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"likelihood" poems
On whether technology has influenced the seeming rise in mental health issues: The concept of technology as separate than Nature is impossible to pin down, but to say that a lifetime of social pressures, advertising, television, and processed and genetically altered foodstuffs would not affect what the brain is used to, and what is was designed to do, is a non sequitur. Certainly an entirely separate set of influences also had negative consequences in the brains' of pre-man, but these were not of his own making, as he still lived in an organic environment, and therefore wasn't a part of the "feedback loop" we have going on with humans becoming the products of a man-made environment (one of the only things that sets us apart from most the animal kingdom). Either way, whatever you're doing you're getting better at it, so with the increase in time spent on the web and watching TV we are increasingly better at watching other people - being passive, non-accountable, constantly comparative and self-obsessed, impotent in light of the mass of information constantly flooding towards you - which the brain was not originally intended for. This seems obvious. So the fact that some people have things like crippling anxiety and OCD, or develop anti-social disorders and the like, seems like a logical result produced by a system (the brain) presented with new and inorganic conditions. On top of that, being a non-douche is naturally and evolutionarily based because it increases the likelihood that others will want to chilll'n'stuff and help you when you need it, but when transposed onto a crowded, fast-paced modernity it twists into something like flattery and competition to appear the most altruistic.
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Sep 18, 2012
Sep 18, 2012 at 11:45 AM UTC
Technology and Mental Health
On whether technology has influenced the seeming rise in mental health issues: The concept of technology as separate than Nature is impossible to pin down, but to say that a lifetime of social pressures, advertising, television, and processed and genetically altered foodstuffs would not affect what the brain is used to, and what is was designed to do, is a non sequitur. Certainly an entirely separate set of influences also had negative consequences in the brains' of pre-man, but these were not of his own making, as he still lived in an organic environment, and therefore wasn't a part of the "feedback loop" we have going on with humans becoming the products of a man-made environment (one of the only things that sets us apart from most the animal kingdom). Either way, whatever you're doing you're getting better at it, so with the increase in time spent on the web and watching TV we are increasingly better at watching other people - being passive, non-accountable, constantly comparative and self-obsessed, impotent in light of the mass of information constantly flooding towards you - which the brain was not originally intended for. This seems obvious. So the fact that some people have things like crippling anxiety and OCD, or develop anti-social disorders and the like, seems like a logical result produced by a system (the brain) presented with new and inorganic conditions. On top of that, being a non-douche is naturally and evolutionarily based because it increases the likelihood that others will want to chilll'n'stuff and help you when you need it, but when transposed onto a crowded, fast-paced modernity it twists into something like flattery and competition to appear the most altruistic.
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You, the essence of my heart, can win me & lose me in one moment, carefree confidence descending into fear of failure... an alarming look at the likelihood of loss. My soul has risen to the immediacy of my mouth where a touch of your tongue can draw it into your own or your heedless words send it reeling back into the dark recesses, where it hides from the fierce light... tormented by the longing for another touch.
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Dec 8, 2011
Dec 8, 2011 at 11:19 PM UTC
Longing
THEY will have the final word. Believe what the PARTY says is true. Even Facecrime gives you away, For BIG BROTHER is watching you. Honesty? Bah, such nonsense! Loyalty is what must sell. State-spread rumors incite the mob In your bleak, dystopian hell. Reject evidence of eyes and ears. That's what THEY say. Watch how hate Turns the unquestioning supporter Against the enemies of the state. The Goodthinkful, unaware How language affects their thoughts and behavior, Show how ignorance is strength And lavish praise upon their savior. Manipulating public opinion, THEY know well-spread lies will last, For that's how THEY'LL control the future, And that's how THEY control the past. Doublethink is what THEY call it: The clever art of reality control. Ignorance is strength, THEY tell you. Controlled insanity is THEIR goal. The more powerful THEY become, The less THEY prove to be your friend. It's NOT about what's good for the people. Power is NOT a means but an end. War is declared on language and memory. Inconvenient facts are rejected. Science is reviled, and THEY Discredit people once respected. Doublespeak narrows the range of thought. By caving in you might survive. Two and two make four, but sometimes THEY'LL say that two and two make five. Opinions are not tolerated. Protective stupidity: that's THEIR plan. You think THEY can't control your thoughts, But, oh, THEY can. THEY really can. Do you look at your screen, or does Your screen look at you? Or Both? Do you know how much THEY know Or if THEY know you've kept your oath? Who's the next to be vaporized? Who's the next to become an unperson? As long as THEY control your "thinking," Everything can only worsen. If only to awaken from the nightmare Where truth becomes a likelihood And we retain humanity! Wouldn't that be "doubleplusgood"? -by Bob B (8-30-18)
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Orwellian Nightmare
THEY will have the final word. Believe what the PARTY says is true. Even Facecrime gives you away, For BIG BROTHER is watching you. Honesty? Bah, such nonsense! Loyalty is what must sell. State-spread rumors incite the mob In your bleak, dystopian hell. Reject evidence of eyes and ears. That's what THEY say. Watch how hate Turns the unquestioning supporter Against the enemies of the state. The Goodthinkful, unaware How language affects their thoughts and behavior, Show how ignorance is strength And lavish praise upon their savior. Manipulating public opinion, THEY know well-spread lies will last, For that's how THEY'LL control the future, And that's how THEY control the past. Doublethink is what THEY call it: The clever art of reality control. Ignorance is strength, THEY tell you. Controlled insanity is THEIR goal. The more powerful THEY become, The less THEY prove to be your friend. It's NOT about what's good for the people. Power is NOT a means but an end. War is declared on language and memory. Inconvenient facts are rejected. Science is reviled, and THEY Discredit people once respected. Doublespeak narrows the range of thought. By caving in you might survive. Two and two make four, but sometimes THEY'LL say that two and two make five. Opinions are not tolerated. Protective stupidity: that's THEIR plan. You think THEY can't control your thoughts, But, oh, THEY can. THEY really can. Do you look at your screen, or does Your screen look at you? Or Both? Do you know how much THEY know Or if THEY know you've kept your oath? Who's the next to be vaporized? Who's the next to become an unperson? As long as THEY control your "thinking," Everything can only worsen. If only to awaken from the nightmare Where truth becomes a likelihood And we retain humanity! Wouldn't that be "doubleplusgood"? -by Bob B (8-30-18)
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One is seemingly more impressed by the less endowed or blessed when somewhat incapacitated and borderline inebriated; the monstrous unconscious disregards the likelihood of fathomless undergarments in other dubious departments. Disregard the random blotches or the involuntary discharges instead revel in model tonsils and almond shaped parcels the comets of multi-notches like a strange attraction for disheveled carpets. The blossoms of toxins a libation ensemble almost near horizontal each movement a bent nozzle like a prehistoric Narwhal dancing like a jackhammer with the elegance of a cement mixer a broken leaking fissure seeping vapid glamour and indecipherable grammar. The paraphrased clichés and communiques of praise like lost prophets put on display caught in the ricochet of overplay making an exit with the grace of a stumbling ballet down a poorly-lit nightclub passageway. Ultimately this can only lead to the face-plant moment-of-tomorrow the flooded memory of the-night-before feeling utterly spent hungover and hollow with ill conceived consent. The: Oh. My. God! The: ***** is still here, what do I say? Hoping inexorably they would just get up and silently fade away. Beer Goggles: remember to drink sensibly, or run the risk of nasty STD's or unwanted pregnancy or breathless infidelity or reckless insincerity or if you're really lucky, just another session in therapy.
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Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
Beer Goggles
Aesthetician stares deeply into the center of a tulip             tears stream as we cry          but the earth doesn’t ethereal spectors flow about religion Washington did live in a racecar, palindrome *** Wisdom! Meowth! I haven’t since the 90’s had a soul estaban caresses his lover his wife prepares a pineapple tapeworms infest ****** inside of a colonic protestant whipped into shapely curves once withheld by the likelihood ferrari Pro-lifers are only just a fad or fling cloudy like the soft color of pink union between man and ***** Nicole smith I hope you go to h e l    l Awesome is he with a fatty slimeball foil wrapped burger SASQUATCH GONE WORLDWIDE Santeria love making ends with regret! Nay, Disgust!
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May 30, 2013
May 30, 2013 at 3:46 PM UTC
Hark! The Mind Reels
09.01.13 I know the likelihood of me getting asked to prom measures up to the likelihood of anyone actually using the white crayon in the Crayola box. I am going to be the girl that’s not even on any guy’s Plan B. And that would be totally cool except I’m sad. I am shaking my head at God and how he totally owes me one. Prom is supposed to be like, the fairytale moment! I’ve been dreaming of princes and ballrooms and dancing and romance and magic and love… probably since I was conceived. How could you even let the dreamer girl who wanted to be a princess nurture five hundred layers of beautiful only to coat her with thick paint in the shade called “ugly”? (Trivia: That drives boys away.) So maybe I still made believe I was a princess. But often enough, the mirror reflects the facade, when I’m expecting it to hold my heart. It gets to a point that you just have to let go. I have theories. I used to despair and say that I was in the wrong storybook. What a life for such a girl. But it happens that romantics don’t have anyone to hold. (Thus the teddy bears, I suppose. Do you know how hard I hug those? I am pathetic.) My second theory, is maybe I’ve been looking from the wrong perspective. Maybe my life isn’t going to be a fairytale in the way I expect. How about a modernized version or something? It’s becoming obvious that I don’t really have any ideas. Except for one last. Maybe there’s a plot twist? Maybe there’s a plot twist.
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 8:01 AM UTC
On Prom and Fairytale Dreams
She's a star-charged satellite see how she orbits her restricted space. Uncountable revolutions so precise her ambition could burn a toe-sized hole in the boards. She never misses the point, if she did, her trajectory would send her way off course toppling  supporting roles, crashing into the wings to a ruffle of tutus, unfurling her celebrated petals from a tangle of tulle. But imagined misfortune will not befall her, she's perfection to the point of exhaustion and the likelihood of crashing is a million curtain-calls away. Her performance is flawless and the only impact will be on her enraptured audience. copyright © Caroline Grace 2011
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Sep 14, 2011
Sep 14, 2011 at 12:50 PM UTC
Prima Ballerina.
There is a bullet in a box of crayons with really strange names like Parkland Perrywinkle, Sandy Hook Sanguine, and Great Mills Green in a place where children play Russian Roulette with their school supplies when they reach in to grab one and they’ve been learning about probability this week Forrest Gump will tell them you never know if you’re going to finish the lesson or turn into a statistic my sister likes to create mosaics by putting a hairdryer to crayons melting cascades of wax down a blank page sometimes she reaches in and it’s the one lead crayon at the top of the page and it’s only one color that seeps down into the crevices of the cafeteria’s tile floor that proceeds to wash away the Proud Honor Roll Parent stickers washes away the Proud Honor Roll Parent stickers I see another child reach into the box and I write another word problem I write another word problem: “Zoey reaches into a box of crayons. What is the likelihood she will not get to hang her drawing up on her kitchen refrigerator? What is the likelihood her funeral photo will hang there instead?” Draw students’ attention to the key word “likelihood.” Tell students This word shows that the question is asking whether or not you will live to tell your parents how your day at school was. and I wonder when school desks will take the shape of caskets in a place where both screams of laughter and screams of terror are permitted
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May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 1:02 PM UTC
Bullet in a Box of Crayons
If you need dark to see light    then you had never seen the light If you need the grotesque to see beauty    then in all likelihood you're the grotesque one If you need death's sting to feel alive    then you're already dead for life's contemptuous of death If absence makes heart fonder then death's eternal separation    compels love unto life resurrected
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Mar 23, 2022
Mar 23, 2022 at 10:46 PM UTC
Death
Jordan gave me rose quartz prayer beads. Freddy picked me up and spun me around. I kissed the beads and kissed my hand and blew it to the stars, over and over again. Thank you universe, for the kind hearted people you have dropped into my existence. Thank you universe, for the good music, the good **** good wine, and good company. Thank you, for the smiles, the laughs, the cigarettes, the numbers given out on backs of receipts. Thank you for the swing sets, the campfires, the coffee and tea, the cars we drive around in. Thank you for emotions. Thank you for the feeling I get when someone kisses my forehead, the feeling when someone compliments my smile, the feeling when I notice the moon for the first time that evening. Thank you, for the moon, the stars, the clouds, and the autumn breeze. Thank you for the sounds, the crickets, the leaves rustling, the clinking glasses, and the sound of small kisses. Thank you for the snort I get when I laugh to hard. Thank you for the bass, the guitar, the drums. Thank you for the shouts, the soft spoken, the loud, and the whispers. Thank you for the doors, the staircases, and the windows. Thank you for everything that ever was, is, and will be. Thank you for the indefiniteness of the now. Thank you for everything. I once read in a book, that the likelihood of our proteins folding just so to make us what we are is comparable to that of a twister rolling through a junkyard and assembling a jumbo jet. This is something I like to remind myself daily. It is so miraculous that we are here today to experience everything and everyone around us, and be able to document and share it. I hope one day someone can look at my photographs and writings and feel these immense and overwhelming emotions that I feel in these moments.
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Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 6:10 AM UTC
Rose Quartz
Jordan gave me rose quartz prayer beads. Freddy picked me up and spun me around. I kissed the beads and kissed my hand and blew it to the stars, over and over again. Thank you universe, for the kind hearted people you have dropped into my existence. Thank you universe, for the good music, the good **** good wine, and good company. Thank you, for the smiles, the laughs, the cigarettes, the numbers given out on backs of receipts. Thank you for the swing sets, the campfires, the coffee and tea, the cars we drive around in. Thank you for emotions. Thank you for the feeling I get when someone kisses my forehead, the feeling when someone compliments my smile, the feeling when I notice the moon for the first time that evening. Thank you, for the moon, the stars, the clouds, and the autumn breeze. Thank you for the sounds, the crickets, the leaves rustling, the clinking glasses, and the sound of small kisses. Thank you for the snort I get when I laugh to hard. Thank you for the bass, the guitar, the drums. Thank you for the shouts, the soft spoken, the loud, and the whispers. Thank you for the doors, the staircases, and the windows. Thank you for everything that ever was, is, and will be. Thank you for the indefiniteness of the now. Thank you for everything. I once read in a book, that the likelihood of our proteins folding just so to make us what we are is comparable to that of a twister rolling through a junkyard and assembling a jumbo jet. This is something I like to remind myself daily. It is so miraculous that we are here today to experience everything and everyone around us, and be able to document and share it. I hope one day someone can look at my photographs and writings and feel these immense and overwhelming emotions that I feel in these moments.
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Potential, as opposed to the actual, is just that: an almost tangible force of what could be. Simply capable of becoming or being- the expression of possibility. It goes hand-in-hand with sometimes soaring (and often heartbreaking) hope; shares company with expectation. Waiting and wondering to determine the likelihood of something to develop. Potential is promising but never a promise and in some cases it is even a lie. For there is no disappointment deeper than having a front row seat to stand-by and watch potential be ignored, defeated, and quietly dissolve and die.
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Apr 7, 2013
Apr 7, 2013 at 6:23 PM UTC
Potential
The witch that came (the withered hag) To wash the steps with pail and rag, Was once the beauty Abishag, The picture pride of Hollywood. Too many fall from great and good For you to doubt the likelihood. Die early and avoid the fate. Or if predestined to die late, Make up your mind to die in state. Make the whole stock exchange your own! If need be occupy a throne, Where nobody can call you crone. Some have relied on what they knew; Others on simply being true. What worked for them might work for you. No memory of having starred Atones for later disregard, Or keeps the end from being hard. Better to go down dignified With boughten friendship at your side Than none at all. Provide, provide!
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Provide, Provide
Shakespeare, I'm writing you an emo poem. Tyler cuts his wrists and plays piano 'cause he's so depressed. You can tell it's not an exorcism though, since you can hear his lisp. I don't play piano anymore (the ivories no longer tickle my fancy) and I never really cut, unless you count the symmetry, or lack of it; besides, I've always had a father. Do you believe in demons, bard? I'm not familiar enough with your works to know; English didn't interest me much beyond the grammar. Maybe that's a possession in itself, or an obsession at least, since I don't think I could do the Devil justice-- and I'm none to bring light from darkness. Do golden glittered gowns prove earnings or entitlement? A different wealth perhaps, the philosopher kings of old (Do you know of those? I can't imagine otherwise, such a trove of inspiration). I would not hold it against you if you didn't; your productions sold for pennies, and in the very least you were a man (or so the rumor goes). All facades aside, I would inquire about purpose. Were you satisfied with life? Were you not? Did you desire a longer lease? Would you say I should? My outward walls are painted very gaily, gayer than yours in all likelihood, or my boyfriend would say as much. (I can't speak for the fashion of the times.) Yet when I suffer loss, it seems absolute, one end and the other. Do you approve of modern day's catharsis? I expect a proper follow-up.
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 2:32 AM UTC
146 Famous Last Words
He. Never until this night have I been stirred. The elaborate starlight throws a reflection On the dark stream, Till all the eddies gleam; And thereupon there comes that scream From terrified, invisible beast or bird: Image of poignant recollection. She. An image of my heart that is smitten through Out of all likelihood, or reason, And when at last, Youth's bitterness being past, I had thought that all my days were cast Amid most lovely places; smitten as though It had not learned its lesson. He. Why have you laid your hands upon my eyes? What can have suddenly alarmed you Whereon 'twere best My eyes should never rest? What is there but the slowly fading west, The river imaging the flashing skies, All that to this moment charmed you? She. A Sweetheart from another life floats there As though she had been forced to linger From vague distress Or arrogant loveliness, Merely to loosen out a tress Among the starry eddies of her hair Upon the paleness of a finger. He. But why should you grow suddenly afraid And start - I at your shoulder - Imagining That any night could bring An image up, or anything Even to eyes that beauty had driven mad, But images to make me fonder? She. Now She has thrown her arms above her head; Whether she threw them up to flout me, Or but to find, Now that no fingers bind, That her hair streams upon the wind, I do not know, that know I am afraid Of the hovering thing night brought me.
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An Image From A Past Life
two MTA workers play invisible baseball across platforms at Union Square the runs in my tights mimic the skyscrapers whose marks I see across the black sky from the rear window while he ***** me in the backseat of his Audi an alley in Brooklyn, the threat of a subway slasher, the likelihood of getting lost, but the questioning by tourists for direction if I say “I am one of you”, it discredits my memories here: [pumpkins on 34th in July kisses in bathtubs in Meatpacking top of the Whitney] but I am not (yet) one of you: impatient drivers, L train riders, rainbow bagel obsessers I still feel a hand grip my throat when walking down 5th and throw my bones off the Chelsea Pier before I spend 11 hours wondering why I haven’t yet committed myself to you.
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Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 9:02 PM UTC
February in New York
If I hedge thus a drooling wager and cash in on my thrice-foiled cravings for her overdue bites (plus a guilt-free laugh at his expense), I can use minced steps to sidle around too-lively trunks, and avoid the need to heed thugs barking mad from within their crevice-laid traps. How those bug-eyed brutes'll clamor and claw at me to discard this protective wrap, clued in by my rep of never bending willfully to anybody but her. "Come on, shed! Get, uh, new set of scales, for you we will — promise!" is how she'd stammer, roughly translating their not-so-twee chatter, if she were there. Rather, in that lavishly apt way she has, she'll be away picking suitable pelts to adorn her newly uncovered, quite public shame while fending off an advancing clod, who won't go easily, but who does go on ad nauseam with a penchant for naming every ******* thing that haps vitally across his cocky path. Beyond a simple relish of mischief, I'm doing this (mostly) for her benefit. How could a persimmon be forbidden, as if he had permission to make such bargains? He's dismissed it as an ungainly fruit, and mocked its likelihood to "lava thy lips" with an orange pulp, but in that chance smattering lies the matter to inflame my soul. I'll feed her the pudding-fresh flesh, and strip it down to its delectably small seeds. In their splitting I'll glean the silvery utensils to spill a man's wholly worthless future. Let's tuck in.
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May 18, 2010
May 18, 2010 at 4:31 PM UTC
Fruit of a Bizarre Love Triangle
I might not walk the walk But I can talk the talk And the words I release may not speak to the masses But I don't care Because that's how I like my vowels to taste When I let them escape my lips. And the stars you place in your jean pocket Will die waiting for a chance to return To more appealing skies But you will rocket off and take their place As long as it isn't permanent Because nothing you do is. Clouds are my constant The only variable is what they bring Clarity or just another storm It's not for me to decided But I will speculate On the likelihood Of a happily-ever-after's existence Because as far as I can tell The Big Bad Wolf didn't die that day And The Ugly Step Sisters are out to get me And my prince is no where to be found So I guess its time to step up And save myself from my dragons And I will take its scales and craft you a bowl To remind you of every tear you weren't there to catch And every smile you let fade And this moment is unlike any other that will ever happen Because I made my decision to ignore Being ignored. I'll clap dust out of the clothes I always hoped you would return for But always knew you would rather buy more Lookalikes can't fill the spot Kicked into you by a dead sunflower And I can try to repair you But all I have is a role of tape and some string I used to tie our friendship into colors But couldn't avoid the fading of my blues.
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Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 8:50 PM UTC
Friendship Bracelets For Sale
if i write a million billion zillion words a day will some sound nice? will they work out right? will my mind create a masterpiece some night? or will brilliance elude me like camoflauged prey? can greatness be chanced upon or do i have to beg for it? do i have to pray? can statistical likelihood produce from sheer quantitative mass some lyrical combination to surpass mere mediocrity rise straight to first class? or do i gotta go back and ask the teachers and mentors i left in the past? i took off too fast ignored their words and advice bout how to think how to write how to talk how to act how to not be enticed by distractions in life how to not roll the dice when the odds are too stacked how to work **** hard to stay on track how to make smart goals if you're itching to rise by hitchin your ride to the business of guys and girls with vision that's what i was taught what i heard what i learned what i forgot (then recalled) what i once spurned to spark my downfall but i have returned and rediscovered myself remembered the others who raised me who made me my parents my brothers all those who inspired all those who required daily sacrifice to feed the fire to push me higher to bring on success to make me my best which proves to the rest if you don't perspire chance don't mean **** now we gotta admit we all need an assist but if you want greatness you gotta work for it
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 12:25 PM UTC
chanced upon greatness
A night of drum beating, maraca shaking and guitar strumming, who would've thought that a moment sought could unveil thousands of possibilities. The odds in our favor, without cards on the table, unstable as it is, a hope through the night exploded like jenga blocks stumbled. With a much wanted polaroid, comes the 'see you again' likelihood but take it slow, take it slow; enjoy the night and each other's sight, put emotions on hold, don't let it show. A few selfie and some jokes thrown, we've explored the streets like its our own; realized something have grown yet we say goodbye -- the words we spilled like a mourn. I can't say its inevitable but free falling unto you is just highly probable.
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May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 11:11 AM UTC
Coffee Beans and Butterflies
"the sacred geometry of chance, the hidden law of a probable outcome"^ *so many days, composing years of a book of empty days unlined with lines, white on white pages, subtitled no joyous fear of the life changing chance taking wrenching a thing past, mostly forgot, except for periodic ache stabbing you can't recall the choices that you didn't take that got you here, nowhere the road split, highway and river path, always chose incorrectly, now so past the younger days question the lack, no courage flaw, what does it matter anymore, safe until death, death having arrived early on always bore right, when left was the soul go go the chance right un un taken wanted needed accidents, trip wires, incendiary kisses that rebirth you one more time, over over to alive confirm but fears of breaking pain, made you a broken man the angles of life obtuse, the planes of life flat fuzzy, irregular, smudged, flatlined days drone by silent, not a single word out loud uttered, three hundred and sixty degrees, volume measured and zero summed value every normal distribution has a tail, some fat, some skinny even this lonely man has a tale where the improbable is the most unlikely day of likelihood his days were numbered, they were, each one had a number... that day arrived, calendar unremarked and unremarkable, when the hidden law of a probable outcome saved, the sacred geometry of chance was rightly computed, his number chosen don't know this man personal, heard the story from a mate, third mate third so third hand, cause the other two were busy one, holding her hand and the other occupado writing this poem ----------------------- *A lyric from "Shape Of My Heart," as sung by Sting
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 8:07 AM UTC
his number was up...the sacred geometry of chance
"the sacred geometry of chance, the hidden law of a probable outcome"^ *so many days, composing years of a book of empty days unlined with lines, white on white pages, subtitled no joyous fear of the life changing chance taking wrenching a thing past, mostly forgot, except for periodic ache stabbing you can't recall the choices that you didn't take that got you here, nowhere the road split, highway and river path, always chose incorrectly, now so past the younger days question the lack, no courage flaw, what does it matter anymore, safe until death, death having arrived early on always bore right, when left was the soul go go the chance right un un taken wanted needed accidents, trip wires, incendiary kisses that rebirth you one more time, over over to alive confirm but fears of breaking pain, made you a broken man the angles of life obtuse, the planes of life flat fuzzy, irregular, smudged, flatlined days drone by silent, not a single word out loud uttered, three hundred and sixty degrees, volume measured and zero summed value every normal distribution has a tail, some fat, some skinny even this lonely man has a tale where the improbable is the most unlikely day of likelihood his days were numbered, they were, each one had a number... that day arrived, calendar unremarked and unremarkable, when the hidden law of a probable outcome saved, the sacred geometry of chance was rightly computed, his number chosen don't know this man personal, heard the story from a mate, third mate third so third hand, cause the other two were busy one, holding her hand and the other occupado writing this poem ----------------------- *A lyric from "Shape Of My Heart," as sung by Sting
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i sit in a boat and im so far from shore i have forgotten which direction the horizon follows me i am so far from home the word sounds foreign and construed as an apology i am so out of reach the seagulls will never dive deep enough or swoop shallow and barely disturb the oceans sequence of tides and rhythms to pick me up i sit in a boat the waves steady flow acts as a clock to keep me sane it rocks me it rocks my boat back and forth in its tick tock motion the fact that i haven't seen any fish glide by and wrap themselves in the warmth of the crystals dancing on the top of the water creates a feeling more violently lonely in the pit of my stomach than the fact that i sit in a boat all alone i sit in a boat in the middle of the ocean in the middle of nowhere its easy to comprehend that there is nothing above me the sky is a blank sheet of paper the horizon falls all around me an encompasses me looking up makes me lose time with the waves its harder to comprehend the likelihood of nothing below me when i fall in the water and when i wave my arms towards the diamonds above me when i blow air though my nose and keep my eyes shut tight when the water begins to get cold around my feet towards my chest and on my shoulders when the light green water that has comforted me like a mother that has taught me like a father the waves that have kept me in sane like a teacher disintegrates into a dark murky black so quickly i have no time to notice where the pressure is too loud to hear any lessons where the touch is so ice cold every hug feels like a constrictive hand around my throat i sit in a boat its easy to understand i am alone up above no one calls dinnertime no waves rock me to sleep no birds call their mates no bugs fall in and out of their reflections its harder to fathom that under the peak of the water under the tired lazy strokes i look intently and see nothing i look intently and all i see is how in an ocean that stretches forever and falls off of the horizon i was alone before i realized it i was alone when the sun reached down and bounced off of its blue playground i was alone when it comforted me and i was alone when it choked me all i have ever been is completely alone
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May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 8:08 PM UTC
emotional permanence
i sit in a boat and im so far from shore i have forgotten which direction the horizon follows me i am so far from home the word sounds foreign and construed as an apology i am so out of reach the seagulls will never dive deep enough or swoop shallow and barely disturb the oceans sequence of tides and rhythms to pick me up i sit in a boat the waves steady flow acts as a clock to keep me sane it rocks me it rocks my boat back and forth in its tick tock motion the fact that i haven't seen any fish glide by and wrap themselves in the warmth of the crystals dancing on the top of the water creates a feeling more violently lonely in the pit of my stomach than the fact that i sit in a boat all alone i sit in a boat in the middle of the ocean in the middle of nowhere its easy to comprehend that there is nothing above me the sky is a blank sheet of paper the horizon falls all around me an encompasses me looking up makes me lose time with the waves its harder to comprehend the likelihood of nothing below me when i fall in the water and when i wave my arms towards the diamonds above me when i blow air though my nose and keep my eyes shut tight when the water begins to get cold around my feet towards my chest and on my shoulders when the light green water that has comforted me like a mother that has taught me like a father the waves that have kept me in sane like a teacher disintegrates into a dark murky black so quickly i have no time to notice where the pressure is too loud to hear any lessons where the touch is so ice cold every hug feels like a constrictive hand around my throat i sit in a boat its easy to understand i am alone up above no one calls dinnertime no waves rock me to sleep no birds call their mates no bugs fall in and out of their reflections its harder to fathom that under the peak of the water under the tired lazy strokes i look intently and see nothing i look intently and all i see is how in an ocean that stretches forever and falls off of the horizon i was alone before i realized it i was alone when the sun reached down and bounced off of its blue playground i was alone when it comforted me and i was alone when it choked me all i have ever been is completely alone
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11:57. I realised time is a fetish of mine; the likelihood is that you'll have more to give. 11:58. It's a jewel more precious and rare than anything that ever touched our lives; but we seem to forget how deadly it is. 11:59. And we're inhabiting each moment with wordful waste; a person loses their time st every tick of the clockwork time instrument. 00:00 And I've lost mine.
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Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
time fetishes
The probability of life itself is unpredictable For I can’t extract your mind or heart to decode Likelihood of possibilities in measurable quotient For I can’t retract a past gone by to encode Continuums of even chances and certainty The toss of the toasted dime, the weigh of sides Slashed slide all smashed and thrown in mines Fallibilism of my indefinable opinionated delicacies Attenuations of what life is attacks and strangles my neck Global troubles of war, bombs, hunger, anger Illogical connotations of overlapping determinism I burrow like a termite in a convex rising molehill Terminated in contrasted stations as we convene Gripping hands to grasp our existence in life I wonder about the whole of it, I think of it somedays
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Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 10:50 AM UTC
Indeterminate (Un-SIRI-fied Version)
Why Reentry? some may ask A waste of time, a too big task? They committed a crime, let be what will be. Lock them up and throw away the key? It’s not that easy as you will see Because they eventually get out and neighbor you and me. The deck has been shuffled and we don’t always choose our card Some of these inmates weren’t raised, they grew up, and life was extremely hard. Some call it dumb choices, others youthful indiscretion Some were forced into these positions by the culture of oppression. Now, there’s no place for pity, but many of the stories are untold With firm and consistent direction, we can see new lives unfold. Some have never had a checking account or paid a legitimate bill These are basic everyday functions that each of us can help instill. It’s the ones that want the assistance to get back on their feet Those are the ones that we prepare to identify their needs and meet. That’s what reentry is… preparing them for another chance To try and make better choices, and in life have a better stance. None of us are angels; some could’ve actually caught a case One more dumb decision could have landed OUR butts right in their place. Can you imagine life without a job, no way to pay a bill? Can you imagine no money for medicine if you child or spouse was ill? Unable to get a car to take you from place to place Unable to pride fully look another man directly in his face. This “second prison” hinders them as a result of their crime This second prison should not exist once they’ve done their time. Their families and children need them, it’s hard enough out there These fathers should be taking care of their family’s welfare. Children raised without a dad are at high risk to offend and fail By helping their fathers do better we help the children stay out of jail. Care and custody is what we’re tasked to do The examples that we all set is what they will look too. We can’t do it all by ourselves, resources are what we need Volunteers and community resources help US help them to succeed. We have to make them better then when they first came in For some it’s a fresh start for their improved life to begin. With hundreds of thousands of inmate releasing year by year Reentry increases readiness thus reducing public fear. So inmate is their title for now, but one day they will be out again We can increase the likelihood that they do not reoffend. Let’s rally behind reentry efforts, we have much to give Let’s help secure our own safety and the way that we ALL live.
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Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 10:45 AM UTC
Why Reentry (Prisoner)
Why Reentry? some may ask A waste of time, a too big task? They committed a crime, let be what will be. Lock them up and throw away the key? It’s not that easy as you will see Because they eventually get out and neighbor you and me. The deck has been shuffled and we don’t always choose our card Some of these inmates weren’t raised, they grew up, and life was extremely hard. Some call it dumb choices, others youthful indiscretion Some were forced into these positions by the culture of oppression. Now, there’s no place for pity, but many of the stories are untold With firm and consistent direction, we can see new lives unfold. Some have never had a checking account or paid a legitimate bill These are basic everyday functions that each of us can help instill. It’s the ones that want the assistance to get back on their feet Those are the ones that we prepare to identify their needs and meet. That’s what reentry is… preparing them for another chance To try and make better choices, and in life have a better stance. None of us are angels; some could’ve actually caught a case One more dumb decision could have landed OUR butts right in their place. Can you imagine life without a job, no way to pay a bill? Can you imagine no money for medicine if you child or spouse was ill? Unable to get a car to take you from place to place Unable to pride fully look another man directly in his face. This “second prison” hinders them as a result of their crime This second prison should not exist once they’ve done their time. Their families and children need them, it’s hard enough out there These fathers should be taking care of their family’s welfare. Children raised without a dad are at high risk to offend and fail By helping their fathers do better we help the children stay out of jail. Care and custody is what we’re tasked to do The examples that we all set is what they will look too. We can’t do it all by ourselves, resources are what we need Volunteers and community resources help US help them to succeed. We have to make them better then when they first came in For some it’s a fresh start for their improved life to begin. With hundreds of thousands of inmate releasing year by year Reentry increases readiness thus reducing public fear. So inmate is their title for now, but one day they will be out again We can increase the likelihood that they do not reoffend. Let’s rally behind reentry efforts, we have much to give Let’s help secure our own safety and the way that we ALL live.
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i. as we get bigger our handwriting gets smaller ii. stars are bigger than the sky itself but their light forces the past into the present and forces our wishes into the past iii. there are so many women out there with my name but this increases the likelihood that you've said it out loud and identified me with sound as i have you sound travels slower than light but we are never alone iv. she showed me your picture with some words square tight around it and two dates in the caption and said nothing is ever worth this until i wanted to reach into the earth just to cover your ears v. the dementors couldn't distinguish between crouch and his mother because this illness doesn't discriminate so i don't know why people do vi. you and even i are lowercase letters today with no punctuation
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Jan 24, 2014
Jan 24, 2014 at 10:55 PM UTC
lowercase