if i am smiling, it doesn't mean i'm happy, if i am laughing, it doesn't mean i'm happy, if i am having fun, it doesn't mean i'm happy, it only means i'm too sad to do anything else, besides hide under masks which include fake smiles and a happy soul.
a sophisticated dance, in the empty ballroom, at ten pm, while everybody else is drunk in the next room, we are dancing, sober and alive, *for the first time, ever.
unknown number in the middle of the night, asking for a little treat, with a wiskey in hand, lover's calling, it's your decision if you are going to answer or not.
singing happy songs in the shower, isn't gonna make you happier. it is only gonna make you wonder if life is worth living, without any happiness in it.