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Faizel Farzee Dec 2019
Questioning life
Living, is this not a purposeful mistake
The world is in choas
In our souls
We all left with distaste
What could have been
I wish history could be replaced
Fix all the mistakes
Caught up in the faked glamour
While we letting our home turn to waste
The earth is our substance yet we killing it off
Is this not the epitome of insanity
Or am I just doff
They call me a superhero but I don't know what I'm fighting for
I don't know how the story unfolds
don't know if I'm fighting to even the score
all I know is my emotions have been silenced
calm but my screaming raw
I fight to save you, it is you I adore,
it's you I would fight everyone, with bare hands
till ****** and sore
superhero don't think I can be called, for you I'll be more
This I promise till I'm 6 feet under the floor
I'll fight loki and thor I'll fight and win every war
cause an uproar if it means you are not hurt forever more
its the protocol I live by the world I will brawl
A superhero ever maybe not only at nightfall
I'll walk into Mordor **** every work if you say it's an eyesore
I will save you from your downfall I am your protective wall
you are my magic I'm your Dumbledore protect you from Slytherin snakes
who comes through the backdoor

I know I was born
to protect my unicorn
don't be misinformed act like a superhero
only when the world wrong
a firestorm when you need warmth
this promise is lifelong
a tough mind head I'm headstrong
not in space but my arms strong
for you, I'll transform like a newborn
love you till the suns gone and they broke dawn
a superhero you have for life
I can confirm
Superhero, are made not born
Faizel Farzee Dec 2019
Morning star, a goal unreachable.
In contrast  to the obvious,
A dream that's untouchable.

We all fallible, a walking fault
In a barter system, we born
That's systematically flawed.

I applaud,
The human resilience
In the face if adversity
They get lead by simplicity

Surviving for eternity,
A simplistic notion of simply to live
are we scared of the unknown,
Or, is it the nothingness in death.

We stress,
Yet life just pass us by
The next time it passes
Jump on, and just smile
There things we control and thing we cannot,
So forget about things we can't
place it in the attic, with the cot
We all grown up, so let's live by this rule
Live life to the fullest,
we are poets at heart
Let's expose what in this world is untrue.
Faizel Farzee May 2020
I stare deeply into my truthful mirror.
The reflection of what you left me as leering back at me.
I don't realise who this is
This creature broken and unknown,
He's face I've never seen.

I remember your eyes,
The light I once saw in them,
Blown out by the wind of your lies.
Replaced by a cold abyss,
It looked straight through my pride,
From them I cannot hide.
This virus you left me with.

Your heart has been frozen...

In my soul it reside.
Speaking to my demons
Within them daily I confide.
You left all the good in me deceased.
Even the memory of happiness has died.
The only solace
Is for me to cry
Like Rivers of anesthesia
My hatred with dry.
My demons subside.
Once again I'll put my heart on loves merry go round.
Faizel Farzee Nov 2020
Like the army corpses paying for caskets
While the rich gorge on gluttony
Wolf in sheep clothing
When they just fat little pigs
That's rich...
Sometimes I feel they had just switch off
the light in the world, like a light switch
Well that's rich!
Why?
So this world can be reborn
When the first light kisses a retiring night
A new aged dawned
With divide and ruling the ensuing chaos
Encaged in a fake freedom
Our thoughts caught in what's right and what's wrong, what they will say
Don't offend or joke or be or breathe
This the life we lead, conscious but struggling to breathe
You have to be what they want
Even if  you just want peace
Say without boundary or offending belief
We living on eggshells
While the world gnawed to its core slowly bleeds
Are we really free?
Or is this just a perception perceived?
There are lines in this world
If we cross them are we deceased or are we
truth
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Living life to aluminate this hidden mask
Is no great task
If you lost all feelings to a bitter past
My minds racing directionless and fast
Outcast
The words enters my soul
Cutting my Humanity, so cold
My heart embedded in a cast
From all the places it’s broken
Living this continued farce
The one I wear with hated pride
The one I continue to brokenly hide
I confide,
These words to you
So please don’t deny
You feel exactly the same
With your damaged pride
Living in a censored dark
I now embark,
To win this war
Amongst all art
We en devour to hide our true thoughts, we only give it life through our painted words...
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Trafficing humans, when did this become a reality
When did human lives become a lucrative commodity
Is there not value in every life
I ask,
with tear stained sincerity
It's leaving families broken and consoled by fear
How do we eradicate this scourge
Shake a sleeping world
Shout! be aware
Take up arms, take aim
and release without a care
In the end
It's the families tears that's paying the fare
For these souless demons to collect their blood fare
My heart beats to the sound of dispair
Knowing this is our current world
Our saddened state of affairs.
This is becoming a serious problem, or it has been. There need to be more awareness surrounding this worldly problem. To many lights being put out by the darkness.....we need to let our light shine brighter
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Time in mind, the dark was approaching unhurriedly, surely as promised obsessively coming for us.
Slithering slowly, hearing their deafening screams in violence, violently breaking  the silent silence.

I then saw it , in the depth where it sprung from
I lost my consciousness and began a rebirthed walk to the abyss of absence.

My familiar mind a stranger as the decay journeys to the my souls core
It singes to past lives, happiness now a adjective only in dreams i confess.
Collaboration between mark and I,
It's kinda fly
Taking turns to come up with lines
We both chilled, so it was nice
Writing is the best thing since rice.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Poetry - is subjective. We all love the ride, we just have different vehicles to enjoy the ride with. So let's respect the poets art. It's his craft, we just a passenger enjoying the journey.
Poets salute
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Rage consumes my soul like storms rising tide.
Angry waves constantly beating any hope of being…
God lost my blueprint to life it seems.
A thousand times I shout….
My lungs bleeds for me to stop…
A million times my fist hit the walls…
But still the rage continue to surge
I cling to the last thought that made me feel ….worthy….
Like an infant clinging to it’s mother in times of uncertainty…
As it endlessly battles the demonic darkness within me…
Clinging to life as I once did.
A ****** battle…..an internal struggle…
Do I just let go and let this raging monster within consume me?
I choose to fight!
Slowly a voice rises from the ashes of my charred soul….
Louder it grows…pounding away….
Drums of a battle on the brink of victory…
A piercing light rises within
As a phoenix rising from the ashes ....
reborn,
drenched with the possibility of a new tomorrow…
A smile slowly creeps across my lips…
Like a new life rising from the dirt.
It’s then that I realize....
I’m alive!!
Sometimes our worst enemy is the thoughts within ourselves. We at times are our own worst enemy. Just as we have darkness within, we also have light. It is for us to choose which we one to consume.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Looking through my window pane
Tear stained, I loved you
What a crying shame
You Left me, like I’m the one to blame
I Always had this notion that we both felt the same
What you said, caused so much pain
why then drown in disdain
Fog cleared from this window pane
My Spirits lifted, like by a crane
Is this all I have to say
Is there more anger to obtain
I'm Not angry any more
I’ve grown in strength, without decay
Your picture smashed, what a beautiful dame
These conjured words I say today
Is simply to convey
We over,
These feelings.....
A smashed covey on display
My heart’s over you.... ok
Moving on is never easy,
I’m over you memories faded
You just a jaded
Part of my life forgotten
Getting over someone is never easy, but if we dig deep...it can become easy
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
As your radiant beauty entices my soul to weep
The promise to love you forever I will keep
Your sensual smile it cuts me deep
Taking away all doubt and rendering me free
This union is blessed you yourself told me
I lay beside you our skin gently touching
Electricity surges through us rendering us weak
Eternally I’m yours but who’s counting
Your whispered words when you speak
Leaves my soul and being elated, emotions twisted in a heap
We’ll never part
Not today, not tomorrow, not even when our souls get reaped

Forever I will be by your side be by your side
In this life and the next my darling, to you I’ll never lie
The winged words you utter, I love you, sends me soaring to bliss
I finish my heartfelt thoughts and truly seal it with a kiss
This is one that has my heart
she is my everything
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
I look across the room and caught her staring,
What’s this sudden heat
My emotions suddenly flaring
We both instinctively look away and I guess that we are sharing
The same secret I hope that I’m daring,
Enough to look back, or am I just chancing
Should I rather electric slide over there like a man that’s just dancing
Wait what’s this I always here about
I think it’s called romancing,
Something about whining or dining, I think
Man! I need a shrink, or am I just glancing,
At what you *****, and stop with the counseling,
Man this is challenging!
Maybe a ring, what am I thinking
I don’t even know her name, this is demeaning
I look back and my heart just start racing….I mean F1 style
And yes! I know you know the meaning…
And it has feeling, what more do you want from me
At this point I’m reeling,
I turned around… she was gone like a magician, disappearing,
I was left picking up the pieces,
The sound of loss still screeching,
So I put my blades away in my bag clanging,
And hope tomorrow she’ll be inside me, her eyes is just stunning
So sleep soundly tonight lady knowing your shadow is now shading
Together forever… and no I’m not joking, for tomorrow my love….
You’ll be the one choking
Mixing my style of writing
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
Like a teary river trickles seamlessly in a eternal stream -
It deathlessly flows

Like a sprouting flower extends its reach to the anticipating sun-light
life of it's being -
It searchingly grows

Like the sinful wind chasing the dreams of
dreamless clouds-
It forcefully blows

Like your fire flied smile illuminate
the darkest hour of my life -
It illuminating glows

Like the checkered past cloaks from a hopeful
future, out of site-
It progressively goes

Like a mind-full poem speaking leaves a grey mattered mystified perception -
It sense-fully knows
As i learn i revamp what i can, bringing to life what my demons command
if i ignore they start to demand, so i start getting my pen, so i can singed these words to the sands of time.
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
A river trickles seamlessly in an
              eternal stream
                      It flows

A flower reaches for the light
             life of it's being
                  It grows

The wind chasing the dreams of
            dreamless clouds
               It blows

Your fire flied smile illuminate
              my darkened soul
                 You glow

The past taking a step to the
        future, out of site
              It goes

This is a poem which leaves me with a bewildered understanding
                   It knows
My poetry I would like to think normally pushes the boundaries of how words can manipulate thoughts and emotions, this is adding to the collection
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Is time relevant
Or is time made in heaven
Is time endless
Or does it end,
When we breathe our last breath
Leaving timelessly, in memory
A soul that is breathless.
When your mind wonder, leaving you wondering, where is your mind?
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
A prayer I convey
As the sandman brings me my slumber
That I dream of the sweetest smile in the world.
The same lips, a kiss from
Leave my emotions asunder.
Emotional torment
When your hearts caught in two
Your mind arguing with itself.
Daily feeling a fool.
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
Tortured soul
He walks this earth alone
Crying out to be saved
His heart now turned to stone
He’s soul now aimlessly roams
Searching for the light in his darkness
He finds that no one’s home
He put his pen to paper
His savior has become his poems
Capturing all eternal heartache, that life to him has thrown
It brought him sadness
But just look how much his grown
He alone atones
For the words he captures
When he’s in that zone
Writing from feelings
He will never truly disown
Giving it life, No one will ever condone

As he’s pen bleeds
Inscribing heartache of a tormented soul to these pages
His heart rages
His caged demons scream’s for him to release him from their cages
His inked pen now becoming his soul Savior
The screams of an artist with a voice unheard,
Attempting to change the art
Not stick to what's preferred
Giving words a voice
Hopefully it will get heard.
Faizel Farzee Oct 2019
Gazing upon a silent sleeping city through my window pain
Your perfectly captured picture I'm clutching soaked and tear-stained
Your bright smile in my mind is forever singed and framed

The rain instinctively falling to the beat of my broken heart
Missing you like flowers misses the desert rain
I'm holding on to your perfect memory
How do I cope with this longing pain
You were the air that I breathe, I'm starting to choke on oxygen, your silhouette still haunts me
I feel I'm slowly going insane

How am I suppose to let you go
When I'm constantly craving your healing touch
I can still feel the taste of your lips
This heartache is living within my soul

From this spiraling emotions, I have no escape
I only have God to blame
Every part of me being led by blinding hate
I can no longer see happiness
It was stolen by a tragic fate
The tragedy is a part of life
It's how we pick our selves up after the strife,
Keep moving forward
Put your hurt in a vice
Squeeze till love is in lust
Faizel Farzee Oct 2021
how do I still love you when everything screams to let you go
how do i still care when your icy  goodbye left me cold as snow
How do i still need you when you left me swinging
from high to low
How do i still feel you, when your silloute is but a ghost
no longer want to be here ,without you not a home
loneliness the darkness silence
dictates the melody of your metranome

tears falling to the sound of raindrops, emotions twisted cycloned
shards of glass all around, broken soul by happiness disowned

heart screaming, the devil  he knows
you left me, a candle, wickless to the bone,
shine blown out by your lies, tears me to tears, rivers I cry, heart turned to stone

leaving me lifeless, ready to fight less
lay down and just drown.
leaving me broken severed deboned
increasingly seemingly love was disowned
miss your soothing tone, all i can do is scream at my phone

loneliness wont leave me alone, feels i should atone
measured  never known lost my pleasant tone
every thought my displeasure shown
every last  pleasure stolen,  hope overdosed
it's lifeless forever on this dangling rope
never so i cant cope
tangled up in a strangeling grip
lifes book angrily wrote

truthful note to heaven it wish to float.
sad notes emotions tearing a dog fight
truth your enemy it took flight
bad nights  functions disabled,
lies keeping me awake at night
tribulations my daily plight
no modern knight
felt tall with you, disheveled I lost all height
faulting  with ease, the stranger in the mirror staring back at me, he lost his fight, dont think he'll ever be all right.


this the end for me, love and i will never be
friends again from it  i flee
all i can do  get lost in reverie
reliving hapiness in memories under pretense
treachery
whatever be honestly I dont have the energy, i feel i will never heal not in this century

you can listen to the actual song

bandlab.com/writtenalph
video location to all songs, on my profile
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Hi it's me again,
I called earlier, but they said you were with a friend
I miss you,  As I say it
It feels like a sin

These are just empty words
Severed by emotion
I trusted you blindly
I now clearly see
I was just one of your whims

A passing notion
Yet I just hear your voice
I feel so alive, a new lease on life
Like exploring the ocean

Maybe our love don't measure the same
I don't care
Even if I have to extinguish this flame
I love you wholeheartedly
Yet it seems, sadlly
My heart beats only to the sound of falling rain.

Yours
Beats to the deafening sound of the pain
of true love lost
I will rather abide my time
I can see what in tears it cost
You are fragile, I'm a tortured friend
Two twisted emotions
Floating on the sea of the dead.
When feelings are jumbled.
The more you unwind
It all starts to crumble
So you wonder,
Is it worth all the trouble.
Your heart and your mind
Stay in a constant battle.
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Weeping like a weeping willow
My saddened tears on the night stand
singed and evergreen

Your intoxicating essence
Far more than just beautiful to me
Your unmasked aura
Equivalent to that of a angelic queen

Unequivocally Beauty captured in timeless  moments
When even Portraits turns to stare
For just a glimpse of that smile again
I'll gladly give my pining soul as the coined fare.

A fleeting glimpse outside my window pain
Is daily all that I see
One day courage will lend me it's wings
And by ironic fate we will meet

Until then my love
I will silently love from the shadows
One day our union will be horrifically famed
Like that of a beautiful rose inside of a open grave.
When your mind has been token over,
Obsession,
Your puppet master
Fighting the monsters
Against their nature you have to warrant.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
My mind never conquered
look upon an ugly world disgusted
A human race divided, as greed’s claw’s carries our tainted hopes
Masters of death, race to **** race
Children’s suffering falls on deaf eyes as the rich get’s richer
Do we not love the same?
My heart bleeds, as the sound of chaos screeches
A world… where propaganda indoctrinate idle minds to madness
Seeking lies as truth screams to be noticed
Hatred!  
The order of the day as brothers hurt brothers
Why?
A question my moralized soul refuses to understand
Are our mother’s saddened tears not the same?
Our voices, severed by bladed puppet masters
As these armed words, flows like tears of innocent lives lost from my pen
A glimmer of hope arise, as the ink seeps into these wounded pages ....
My truth eternally captured
Poets truth
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Though the sun is shining
Around me it constantly rains
I wish I could walk on water
Just to float for a change
When the effort you strive to put in
Just get skewed and flayed
Do you give up
Do i just run from this race
This world frozen and so cold
we must icely face
fighting day in and day out
Like quicksand
We still sink in this space
is this world a disgrace
since when did our moral compass
get so magnetically displaced
wish daily i could retrace
every missed step i ever took
yet that’s just a wish i can’t make
so I have to be relentless
in this journey I take
give everything, every second
and just hope I don’t break
I can’t shout loud enough
because the air I breathe is just fake
it’s not giving me life
but a losing fight that i hate
This world is cold. It's for us to find the strength within in us ....smile daily
Live daily do not succumb to a world dying. The other side of my poetic licence
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Looking into your eyes I realize,

A home you made in my heart

It’s where you reside,

Without your touch I will die, my soul eternally cry

You my everything,

This feeling can’t be denied

I crave you constantly,

Why are you so blind?

Why shut me out,

When all I do is try

Your touch it’s distant,

I’m begging you why

I confide,

To the walls in my mind

Questioning answers,

That doesn’t feel right

The distance is growing,

Try as I might

You smite,

All the feelings I bare

I even tried not to care

I swear,

To love you for all eternity

This feeling we shared,

It’s stripping me bare

I’m scared, teddy bear

I remember you cared

Inseparable we were,

This is unfair…



The feelings I lay on this page,

Is to subdue my rage, I’m caged

Should I go or should I stay

A merry-go-round of feelings,

Please ease my pain, I’m going insane

I’m begging you to let me go,

If you don’t feel the same
feelings we all share at one point
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Madness consumes the idle mind
Question everything
These words I speak is divine
Yet we follow the masses
Like we completely blind
Hoping to find
Worth in this world
Yet everything’s a lie
This is our time to shine
Break free from the stigma
It’s about time we draw the line
Our morals decline
Yet we think it’s fine
Believe me I know
These words are not benign
Take this as a sign
I managed to break free from the chains
Of this cosmic design
Questioning my motives
Will only bring us down
I don’t mean to whine
The world has declined
Look at this world truthfully
I bet you will see it…..
as I see mine
Open your mind, look at the world through your poets eyes. It's a dark cold world....let our words be the light
Faizel Farzee May 2020
We sit inside a timeless cacoon, with the realty of time exempt.
Is this not the time for us to personally evolve
To search our soul indepth.

No pressures from a lucid world
Just you and self respect.
Journey to the depth of ones mind
clean the rooms that were unkept.

A broken heart mends with self love
the reality of this we should accept.
Love starts with the person looking at you,
in a mirror their perfection reflect.

Speak to the parts we use to love
now because of life neglect.
your inner clown or inner child
break free, let yourself express.

If sadness is what holding you back
Dive into this forrest of sorrow, the hurt you have to inspect.
Like tears of anaethesia, away this sorrow will be wept.
a journey of self discovery
it can be worrying
but the journey we take
by reflecting in reverie
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
" Like a phoenix rising from the ashes, drenched with a possibility of a new tomorrow"
hope
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
As these words sweats from my invigorated pen
Pleading in unison for me to give them wings
A staunch prayer flows from their soul, to reach their flighted destination
To have their intoxicating life force drip from generation’s lips touched by the song they inspire to bring
These winged words, destined to bring inspiration to a cruel unforgiving world
These inspired words, that needs to forever marry hope in this pitiful existence
  The tears of a lost people stream from their saddened eyes…..
These armed words, that ended wars, brought courage and eternal love to nations lost
These truthful words seeping from my shaken pen
These words, that carries heavily with it my soul scarred
These words......
Forever eternal
The words that is mightier than the sword.
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
It's valentines day again
Some have a day where the sunshine
Others will taste loves acid rain
I love daily, instead of a moment in time
Greeted with cheer, when cupid himself is screaming in pain
What about the rest of the year
Is there no love to gain, there is a desert of love all year round
Why do we settle for a grain?

This brings my heart to standstill, faints
It does not understand, unanswered questions, they refuse to be accepted
Bound,
It's caught in unbounded chains

I have to refrain
Running, I cannot get caught
Is this not the epitome of insane
Repeating a flawed system
Maybe we trying to re-capture it again,
That true feeling of love, instead of lust
A feeling regained.

If you happy this day,
by all means enjoy, don't get caught up in the fame
that's also meant to destroy
those that have no one, this my valentines to you
I love you all
A message from the heart i deploy.
Valentines day,
I have a valentines year
i'm lucky i found the one, so this eases my fears
with the love she gives
i have no room for tears.
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
Crimson moon as blood lust engulfs
Blood as sweet as gods nectar
Craving as hunger becomes pulse
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre

Slipping between shadows
Stalked prey as eyes caress her
Beauty as dorned by a rose
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre


Silent as the whispering night
  Prowl like a hunting predator
Quick as lightning a sunken bite
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre

I drained her like a life unplugged
Another life I am a collector
A Blood high as if I am drugged
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre
Dark as the night
Mind in shadows
Deeper I go
Untill the words I swallow
Faizel Farzee Jun 2021
On the precipice
of turning pessimist
into followers
on the basis
of logical statistics,
I persist flame thrower I bring the heat
Arsonist,
Spit flames when I speak
A weight when I lead
Yawl Sunday lunch  baked goods
Dough that I knead, twigs snapped
I break bread
killed yawl already
shot to the head
lift your spirits
Necromancer, raised the dead
Skills reborn in eye I invest
Poetic vision
Stock doubled,
then  birthed success
A different mindset from the offset
Fueled by a rocket mentality
shoot for the moon
Lift off set, I earned respect
Flipped the script
Pitched my  tent
with Devine intent
its heaven-sent
This my shout at air
my truthful vent
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
We are the disease of this world
Is this notion accepted
We a plague to the trees
the air, the sea
Yet some still contest this.
The beauty of the world
Is now captured in paintings and cages
We a plague to this world
These words now singed to this pages....
The world's in decline, a may not happen in our lifetime, but our future generations will gain our mess.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
Coronavirus Coronavirus
As darkness acsends, a uncertainty cloaked seemingly with a possible end.

We've survived worst,
Just shows how resilient the human race have been.
We cannot work together, untill our lives is hanging by a thread.
Imagine what we can achieve
if there was no love ones to defend.
Focus on making the the world a better place, a safe space.
Thoughts surges with electricity
Energy  well spent.

Maybe this is heaven sent,
Or mother nature's last line of defence
All the abuse she's been taking, the earth we've been ******.
Its gasping for one last breath.
To release this makes sense.

We can't blame her, if this scenario really was the case
Maybe it's man made,
I don't think it really have a face
It's alien,
All I know is, hang on to your sanity
So in this lockdown, it don't get misplaced.

Isolation,
It differs from case to case
All I can really do from my end
Is sign this off with a..... salutations and
Stay safe.
This time of uncertainty, a scary place
But let's not lose faith,
We born with it
It just sometimes leaves a bitter taste
But the moment leats not waste,
A second on hate,
And stand United untill this virus has its end.
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Why is that I have to find my breath
Everytime I see your smile
Gasping for air
Light headed, oxygen deprived

I see the infinite stars in your eyes
A endless journey
It goes on for miles
Your essence my drug
A addict I am, your love my addiction
I'm on a constant high

I have to hold on to gravity
Heart reaching for skies
Am I living a dream
or a lucid reality

Joy wants to scream
Taken aback by your beauty
It's dizzy and out of breath
A thief of my heart
Eternal, until our death.
Words indescribable
I try
I with every once me
You are my queen
Today and in the afterlife.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Push me over the edge again
This is war
I can hear death sing
Sharpening his scythe
But courage has given me wings
The battle cry rings
My immoral blade ready and aching to swing
If war is flirting with death
I’m down on one knee and already producing the ring
I spring
Slicing my enemies, I’m putting their souls in a sling
I’m deaths right wing
I’m changing , I’m raging
From all the blood I’m craving
I’m a warrior
Just look at all the hell I’m raising
Blazing
Through my enemies memories of them already fading
I’m a warrior
On my parade there will be no raining
Death I’m facing, I bet his shaking
This is war
So to death I’m racing
warrior in love and life.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2020
My fingertips softly glides along it's silken surface.
Skin as soft as feathered silk
In servertude we are to our love.
Pleasing all of you my eternal life's purpose .

Your florescent smile against the backdrop of a starry night.
The dim moon envious of its glow.
It illuminate the darkened universe.
Your radiant essence eternally my guiding light.

Your birth the wings of my confidence.
like the wind guides a feather
You make me want to be a better me
Soar to a higher consciousness.

You are my heavenly earthly angel
Your tongue taste devine
Our union blessed in nirvana
Our love religious, devotees, it has it's own shrine..
Our love is a religion.
We stanuch followers
We devote in its following
Our hearts is our wedding ring.
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
I try and stay calm but I'm starting to pace,
Memories discarded, a projected sequence
Of broken imagery through my mind start to race.

These demons singing to my soul
I can no longer face, they eating at my being
It's a gourmet meal,
they can't get enough of this desperate taste.

I'm directionless, even times time I waste
Losing myself daily
Even the air that I breathe,
Hates every breath that I take.

Without you my worlds just an empty space
You took my heart with you,
I can feel it faintly beating, in your trash case
Sprinkled with the hated words, floating in a river of hate.

I have to hold on to my sanity
Or it will get lost in this state
Was any of it even real, or was every moment just fake

My discarded feelings
Scattered and misplaced
Constantly searching for happiness
When you left, it packed up in a haste
Now I'm left with the broken shards,
Of a life that was never meant.
The feeling we carry can sweetly sing,
At times it plus at your code
and love start to sting,
the angelic voice, now screeching
Just hold on for dear life, remember
Your heart is still beating.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
The fire in our hearts cinder and our love will eternally burn
Your angelic face perfectly captured as portraits turn to stare
The radiance you protrude has even my shadow in joyous tears
Your fire flied smile extinguish even my darkest memories
Your enticing voice uplifting me to soaring heights
Your embrace beckons my sweetest dreams to reality
My confidence, your handbag as you carry it to heightened unexplored terrain
These words flows from the lips of our past lives like messages of past love shared
You are my earthly angel!
Your skin my silken robe…
Your healing touch my savior….Your love my reason for living…..you are my gift that keep on giving

Written by faizel farzee
True love ...and still is
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Tears flow like the river Nile enraged
Mournful embraces as the joining feeling of a future lost unites a weakened family
A mother inconsolable, treads thru meaningful memories as the smile of her lost child still freshly haunts her
A fathers rage distorted, hopelessly punches walls as the embrace of a perfect daughter still freshly lingers
A Family horrifically shaken, as even the stars sheds their mournful tears
Why?
A question tread milling through broken down spirits and scarred souls
A eternally loved daughter’s memory
drowning in uncontrollable tears
Tear stained prayer reaching out with a healing hand
as reluctant sorrow pursues a numbing soul
Mournful embrace, the only solace in a wicked life’s tragedy
A promising future, with love in abundance lost in a sorrowful abyss
A life unnecessary lost........
not only the loss of one fragile soul
A child's life lost in any community is tragic.
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Tears flow like the river Nile enraged
Mournful embraces, as the joining feeling of a future lost unites a weakened family
A mother inconsolable treads through meaningful memories as the smile of her lost child still freshly lingers
A fathers rage distorted, hopelessly punches walls as the embrace of a perfect daughter still embraces his skins thought
A Family horrifically shaken, as even the stars sheds their mournful tears
Why? A question tread milling through broken down spirits and scarred souls
A eternally loved daughter’s memory, drowning in uncontrollable tears
Tear stained prayer reaching out with a healing hand, as reluctant sorrow pursues a numbing soul
Mournful embrace, the only solace in a wicked life’s tragedy
A promising future, with love in abundance lost in a sorrowful abyss
A life unnecessary lost,
not only the loss of one fragile soul
The world is unforgiving
Sometimes tragedy strikes
Its's difficult, but find the strength to keep on living.
Don't surrender, live for you
Let happiness Marry you and your future.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Tears flow like the river Nile enraged
Mournful embraces, as the joining feeling of a future lost unites a weakened family
A mother inconsolable treads thru meaningful memories as the smile of her lost child still freshly lingers with her
A fathers rage distorted, hopelessly punches walls as the embrace of a perfect daughter still freshly lingers
A Family horrifically shaken, as even the stars sheds their mournful tears
Why? A question tread milling through broken down spirits and scarred souls
A eternally loved daughter’s memory, drowning in uncontrollable tears
Tear stained prayer reaching out with a healing hand, as reluctant sorrow pursues a numbing soul
Mournful embrace, the only solace in a wicked life’s tragedy
A promising future, with love in abundance lost in a sorrowful abyss
A life unnecessary lost,
not only the loss of one fragile soul
A child lost in any community is a tragedy
Faizel Farzee Feb 2021
It was a sunny day, your smile on my mind I was on my way
Ring in my hand today is the day
Always felt this way, from the moment our lips touched It was meant to be
From the moment our souls touched I was meant to stay
Both envision it see, the moment our love touched we were meant to break free
Together forever on a oceanic breeze, exploring the wonder our love evergreen
A heavenly scene, I see paradise in your eyes,  our river of passion runs infinite deep.
Skin real silken soft like satin when we embrace and feel
Every instant our tongues collide it's living a dream
Heaven I'm seeing, perfection I'm living, infinite giving as to nirvana I'm driven
Your voice equivalent to angels singing, If loving you make me a sinner, every second I'll be sinning
Our red line of fate not cotton a ribbon
Cinders in our hearts fire it's omitting
Sizzling and spitting imprinting our love on one another as we kissing
This the day I willingly give in to thanks, you my thanks-giving
My only wish granted, Gods present
Faizel Farzee Oct 2019
I miss the warmth of healing touch
I miss your radiant smile that lit up my life
I miss angelic laugh that lifted my spirit
I miss your warmth in the cold winter nights

I cry for you daily
I pray for you nightly
I sing for you always
I crave your silken skin for eternity

I long for your essence
I yearn for your presence
I thirst for your honey'd kiss
I ache for the love we shared

I know you no longer with us
I know that you singing in the afterlife
I know your light in this world no longer shine
I know the angels has called you to their side

I will still love you when I sleep
I will love you in my dreams
I will still love you in death
I will still love you until my last breath.
Attempting to capture feelings as a third person.
Just from a standard poem flow
Trying to enhance my various range of poetry
Faizel Farzee May 2020
covid -19
a killer unseen, without uttering a threat
it has the world pulling at every nerve, it has them down on their knees.
It has people creating songs about going crazy in quarantine
While Trump is really going crazy,
he cant throw money at it
for someone like him, this is unseen,
now his true colours shows
his fake, while the world bleeds
he is still trying to save his stake.
he has ample, yet he still pulls at every last cent.

If you cant see this, he must have stolen your eyes
he keeps it with all his supporters minds,
it's in his refridgerator, he keeps it on ice.
locked in a safe
now they all mindless, so they play by his rules
yet he control the outcome of dice.
he dont care about the human race
you can clearly see it on his unsympathetic face.

Why dint he react in haste,
maybe his just slow?
He is worth 8 billoin dollers, i really dont think thats the case
he cares more about the economy,and  losing face
he knows if the US economy drops
at the table in the whitehouse, he has to set china a plate.
give them the morning paper run their bath
and under his breath, he would have to quietly hate.

He would rather let the world burn,

They miscalculated this whole situation
they thought they were unleashing an attack
they forgot to disable the homing pigeon
it did a 180, knocked at their door, politely disclaimed Hi , I'm back.
Talking about money he has to track, that they paid to create this monster
is it just me or has the whole world been smoking crack.
we glossed over that, i get it  
He can even in song confess, our hands will still be tied
money is power, an intoxicating lust
the jury has already been bought, the justice system unjust.
truths are not pretty, neither is the world
so the darker truths we have to highlight
this whole situation, it's like im living in the zone of twilight
my mind cant compute, it doesnt feel right, what nex, t get abducted at night, now aliens can be real, parralel universes
truth shivering in fright this unholy night.
Faizel Farzee Sep 2019
Early morning icicles hitching a ride on a chilled wind
                                  ....so cold

My thoughts tread-milling to the memory of a  faded history of continued decay and chaos
                                  ......so old

My cards stacked with life's hate, i heard it whisper, it despises me
                                     .....I fold

These words spinning in my head, luminescent colors cloaks the fiber of it's being, unaware of it's true power
                                     ....so bold


As we exchange the words of wisdom with our tongues entwined as one, selling my soul to you willingly
                                 ..........i'm sold

advise of old wisdom, told by the ageing pillars of all our
communities, conveyed the colorful lives lived
                                   .......i'm  told

i scribble and tear these pages, words screaming for me to release them from the cages within my mind, seeping onto these pages,
line by line
                                   ......it unfolds
this is how the artist gets to where he needs to be, word by word. Line by line
Faizel Farzee Dec 2020
How dark the world as night still approaches, I look at graves
our morals we ghosted.
Left infested infesting our spirits, digesting our light in decay its invested.
Are we wicked? Or Bested?
By the trickery of the world molested. A feathered pillow lie our heads we rested.
Standing on the precipice of breeding pessimists born into a age of information yet still ignorant.
Oppressively with kids needing therapist.
To cope in a world of divided ugliness
This where the drug reaches, grabs hold until you defeated beaten broken to pieces, Leaves
Alone, lonesome no one knows loneliness as it knows you.
This a lying truth obscured by the lies in truth with the untruth that it brings. Lies without wings, a melody of deceit.
Thoughts butcherer till our ends we meet.
This the sad reality, life our chauffeur while we strapped to the passenger seat.
All we truly have, are  our own beliefs and that beating vessel in our chest. A pulsating heartbeat
We just passangers on a journey
A wicked ride
We chase rollercoasters
When we on one all the time
Why?
That's for you to decide.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
As if death himself had questioned my existence
Thoughts of a tragic ending storms me
Blurred memories of love had trampled by vivid memories of love lost
Your lingering scent taints my recovering soul, spiraling once more
Longing words seeping from my subconscious minds wounds
These armed words echoed…
Your piercing smile
my arrowed heart bleeds for
Your winged voice that my confidence soar for
The forgotten pain tears through my conscious mind
Your healing touch not forgotten
tears me to tears
As these saddened words tearful drowns these pages
Emotions uncontrollable, touches me
This is my wounds relived!!
Love lost, it's the scars and wounds of our existence
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
This is a artists view at its finest
I’m attempting to enlighten the mind. Sometimes I guess you must be blinded.
Let’s rewind it, these words you have to catch, pull up a chair
Take a second to relax
Just exhale, on a poets journey we embark, a mystical mystery
Let's together explore, all the magical facts.

I write to be different
Conforming to conformity
To me it’s a sin
I grin, as it turns on its axis
The worlds in a spin
Greed rule, and our moral light is set lowly to dim
I see the dark of this world, as much as I'm sinking, with the absence of a light
I have nowhere to swim.

Am I drowning again
Can you not feel the pain
I’m not talking about mine, but those innocent children’s dying in vain, futures now maimed
Dreams being slain, untamed
Always for someone else’s gain
Why can’t these monsters just refrain, rewire their brain
I guess it’s a global issue
Though I still have disdain
Why should it stay the same
Just maybe
This life's is a rigged game, we onboard
It’s repeating infinity, this must be insane
Wait, let me stop
With every word singed to my heart, words I feel to the core
Written in flame.
These are words whisperd at night
Shaking my core, it gives me a fright
For this life, to the left I swipe
I don't like it's demeanor.
Evils in the right.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2019
Have you ever heard the music so loud,
It's  reach touches your soul
When every fiber is calling for you to singe your emotions on these pages, or you will implode
I feel so daily,
An avelanch of icy feelings I hold
Emotions snowy and so cold
The feeling seeping from this pen comes from deep within my soul
Writing is the only way to be saved or consoled
It rips me completely, my emotions some times in anger show
When will I learn to let go
Will I ever find my life's flow
I really don’t care about these drones,
They follow poetry,
like it supposedly set in stone
Just look how I’ve grown
I’m speaking to you,
I bet you still won’t get my tone
Am I mad, Not even close
Just remember who’s words this is,
As I alone will atone
For all the sins I’m breaking…writing this particular poem.
An artist's thoughts at times when his bored....is a thing of wonder.
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