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"drumbeat" poems
Burning fuel but not to leave, boys circled town, came back to the station where they began. Gas exhaust drifted like spirits above asphalt, dissolving in the night. Girls stayed in the lot, waiting for men old enough to buy liquor, their names claiming the land- long after other names lay buried in the ground. They kept to the faces, legs folded on hoods, lip gloss catching the station lights, bracelets chiming, hair flips rehearsed, laughing at trucks circling back. They wanted to be chosen, and I tried to want that too- tried to be a girl among girls, waiting for the moment some hand would tug me out of the circle. But my eyes kept straying- across the street, to the rise that was not just dirt but a chest under earth, ribs shifting, a hum curling into my throat. Something skeletal in its patience, as if Baykok himself were sharpening arrows in the dark, waiting for breath to break. Built long before us by Ojibwe, still honored as sacred ground. The others smoked, struck sparks, sequins spilling from careless wrists, never thinking how easily flame might travel down, through us, into what we couldn’t see. I could hear bones shifting, a buried drumbeat, the land’s own warning. Every glance of the mound pulled me back into silence. It told me what the others didn’t want to know- that all this circling, waiting, was only the lid of a grave.
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Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 12:02 AM UTC
Tumulus
I could take the Harlem night and wrap around you, Take the neon lights and make a crown, Take the Lenox Avenue busses, Taxis, subways, And for your love song tone their rumble down. Take Harlem's heartbeat, Make a drumbeat, Put it on a record, let it whirl, And while we listen to it play, Dance with you till day-- Dance with you, my sweet brown Harlem girl.
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Juke Box Love Song
I'm like other guys... I drink, I cheat, I throw tantrums, but I want to love you anyway. I break hearts, I've broken one too many... yet I am asking you to entrust your heart with me. I'm asking you to try me, I'm not different... I got the dude stuff you know and somehow this isn't just about love... albeit I hope you can be the peg that tethers my lust... I want you to swallow and never spit me... I want you to be my last... I want you to be the lady my kids call Mama, the very last drumbeat of karma. I want you to be my fate, to be family that never goes stranger... I want you to share with me this vaguely baked cake of the rest of my life, I want you to be my wife and if these words cannot prove to you that you mean a world to me then I'll peacefully walk away because I know we cannot force affairs of the heart... The Heart cannot listen to what it doesn't want to hear... I love you and that's why I'm standing here... I need to know whether I stand a chance or not... I'm not different and I'll never be... I just hope I'm worth climbing thorny trees for, worth the rough roads, worth the hills for that's what true love is in my bible, it's about two people holding hands and walking past the rough and the smooth, past the hard and the soft, past the hills, valleys past the winding and the straight road, true love's combining effort to lift the light and heavy load... knowing that the prize of love is having someone to share with the good, the bad, the happy, the sad. Am I that person you'd expect on this lifelong journey to eternity? will you be my honey through bitterness of waves waiting ahead? Will you take the discomfort of a ring for me? Will you marry me?
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Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 3:20 AM UTC
Marry Me
I'm like other guys... I drink, I cheat, I throw tantrums, but I want to love you anyway. I break hearts, I've broken one too many... yet I am asking you to entrust your heart with me. I'm asking you to try me, I'm not different... I got the dude stuff you know and somehow this isn't just about love... albeit I hope you can be the peg that tethers my lust... I want you to swallow and never spit me... I want you to be my last... I want you to be the lady my kids call Mama, the very last drumbeat of karma. I want you to be my fate, to be family that never goes stranger... I want you to share with me this vaguely baked cake of the rest of my life, I want you to be my wife and if these words cannot prove to you that you mean a world to me then I'll peacefully walk away because I know we cannot force affairs of the heart... The Heart cannot listen to what it doesn't want to hear... I love you and that's why I'm standing here... I need to know whether I stand a chance or not... I'm not different and I'll never be... I just hope I'm worth climbing thorny trees for, worth the rough roads, worth the hills for that's what true love is in my bible, it's about two people holding hands and walking past the rough and the smooth, past the hard and the soft, past the hills, valleys past the winding and the straight road, true love's combining effort to lift the light and heavy load... knowing that the prize of love is having someone to share with the good, the bad, the happy, the sad. Am I that person you'd expect on this lifelong journey to eternity? will you be my honey through bitterness of waves waiting ahead? Will you take the discomfort of a ring for me? Will you marry me?
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Don’t always march to another’s drumbeat, Nor always dance to another person’s tune, But march in time to your own heartbeat and Dance and dance, till you reach the moon …
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May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 1:20 AM UTC
Dance Till you Reach the Moon
Natural Rhythm. Hey Mr. Guitar, keep on strumming them strings. Then play me a song that will keep us all moving. Keep all of the ladies, just a shaking their thing; That will keep everybody in the room dancing, To the natural rhythm. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm in my head. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm as I lay here in your bed. Bounce to the rhythm of all of the drums. The drumbeat booms against your chorus of twiddling thumbs; Demanding your attention at the top of their voice. The low beat shriek, as we bang on the drums. Come on everybody and dance to the beat; The natural rhythm, that flows through you and me. The invisible hand, that guides our every step, Makes you bounce to the beat of every word that I have said. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm in my head. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm as I lay here in your bed. Keep on banging the drum to the sound of my rhythm; Keep on dancing and keep on giggling. Keep on keeping it real, for the people in the street; Keep on keeping it banging, to the funkiest beat. You see I got this natural rhythm, that’s in all God’s men And you also got the rhythm in your head, in your head. ‘Cause the rhythm of my rhyme, will drop right on time, As long as the sun is shining and I'm feeling irie eyed; As long as the bongo’s keep on banging in the smoky background, As long as to be rich, means more than acting the clown. You see the rich get the women, because to be rich is to be a **** And this is the best way to get the women. Flash a *** of cash at the latest one you think is pretty; Tell her you are loaded and pay her the money. Buy the woman you like; moneys all that you've got. I'm happy being poor; it's freedom at no cost. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm in my head. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm as I lay here in your bed. (C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 1:59 PM UTC
Natural rhythm
Natural Rhythm. Hey Mr. Guitar, keep on strumming them strings. Then play me a song that will keep us all moving. Keep all of the ladies, just a shaking their thing; That will keep everybody in the room dancing, To the natural rhythm. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm in my head. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm as I lay here in your bed. Bounce to the rhythm of all of the drums. The drumbeat booms against your chorus of twiddling thumbs; Demanding your attention at the top of their voice. The low beat shriek, as we bang on the drums. Come on everybody and dance to the beat; The natural rhythm, that flows through you and me. The invisible hand, that guides our every step, Makes you bounce to the beat of every word that I have said. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm in my head. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm as I lay here in your bed. Keep on banging the drum to the sound of my rhythm; Keep on dancing and keep on giggling. Keep on keeping it real, for the people in the street; Keep on keeping it banging, to the funkiest beat. You see I got this natural rhythm, that’s in all God’s men And you also got the rhythm in your head, in your head. ‘Cause the rhythm of my rhyme, will drop right on time, As long as the sun is shining and I'm feeling irie eyed; As long as the bongo’s keep on banging in the smoky background, As long as to be rich, means more than acting the clown. You see the rich get the women, because to be rich is to be a **** And this is the best way to get the women. Flash a *** of cash at the latest one you think is pretty; Tell her you are loaded and pay her the money. Buy the woman you like; moneys all that you've got. I'm happy being poor; it's freedom at no cost. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm in my head. I’ve got a natural rhythm in my heart and soul; I’ve got a natural rhythm as I lay here in your bed. (C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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in a wine glass sleeves of a sleeveless dress knotted around its stem and a bull’s head sleeping, breathless tangled in the scent of pearl and warm flesh standing on a drumbeat balanced by a prism’s deceptive stammer
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night moves
Because a thing may seem cliche won't mean it isn't right. Warm sunbeams, drumbeat thunder, and the clash of dark and light. Or just because it's overused, don't say it can't be true. Old words and phrases well describe my burning love for you.
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Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 10:24 AM UTC
Cliche
“and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body.”   Walt Whitman <> having recently been on standby for a permanent-entry residency visa to over & just beyond death’s door, Walt’s prescient prescription strikes my broken breastbone even harder much, than the persistent periodic pains confirming the breaking and the healing of this man’s mending of the human centric poetic ***** for this warped heart mine, now rejoicingly rejiggered with some threads and wires to deliver a new but fresh bloodied wisdom, begs me, eggs me to torrent word streams, but Whitman’s wisdom cautions a new slowness, the wisdom of mortality’s hot breath urges careful consideration of every letter that my second chance, consignment shop flesh, eagerly embraces, to both prescribe and proscribe inside-insights tween the deafening sounds of eyelashes beating synchronized to the revived heart rates rapid renewal and last second-chances…. torn tween minute torso sensations and the running silence of a new battery’s internal rapid intervals, the silent timing gaps tween beats leaves-just-enough-space to ask over and over again, from whence will come my richest fluency? (1) at 300am, I lay carefully caressing and chewing well each transitory thought, absent the former energetic ability to just spill, though highly desired, now requires, like me, steady re-piecing together the steady drumbeat of now-nearer-my-god-than-thee Titanic reflections demands a slowing rapidity this I thought before and now ken, even and ever better, that our primary endeavor shall always be the giving, the disbursement of the act of love…for therein lies the healing of each, and wet eyes, make necessarily concluding this poem about nothing and everything and I comprehend Walt’s dictum: my very flesh is a poem, every sensation a lyric, every breath taken and returned to the atmosphere so unconsciously are my oldest and newest 3:00 AM poetry companions
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Aug 18, 2023
Aug 18, 2023 at 4:41 PM UTC
the breaking and the healing...(“your very flesh shall be a great poem”)
“and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body.”   Walt Whitman <> having recently been on standby for a permanent-entry residency visa to over & just beyond death’s door, Walt’s prescient prescription strikes my broken breastbone even harder much, than the persistent periodic pains confirming the breaking and the healing of this man’s mending of the human centric poetic ***** for this warped heart mine, now rejoicingly rejiggered with some threads and wires to deliver a new but fresh bloodied wisdom, begs me, eggs me to torrent word streams, but Whitman’s wisdom cautions a new slowness, the wisdom of mortality’s hot breath urges careful consideration of every letter that my second chance, consignment shop flesh, eagerly embraces, to both prescribe and proscribe inside-insights tween the deafening sounds of eyelashes beating synchronized to the revived heart rates rapid renewal and last second-chances…. torn tween minute torso sensations and the running silence of a new battery’s internal rapid intervals, the silent timing gaps tween beats leaves-just-enough-space to ask over and over again, from whence will come my richest fluency? (1) at 300am, I lay carefully caressing and chewing well each transitory thought, absent the former energetic ability to just spill, though highly desired, now requires, like me, steady re-piecing together the steady drumbeat of now-nearer-my-god-than-thee Titanic reflections demands a slowing rapidity this I thought before and now ken, even and ever better, that our primary endeavor shall always be the giving, the disbursement of the act of love…for therein lies the healing of each, and wet eyes, make necessarily concluding this poem about nothing and everything and I comprehend Walt’s dictum: my very flesh is a poem, every sensation a lyric, every breath taken and returned to the atmosphere so unconsciously are my oldest and newest 3:00 AM poetry companions
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I will leave this tent for the mansion That is built for me over there. I will close the door.. Be welcomed evermore. Where the Saints have gathered on the shore. —————————- I will praise the name of my Savior On the day this tent is taken down. I will praise the name of Jesus When He calls To take me to the room He prepared. ————————— Do you hear the rushing in the wind It’s the wings of angels coming near. They are coming for me.. To carry me home. To my savior where I shall ever be. ————————— I hear the voice of my Savior calling Call my name as I fly through the door. All the Saints are there with My Mother and my Father. I am home now… I see His face now. ————————— Hallelujah to my Jesus Hallelujah to His name Hallelujah to my Savior Evermore. I am home now.. I see His face now. ————————– Praise His name for evermore Praise His wonderful name. Praise the name of Jesus Evermore. I am home now. I see His face now (Ends with light drumbeat) 9-24-2003 Finished
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Jul 28, 2010
Jul 28, 2010 at 1:49 PM UTC
I Will Leave This Tent
I'd finished and was leaving on my way back to the street when i heard that shotgun drumbeat i turned back found a corner ordered whiskey neat then i heard that shotgun drumbeat something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried something came alive in me and something else just died it sliced my soul in two right then a gap, ten miles wide eyes closed waiting for a table with a seat and then i heard it once again that shotgun drumbeat twenty minutes and i was sitting with a coke and crown waiting, wishing for that god ****** shotgun sound something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried something came alive in me and something else just died it sliced my soul in two right then i listened to the music but, i never ever heard a sound like that shotgun drumbeat i'd been muddled in the words full out attack like Keith Moon back in the day I'd never heard the music Never heard what it could say something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried something came alive in me and something else just died it sliced my soul in two right then closing time came quickly faster than i would have thought i told myself this feeling would never go for naught now awakened by a drumbeat i was living, fresh, anew i could no longer hide that shotgun killed off something giving birth to something too something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried that ******* shotgun drumbeat made me feel alive i can't describe the feeling I couldn't if I tried
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Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC
shotgun drumbeat
I'd finished and was leaving on my way back to the street when i heard that shotgun drumbeat i turned back found a corner ordered whiskey neat then i heard that shotgun drumbeat something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried something came alive in me and something else just died it sliced my soul in two right then a gap, ten miles wide eyes closed waiting for a table with a seat and then i heard it once again that shotgun drumbeat twenty minutes and i was sitting with a coke and crown waiting, wishing for that god ****** shotgun sound something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried something came alive in me and something else just died it sliced my soul in two right then i listened to the music but, i never ever heard a sound like that shotgun drumbeat i'd been muddled in the words full out attack like Keith Moon back in the day I'd never heard the music Never heard what it could say something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried something came alive in me and something else just died it sliced my soul in two right then closing time came quickly faster than i would have thought i told myself this feeling would never go for naught now awakened by a drumbeat i was living, fresh, anew i could no longer hide that shotgun killed off something giving birth to something too something came alive in me and something else just died i don't know how to tell you I couldn't if i tried that ******* shotgun drumbeat made me feel alive i can't describe the feeling I couldn't if I tried
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somewhere out there over the rainbow exist the divine expression to possess the drum major's instinct where the drumbeat of hope spread with distinction thus become the drum major make the final destination called the drumbeat of freedom make the drumbeat of equality and justice but more then that the drum major make the drumbeat of life while the drum major plays all of the unselfish dissonant chords of life drumbeat the patterns of day and night then who wants to be a drum major that wants to carry the baton of world that   gives service and dedication to humanity to know self and to know God be able to look over the horizon of significant and transform us into peace warriors where i have the heart and the courage to love all of my brothers i become the drum major for life
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Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 11:33 PM UTC
I Want To Become A Drum Major
Raindrops tap, tap at the window pane A drumbeat for calm They twinkle in soft light shining through All my own, all my own stars Crackles of brilliant blue light the night, world turned to colour for one moment Stare in wonder Claps and booms form a cacophony of sound A song being played It softens and calms The events of the day almost erased A lullaby so soft demanding to not be ignored Lulls my eyes closed as I say Goodbye to this day Welcome the following, arms opened
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Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 10:01 PM UTC
Storm
Clamp the red march onward! Cut the winding trench! Mask a visage for protection from the visceral drench. Light the forge in battle! Keep the battlefield alive. Hear the laborious drumbeat of a heart trying to survive. Stainless steel and knowledge in the forge are fired Gone are human needs - Death is never tired. On each second rests a lifespan. Each minute gambles years. A surgeon only has two hands and no mortal fears. The battle surges forward as blood is forced right back from the heart it came from; a heart still under attack. Even as the battle ended, with blood, tears and sweat, the war raged ever onward, Death remains a threat. Every day a battle. Every life a war. Against Death and the ethereal survival is the score.
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Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 7:38 AM UTC
The Great War
Amerikeisha tapping out the drumbeat with her see through plastic mechanical pencil   Me sidewinding my way through highschool Dizzy Gillespie's  trumpet waking the souls that are buried in the lockers, Chick Corea and I are returning to forever The land where summer is the only season And daisy dukes are greatly appreciated, John Coltrane is helping me realize How beautiful girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes are, I've been dancing to Dave Brubeck since this morning And I can't get Maria out of my head I just picture Maria As this girl Feeling Pretty Oh so pretty I imagine if I saw her in the street I wouldn't double take But Take Five     Charlie Parker playing saxophone like It's as easy as brushing his teeth, Nat King Cole Serenading Hispanic women with his soothing tone Robert Glasper experimenting with his music Burning you brain like mentholated cough drops
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 8:57 PM UTC
Human Jazz
Blood Rain Rain.... signal that the sky is crying. Sun, now hiding behind clouds. Ashamed, of me and my human sins. Wet, droplets of rain become blood. Stinging, my tears now ****** as the rain. Wounds, Open and burning as they run red. Recriminating, my soul as shame fills my being, Earth, opens her arms to welcome me. Mud, oozes into my mouth slowly, Taste, that of blood soaked in earth...mine. Blurry, my fading sight as my eyes glaze. Winter, mocks me with its cold howling wind. Darkness, envelops my whole being in totality. Sight, No longer gifted to me, hindsight too late. Brain, functions fading fast, on impulse. Heartbeat, Fading no familiar drumbeat heard. Crossing, over into the light I venture timidly. Judgement, mercy on my soul, I know I'm not worthy. ©Perveiz Ali
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Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 11:57 AM UTC
Blood Rain
my hands are red and there's a knife between my teeth holding my jaw in place because i never learned how to swim. i'm god, i'm immortal all-consuming and you laugh while you eat me alive there's red on your hands and a knife between my teeth i watch as you pull them out one by one swallow them like pills you taste like barbed wire fences, like eyelashes cutting my tongue they’re kind of like knives i leave clawmarks on everyone, there is blood everywhere everything about you is tangible and i think i’m the antichrist,im unholy and you’re a bible verse you taught me how to evolve there’s a drumbeat in my lungs and it’s all i have i’m in control, i promise, this is my game havent you figured it out yet?havent you solved the puzzle? sorry, sweetheart, i meant to tell you ages ago but-- they named a constellation after my fingers after the way they closed around your throat i will be buried alive and i will enjoy it six feet deep, what’s a coffin among friends, and i never loved you, i guess, and rip me apart you’re enough funeral for the both of us and you ask me with blood on your teeth if you're scaring me yet who's the monster now, like this is a game, and i'm ******* immortal, and rip me apart
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Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 5:18 PM UTC
crucially mechanized
swimming under lightning, lighting our submergence flash allure: smooth bodies, bright to glimpse and shadow-grin intent collide and mingle folds of pleasure, firmly bent to tangle, clasp and spurn the world above, rely on one another's breath, stored for loving long in bubbles gasping sweet melodics free as with imagined merfolk passion-songs of lore, prescient lapping dance of tidal fruits you loved before they came, moonray columns stage us in our seashift wombs--again-- within a womb--like instant chrysalises blinking luminescent bursts i am interred within the waves you ripple into me, blind carnal pressures built from ancient shores become the sea again the magnitude entrances on its own, that acrophobic thrill celestial in our interthreaded eyes, open to a color deeply in the dark of octopodal ink a curtain phosphorescent armpit pulse, caressing thumb and lip, billows, sways the dance anew, to sonar drumbeat, pulmonary height the spinal scream a surface ripple for the sky, symphonic deep to barely whisper into air
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 9:06 AM UTC
underwater love
Letters are old school, but I guess so am I. In a way, I guess that is true, I sometimes feel like I am an old fool, Stuck in the Motown groove, The 21st Century is not for me, Waiting a minute before I can hear the next song, And when it eventually comes on it's one filled with hate, And let’s not even talk about trying to date, They said to leave a message after a beep, For my old soul that means a beat, That brought with it dance and heat, Words and rhymes and a drumbeat, See back in my day, a letter meant waiting on the mail man, And not looking for blue ticks from an app I got from an online store, It meant post stamps and asking friends to proofread, It meant punctuating every line so that you knew without you I could not breathe, Being in love was not just words and play, It meant dancing in the street; we called it grooving, Not sweet talking and lying, The old fool in me is tired of trying, Am not saying that you are lying, But you are in no way trying, To meet me in the street, Or groove to a Motown beat, I wish you were sending me flowers, While you were out there spending time, With worlds that were not even meant to be real, My old soul needs more than one-off dines or drinking box wine! See back in Motown, when a man loved a woman, He could not keep his mind on anything else, He did not put a little loving on her, or shelve her It meant the whole street knew her, and even knew her favorite beat! I have known only one other of your kind, the sweet-talking guy, You have me down on my knees wondering when you are going to leave, That is not love, I don’t know what it is, Feels like it, but this is something else!
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Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 10:49 AM UTC
Sweet-talking Guy
Letters are old school, but I guess so am I. In a way, I guess that is true, I sometimes feel like I am an old fool, Stuck in the Motown groove, The 21st Century is not for me, Waiting a minute before I can hear the next song, And when it eventually comes on it's one filled with hate, And let’s not even talk about trying to date, They said to leave a message after a beep, For my old soul that means a beat, That brought with it dance and heat, Words and rhymes and a drumbeat, See back in my day, a letter meant waiting on the mail man, And not looking for blue ticks from an app I got from an online store, It meant post stamps and asking friends to proofread, It meant punctuating every line so that you knew without you I could not breathe, Being in love was not just words and play, It meant dancing in the street; we called it grooving, Not sweet talking and lying, The old fool in me is tired of trying, Am not saying that you are lying, But you are in no way trying, To meet me in the street, Or groove to a Motown beat, I wish you were sending me flowers, While you were out there spending time, With worlds that were not even meant to be real, My old soul needs more than one-off dines or drinking box wine! See back in Motown, when a man loved a woman, He could not keep his mind on anything else, He did not put a little loving on her, or shelve her It meant the whole street knew her, and even knew her favorite beat! I have known only one other of your kind, the sweet-talking guy, You have me down on my knees wondering when you are going to leave, That is not love, I don’t know what it is, Feels like it, but this is something else!
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How can I explain to you What is within me? I am African I am American I am both And I am neither I am something And I am nothing And yet…I am everything. But I cannot be like you Trust me. I’ve tried. You say “Welcome back” Like my roots are in this soil But how can I explain to you? Yes. My body originated here. But not my soul. No. My soul was born in the arms of Mama Africa She is not the ancestor of my skin But of my spirit And my roots run deep in her red earth Her drumbeat, my hear. Yet here I am… I look like you. I sound like you. But I am not like you. And when I try to explain What I’ve seen And done And known And how I became You feel as though I am big And you are not. But it isn’t true. I am not bigger. You are not smaller We are just…different. I contain a vastness That is misunderstood That vastness holds so much Yet often feels so empty. And I cannot be like you. Trust me. I’ve tried. But when I do it feels like chains Shackles of iron I try to deepen my roots For you. But when I try I can only seem to spread my wings And I am sorry. I am sorry that I cannot make my home in you. I am sorry that I make you feel small. I do not mean to. I am sorry I cannot find the words to explain What it is like To feel as though your skin is too tight for your soul To feel as though you are always Nowhere and Everywhere Nothing and Everything No one and Everyone Too much…and never enough I am sorry. But I am trying. So when I try… When I share with you these tangled feelings When I crack open the door To the whirlwind within Do not ask me to shut it. Please, do not ask me to hide away Because you cannot relate to the chaos behind my eyes. Don’t see the mess. See me. And love me. For the mystery that I am. To you. And to myself.
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Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 1:29 AM UTC
Exulansis
How can I explain to you What is within me? I am African I am American I am both And I am neither I am something And I am nothing And yet…I am everything. But I cannot be like you Trust me. I’ve tried. You say “Welcome back” Like my roots are in this soil But how can I explain to you? Yes. My body originated here. But not my soul. No. My soul was born in the arms of Mama Africa She is not the ancestor of my skin But of my spirit And my roots run deep in her red earth Her drumbeat, my hear. Yet here I am… I look like you. I sound like you. But I am not like you. And when I try to explain What I’ve seen And done And known And how I became You feel as though I am big And you are not. But it isn’t true. I am not bigger. You are not smaller We are just…different. I contain a vastness That is misunderstood That vastness holds so much Yet often feels so empty. And I cannot be like you. Trust me. I’ve tried. But when I do it feels like chains Shackles of iron I try to deepen my roots For you. But when I try I can only seem to spread my wings And I am sorry. I am sorry that I cannot make my home in you. I am sorry that I make you feel small. I do not mean to. I am sorry I cannot find the words to explain What it is like To feel as though your skin is too tight for your soul To feel as though you are always Nowhere and Everywhere Nothing and Everything No one and Everyone Too much…and never enough I am sorry. But I am trying. So when I try… When I share with you these tangled feelings When I crack open the door To the whirlwind within Do not ask me to shut it. Please, do not ask me to hide away Because you cannot relate to the chaos behind my eyes. Don’t see the mess. See me. And love me. For the mystery that I am. To you. And to myself.
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how odd, to be a woman and a girl to wear the dresses but concern about cleavage more than meets the eye: because. and so we waddle for the men – twisting straps, my petticoat drawbridge i am over-aware of myself: know the pulse and when to tug draperies from ‘part thighs they only see what i am okay with, which does not include exhaling. i am like a drum, drumbeat i punch my body until the purple softens and it sounds beautiful, but incomprehensible: me, this woman-girl and child cheeks placed upon petals that flap with attention, not the old storm breezes – every april shower molded me into a flower i rise above each season, gay spectacle the men that believe hurricanes so enigmatic must lust me for such a reason – i have been through many in girlhood that i bleed one as a woman. because of word infidelities, the muse april said that i am only as big as my body and i grew, grew, grew until my stem became caught to where it grew no longer, a woman-child who took the wind like salad dressing.
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 5:36 PM UTC
woman-child
#(for the one who laughed when she came, and never stopped hearing me in her bones) It wasn’t the wind that bent you— not the plains, not the brittle hush of late dusk cutting through the cottonwoods like questions. *It was voice. It was mine.* Low and unhurried, crawling up your spine like something ancient— *like the first time you were seen and the world didn’t flinch.* You used to laugh when it overtook you— that slick tumble of vowels, how I could tilt you without even touching your skin. You said I lived in your throat, that the syllables themselves curved just right to make you forget the weight of your own story. “I’m going to Wichita..” you whispered once, grinning like prophecy in denim and dusk. And I swear the beat behind your words matched mine— steady as a war drum in a bone-dry motel room that never got booked. You drank me in like river water stolen from ceremony, not out of defiance— but because thirst was the only honest thing you ever said aloud. You never had to be naked. You were always open. Even when you ran. And I? I never asked for healing you wouldn't give. Only for your mouth to stay honest when it called my name like a drumbeat between the bones of your hips. Now you write like it’s safe again— soft edges and sparrows and fruit bowls. But I remember the wildflower. The one who moaned my name before language learned to lie. And somewhere in the shadow of your poems, you still ache. You still clench. You still carry me like a smudge of midnight on the inside of your thighs. I won’t chase you. But I will wait at the edge of the circle. *If you come, come barefoot.* Come ready for the step–half step of  the forbidden Ghost Dance. Not to win me back— ***but to find the girl who could come from laughter and rise from the dead.*** #
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May 2, 2025
May 2, 2025 at 11:04 AM UTC
Plucking Flowers on the Rez
#(for the one who laughed when she came, and never stopped hearing me in her bones) It wasn’t the wind that bent you— not the plains, not the brittle hush of late dusk cutting through the cottonwoods like questions. *It was voice. It was mine.* Low and unhurried, crawling up your spine like something ancient— *like the first time you were seen and the world didn’t flinch.* You used to laugh when it overtook you— that slick tumble of vowels, how I could tilt you without even touching your skin. You said I lived in your throat, that the syllables themselves curved just right to make you forget the weight of your own story. “I’m going to Wichita..” you whispered once, grinning like prophecy in denim and dusk. And I swear the beat behind your words matched mine— steady as a war drum in a bone-dry motel room that never got booked. You drank me in like river water stolen from ceremony, not out of defiance— but because thirst was the only honest thing you ever said aloud. You never had to be naked. You were always open. Even when you ran. And I? I never asked for healing you wouldn't give. Only for your mouth to stay honest when it called my name like a drumbeat between the bones of your hips. Now you write like it’s safe again— soft edges and sparrows and fruit bowls. But I remember the wildflower. The one who moaned my name before language learned to lie. And somewhere in the shadow of your poems, you still ache. You still clench. You still carry me like a smudge of midnight on the inside of your thighs. I won’t chase you. But I will wait at the edge of the circle. *If you come, come barefoot.* Come ready for the step–half step of  the forbidden Ghost Dance. Not to win me back— ***but to find the girl who could come from laughter and rise from the dead.*** #
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The fog shall not lift...sapphire, ruby, emerald studded chimeras roam the primordial soup. The hysterical triad of a bleating goat, lion's roar, dragon's inflamed screech. The implacable lot of sublime vision... reels the shadow of a halo. The shadow of what's opaque...an ominous drumbeat of the collective unconscious. Pagan hybrid...chimera--sulphurous manacle of delirium, pomp and glory of madness. Releasing opiates within the plush chambers of your Gaian skull. Lunar stone's throw to quashing tides... bone-fetching chimeras 'neath their moonlit charge at flesh. Chimeras, no mere inhabitants of an exotic petting zoo...pattering the early puddles which became The Face of the Deep.
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 10:52 AM UTC
Chimeras Roam the Primordial Soup
Like the rainbow shooting out of the horizon: a whole palette of colours emerges, carrying in her wings, all the embers of the late monsoon - a side glance, bass strummed of the heart; Her dimpled smile, drumbeat, missed. brass, sax, crossing paths, leaping on a trampoline, the ***** shrill. O my towering folly, that stands mourning like a lighthouse with the gulls by the rough sea. All the tones come alive hidden in this song that like amber held a slice of that time in her depths, screen covered in mist, as now a car pulls over: clearing it as in a Mandarin Ai, a hut and some jagged lines: glimpses, of that dimpled smile - and a whole jazz band comes alive.
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Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 12:30 PM UTC
All that jazz...
I wrote this poem about 4 years before Mandella became president I post it now as we remember Mandella and the legacy of change that has taken place in S.A. Out of the darkness of Apartheid and separation came Reconciliation and new ways of beingness have opened up, not only in South Africa but all over the world. I prayed for peace for South Africa my birth place. I pray for peace for Israel Palestine and the Middle East where I now live And I pray for peace throughout our world may we all remember love and may our legacy for our children be one of LOVE People came to Southern Africa from many lands and many places drawn by their destiny. They came, bringing with them memories of each place they called home. They moved deep into the heart of the country engulfing the people already there. Alas for many many years the nations remained separate and the people suffered. Great nations from far away who felt the call within their own lands for change called out to the people of South Africa and told them it was time to make changes, But the hearts of those in power remained hardened. The Black people became strong and it came to pass that a great need for change arose deep within their hearts - "Let's break down the barriers" they cried -- but how? They tried to talk, but the words became meaningless, They tried to fight and many died. Still people went their own separate ways. There came a time when the winds of change blew from far off lands the winds blew over the mountains. They blew over the cities and farms. The earth called out to the people Remember the heart of Africa has many colours, and beats in many different ways The heart of Africa lies deep within the rhythms of the land. If within the heart of Africa there is love - peace will reign. Let each man be free to choose his path, Let each man choose his destiny. Let the drumbeat of love beat it's rhythms and let the Eternal fire of love cleanse away hurt and sorrow, And let the rainbow of love colour the nation of the New Africa. The sounds of the wind as it blew over the land filled hearts with love. "Love will bring people together it echoed, love will touch all hearts. And the time will come when each man will be free to be himself -- with love all men will be free. Children were the first to hear, and they reached out over the barriers and accepted each other, They looked beyond colour, they let the drumbeat of love beat its rhythm through their hearts, Until it touched the leaders and those in prisons who were there because they had cried freedom. They allowed the eternal fire of love to cleanse away the hurt and sorrow, And let the rainbow of love colour the nation of the new Africa.
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Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 3:40 PM UTC
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I wrote this poem about 4 years before Mandella became president I post it now as we remember Mandella and the legacy of change that has taken place in S.A. Out of the darkness of Apartheid and separation came Reconciliation and new ways of beingness have opened up, not only in South Africa but all over the world. I prayed for peace for South Africa my birth place. I pray for peace for Israel Palestine and the Middle East where I now live And I pray for peace throughout our world may we all remember love and may our legacy for our children be one of LOVE People came to Southern Africa from many lands and many places drawn by their destiny. They came, bringing with them memories of each place they called home. They moved deep into the heart of the country engulfing the people already there. Alas for many many years the nations remained separate and the people suffered. Great nations from far away who felt the call within their own lands for change called out to the people of South Africa and told them it was time to make changes, But the hearts of those in power remained hardened. The Black people became strong and it came to pass that a great need for change arose deep within their hearts - "Let's break down the barriers" they cried -- but how? They tried to talk, but the words became meaningless, They tried to fight and many died. Still people went their own separate ways. There came a time when the winds of change blew from far off lands the winds blew over the mountains. They blew over the cities and farms. The earth called out to the people Remember the heart of Africa has many colours, and beats in many different ways The heart of Africa lies deep within the rhythms of the land. If within the heart of Africa there is love - peace will reign. Let each man be free to choose his path, Let each man choose his destiny. Let the drumbeat of love beat it's rhythms and let the Eternal fire of love cleanse away hurt and sorrow, And let the rainbow of love colour the nation of the New Africa. The sounds of the wind as it blew over the land filled hearts with love. "Love will bring people together it echoed, love will touch all hearts. And the time will come when each man will be free to be himself -- with love all men will be free. Children were the first to hear, and they reached out over the barriers and accepted each other, They looked beyond colour, they let the drumbeat of love beat its rhythm through their hearts, Until it touched the leaders and those in prisons who were there because they had cried freedom. They allowed the eternal fire of love to cleanse away the hurt and sorrow, And let the rainbow of love colour the nation of the new Africa.
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Random mortar shells in the afternoon. Sparkling, steel jacketed rain drops, Glinting rainbows of reflected sunlight. Plastic explosive seat cushions upon which passers-by, Rest their weary bones. C-4 candy bars, nuclear toothpaste, ****** for dessert. Orphanage flambe', hospital hash, blood pudding. Human burgers sizzling on a smart bomb bar-b-que grill. Finger food, toe jam, baby-back ribs. Bureaucratic double talkers, Sugar coated body counts, Colateral stew. Really deplorable, awfully sorry, But it was their own faults trying to put on raincoats. They declined our invitation to the cook-out. Bad luck to open an umbrella in the house. Remotely piloted funeral processions. Radar guided hearses. Televised in real time. Precision, surgical, neutralized, deterrent, disarmed, Deactivated, stand down, eliminate. Living pawns on a battlefield checkerboard. Strategic, defensive, Dominate, annihilate, Acceptable loss, public opinion pole. Listen to the tinkling of sabre blades, Rattling windchimes, In the warm breeze of the shockwave, Accompanied by the drumbeat of detonation and concussion. Rock...         ...and heads will roll. Holy, blessed, Patriotic, brave, Courageous, dedicated, Heroic, dutiful, Self sacrificing...                          ******
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
Iron Rain