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"schedules" poems
Our parents are always telling us , you have to go to school, that you'll learn everything you need to know before you're ready for the big world, and that'll you need it to get into your dream job But now a days our education isn't about learning, its about passing Our education now isn't the same as it used to be It teaches us that if you're not at a certain grade level, you will not succeed That if you don't meet a certain criteria, maybe you're not for fit the course This education system doesn't teach us whats really important for the big world It doesn't teach us how to live, how to do taxes or how to survive It never taught us the living expenses or how to buy a home Never taught us what to expect once we leave for college or how to balance our schedules No. It only taught us homework, about a plant cell, about tangents and circumferences It taught us that homework is more important than family That it's more important than being a kid and having a life It taught us that if you spend time with loved once and didn't do your work, you're setting yourself up for failure They pile us with work it feels like we cant breath They never once thought of the other class assignments that must be due not even 24 hours later They make us memorise things that will no longer be important when we apply for a job We study for hours in hopes to pass that final test that we'll soon forget But what are we suppose to say when someone asks us how we're feeling? We were never taught that We never memorised an equation to help us find the answer We were only ever taught to keep our mouths shut and do our work Its quite funny what we learn in school now Things more than 80% of the students will never have to use let alone see again School was suppose to prepare us for our future For the job choice we pick Instead we meet and learned quadratics and plant cells We were taught homework is what your focus should always be on We were never taught about the future and what to do And most importantly We were never taught how to love ourselves and the things we should be greatful for They've turn us into sad, mindless robots that's are more concerned about grades and passing than whats going on with the family We lock ourselves in our rooms doing homework for 6 hours than talking to our mothers or fathers who wonder about us We were never taught the importance of family before it was too late Every single highschool student wishes they can turn back the clocks, but it'll never work We were taught the hard way that you don't really know what you have until its gone Something we weren't prepared for They never prepared us for the future Instead, we prepare our self for the possible failing outcome How are we suppose to make a living for ourselves when all we have learned was the stress over homework and family? The depression over a failed test or assignment? The lost feeling of the lost time? How are we suppose to love ourselves when all we do is put yourself down because of school? This education system never prepared us for anything Instead, this education system officially has broken all of us.
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Jun 3, 2016
Jun 3, 2016 at 4:41 PM UTC
Our Broken Education System
Our parents are always telling us , you have to go to school, that you'll learn everything you need to know before you're ready for the big world, and that'll you need it to get into your dream job But now a days our education isn't about learning, its about passing Our education now isn't the same as it used to be It teaches us that if you're not at a certain grade level, you will not succeed That if you don't meet a certain criteria, maybe you're not for fit the course This education system doesn't teach us whats really important for the big world It doesn't teach us how to live, how to do taxes or how to survive It never taught us the living expenses or how to buy a home Never taught us what to expect once we leave for college or how to balance our schedules No. It only taught us homework, about a plant cell, about tangents and circumferences It taught us that homework is more important than family That it's more important than being a kid and having a life It taught us that if you spend time with loved once and didn't do your work, you're setting yourself up for failure They pile us with work it feels like we cant breath They never once thought of the other class assignments that must be due not even 24 hours later They make us memorise things that will no longer be important when we apply for a job We study for hours in hopes to pass that final test that we'll soon forget But what are we suppose to say when someone asks us how we're feeling? We were never taught that We never memorised an equation to help us find the answer We were only ever taught to keep our mouths shut and do our work Its quite funny what we learn in school now Things more than 80% of the students will never have to use let alone see again School was suppose to prepare us for our future For the job choice we pick Instead we meet and learned quadratics and plant cells We were taught homework is what your focus should always be on We were never taught about the future and what to do And most importantly We were never taught how to love ourselves and the things we should be greatful for They've turn us into sad, mindless robots that's are more concerned about grades and passing than whats going on with the family We lock ourselves in our rooms doing homework for 6 hours than talking to our mothers or fathers who wonder about us We were never taught the importance of family before it was too late Every single highschool student wishes they can turn back the clocks, but it'll never work We were taught the hard way that you don't really know what you have until its gone Something we weren't prepared for They never prepared us for the future Instead, we prepare our self for the possible failing outcome How are we suppose to make a living for ourselves when all we have learned was the stress over homework and family? The depression over a failed test or assignment? The lost feeling of the lost time? How are we suppose to love ourselves when all we do is put yourself down because of school? This education system never prepared us for anything Instead, this education system officially has broken all of us.
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A newborn to a novice Mom, such a burden all at once, so much to do, the day is gone too soon – a crying bundle makes the night so long But it is such a joy! The changes in life are so unreal, schedules can never be the same, but soon a balance will appear, life will be normal once again, Almost! As years fly by, the bundle grows, the diapers gone now, outgrown clothes, tonsils out, braces in, “why can’t I go” a familiar sound! And all too soon that little bundle of joy is ready to face the world. We hope that we have done a good job, and we try not to hold them too tight to us, we must let go! The time has come to let them fly, that tiny hand that clung to you has grown and holds another now. Don’t cry Mom, don’t be sad, it’s all been worth it, and maybe soon, another small bundle will enter your life, and ah, who is the novice now??
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Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 10:27 PM UTC
The Novice
My life is a railway station In so many different ways For there are many many trains That I could take I do not know all the time Which train will bring me To the place I want to be There are people all around me Also looking at the trains Comparing time schedules, destinations Constantly. (theinkthatspeaks.blogspot.com)
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Dec 16, 2012
Dec 16, 2012 at 1:36 PM UTC
Railway station.
THERE'S RUDOLPH, FROSTY, SANTA CLAUS AND GOOD OLD EBENEEZER THERE'S CAROLS SUNG BY EVERYONE FROM KISS ON THROUGH TO WHEEZER THERE'S CD'S OUT FROM NAT KING COLE, THE BOSTON POPS HAVE TWO THERE'S  ONE OUT  NEIL DIAMOND WHICH IS STRANGE BECAUSE OLD NEIL'S A JEW THE STORES HAVE TINSEL EVERYWHERE, THEIR TREES TOO,LOOKING NICE THERE'S WRAPPING PAPER, CHRISTMAS LIGHTS AND EVEN PLASTIC ICE THEY ATTACK YOUR SENSES CONSTANTLY, THEY MUST THINK I'M A FOOL FOR ALL THIS STUFF IS ON DISPLAY, BEFORE THE KIDS GO BACK TO SCHOOL THERE'S A RASTAFARIAN SANTA CLAUS WITH DREADLOCKS KNOWN AS "STONEY" GENETICALLY ALTERED TURKEY MEAT THAT TASTES JUST LIKE BALONEY PEOPLE DON'T BUY CHRISTMAS GIFTS THEY SEEM TO JUST GIVE MONEY SO THEY GO SHOPPING BOXING DAY, AND THIS I FIND QUITE FUNNY THE CHARITIES ARE ON THE PHONE AND AT YOUR DOOR EACH NIGHT THEY WORK YOU WITH SOME CHRISTMAS GUILT, AND SAY "IT'S ONLY RIGHT" TO DONATE TO UNFORTUNATES AND THEIR FOLKS NEED IT MOST" AS THEY FLASH THEIR SMILES, FAKE I/D'S BEFORE THEIR PHONY BOAST PEOPLE SHOP AND BUY AND BUY AND THEN THEY ALL RE-GIFT MOST TIMES YOU'LL GET CHRISTMAS CAKE, THAT'S REALLY HARD TO LIFT YOU WORK O.T. AND DO YOUR BEST, YOUR CHRISTMAS CASH TO SAVE AND YOU SMILE WHEN YOU GET YOUR GIFT, AND IT'S THE ONE YOU GAVE CHRISTMAS IS LESS FESTIVE AND TO ME IT'S GOTTEN RATHER CLINICAL WITH SCHEDULES MADE AND SALES AND THINGS, IT'S MADE ME RATHER CYNICAL TO SAY WHAT CHRISTMAS REALLY MEANS, I READ THOMAS ACQUINAS BUT INSTEAD, I'LL USE A QUOTE FROM SHCULTZ'S PROPHET LINUS ..."AND SUDDENLY THERE WAS WITH THE ANGEL A MULTITUDE OF THE HEAVENLY HOST PRAISING GOD AND SAYING "GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST, AND ON EARTH PEACE, GOODWILL TOWARD MEN."" AND THAT IS WHAT CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT....PLAIN AND SIMPLE.
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May 30, 2012
May 30, 2012 at 3:13 PM UTC
The True Meaning of Christmas (Thank you Linus) EDITED
THERE'S RUDOLPH, FROSTY, SANTA CLAUS AND GOOD OLD EBENEEZER THERE'S CAROLS SUNG BY EVERYONE FROM KISS ON THROUGH TO WHEEZER THERE'S CD'S OUT FROM NAT KING COLE, THE BOSTON POPS HAVE TWO THERE'S  ONE OUT  NEIL DIAMOND WHICH IS STRANGE BECAUSE OLD NEIL'S A JEW THE STORES HAVE TINSEL EVERYWHERE, THEIR TREES TOO,LOOKING NICE THERE'S WRAPPING PAPER, CHRISTMAS LIGHTS AND EVEN PLASTIC ICE THEY ATTACK YOUR SENSES CONSTANTLY, THEY MUST THINK I'M A FOOL FOR ALL THIS STUFF IS ON DISPLAY, BEFORE THE KIDS GO BACK TO SCHOOL THERE'S A RASTAFARIAN SANTA CLAUS WITH DREADLOCKS KNOWN AS "STONEY" GENETICALLY ALTERED TURKEY MEAT THAT TASTES JUST LIKE BALONEY PEOPLE DON'T BUY CHRISTMAS GIFTS THEY SEEM TO JUST GIVE MONEY SO THEY GO SHOPPING BOXING DAY, AND THIS I FIND QUITE FUNNY THE CHARITIES ARE ON THE PHONE AND AT YOUR DOOR EACH NIGHT THEY WORK YOU WITH SOME CHRISTMAS GUILT, AND SAY "IT'S ONLY RIGHT" TO DONATE TO UNFORTUNATES AND THEIR FOLKS NEED IT MOST" AS THEY FLASH THEIR SMILES, FAKE I/D'S BEFORE THEIR PHONY BOAST PEOPLE SHOP AND BUY AND BUY AND THEN THEY ALL RE-GIFT MOST TIMES YOU'LL GET CHRISTMAS CAKE, THAT'S REALLY HARD TO LIFT YOU WORK O.T. AND DO YOUR BEST, YOUR CHRISTMAS CASH TO SAVE AND YOU SMILE WHEN YOU GET YOUR GIFT, AND IT'S THE ONE YOU GAVE CHRISTMAS IS LESS FESTIVE AND TO ME IT'S GOTTEN RATHER CLINICAL WITH SCHEDULES MADE AND SALES AND THINGS, IT'S MADE ME RATHER CYNICAL TO SAY WHAT CHRISTMAS REALLY MEANS, I READ THOMAS ACQUINAS BUT INSTEAD, I'LL USE A QUOTE FROM SHCULTZ'S PROPHET LINUS ..."AND SUDDENLY THERE WAS WITH THE ANGEL A MULTITUDE OF THE HEAVENLY HOST PRAISING GOD AND SAYING "GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST, AND ON EARTH PEACE, GOODWILL TOWARD MEN."" AND THAT IS WHAT CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT....PLAIN AND SIMPLE.
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Ive given it to god he will provide Praying for true love and someone worthy I ask to move up at work tired of feeling stuck A raise so I can have a little extra Confidence to be myself achieve greatness That my schedules font have a time conflct Work for my living invest in myself School to gain knowledge to make life better Jujitsu on my 1st passions an injury will not keep me down and out. Return to coaching softball pushing my girls to be the best it comes from within These are on my mind theyve helped me grow become a better person
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 7:48 PM UTC
desire
It wasn't worth it, everything we went through just to be together, those Four Months of Hell. Your previous lovers, your precious ogling fangirls, our difficult, busy schedules. All those obstacles and yet we still tried. For what? For this? This ****** excuse of a relationship? I'm sorry for the brutal honesty, but honestly? I'm glad we're through. 'Cause me and you might work on paper, but reality's a different story.
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Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 4:16 PM UTC
It Wasn't Worth It
** A new poetry posting site from God's own country, Kerala in India Poetry dates all the way back to the beginnings of Humanity. People have always been questioning nature, and the day-to-day existence of themselves and other humans love, death, survival, war, injustice, and the universe are all examples of things that have been questioned by men and woman since the roots of human existence. Whether in nursery rhyme, ballad, jingle, rhyme, anthem, or music, people have found poetry to be an outlet for expressing these questions, sensations, and experiences People often associate it with strict rhyming patterns, complicated vocabulary, hidden iconic meanings, and difficult rhythmical conventions. Poetry is even taught in school to be an intricate, complicated, inexplicable puzzle. True, poetry is difficult. Sure, it can be harder to understand than prose. However, that is only because sometimes it is involved with your inescapable complexities and uncertainties of your existence. In this era when the soul wants to go on a spree, imagination and creativity are all merged to serve and let you fulfill your wish to express. The pen, mightier than the sword, is free and can conquer hearts all over the world. So here is a site which allows unity in diversity and considers not cultural and racial barriers. It welcomes professionals and amateurs equally as poetry believe not in prejudice. Human beings are free to write their feelings and emotions. We therefore invite here people from all over the world to celebrate under the ipoetree. Feel at home here under the shade of this tree which pines to have as fruits your poems. Williamsji Maveli (Williams George Maveli) is an enthusiastic and solid writer. He is a sincere, resourceful and diligent in his poetic work. He is very well connected and networked within the literary community and is willing to take up projects even in his tight schedules. His writings reflect the amount of research on the current events that has gone into it along with his knowledge and expertise in the field. However, Williamsji’s many poems are simple to read, interpret, and understand. His latest book, titled “ARAMVIRALTHUMBATHU…” (On the tip of the sixth finger), is now published and released by H & C Books,Trichur, Kerala in India, which is a collection of lyrics. If anyone is interested, please email to [email protected] or write to WILLIAMSJI MAVELI PO BOX 3 ANGAMALY ERNAKULAM DISTRICT, KERALA - INDIA **
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Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 2:23 AM UTC
ipoetree - a new poetry site from Williamsji Maveli
** A new poetry posting site from God's own country, Kerala in India Poetry dates all the way back to the beginnings of Humanity. People have always been questioning nature, and the day-to-day existence of themselves and other humans love, death, survival, war, injustice, and the universe are all examples of things that have been questioned by men and woman since the roots of human existence. Whether in nursery rhyme, ballad, jingle, rhyme, anthem, or music, people have found poetry to be an outlet for expressing these questions, sensations, and experiences People often associate it with strict rhyming patterns, complicated vocabulary, hidden iconic meanings, and difficult rhythmical conventions. Poetry is even taught in school to be an intricate, complicated, inexplicable puzzle. True, poetry is difficult. Sure, it can be harder to understand than prose. However, that is only because sometimes it is involved with your inescapable complexities and uncertainties of your existence. In this era when the soul wants to go on a spree, imagination and creativity are all merged to serve and let you fulfill your wish to express. The pen, mightier than the sword, is free and can conquer hearts all over the world. So here is a site which allows unity in diversity and considers not cultural and racial barriers. It welcomes professionals and amateurs equally as poetry believe not in prejudice. Human beings are free to write their feelings and emotions. We therefore invite here people from all over the world to celebrate under the ipoetree. Feel at home here under the shade of this tree which pines to have as fruits your poems. Williamsji Maveli (Williams George Maveli) is an enthusiastic and solid writer. He is a sincere, resourceful and diligent in his poetic work. He is very well connected and networked within the literary community and is willing to take up projects even in his tight schedules. His writings reflect the amount of research on the current events that has gone into it along with his knowledge and expertise in the field. However, Williamsji’s many poems are simple to read, interpret, and understand. His latest book, titled “ARAMVIRALTHUMBATHU…” (On the tip of the sixth finger), is now published and released by H & C Books,Trichur, Kerala in India, which is a collection of lyrics. If anyone is interested, please email to [email protected] or write to WILLIAMSJI MAVELI PO BOX 3 ANGAMALY ERNAKULAM DISTRICT, KERALA - INDIA **
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Living under time management ideas As if the decision was ours Night time seems never ideal No time to question  schedules or hours Insomnia has chosen me Ignoring these standards And if it was on me To chose her or not And if I had the power To decide my living fate I would still be married to her Because insomnia keeps you awake She loves your eyelashes Moving up and down What else could I choose other than those who love me? And insomnia will keep you awake No intention to bother, maybe No intention to creep down your tense shoulders And still I would choose her Sans hesitation No other temptation Because Night time is for the hungry Night time won’t tell you you are wasting time Night time is the ring insomnia carried the day she proposed And so I sometimes wear the ring It’s cold and simple Nothing interesting for those who have decided to dream with their eyes closed But to me, night time has no boundaries The ring fits us well The poets and the thinkers But beware because this ring is also carried by the harmful They steal the ring off a thinker once in a while They are silent and could be watching you Not owning their personal marriage to Insomnia Only thinking to commit selfish acts Waiting for you to forget about the ring and the vowel Waiting for you to manage the little time He’s told you own Beware of being awake too He could confuse you with the harmful man Because you are awake and only those who chose to ignore the imaginative scarcity of time are made to start a revolution for life So sleep tomorrow, or the next week Because tonight is all you have guaranteed as your thinking time.
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Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 8:51 AM UTC
Insomnia
Living under time management ideas As if the decision was ours Night time seems never ideal No time to question  schedules or hours Insomnia has chosen me Ignoring these standards And if it was on me To chose her or not And if I had the power To decide my living fate I would still be married to her Because insomnia keeps you awake She loves your eyelashes Moving up and down What else could I choose other than those who love me? And insomnia will keep you awake No intention to bother, maybe No intention to creep down your tense shoulders And still I would choose her Sans hesitation No other temptation Because Night time is for the hungry Night time won’t tell you you are wasting time Night time is the ring insomnia carried the day she proposed And so I sometimes wear the ring It’s cold and simple Nothing interesting for those who have decided to dream with their eyes closed But to me, night time has no boundaries The ring fits us well The poets and the thinkers But beware because this ring is also carried by the harmful They steal the ring off a thinker once in a while They are silent and could be watching you Not owning their personal marriage to Insomnia Only thinking to commit selfish acts Waiting for you to forget about the ring and the vowel Waiting for you to manage the little time He’s told you own Beware of being awake too He could confuse you with the harmful man Because you are awake and only those who chose to ignore the imaginative scarcity of time are made to start a revolution for life So sleep tomorrow, or the next week Because tonight is all you have guaranteed as your thinking time.
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Oh, hello.. I ask Motivation to ravage me So **** and out of reach I wonder if he’ll notice me Hey, Motivation. Do I look **** with this Adderall? When I dress like an adult? When I spread my books wide open? When I arch my back right out of bed Does it make you want me? Motivation, get out of my head! I’m kidding... I like it when you taunt me. When I think of you I salivate Look out my window, watch you all day You look so **** that special way You work those other students. I’ll bite my lip and I’ll slowly crawl Right to class, backpack and all My eyes intense with innocence Please don’t take your eyes off me. Motivation, you know just what I like When you make my grade point average rise Look, Daddy-- my schedules so tight But I still manage to squeeze in several hours to write Oh Daddy… Can I play with your friends? Maturity, and Ambition? I’m a spoiled brat but I’ll listen Tie me up so I can’t deny you Tell me “I’m gonna be inside you” Please, Motivation I want to ride you Have your friends watch… After that, you can tell them to join in So collegiate it must be a sin I’m a ****** to this sort of thing I guess I’ll take off my immaturity ring For all you guys I’ll be so special Fill my head with names until I go mental Like “hardworking” and “determined” Until I’m submissive to school and working. Now let’s pretend That I’m the student I’ll call you sir, Please don’t be prudent Here’s my homework Make me do it. Mr. Motivation…. You know whats ***** My bedroom floor. Here I’ll  bend over And clean it more. My goodness, this isn’t like me! I’m married! Don’t you see? This is merely fantasy! I’m incapable of priorities! …When it’s against to whom I’m wed. For now I’ll ride my washing machine I’m faking that I am with thee But this isn’t homework and my room’s not clean I am just a bored wife of Apathy.
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Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 12:28 PM UTC
Seducing Motivation
Oh, hello.. I ask Motivation to ravage me So **** and out of reach I wonder if he’ll notice me Hey, Motivation. Do I look **** with this Adderall? When I dress like an adult? When I spread my books wide open? When I arch my back right out of bed Does it make you want me? Motivation, get out of my head! I’m kidding... I like it when you taunt me. When I think of you I salivate Look out my window, watch you all day You look so **** that special way You work those other students. I’ll bite my lip and I’ll slowly crawl Right to class, backpack and all My eyes intense with innocence Please don’t take your eyes off me. Motivation, you know just what I like When you make my grade point average rise Look, Daddy-- my schedules so tight But I still manage to squeeze in several hours to write Oh Daddy… Can I play with your friends? Maturity, and Ambition? I’m a spoiled brat but I’ll listen Tie me up so I can’t deny you Tell me “I’m gonna be inside you” Please, Motivation I want to ride you Have your friends watch… After that, you can tell them to join in So collegiate it must be a sin I’m a ****** to this sort of thing I guess I’ll take off my immaturity ring For all you guys I’ll be so special Fill my head with names until I go mental Like “hardworking” and “determined” Until I’m submissive to school and working. Now let’s pretend That I’m the student I’ll call you sir, Please don’t be prudent Here’s my homework Make me do it. Mr. Motivation…. You know whats ***** My bedroom floor. Here I’ll  bend over And clean it more. My goodness, this isn’t like me! I’m married! Don’t you see? This is merely fantasy! I’m incapable of priorities! …When it’s against to whom I’m wed. For now I’ll ride my washing machine I’m faking that I am with thee But this isn’t homework and my room’s not clean I am just a bored wife of Apathy.
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I have left, pig-mudding drunk, having sipped from stock to stock on fraying cheer, stages. I have stood in foreign basements; sweaty cellars of youth; begot by attitude breeding spaces of the hip; drawn circles searching for love in recreating nonsense: a silly pupil, moon-eyed, out of breathe. I have heard them quack, reveal their cords; heard them whisper a thousand and one secrets, heard them deconstruct their circumstances as pilgrims, penniless and sick. I have their memories now, an image of a depressed, ass-imprinted pillow soaked in liquor and a feeling of nausea where ribs sleep on this couch tonight, every night. I have heard one refute the weight of living, ****** on the banks of his best friends hospitality, and thought How much is it worth? And I have envied every **** greasy pored hipster, the ones fixing on makingitnew now kind of clan; stared blankly at fashion, a culture back door where pink fish scales sparkle high from runway halters to the tops of grown men, bearded and chesty. And your mothers pearls sit, not your mother’s pearls but your mother’s, mother’s pearls, that old world clout ornamented around those hairy ******* Oh yes, I have seen men become peacocks, charmed animals of ********** seen them teeth at discourse in the noise they create, wide-mouthed and pointed; I have seen them masked like frantic felines: wooly bully cats trying-to-roll their own meter, their tobacco stained black charcoal over soft bricked lips quiver to their beats: those painted lemmingings, without a parachute: kamikaze felons. I have desired absolute sterility: white china, in the egg of a toilet bowl I spewed out, shut-up my exuberance for the night; sorry-pleaded my resolutions to gag out the naughty nouns in my life. I have quit; turned in my lust for performing the lioness, paw-licking, snarly creature: the predator of my youth, and now, I am pretty-headed, tamed in bath oils and schedules; a spotted fox, in plain view, one medium-sized mammal getting by.
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Feb 3, 2013
Feb 3, 2013 at 5:05 PM UTC
From the Barn
I have left, pig-mudding drunk, having sipped from stock to stock on fraying cheer, stages. I have stood in foreign basements; sweaty cellars of youth; begot by attitude breeding spaces of the hip; drawn circles searching for love in recreating nonsense: a silly pupil, moon-eyed, out of breathe. I have heard them quack, reveal their cords; heard them whisper a thousand and one secrets, heard them deconstruct their circumstances as pilgrims, penniless and sick. I have their memories now, an image of a depressed, ass-imprinted pillow soaked in liquor and a feeling of nausea where ribs sleep on this couch tonight, every night. I have heard one refute the weight of living, ****** on the banks of his best friends hospitality, and thought How much is it worth? And I have envied every **** greasy pored hipster, the ones fixing on makingitnew now kind of clan; stared blankly at fashion, a culture back door where pink fish scales sparkle high from runway halters to the tops of grown men, bearded and chesty. And your mothers pearls sit, not your mother’s pearls but your mother’s, mother’s pearls, that old world clout ornamented around those hairy ******* Oh yes, I have seen men become peacocks, charmed animals of ********** seen them teeth at discourse in the noise they create, wide-mouthed and pointed; I have seen them masked like frantic felines: wooly bully cats trying-to-roll their own meter, their tobacco stained black charcoal over soft bricked lips quiver to their beats: those painted lemmingings, without a parachute: kamikaze felons. I have desired absolute sterility: white china, in the egg of a toilet bowl I spewed out, shut-up my exuberance for the night; sorry-pleaded my resolutions to gag out the naughty nouns in my life. I have quit; turned in my lust for performing the lioness, paw-licking, snarly creature: the predator of my youth, and now, I am pretty-headed, tamed in bath oils and schedules; a spotted fox, in plain view, one medium-sized mammal getting by.
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People say I’m always late, And that I always make them wait; I take so long to arrive, They could **** me with their eyes. I don’t mean any disrespect; And if I could I would correct This awful quirk of mine, Of never getting there on time. Could I have a broken clock? I wish I knew the method to unlock The secret to a scheduled life, And thus avoid so much strife. I’ve tried the systems, plans and schemes, To change my life has been my dream; But interruptions plague my day, Distractions lead me all astray. It’s not that I am unaware Of Time’s passage or don’t care. No, I savor every minute; I wish I had them without limit. The seconds pass, I feel them go; I mourn them all, you know. I want to hold them, keep them fast; Not let them slip into the Past. And that’s the reason I’m a mess At schedules and the rest; I can’t work fast, I can’t resist; The weight of Time I can’t dismiss. I hope the world will understand Just why I botch up every plan. Confusion is never my desire; Each moment’s like a jewel to admire. I ask your patience, if you please; I’ll try my best to appease; But if I’m late have sympathy, I mix up Time with Eternity.
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Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 12:43 PM UTC
Always Late
I think in statistics, and you in heartbeats. I am. You are. I am. You are. I am chemical-based, you are a meaningful scar. You explore, covet, and hoard, anything near you. While I am stuck, looking at my addiction, through a lens. I am forever cursed: to skim for importance, to look only at the bigger picture, to glance only with logic's borrowed eye, but you are here beside me, and you take in every little detail. To me, blood is but a fluid, yet in your eyes, it is the fuel for lovers and the ink for poetry. You are feather pens, I am erasable chalk. The insomniac that is so filled with dreamer-talk. So enticed by the world, that you couldn’t close an eye. My mind is logic, reasoning, and your complete opposite. Every word has a different meaning in your perspective and every syllable holds a secret—      one you must find out. I am textbooks and punctuality and schedules. But you, you are the only person I can wait on. This is a cycle with ragged edges, bizarre. I am. You are. I am. You are. We are combined; a marvelous oxymoron.
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Oct 18, 2011
Oct 18, 2011 at 10:40 PM UTC
A Marvelous Oxymoron.
To November, Thanks a bunch for reminding us, that the letting go is the only way to make roads for new blooms! Every November I felt something new. November is full of change, nothing remains the same as before! Acceptance: Somewhere in the month of November, I met a new person who changed me inside out..!! Embraced me with love, gave the warmth in those chilly days. We spent moments with happiness and shared our fears in the night sky, witnessing clouds uncovering the moon. Dreamt of good things, peace, and a bucket full of love. And November turned out as a happy month to me! No matter how much I tried but memories kept coming back, making me blush every single time..!! Togetherness: Time passed really very fast, Again November came! I remember, spending days like never, contemplating each other’s hearts. Aimless drives, messed up schedules, movie marathons, street foods, and open bottles of beers. I found a home in him, a home of love with no limits and no worries. We promised to step together, holding hands in November, and to hang out till the November dissolves! And yesss we did...few Happy Novembers! Separation: And then a few years later a day in November came with lots of new feelings..! Feeling of abandonment and betrayal just like dull and dark days. Crying in freezing night under that large yellow full moon but this time all alone! It felt cold, even the stars were extra cold to me; lights were so dim that paths were invisible. My heart was aching, and my trust was dissolved. I was miserable and pitiful! Always lost and struggling in the memories of past and present! Learning: And now it’s again November I see blooming flowers and sometimes butterflies..! Red, Pale, Blue, Pink and White flowers. And it doesn’t feel like cold/dry or happy month to me! and as I see he got engaged so, probably a month for him too! Now I see November as the month of change and new hopes. This November taught me no matter how dry the weather is but you have to keep blooming, And I have realized that not everything is worthy of you! If something feels like a burden to you, just remove them and make some space for new dreams. And that’s the only way!!
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Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 12:36 AM UTC
November : The month of changes!
To November, Thanks a bunch for reminding us, that the letting go is the only way to make roads for new blooms! Every November I felt something new. November is full of change, nothing remains the same as before! Acceptance: Somewhere in the month of November, I met a new person who changed me inside out..!! Embraced me with love, gave the warmth in those chilly days. We spent moments with happiness and shared our fears in the night sky, witnessing clouds uncovering the moon. Dreamt of good things, peace, and a bucket full of love. And November turned out as a happy month to me! No matter how much I tried but memories kept coming back, making me blush every single time..!! Togetherness: Time passed really very fast, Again November came! I remember, spending days like never, contemplating each other’s hearts. Aimless drives, messed up schedules, movie marathons, street foods, and open bottles of beers. I found a home in him, a home of love with no limits and no worries. We promised to step together, holding hands in November, and to hang out till the November dissolves! And yesss we did...few Happy Novembers! Separation: And then a few years later a day in November came with lots of new feelings..! Feeling of abandonment and betrayal just like dull and dark days. Crying in freezing night under that large yellow full moon but this time all alone! It felt cold, even the stars were extra cold to me; lights were so dim that paths were invisible. My heart was aching, and my trust was dissolved. I was miserable and pitiful! Always lost and struggling in the memories of past and present! Learning: And now it’s again November I see blooming flowers and sometimes butterflies..! Red, Pale, Blue, Pink and White flowers. And it doesn’t feel like cold/dry or happy month to me! and as I see he got engaged so, probably a month for him too! Now I see November as the month of change and new hopes. This November taught me no matter how dry the weather is but you have to keep blooming, And I have realized that not everything is worthy of you! If something feels like a burden to you, just remove them and make some space for new dreams. And that’s the only way!!
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It's not always going to be perfect some days will be busier than others with more work done than attention given some weeks will be harder than most time, us both lacking enough of it wishing there was more to have and spend now and then the chaos of priority will challenge us to choose between the crazy of our schedules and the enjoyment of each other's company I'm not sure when this will happen or how often but one thing I know for certain is that each day will always be better if it ends in the same bed and each morning brighter if it starts with light peeking in to wake us from the same window spending a night together is the only way I know how to stop time the hectic of life will come when we least expect it the struggles, right smack dab in the center of contentedness there will be moments where we question our own sanity wondering what to do with all this passion when the only real option we have is to embrace it we're not always going to be perfect we're not always going to be ideal there is too much unknown in life to call us a kind of forever I can not promise that we are but I can promise a few things we may not always be successful in our pursuit of each other's happiness but I can promise you I will always try to find yours first I will be your tomorrow always pushing you to make it there the call of a new day and a guarantee of something great the next so that even in the lowest of points you know the future is rooting for you I will wear a smile even when you're not around just because I know it's your favorite look on me I will be as grounded as possible just so you know there's always a part of this earth that loves you and when the day comes when we do argue I can promise I will push the bull in me aside for a little us, both taurus, could easily fight to the death but I want nothing more than to be the first to surrender it's not always going to be perfect I, will not always be perfect but you have never wanted me to be anything close to it only happy some days we will question how worth it all of the effort we put in is you'll have my laugh and the curve of my lips to remind you and I'll have yours
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Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 2:59 PM UTC
Promise
It's not always going to be perfect some days will be busier than others with more work done than attention given some weeks will be harder than most time, us both lacking enough of it wishing there was more to have and spend now and then the chaos of priority will challenge us to choose between the crazy of our schedules and the enjoyment of each other's company I'm not sure when this will happen or how often but one thing I know for certain is that each day will always be better if it ends in the same bed and each morning brighter if it starts with light peeking in to wake us from the same window spending a night together is the only way I know how to stop time the hectic of life will come when we least expect it the struggles, right smack dab in the center of contentedness there will be moments where we question our own sanity wondering what to do with all this passion when the only real option we have is to embrace it we're not always going to be perfect we're not always going to be ideal there is too much unknown in life to call us a kind of forever I can not promise that we are but I can promise a few things we may not always be successful in our pursuit of each other's happiness but I can promise you I will always try to find yours first I will be your tomorrow always pushing you to make it there the call of a new day and a guarantee of something great the next so that even in the lowest of points you know the future is rooting for you I will wear a smile even when you're not around just because I know it's your favorite look on me I will be as grounded as possible just so you know there's always a part of this earth that loves you and when the day comes when we do argue I can promise I will push the bull in me aside for a little us, both taurus, could easily fight to the death but I want nothing more than to be the first to surrender it's not always going to be perfect I, will not always be perfect but you have never wanted me to be anything close to it only happy some days we will question how worth it all of the effort we put in is you'll have my laugh and the curve of my lips to remind you and I'll have yours
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Perhaps there are 100,000 forms of darkness, 100,000 forms of what they call depression. I know one or two of them. There is no suffering scale, no way to compare the suffering of one human being, or one illness to another. So we hold candlelight vigils build totems to gather the universe and pull back clarity around one another’s edges But I can't burn sage inside me. It may attract the bad you hide from. Or is it the good that scares you? The world beyond the bond of hearts is a town without pity. A dull inhumanity of systems failing the people we don’t look at. In this way the brittle tethers of association are tested. Hand in hand greeting the blackening sky, bearing down like the face of a missing child’s parents, staring at one another knuckles clasp tight. Your smile the remaining mirror at the end of the world. If you were here, or I there I’d be home right now. On the inside we’re both waiting for one another still. Because I’m the same, but not. I am ruthlessly forgetful. Names, birthdays, work schedules. But I know the way your hair looks in motion. The way your face looks refracted through a cigarette ember. How when your mood shifts, the church in your eyes becomes torn, battered, and bare. If we could just give another go-round. It would be different, Remember, your best. Where you are, might be, may go. When it used to feel so good.
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Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 11:58 PM UTC
Distracted, But Not Changed
I saw him today He looked just as he did months ago He hair was all in his face instead of slicked back His shirt was tucked in and he was wearing a belt He looked like his old self again The one who I knew, really knew I understood his brief sigh, could wrap my mind around his gentle smile Could wake up to his breathing I had never loved someone in such a way where it consumed me He was delicate, fragile, but could stand in his two feet with no effort And I loved when he was drunk, stumbling into my arms It was the only time I ever really held him if only for a fleeting moment I wish I had never known him before the change It would be easier for my lungs to collect air If I hadn't tasted his secrets, hadn't washed my hands in his laughter If I hadn't met the boy who cared so much for the world He never faltered in his genuine approach, never had to even try to be a light He just was I know that in this drought I will have to move on from him But it is hard to walk away from something you once found such solace in He was a thunderstorm Could put me to sleep in troubled times, the sound of his rain But the echo of his thunder was enough to wake the dead The destruction he left behind him was merely a walk through an empty hallway He had no idea what he had done to me and still I think he is oblivious I do not want to tell him Do not want him to feel pain or remorse for a girl he swore he'd love forever I've learned it is easy to believe the things you want to hear I was deaf to every motive that was not to my liking I should have seen it coming from the moment he said he was just too busy Hectic schedules are likely dry seasons and the sand of our hourglass had run out Time had slipped off of my fingers like rain drops off the window of a car speeding down the highway Flying by but moving ever so slowly Evaporating had never seemed so malicious and I saw him today He looked just as he did months ago He hair was all in his face instead of slicked back His shirt was tucked in and he was wearing a belt He looked like his old self again The one who I knew, really knew But I don't know him anymore And he Does not know me either
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Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC
I saw him today
I saw him today He looked just as he did months ago He hair was all in his face instead of slicked back His shirt was tucked in and he was wearing a belt He looked like his old self again The one who I knew, really knew I understood his brief sigh, could wrap my mind around his gentle smile Could wake up to his breathing I had never loved someone in such a way where it consumed me He was delicate, fragile, but could stand in his two feet with no effort And I loved when he was drunk, stumbling into my arms It was the only time I ever really held him if only for a fleeting moment I wish I had never known him before the change It would be easier for my lungs to collect air If I hadn't tasted his secrets, hadn't washed my hands in his laughter If I hadn't met the boy who cared so much for the world He never faltered in his genuine approach, never had to even try to be a light He just was I know that in this drought I will have to move on from him But it is hard to walk away from something you once found such solace in He was a thunderstorm Could put me to sleep in troubled times, the sound of his rain But the echo of his thunder was enough to wake the dead The destruction he left behind him was merely a walk through an empty hallway He had no idea what he had done to me and still I think he is oblivious I do not want to tell him Do not want him to feel pain or remorse for a girl he swore he'd love forever I've learned it is easy to believe the things you want to hear I was deaf to every motive that was not to my liking I should have seen it coming from the moment he said he was just too busy Hectic schedules are likely dry seasons and the sand of our hourglass had run out Time had slipped off of my fingers like rain drops off the window of a car speeding down the highway Flying by but moving ever so slowly Evaporating had never seemed so malicious and I saw him today He looked just as he did months ago He hair was all in his face instead of slicked back His shirt was tucked in and he was wearing a belt He looked like his old self again The one who I knew, really knew But I don't know him anymore And he Does not know me either
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Brackets Your mum picked you up in daddy’s BMW, we had to wait an hour while they scrubbed the brains of another son off the roof of the 125 (Why they built a multi storey car park on top of the bus station is a mystery to me.) You carefully colour coordinated your files and scrutinized your revision schedules, we watched nicked CCTV footage of two blokes smoking crack and burning down the bowling pavilion next door (the old boys never did raise enough to repair it.) You snubbed each other because of different tastes in jumpers, we watched acid casualties talk politics with football hooligans (a hastily rolled joint bridged the obvious gap.) You lounged in the common room in your study periods, our lesson got cancelled because John had been smashed in the face with a fire extinguisher (and our tutor used to be a lifeguard.) You worried about fashion and discussed the injustice of last night’s X Factor result, we watched Neil’s head crash into his keyboard after he’d scoffed all his methadone in one go (again.)
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Mar 7, 2013
Mar 7, 2013 at 4:56 PM UTC
Brackets
Even though you know some tea, you aren’t automatically pressed to spill ALL of it. Today’s tea features our roommate Sophie and two grody flavors of betrayal. BTW, I’m being magnanimous by changing the names and not doxxing the creeps. To set our stage, a doe (we’ll call her Britney) high-school friend of Sophie’s is a Yale freshie this year. They were buddy-hollys back in the day and they’ve been clinging since their reunion. On another track, Sophie’s been talking to a guy (we’ll call him Cory) in her English class recently and it was clear they were “in-like” but their clocked-up schedules were corking their algorithms. Sophie and Cory finally got a shot last weekend when they attended a party together. However, it turns out later, at that party, Britney snuck off with Cory and smashed him (they were observed, and everyone carries a camera these days). So, poor Sophie suffered two betrayals in one night. Cory went-hiking on her and Britney - who she'd told about Cory - did the other woman chisel. Of course, Cory (just another dog-boy) is already forgotten but the broken friendship drama will live on forever. Why Britney chose to betray Sophie we’ll never know, because that ***** is dead to us.
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Nov 14, 2022
Nov 14, 2022 at 12:06 PM UTC
the bitter tea
Ghost Relics Downtown, where Main intersects Main you'll see the last living tissue of a breathing bazaar. They weighed down her chest with bricks and girders. It's a wonder she breathes at all. - Wander too far in any direction and you're sure to see the husks of once proud and bustling businesses. Abandoned sanctums of mortar and majesty. Scars of the Midwest etched as constants in our mind. Dusty and silent since the cradle. - The theaters are bedeviled with dolled up haunts who just wandered over from Greenwood to catch the matinee. Management still leaves the lights on for kicks after hours to throw off their sleep schedules while they wait for the feature to start. Up all night, sleep all day; they read by neon and slumber under Sol. Here I am, left lounging in The Devil's Chair. Crickets keep quavering. - Underneath the Franklin Street overpass sleeps a family bound by naught. They watch in dawn's light as the few pedestrian that traverse Cerro Gordo advert their eyes as some sort of silent symbol of respect for their situation. It's as if the very stare of a privileged man could drain 'til depleted. They never ask for anything, they just wade it out and listen to the cars overhead, the train-clock's trumpet, and the heartbeats in between. - Leaks are patched, potholes filled, and yet we're still loosing blood; becoming beguiled. So many stray cats in the civilian savanna, aimlessly seeking names and second chances. "This premises is under police video surveillance" - hanging like ornaments from streetlamp poles. - Guarding the gates of a dwindling dominion, as the armies of Union and Grand wait in their camps for the rust to take hold of her iron veins.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 12:52 AM UTC
Decatur, A Kingdom in Six Parts, Part II: Ghost Relics
Ghost Relics Downtown, where Main intersects Main you'll see the last living tissue of a breathing bazaar. They weighed down her chest with bricks and girders. It's a wonder she breathes at all. - Wander too far in any direction and you're sure to see the husks of once proud and bustling businesses. Abandoned sanctums of mortar and majesty. Scars of the Midwest etched as constants in our mind. Dusty and silent since the cradle. - The theaters are bedeviled with dolled up haunts who just wandered over from Greenwood to catch the matinee. Management still leaves the lights on for kicks after hours to throw off their sleep schedules while they wait for the feature to start. Up all night, sleep all day; they read by neon and slumber under Sol. Here I am, left lounging in The Devil's Chair. Crickets keep quavering. - Underneath the Franklin Street overpass sleeps a family bound by naught. They watch in dawn's light as the few pedestrian that traverse Cerro Gordo advert their eyes as some sort of silent symbol of respect for their situation. It's as if the very stare of a privileged man could drain 'til depleted. They never ask for anything, they just wade it out and listen to the cars overhead, the train-clock's trumpet, and the heartbeats in between. - Leaks are patched, potholes filled, and yet we're still loosing blood; becoming beguiled. So many stray cats in the civilian savanna, aimlessly seeking names and second chances. "This premises is under police video surveillance" - hanging like ornaments from streetlamp poles. - Guarding the gates of a dwindling dominion, as the armies of Union and Grand wait in their camps for the rust to take hold of her iron veins.
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On my way home from work I passed by a ***** In a tent-sized, plain orange t-shirt. It was forever-stained With fossilised fluids; A chest cavity of spilt milk, And subsequent tears. A double-take took me To the green and brown keratin That dragged relentlessly over concrete. His sloth paws were protesting Every step of grey existence, In the colourful expanse of new morning; They were clawing the ground And submitting to gravity. He looked right on through me, Through everyone and everything As if part of a hologram That was no happier, but at least Apart. I re-count his limbs to ensure Whether he is even human anymore. I surmise: only partially. He milks his palms whenever possible To heal the cracks of wind exposure And old substance abuse. This was no doorstep lounger; He was a stray cat with no freedom, And only washed his hair when it rained. Then, as I later adjust my mask In the foggy bathroom mirror, Mind preoccupied with dissertations, Affectations and payment schedules, I realise that it is I who has lost my humanity.
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 2:34 PM UTC
The *****
Gauging the time on my ever ready Timepiece, I would be vacant without it Guessing the minutes that miss out As the second hand moves smoothly Locking onto with its demonstration powers How to mark time successfully, second by Second, a prelude to the minute minder Merging in with the big guns, the 'On The hour Brigade' of salutes and silences Schedules and deadlines. The.....gong The chime The clang The beep The moment to be woken from our sleep It's a curse at 'times' (excuse the pun) The engagements starting point and Finale. I wonder what time it is right now? Would we lose ourselves scurrying to find Our 'timepiece'. Do we pick up our redundancy In favour of technological time and motion? Even though the 'Wonder World' has not dreamt of.... And cannot conceivably equate.....powerful potent Possibilities of fake time in an unknown spatial Rhombus, conspiring recklessly to promote individual Unreality; time spinning out the hour, through The minutes, towards the last seconds..... of our unreal lives
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Nov 10, 2012
Nov 10, 2012 at 1:43 PM UTC
Timepiece
I give him love, I do what he says, But what do i get? I get ditched ! Heart broken, Beyond repair, I wait for you all day, All night, Cancelling all my schedules, But what do i get? Not called, Ignored ! You're ungrateful, And thankless.
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Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 5:23 AM UTC
Ungrateful
What on Earth took you? Do we dare land? A lark of descension. An aborted beginning. Moon trills. Captain is dead at the controls. Mother gives birth in the airlock. Trouble in the passageways. A struggle to name it. A drink before eclipse. All that's wrong with the world sounds like harmonium in the (wishing) well. First flight over Hölderlin's Archipelago, creating new and stranger versions in the sandclouds. So this is Tharsis Rise? Life without a trace. Non-terrestrial Martian field. Halcyon flowering seas. A rock with no trees, no urban hopes. Yet, the whole universe inside wants to be touched. I love you in zero gravity, pushing tender buttons. *** as solution. Moon trills. A kiss of atmosphere. This alien womb. Those android embargoes. Our children are born echoes of astronauts. Lunar schedules their first words. There's a lightspeed sensibility to this type of marriage and parenting: no leaving the hub, no exit procedure. The Sol they sing is a harm hymn, moon trills, subject to the ladder and the weight of breath this outside Earth. But I love you in the veil of a twilight moon. We're monuments burned into moments. Moments without a beyond.
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Jul 2, 2022
Jul 2, 2022 at 6:36 PM UTC
Permission to Land (Moon Trills)
Pavement where an egg shell should not be that perfect shape fractured with spider leg cracks across the surface of its world how did they get there? those Nazca Lines? And the amount of discarded shoes seems to be multiplying each day, the busted boot on the traffic island its been there for weeks a plimsoul childs shoe strangely, they're all left footed is there significance in this? I look for patterns in everyday things, TV Schedules wallpaper colouring books Sudoku squares floor tiles Tube maps football scores I keep looking for clues like a retired detective who just can't let go
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Dec 29, 2012
Dec 29, 2012 at 4:32 PM UTC
retired detective
When you think of adventure What does it mean to you People say love is an adventure But usually feels like a job Always required to do certain things Why do relationships have set time schedules Dinner out once a week Guy's not out Girl's night out Movie night What ever happen to spontaneous Let's do this or I'm doing that or surprise the other Without question To have *** anywhere at the drop of the hat That's adventure
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Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 11:22 AM UTC
Adventure