saying, "If you're using clozorilXR, discontinue use immediately. Condemn that product!"
Imagine that advertisement fifty times a day.
That's how tough it is to be a Christian.

It means, being a Christian is hard (as I said about the good path before), and the harder something is, the more people you'll find failing at it.
Yet the good virtue is that they're still trying.
(I can't believe this guy is trying to sell us Christianity)
I'm not selling you anything.
Christians call this "sharing the good news."
In other words, I'm just telling you how happy I am and what I've learned.

You can break free of the drugs that pollute your mind.
Christianity it not an instant cure.
It's a journey.
A mission in actively fighting societal, social, physical, and mental pollution.

Chemicals are released in your brain when you have ***.
Most people can't resist that chemical.
Many people are addicted to it, some casually, others terribly.
No one is calling them drug addicts: that's a crime in and of itself.
I could go on preaching, but I'm wary of how people will feel about this.

"I didn't come here to be preached to."

Well, then tell me, what are you living this life for?

Many people will have answers.
I tell you the truth, 100% of those answers are fleeting.
So we cop out and say, "I'm here to enjoy life."
Well, you're not enjoying it; are you?
That's why you're "here."
Dec 2015 · 572
Love Beyond The Wars
The daughter forgot the nest.
She left it, fading in memory,
Until memory washed away,
Like footprints on the shore.

Out of the deadly ocean we call life,
She found the shore,
And seeing her mother still nesting,
She made new footprints.

My daughter, mother sings delighted,
My love for you is boundless.
My heart breaks with every glimmer of you:
You left before you could hatch;
You existed before laid for birth.
You have never known my love:
What did the world teach you?

I know your love, daughter haughtily grumbled,
Love is passion:
It divides pleasure and pain;
It conquers war and ministers peace;
It imprisons hate and waylays death.

Oh, mother simpered,
Sorrow burrowing in her expression,
Not abating when she spoke:
Daughter why are you so bitter?

Aghast, daughter saw betrayal in,
Mother's skin and bones:
Me? Bitter? You don't know me!

Mother shifted her weight,
Letting her gentle warmth,
Embrace her sleeping children equally:
I know you through your beliefs,
And you don't know love,
Because you live the lives,
Of lies, and tricks,
Hate and war.
You think you are right, because,
You assembled fragments of truths;
See here, I have the whole picture.

Summoning her deepest conviction,
Mother spoke from her heart:
Love unites pain and pleasure,
Because pain teaches,
And pleasure rewards;
Pain directs,
And pleasure roots;
If they don't work together,
We are utterly lost.

Mother sang her words,
Like a symphony of beauty:
Love,
Misguided love,
Sows wars,
As easily as it ministers peace,
But hate ignites war because,
We imprison our hate,
Instead of letting it go free,
And replacing hate,
With love.
Hate imprisoned,
Is a monster,
Snarling in the cage,
Luring bystanders,
That it may be set free.

Mother's song was a tempest,
Rattling the trees,
Sweeping the forest floor,
Carrying the clouds,
She sang with purpose:
Love does not waylay death,
Love is death,
Love is the death of hate,
War, and sin,
But it must be true love.

True love? Daughter despaired.

Mother's song quieted,
An eerie echo in the wake,
Of the song's crescendo:
Love is not passion,
Love is peace.

Daughter's eyes showed defiance.

Mother's song settled to soft steps,
Like water drops gleefully,
Jumping from trees:
You don't believe me,
Because you don't know love...

Daughter turned her head,
To look at the setting sun,
Storm clouds of dissent,
Brewing in her mind,
And there she saw it!

The setting of the sun...
The sun allows itself to die,
Assured that it will,
Be born again in morning.
The moon and stars,
Mostly gone during day,
Yet night provides their,
Reigning.
Storms enrage the elements,
And destroy the founded,
But enrich the earth,
And scatter the seeds for new life.
Predators linger, lurk and listen,
Waiting to crawl, catch, ****!
Yet even they must,
Protect and raise their children,
Because there is a time,
For weakness...
For strength...
For death...
For life...

Daughter turned back to mother:
May I shelter my siblings?

Mother smiled:
Now you know...
Love is in the embrace.

Before summer,
Siblings hatched,
Marveling at their sister,
Big, and strong,
In heart and stature.
When they learned to fly,
They flew with her.
When she died,
They laid her to rest,
And mother, too.

If love is not taught,
To willing ears,
It is wasted,
Like water through,
Open hands.

If your wings,
Tire from love,
Know this:
Love rewards,
For love commands peace,
pleasure, pain, hate,
Yes...
Even death.

Love commands.
Dec 2015 · 623
Feverish Desire...
He didn't want one at all.
His parents told him he needed one.
His friends told him he never had one.
"A lover?" he chuckles, "I abolish the siren's call!"

Years pass.
He lives on entertainment and work alone.
One day, he witnesses a theft; he thinks it crass.
A pursuit begins and into the skies, how high he has flown.
He nabs the thief, retrieves the pearl, and to the girl he doth go.
Reclaiming the treasure, her eyes alight, she delights in the victory.
"Thank you!" away she walks, tears from her eyes flow.
He knows not her name, or the nature of the game's history.

Days bass by.
He remembers the smile, the warmth of her heart, the passion.
He packs his things: home, family, work, friends, "Goodbye!"
He tracks her down, "I brought you honor," he's not done,
"Lady, I will bring you love every day, every hour, every moment,
If you but make me feel as you did before!"
Has a man ever before made this promise? She muses of endearment.
"I know not what I did, not that it matters anymore,
For what you have said, in my heart, has opened a door."

That feeling again! What feeling was this?
An agent of bliss? A love carrier's kiss...
He would not abandon her,
Lest things return to what they were.

The first year was quiet, riddled with passion,
Love-making, for each day, there was a limitless ration.
Yet a simmering day, cooking chaos and infamy,
Out of it was born a crook dripping with villainy.
He named himself... "Brute"
He thinks death is loot.
He collects it like a farmer consuming every shoot, every root.

Our hero did sense this, somehow he knew.
"What ails you?" she asks, "Just give me a clue."
"Our love is still strong," he notes, "But arounds us brews a bitter stew."
"What can be done?" she asks, "What must you do?"
"I must survey the lands, back to the place where I flew."
"My pearl, take it, if you die, I will mean nothing."
"Your pearl? For me? Surely not! A lie, you're bluffing."
"Take it my love, and remember me always,
When your heart aches, remember these good days."

He sighs and takes it, kisses her and flies,
There is one he will refuse to permit goodbyes.

Above the land he saw it, but his heart stopped short,
Because of dastardly things seen, horrors to report!
"No..." he moans, "Not on my watch!"
The villain had found his woman, a beauty to botch.

He flew down to their nest,
Clutching the pearl at her behest,
The clouds distorted his view,
Through them he aggressively flew,
But,
Before he could stop the end of this land,
Brute accomplished what he has planned.
"Love is no more! You were too slow to matter,
I'll drop her withered body! Hear her bones clatter..."
The hero sees the deed, but he understood her words,
Now that he has a piece of her, he can move onwards.

"Your villainy is strong, but you have not tempered destruction,
For you will soon meet, the power of my instruction."
Brute raised an eyebrow in amusement,
Is this man a cow? For I shall milk him into entombment!
His deathly gaze steady, the villain prepared his onslaught,
But our hero inhaled the clouds themselves, disturbing nature not,
"Clean up your mess Anthony, and never do this again!"
Hearing the voice of his long dead mother, Anthony, (Brute not),
Did as he was told never approaching another sin.

Our hero knelt beside the remains of his lover,
He let his tears wash her bones, for he loved her like no other.
He took the pearl that she had given him,
Pressed it into her skeletal palm on a whim.
Lo and behold!
Life seized her corpse like a gust of wind.
Embracing each other, true love they uphold.
Through them, again, the human race may begin.

Revolutions are born of feverish desire.
Dec 2015 · 891
Engender Calamity...
We look at the world, why, we must wonder...
Whose nightmare am I living, whose blunder?

He casts off his shackles and buries this,
Yesterday does: the seed of destruction,
Lord of slaves, devourer of bliss.
Canticle of woe; death's pound of mutton.

He consumes it today, with sickle, and,
Calamity the teeth, death the mouth: sand.
Just my idea that any problem that we see today is either, because of something we did yesterday, or because of something we avoided yesterday.

We all know this to be true, but whether as an individual, as communities, nations, or as a species, we engender calamity by refusing to do the things that will solve the issues of yesterday, today, and tomorrow, by refusing to come together and eliminate our iniquities.

It starts on the ground level.

Change yourself = Change the world
Dec 2015 · 283
Indentured Children...
Toe to toe, blow for blow, cheek to cheek, ouch!
Wrestling, meddling, thinking at crouch.
This war must be won with might: tooth and wit.
Yet the weight of it all leads one to sit,

Because to wait for end's call is to chomp,
At eternity's bit; hoping for hope's,
Groping; Loping, running into a romp,
From the pit we know our roads were steep slopes.

"Come closer," the djinn says, "Penny for thought?"
Does man do nothing but submit to gods?
Government? Deity? Family? Frauds...
Three syllable words cage us in a cot.

New day, a new lesson, we say with mirth,
Because we're eternally caught in birth.
We die before we ever see freedom.
God's love letters... read 'em, weep o'er 'em.
I don't often write cynical ones, but when I do, they're infused with a potent bitterness and frustration over my life and what I believe to be the sadistic (sometimes masochistic) comedy that we find ourselves in, or, at the very least, that "I" find myself in.

If hope that this doesn't pull you into my world. Just consider this a window. If you find yourself pulling at and perhaps "pulling out" the proverbial "hairs" of your mind, over this, consider what is occurring in your life, and know that when you read this, this wasn't just a window for you, this was self-reflection in its purest manifestation.

Knowing that, what's important is how you move forward and "not" how you drown in the torrent of your own sorrows.

If you're wondering why I'm even saying all this, then you're fooling yourself if you think this poem had no effect on you.

I'm a frequent passenger in lengthy rumination. I'm always surprised when I realize how something has affected me.
The sense of pride in how we "assume" something hasn't convinced us in its passing works in the same way as a person has repressed memories: they think they don't remember (we think we aren't affected) yet there is a part of that person that acknowledges the memory (we have accepted the idea in our subconscious, ergo, "Mr./Ms. Subconscious, the pack rat").

How do we encounter this part of ourselves?
That's the funny thing about life.
Most of the time, we encounter the issue when the time arises.

Now, this is the time to wonder, "Why mention this at all?"

Well, we are better at confronting an issue when we are prepared.
Problems tend to gain momentum, *******, until they have the strength to knock us down.
If we recognize the issue when it appears, and understand the tree by the seed it grew from, we are better at uprooting it from the source, rather than hacking at the tree, only so that it may grown again.

Have a good day :)
Dec 2015 · 234
Misunderstood...
This sour day tastes to you,
The way the lemons are never blue.
You misunderstand my words in total.
Laugh and disagree? This isn't anecdotal...

— The End —