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"squandered" poems
Each day with so much ceremony begins, with birds, with bells, with whistles from a factory; such white-gold skies our eyes first open on, such brilliant walls that for a moment we wonder "Where is the music coming from, the energy? The day was meant for what ineffable creature we must have missed?" Oh promptly he appears and takes his earthly nature instantly, instantly falls victim of long intrigue, assuming memory and mortal mortal fatigue. More slowly falling into sight and showering into stippled faces, darkening, condensing all his light; in spite of all the dreaming squandered upon him with that look, suffers our uses and abuses, sinks through the drift of bodies, sinks through the drift of vlasses to evening to the beggar in the park who, weary, without lamp or book prepares stupendous studies: the fiery event of every day in endless endless assent.
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Anaphora
...a diary of the falling dominoes chapter invisibly dying from the inside out no one is looking into unseen eyes no one can hear a muted voice fading no one is close enough to be near the deafening thrums echo anxieties’ racing heartbeat within morphing flesh shell , gasping for new breath in a hovering stale silence from a distance the broken mirror ricochets a subdued light ; much closer the reflection reveals someone I once knew by heart now an unrecognizable mask enshrouds a terminal emptiness inconspicuous at a fleeting glance , impossible to discern what storms rage from the inside out ,... unnoticed   an uncontained wildfire smoldering within,  lies in wait for the imminent winds of change to fan the flames into the final eternal silent ashes a poet reaches out demurely offering a candid look into the window of the imperfect human soul there is no poetry met by indifference just gathered unread words scribbled, squandered time dripped slowly on an empty page ; moments turn into days days turned into years invisibly dying from the inside out an unfinished life trickles out like seeping blood evanescing from a bottomless puncture wounding ... penetrating the heart, leaching out the slow death of a poet for poetry is only words unless they touch someone ... befallen to indifference is poetic death by salted paper cuts ... a muting suffocation that hiddenly erodes away, silencing the passion of a musing soul one unread word at a time ... © harlon rivers ... all rights reserved
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Jan 18, 2017
Jan 18, 2017 at 12:16 PM UTC
The Slow Death of a Poet
...a diary of the falling dominoes chapter invisibly dying from the inside out no one is looking into unseen eyes no one can hear a muted voice fading no one is close enough to be near the deafening thrums echo anxieties’ racing heartbeat within morphing flesh shell , gasping for new breath in a hovering stale silence from a distance the broken mirror ricochets a subdued light ; much closer the reflection reveals someone I once knew by heart now an unrecognizable mask enshrouds a terminal emptiness inconspicuous at a fleeting glance , impossible to discern what storms rage from the inside out ,... unnoticed   an uncontained wildfire smoldering within,  lies in wait for the imminent winds of change to fan the flames into the final eternal silent ashes a poet reaches out demurely offering a candid look into the window of the imperfect human soul there is no poetry met by indifference just gathered unread words scribbled, squandered time dripped slowly on an empty page ; moments turn into days days turned into years invisibly dying from the inside out an unfinished life trickles out like seeping blood evanescing from a bottomless puncture wounding ... penetrating the heart, leaching out the slow death of a poet for poetry is only words unless they touch someone ... befallen to indifference is poetic death by salted paper cuts ... a muting suffocation that hiddenly erodes away, silencing the passion of a musing soul one unread word at a time ... © harlon rivers ... all rights reserved
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Time is teasing along with lush earth so pleasing, The minutes of our youth are spent in toiled days And sands are blowing the weld of our sold means, Foundations of dust, the cries unheard, of the aged. And then, as dream, you came from the starry skies Blue and small as the ocean dot, forever fixed— Reigning over the frozen, revolving moon that lies, Dimly wakes in your fabled orbit, my fated ellipse. Now, time tables and splits, renders me to eaves Undone, my squandered youth was but a sad play And I am clocked with wind, the geld of my dreams, Had shiftless hands been more solid than my days.
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Jul 25, 2012
Jul 25, 2012 at 10:54 PM UTC
The Sorrow of Days
The lost days of my life until to-day, What were they, could I see them on the street Lie as they fell? Would they be ears of wheat Sown once for food but trodden into clay? Or golden coins squandered and still to pay? Or drops of blood dabbling the guilty feet? Or such spilt water as in dreams must cheat The throats of men in Hell, who thirst alway? I do not see them here; but after death God knows I know the faces I shall see, Each one a murdered self, with low last breath. ‘I am thyself, — what hast thou done to me?’ ‘And I—and I—thyself,’ (lo! each one saith,) ‘And thou thyself to all eternity!’
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Lost Days
ACROSS the flat and the pastel snow Two people go . . . . 'And do you remember When last we wandered this shore?' . . . 'Ah no! For it is cold-hearted December.' 'Dead, the leaves that like asses's ears hung on the trees When last we wandered and squandered joy here; Now Midas your husband will listen for these Whispers--these tears for joy's bier.' And as they walk, they seem tall pagodas; And all the ropes let down from the cloud Ring the hard cold bell-buds upon the trees--codas Of overtones, ecstasies, grown for love's shroud
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By The Lake
We use video games To make video gains Until the screen goes black And reality attacks We lose all our progress In the deletion process As we level up we devolve Around the TV we revolve The more experience we gain The more moments we lose Our memories forever stained When this is what we choose Our life inside a hard drive Our life becomes a hard lie We revel in being unwise Rage quitting life We enjoy strife And avoid pesky light When we live in the dark With consumerist plights We are all marks Video games balance in a zone Between game and art The frustration starts When art is confused for games And games mistook for art People take things to heart And spitefully spew viper venom If this is where games send them Then why do we play? We have no other way To feel accomplishment In a society that worships competition Video games become the second edition Of a life filled with loss On our pixelated cross We are murdered millions of times Reminiscent of the millions of lies That make us losers in the real world Video games become our shiny pearl The computer displays defeat When our lives aren't complete Because we need someone to beat Not realizing our lives are conquered By frivolous topics we've pondered Our meaningless life squandered And hope comes in the form of new releases While inside our faulty headset is in pieces
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Sep 16, 2017
Sep 16, 2017 at 3:13 AM UTC
Video Games
Symphony of Silence throughout the night Doors and windows latched and locked tight Sleeping softly as dreams ****** Troubled times when morals where subdued We’re shoulder to shoulder with the **** or the *** Look at themn's with the same eyes, not down the barrel of a gun The pasts only purpose now, Make the blind clearly see The mistakes they made with their ****** corrupt legacy It’s quiet in the cities cobbled streets, the birds pick at first light Emerge from their nests, Like our generation glimpses first sight The new formed world from the rubble of this war No emblem or flag can heal wounds this vicious or raw Brick by Brick, The walls of Peace rose to keep in hate There’s no more guerrillas in the street, Only as heads of State The Family divided, A Birds clipped wing This Island, Our home, Shared together or Squandered Alone
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Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 2:40 PM UTC
Troubled
I see your hand waver, now you're faced with a ghost, not the raw, killer features that were nailed to a post. Just an old, dying cowboy, trying hard to play host. There's a chair if you've mercy, and a story...come close. The liquor of youth lights a fire in you, son. Puts that flame in your eyes and the heat in your lungs. I wore that expression, before your thread was spun,   so let me unload, you can shoot when I'm done. Growing sore in my saddle as the nag became lame,   I sold off my shooters, then re-mortgaged my name. But tease out the creases, we're exactly the same; two felons of fortune, wanting someone to blame. See, I never got settled, didn't take me a wife. Sailed a ship in a bottle, on the edge of a knife. I put stock in misfortune and invested in strife, took diminished returns, paid no interest to life. But corralling cattle won't hold them for long, they're born to roam free where they know they belong. Soon the lipstick and whiskey begins to taste wrong, as the backroom piano sighs its monotone song. By a tangerine sunset I scraped off my boots and considered an orchard as it set down its roots. As a buzzing of insects idly nurtured its fruits, I was deafened by silence. My own garden was mute. So I clutched at the earth as I fell to the floor, to ask for forgiveness, as you darkened my door.   Seems redemption's eloped, like a gold digging *****   Just a name on a tombstone, for a few dollars more. Quite an end would be fitting for a fool so innate,   who has squandered his years until the hour is late. Son, unholster your weapon and wipe off the slate, I beg execution, swift vengeance,  But wait... Did I catch my reflection as it fell from your face? Like a hound in a heatwave, too tired to give chase?   Son, the trail that you're riding is easy replaced. You can stand in the sunlight, or come sit in my place.
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 9:54 AM UTC
Legacy
I see your hand waver, now you're faced with a ghost, not the raw, killer features that were nailed to a post. Just an old, dying cowboy, trying hard to play host. There's a chair if you've mercy, and a story...come close. The liquor of youth lights a fire in you, son. Puts that flame in your eyes and the heat in your lungs. I wore that expression, before your thread was spun,   so let me unload, you can shoot when I'm done. Growing sore in my saddle as the nag became lame,   I sold off my shooters, then re-mortgaged my name. But tease out the creases, we're exactly the same; two felons of fortune, wanting someone to blame. See, I never got settled, didn't take me a wife. Sailed a ship in a bottle, on the edge of a knife. I put stock in misfortune and invested in strife, took diminished returns, paid no interest to life. But corralling cattle won't hold them for long, they're born to roam free where they know they belong. Soon the lipstick and whiskey begins to taste wrong, as the backroom piano sighs its monotone song. By a tangerine sunset I scraped off my boots and considered an orchard as it set down its roots. As a buzzing of insects idly nurtured its fruits, I was deafened by silence. My own garden was mute. So I clutched at the earth as I fell to the floor, to ask for forgiveness, as you darkened my door.   Seems redemption's eloped, like a gold digging *****   Just a name on a tombstone, for a few dollars more. Quite an end would be fitting for a fool so innate,   who has squandered his years until the hour is late. Son, unholster your weapon and wipe off the slate, I beg execution, swift vengeance,  But wait... Did I catch my reflection as it fell from your face? Like a hound in a heatwave, too tired to give chase?   Son, the trail that you're riding is easy replaced. You can stand in the sunlight, or come sit in my place.
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Is it my priestly duty to be denied? love—time and all else, at all cost! while he went home alone to watch a movie? Another victim   sacrificed having squandered all my pieces in his game? Trudging home along the river slow, in snow I parse my losses At the outskirts of a homeless camp I pause below a viaduct hauling passion by a leash warming hands avoiding hovel-eyes Flames flicker on our faces receiving absolution over embers of a burning embrace There trace in glowing holocaust of skids in human bleatings and crumblings our smoke rises— pure   obscure Appease with boozy-blur the icy, stinging God of winter stars... G’nights inaudible as blessing Am I derelict enough to be worthy? Fallen far enough? from the porches of prosperity? to escape it all? That wedding white the newborn’s head that numbing denial of decay? Am I depraved enough to make it? to the pages of your tragedy— minus poetry? But the angel said “The poetry’s more!” Than leaving me—beyond you ...in the shambles of my words
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Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 10:16 PM UTC
Holocaust of the Skids
i'm sorry but im going to devour you like toast with butter and jam let go to me lose your self in the exaltation of suffering albeit a difficult pleasure feel me ruin you with every strike and stroke blister tear and pierce a quandary of liberation bleeding take more then whats dished ill turn you into a gushing river of squeals and filthy verse i'm in love with your **** colored almost purple like a wild mouthed poem make it kiss me let it eat my face its more beautiful then an Hawaiian sunset more tender then a baby lamb your sweet lipped ***** a buttery sticky bun its drools liquid diamonds i'm sorry i hit your **** so hard but they bounced and bounced and it drove me near mad so gorgeous bruised and bleeding casaba torrents all hot stings and sweet you stand glorious between beauty and annihilation your mouth swollen from being slapped so hard nose bleed and mucous your eyes enormous wombs like fingers touching me oh baby im sorry your tears imploring pleading and drunk on hair pulling frenzies curse my brutish rampage of *** gone mad turning your body into clouds and red splash ribbons don't be sorry she said with pursed lips your rabid hunger my own i am an abyss of dark desires a savage wraith i want to kiss you like a lecher all ******* and cherries with legs squandered wide a Halloween grotesque with a ponytail are you going to eat me like a communion wafer okay if it will save you am i not a saint of lust "There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends" john15:13 so have your fun at my expense make me your house of horrors greased for the scalding of your whip ill be good please do your worst and ill show you my best promise me pretty please kisses and cries rainbows and ash blistering ecstatic
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Sep 23, 2017
Sep 23, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
I'M SORRY
i'm sorry but im going to devour you like toast with butter and jam let go to me lose your self in the exaltation of suffering albeit a difficult pleasure feel me ruin you with every strike and stroke blister tear and pierce a quandary of liberation bleeding take more then whats dished ill turn you into a gushing river of squeals and filthy verse i'm in love with your **** colored almost purple like a wild mouthed poem make it kiss me let it eat my face its more beautiful then an Hawaiian sunset more tender then a baby lamb your sweet lipped ***** a buttery sticky bun its drools liquid diamonds i'm sorry i hit your **** so hard but they bounced and bounced and it drove me near mad so gorgeous bruised and bleeding casaba torrents all hot stings and sweet you stand glorious between beauty and annihilation your mouth swollen from being slapped so hard nose bleed and mucous your eyes enormous wombs like fingers touching me oh baby im sorry your tears imploring pleading and drunk on hair pulling frenzies curse my brutish rampage of *** gone mad turning your body into clouds and red splash ribbons don't be sorry she said with pursed lips your rabid hunger my own i am an abyss of dark desires a savage wraith i want to kiss you like a lecher all ******* and cherries with legs squandered wide a Halloween grotesque with a ponytail are you going to eat me like a communion wafer okay if it will save you am i not a saint of lust "There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends" john15:13 so have your fun at my expense make me your house of horrors greased for the scalding of your whip ill be good please do your worst and ill show you my best promise me pretty please kisses and cries rainbows and ash blistering ecstatic
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Oh how I earnestly await for thee to awaken from thy slumber. The time that passes is far from squandered. It bestows upon me, favored opportunity to admire thy beauty. Desiring not to be selfish. Alas, I cannot help this. Somehow, some way, I need to emerge from it. Just a glance not even a stare and I am vexed beyond repair. Do I even seek such hellish things? To be repaired, would be an unjust, merciless act.  Knowing what I did not have, now I possess. Who in their proper mind would relinquish such a gift? You would be mad! Without this Monarch, I would be unhinged, unbalanced, lifeless. These are the things I ponder, while I wait patiently your end of slumber. Call me mad, call me insane. For if she is mine and I hers. Devotedly I Remain.
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Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 8:35 AM UTC
Devotedly I Remain
Have you wondered how tomorrow looks When you've lied about today ? Have you squandered opportunities When you've refused to play ? Have you sought the possibilities ? Have you broken through the ruse ? Have you shed your limitations And tried to fill some bigger shoes ? Will you spread your wings to fly Across the chasm in your life ? Have you shared your closest fears With the one you call your wife ? Do you long to break the mold And try to start the day afresh ? Is there courage there to stride out, Have you the will to make it mesh ? Is there a shade of self deception, Is a colour bar installed ? Are there feelings of inadequacy Has your darling not yet called ? Does your flacid nature falter When pinned against the wall ? Have you moments of reluctance To recall it all, at all ? Does it all really matter That your world is locked within, That the things which hold you back Are simply things you revel in ? That the greatest limitations Are the ones you self impose, That the key which locks the door Is locked outside the door you close ? Marshalg reflecting@theBach Mangere Bridge 28 July 2009
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May 21, 2010
May 21, 2010 at 12:25 PM UTC
Limitations
Deathbed Confession “In 1971 a man calling himself Dan Cooper hijacked a plane from Portland to Seattle, demanded parachutes and $200,000 in cash, then jumped into the night with the money, never to be seen again.” — fbi.gov So little seemed to be at stake. The bomb was real; the threat was fake. Neither was difficult to make. And I was in my element, or almost there. Yes, the descent was cold, but warmer as I went, and yes it was coal black and raining, but I had uppers and my training. I’ve spent my whole life not complaining. When I could see the woods I wandered out with the twenties, which I laundered, safety-deposited, and squandered, and with the oddest thing — a name I’d paid for but could never claim, a private riddle, private fame. That’s been the hardest part: denial — remaining of no interest while the Bureau opened up a file on every former paratrooper who in his final morphine stupor discovered he was D.B. Cooper. I’m D.B. Cooper. There, I said it. It’s decent work if you can get it, but it pays cash. There is no credit, or blame, or pity in thin air, and I’ve spent forty winters there. I’ll take whatever you can spare, although I don’t suppose the guy whose last confession is a lie deserves it any less than I. This piece is written by Kansas Poet Laureate Henry McHenry. The rights to the poem are completely his.
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Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 10:44 PM UTC
Deathbed Confession - Eric McHenry
I have used up all my tokens and squandered all my pardons; all that’s left is tarnished pyrite and a jewellery box for two. For I will tear your heart out and feed it to the coyotes; you may be the one for me, but I’m no good for you. As the field runs crimson I’ll proceed to crack your spirit. I know that this is foolish, but love - this is all I know. If the moon would make a bargain on the dust that seals up fractures, I would strip my backbone reaching out to make it so; I would mend each tiny crevice - plant hydrangeas in the darkness, but without a new foundation it is all still frail and makeshift; and each compounding weight is all crushed-guts and shattered-statements. Again we’re set a whirling; we can’t recognize our faces. The strongest tree is only paper and my convoluted nature is just a fallacy I’ve built to house, my fear of what is true. So, we’ll dance until our knees split, you’ll repeat that we’re a unit and as I kick the chair out choke a final, “i love You.” . . .  .  .   .   .    .    .     .     .     .      .      .       .       .        .         .          .           .                 . Amidst staggered breaths my fragile frame converts to dust. Oak entombs the ashen ruins of a long awaited   Us.
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Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 6:43 PM UTC
A Love Letter, if there ever was one.
# *This place. I don't know. so many people / want to block..   their words-- they climb all over me. one's in particular: Heart-expressed words bringing down the healing light of relationship to the parts of me who up until now have known little or no relationship of its kind;       and there is conflict within me  as I fight it..     years the locusts have eaten; and the opportunity of restoration;       often squandered. in vanity. none of that mattered much;                                  until now-- When the unredeemed heart-parts of myself reveal to me their dormancy:    left detached from community  with one another--   an internal community   necessary   to withstand  the brilliant light    and glory   brought down by those here who write as she does.           but she;     through her unfiltered heart-writes     brings down the very magic and beauty and fullness of the     relational dance of the godhead.      And it's raw beauty is ****** slayin me. I so want to block her  for the conflict she creates    in me                       .       but I will  press on and allow her supremely-smithed words-- (words not even written to me) to have their beautiful way, in and through.. the help that has been all around me; (each and every one of us) waiting...                all along    **--as  if they were cleaning my soul,       re-integrating my fragmented, heart-parts.*** #
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Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 8:21 PM UTC
lawyers guns and... oh my sweet.. gentle...... aww, jesuschristallf*ckin-assedmightyy.....
# *This place. I don't know. so many people / want to block..   their words-- they climb all over me. one's in particular: Heart-expressed words bringing down the healing light of relationship to the parts of me who up until now have known little or no relationship of its kind;       and there is conflict within me  as I fight it..     years the locusts have eaten; and the opportunity of restoration;       often squandered. in vanity. none of that mattered much;                                  until now-- When the unredeemed heart-parts of myself reveal to me their dormancy:    left detached from community  with one another--   an internal community   necessary   to withstand  the brilliant light    and glory   brought down by those here who write as she does.           but she;     through her unfiltered heart-writes     brings down the very magic and beauty and fullness of the     relational dance of the godhead.      And it's raw beauty is ****** slayin me. I so want to block her  for the conflict she creates    in me                       .       but I will  press on and allow her supremely-smithed words-- (words not even written to me) to have their beautiful way, in and through.. the help that has been all around me; (each and every one of us) waiting...                all along    **--as  if they were cleaning my soul,       re-integrating my fragmented, heart-parts.*** #
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*the cost of 'a post-strophe fee' is a pouted heart placed in parentheses* (yet still on that ledge:) 1. like the tail of a kite caught on a wire or high branch of a tree waiting to be eased off and breezed out free it hangs upside down seeing 'everything' tipsy-style as its force is slow-drained 2. this apostrophe is the mere tail-end of a dragon (in a pit of exhaustion) dragged in deepest-red ink leaving an inimitable trail with emphasis on sincerest care brackets are just (two curves) which jealously guard all what lies inside while giving so much love in indivisible power-curls 3. better to let nature runs its course of rivers flowing and wild winds while beetles walk on stones yet while trying to make a mark with missives in the sand the waves make sure to wash them all away best then to let know in this now that some things never die (it's enough for veracity to flap its weary wings) 4. flee then this finest core-duel likely there's always..maybe the next now (all the previous were not quite squandered in cold flight but unexpected loss) and no use hiding from one's (own) shadow for kites will take off and fly high in the sun where shadows have no place to hide *futile wondering if it really (has to) spell catastrophe it does not* (it really does not :) S T. Saturday. 27 July 2013
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Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 10:42 AM UTC
(apostrophe's cost)
"io sol uno." -Dante, Purgatorio There I was, the comic-tragic star of my own motion-picture, bold beneath the springtime Italian sun hung high --a heavenly fixture, illuminating the gold-leaf enframed frescoes in kaleidoscopes of colours, baking dry the pigeon droppings upon the flagstones they smothered, where I, in all my self-serving recreation, posed proudly in a costume of my own creation, an operatic villain clad in a billowy blouse of black, the Campanile Tower like a sentinel behind my back, as movie cameras panned and zoomed, paparazzi photographers capturing me and freezing me, in all my wicked, medieval glory, floating and gloating in the dank aroma of the Venetian seas, *"I'm the shining star! --Look at me, look at me!"* -the super-special star I always knew I'd be, a painted parody, a harlequin of displaced passions for all to laugh at and see, before slipping silently into the ornate basilica, dim and dark as night, thanking Mother Mary (for nothing) as I sparked a votive candle's light, not really sure or caring where my life would lead, just as long as the Azure Queen shed Her Grace on me,      me,              me, ...until I fell and fell to the mockery of a home I made in Hell, hard and forever and fast, the only fool left alone in my solo cast, adrift with no direction, ****** and lost, me and my frivolous theatre, squandered an an extravagant cost. _____________ "io sol uno" means, "I, myself, alone." This poem is a true-life story. __________ See the Piazza San Marco, Venice, Italy: http://www.carfree.com/design/pix/sqlg110venice_piazza-san-marco.jpg
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Sep 13, 2010
Sep 13, 2010 at 11:01 AM UTC
Piazza San Marco, Venice, Italy: 2000 a.d.
"io sol uno." -Dante, Purgatorio There I was, the comic-tragic star of my own motion-picture, bold beneath the springtime Italian sun hung high --a heavenly fixture, illuminating the gold-leaf enframed frescoes in kaleidoscopes of colours, baking dry the pigeon droppings upon the flagstones they smothered, where I, in all my self-serving recreation, posed proudly in a costume of my own creation, an operatic villain clad in a billowy blouse of black, the Campanile Tower like a sentinel behind my back, as movie cameras panned and zoomed, paparazzi photographers capturing me and freezing me, in all my wicked, medieval glory, floating and gloating in the dank aroma of the Venetian seas, *"I'm the shining star! --Look at me, look at me!"* -the super-special star I always knew I'd be, a painted parody, a harlequin of displaced passions for all to laugh at and see, before slipping silently into the ornate basilica, dim and dark as night, thanking Mother Mary (for nothing) as I sparked a votive candle's light, not really sure or caring where my life would lead, just as long as the Azure Queen shed Her Grace on me,      me,              me, ...until I fell and fell to the mockery of a home I made in Hell, hard and forever and fast, the only fool left alone in my solo cast, adrift with no direction, ****** and lost, me and my frivolous theatre, squandered an an extravagant cost. _____________ "io sol uno" means, "I, myself, alone." This poem is a true-life story. __________ See the Piazza San Marco, Venice, Italy: http://www.carfree.com/design/pix/sqlg110venice_piazza-san-marco.jpg
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my paris begins with those early days as a conscious flaneur i recall the couple seated opposite me on the metro when i was still innocent of its labyrinthine complexity slim pretty white girl clad head to toe in denim smiling wistfully while her muscular black beau stared through me with fathomless orbs and one of them spoke almost in a whisper qu'est-ce-que t'en pense and it dawned on me yes the young parisienne with the distant desirous eyes was no less male than me dismal movies in the forum des halles being screamed at in pigalle and then howled at again by some kind of madman or vagrant who told me to go to the bois de boulogne to meet what he saw as my destiny menaced by a sinister skinhead for trying on tessa's wide-brimmed hat getting ****** in les halles with sara who'd just seen dillon as rusty james and was walking in a daze sara again with jade at the caveau de la huchette jazz cellar cash squandered on a gold tootbrush two tone shoes from close by to the place d'italie portrait sketched at the place du tertre paperback books by symbolist poets but second hand volumes by trakl and deleve and a leather jacket from the marche aux puces porte de clignancourt losing gary's address scrawled on a page of musset's confession walking the length and breadth of the rue st denis, what an artist's paradise (as juliette once wrote me).
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:23 AM UTC
From the Labyrinthine Metro
These Great Reviver’s wild reforms Now sound like all Hot Air, Narendra Modi’s new India Still bogged down in despair. Shinzo Abe’s revised Japan Still wallows to stagnate And China’s Xi Jinping’s grand scheme Continues to deflate. Collectively they stumble In their plans to stimulate Asia’s great economies….. But have failed to shut the gate On the Shadow Banking industry, Their vague structural reform And the fossilized grey politics Which resemble, now, the norm. Rhetoric is their keynote here Real action’s in decline With their mandate clearly squandered There’s A BIG CRASH DOWN THE LINE! M. Auckland 23 August 2014
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 8:24 PM UTC
All Hot Air in Asia
When you are swept over by sorrow And your night is forlorn When your hours are reigning pain My compassion will be there. When everything is taken And your attachments are all broken And you've squandered your daily bank of seconds My compassion will be there. When rage and retaliation strike home Alienation, isolation sings loud When the thoughts are like a spinning whirling twisted train with the most perverse of engineers And the tracks lead to endless night My compassion will be there. When love has slipped through your fingers again And you're in the deepest hole you've ever known with only a shovel And your fingers can't grip And it can't be fixed without a ladder And there is no ladder anywhere My compassion will be there. Whether you're too young or too old Whether your world is Expanding  or contracting My compassion will be there. Countless life stories Many echoing rooms The human condition played out In infinite permutations When I have nothing else to say And nothing else to give As best I can My compassion will be there.
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Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 1:15 PM UTC
Compassion
Simple pleasures in complex living. Love is squandered of faults unforgiving. Seeking succour in flesh and loving. Run to his arms needing and wanting. Rejected, unloved start at the beginning. Had enough, don't know if I'm coming or going. Desire mounts to be part of the unliving
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Jun 3, 2010
Jun 3, 2010 at 8:23 AM UTC
Rejection
1600 Upon his Saddle sprung a Bird And crossed a thousand Trees Before a Fence without a Fare His Fantasy did please And then he lifted up his Throat And squandered such a Note A Universe that overheard Is stricken by it yet—
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Upon his Saddle sprung a Bird
You and I are going to settle this score Now that you've abandoned your special snowflake campaign And overcome your Stockholm Syndrome A dynasty has been created The snowball's chance begins to take effect The short order cook has taken a tall order A citrus feast for a ship of marauders To prevent scurvy The maitre d' disarmed them at the door And allowed them to infiltrate the dining hall The captain sat and twiddled his thumbs while his crew cut loose The first mate drank fire water and shot it out of his nose The quarter master ordered some fiddlesticks served on door glass The boatswain ordered the insemination of a cow so he could eat the cow and all of its offspring It was his first day eating meat again He remembered his vegan salad days The carpenter and ****** constructed a shrine of after dinner mints And conducted a seance to talk to their old crew mate, Black eyed Ollie He squandered his life searching the sea for a doctor to restore his sight They planned to revive him and allow his spirit to possess one of them And sure enough Black eyed Ollie entered the seaman's body and they took turns controlling the fleshy vessel Black eyed Ollie got every day of the week that ended in "Y" and the seaman got the rest The filching crew of blighters finished their meal and went on their way They left quite a tip "Actions speak louder than words and money talks too Yet talk is cheap But time is money So every burning second counts Then let's freeze time Take action and buy all the talk at whole sale price And sell it at retail price" So pay up man, I told you working here would be interesting
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 4:56 PM UTC
Eat At Joe's
You and I are going to settle this score Now that you've abandoned your special snowflake campaign And overcome your Stockholm Syndrome A dynasty has been created The snowball's chance begins to take effect The short order cook has taken a tall order A citrus feast for a ship of marauders To prevent scurvy The maitre d' disarmed them at the door And allowed them to infiltrate the dining hall The captain sat and twiddled his thumbs while his crew cut loose The first mate drank fire water and shot it out of his nose The quarter master ordered some fiddlesticks served on door glass The boatswain ordered the insemination of a cow so he could eat the cow and all of its offspring It was his first day eating meat again He remembered his vegan salad days The carpenter and ****** constructed a shrine of after dinner mints And conducted a seance to talk to their old crew mate, Black eyed Ollie He squandered his life searching the sea for a doctor to restore his sight They planned to revive him and allow his spirit to possess one of them And sure enough Black eyed Ollie entered the seaman's body and they took turns controlling the fleshy vessel Black eyed Ollie got every day of the week that ended in "Y" and the seaman got the rest The filching crew of blighters finished their meal and went on their way They left quite a tip "Actions speak louder than words and money talks too Yet talk is cheap But time is money So every burning second counts Then let's freeze time Take action and buy all the talk at whole sale price And sell it at retail price" So pay up man, I told you working here would be interesting
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Parsimony Antipathy or Prudent Hostility Locked-up Cuspid Of the One Celled Organism As the Augury tends to its Auspices oddities One Weak Ordeal and your reward will be handsome Ceteris paribus when Ockham’s blade gets dull Get a loan from your Karma or come back as amoebae Hearts won’t be practical until they’re unbreakable. But if you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras. Sometime this week I’ll hang from the gallows Every drip of the tallow brings closer the end But I’ve got this imp secured in this bottle And you can have him for a price less than a penny Yeah, I’ve got a genie who’ll grant all your wishes Just pay for this bottle and your family gets fed But act fast, for soon I **** my last twitches By this time tomorrow I could very well be dead Salivating tadpoles for Hegemony crickets All imprisoned here with this repressionist peasant By a singular stroke into Jove’s black booklet Lucidly errant, who hasn’t been flippant? Clever Arachne, my love, oh thou immodest spider All I ever wanted, she picked a fine time to leave us My days squandered eavesdropping Apocalypse riders But if you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras. Sometime this week I’ll hang from the gallows Every drip of the tallow brings closer the end But I’ve got this imp secured in this bottle And you can have him for a price less than a penny Yeah, I’ve got a genie who’ll grant all your wishes Just pay for this bottle and your family gets fed But act fast, for soon I **** my last twitches By this time tomorrow I could very well be dead
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Jan 2, 2013
Jan 2, 2013 at 11:29 AM UTC
The Unexpected Hanging Paradox
Parsimony Antipathy or Prudent Hostility Locked-up Cuspid Of the One Celled Organism As the Augury tends to its Auspices oddities One Weak Ordeal and your reward will be handsome Ceteris paribus when Ockham’s blade gets dull Get a loan from your Karma or come back as amoebae Hearts won’t be practical until they’re unbreakable. But if you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras. Sometime this week I’ll hang from the gallows Every drip of the tallow brings closer the end But I’ve got this imp secured in this bottle And you can have him for a price less than a penny Yeah, I’ve got a genie who’ll grant all your wishes Just pay for this bottle and your family gets fed But act fast, for soon I **** my last twitches By this time tomorrow I could very well be dead Salivating tadpoles for Hegemony crickets All imprisoned here with this repressionist peasant By a singular stroke into Jove’s black booklet Lucidly errant, who hasn’t been flippant? Clever Arachne, my love, oh thou immodest spider All I ever wanted, she picked a fine time to leave us My days squandered eavesdropping Apocalypse riders But if you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras. Sometime this week I’ll hang from the gallows Every drip of the tallow brings closer the end But I’ve got this imp secured in this bottle And you can have him for a price less than a penny Yeah, I’ve got a genie who’ll grant all your wishes Just pay for this bottle and your family gets fed But act fast, for soon I **** my last twitches By this time tomorrow I could very well be dead
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Seek that you do not fear your Mortality; for it seems rather foolish to fear anything but especially so such an inevitability; fear not Mortality; Mortality is a question and the answer is Life; many fail to respond; they may indeed live but they have no lives; they sacrifice their time to Pantheons external rather than devoting their fleeting time to the one internal; fear not ephemerality; it is an opportunity but like any other, it can be, and often is, overlooked- ignored- misused- squandered. Fear not your Mortality for it is an opportunity to transcend this reality; life is a sacred and holy opportunity; (and these words, from an atheist!) it's up to you to make the most of it.
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Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 4:11 PM UTC
Fear not Ephimerality