End of a chapter Coming next week Escaping my captor Is what I desperately seek No matter the result I will be free With degree or without The future is bleak Time to start over In some better place No reason to hover I go forth towards the better days
Written the night before my last attempt at my final exam
I found a tiny piece of paper With something scribbled on it It reads, "You are not worthless Work hard and shut everyone's **** mouth with it" I smiled and remembered I wrote it when I was scolded By my mother in front of my whole class When I got really bad marks in my Maths test(Ps:still a nightmare). She screamed and said "You can't do anything" Also she said she is ashamed to even come to attend my PTM. I was so humiliated at that time I cried like a 3 year old. Also everyone got their share of gossip. I WAS THE JOKE NOW. Now everytime anyone saw me studing , enacted like my mother in front of me. Or even worse....they would say "Dude padh le varna aunty na....she is very strict na..'' At that time I had no choice to study and keep myself motivated (thus I wrote this paper).
Final exams results came I got highest marks in my class and have done extremely good in my maths test. I was so happy and contented. Every joke on me had an answer now.
Now what is the need to share this incident.? Actually there is....I just want to question each parent why they attach their status in the society with the marks of their children ??? See I will not say what my mom did was wrong because her intension was in the right place.. infact her words ignited the fuel inside me. (She knows how to use the reverse psychology)
Also marks can be improved by either ways but why we adopt the strict one all the time???
JUST TAKE A MOMENT AND THINK ABOUT IT. (Cuz your whole life must have faced this scenario once in your life).
I made mistakes and ran all the mischief but i'm here at a CET with ease knowing that she's the first one i'll see
wrote this minutes before my admissions exam at FEU (far eastern university). i was very nervous because i was the only who doesn't have a parent or friend as a companion but just before we went in the room and were asked to keep our phones, she told me we could go out on a date after i take the exams.
EVERY YEAR WE HAVE FUN EACH DIFFERENT IN A TON . BUT IN MIDDLE COMES EXAM , TO SHOW WHAT I HAVE LEARN’T IN THE DAYS. ALL I WANTED TO WAS TO LAZE AND PLAY , BUT I HAD NO WAY . NOW MY AIM IS TO SCORE THE BEST FOR MY COMING TEST . ALL I HAVE TO DO WAS READ AND FOCUS ON MY STUDY . AFTER A FEW DAYS AN ENTRY COMES TITLED ‘EXAM’. I TOOK MY PEN WITH FEAR , TO SCORE THE BEST OF THE YEAR . AFTER FINISHING THE EXAM MY DOUBTS AROZE.. WILL I FAIL OR WILL I GAIN ? WAS MY FEAR IN THE DAYS . DAYS PASSED AND THE PAPER CAME INTO THE HANDS OF MY AWAITING MOM . SHE TURNED THE PAGES IN SEARCH OF MY MARKS . THEN SHE STARED AT THE TOP OF ONE PAGE . NEXT, SHE HUGGED ME TIGHT, IN SURPRISE I STARED INTO MY PAPER LAYING THERE AND FOUND MYSELF OPEN MOUTHED! CAUSE MY MARKS WERE VERY HIGH!