I always wondered
who taught you how to love
was it the fierce full moon
while it lighted you through a blackout night?
or the night owl
who sweetly sang you lullabies?
it wasn't until I had you
At the darkest hour of the night
Howling under the moon
And saw your hazel eyes
So vulnerable, yet fearless
That I knew
it was the wild wolves
who gently taught you how to love
she was the sun
and the moon
when she entered the room
the rays of her smile radiated
and warmed the skin of everyone
in her proximity
she was like a light summer breeze
that make the curtains dance when
the windows are left open
but she was more dynamic
than a simple ray of sun.
when she exits the room
and is only in the presence of herself
the shadows of her soul shake
like flowers after the first frost
she becomes an earthquake
as she goes to war with her mind
she was the best of the light
and the worst of the darkness
she lives as an eclipse.
As the raven's shadow eclipsed the sun
I trembled with doubt for my beliefs.
I wished I knew hidden truths gods are
privy to and I'll die in ignorance again.
Once more I claw beneath dignity in
search of a captain's beauty with wild
hair and wild heart and a poet's blood
to write this history upon bent knee.
Maybe we share a heartbeat in symphony.
Maybe we share a shadow 'til eclipse.
We might fail to bury the grief.
We might find who we are seeking.
Copyright © 2018
Embedded in my consciousness
Clouds of endless fire and fever
Lick at my salty face like a lazy waterfall
I have been unraveled outside the stratosphere, where
Pieces of starlight consume my decaying skin
Sun and moon crash, collide, eventually crumble, and
Everything I once touched, no longer touches me
When all in all
To face it
the rest is too small!
Can a fabric,
a piece of the veil,
eclipse it at all?
Yet the sky is
lits up a sun.
The little earth
is hiding in the core.
It is already sunrise and
it’s time to say goodbye
for I do not want to be
mistaken for the moon,
living under the spotlight
of her beloved sun.
Random gestures of love
Random gestures of kindness
That light up my day
Like that one time
You said that you loved me
For no particular reason
Unrelated to anything happening
At that moment.
My heart filled with warmth
And a smile found its way
To my pale, usually dull face.
I looked up and said that I loved you as well,
And true happiness bloomed
In my fragile heart
After weeks of drought
After weeks of emptiness.
And my smile was so bright
And I felt so warm
You could have mistaken me
For the sun itself.
And we, sun and moon,
Were the only ones that mattered,
For earth could not affect us.
But then the incident never repeated
And instead of love
I got glares and silence
And your happiness continued
To feed on my own
As your hands continued to take
Every last bit of pleasure
I had to offer.
And as every sun sets,
I sank in the sea
of blue and grey
As I transcended into the mundane routine
Of being lonely when with you
For your arms do not wrap me with warmth
The sun and the moon
They complete one another
Yet they do not meet
And when they do
All light drains from the sun
I wanted to seize all the falling stars to
create a sun for you to warm up your cold heart
while brightening up your dark sky
to make your flowers photosynthesize and bloom
but like a lunar eclipse you blinded me
slowly casting me into the bleak blackness of your love
I hope you're there the day the rain falls down from earth to sky
and I hope you remember
that night we watched the ocean dance with the wind
and I explained
How the waves
make love to the leaves
still holding the trees hands
You told me how
On the wood
behind the window
Of your childhood-
I fell in love
with the rain, with
You that night.
When I was a boy
I thought that I
Held all things-
I did not.
Now that I am a man
How at times instantaneous...
mountains can rise
between a woman
And a man
That eclipse the sun
Yet sets fire to the sand!
Has eclipse gone?
[ 5 minutes earlier, it’s over ]
If eclipse is like this
I feel optimistic
What could paradise be?
It’s a comfort zone
A calmness of mind
A little miracle
Theme: If asked where is a paradise, just reply, within.
the sun has abandoned the forsaken ones
the forsaken do not heed the distant cries of wind telling them of the loathing that shadows the sun
the forsaken blind to their tyranny
blissful ignorance fills their
behold the sun is stricken with
hatred for ignorant fools that
choose once more to stifle the wind that spoke wisdom to the forsaken
once more the sun takes its beauty light and wisdom elsewhere for it can suffer this tyranny of fools no more
I felt bad
Some people left me
I became fine when I realized the truth
They gone away from my life
To make my life shine like the sun.
I hope you all like it.
Laid on a starbound white vessel of profound sspirit.
Dont pay attention to the horrors in the shadow, they can eat you alive if you let them.
They aren't folk heroes, They're faux heroes
Alien tremors like indigo ephemerals
The vibrations are not elastic but
Real creatures in the night
The sun isn't shining light, its sharing a shadow
Believe what you want, spiritual by passing at best
The skull eclipses have gone and went
The moon lets the blood, the dark
Has sent its blessings
Time to move on, shedding skin
Like cocooned butterflys or snakes at age
A new age of reality has begun on the 4th page
Burn some sage, prepare for the transcendence
Learn to love
like the sun loves the moon.
He gives her his light
that she will eclipse him
once in a while.
is not strawberries with cream
it is roses with thorns.
and together, they light up the sky.
When the moon strolls across the sky
On the nights I can’t help but feel minute
She’s always there
Shining with the light the Sun has gifted her
Or completely camouflaged into the abyss
Not to be seen but felt
For several days she does what many of us wish to do
Disappear into nothingness
Even celestial bodies feel shame
The moon brings a sense of comfort nothing else can
A sense of familiarity
The all-seeing eye of a heavenly mother
She watches, understands, and attempts to reach me
Her light struggling to illuminate the darkest corner of a room
She’s lost the ability to talk eons ago
She has seduced the greatest of writers and enamored the saddest of humans
I look at her and can’t help but think that I owe her my life but
She lacks your tranquil crooked smile
Your soft amber eyes
The words that melt off your tongue like butter
Lips that shush demons away
You’ve outshone her
You’re the eclipse I’ve been waiting for
the dark approaches as if it is an ineluctable storm
created by thoughts falling like dominoes
or explodes into existence in a breath
detonated by a word innocently spoken
an eclipse constructed of your fears
like locusts eating all the light
with hooks and claws they grasp the air
pulling it up from your lungs
fighting blind against attacks from every side
weapons fall from your trembling grasp
I still see you dimly, enveloped in despair
you no longer see me at all
I have become a phantom, intangible
dispersed into powerless anguish by your terror
my voice is only a murmur to you
a far-off echo, indistinct
defenses and barriers you have labored on
transform into spun glass latticework
shattering through them without knowing
shards left embedded in your skin
stumbling blindly in the darkness
you are swallowed whole into the void
once more you are ripped away
imprisoned in the Stygian, pitiless hole
the emptiness turns its gaze to me
mocking laughter blisters my flesh
I can only wait and call to you
how long till you return
Late at night all alone It's to then I feel the loss the
most to never see her smiling face touch her hand kiss her lips
sweet I worship her the very ground she walked upon where the sun did shine for the both of us days I thought would never end but now the sun doesnt shine any more on our once life all those
sunny days I have witnessed, and now a totall eclipse of the sun where once It shone so bright for the both of us but now It shines no
Helen now gone It feel like a total eclipse of the sun every where U go shadows of what used to be