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"monsterous" poems
***** feet ***** of them ache they're dry all dried out, moisture to face and digestive tract make little difference but comfort a little sort of; maybe subdue to replenishing skip the pain with a drink fucken, fucken drink fucken dust lingers in the brain, it swirls a cloud of ground envelops the shape of u u become covered u have a layer, salty, and dry and 'organic' (surely bio (though im not sure what is or why are)) full city boy, suburban boy, not particularly gritty boy along side hippies and volunteers all tripppy and unwashed, and un plastic yet forcefully hemped drunk of micro beer and burnt brown and blotchy red and wire-y and dry and matted as if nothing really matters except for principles misguided and randomly enforced feel like a husk; peanut shell insides swallowed by the mouth of the party embodied a monsterous sweaty man tanned and thickly bearded and beered fat dreads fall around and surround u; a forest of hair a circle encroaching of fuzzy pillars in fibres entrapped inside them; feel their lingering time matted hold a wealth of effort to become unkempt; they are bars they are walls and the FACE! ………………………   ………………………………… oh looming down, wafts of armpit vapour cloud; a looming puft that surrounds engorged by the scent as it circles u, the mouth that lowered onto u chews u and spills bits of u chomp chomp protein for vegetarians; u; ur rigour ur vigour ur guts    eaten in a flurry of chomps and slurps and it crunches and it grates like the rocks on the ***** of ur feet it grates u are digested and reused as they would like but for them; for a collective u dived into for fun 2 days to peddle ur wares to progress ( admittedly through some days of regression…) for all humans, and Humans; for fun on monday we will repent for the damages waged on the inside of the body and the outsides too for some gain i guess on this which we settle for always for display for fun
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC
festivals
***** feet ***** of them ache they're dry all dried out, moisture to face and digestive tract make little difference but comfort a little sort of; maybe subdue to replenishing skip the pain with a drink fucken, fucken drink fucken dust lingers in the brain, it swirls a cloud of ground envelops the shape of u u become covered u have a layer, salty, and dry and 'organic' (surely bio (though im not sure what is or why are)) full city boy, suburban boy, not particularly gritty boy along side hippies and volunteers all tripppy and unwashed, and un plastic yet forcefully hemped drunk of micro beer and burnt brown and blotchy red and wire-y and dry and matted as if nothing really matters except for principles misguided and randomly enforced feel like a husk; peanut shell insides swallowed by the mouth of the party embodied a monsterous sweaty man tanned and thickly bearded and beered fat dreads fall around and surround u; a forest of hair a circle encroaching of fuzzy pillars in fibres entrapped inside them; feel their lingering time matted hold a wealth of effort to become unkempt; they are bars they are walls and the FACE! ………………………   ………………………………… oh looming down, wafts of armpit vapour cloud; a looming puft that surrounds engorged by the scent as it circles u, the mouth that lowered onto u chews u and spills bits of u chomp chomp protein for vegetarians; u; ur rigour ur vigour ur guts    eaten in a flurry of chomps and slurps and it crunches and it grates like the rocks on the ***** of ur feet it grates u are digested and reused as they would like but for them; for a collective u dived into for fun 2 days to peddle ur wares to progress ( admittedly through some days of regression…) for all humans, and Humans; for fun on monday we will repent for the damages waged on the inside of the body and the outsides too for some gain i guess on this which we settle for always for display for fun
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If nice guys finish last, then call me an ******* Im done being the nice guy, im done playing that role. Because society doesnt care if you can save the human race. All they seem to care about is stuffing their own face. With fast food, and expensive gifts, with cool gadgets and lavish trips. This world is selfish and does not care for you, so you might as well loose the nice guy attitude. Your friends may say they like your nice guy ways. But lets be honest, love and affection cant get you recognition and fame. Life is cold, life is bleak. Like having no paddles going up a muddy creak. Love is blind, so you will never find, that special someone, that someone to call mine. So why be nice, when no one cares. Why be nice, when life isnt fair. Why be nice, when no one sees you. Why be nice, when no one cares what you do. So call me and ******* call me a **** call me a huge, monsterous ***** But dont call me the nice guy, you'll only make me sick. So here's some advice, if you want to get ahead in life. Forget about fairytale endings, forget about the lavish white weddings, forget about being nice and allways doing right. Cuz life ***** and blows, like a five dollar ***** So get use to those sores, cuz thats what lifes for. ******** you from behind, when you've been nothing but kind. Giving someone your heart, and getting nothing from start. Working your *** off for that spot, only to loose what you got. So **** it all, and **** my life. Get use to these phrases and get use your strifes. And get use to never being right. Cuz when life kicks in, you've already lost the fight!
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Feb 19, 2012
Feb 19, 2012 at 10:51 PM UTC
Call me an *** (03/31/09)
If nice guys finish last, then call me an ******* Im done being the nice guy, im done playing that role. Because society doesnt care if you can save the human race. All they seem to care about is stuffing their own face. With fast food, and expensive gifts, with cool gadgets and lavish trips. This world is selfish and does not care for you, so you might as well loose the nice guy attitude. Your friends may say they like your nice guy ways. But lets be honest, love and affection cant get you recognition and fame. Life is cold, life is bleak. Like having no paddles going up a muddy creak. Love is blind, so you will never find, that special someone, that someone to call mine. So why be nice, when no one cares. Why be nice, when life isnt fair. Why be nice, when no one sees you. Why be nice, when no one cares what you do. So call me and ******* call me a **** call me a huge, monsterous ***** But dont call me the nice guy, you'll only make me sick. So here's some advice, if you want to get ahead in life. Forget about fairytale endings, forget about the lavish white weddings, forget about being nice and allways doing right. Cuz life ***** and blows, like a five dollar ***** So get use to those sores, cuz thats what lifes for. ******** you from behind, when you've been nothing but kind. Giving someone your heart, and getting nothing from start. Working your *** off for that spot, only to loose what you got. So **** it all, and **** my life. Get use to these phrases and get use your strifes. And get use to never being right. Cuz when life kicks in, you've already lost the fight!
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I Sleep ; I Slip In Doze, I Seep out into the Scenes ; In Potions Deep In Notions Cold and Preasuring I Fit and Knit my Crown I Coral I Knot and Concrete a Frown But though I Invite my Efforts My Thoughting is Leaks and Tearing * Over Whale but Underwater I Recover Nothing Reassuring Slowing to a Pale In Ocean Cold My Feedings are Slurring to a Drown My Motions ; Enwombed and Collected An Unfoetal, my Body Undertakes a Vulnerable Mould Above The Surface The Ship Blinks, on Fire And Gifts from the Broken Hold Sink to me It's all a Wink Directed at me A Humour But I am become Prepared Still For the Next Life I Discard, Decending Still A Treat Sunk Below A Monsterous Breakfast                                                  *note : as in, secreting saline, watery fluid
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 10:19 PM UTC
SlumberBrine [or The Whale]
"Are you okay?"                            I'm always hurt,                           Always in pain,                           Every inch of my being                           writhing.                           And if you could fathom the                          chaos in my head,                          So monsterous that I pray you                         never come to understand it.                         Every moment of every day my soul cries, And if you looked into my eyes you'd see it all... Everything I hide behind a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine."
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Aug 24, 2019
Aug 24, 2019 at 8:21 AM UTC
I'm Fine
I see the way she looks at me, Her words and her body language are contradictory, She smiles but behind it is everything she thinks me ignorant of, All her hate and no love, She wishes to take from me, Show me she can have what I want, She wishes to break me, And show me she can what I can't, Her compliments are to miss-make me, And her insults are in jest, Her eyes scream I hate thee, And her smile whispers I'll you best. My mind whispers hate her, But my heart whispers don't care, One day karma will take her, So don't act on what’ll make it fair, She likes to push me, Claw at my surface, She wants to drag me, It is when I stand tall she grows nervous, Even if I break, I will put the pieces back together, I am what she fakes, I will brush her actions off with a “Whatever.” She is what she is, But I am who I am, I’ll greet her with calmness, And not fall for her sham, She can take who she wants, They where of no worth if they walked away, Truth is she my friends’ shunt, Because they're the ones who will stay, She's a waste of breath, A waste of time and hate, She's a waste of my depth, A waste of mine and fate, She is what she is, But I am who I am, She can’t beat me with this, Because what she can’t I can.
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Dec 3, 2012
Dec 3, 2012 at 1:08 PM UTC
Her Monsterous Hate
Dont ******* love me because i will destroy you. I willl push you away I will curse you I will slay you I will slit your throat Dont you dare ******* love me, you will regret it. You will wish you didnt try play fire with me. But then again you could love me, i am not your master. Love me, try me. You will wish you were the one who died in some brutal ****** You will want to set yourself on fire and then **** it with paraffin. [ find the sense in that. e x a c t l y ] Now im telling you that i warned you. You have every right in your nature not to obey. But i dont want you to suffer. So monsterous. And you'd be surprised that im about to mention how much i actually want you to LOVE ME
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Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 7:57 AM UTC
Don't love me
By this time 2019 the onslaught had begun.. devastating attack on mankind not carried out by guns.. just a virus, tiny yet deadly ravaging the world.. not an equal monster in decades, Covid-19 it was called. mysteriously crept into our world, inexplicable origin.. lurking around rails, trails and air just to gain entry.. wrecking down all systems immune, nervous and circulatory.. sniffles life out of victims at the early stages, men was scary. left us so terrified  in our towns and in our cities.. grounded and brought to a halt economic activities.. built up a partition of no solid material.. amongst us all, rich, poor and even the influential. Once crowded streets in its wake were lonely and desserted.. nice playground activities and symposiums neglected.. for the dread of the global monsterous virus.. oh! no! never again we hope we beat the virus. It took from us loved ones both promising and elderly.. frightening mode of operation, collapsing the lungs steadily.. trailing wails world all over from the healthcare facilities.. universal pandemonium, we were overwhelmed seemingly. Emotionally traumatising was the unpleasant experience.. of watching its victims gasping in the midst of abundance.. I cried like many many others seeing a menace to existence.. and all we did was pray for return of peaceful ambience. till date still place a limit on human interactions.. medical practitioners working their ***** off.. to get a cure for it although now there's vaccination.. was an era in human history, covid-19 what a distraction!
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Jan 13, 2022
Jan 13, 2022 at 10:39 AM UTC
Covid-19
By this time 2019 the onslaught had begun.. devastating attack on mankind not carried out by guns.. just a virus, tiny yet deadly ravaging the world.. not an equal monster in decades, Covid-19 it was called. mysteriously crept into our world, inexplicable origin.. lurking around rails, trails and air just to gain entry.. wrecking down all systems immune, nervous and circulatory.. sniffles life out of victims at the early stages, men was scary. left us so terrified  in our towns and in our cities.. grounded and brought to a halt economic activities.. built up a partition of no solid material.. amongst us all, rich, poor and even the influential. Once crowded streets in its wake were lonely and desserted.. nice playground activities and symposiums neglected.. for the dread of the global monsterous virus.. oh! no! never again we hope we beat the virus. It took from us loved ones both promising and elderly.. frightening mode of operation, collapsing the lungs steadily.. trailing wails world all over from the healthcare facilities.. universal pandemonium, we were overwhelmed seemingly. Emotionally traumatising was the unpleasant experience.. of watching its victims gasping in the midst of abundance.. I cried like many many others seeing a menace to existence.. and all we did was pray for return of peaceful ambience. till date still place a limit on human interactions.. medical practitioners working their ***** off.. to get a cure for it although now there's vaccination.. was an era in human history, covid-19 what a distraction!
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I arrive, weary, weak, wonderous Daily work of a woman, it seems It's not over, never over... She sits in her spot, beneath the shine of the evening sun. A deep inhale, soft expulsion of my sanity. I smile into her glare, a calm resolute To the coming war. Her eyes like daggers enflaming every flaw. Of those things entombed within, That bite, scratch, and gnaw. And oh how my skin does crawl! Oh how I yearn for the day to dance upon her in celebration of a life well lived... Well over. I love her, in all her 90 ways I love her much more on her better days Yet my heart can be fooled When her monsterous drool Exudes from her voice As nails on a chalkboard Giving me no choice Her songs of songbirds Vultures to my fate You see, sweet little flower lady Seems tame, makes me to blame A crazed woman, who only has me to suffer the sins that she has carried.
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Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 5:29 PM UTC
90 Ways
Swiftly so much to sweep Helsing so deep the love hard to keep Her words were off balance Poem stanza Mama Mia all formed Like a ballerina 575 Japanese Haiku Designer Pucci Sochi releasing so piercing garden jailed away I begged I needed to feel guided Maid hard-love of slavery to the requiem the chariot of horses Jumped like eyes of the demon She pleaded with what corruption Planes fired with struggling Hearts became stronger The taste was the different side wicked fun animation The men were changed cruel love aviation Needing the right ammunition Prince Zar became 666 Stalin Leadership of blackmail Lips got sealed with more love friction Make your poems roll in The Trump Tower polls in Holy Gods Italian Collisuem Every hour Poem maid         Requiem The maid she had his words Less communication so ***** what transcends Your life depends? "Delicious" Monsterous" Only words "Devious" maid Beauty and the beast to digest Destiny short poems of ecstasy Oh! My She-locked No heart or morals all locked He wanted to steal her poems Being conned into the heist Higher walk with the rest Poem Requiem palace Hannibal Rising test Watching her movements in her lipping She was home "Cruella" sweeping Willow tree weeping new maid Priscilla The Reign suffering minds of madness Being ruled sweeping tears to clean up Such wicked dirt Damon the ***** work knowing to shut up what a **** Feeling moved around "UHual" Choked upon on my I-pad appalled The masquerading social media mind of Jekyll and Hyde poems Her getaway poems not to be fooled Terraced thousands of poems died All betrayed upon with more deep lies Important words to keep them alive Saturday night poems stay alive Stakeout Apps Presidency Like a heart snack breakout This was far from democracy The "Quickie Requiem" for a poem tricked over taken away My best dream Gripping love slightly in between Doctor words to heal the King his beeper the right timing Save the poem not the Queen
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Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 8:31 AM UTC
Maid Poem Requiem
Swiftly so much to sweep Helsing so deep the love hard to keep Her words were off balance Poem stanza Mama Mia all formed Like a ballerina 575 Japanese Haiku Designer Pucci Sochi releasing so piercing garden jailed away I begged I needed to feel guided Maid hard-love of slavery to the requiem the chariot of horses Jumped like eyes of the demon She pleaded with what corruption Planes fired with struggling Hearts became stronger The taste was the different side wicked fun animation The men were changed cruel love aviation Needing the right ammunition Prince Zar became 666 Stalin Leadership of blackmail Lips got sealed with more love friction Make your poems roll in The Trump Tower polls in Holy Gods Italian Collisuem Every hour Poem maid         Requiem The maid she had his words Less communication so ***** what transcends Your life depends? "Delicious" Monsterous" Only words "Devious" maid Beauty and the beast to digest Destiny short poems of ecstasy Oh! My She-locked No heart or morals all locked He wanted to steal her poems Being conned into the heist Higher walk with the rest Poem Requiem palace Hannibal Rising test Watching her movements in her lipping She was home "Cruella" sweeping Willow tree weeping new maid Priscilla The Reign suffering minds of madness Being ruled sweeping tears to clean up Such wicked dirt Damon the ***** work knowing to shut up what a **** Feeling moved around "UHual" Choked upon on my I-pad appalled The masquerading social media mind of Jekyll and Hyde poems Her getaway poems not to be fooled Terraced thousands of poems died All betrayed upon with more deep lies Important words to keep them alive Saturday night poems stay alive Stakeout Apps Presidency Like a heart snack breakout This was far from democracy The "Quickie Requiem" for a poem tricked over taken away My best dream Gripping love slightly in between Doctor words to heal the King his beeper the right timing Save the poem not the Queen
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I'm grateful today to be able to say that I know I have a future, begging me to stay. Because otherwise I would having nothing preventing me from acting on my desire to die... Today I want to live because in the morning the sun will rise in the eastern sky, and rise high lighting up the darkness in life or something. I want to live to watch it set one more time to watch the night come alive as my monsters become less silent... and only then, do I want to die. But I don't jump trying to fly Because I know that I can't, because I know that the sun will rise. at least one more time. And I know that some day It's going to rise so high that it consumes everything in sight. I know that some day it won't set again. Some day, I can say goodbye to the night sky and my monsterous mind. So I'll just hold on tight.
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Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
Goodbye.. Sometime.
You take and you take and you take and you take- feeding off of me like a parasite, but I will not give, no- I will not fall through the vows I made to you. I swore and I swear and I will always remember that... Beautiful day under the summer sun when we were sitting underneath our favorite oak tree, and that smile you gave to me- leaving me breathless. But, oh-the drowning had not yet started. And once we started sinking, we really started sinking. We dropped and we dropped and we never had a chance- our bouyancy was lost at sea; eaten by a  monsterous shark. But I swore and I swear and I will always remember that... Graceful night under the gorgeous church lights, with you in a beautiful dress teeming with perfection- the mirror image of all my inspirations. I love you. I love you too. I do. But, oh! Oh... How the pain rifts through, sinking like a weight deep into our veins... Oh, the pain. How it can just swim into your heart, and grasp you like a vulture on the hunt. My soul is screaming, and being ripped apart. But, oh God, how I swore and I swear and I will always remember that... Night you decided our love wasn't enough, that I was nothing but fodder for your rage. And how I fed you. You gnash and you break- tearing at my heart like a lion contained. How you managed to persuade me to lend you my heart; I may never know. But like a siren calling out, my body runs to you- My heart does too, just unwillingly, and wantingly, as if my heart was possessed- controlled by a force far away. I sit here and I wait as time passes by. I don't know where to go from here. As my legs are laying in red, they feel as two crosses laying infront of me. Heavy; unmoving. I wish I could sleep with you, but how can I ever sleep without wishing you goodnight? You left so fast, but yet- I am relieved.
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Feb 9, 2011
Feb 9, 2011 at 3:50 PM UTC
Summer by the oak tree.
You take and you take and you take and you take- feeding off of me like a parasite, but I will not give, no- I will not fall through the vows I made to you. I swore and I swear and I will always remember that... Beautiful day under the summer sun when we were sitting underneath our favorite oak tree, and that smile you gave to me- leaving me breathless. But, oh-the drowning had not yet started. And once we started sinking, we really started sinking. We dropped and we dropped and we never had a chance- our bouyancy was lost at sea; eaten by a  monsterous shark. But I swore and I swear and I will always remember that... Graceful night under the gorgeous church lights, with you in a beautiful dress teeming with perfection- the mirror image of all my inspirations. I love you. I love you too. I do. But, oh! Oh... How the pain rifts through, sinking like a weight deep into our veins... Oh, the pain. How it can just swim into your heart, and grasp you like a vulture on the hunt. My soul is screaming, and being ripped apart. But, oh God, how I swore and I swear and I will always remember that... Night you decided our love wasn't enough, that I was nothing but fodder for your rage. And how I fed you. You gnash and you break- tearing at my heart like a lion contained. How you managed to persuade me to lend you my heart; I may never know. But like a siren calling out, my body runs to you- My heart does too, just unwillingly, and wantingly, as if my heart was possessed- controlled by a force far away. I sit here and I wait as time passes by. I don't know where to go from here. As my legs are laying in red, they feel as two crosses laying infront of me. Heavy; unmoving. I wish I could sleep with you, but how can I ever sleep without wishing you goodnight? You left so fast, but yet- I am relieved.
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Hand grips the neck Hot tongue Trails along the jaw Nose inhales that scent She shivers Repulsed Talons tear sweet flesh Deep tears streaks of blood Screams heard Hideous Cackles follow Insanity at best Death scent permeates the air Monsterous legs forcing Thighs squeeze tight in refusal Tongue licks the ****** Biting The peak almost off Blood squirts into His mouth Fingernails scrape the **** pinching it until she writhes Parting legs The mangled pointed phallus Pushed into her sweet innocence Pulling back out Flesh rents from the movement Bathing His shaft in warm liquid Hissing as His need becomes great Screams as pleasure explodes within Not realizing she is battered Bloodied and dying His thrusts in and out More brutal, ****** His energy grows ******* the ****** off Chewing on mangled flesh Heart black as night Mind cracked an abyss Roars as the lifeforce ebbs Insane screams explode through the night Taking all of her Not caring that she will die Coated in blood Woman defiled, Suddenly He demon spurts Burning torn flesh Like acid The smell invigorates Him His mind lost Spewing forth He eats Gobbling up every bit of life He picks up the spent body Seeing her dying Azure eyes look into His Begging for death He tosses her to lay Among the countless others Taken,used,discarded A theme so familiar Perhaps monstrous Same effect is achieved Defiled,ashamed, bloodied Bruised, used,and maimed Lies revealed finally by truth Finally eyes look forward lifeless suffering no more I wonder if she didn't get the easy way out I think they all did
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May 24, 2010
May 24, 2010 at 5:19 PM UTC
Monsterous Use
Hand grips the neck Hot tongue Trails along the jaw Nose inhales that scent She shivers Repulsed Talons tear sweet flesh Deep tears streaks of blood Screams heard Hideous Cackles follow Insanity at best Death scent permeates the air Monsterous legs forcing Thighs squeeze tight in refusal Tongue licks the ****** Biting The peak almost off Blood squirts into His mouth Fingernails scrape the **** pinching it until she writhes Parting legs The mangled pointed phallus Pushed into her sweet innocence Pulling back out Flesh rents from the movement Bathing His shaft in warm liquid Hissing as His need becomes great Screams as pleasure explodes within Not realizing she is battered Bloodied and dying His thrusts in and out More brutal, ****** His energy grows ******* the ****** off Chewing on mangled flesh Heart black as night Mind cracked an abyss Roars as the lifeforce ebbs Insane screams explode through the night Taking all of her Not caring that she will die Coated in blood Woman defiled, Suddenly He demon spurts Burning torn flesh Like acid The smell invigorates Him His mind lost Spewing forth He eats Gobbling up every bit of life He picks up the spent body Seeing her dying Azure eyes look into His Begging for death He tosses her to lay Among the countless others Taken,used,discarded A theme so familiar Perhaps monstrous Same effect is achieved Defiled,ashamed, bloodied Bruised, used,and maimed Lies revealed finally by truth Finally eyes look forward lifeless suffering no more I wonder if she didn't get the easy way out I think they all did
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I SAW THE PAINTINGS OF A GREAT BEAST AND I THOUGHT NOTHING OF IT- THEY MUST HAVE BEEN MAKING YOU OUT TO BE A MONSTER THAT YOU SIMPLY AREN'T, RIGHT? ALAS, WITH A CLEAR HEAD I SEE THAT THE PAINTINGS WERE THE ONLY TRUE REFLECTION OF YOU THAT YOU EVER SHOWED ME BEFORE THIS MOMENT I'M ON THE OTHER SIDE OF YOU NOW AND MY ONCE BLIND EYES SEE YOU FOR WHAT YOU TRULY WERE ALL ALONG A MONSTEROUS BEAST THAT I ONCE CALLED 'FRIEND' STANDS BEFORE ME
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Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 8:31 PM UTC
IN THE EYES OF A FOOLHARDY CHILD A LION WILL LOOK LIKE A KITTEN
Three years ago today, you asked me to be your girl. To take your hand and disappear to a far away land. For a year I felt mad love for you. The second year had its ups and downs. Then there were the real downs. You cheated on me. My fairy-tale turned into a nightmare. My prince charming into a monsterous demon. and now, on this day, I'm reminded of all the time I put into this. Every inch of my love went to you over two years just to be cheated on while working towards the third. I thought our love could get through everything, I'm scared it's not strong enough for this. Because it's only love coming from one of us now, my heart is cold. Love is not beating through my veins. Sadly, March 28th is now just a normal day for me.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 1:40 AM UTC
Three Years Today
The toxic fills me and I ravish in the moment, I watch as the blood slowly stops, Lessening with each passing moment, I take one long sigh of relief but something is awry, Tears well up in my eyes as I watch my arms, The blood a beautiful crimson red still seeping out of me, What have I done but add another scar, I just added another reminder to all of my exsisting pain, We all have our reasons and mine are hidden. I refuse to let out the monsterous stories that created me, I tried so hard to lock up the devil in me it's already free, Constant fear of being caught washes through my mind, Still who would see and who would bother to care, My demise is inevitable, It's all dependent on time And soon enough my time will come, My Time Of Death.
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Jan 12, 2012
Jan 12, 2012 at 2:49 PM UTC
My Time Of Death
As the full moon uncovers, I rise from my slumber. The dark sky portrays... I have awaken within The dead has risen. The witches hour hits it's peak. Goths come alive and demons stalk the empty streets. Ghosts wonder the dark valleys and haunt the ones that cannot see. Possess The dark has no rest. Hell opens up, the fire begins to leak. Cracked open roads and monsterous screams... The souls that cannot speak, search for bodies, as its life that they seek. Haunting you, pulling you, holding you down The dead come alive... Celebrate the tribe Friday the 13th, a traditional day for the dark, dead and lonely. Haunt the alive in their misery, and take the souls as they escape. Creep... Dark nights and twisted minds Who knows what the dead will find
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Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 10:15 AM UTC
Friday the 13th tradition
He calls me beauty Himself the beast But why do I feel so monsterous For my betrayal was only Experimentation Yet knowing He'd never forgive give me No such motive to stop And I feel I've gone too Far Despite how meaningless The encounters Still these Horrible things Must not be revealed For even though he loves me This is unforgivable And in an instant To soul mates can be torn apart forever A future can come crashing down And the truth may even end two lives So I bare the agony of the truth Alone I cannot destroy this I will not let him know This unto my grave I shall take For the good of myself For and my future spouse and even for the child we hope to create No matter how beautiful he claims I am I know I am a monster Who hasn't experienced much attention and seems to have some But has no ability to turn it away Even if I have everything I will ever need.
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Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 9:49 PM UTC
The Real Beast Is Me My Beauty
Ill save you for when I get back Monsterous potential for now I lack But maybe just a little scratch Of this bug bite so I can relax No, it only makes it worse A hot spoon on my skin could take the curse Or maybe if I rid the flesh as well as sin Give it up for the mess I'm in Like God, I give and take To myself, this creative stake But block these things that must align So I can stay within the lines
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May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 3:46 PM UTC
Color In The Lines
Once viewed as Monsterous In my own eyes I couldn't see the things That made me gorgeous In another's eyes I would forever be Always seen as very pretty But to me it seemed I could never be Anything more than hideous. I hated myself My body and soul I hate my body I felt like a troll I hated my smile My teeth never perfectly white I hated my hair Never seemed right. I hated my stomach Gorged and big I hated the hair That covered my skin Through the eyes of another I took a second look They begged me to see What was Necessary. How my eyes shined Without cause How even though my smile wasn't perfect It broke no beauty laws. How the fat that encompassed me Was not hideous in the slightest I found I was not ugly Not fat Beautiful. In every way humanly possible. And I am proud of the way I look Inside and out I am alive And that's all that counts.
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 7:19 AM UTC
I Love Me
When I was younger, my mother used to ask me, “what do you know?” Knowing that it was in a joking manner rather to discourage me, I would simply reply with my palms facing the sky, “I don’t know.” At 25 years old, if nothing else, I know this... It’s that feeling when you’re about to ride your first rollercoaster- scared shitless & excited at the same time. It’s constant indecisiveness... usually over what to eat. It’s that tug on the arm you get when you get up from bed, as if vines from the comforter spat out out of fear of missing your presence. It’s stepping on your shoelace and landing on your face simply because she walked by in that leopard print dress, looked at herself from every angle in the mirror, & had the audacity to ask, “No?” Yet, all you could think is, “Oh, yes.” At times, it’s a moment of silence while two souls dance in an electric space. It’s having the patience to learn their love language so that you may speak it back to their soul more fluently. It’s a forever gift & everything alike. & I know every couple has their own version, so here’s what mine is like: MY love is a monsterous game of “who loves who more” & we’re both clawing for that gold medal MY love is distant, yet close. Lonely & cold in bed yet warm in heart knowing that I get at least wake up to an angel telling me to “win my day.” MY love is drenching everything in my room with the cologne she bought me so that it may somehow seep into my pores so I could be a walking memory. MY love is 5,291 unbearable miles across the Pacific. Try $2,546.03 worth of 2 trips of a grand total of 64 days spent together out of nearly 2 years of being in a relationship. MY love is getting a little under 3 hours a day of FACETIME & each second, yearning for more face to face time. It’s saying, ***** a text.” I’ll write a letter expressing how at times when I’m spiraling downwards, the song of her voice on repeat makes it all better. MY love is snatching my voice box from my throat, smashing it into ink, writing an “I love you” message, stuffing it into a bottle, & tossing it out to sea so it’ll one day wash up on her shores... Then she’ll read it and cherish that voicemail for the rest of her days. And so... now I’m prepared to answer my mother’s question... What do I know? I know LOVE & at times it shares the same address as PAIN... I think it’s time to sit them both down & have a little talk. - a.r.Camm
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Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 1:08 PM UTC
"What I Know"
When I was younger, my mother used to ask me, “what do you know?” Knowing that it was in a joking manner rather to discourage me, I would simply reply with my palms facing the sky, “I don’t know.” At 25 years old, if nothing else, I know this... It’s that feeling when you’re about to ride your first rollercoaster- scared shitless & excited at the same time. It’s constant indecisiveness... usually over what to eat. It’s that tug on the arm you get when you get up from bed, as if vines from the comforter spat out out of fear of missing your presence. It’s stepping on your shoelace and landing on your face simply because she walked by in that leopard print dress, looked at herself from every angle in the mirror, & had the audacity to ask, “No?” Yet, all you could think is, “Oh, yes.” At times, it’s a moment of silence while two souls dance in an electric space. It’s having the patience to learn their love language so that you may speak it back to their soul more fluently. It’s a forever gift & everything alike. & I know every couple has their own version, so here’s what mine is like: MY love is a monsterous game of “who loves who more” & we’re both clawing for that gold medal MY love is distant, yet close. Lonely & cold in bed yet warm in heart knowing that I get at least wake up to an angel telling me to “win my day.” MY love is drenching everything in my room with the cologne she bought me so that it may somehow seep into my pores so I could be a walking memory. MY love is 5,291 unbearable miles across the Pacific. Try $2,546.03 worth of 2 trips of a grand total of 64 days spent together out of nearly 2 years of being in a relationship. MY love is getting a little under 3 hours a day of FACETIME & each second, yearning for more face to face time. It’s saying, ***** a text.” I’ll write a letter expressing how at times when I’m spiraling downwards, the song of her voice on repeat makes it all better. MY love is snatching my voice box from my throat, smashing it into ink, writing an “I love you” message, stuffing it into a bottle, & tossing it out to sea so it’ll one day wash up on her shores... Then she’ll read it and cherish that voicemail for the rest of her days. And so... now I’m prepared to answer my mother’s question... What do I know? I know LOVE & at times it shares the same address as PAIN... I think it’s time to sit them both down & have a little talk. - a.r.Camm
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i am flesh clinged to bones forced to follow the script just like the rest yet my rebellious demons start fighting against this innocent disguise they shred it at every edge struggling to escape, they now appear as the frightening dark creatures theyve always been in there now that i am stripped down to my naked soul you shall see the monsterous masterpiece i chose to not reveal
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Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 12:44 AM UTC
Untitled
A green angry bottle of **** Nasty ogre of endless remiss In oozing incountenance Hammers in breathy credence Defy we they Her that say so And he that cowers in every show In so much greater they number The mess of my horrid old lumber Most definitely Me It's all that they See Despite from this efforts Being nice and Laid comforts An exhaustive dumb repetoire Of convulsive nice quagmire It is never enough Just an affliction of being Damaging Careening A car on the ice Another monsterous device In each day fro And so it must end There's no way to stop never to mend.
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Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 9:58 AM UTC
Today's Note
Love took my life, It made me this weak nothing, Trust left a broken heart, I have become the darkness, Light has been killed, His dark aura ****** everything out of me, Apologies did no good, Memories launched into never ending action, Something whole is now incomplete, Something human became monsterous
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Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 7:56 AM UTC
Hidden Reflection
She's like thoughts exhaled through the mouth, Within her breath exhalts the power of life and death; That she can heal and also hurt is a fact no doubt, And once spoken she forever exist and never will fret; As life and spirit even in realms beyond this earth. Thus, bridle your tongue lest she spits out fire, Too monsterous to quench over your convicted soul; Instead before you speak think twice and aspire, That all your words be seasoned with salt as a whole; To bless and never to curse should be your goal.
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 11:13 AM UTC
What's in Word
Let me go before I die, All I can do is hurt and cry. I am so tired of all this pain, You make me go insane. I think I wont miss you, Yet I know I will too. I know I love you And want you... And it is time to move on, I will be so long gone. The tears will not stop flowing til I am free Free with him to be... Can you see it hurts me Hurts with you, I cant be. I scream so silently Holding back violently Passionate thoughts. Love is all I have sought. Is it here with you? Or did we lose that too? I give up everything for you I do all you ask me to do... Each time it rips apart A small peice of my beating heart. I am no longer human Something not quite demon, Monsterous inside Its dark and it does hide. It seeks ultimate release Or my pain will not cease. I take all this to keep you From hurting too. And now I see, The one to end all pain wont be me. I hurt you, him, or me. And I have two lil ones that see And feel my pain. Will it all be in vain? I beg it to all end, To the blackness please send. If the demon I hold Gets too bold It will wreak havoc on everything, A sight to behold among other things. The blood will flow, His starvation will only grow. I keep him at bay, With all I have each day... And now my will has worn thin, Will this be the end? Let me go free, Or all will see, What I really am inside, Will you hide? The destruction will befall You, me and all... What I need you cannot be, Please stand back and see. Either be that man for me Or just let me be... Free!
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 5:17 PM UTC
Inner Coldness
Let me go before I die, All I can do is hurt and cry. I am so tired of all this pain, You make me go insane. I think I wont miss you, Yet I know I will too. I know I love you And want you... And it is time to move on, I will be so long gone. The tears will not stop flowing til I am free Free with him to be... Can you see it hurts me Hurts with you, I cant be. I scream so silently Holding back violently Passionate thoughts. Love is all I have sought. Is it here with you? Or did we lose that too? I give up everything for you I do all you ask me to do... Each time it rips apart A small peice of my beating heart. I am no longer human Something not quite demon, Monsterous inside Its dark and it does hide. It seeks ultimate release Or my pain will not cease. I take all this to keep you From hurting too. And now I see, The one to end all pain wont be me. I hurt you, him, or me. And I have two lil ones that see And feel my pain. Will it all be in vain? I beg it to all end, To the blackness please send. If the demon I hold Gets too bold It will wreak havoc on everything, A sight to behold among other things. The blood will flow, His starvation will only grow. I keep him at bay, With all I have each day... And now my will has worn thin, Will this be the end? Let me go free, Or all will see, What I really am inside, Will you hide? The destruction will befall You, me and all... What I need you cannot be, Please stand back and see. Either be that man for me Or just let me be... Free!
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