Before we even started dating I was very interested in you I thought "She's really unique And cool And into books And smart
And cute." Every move you made The ease with which you made friends And of course How your nose was always in a book. That interested me a lot And I still love that Even when I know So much more about you. My observations from outside.
2. AS I WRITE
I told you I was doing something For our six months. It's nothing spectacular Nothing expensive Just time And my thoughts My love I hope to put it into these words which I Preserve for you Uniquely mine For uniquely you And you alone.
I just told you today And you ask for my hint It was in one of my other poems You read it But didn't catch it. It would be obvious if you did see What the hint is. And no, these aren't all going to be Like this Just basically a diary No They will be better.
I like a lot about you love I even listed some things off to you recently. Would you like a list?
The cute faces you constantly make The way you fall asleep in my arms The way you make my heart skip when you lean on me The way your mouth moves when we kiss Your scent that hangs on my clothes after we hang out The way you bury your face in my chest when falling asleep The texture of you hair The way your face lights up when you're truly happy The way your cheeks are fun to play with The perfect shape of your body Your inability to be mad at me Your anger at people being self-destructive Your rambles on things that you feel passionate about Your sheer uniqueness Your amazing beauty The way you feel embarassed when you blush Your quiet whimpers when I whisper that I love you in your sleep The way you always tell someone when you're annoyed Your ability to easily make friends Your addiction to reading Your crazy music taste Your refusal to tell me games you play Your amazing poetry Your unique way of dressing Your uncanny ability to look beautiful and **** in anything
And yes, there's thousands more. But that's enough for now.
You know I think of you always During class During sports During robotics During my dreams. You're so great You just sneak into my mind And take all control from me. I'm stuck thinking about you for awhile. Not that I really mind.
6. SUDDENLY FRAGILE
I've known you for awhile And now you're fragile You seemed strong Never once wrong And I'm glad I grew close to you So that I can be here for you When you need someone And I always want to be that someone.
Today Of all days I'm sick. What I wouldn't give To kiss you once On the cheek Or give you a hug Quickly Fleetingly I want to tell you I love you in person But I cannot Not today But I will.
Do you know How crazy it makes me feel To just think of you?
I am alone With nothing but My thoughts
Of you. Obviously.
I look at the wall The ceiling Blank Naked, but for some scratches And I wish it was pictures of you In plain sight Wherever I look.
11. TRUE HAPPINESS
I know life is hitting you right now Hitting you pretty hard Being forced into therapy you don't want Medicine that hurts your focus And now it's ******* up your grades Which in turn make your parents mad at you And you seem to be despairing And all I want to do Is cheer you up Make you smile Forget your worries for just a little while. I do what I can But I don't think it's Enough. But I will keep trying Every time I talk to you Text you Hug you I hope I can bring you a little closer To that honest smile.
12. YOU WORRY
You said it's been bothering you You say I don't have to stay with you Because I feel obligated Because of your mental state. Well I'm glad you said it Got it off your chest But I would never stay because of pity Because of guilt No I stay because of you. The you-ness of you You're just so startlingly amazing Such a stark contrast to other interests I've had And I love it. And I love you. I'm glad I could at least momentarily Hopefully stop your worrying.
13. BRILLIANT AND BEAUTIFUL
When I think of you I imagine gazing into your eyes As I have done so many times Those infinite, piercing Beautiful eyes. Brilliant, shining, beautiful Just like you. So wonderful Calming I dream of watching your eyes fall asleep And waking to the very same pair Happy and alive Yet so real Your beauty And your realness. Perfection. I love you I could say it a thousand timees And mean it more every Single Time.
It hurts me so much To see you in pain To know you're hurting.
You're trying to be more Independant You say Well Sure, be independant But I want you to run to me Cry on my shoulder Because you aren't alone And I don't want you to prepare for A time when you could be alone. Because I plan on staying within reach.
You lately have seemed Scared Afraid that I am staying with you for some Pity That I may feel. Well, let me tell you That is so wrong. I feel bad for you But that is different. Because I could never date you through pity I would feel like I was Taking advantage of you So don't worry.
16. SO MUCH I COULD NEVER SAY
I love you so I can not describe it The feeling The exhilaration From catching a glimpse of you in the hallway I just feel the need to smile.
Have I ever told you That everytime you hug me from behind I just feel uncontrollably joyful? And when you refuse to let go I find it cute And I just want to stay like that
18. GOOD MORNING
A dream we both have I want so very badly To fall asleep holding you close Singing to you the lullaby of my beating heart Listening to your breath slow and relax The perfect weight of your body against my own And for you to be the last thing I see before I close my eyes And the first thing I see when awakened To make fun of your bedhead as the day's first light Illuminates the room gently To tell you how I love you Before you can think anything else Now only a dream Someday it will happen.
19. TO RUN AWAY
I wannt to forever hold you To hide away where nobody can find us No schedules to disturb us No cold to riddle our skin with Goose-bumps No agony tearing at our hearts No painful reminders of the past As the days blur into weeks Into months To hold you forever In solitude.
Why, love, are you so worried as of late That you have changed? I love every version of you And I'm continually amazed at your ability To cope To prevail But you are not strong enough alone my love.
I have a feeling That we will last Overcome the odds For a relationship that will endure Past school Past our new experiences Past our differences And bring us ever closer More in love As I feel myself falling for you more everyday
I never feel quite as amazing As when I have you laying on my chest Relaxed and falling asleep With a blanket A movie Relaxation No upcoming deadlines Nothing else matters Just the warmth of you relaxing on me And my feeling of content.
I love that we can discuss Our different Yet similar Religions. Yours as yet unnamed Mine becoming again pure And we can grow from this And we become stronger. And if we disagree about something We can have a discussion about it Though I keep my mouth shut If I have the potential to start an argument And we stay civil
One of your guesses as to What I was doing when I hinted about this A list. Alright, you inspired me. Words to describe you. Beautiful Intelligent Different Crazy Startling Lovely Cute Modest Mesmerizing Relatable Foreign Sad Lost Stubborn Sensitive And lastly for now Theloveofmylife
Having you in my life is Terrifying. I worry so much About your well being. I wish I could be your knight in shining armor But I just Can't. Society doesn't leave room for heroes. It only attempts to create villains. But you and I We can resist it Because society ***** anyway And we're invincible.
When I fall asleep The last thing on my mind is you. And it's not just a thought that pops in then. It starts when I am drowsy And on the edge of sleep. I imagine you snuggling close Burying your face in my chest Inhaling deeply and Relaxing.
I am glad that you can Be relaxed enough around me To fall asleep randomly. And I love how, even in your sleep, you Snuggle close Twitch your hand three times And whimper whenever I whisper into your ear "I love you"
I love being with you I love holding you close Your breathe in my ears The pounding of your heart Speeding up when we kiss Your happy sighs Pulling me closer Warming me in this new coming chill.
You are warm You are hot You keep the chill away Heck, we could be in the snow without any significant Warm clothing And as long as I could hold you close I could remain there forever.
30. PERFECT LOVE
You are my perfect love The one for me The two of us Can do anything Beat any odds stacked against us. Overcome any hardship. Just wait until we can escape to our life We can win this race love Destroy anyone who seeks to foil us Or just ignore them They aren't worth our notice If they try to bring us down.
I look into your eyes today And they are beautiful As they always have been I can lose myself in your eyes The sight behind them The intelligence And so much more. You're startlingly great And I can't help but want to be around you.