Am I an astronaut

Lost in my own thoughts

Am I'm one , whom world forgot

I know they   think I'm a crackpot.



All my life sitting in space alone

Tied with those tethers ropes

Talking to the speechless stars

When others enjoying life at the bar .



It's hard to be an astronaut



No day no night , all seems nothing to me

Just the same scenary, always I've to see

Nothing changes in this world

Even you try hard to do



You may think it's ease to be

Astronaut

But I know what is to be me .

No , it's not a jackpot.



Even if I scream so loud

No one is here to hear

Even if I fall down

No one is there to care



Those stars sitting

Millions miles away

May smile at me

But got nothing to say .



Just the sun that always shine

Is with me and a glass of wine.



It's hard to be an astronaut

Drowning in your own thoughts..

For me , my life meant nothing .
Until you came and become my everything..

Yes , I know I won't die in those lanes.
Unless you leave me in vain .

Sometimes stupid more than babies.. Sometimes cleaver more than archimides... Sometimes childish more Than his sisters.
Sometimes my everything becoz of affection

But it all changed..
Now you're gone..
You left me alone..
I'm not dead nor I'm alive.
I'm like a fire in the dark moonlit sky

From miles aparted We are  indeed..
... But hearts are actached toward a dream..
. I'm there everywhere when u feel lone
. I'm yours indeed for a long
For ever .
Even you left me alone.

I'm still alive

Just to fly , above the skies.

Don't wanna trapped in this truth and lies .

This world is chained by chains of hate .

Which can e broken by only hope and faith .

I want to wander under this thunder.

In this world of outlandish.

Cause I'm a solivagant

Trap me in this second.

I wanna live this moment

forever.

This beautiful butterfly

Flying under the sky

Give a hope that i can fly .

This magical angelic rain.

Pures the blood in my veins

I can't live in this world smithereened.

Where memories are congeries.

A bus or a train

Take a tour if this world once again.

Cause I'm a solivagant.

Trap me in this second.

I wanna live this moment .

Forever.

I tried to run away
From all the pain I had
I tried to escape away from all screams
Cause they're making me mad

But they won't let me go
they keep on chasing me
They don't wanna **** me
They keep on torturing me

Sinking in fear
Choking in lies
No place to hide

But I can't bear this more
I've been off the shore
All those things I can't ignore

Wake me up
Pull me up
Tell me it's just a dream
Even it's not
I can't hear those screams more
No more

I looked  around me
I see everyone lefting me
When I was drowning In here,
In this gloomy sea .
Yet
I shouted out for help
But I guess no one hear ,
But when I asked the reason
They say "we don't care "

Everyone left alone ,me.
By making million excuses...
No one left now..
Only Darkness engulfed me..

"No one's here for help "
But when I realised this.
It was to late for me..
Cause I'm  chocked by .
By this sea of gloom.

But what I know is someone with me
That's why I won't loose the hope

To be continued

They never said a word ,
Or might we didn't want to listen
We took their everything
But say " we've done nothing "

When we fight for our freedom ,
It's right
But when they do it ,
it's violence.

The animal ,
They lost everything , even themselves
Some are lost while some are on the verge .

They are not voiceless
They tried to speak
But we'd became numb ,
Cause we don't want to listen .

You said me you'll never leave me
Alone in this world
You said I'll never be
Lost again

After you gone
The world feels so cold
The darkness around
me , had put up a hold
On me

I can't bear this feeling
Anymore
Your presence is all I needed
I can't live if you're missing
From my life

I know you're at heaven
Looking at me
I know you're around
Guiding me
But
I wanna see you one last time
One last endless moment
Cause I can't live if you're missing

I haven't  been to the future



Nor I had seen it,



But had seen the destruction  



Not construction only destruction.



In my nightmares



I'd seen creatures roaming there



In desperation  with no good



No friends, no brotherhood.



Killing each  other and no one's  lover



Only destruction  no construction



What If It  comes here



Haunting in my nightmares.



Only black clouds with the



Thunder aloud.



No river flows no farmer's  ***



But everyone shivers in hope of a good morrow.



Yes it is destruction



Today everything  is a distraction



But the future  is destruction



No bird flying only people dying



No songs are heard only people were murdered.



So, I asked them who had done this and how to stop this?



They said



'we and you can't stop this cause it is destruction '

When I was all lonely
  When everything was dark
You pull me away
And erase all my marks
When I fall from the sky
Trapped in the lies
You pull me out of that hell
And made me feel so well
You're my angel
Keeping me out of all the danger
You're my life's changer
You're my angel
When no one listens to my cries
When I can't get up even after a hundred tries
I had the wings but I can't fly
You came up and Give your hands Pulled me out of the life
.You're with every second
When I thought love is an illusion You flew away from my confusion
when my life is locked in a cell
It's only you who made me well
You're my angel Keeping me out of all the danger You're my life's changer You're my angel
The clock might end No more hour no more second But we'll always be together Away from this world of haters Bonds are not to be broken Life isn't for chocking You made my so well You're my angel Keeping me out of all the danger You're my life's changer You're my angel 👼

My life ,
Is something that I never cared off
Living the boring , in this human hive .
After my every bed off

It is quite possible That
Tommorow
I may be gone
I won't be there in my home
Cause I'm now out of life .....

I may be in the memories
Of some
But I don't want to be remembered
By anyone

Throw me if  I'm in your frames
Throw my songs if I'd ever sung
But when I'm gone.
Keep up headphone and listen a song
But it's your life
Carry on  with a smile .

A dark cold night
Whete the moon don't shine
A perfevid dream crept into my mind
And made my belief confined .

"A long lost World
Where humanity is seized
And blood got hurled .
No rain ever fall down .
Only pain hits the ground
But we never made any sound .

Our lives were ripped off
And breath Were seized.      
Only thing which we can't found
Is LOVE AND PEACE

Every time the rain falls down
Every time the sun gets buried beneath the ground
The memories of lost
Resuscitate the wounds.........

In this lone world they left us alone
Alone in the way to home
Their truancy gives the feeling of desolation
Their presence was not anecdote
But now their life obfuscation...

They're not here but still in mind
Not in the work
But hope, I can still find them
THE LOST...