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148 · Jun 2020
Blind
Notepad Jun 2020
If I close my eyes
I'll end up missing you
But leaving them open
would turn me blind
And I'd lose you forever
147 · May 2022
Light
Notepad May 2022
My northern star
I could never ask for more
than for you to stay
Wherever we are now,
You'll always be the one

This could be my last poem,
I wouldn't know when I'll write again..
Time to disappear
144 · Apr 12
Odd
Notepad Apr 12
Odd
It makes sense
To be different
Its feels better to be odd
3 - 5 - 7
Being odd makes us seen better of our true selves, stay unique as you are
142 · Sep 2020
Matter
Notepad Sep 2020
With all that matters,
.
from every beat of your heart,
.
with every love in your lungs,
.
and the light in your eyes,
.
Everything about you matters,
In a matter of space
.
you mean the whole galaxy to me
140 · Apr 2020
You're Poetry
Notepad Apr 2020
You may think plain,
with no words to say,
stuck in a blank page,
where your pen thinks the same,
But my dear you are poetry,
Be the reason of change
129 · Jul 2023
New
Notepad Jul 2023
New
I made my move
To disappear for you
Exhale my name
So you won't turn blue
Let your thoughts be
In tune with your heart
Let your life bloom
For a new start
We'll be okay, this time for sure.
128 · Mar 2022
Ethereal
Notepad Mar 2022
A butterfly kiss
memories start to flutter
I miss how it feels
Butterfly memories ♡
127 · Jul 2023
Missing
Notepad Jul 2023
Why do I still try
To look for missing pieces
If not with someone
How can I build myself up?
Let me belive in something...
It still hurts, wondering about what felt missing that doesn't even belong to you.
125 · Aug 2023
Happier
Notepad Aug 2023
Our past can never be fixed
Amidst of a clobbered heart
Stitched each other's wings
Tangled up by strings
Bewitched in things
Till we both could sync
Our love never stops blooming
Even if hope was in doubt
But deep down
I know it
We were Happier
We don't feel the same anymore
But I wish you the happiest years forward than the time spent with me. I set you free even if my eyes were to tear. I'll be fine someday and one day will be free
124 · Jun 2022
Ahead
Notepad Jun 2022
I hope you find her
In the darkness that surrounds you
I hope she will care for you
Better than I could
I know I left
For I am not meant for you
I cannot hold you
I do not deserve you
I no longer exist in your mind
Rather a poem in your heart
Our love will guide us better
In someone else's arms
You left a mark in me
That I shall treasure
I hope you find your lover
My lost partner
You will always be loved
122 · Aug 2023
Temporary
Notepad Aug 2023
It was nothing more
Than temporary moments
All the ebbs and flows
All the tears that fall
All the words that blend
Were borrowed time
Until it hits right, right?
It's done. Why does it still hurts?
113 · Nov 2020
Submission
Notepad Nov 2020
I inhale my breath, as the sun falls down,
the murky night welcomes me now,
Hearing the weeping sea, call out my name,
Blowing off a candle that was once safe,
Tears screams in silence, As it drips
Indulge by darkness, I gave in
109 · May 11
Speechless
Notepad May 11
You don't know me, yet
You miss me when you lose me,
And keep me without care
Bonus: And efforts don't play...
108 · May 2020
Felicity
Notepad May 2020
Mesmerized by 
painted skies
watching till the
moon arrives
stars twinkle
beneath my eyes
gravity takes
me high
plunge deep
in the clouds
disappearing into
night's crowd
It's an ocean up there
92 · Feb 12
Peel
Notepad Feb 12
Every broken word
Peeling my heart like onions
Till my eyes swollen
My lungs dry to inhale dust
Immune enough to feel pain
88 · Feb 8
Soft
Notepad Feb 8
In every word
I had faith
And enough patience
To move forward
To keep smiling
And be okay
But a lie
Shown me truth
In the silence
Cutting me deep
Down the bone
And still say
"I'll be okay."
That's just me
Kind for hearts
Accepting it all
No matter what
Leave or stay
I hold nothing
But painful memories
And beautiful mementos
I'm not perfect
But too soft
85 · Jan 27
Pride
Notepad Jan 27
I gave you all of me
Till my knees turn blue
I beg to see the beauty
And all you see is you
Promises kept breaking
I knew we were losing
Bleeding from the shards of hope
Enduring every step I was taking
I choose you more
Cause there was no one else waiting
You brought me to life
But took it all back
All you see is you
In the beauty of silence
It just proves it true
Its hard to sleep and harder to wake up now
84 · Jan 19
Hopeless
Notepad Jan 19
I use to believe a promise was worth everything
That forever was something
That fighting for you was loyalty
That an embrace was home
And keeping each other warm
Showing every beat of my heart was true
And in my blood was no lie
That I truly did love you
And never second thought my care

But the absence of you
Made everything I did was nothing
Forcing a smile as I drown in pain
Watching hope evaporate
Till I no longer exist in your eyes
That my name will sound familiar
And friends was in no favor
So strangers was the answer
I know it's dumb but I feel *******...
77 · Apr 12
If only...
Notepad Apr 12
If only you knew
What my mind would do to me
All the pain I hold inside of me
The things I pretended to be happy
So I wouldn't let you worry

If only I knew
how to fix myself
I'd be somebody else
Someone you'll remember
Someone you'll care for
But I need help
And all I have is myself
My big depression is back again for this autumn season

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