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"overachiever" poems
Life gets better - so much better that you wouldn’t believe me if I told you but before that happens you’ll learn some lessons some of them will be fun others bitter medicine swallow them though they’ll make you strong don’t beat yourself up so much don’t put yourself down you are actually pretty awesome don’t obsess so much about being the best the less you do that the better you’ll become there is no such thing as “perfect” but you will be excellent you’ll be quite an overachiever – even when you don’t try! You already know what you want to do Not many 15 year olds have that kind of clarity! You’re a rare, unique one – you’ll do exactly what you dream to do. But there will be speed bumps You’ll lose your way sometimes and confused Gemini that you are- you’ll always want both sides of everything but you’ll figure that out eventually you will never be as thin as you want to be but you’ll learn to appreciate your body just as it is you’ll find you look beautiful when you smile you’ll have a job you hate, and one that you love you’ll do well in both- much to other people’s envy you’ll mostly have good bosses you’ll never have a boyfriend, your marriage will be arranged but you will find love-the love of a good man who will stand by you even when things go wrong he won’t at all be like the man of your dreams but he will be exactly what you need-he’ll make you happy! what I’m trying to tell you darling- is that in ten years all the stuff you’re worrying about won’t matter you’ll find new things to fuss over. High school will be a distant land That you would have left behind The bullies who trouble you now won’t be anywhere near you’ll see that its okay to be an introvert in an extraverted world you’ll make a handful of super-friends who you can trust and who care and many acquaintances who don’t mind your company but there will be some who you can’t trust some who will take advantage of your kindness ignore them and move on there is more important stuff to take care of! your writing will get better; you’ll be a super cook, you’ll never like sports-stop trying to its just not you! in a few years time you’ll be touching lives and changing them for the better you’ll be a teacher and a student all at once you’ll inspire and influence so don’t give up on life yet- don’t be so depressed wear a smile and face the world your life is going to be all set! - Vijayalakshmi Harish 08.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Sep 8, 2012
Sep 8, 2012 at 12:25 PM UTC
What I would tell my 15 year old self
Life gets better - so much better that you wouldn’t believe me if I told you but before that happens you’ll learn some lessons some of them will be fun others bitter medicine swallow them though they’ll make you strong don’t beat yourself up so much don’t put yourself down you are actually pretty awesome don’t obsess so much about being the best the less you do that the better you’ll become there is no such thing as “perfect” but you will be excellent you’ll be quite an overachiever – even when you don’t try! You already know what you want to do Not many 15 year olds have that kind of clarity! You’re a rare, unique one – you’ll do exactly what you dream to do. But there will be speed bumps You’ll lose your way sometimes and confused Gemini that you are- you’ll always want both sides of everything but you’ll figure that out eventually you will never be as thin as you want to be but you’ll learn to appreciate your body just as it is you’ll find you look beautiful when you smile you’ll have a job you hate, and one that you love you’ll do well in both- much to other people’s envy you’ll mostly have good bosses you’ll never have a boyfriend, your marriage will be arranged but you will find love-the love of a good man who will stand by you even when things go wrong he won’t at all be like the man of your dreams but he will be exactly what you need-he’ll make you happy! what I’m trying to tell you darling- is that in ten years all the stuff you’re worrying about won’t matter you’ll find new things to fuss over. High school will be a distant land That you would have left behind The bullies who trouble you now won’t be anywhere near you’ll see that its okay to be an introvert in an extraverted world you’ll make a handful of super-friends who you can trust and who care and many acquaintances who don’t mind your company but there will be some who you can’t trust some who will take advantage of your kindness ignore them and move on there is more important stuff to take care of! your writing will get better; you’ll be a super cook, you’ll never like sports-stop trying to its just not you! in a few years time you’ll be touching lives and changing them for the better you’ll be a teacher and a student all at once you’ll inspire and influence so don’t give up on life yet- don’t be so depressed wear a smile and face the world your life is going to be all set! - Vijayalakshmi Harish 08.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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When my dark clouds rise And dirt clods fly and I try In sheer panic to replace Rotten fruit with dull wax fruit And wilted blossoms with Plastic flowers and she thinks we Will be on yet another short-lived But cold cycle of tightrope and Eggshell walking . . . She comes home With bags filled with Apples green & red Peppers yellow & green & red Grapes green & purple Plums yellow & purplish-red Strawberries, peaches, tomatoes Bananas & Greek salads.   This usually inspires me to go Outside to make For this setting a centrepiece of a Vase filled with a variety of fresh Picked wildflowers which brings Her more joy than two dozen Of the overrated overachiever rose. At times this seems like One of  few bridges back To a healthy & colourful world.
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Feb 2, 2017
Feb 2, 2017 at 11:57 AM UTC
One of Few Bridges Back
The perfect woman is beautiful, of course but not too beautiful, ( enough to be objectify-able but not so much as to be threatening) The perfect woman has a voice and a mind ( that she wisely decides to leave behind) The perfect woman should never be heard ( unless she becomes a part of the herd) The perfect woman Is benign and blind ( to everyone's faults except her own, which also, btw, she ought to make known, or god forbid, she'll be harkened a ***** How rude.....) The perfect woman Is coy and shy (changing her demeanor for a girl or a guy) The perfect woman Does nothing wrong (yeah right) (and still doesn't get why she can't belong) The perfect woman Knows her salad forks and plates She encourages, she nourishes She creates, (she waits, she waits , she waits) The perfect woman is an overachiever (but readily labeled to be a deceiver) The perfect woman doesn't age doesn't dream or rebel Oh no, dear no.... none of that outrage The perfect woman can be a nymph and a nun (knows how to not show that she knows what is fun) The perfect woman, is curvy but thin each angle defined each strand refined with a dazzling smile and a glowing skin (no matter how she gets it It's that she gets it, she gets it.) The perfect woman Is strong and composed But when she's patronized She doesn't resist... She carries her grace on her well turned calf and a delicate wrist Till it's proper and unopposed The perfect woman is cruel to her daughter and kind to her son ( as she knows what it means to be a woman even if she forgets that she's also one...) The perfect woman doesn't want to be free you see, it's simple She's come to terms with the very concept That it's her destiny Sigh. Let's say this, let's try.... Here's the gist The perfect woman is either every woman or she doesn't exist.
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Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 9:22 PM UTC
The perfect woman
The perfect woman is beautiful, of course but not too beautiful, ( enough to be objectify-able but not so much as to be threatening) The perfect woman has a voice and a mind ( that she wisely decides to leave behind) The perfect woman should never be heard ( unless she becomes a part of the herd) The perfect woman Is benign and blind ( to everyone's faults except her own, which also, btw, she ought to make known, or god forbid, she'll be harkened a ***** How rude.....) The perfect woman Is coy and shy (changing her demeanor for a girl or a guy) The perfect woman Does nothing wrong (yeah right) (and still doesn't get why she can't belong) The perfect woman Knows her salad forks and plates She encourages, she nourishes She creates, (she waits, she waits , she waits) The perfect woman is an overachiever (but readily labeled to be a deceiver) The perfect woman doesn't age doesn't dream or rebel Oh no, dear no.... none of that outrage The perfect woman can be a nymph and a nun (knows how to not show that she knows what is fun) The perfect woman, is curvy but thin each angle defined each strand refined with a dazzling smile and a glowing skin (no matter how she gets it It's that she gets it, she gets it.) The perfect woman Is strong and composed But when she's patronized She doesn't resist... She carries her grace on her well turned calf and a delicate wrist Till it's proper and unopposed The perfect woman is cruel to her daughter and kind to her son ( as she knows what it means to be a woman even if she forgets that she's also one...) The perfect woman doesn't want to be free you see, it's simple She's come to terms with the very concept That it's her destiny Sigh. Let's say this, let's try.... Here's the gist The perfect woman is either every woman or she doesn't exist.
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I am an exoskeleton Falling to pieces Half alive yet entirely dead Crumbling and translucent Delicate, and drifts, fluttering With a single breath from someone Nearby I could be crushed or mangled By a strike of the hand or a flick of a finger But because I am considered beautiful and strange I am kept preserved The world revolves around beauty and Oddities and I become one of these Studied anomalies, a curiosity, merely Because I am not like them I am Oriental And Occidental I am a Southerner And a Northerner I am malnourished Yet well fed I am thin and short But my stature belies my power I am a geek, nerd, braniac, dork, and overachiever But remain a stupid, ignorant, procrastinator I am certainly an curio; a Living Breathing Walking Oxymoron
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Sep 22, 2012
Sep 22, 2012 at 12:37 PM UTC
skellington
Are you an overachiever? They call us the cool kids. But they look straight into our eyes with that stare. That stare. Smells like jealousy. But sympathy it is.
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 2:26 PM UTC
Overachiever
I am not what you expected A paradox in locomotion A pendulum marking out its own time An uninspired Overachiever Who refuses to write in words that sound similiar And I too will leave you wanting
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Sep 16, 2011
Sep 16, 2011 at 8:26 PM UTC
Wanting
I love art, reality engraved I love who creates, point-blank, like a gun pressed against the temple of an overachiever I seek the masses to watch my brain rain over your brilliant minds Overwhelming and bloated, I feast on your works of art
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May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 2:02 AM UTC
I Feast
don’t be defeatist they say as if i am not already worn to ruin as if my fingers have not bled all i am capable of bleeding over their pristine paper sheets just believe in yourself they say as if belief alone has ever offered salvation as if i could will myself into being as so many others wish they could with god all you can do is your best they say but what if this is my best? what if i am a husk of a human being before i reach the age of 30 what if all my light was used up in a voltage too high squeezed out of me like a surge in an electrical storm what if my peak is behind me looming above me like atlas blotting out the sun and leaving me to get swept up in the wake of an overachiever what if i am incapable of what you believed in me because you pushed me too hard, for too long because what you needed of me you needed immediately you took me in your hands like goliath took his stone wrung me out until i was bloodless wrote out my worth and found your pen inkless before you’d reached the end worth is relative i say now that i forced you to see your mistake now that i am bedridden and useless and limp like a doll now that my good days are not when i write 100 pages but when i remember to drink water when i remember to bathe and eat and wake before noon as if all your pushing just wound me up like a coil set me tight enough to regress unto the mean i am doing my best i say now that i am barely capable of anything at all now that the pedestal you put me on looked like a ledge and you see it for what it was now that it’s too late to walk back from the gallows because i’ve already been hung like a ghost and all i do these days is sway in the wind i have been defeated i say but it was because you put me in the colosseum with nothing but my tired self leaning on my tired self and i lay on the floor waiting for the lions to come i have been defeated i say to my defeatist self because no one stays around to watch a losing fight.
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 9:52 AM UTC
damnatio ad bestias
don’t be defeatist they say as if i am not already worn to ruin as if my fingers have not bled all i am capable of bleeding over their pristine paper sheets just believe in yourself they say as if belief alone has ever offered salvation as if i could will myself into being as so many others wish they could with god all you can do is your best they say but what if this is my best? what if i am a husk of a human being before i reach the age of 30 what if all my light was used up in a voltage too high squeezed out of me like a surge in an electrical storm what if my peak is behind me looming above me like atlas blotting out the sun and leaving me to get swept up in the wake of an overachiever what if i am incapable of what you believed in me because you pushed me too hard, for too long because what you needed of me you needed immediately you took me in your hands like goliath took his stone wrung me out until i was bloodless wrote out my worth and found your pen inkless before you’d reached the end worth is relative i say now that i forced you to see your mistake now that i am bedridden and useless and limp like a doll now that my good days are not when i write 100 pages but when i remember to drink water when i remember to bathe and eat and wake before noon as if all your pushing just wound me up like a coil set me tight enough to regress unto the mean i am doing my best i say now that i am barely capable of anything at all now that the pedestal you put me on looked like a ledge and you see it for what it was now that it’s too late to walk back from the gallows because i’ve already been hung like a ghost and all i do these days is sway in the wind i have been defeated i say but it was because you put me in the colosseum with nothing but my tired self leaning on my tired self and i lay on the floor waiting for the lions to come i have been defeated i say to my defeatist self because no one stays around to watch a losing fight.
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Some think that a well thought out compliment Is the best gift to give me. What they don't know is that it stifles me, Buries me under yet another layer of self doubt, Wondering yet again, “What if I fail them?” What if I'm just a fake, a fraud? What if suddenly I wasn't so amazing, so perfect? I love to be treasured, But what happens when everyone Finds out I'm just fool's gold?
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 9:57 AM UTC
An Overachiever's Thoughts
A life I never asked for A life I'm forced to live But a life nonetheless, right? My scars scattered across my body My eyes dull My heart empty My soul... soul less? But a life nonetheless, right? Father and mother dropped me off at my grandma's and never came back She's had me since I was 3 She died working to support me And now it's back to back in foster homes Sometimes they're nice, other times... very, very bad. And on to the next I go But a life nonetheless, right? I'm at the top of my class and skipped ahead a year But I'm called an overachiever My intelligence isn't great anymore Talent isn't great anymore Just trying isn't great anymore You just don't You give up before anything can happen so they can never say 'you're not only letting others down, but yourself' But a life nonetheless,  right? A life nonetheless. A life. This valued, precious life.
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Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 1:29 PM UTC
Orphan
Who am I? The answer is simply a sigh, For I cannot give a reply, Because I don't know I. In school, I'm studious With friends, I'm funny Playing sports, I'm super For relatives, I'm responsible Musically, I'm marvelous In front of parents, I'm plenty All in all I'm an overachiever, The title I've achieved by achieving. Yes I get all the praises, But that doesn't mean they're true. For behind everyone's smiles, I can see that their jealousy grew. Little Miss Perfect, Is what they call me, Behind my back they stab, I'm not blind you see? Everyone's out for revenge, They watch me like a hawk, They wait for me to fail at something, So for that thing they could mock. I hate it I'm tired of it Can't you see? I can't help it, I'm just good at it, Let me be. I'm done with your plastic smiles, I won't need you for a million miles. I've finally just found me I finally understand. I don't need praises to guide me, I won't need to hold anyone's hand.   I'm finally walking my own path. Which is far from yours. I'm finally walking my own path, Not crawling on all fours. I'm finally walking my own path, I'm confident and free. I'm finally walking my own path, To MY destiny. I no more need to ask Who Am I . I've figure that part out. Now everyone will know Who I Am Without a doubt.
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Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 4:50 PM UTC
Who I Am
(campfire poetry) WE ARE FIRE, WE COULD BE WATER Flickering, fluttering, licking all it touches Through another log it goes; Spreading warmth, consuming everything, Atoms and particles Splitting and shifting in throes. Fascination, energy at its purest. An open flame, made malleable By the hands that feed it or quench it. There is no greater exhibition Of something as infallible In its awe-inspiring might It is an eternal fight Between that which is to be consumed And that which is to be construed Into something new, and different. And so, we are one with the element That awes us and terrifies us at the same time. Our life is built On the graveyard of our ancestry; Our homes are powered Through the sacrificial burning of past lives. The food we eat is life from our perspective, Yet it is death itself for all else. The trees we cut down, the animals we torture, The lives we take, the populations we uproot; Our way of life is an endless reenactment Of an ant being crushed by a boot No life is sacred, all can be loot. We are fire, we could be water; A more gentle element than most. A soothing, balming agency Like the overachiever who dares not boast. Both are harmful in excess, Both can be destructive, Only one is restorative. And so, we choose to be fire; We torch, burn, consume, Until all that is around us Transitions to its post-human state. A lifeless mass of black and grey, An emotionless, bottomless decay. Alas, as these ruminations grind to a halt, I find myself desperately looking for the fault That has created the chasm that brought us here. Where exactly did we go wrong? How did we go from being masters of our fate To this dark, ominous presence That shrouds all there is? The Renaissance, the Enlightenment, and all the revolutions that were and will be; The great men and women who dedicated their lives For a better future. To you, we should apologise - although it wasn't all in vain, There still is a thousand-mile journey One that has not gone very far. And so, we choose to be fire, When we could be water...
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Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 4:47 AM UTC
We Are Fire, We Could be Water
(campfire poetry) WE ARE FIRE, WE COULD BE WATER Flickering, fluttering, licking all it touches Through another log it goes; Spreading warmth, consuming everything, Atoms and particles Splitting and shifting in throes. Fascination, energy at its purest. An open flame, made malleable By the hands that feed it or quench it. There is no greater exhibition Of something as infallible In its awe-inspiring might It is an eternal fight Between that which is to be consumed And that which is to be construed Into something new, and different. And so, we are one with the element That awes us and terrifies us at the same time. Our life is built On the graveyard of our ancestry; Our homes are powered Through the sacrificial burning of past lives. The food we eat is life from our perspective, Yet it is death itself for all else. The trees we cut down, the animals we torture, The lives we take, the populations we uproot; Our way of life is an endless reenactment Of an ant being crushed by a boot No life is sacred, all can be loot. We are fire, we could be water; A more gentle element than most. A soothing, balming agency Like the overachiever who dares not boast. Both are harmful in excess, Both can be destructive, Only one is restorative. And so, we choose to be fire; We torch, burn, consume, Until all that is around us Transitions to its post-human state. A lifeless mass of black and grey, An emotionless, bottomless decay. Alas, as these ruminations grind to a halt, I find myself desperately looking for the fault That has created the chasm that brought us here. Where exactly did we go wrong? How did we go from being masters of our fate To this dark, ominous presence That shrouds all there is? The Renaissance, the Enlightenment, and all the revolutions that were and will be; The great men and women who dedicated their lives For a better future. To you, we should apologise - although it wasn't all in vain, There still is a thousand-mile journey One that has not gone very far. And so, we choose to be fire, When we could be water...
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Summer fever runs through my veins I'm sick of school. GET ME OUT OF HERE. Being an overachiever at my grades has long since past. The promise of freedom is tantalizingly close but still so far I make promises to visit friends that I might mean but know I won't keep. The last day seems as if it blows by And suddenly, Victory! Libre! FREEDOM! I'm gone.
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Oct 3, 2011
Oct 3, 2011 at 11:47 PM UTC
End-of-school-itus
He chose you.  I hope you know how lucky you are. I tried so hard to be it for him -- hell, I wanted it to be him so badly -- but I just never was. Don't worry, even though you have no reason to. I know my place, and so do you. He loves intensely. Fully. As compelling as the moment you first saw him and it felt as if the stars finally aligned in your favor. As strong as the gush of wind whenever it storms. As overwhelming as holding his heart in your hands. As powerful as the waves that meet the shores. As hard as I stupidly fell for him. Am falling. But trying to let go of. So when you doubt that love... Just don't. Don't be bothered when he replies a few hours too late, just be glad that he makes time for you. Don't act affected when he puts his other responsibilities before you, it's just that he's always been an overachiever. He's so used to juggling everything on one hand that he forgets he has yours to hold through it all. Swallow your pride, and accept that he will always be occupied. Don't compare yourself to his past lovers, or the other girls, including I, who are so gone for him. You aren't competing with shadows anymore. I wish I could call him mine, but he's all yours to adore. *It's you, and it will always ******* be you.* And I hope you know he loves playing chess. Half the time he devotes to studying is actually spent playing that geeky game. Tease him about it because you love seeing him smile. He drinks ridiculously copious amounts of alcohol but he'll never admit to it. He eats food off the floor. He denies his crazy ways since he just wants to bicker with you about something. He says the quirkiest statements but appreciates it when you let out your peculiar side with him. He'll never let you open your door on your own. He'll wait for you. Always. He claims he's shy, but God knows he could charm anyone's pants off. Do me a favor: don't be afraid of loving him, and the love he could give.
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Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 10:06 AM UTC
A reminder for the next girl he falls head over heels for:
He chose you.  I hope you know how lucky you are. I tried so hard to be it for him -- hell, I wanted it to be him so badly -- but I just never was. Don't worry, even though you have no reason to. I know my place, and so do you. He loves intensely. Fully. As compelling as the moment you first saw him and it felt as if the stars finally aligned in your favor. As strong as the gush of wind whenever it storms. As overwhelming as holding his heart in your hands. As powerful as the waves that meet the shores. As hard as I stupidly fell for him. Am falling. But trying to let go of. So when you doubt that love... Just don't. Don't be bothered when he replies a few hours too late, just be glad that he makes time for you. Don't act affected when he puts his other responsibilities before you, it's just that he's always been an overachiever. He's so used to juggling everything on one hand that he forgets he has yours to hold through it all. Swallow your pride, and accept that he will always be occupied. Don't compare yourself to his past lovers, or the other girls, including I, who are so gone for him. You aren't competing with shadows anymore. I wish I could call him mine, but he's all yours to adore. *It's you, and it will always ******* be you.* And I hope you know he loves playing chess. Half the time he devotes to studying is actually spent playing that geeky game. Tease him about it because you love seeing him smile. He drinks ridiculously copious amounts of alcohol but he'll never admit to it. He eats food off the floor. He denies his crazy ways since he just wants to bicker with you about something. He says the quirkiest statements but appreciates it when you let out your peculiar side with him. He'll never let you open your door on your own. He'll wait for you. Always. He claims he's shy, but God knows he could charm anyone's pants off. Do me a favor: don't be afraid of loving him, and the love he could give.
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Sitting on the empty stair steps, Pouring over a thousand of terminologies In highlighted photocopies of this thick, Hi. I know how quiet it is there, Away from the buzzing sounds Of the other students in the room. I know how you have to Focus, focus, focus So you chose the spot, [Maybe absentmindedly? Maybe not? (Sometimes I wanted to walk straight to you and ask)] Trying to rack your brains On what you crammed into it last night. I know you. That’s what I’m trying to say. I know you, not fully, not totally, never enough And maybe that’s a shame Or maybe that’s okay But I see you More often than not (It’s not destiny nor fate—just timing and space.) And I see myself, somehow, In you that when I pass by, whether up the stairs Or down, I can’t help but throw One last glance, One last look. It’s a vague mirror. I’ve seen the smiles you gave people: The polite-hello smile, The you’re-my-friend smile, The I-know-you-but-I’m-not-sure smile (etc.). I’ve seen how you walk over the cold tiled floor Like you can take the world, Although more humbly and Without much cruelty. I’ve seen the happiness in your smile When people throw you The look of recognition: They know you. You’re the smart one. You’re the scholar. You’re the overachiever. You’re the nice, all-around guy. You’re  basically, the best. But I’ve also seen The split-second of the tiresome day Weighing down on your eyes. I’ve seen you stare off space, Looking like you wanted to run away. I’ve seen the pressure on your Blank face for only a second, a minute That your mask gave away. I want to tell you something. I want to tell you the things I can’t tell myself. I want to tell you the things I wanted to hear When things spin too fast out of my hand. I want to tell you, I know. I want to tell you that sometimes, It gets low. And when it gets low (Because it will get low and I know and I’m sorry), Hold on, okay? HOLD ON. I know you don’t know me Just as I don’t know you fully But promise me something, okay? Promise me, a nameless person, Speaking to you through a Typed message on paper, That you’ll hold on through The current that’s passing too strong, too fast. That you’ll move on forward When it gets haywire and foggy and weird. Because I see myself in you, (Although somewhat lesser) But unlike me, I know One day, You are going to be great. So hold on, Move on, Go straight through Because if you’ve reached the Lowest point in your life And no one puts their faith on you, Forget them. Forget them because This nameless person right here Knows the truth. I believe in you And I hope You’ll believe in me, too.
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC
To the nameless guy in white—
Sitting on the empty stair steps, Pouring over a thousand of terminologies In highlighted photocopies of this thick, Hi. I know how quiet it is there, Away from the buzzing sounds Of the other students in the room. I know how you have to Focus, focus, focus So you chose the spot, [Maybe absentmindedly? Maybe not? (Sometimes I wanted to walk straight to you and ask)] Trying to rack your brains On what you crammed into it last night. I know you. That’s what I’m trying to say. I know you, not fully, not totally, never enough And maybe that’s a shame Or maybe that’s okay But I see you More often than not (It’s not destiny nor fate—just timing and space.) And I see myself, somehow, In you that when I pass by, whether up the stairs Or down, I can’t help but throw One last glance, One last look. It’s a vague mirror. I’ve seen the smiles you gave people: The polite-hello smile, The you’re-my-friend smile, The I-know-you-but-I’m-not-sure smile (etc.). I’ve seen how you walk over the cold tiled floor Like you can take the world, Although more humbly and Without much cruelty. I’ve seen the happiness in your smile When people throw you The look of recognition: They know you. You’re the smart one. You’re the scholar. You’re the overachiever. You’re the nice, all-around guy. You’re  basically, the best. But I’ve also seen The split-second of the tiresome day Weighing down on your eyes. I’ve seen you stare off space, Looking like you wanted to run away. I’ve seen the pressure on your Blank face for only a second, a minute That your mask gave away. I want to tell you something. I want to tell you the things I can’t tell myself. I want to tell you the things I wanted to hear When things spin too fast out of my hand. I want to tell you, I know. I want to tell you that sometimes, It gets low. And when it gets low (Because it will get low and I know and I’m sorry), Hold on, okay? HOLD ON. I know you don’t know me Just as I don’t know you fully But promise me something, okay? Promise me, a nameless person, Speaking to you through a Typed message on paper, That you’ll hold on through The current that’s passing too strong, too fast. That you’ll move on forward When it gets haywire and foggy and weird. Because I see myself in you, (Although somewhat lesser) But unlike me, I know One day, You are going to be great. So hold on, Move on, Go straight through Because if you’ve reached the Lowest point in your life And no one puts their faith on you, Forget them. Forget them because This nameless person right here Knows the truth. I believe in you And I hope You’ll believe in me, too.
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"You're so smart!" "Oh, uh, thanks" Somewhere, Somehow, Before I could decide, I was placed into a box. I was put into a place where escaping was not an option As I began to realize I could not escape, I made the best of it. I worked hard, I studied long nights, and I made the best of what I had I was going to make this box my home. "Of course it's her" "She always wins everything" *** she's such a nerd!" "Do you do anything besides study?" I am overcome with confusion Why had they, the people who had put me in my box Begin to ridicule me for this? I had grown accustomed to my box I actually kind of enjoyed it But now, I see that I was in a bad box So, I try to conceal it Hide it Wash it away It didn't work. Would I forever be the nerd? The overachiever? The effortless straight A student? The no-social-life excluded nobody? Would I forever be placed into a box With the terms and conditions already applied? - a.g.
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Apr 20, 2018
Apr 20, 2018 at 7:56 PM UTC
A Box
I am from Carmella and Peter, who are from Marie, who gave birth to seven aunts and uncles on each side and unknown fathers who were there but weren't. From the Native tribes of Cherokees all the way to the Jamaican seas. From the grandmother, I never met but love so much, from the grandfathers who died before they knew I even existed. I am from the North-Atlantic Slave Trade, 400 years and counting, spread from the southern breezes of Georgia to the Caribbean waters of Jamaica. From the robbery of my ancestors, the lynches of my great-grandfathers, the discrimination of my grandmothers and the fight of my parents and the reluctance of me. I am from hugs and kisses of my mother to discipline and handshakes from my father. From strict lessons about boys and the harshest of truths about life as a Black woman. From the many years of Thanksgiving and Christmas spent with families who were always so happy to see me, from the hams and turkeys to the soul food made by my mother's hands. I am from days with no tv, no heat, no idea about how to get by, but my mother made me feel the richest of rich. I am from self-taught Christians, who never went to church but serve God as though he lives through them. From the smartest of women and men who told me to never say "Can't", even as I rolled my eyes and told them I've already done it. I am from a family of women, strongest I've ever known and compassionate as well. From women who have beaten down by years of male egos and the darkness of their skin. I am from the urban city of New York, where in two seconds and a metrocard, I am in the Gold Coast. From the gentrification of Gates Ave, and the impending doom of it happening to me. From the projects and two family homes of Bushwick, now turned into high-rises for the wealthiest of New York City. From the architecture of a Trump tower right across the street from a low-income housing development. I am from the hard times of depression and anxiety that were overlooked with alcohol and arguments, from the outbursts and crying myself to sleep, to not knowing the real thoughts of my father and what he thinks of me. From the overachiever of my mother wanting to make a better life for me and me succeeding in her dreams. From the many pages of poetry, I write to calm the mind and heal the pain. I am from the generation who hopes to make our ancestors proud as they have made us.
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Jan 29, 2017
Jan 29, 2017 at 8:07 PM UTC
I am from
I am from Carmella and Peter, who are from Marie, who gave birth to seven aunts and uncles on each side and unknown fathers who were there but weren't. From the Native tribes of Cherokees all the way to the Jamaican seas. From the grandmother, I never met but love so much, from the grandfathers who died before they knew I even existed. I am from the North-Atlantic Slave Trade, 400 years and counting, spread from the southern breezes of Georgia to the Caribbean waters of Jamaica. From the robbery of my ancestors, the lynches of my great-grandfathers, the discrimination of my grandmothers and the fight of my parents and the reluctance of me. I am from hugs and kisses of my mother to discipline and handshakes from my father. From strict lessons about boys and the harshest of truths about life as a Black woman. From the many years of Thanksgiving and Christmas spent with families who were always so happy to see me, from the hams and turkeys to the soul food made by my mother's hands. I am from days with no tv, no heat, no idea about how to get by, but my mother made me feel the richest of rich. I am from self-taught Christians, who never went to church but serve God as though he lives through them. From the smartest of women and men who told me to never say "Can't", even as I rolled my eyes and told them I've already done it. I am from a family of women, strongest I've ever known and compassionate as well. From women who have beaten down by years of male egos and the darkness of their skin. I am from the urban city of New York, where in two seconds and a metrocard, I am in the Gold Coast. From the gentrification of Gates Ave, and the impending doom of it happening to me. From the projects and two family homes of Bushwick, now turned into high-rises for the wealthiest of New York City. From the architecture of a Trump tower right across the street from a low-income housing development. I am from the hard times of depression and anxiety that were overlooked with alcohol and arguments, from the outbursts and crying myself to sleep, to not knowing the real thoughts of my father and what he thinks of me. From the overachiever of my mother wanting to make a better life for me and me succeeding in her dreams. From the many pages of poetry, I write to calm the mind and heal the pain. I am from the generation who hopes to make our ancestors proud as they have made us.
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You promised you’d never let go; You promised a lifetime. Standing there and holding her As if I’m completely blind. He thought he could hurt me, But I am completely fine. I’ve been with a cheater, A beater, A super overachiever… Now I need some me time- Some bubble bath and chai tea time. No reason to shave time- I am fine with who I am.
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Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 7:31 PM UTC
Bye Babe-
I'm high on likes and retweets The hearts, and flames and repeats I'm an underachieving overachiever A social media facade I've designed A highlight reel, my life defined But behind the screens, a different tale A search for meaning, a life to hail The validation I seek, a fleeting thrill A moment's high, a lifetime's fulfill I yearn to break free from this digital stage And find my true self, in a real-life page
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Jan 15, 2025
Jan 15, 2025 at 1:52 PM UTC
Digital poetry
A life of my own, where the light shins through curtains and remnants of rain on the veranda where we danced last midsummer A little corner in the world, where my childhood dreams become the lens of reality now dancing in the limelight of an overachiever's dares A coffee shop down the street, a seat unoccupied a muffin left uneaten a glance at the heavy door a coffee stain on the oakwood floor.
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Jun 18, 2023
Jun 18, 2023 at 3:46 PM UTC
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I may be young, but i know a lot. I may be frail, but i'm strong. I may seem really smart, but i'm not afraid to be wrong. I may think i have it under control, but inside i'm a wreck. I may seem like an "overachiever", but that just keeps me in check. I may be a role model, or a success, when actually i'm a big, ugly mess. So here's the lesson i'm trying to teach, it won't take much longer It's perfectly fine to have off days. They only make you stronger.
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Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 8:00 PM UTC
I May
a single drop escapes and shapes the one reforms into the many forces merge and maintain the center as an ocean to a clear running stream effortless delicate movements the beautiful semblance of creation only free when infinity extends an open hand we gracefully bend submitting to the wind ever escalating the highest life and limb gales roll in and away drifting wide and floating astray iridescence is indescribable yet defines the sky as she decides a color her choice always a brilliant contrasting horizon grandiloquent patterns push to lavish design extending to no less than the highest point contours of jewels and soft silky edges expand in the flourishing demand moving on in an elaborate showdown illumination has changed direction mist is abundantly clear looting and diverting a moon’s glow enhancing the sky’s light with spectrum’s of sight diamonds in the sky these silhouettes fall into a slow embrace obscurity celebrates movement with this final chance in a dance abstract is an overachiever here endlessly molding a new shape a familiar sight replaces the mirage swarming the moonlight to be still to see the secret inside a shimmer the very heart of all things where a reminiscent choral sound rhapsodies pure aesthetic calls you to a sublime slumber magnificent claims this place of illusion a majestic showing of dreams and nightmares more is all we need patiently we await the kiss from bliss her touch behind the eyes opens up the skies for an Ethereality Terry D’Arcy-Ryan
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Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 11:46 AM UTC
Ethereal
a single drop escapes and shapes the one reforms into the many forces merge and maintain the center as an ocean to a clear running stream effortless delicate movements the beautiful semblance of creation only free when infinity extends an open hand we gracefully bend submitting to the wind ever escalating the highest life and limb gales roll in and away drifting wide and floating astray iridescence is indescribable yet defines the sky as she decides a color her choice always a brilliant contrasting horizon grandiloquent patterns push to lavish design extending to no less than the highest point contours of jewels and soft silky edges expand in the flourishing demand moving on in an elaborate showdown illumination has changed direction mist is abundantly clear looting and diverting a moon’s glow enhancing the sky’s light with spectrum’s of sight diamonds in the sky these silhouettes fall into a slow embrace obscurity celebrates movement with this final chance in a dance abstract is an overachiever here endlessly molding a new shape a familiar sight replaces the mirage swarming the moonlight to be still to see the secret inside a shimmer the very heart of all things where a reminiscent choral sound rhapsodies pure aesthetic calls you to a sublime slumber magnificent claims this place of illusion a majestic showing of dreams and nightmares more is all we need patiently we await the kiss from bliss her touch behind the eyes opens up the skies for an Ethereality Terry D’Arcy-Ryan
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The countdown begins Three whole weeks, then one week, now four days, it’s tomorrow- in three hours. Until the dreaded hour comes and goes. But it doesn’t end there. It’s only the start of my two weeks of hell. My hands sweat and shake as I frantically flip through pages, what have I been revising for? weeks of effort- but the words blur into one and… time. Pens down. I’ve messed it up. Again. Then comes results day, Suddenly, sitting the exams seemed like heaven compared to this day of hell because I already know- before I even open that little sheet- my work probably hasn’t paid off And… I’ve messed it up. Again. Now I sit in front of my parents and they ask if I even tried, but I did try I tried for four weeks. Eight hours a day. Up to the very last minute. I tried. But they’ll never know, because all they see is that little white sheet with the little black numbers. all my hard work- reduced to nothing they can’t see past the percentages to see me, crumbling before their eyes. So I stand and sigh, which nobody sees or hears, pull out my textbooks of torture, and let the current of words and equations and lists pull me under…
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May 18, 2025
May 18, 2025 at 5:40 PM UTC
Never the overachiever
have big dreams. Yes. Have a strong heart. Yes. Have a brighter future. Yes. Have a big imagination. Yes. Have mesmerizing eyes. Yes. Have a beautiful smile. Yes. Have a powerful voice. Yes. Have an uplifting spirit. Yes. Have a fearless mind. Yes. Have a determination walk. Yes. Have a brave face. Yes. Have a stand tall attitude. Yes. Have a will to change. Yes. Be an overachiever. Yes. listen and learn. Yes. protect other people. Yes. motivate, and believe. Yes. Yes, people are many things, never say what you're not capable.
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Oct 27, 2019
Oct 27, 2019 at 8:07 PM UTC
Can People?