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PJ Mar 26
Help me see
cause my vision is distorted
my perception of things
is in a stir
all the pictures in my head
are now a blur

pls help me see
one more time
before I ran out of time
before I fade away


I wanna see again
all the pictures in my head
so
pls don't turn around
pls don't walk away

cause even when the pictures
are a blur
I caught a glimpse of that world

I wanna see again
the yesterday
that have run out of time
the today
that's in time
and the tomorrow
that's just a matter of time

Help me see again
guide me through
hold my hand
lead me the way
take off the dirt
wash it away
will believe you
and everything you say

Help me see again
will take the leap of faith
help me see again
before I run out of time
before I fade away.
PJ Jan 2018
Theres allot of things that I wanted to be lie.
And theres allot of things I wanted to be the truth.

Like the day you told me.
"I wont leave you"
I wanted that to be true.
Or
When they said "everything gonna be fine"
Even when they told me about the toothfairy, the easterbunny, santa or even the grinch.
I wanted them to be all true.

Yet they always tell lies
To somehow make us feel okay.
But in the end we will realized that everything was a lie.

But I wanted allot of things to be a lie.

•Anxiety
•Depression
•prejudice
•sadness

I wanted them to be a lie because Im tired of lying and hiding the truth.

Im tired of saying "I'm Okay"
Im tired of saying "Good Morning , Day, or Night"
Im tired of showing a smile that only hides whats inside.

I want a time
Where my lies will be seen as lies and the truth may be seen.
Tired of my lies
PJ Jan 2018
Turning point of my life. A care free lazy person. Thats who I was. I didnt really cared what would be the consequences of my action, im too lazy to even bother to think about it. All I know that everything that would happen in the future is the conclusion of your present actions. May it be bad or good. I would always say "NO REGRETS". Yes there were none for my actions but it always the opposite for the action that I didnt made. These "REGRETS" have hunted me for a while now because I realize that not all things in the future is the result of the action you made but it could be also the result of the ones you didnt. The future which is the result of the actions you didnt made, ***** because no matter how I will try to face it, I will eventually lose because no matter how strong I think I am  then. It doesnt change the fact that I was afraid of making those actions. No matter how much I drown myself in alcohol or tears. Nothing will change, believe me I really tried. Now the only thing I can do is make peace with my past accept that I was weak. Accept that I was once afraid. Acknowledge that I made a mistake. And now I will try to be a little braver because now I know my mistake. And I urge everyone I know to take the risk be brave to take action. Take flight and do good.
Me
PJ Jun 2018
"Hello!" and "Hello?"
When you 1st met and the day you met accidentally again.
PJ Nov 2018
There's was a time
that 3 am is the best time
brain is all functioning
imagination is at its max
body is tired but not burnt out
writing became simple enough
that words are plenty
and unlimited
everything I write
is beautiful
yet simple
and
there was you and me
talking about life
laughing on how we ******* up
and telling each other
the people we lost
now it became a curse
cause every time
its three
all it reminded me
is
you and me
but don't get me wrong
though its a curse
its not the worst
that's why i'm here
at 3 am
once again
cause I miss you
sorry I didn't see the spark.
it was 3 am
when I started writing this
cause when its 3 am
it you who I see.
PJ Nov 2018
1ST STEP is to tell her you "LOVE" her
Take her to the SEA
and understand her depth
don't be afraid of the 1st step
  don't worry for love is cheap
its also a big leap
for love is priceless
and its also timeless
        
2ND is to take it slow
enjoy every moment
cherish it all the time
climb every MOUNTAIN
that both of you & her
will face and
"TRUST" that you both
will see the summit
Together.


3RD is to have
"FAITH"
and to remain
faithful
with each other
its time to take
flight
and to stay
in the SKIES
you and her
deserves the feeling of
cloud nine.
The recipe of a happy relationship , this might be true for others, or this might not be but I truly believe its for me.
PJ Jan 2018
When you find someone
who is thankful to have you,
is concerned for your well-being,
accepts you as you are,
cheers you up whenever you’re down,
motivates and supports you in your endeavors,
cares for you deeply,
and loves you unconditionally,

treasure and keep that person.
Make him/her feel important in return.
Care for him/her the way he/she does for you.
Love him/her with no reservations.
You may not know it,
but you have found a friend for life in him/her.
God has given you that person for a purpose,
so keep him/her in your heart and prayers.
everyone keeps someone as their rare found.
PJ Jan 2018
"I will never leave you"






            "I heard that a thousand times"
"yet here I am alone"
Alone
PJ Oct 2018
Face me
I will ask you
is it okay?
Not to smile
not to laugh
not to play my part
cause I'm tired
and I don't want to say
I'm okay
cause I'm not
Is it okay?
that I'm not okay!
so that I can stop
pretending to be someone i'm not
again I ask
is it okay?

cause for now
I'm not
but soon I will be
so wait for me
will tell you
to ask me again
the question
"are you okay?"
by then I will be.
#10 poem, thank you for being honest and its always okay not to be okay
PJ Sep 2018
I wont shave
In 2 weeks
Make that
4
Or not shaving
Anymore.

Why wait for
November
When I can start now
And forever look like
A bearded cow.
A fun poem. I dont know why I have written this haha.
PJ Jan 2018
There she is, in her own puddle
Cryin her heart
like theres no tomorrow
In her own shell that is hallow
she thought everything was in dire
Like everything is on fire.

Shes lost
Thats what I see
Looking at her going
Back and forth
Left and Right
Everything around her
Seemed like
Black and White
And she lost the will to fight.


But she has no clue
That in her chaos
She's beautiful and true

Truly she is.
A beautiful mess
A wonderful train wreck
The prettiest eyesore
And the loveliest sight for me.
You truly are beautiful
PJ Jan 2018
There I lay in the middle of a room with 4 walls and a light staring straight right at me. Glaring like it want to say something but there was no sound. Then I laugh, its funny because even for a second there I really thought that , the light would tell me something. After a while I can hear a familiar sound, It was rain hitting the roof. Again it felt like it was saying something and yet again I started to laugh for there was no voice and i'm fooling myself how could rain tell me something. For hours I never stop staring at the ceiling with a blank thought, not even thinking of anything. Then I realized its dark, I'm pretty sure the light was on a little while back and no one had entered the room to turn it off. In my mind i'm sure its a blackout but i'm comfortable to where I lay. I didn't bothered to check. Now I'm staring at ceiling again but there was no light. The light that has been glaring at me  earlier.  It was pitch black. The darkness seemed to be telling me something yet in my head. Is still blank state. Then there was silence the rain have stop. It was so silent that I can hear my heart beating and even my breathing. The silence was absolutely deafening. I was scared I don't know why, as I feel the room getting and getting smaller in the darkness. The silence starts to hurt. I'm getting flash backs of my past, all of those memories sink in,  in a flash. Now i'm truly scared. I tried to move but my body wont. I tried to scream but theres only whispers coming out my lips. The silence I was experiencing was truly different and the darkness was a new. Then I heard it. Loud and clear. It struck me and then I realized. What was the message. Then a lighting flashed, then the lights turned on. Thunders roared then it broke the silence. I just immediately stood up. Look at the clock, it was already 3 am, Then I said to myself what a good day to LIVE.
sometimes it takes only the thunder and lighting to remind you that you are alive.
PJ Mar 21
Hey its a beautiful day
There's a strong breeze
and
the buzzing bees
everything is at sway
the leaves, the trees,
the very mint green grass
that's always perfect on a canvass
as you can see
just above the thin line of the sea
or above the tall mountains
there's a picture perfect
sight
that always amazes me
the perfect curves
the soft fluffs
the pillow for a thousand hugs
and squishy cuddles
PJ Jan 2018
Sadness echoes throughout my body.
Vibrates deep into my shallow soul
Radiating outside in form of tears
I guess my heart never learned
that you're already gone
and it really hurts
The time you
whispered
goodbye.
BUT
ME
I
ALL OF ME
WILL ALWAYS
WAIT FOR YOU
my empty cup of feelings!
PJ Aug 2018
Darkness my old friend
I write to you again
Thank you for hiding the truth
The tears and the bruise

I'm in pain again right now
Pls save me somehow
Cause I'm tired of all the things
That should make me glad
It's the opposite I say
They are the ones who makes me sad.

Too bad you can't hide the noise
I badly want to scream
I don't know how much I can take
Pls bring me with you
Before I wake.

I'm thinking ill again
But there's nothing more to gain
This might be the end
My last letter to you.
So Again take me with you!
PJ Jan 2018
I'm Nyctophilia Don't get me wrong its not what you think. Darkness is one those thing that people tend to avoid. Yes its easy to be scared when you don't know what lies ahead. I'm afraid of the dark when I was young simply because I couldn't see anything but when I tried to focus my eyes I saw the silhouette of whats in it. It might night be as clear as what light can bring but it the same thing. The trees, houses, and the other things. Then I realize how good darkness is. In a dark night you could see far greater things than what you could see in the light of the morning.  Though Darkness is always portrayed as the worst time of our lives, Lets not forget that in those times we learned the best lesson life can bring. Its like our future we don't know what it brings or what could happen. What we are in control is the current time the Present. Yet like darkness its the same we are in control if are going to be scared to not. Face darkness until it becomes your friend. Remember in the morning you can only see the sun but in the night you can see countless stars with the bonus view of the moon and if your lucky there is also a shooting star in store for you.
To those who are afraid in the dark don't be its a beautiful sight to see also,!
PJ Nov 2018
I know you're afraid
but keep those fears
keep them near
face them
everyday
until the time comes
you don''t need too

I know how badly you want to cry
let those tears fall
until you cant cry no more
until its dry

I know you miss her
keep her in your mind and heart
until you realise
she's still there
no matter what

I know you are confused
but keep seeking yourself
keep searching
don't stop
until the day
your question will be answered

Dear self
Keep pushing
keep seeking
fight on
a reminder for myself , specially right now I need this!
PJ Jan 2018
The demons within me is far from scary.
Those demons are locked up so deep
that no man can dig them out.
Shackled, *******.

I’m not afraid of death.
I stared death through the eyes of the reaper.
The demons that I hide is something no one should meet.
Those demons might be bound by chain.
but I still hold the key.
It might be wrong to release my demons
but Its not right to cross me.
fighting with the inner demons
PJ Oct 2018
Hi Im new to this
So let me start by
breathing in and breathing out

Hi! I'm afraid
oh no! I mean I'm scared
No I mean
I'm OKAY
I'm actually HAPPY
but the same time scared
and afraid
for I'm in doubt
without a doubt
or its also a doubt
that the future is uncertain
certainly that's certain
Double words
doubling the doubled
for my mind is in a split.
with double thoughts.
PJ Oct 2018
A thousand story
to a thousand journey
a thousand pens
to the thousand poems
a thousand drafts
that leaves no mark
a thousand words
that no one hears
cause the other thousand
you wrote
will cover them
I leave no mark to my drafts, Im sorry fallen ones
PJ Jan 2018
Dreams are illusions
for all of us.

Its not real it all made up
in our mind, even in our heart
but for only this day
take a step
take risk
for all of us may have a dreamt
something impossible
man always dreamed
of something we thought
impossible to be achieved
yet today
we are flying
and have set foot on the moon
and we are not stopping there.

Dreams are only illusions
if we dont take steps.
if  we dont risk it.
if we forget about it.
dreams are illusion to those who forget.
PJ Oct 2018
Yes I have fallen
in Love
now I'm too deep
a little more
and
I'm 6 feet deep
cause I have forgotten
how to value
myself
I only loved you
and
only you
not knowing
that I needed that too
cause I gave you all my love
but you didn't
give yours
now
there's no love
I just fall.
#12 for a friend , pls value yourself. I'm always here to hear you out pls dont forget you dont deserve to be just a 2nd choice
PJ Dec 2018
Why am I still filled with suicidal thoughts?

       When I want to live on.
PJ Oct 2018
Yes Fight on
no matter what
I know its hard
cause
I'm walking everyday
thinking I'm okay
but
I always feel like something
is missing
Its like the feeling
of knowing
but forgetting
but I wont let my turn
just past by
will stay
will fight
cause tonight
I'm ready
don't need anybody
don't need reasons
will scream
I will be strong
I will fight on
#11 poem. I think I need some rest.
PJ Sep 2018
My mind is clouded
And I'm dumbfounded
My hearts in doubt
My soul is in blue
My body still works
Cause the world
didn't cared
Dont have no clue

The world didn't
Stop when I was sad
Nor it slowed down
When I was Glad

Life continued,
It always will
Even if you're not well
Or what emotion
You're going to sell
It will carry on
Thats the truth

Its the reason of this mask
To carry on
Even if I'm like a robot
Busted and full of rust.
I have Allot of writings when I'm sad practically most of my writings are written when I was in blue. But it didnt stop me. I always need to get out there and join the world, cause I know I can't stop the world nor it will stop for me. A harsh reality.
PJ Jan 2018
I remember the times
that I'm addicted to you.

To your smiles,
your laughs.
your stories.
To the way you stand.
even on how you brush your hair.
To those times you hold my hand

I remember every single detail
to every dates, important or not.
they said i'm obsessed of you.
but the truth is I just love every
little bit of you.

For me your everything is the
best thing I have ever seen.
Having you was one of the
best blessing!

Those times may have ended
but those times is always treasured.
you are always special to me.
FLY
PJ Jan 2018
FLY
Yes you were the pilot of my life.
You thought me how to strive
So that I wont be deprive
And  everything would suffice

But to my surprise
You left me hanging on the air
And i couldnt bare
Because you thought me to fly
And now im stuck here in the sky

Not knowing how to land
Because you didnt said thats part of the plan.
Pj
PJ Mar 30
Its a good day
to be happy and free
its cold out
and
its okay to stay in this warm bed
all cozy and still

I'm happy you see
staying in this cold breeze
drinking this bubble tea
feeling loved
while wrapped in these
soft blankets
and
a hand inside
my purple jacket

Yes
its a beautiful day
like happiness
tucked inside
a happy basket
PJ Oct 2018
Positive vibes
as I ride to tomorrow
with so much pride
will give my all
I swear I will not fall
I'm motivated
I'm heading to the horizon
to break the dawn
yes I feel like the sun
all shiny and bright
will show everyone the light
cause today
Is not just another day
today is the day
that I will make
the past go away
cause I will ride tomorrow
with a smile
and forever
be the sun
who shared
its shine.
6th poem for a friend this one is extremely fun and positive to write
PJ Mar 17
I'm puzzled
maybe confused
of what I lack
or what should I have done
cause right now
I'm left with none
my soul is drained
and my mind is tired
but my heart still beats
and its sings a song
where feelings
and words meet
to make a smile
and make everything
worthwhile

Tonight
I will ask
the moon
if it still shines
even when stars
are afar
cause I can be okay
even when I'm alone
cause my heart still beats
and its sings a song
PJ Aug 2018
How do I?

Stay the same
   When you already change me so much.

How do I?

stop my madness
   When everything is in chaos

How do I?

Unlove you
   When all I can think right now is you.

How do I?

Start over
   When I don't want this to end

How do I?

Stop crying
    When I already lost more of myself.

How do I?

Run away
  When my feet wants to stay.


How do I?

Make everything all right
   When I can't reach you right now.

How do I?

Stop writing
   When poem and writings are the only ones who hears me.
My question to the world
PJ Jan 2018
One night. One man dared to be free. Free from himself, Free from all, he got tired of the feeling of being controlled by a system that makes him no better than a robot. So he walked miles through the darkness of the path, he murmored. "I Will be free. I will be Free. Im tired at the same time im sick. Sick of being me." He continued to walk as he reached the side of a river and Cold winds blows to his shoulders like the frozen touch of winter. He got shivers throughout his body and said to himself this is it Im free. The day number one. Then he was puzzled and asked himself what does a free man do? Not knowing the answer and he has no one to ask for he is alone. Then he sat at the bank of the river and he contemplated and again ask himself what does a free man do? Who should I ask? I know allot of people but I dont know who among them is free. He was stumped for the deeper he thinks the harder to answer to his own question. After a while he stops thinking and just look around. Then he saw the river just flowing not caring for  as long as it flows but in a a distant sight he saw a wall that was redirecting the flow of the river. And got stomped again for he thought he already the answer but he doesnt. Then as he looked at the sky and he laughed so hard. For sunrise is quite close. Then he realized I am free for I can do this. I am free because I am me and no one can do it better than me.
Reflection
PJ Aug 2018
I will not cry
I will hold onto my tears
Even if I'm swallowed by my fears
Promise I wont cry
Will keep this eyes dry


I will let you cry
In my arms tonight
Cause I know you lost
The will to fight
Will protect you from all of your fears
Just to make you smile
It will be worthwhile

I will do everything
And anything
I will fix you
Even though when your okay
You will not be mine

I will just watch you leave
With a smile
A smile
Thats holding my tears.
I will be your superman even though I'm not super.
PJ Oct 2018
I'm not okay
Okay?
even if I lie I am
my face will show I'm not
for my life is in knots
all *******
and in shambles
my head is in scrambles
don't know what to do
or what can I do

I'm walking in circles
but i'm still lost
and I feel I was just a lost cost
I'm sorry I gambled
in you.
I really thought I won
but why do I feel I'm the one
who lost.
4th poem for a friend. I dont know how much can I convey but Im sorry I can only just do this.
PJ Mar 1
I know this wont make you whole again. I know this cant complete  you nor compensate to all the hardships you had with me but I would like to say sorry.

I'm sorry for being me. I didnt know any better.
I'm sorry, I was clueless that you like me from the start.
I'm sorry that I shared all my hardships and life and didnt heared yours
I'm sorry that I was sharing how my days went and didnt had the time to listen to you.
Im sorry for always being so sweet and caring. I didnt mean to break your guard.
Im sorry for always talking to you constantly even when I dont have anything to tell you.
Im sorry for always answering your late night calls and talking to you until dawn.
Im sorry for sharing my 1st love and it wasnt you.
Im sorry that I always scream to the world how she meant to me and letting you see it.
Im sorry for telling you I will court her and ask you for advices
Im sorry for having someone as the moon for my tides when I was your moon.
Im sorry for talking to you when she broked my heart.
Im sorry for the days  I was so broken and all I have to talk too is you.
Im sorry for failing to see that you where there all the time I was so down
Im sorry for telling you I wasnt loveable when you have loved me.
Im sorry for going into deppression and pushed you away.
Im sorry I was ****** that I started hurting myself.
Im sorry for not noticing your late night calls.
Im sorry for not answering for chats and text.
Im sorry for not caring for your care.
Im sorry for calling you when I was slowly becoming okay.
Im sorry for being insensitive, I didnt know you were having a hard time.
Im sorry for being okay when your not.
Im sorry for not giving you a chance.
Im sorry for saying thank you, when you said you love me.
Im sorry I cant give the love that you gave me.
Im sorry for making you wait.
Im sorry that you have grown tired.
Im sorry for not making that leap.
Im sorry that I was afraid.
Im sorry for thinking I can make it on my own.
Im sorry for the love I cant repay
PJ Dec 2018
Today it will be
different when I say
I'm tired
cause

I'm tired of standing back
when I know I
was born to stand out

I'm tired of waiting
for opportunity to knock
that's why I will be the one
to knock on opportunity's door

I'm tired of the grass being
greener in the other side
that's why I will plant on mine.

I'm tired of being better than yesterday
that's why I will be the best today

I'm tired of taking a step at a time
that's why I'm taking all the steps every time

I'm tired of having only Plan A
that's why I will have Plan B-Z
even 1,2,3.

cause I'm tired of being mediocre
when I can be best
of what I think I can do better
PJ Nov 2018
It might rain
on your happiest day

There will darkness
on your light

There will be monsters
inside the kindest people

In every war
there are battles you will
lose

when you are pushed
there will bruises
when your up

Your cuts will eventually
be scars

There is sadness
behind those smiles
be kind to people we dont what they are going through right now they might be smiling or extremely irritated just understand that we cant be all light and happy everytime!
PJ Oct 2018
I just want to say
I'm still puzzled and confused
allot has been happening
so fast and so soon
It's a rush
my mind and my heart
just can't keep up
but I want it
I want everything
that's happening
even when I don't understand
even when I don't think
I deserve this
I want to keep it
cause even though I'm confused
there's an invisible smile
that you cant see
the happiness and joy
inside of me
cause I want it
I want you
I want to keep you
and
the love.
Maybe you cant
see this smile
but it wont fade away
This invisible smile
will going to stay.
For those person who you thought thats just a dream but they are not they are real and you have them to hold and to love.
PJ Feb 1
Is it ironic?
      that I lost everyone
Who promised they wont leave me?
I didnt pushed them away. I clinged to them until I reached the feeling that Im already bothering them
PJ Aug 2018
Stop talking
Cause I'm falling
Ever deeper in love
And it ****** hurts

It hurts cause I know it will never will be.

There will never be a you and me.

It hurts cause when I sleep you will always be a part of my dream.

A beautiful dream but when I wake up it will be a nightmare cause again it will never will be.

It hurts cause no matter how I try to run away, just one call from you and I'd be there in a heartbeat.

It hurts cause I'm shackled by your smile, your stare, and your laughs.

It hurts cause when your hurt you run to me and I cant do a thing.

It hurts cause I know you dont have a clue.

It hurts that you already found your love and I'm the reason why you stayed in love.

It hurts cause now you ask me how to love him more.

It hurts cause I answer the question.

It hurts cause we've met but we were not meant to be.

It hurts
It hurts
It hurts
Why does this hurt badly.
PJ Jan 2018
Don't run away
It's safe here.
It's safe from anxiety
It's safe from pain
It's safe from prejudice
It's safe from suffering
It's safe from trouble

Stay and continue to write
your words are special
no matter where you are
or who you are.

Stay and Write
Write and give hope
For yourself and for others!
Write and give hope!
PJ Jan 2018
I already said this allot of times.
I’M HERE.
I wont leave.
I wont desert you.
I’m right here.


For a long time now
I have been saying those line because its true.
I hate goodbyes more than anyone
I don't want people to leave.
I don't want you to leave.
I really don't.

Pls do remember that.
I look like an overly attached friend right now
but I don't care.
I only care about you right now.
I see you slowly killing yourself with depression.  

Shes ready to give up not on you but on herself.
I'm loosing myself.
I don't want to see her sad
but It cant be help.
As time past


I don't want her to forgot about you.
I just want her to move on.
I just want her to be happy.
I want my old Partner back.
may this remind you!
PJ Jun 2018
Light and Darkness
Comes hand in hand
Without each other
Life would be bland

Light will always
Shine through
No matter how dark
Its like Noah and his ark
saved lives when its dim
even when survival was slim

But when the light its too bright
You're bound to fall
Even though you think
You're standing tall
cause too much light
Is blinding
To a point that it will
Frightening.

So don't call out darkness yet
It might surprise you
The calmness that you'll get

Its quiet and cold
Both are true
But don't fear
Because in its silence
Peace is real.


Like I said light and darkness
Comes hand in hand
Cause light shine bright
When darkness is present
And shadows don't show
When light is absent.
Balance in all things.
PJ Jan 10
I waited for the sunset
at the beach
with salt in air
and sand on my feet

I wandered far
and wandered deep
now the tide takes
me off my feet

now I see the lighthouse
at the beach
I yelled , little lighthouse
light my way
when I comeback
but for now let me stay.
PJ Jul 2018
Stand strong little flower
       No matter what bothers
             Even if you're different
                   From Others

There's no one better
      Yes love might not
             Last forever

But continue to
   Smile even all of
       The "the ends"
   And "Ever After"
this poem was written during the day you have been so broken that you were gonna burst in tears but you where so stubborn in being so "strong" that you kept it all in.

Wrote it in a piece of brown tissue paper and just left. Cause I know you where not going to spill the beans that night and that's all I can do. And thats the most subtle way to tell you I'm here.
PJ Oct 2018
I just sprouted
and all I see
are tall trees
beside me
all big and strong
bare fruits and all

Now I'm scared
cause if I didn't grow
like them
I will deemed
a ****
an unwanted ****
a plant in a wrong place
Now the pressure is on
I want to grow tall and strong
bare fruits and all
but before that
let me enjoy the sunshine
and air.
I promise when the time come
I will make them proud
with all the fruits
I will bare.
#8 poem for a friend, enjoy the countless joys in life, its with joy that you will grow.
PJ Jan 2018
Tic Toc Tic Toc
The clock is always winding up
Waiting for me to make a mistake
Even when I have nothing at stake
For I have gambled  
everything in Love
So when I lose
I only lose myself
In this world
Thats on the mercy
Of a clock.
I dont know
PJ Jan 2018
You are that person I see as light
but now your light seemed fading.
Our journey is still a long one
but your smile is slowly disappearing.


May I raise you up?
May I helped you smile again?.
May I help you stand because I know your knees are weak?.
May I carry you throughout the path.?
All I want is keep you smiling,

To give you all that your heart needs the most.
May I be the shield that would protect your happiness?.
May I be the one to be there always.

All that’s made me is all worth trading
just to have one moment with you,
to make you smile again.
PLS smile again
PJ Jan 2018
Me and you were the greatest team.
The best duo.
Partners!
That's who we were!
or what we claimed to be.

We were not afraid nor confused
of what we have or what we don't
Everything figured out
Cherishing all the moment
Loving all times

But look where we are now
both far from each other
we seem to be strangers
what have we done?
what did fail to do?
we ask ourselves

I chased you
though you where running away.
I knock on your door
even you slammed it in my face.
I waited
though you have forgotten.
I understood you
yet you don't know.
I reach out
but you just let go.

You inspired me to write
you showed me how.
To express how we feel
but look at me now
Writing this sad story
of Me and You.
Thank you for everything though, Right now I feel that Im lost but writing did help me to cope.
PJ Mar 29
Its night again
its time to say hello
to my old friend
Hi moon
I have been thinking of you
since high noon
last night was a shame
cause I didn't see you
cause it rained

You take allot of shapes
you maybe half
a crescent
or full
I love them all

You are powerful
you take control of the tides
and gives light
when its a dark night

yes you are bright
but not as much that it hurts
cause your light is only bright enough
to warm up my cold heart
your light holds it near and dear
keeping it from falling apart
with the warmth of your light

I can gaze on you till
dawn comes
be at awe at your beauty
and will remember this night
then wait for you
to come again
tonight.
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