So much for trying to keep myself away from writing but here I am

Farewell my firefly

You showed me how much you treated me badly and I pretended that im okay so you wouldnt hurt yourself. I believe that there is good in you always, that's why I stayed and hoped we could make it. But you gave me no signal, no response, no story. What am I to do? When I did the best of me for you? Making me feel like I haven't done so much in trying, in hoping that everything is going to be okay. But this isn't okay, how much pain I embraced from your absence, silence, recklessness, hopelessness and to make me feel like I'm not being enough for you. Why do I despair now? I don't know anymore...

I'll see you in the stars

Why...

I still miss you even if I have no right to be.

"I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone. I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever. But now you're in the stars, and six feet never felt so far, now here I am alone between the heavens and the embers" - Benson Boone

It's been difficult to understand love in walks through life. How things can and can't be put together, how shapes don't match the shadows of our past, making healing harder to face every single day. And lights just stays dim in every moment I breathe. I'm trying to move forward but I keep looking back, hoping it would enlighten me to know what the future means to me. That having someone to move makes it feel less lonely, a journey to share a life with, but it never was and now I forget that I'm someone too, that I'm human too and within this bittersweet silence, I find myself little by little and hopefully someday would know what is real and isn't.

Sipped too soon

Magic ink

Let's be blue together

Nature's Symphony

They just wont go away

I've always have been
a ghost to my own thoughts,
haunting myself
in endless circles

... it happened again

Okay? Okay

Just a Bathtub moment. A common thought that sometimes feels new

when my soul misses you, my eyes looking for you, that just means that I love you. I just don't know why my love passes through you and never touched your heart.

Rusty pen

Hate me if you must, but know matter where we are, you are no stranger to my heart. Forget me if you will, but memories last forever.

A note to all flowers, to never see what's infront of them but to seek what is ahead of them. :)

I tried to see the good, only to be fed with false hope...

How it feels to be blue ( to me at least )