Jay Jan 6

our goodbyes'
get stuck
in that soft space
where our teeth
breathe
before meeting the lips

we've been
collecting our thoughts there
a lifetime

they linger
with our six years of
love yous'
and our trembling
we can't give this up

Jay Jan 4

you draw your breathe
pause and sigh
the lyrics are the same
but i know you're telling me
in the notes below
we're closing in  

i let you sing
we do our dance
play it out

bite my tounge
from spilling my love on you

still
you know i do
i know you do

we always sang it
through the wind

ringing silence
in the quite afternotes
and i wonder how long
we're gonna hear
our song

Jay Dec 2017

and the world seem to shift in colour
disrupt it's grey
when you cross my way

Jay Dec 2017

morning rises
crispy air
flower buds bursting
dawn is here.

Jay Dec 2017

filled gazes
behind empty glass
loud thoughts
overthrowing silent feelings

new morning
new dawn
same walks

just like still water
dying to stream

by the window
looking out
changing shape
to fit the box

don't wanna run
away
but where's my
to

2013
Jay Dec 2017

I had forgotten everything
you running to me in the rain
soft kisses
wide awake  

hidden moon
blinded
empty night's

so complete
and still
so completely alone

our daily fights
breaking into laughter
mid-way trough  

our world
falling apart

and how I loved you
so fiercely
it took my sense away

you and I
our first of all

nothing was ever more
sincere
and nothing ever as
afflictive
again

I had forgotten everything
you running to me in the rain
soft kisses
wide awake

and after all years
how you linger in me
still

reading trough old diarys
Jay Nov 2017

who are we?

we do not fight
we do not fight

except when this
returns in waves

you
feeling
unprioritized  
unloved
scared

me
feeling
insufficient       
hamstrung  
lost

you are
my only
one  

i spoke of you
around the globe
trough the stars
and back

you made a
home for me
warm and bright
no strings attached

we never fought
we do not fight

but this one
these fears  
never seem to
fade

what will it make of us?

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