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Bas Aeon Apr 2015
I would like to ask how you are

But that seems silly now anyway.

Garden of Solitude

Alone with your smile
kept you dearly in my heart
Bas Aeon Apr 2018
struggle to reach the destination
talking to the shadow
from the reflection of the rays of sun
energy is dropping
gasping for air
craving for echoes
crumbling piece by piece
until
ash is all remain

- Tres20 -
empty shell i become from the love i once knew
Bas Aeon Mar 2017
I'm not walking away. I know there are lots of things we needed to fix, to consider our priorities. I am what i am and i thank you for choosing and loving me the best of you can. Thank you for not giving up on me yet.

I can still hold on to your promises. Years from now, you will always be the person i want to spend my life with. Just hold on. Hold on tight.
The storm will come our way, the temptation will break us apart but i will not falter. I will stay and love you. I will be there when you need me.

Babe, give me reasons not to look away towards your direction.
Understand my flaws and insecurities.
Scatter your rays of sun to my lonely heart that soon will consume with shadows of doubts and jealousy.
Reach for my shivering hand.
The warmth of your soft touch will lead me back to you again.

I can forgive you if you let me show you my trust again.
I can accept all your worries and hatred.
I can accept your overflowing love you once had to me.
I can love you endlessly babe.

Why?
Why did we end up strangers?
Why did you give up on us?
Why did you turn your pages so fast and erase me on every chapter of your story.
Why?

Babe, when you feel like trying again.
Reach for my hand
I will take you back with me wholeheartedly.
Full of love and sincerity.

Just don't leave me hanging.
Don't leave me with a big question mark on my heart.
Don't let me hate myself for not being good enough to you.
Please do not send me to the darkness.
Let your light shine on me.
when someone you dearly love gives up on you and you left hanging with so many questions why???
Bas Aeon Nov 2016
Will it be possible if heart is Circle?!.
Does it change when love found.
Will it grow bigger when hearbeats fast.
Or shrink when love lost.

My past leaves remnant of your beauty.
Beauty that reflects my soul.
The stains remain, pure black and white.
Reminds me of you.
I guess im back to zero missing you.
Bas Aeon May 2015
Your sweetest smile touch my soul
Your sparkling teeth captivates my eyes
Your beauty amazed me
Your perfect like goddess
Your voice turn me on

But ugh"….
I turn my back on you
Your heart is not pure as white
Your like a devil when you speak

Your like a walking bending machine
Throwing bad words all around
You think its good on you
But nah!
It will never make you beautiful
If your soul is full of ****** words.
I don’t understand why most of the living entities loves to speak ****** words. Its like they will die when they don't utter the word.
Bas Aeon Dec 2015
Be still my soul.
Be still my heart.
Rest assured that he is watching over you.
Be still.
Because he loves you.
my heart longs for Jesus warmth and presence. I seek for his guidance and love.
Bas Aeon Nov 2016
The cord represent the flow of time itself.
I wear it sometimes as kind of lucky charm.
Who was it who gave me?
The thread twist, tangle, unravel
And connect again.
If time can really turned back.
Give me one last chance.
Lets be together again.
Bas Aeon Apr 2018
i loved her everyday
and
yet
she ignored me
and
stop talking to me.
seconds turned minutes
minutes turned to hours
hours turned to days
and
days turned to months
i havent heard her for years.
not even a
GOODBYE!  

- Tres20 -
Bas Aeon Dec 2015
If you ask how I am,
I'd say just fine.
But the truth is...

My heart is heavy today.
With emotions for which there are no words.
Lord,lift the heavy weight within my heart this day. Replace the load with Your love, peace and joy. I trust You, Healer of my heart, In Jesus' Name, Amen."
How
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
How
How can i leave everything behind..
If my heart still beating for the past..
How can i undo things..
When everything we had was perfect..
How can i unlove you..
If loving you is the only thing that matters to me..
i guess i do love you
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
I don't believe in love
No
I believe in love
That's why i hate love
It sends you to the pit of abomination
But gives you ten thousands fold of happiness
Love is the reasons why we live, no love no pain no gain
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
No label

No commitment

No contact

No communication

None of it

Four years have passed

You remain intact in my heart

I can’t find myself unloving you

Loving you mean everything to me

There is no one that completes me the way you do

It may sound silly and stupid for staying in love and faithful

But that gives me courage, strenght and happiness to keep on fighting

Though i don’t know

If i will ever have another oppurtunity

To experience our paths crossing again

But i will always be here

Waiting for you

To come back home to me

Because your home is with me In my heart
My home is with you
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
Nowadays it’s so easy to communicate with people

Just one click and there you have it

No waiting is applicable

Easy to reach

One blink of an eye

Fast like a wind

Just like love

Touch the button

Press send

Cupid will deliver your answer

Break Up

Leave a message after the tone

Your heart is broken
We no longer value patience because of the technology. We can get what we want in one click of a button. Hate to say why there's lot of broken people because of easy access to technology.
Bas Aeon Jul 2018
Leaving you behind unwillingly.
I wanted to run back, but i chose not to.
Our relationship was very complicated.
I have to let go of you but i’m still missing you.
The seasons kept changing but we were still together.
I didn’t realize your existence.
But you saw me.
But you never confessed to me.
This was why we were just friends.
But, our hearts were close to each other.
The time was passing too fast,
And i missed my chance to confess to you.
My love for you has made me forget what my dream is about.
Although my dream has set up us apart
You will always be in my heart.
This is a secret deep in my heart.
Loving you from a far.
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
We have the same sky

But different timezone

We have the same burning orbit that spreads light

But revolves in different phase

We stare at the same star

But burns differently

For the path we take will never cross at all

Because you and me

Will be forever lost

You have your day and i have my night

Your garden flourish with abudant of love

And mine wither and died

We long for each other’s arms

Wishing to be together again

But distance keeping us apart

Time is not on our side

For it will never be

Because you and me

Will be forever

Chasing one goal

Our pride kills us

You won’t back down

So do i

We end up losing grasp to want we wanted

Two hearts become one

One heart full of love

Ended living in separate world
this is what happen when pride takes over. You can overcome distance but doubts and pride will end your relationship.
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
I am waiting

Your page is slowly fading

Someone is trying to steal your place

Im begging you

Don’t let him hold the pen

Because there will be no sheet

Available for you to write

And i can’t

Turn No More
when you don't want to let go of your past and waiting for that person is the only thing that makes you happy.
Bas Aeon Nov 2016
I can no longer write a story.
I can't write it anymore.

Then you write.

That's the only way you can keep the story perfect.
Im back after long period of hibernation
Bas Aeon Nov 2016
How i wish our words travel.
Till the edge of the world.
Without vanishing.
Then what will those words be?
To make promises that won't fade.
Let's say it on the count of three.
Your wish may come true to some degrees.
I no longer cannot see the eyes of this.
Since when and why?
I don't know.
Where the point rain starts and ends.
Where the rainbow begins and ends.
Place where my life fades.
I've always believe that
There's something i've been chasing.
One day we'll go.
Where all living creatures have never been.
Unprecedented, unexplored sentiments.
Double
Triple
Fourth
Fifth dimension stops me but i still see you.
I want to meet you.
Chase your name.
Imprint your image to my head
The thin red line that connects us
Will find its way to cross our path.
One day i will know who is connected to my thin red line. - Tres20
Bas Aeon Apr 2018
you left a mark
and
i wear it proudly on my chest.
to remind me
that i feel best
when
i’m with you

-Tres20-
cross and ring
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
Close your eyes dry your tears
Trust yourself
Though it's killing you inside
Listen to your heartbeat
Time flies and memories stays astray
You married your past ache
Truth may vary your best
But love conquer the rest
True feelings can be felt
Until the end
True love waits
When you truly love someone no matter how far the distance you will keep it safe.
Bas Aeon Sep 2018
My brightest light Louie,
I may not be the best version of me
However
i am on my way to becoming a better person
you taught me a lot of things
you may never know
your soul imprinted
you are my shadow
My sun, my hope and my light.
you let me be reborn again
finding the right path
you made me learn to feel the word jealous
jealous of everything
nature that sorrounds you
people that made you who you are now
things that made and makes you giggles
The warmth and glow you spread to your sorroundings.
The echoes of your voice that send thousandfold of melody to everyone’s heart.

we drifted so much
i lost the battle
but my connection to your memories
still intact
it seeps to my core

i am winning the rage of seas and darkness
i finally found the contenment of light
it shown me the real figure of hardship
the true meaning of faith and serendipity
The symbol of love that envelopes the human capacity

i have gained true friendship and learnt new hobbies
im continously improving my personality and character
im pursuing the passion of my heart what God has offered me
i learnt to be more mindful and responsible human being
Waiting made me more resilient
Patience brought me a lot of good vibes
God embraced me for who i am
And  recieved comfort and plenty of positive vibrants
until the day im brave enough to stand infront of you
i will be better
i will be full of life
So you will be proud of me
even though i’m nothing to you.

i thought love was undesirable weakness
a cancer that grows inside me.
Made me vulnerable and brought abomination
as darkness and loneliness reeks to my soul
A depriviation of human development
as gravity of negativity pulls me down

But then
I finally understood the meaning of true love
Love filled my life with joy and peace.
Happiness, hope, contentment and serenity
Even though it fail me
Love became my strenght
Because love is what binds people
It builds a character to pursue and become better
To accept what was and what is and what ifs
To fight and battle within yourself
To know and to seek
To gain more clarity when whirlwind strikes
Above all
To recieve abundant, plentiful grace and forgiveness
From the one and only powerful, merciful, kind and loving Almighty God

He is the reason why i am living
He is the core of my existence
He blessed me with all things that sorrounds me
He gives me hope
He provides me food and shelter
He lead me to where i should be
He let me feel all the emotions that i must need
He is generous for allowing me to learn what was/is right and wrong
He forgave me and will always forgive.
He healed me and will continue to heal my soul.
My human being
He taught me a lot of things in this world
And for that i am lucky
That he let me experienced all the troubles and beauty from the past.
I may not know what the future and his plan for me
i am happy that he led me to you
To know you
To need you
To love you
To experience your warmth
Thats why thank you Louie for the love, hope, my light, my sun, guidance, patience and care you had brought to me
Coz if not
And it never happened
until now for sure
I will still be looking for your version
My dearest louie that brought so much ripples in my life.
I am forever grateful to you and to God.
These are all perfectly reasons why i love you to the fullest.
Thank you for being a blessing to me.
I pray to God to protect your world and guide you through tough times.
To bless and empowered you.
To let you know that you are enough to him because you are more than special to him.
To contionously shower you with grace, protection and so much love.

Grateful with so much love,  
Tres20
i wrote this letter 4 years ago and i still feel the same way today. The same feelings and love i still have for her will always remain. The prayers i continously ask God. My unsent letter - the precious emotions i kept for years will always be inside me. Im sharing this piece of letter for those who havent seen the light. Depression, loneliness became my motivation to gain strenght and happines.
I lost the person i love the most.
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
Stop knocking on locked doors
chasing pavement
Bas Aeon Apr 2015
You are epitome of beauty

Delicate as crystal

Sun radiates in your soul

Breaking the bridge of cold heart

Truth reveal how words

Phantom the mist of solid world

You flourish in many ways

Happy to found you
inspire me to write a new one, i love how she web her thoughts

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