Hiding behind a lighthearted smile
The fact is that I don't know
If the lie I told myself to continue living was true or not
I have lost sight of my place in this world

You always wandered on your way
All you could do was walking and walking through the darkness
"I'm all alone..."
No, I won't let you say such sad thing anymore
Even when you couldn't hold back your tears and started to cry
I’ll be a faint ray in the darkness
Even the two of us have nowhere to go
It's all right
Because we have each other

Sink into the night
I make my way home
The light of the city
Shine down on me in stark contrast
In the glass window I see a reflection of myself
Not the me that I dreamt of
But a person who looks like he's about to start crying
A person alone in the darkness
A person who is simply lost
A sorrowful person

There's a ringing bell somewhere
Everything is strangely sparkling
Unfamiliar words floating around
The cold breeze is somehow feels nice

Is this what a love can do?

Float in the air, crawl and wrap in love
With this hands that only know how to destroy,
I'm holding you

Remembering is almost frightening
You are someone inside me that I can not forget
Someone I gave everything to
Even though I can't go back again
Now is only you, only about you
Nothing but you

I'm right here
No matter how small my existence
Even if you have a past you'd like to hide
Even if you're thinking you'd rather die
No matter how dirtied your future

I'm right here for you

Hey, are you still here?
Don't look away from me until the very end
Let's hold our hands real tight,
and never let go

Hey, are you still here?
Come here and follow me
We won't need shoes
We will tiptoe along the edge of
a long, long road

I wonder how the sky it goes
That reflects in the muddy pools of our tears
There's nothing beautiful in this world
We're covered in ashes with no umbrella

It's early night,
we are staring at each other
The moon smiles while,
I'm just miserable as always
The flowers are falling
My beautiful days have died just the same

You're dancing away with a smile,
never return
Leaving only jealousy behind
Thanks as always, darling
Can you love me better next time?

A utopia where love is uncertain
Things don't look any better today
Unable to go back
Unable to keep up this deception the way I hoped
Slowly lapsing in depravity
I hardly realize what has already become rotten
Now I'm nothing
but an empty shell built of lies

Trying to fill the hole inside,
I crammed in the flower you gave me.
But that's just a thimble-full of water
onto a raging fire of despair

She's hiding behind makeup
But through her orbs you can see everything

My emotions and spirit have rotted.
Overflowing into a monochrome world,
where the colors don't exist.
Nothing exist.
Not even love,
smearing a world of lies
Ah...
The demon within my heart undoubtedly will not forgive me

Under the starry night
I walk this road
There's thousands of them up there
While I'm alone down here

I faintly smile,
gazing at the end credits to my life,
as the blank, empty list of staff rolls by.
My life's just an incomplete movie,
with a ****** script that only has colors on it.

We once were as close as
december to january.
But now,
we are far apart like
January to december.