I Can barely put up with this ****** frustration
that can't be cured any longer, with furious *******
it's like every one but me across this great nation
has known the flesh of another, it's like mental castration
to not know the taste of a woman's flesh
To caress her body while fondling her ample *******
To drunkenly sup from her womanly cup
Am I going to die alone? is that my plan from above?

Now I know that my body is supposed to be sacred
But I can just barely, just barely take it
That primal instinct, that feeling deep in my bones
to finally live out the ****** desires of my own
The stigma that's with a guy who's the age of 18
"Ohh you're still a ******? get out there and drink lean!"

Like common said back in the day I used to love Her, all of her from her head to her feet she meant nothing less than the world to me. But sadly it was never meant to be between you and me distance can sever heartstrings. It was distance and jealousy and past pain that corrupted her and killed it. ****...

Let me go back to where it all started, we met through Facebook, the venting place of the brokenhearted, it started strong we hit it off fast and our feelings for each other grew as strong as the grass. We talked everyday consistently, my heart was there with her because she was so far away from me.

But what was once sweet turned bitter as our love crawled down the *******, I tried my best to keep it going but from my eyes tears started flowing.

But honestly that taught me several valuable lessons, for one thing jealousy should be the last and deadliest sin. But if there's one piece of advice I can give,
To everybody out there, learn to forgive.

I want to cry
but I can't shake my pride
I'm supposed to be emotionless and cold
not crack at the first sign of life going downhill

I Want To cry
but I can't bring myself to break
I can't stand being weak in front of anyone
This is so hard to shake

I want to cry
but I feel so stupid
Why didn't I see this coming
**** it why do I still take everything so hard

I want to cry...
but **** it
I'm going to break if I don't
so If you see me in the rain making the tears in my eyes

I got my wish I finally cried.

I want you
this lust is eating me alive
I want to drink your body in
because you send chills up my spine

I want you
So bad i can barely stand up
is taking a lot of self restraint
to stop myself from burying my face in your womanly cup

I want you
you're such a tease biting your lip
getting everybody excited with ease
its so scintillating how your hourglass figure is so titillating


I want you.....
but you're on an adult website!

Sadly i wont get to meet you
Or touch your skin,
Or hold you and comfort
As loudly you wail and cry,
I wont get to watch you grow,
Into a beautiful human being i know,
But
I can confirm that you wont have to cry,
That you won't have to see the craziness the world brings
You wont have to have your spirit cracked and shaved,
And you wont walk into the train along with the brokenhearted, downtrodden and crazed,

Would you have been a niece or another nephew? That i may not ever know
But I'll see you soon one day,
And i hope you're a happy little angel, playing on the clouds like snow

Judging is about as pointless as a water-skiing budgerigar
Because all it does is bring people down
Turn once proud smiles into bitter sullen frowns
You never know the whole story
So why would you dismiss them, morning glory?

Take for example that homeless man out on the corner
He was a vet that served his country with pride and decorum
But when he got back home his job had been taken
By a young upstart who's boots were still shaking

His pride was shattered and his spirit was gone
So he had to move slowly along
All he could do was beg to survive
While so many people make comments and deride
My point here people is try your best to not judge another
Because you never know of that one day may be you sleeping under a bridge with no cover

We've all been there before
You find yourself cruising Down crushing ******* them road
Wanting to make that left into relationship city
You finally work up the nerve to tell them how you feel
It's not an easy feat because that requires a level of emotional detachment as well as nerves of iron infused steel

But as your spirits and heart jump into your throat
They hit you with that phrase that's more cracking to the heart than a certain "titanic" boat

"I'm not saying your not a good person, but I think we should just be friends"

Now, now there's a level of self doubt "Am i carrying myself wrong?" "Did they plan on doing this all along?" "Am i just a gateway to free food or free things?" "Is this the end of my hopes when it comes to dating?"

Now let me start this off by saying that you can date or not date whoever you want
But allow me to skewer the people that create the regular friend zone haunts.

Suspect 1. Is that ******* who has to have someone to date as well as someone to complain to
If you keep throwing water into the keel how do you expect to keep your relationship maintained?
If you have to complain to someone complain to your best friend
Not someone who wants to be in your significant other's stead


Suspect 2 is known by many names,
The player, the w-ore but all of them mean the same
This person is so insecure that they have to have attention on them all the time, maybe a bad upbringing is to blame.
But they keep giving others false hope, knowing full well their intentions
And this person can burn in hell or heck, or a super version of those places previously mentioned

Now both ladies and gents can play both of the two roles mentioned
So if you want to avoid drama among your circle, check those two who were mentioned

Lust
Im drunk off of your body
and my hormones
I keep imagining us laying in bed
together, us growing more aroused
our bodies heated, the passion increasing
with every ******, and wanton moan
Us kissing each other like lovers
and ******* each other like insane rabbits, every minute more
passionate than the last
Me letting you ride me like a motorcycle, caressing and grabbing your tight a$$

How are you feeling Nero?
Oh I'm okay
Because whenever people ask me that question
That and just plain Meh are all
I can say
Some days I feel just off color
Like Romeo without his lover
It might be the weather
But I feel about as competent sometimes
As a really cold sweater

Insomnia isn't helping matters
Lack of sleep is driving me about as nuts as as a lost sheep
Thankfully I'm over my phase of self loathing
Like radio heads creep
But I'm in another transitional period
But what this is for eludes me

just know that If I shoot you a long text and you reply with K.
then please understand the conversation is over for the day
I'm serious about this, this isn't child's play
I'm probably going to cut you off if you just text me K.

Somedays life will
seem like it's going all uphill
some nights you'll cry
screaming as if you wish you could die
sometimes your heart must break
sometimes you have to make mistakes
life isn't all cake and roses,
but those that I'm speaking to already know this

I know it sounds like I'm living a cliche
but you can't have the rainbow without the rain
you can't have a day without the night
so please keep going, don't give up the fight
I'm not saying that to sound preachy
I'm saying it because I almost ended it recently

I looked deep into my soul and saw my family
though they arent perfect they were there for me
not just my blood relatives but my family in ink
you're never alone, no matter what you think

Pac was right when he said it was a set up,
Violence and bloodshed every day got a brotha fed up, these demons won't let up. Got me crying into pillows at night, wondering if it's worth waking up to see the sunlight. We got, poor people going through generational struggles, got a presidential candidate that'd gonna make the hell underneath the soil boil and bubble
The three witches, can't help us now you gotta struggle fight and claw for table scraps like we're helpless and wild.

And even though the world feels like a cheap setup, we gotta put the sunglasses down
And keep your head up

Damaged goods,
Walking through the hoods
Crying non-understable tears
A lot of hesitation, fear of love
And affection, a happy dispositon
But a lot of self protection,
Pushes away those who would love to
See the puppy happy

So he finds shelter, a cardboard box this night
It's not raining thankfully so he sleeps tight
He curls up and sleeps, as soundly as he can
Then up he gets and away from another bad human he ran
Then the fleas, and the mange became even harder to bear,
He began to wonder if anyone was out there

Then, a human! In a coat so shiny, he didnt know where he was
He didn't feel the fleas anymore, and his stomach was full with lunch
He looked up, apprehensive but still grateful
And a nurse kept petting him and snuggling him while he was on the table...

To be continued

The dog was on the table, being
Snuggled and told he was a... i think the nurse said "Good boy?"
He shook his head, almost instinctively saying no.
He then felt sleepy again, what were these humans doing?

Then he woke up again. This time he saw food!
He looked around apprehensively then walked
Over to the bowl with the food, it wasn't much but enough to start rehabbing him.
He spent 6 months in that office, cold and he saw that nurse nearly every day
Snuggles from her slowly started to make the hurts and pain go away

And then, after he gained the wait and his fur grew back, he was moved to a small shelter and the bars in his boxy room were black.
He wondered, would that nice human ever come back?
He waited patiently, expectantly hoping for those snuggles and reassurances,
Then he finally got his wish.
The nurse adopted him, he bounded out of that shelter happy as a lark.

Then he went to a new home, with a nice big yard, cold grass underfoot he ran there ever so happily...
Until he passed away as all dogs do, but soon the nurse would see him again

Let's face it
I'm probably never, no I know I'll never
Have kids
But I know this much, I've seen a lot of things on social media that are making the ends of my hair split.
So from this spoken word I spit I'll give you a list of what I've learned in life not to do with kids.

1. Fear and respect are two different things, take time to connect And don't pry for information and they'll open up, it's a reward patience brings.

2. Someone once said your offspring are your own parents payback, learn their strengths and weaknesses and aid where they lack.

3. The greatest question among parents, does spanking really work?
It varies from child to child, so no one really knows on this earth.
However I will say that there's always such a thing as going too far.
If your child ends up in a hospital because of your tempestuous outburst, you deserve branding with a hot iron bar.

4. If your child has special needs, do your research and plant self confidence based seeds.

Well that's my list, did I miss anything out please add more,
Like I said, I'll probably never have kids, but you never know what life has in store

When you want something
Unusual
In pleasure, there can also be pain
Sometimes brutal
There can be denial, or even
Just plain teasing
But that's what happens,
When you've discovered your kink
In an inkling
For some like to be dominated
Others like to be dominator
But in all reality who are we to judge
What makes life wonderful is how
Different we truly are

Kiss of life?
More like lips I've never touched because I had about as much Appeal as a rotten banana during my formative years
No tears now cause that was ages ago and as time goes on unstoppable like an Amtrak train
I'll maintain something close to esteem of myself while not holding too much for anyone else
What else can I write complexly laid rhymes about besides lack of esteem and crippling self doubt like Nathan Peterman after 2 pick 6's during another buffalo Bill's rout.
Kiss of life?

What's a kiss even like?

What do you do when your smiles gone south
for the winter and you can't find the words to describe with you mouth
how you feel, when you get kicked while you're down
when every time you've come out of the shadows, something, or someone, knocks you down
Now I know I haven't been the perfect saint
I've been around, I don't pray much, I curse too much for goodness sake
But try as I might I can't get back up
I've given all I had, my body wants to give up.
My soul is crying after years of insecurity
Lord, please, I beg you, cast it from me.
All my pain, all my inequities, all my hurts and my wrongs
I know life isn't easy but I've carried them far too long
Please, give me the strength, the will, to get back up again.
I'm through going it alone, I need a friend

Lady you're a gem
and no I'm not just flirting
or trying to be disconcerting
you are a gem.

The most frustrating for any decent guy to witness
Is to see a girl be with a complete ***** it's like it's masochism do you enjoy getting your heart broken or just never learn to try the guy that's soft spoken?

I'm not saying be naive, not everybody you date is meant for marriage the house and the baby carriage but you'd save yourself pain and the emotional baggage
if you left the *** that just wants to get in your pants alone, seriously, that's not the one you wanna take back home...

Lately I've been crying internally externally I'd seem weak even though I'm already sensitive and rather meek but I've been lonely ****** can Ikik really blame me I found love that I no longer seek but we haven't talked recently I mean we don't have beef but it'd be nice if we spent a bit more time together like wu tang getting cream I mean I hate sounding clingy but I miss my lady can you blame me she's amazing entrancing like a hypnotist I swear we're into ***** **** but we've not been talking lately ugh I hate her job I know she has to work but she's my lantern in life's bog but anyway enough about my relationship issues now onto my constant sadness I hate parts of what I've become it's like I honestly thought I'd be much different from what I am I thought I'd be able to do much better socially and emotionally but I'm one depressing ******* I swear dating sometimes leaves my heart plastered on the wall in my room like it was another enemy in doom with gloom and staying almost exclusively in my room
okay I'm done now I've gotten more of these sick emotions off my chest and into the ocean that is the internet

Sometimes you need to lay back let the stress fade away
it's Christmas time anyway no need to make the skies seem grey
Instead be thankful for what you got
and say one good prayer for those that have not

So now I'm gonna just kick back and relax
put some Sade, Kendrick Lamar, Maybe even The Beatles on blast
inhale on the good and exhale all that bad
I've lived to see another day, that's enough reason to be glad

I'm not the richest guy on earth
I'm not as good looking as you may deserve
I'm not outgoing, or really confident
I'm not constantly up to date, on what trends are current
But if you stand by me, I'll stand by you
I'll hug you so hard
You'll not know what to do
I'll buy you food and rub your back
And hold you tight when your under attack

Anyway,  we were here overnight so I checked into the airport hotel
I walked upstairs and cherry perfume I did smell
It was the same woman from the flight!
I tried not to stare with all my might!
It took all my willpower to walk into my room and get set to sleep for the night.

I had gotten in the shower and hear my door click
I turned the shower down, so I could hear outside
The sounds that hit my ears drove my ***** insane

She was in the room! I must've not closed the door all the way
And from the sounds of it she intended to stay.
So I got out of the shower, towel wrapped around my waist
I looked and saw her clothes strewn all over the place

"I saw you staring at me, what you thought I wouldn't notice?
"I love the attention, as I'm now sure you know this.
"I came here to have an affair, and you seem just my type. "
As if she couldn't be sexier, this drove me over the edge
She was someone else's lover? And she was laying here in my hotel room bed. ..

She bit her lip as I stared at her body
I'm a moral man, or at least I try but tonight I felt more corrupt than John Gotti,
I jumped on her, desire written on her lovely face,
And I kissed and caressed her body
Her grunts and low groans sounding even better than a hole with an ace

She was quite the tease all through the night,
She wanted to be in charge on this encounter
She pushed me up against the minibar
And rode me right there, rough and wet on the counter

Then I got up, if for a brief moment, and laid her doggy against the still running sink
We had *** so many times that night
The next morning I could barely think

And that's my story everyone,
The best layover, well lay under really that I've ever had

Hey I wrote this one, what'd ya think?

I was on the plane
I had my music on
Just people watching on the flight
I kept to myself,
Then she caught my eye.
She was on the flight, but escaped my sight apparently

I looked up and flashed a smile and I got one in return
The plane landed, and we got up to leave
But we received an unexpected announcement
There was a problem with the plane, so we'd have to stay here until the engine was pronounced fixed.

So I gathered my things and got out into the gate
There she was again, my eyes hypnotized as she walked by, my heart began to quake,
She was perfectly curvy, supple and understatedly ****.
It was crazy how she grabbed my lustful mind,

it's a lazy day for me today
I went outside for the first time in a few days
Sun is shining and the grass is lovely emerald green
One of the nicest days I've ever seen in some time,
It's quiet outside and I can daydream away
I've got my drink and my music so here's hoping my good vibe will stay
around me surrounding auras astound me because you'd think my energy would keep the good around me but the good times end too quickly and swiftly I'm back in my normal mental state
I'm glad I have a bike, because I just wanted to runaway

It's been a bit
Since I've had words that fit
Rhyming and cadence, or meter
If that makes sense
But unlike an open register
This feeling makes no sense At all
Why do I feel.. undeniable but yet so small
So short despite the fact that I'm average height
Unwanted yet charismatic
Alone but with so many friends near and far all at once
What is this?
I can't make heads or tails of this
Now I know how two face feels before a crime
Let fate decide
But why? Where has this arisen from?

Let me go
away
from myself
today
I need a respite
please
just let me go
don't squeeze
me tighter
I can't take anymore
the darkness
creeps in
making bad days
seem brighter
than my own thoughts
it's strange how
I used to be a happy
go lucky cherub
not caring about the world
now I'm a hardened cynical *******
who can't work up the nerve to talk to anyone
about anything let alone a girl
so let me go
please

"If it may please the court...
ladies and gentlemen of the jury.
I'd like to testify on behalf of my client."
"Go ahead. but make it quick."
"thanks judge."

Now I'd be lying if I said
that my client is perfect
he's made mistakes and earned his stripes
like a fighter on the circuit
But his mistakes have taught him
more than a school ever could
he's been thru it all in his city
No pity he seeks all he wants is redemption
life hasn't been kind to him like it hasn't been to you
we've both swapped stories about our ****** up times
two broken souls meeting....

Look at his track record he's been nothing but loyal, he'll treat anyone who catches his fancy as if she's royal
Want him to plant something? show him the soil
Bad day, he'll sing you a cheesy love song
cuddle you close, when he's got to go somewhere he'll always bring you along
Cramping that day? that's a non issue
providing heating pads chocolate and a teddy bear
texting while you're gone saying I miss you
and like Prince all he wants is to kiss you

All he's asking for here is a chance
Let him prove himself for once, let him go to the dance.

A man walked into a bar
Sat down and ordered a bottle of whiskey
the bartender said with each and every shot
the task of drinking would get risky

He laughed naturally and turned the bottle on its head
The Amber Brown liquid fell into a shot glass and from there into his head.

At first the whiskey was nice and refreshing
soothing his aches and pains not at all depressing
as he went through each glass he couldn't stop

he realized he was drinking his own life, each day by the drop

Life in the city
always in the nitty gritty
if you can't make it here it'll offer no pity
a small town kid come to make it big?
warning you life here can be tricky

Hurry up I'm dreaming
like M83 you see at the stitches I'm steaming my sweats streaming down my face
trying to make my mark, or my space
on this crazy place I call home.

Riding the train
Seeing all the people go from one place to the next inside of 2 hours it's a little insane
how quickly life can move
but my question is
what can the city do for you?

I know you mean well but you can't speak for me
forgive me if you'd writing seems like it's driven by apathy
I want to grow up but I can't right now
I have enough personal issues of my own to iron out
I'm still shy as all **** and insecure as ******* and bacon
I'm constantly on edge like a diet coke with mentos that's been shaken
But then that's my own cross to bear
having to fight things in my head that no one would know they're there.
And it seems when I make an effort no one gives a ****
So really, please don't speak on something you can't understand.
Like I said, I know you mean well and I appreciate your concern
but it's my mistakes and my life, I'll always have demons to burn

Visualized the realism of life in actuality
**** who's the baddest a person's status depends on salary
And that mentality is, slowly killing this nation
Communities rotting from the inside out like bologna in a bad situation
Misplaced intentions and corrupt politicians
Doomed this land like pollution will if left unchecked, these situations can be corrected if hope is injected back into us like vitamin boosters we can't survive in hoovervilles in all but name but no one person carries blame its a shame we can't unite to fight the good fight again

I'm holding on to hope but its difficult friends

Life's a funny thing
you never do know what it'll bring
on one hand you can be happy and vibing with the crew
Or on the other hand you could be on the street meeting certain defeat with no clue in what to do

Like I said, life is a very funny thing
Not by laughs but by the macabre or the odd things it does, like someone thinking they can sing but in reality the person has all the singing ability of a bootleg rappers bling

in my case in my space I developed a crush (again) I mean have you seen her face?
and eyes that can open a dead man's eyes
and I got stung before but something is making try again

but if I try... Will I lose another friend?

Lil ghetto boy
There's more to the world than the hood
There's places to play besides a broken down park
There's places where it's safe to go out in the dark
You can do anything on this earth
You can change the world forever

Lil Ghetto boy
There's more to read than reports of everybody getting shot
You shouldn't need to throw up a set to walk safely around, you should not
Don't let your beginning determine your end
Lil Ghetto boy, you have me as a friend

I guess
I've been feeling listless
Physically I'm well
But I'm far from my best
I really want some excitement
But I don't know where to find it
I'm in a life based rut
But
I'm breathing, healthy and strong
And I know this slowdown won't last for long

That lip you bite
That "take me" look in your eyes
That grin on your face
No matter what time or place
Gets my head into a lust ridden space
I go insane
To hear you scream my name
I think I've made this
Simple and plain
You've got a reserved space in my brain
The hormones cant be contained

Suffice it to say, the things you do drive me insane ;)

If love is an earthquake then we're the San Andreas fault line
I know you're stressed girl so we haven't had a lot of time to spend
together cuddling like a kid and a teddy bear
it ***** when I call or text you and you aren't there
I understand what you're going through
And I'll always try to be supportive no matter what boo
I still get giddy and clingy at the mere thought of you
but I feel so much pain when I can do nothing but miss you
I swear I don't know what to do I've gone crazy over you
I guess now I know what loneliness can do

So you want to know
What loneliness is?
It's feeling unloved with friends all around you
It's going to sleep alone wishing somebody was beside you
It's caring about somebody but having to from a distance
It's pouring your heart out with liquor because of what was written

Loneliness is knowing that no one cares
Loneliness is wanting someone that isn't there
It's one of the worst feelings that we have to bear
Being by yourself is one thing, but loneliness means at least you care

God Blessed me with these two little angels and a Prince with a curly headed crown
to spoil rotten every chance I get to see them, one day I'm gonna take you all shopping downtown
i can't help it, you three stole my heart
and I hate that we're so far apart

They are my nieces and my nephews
so forgive me if I sound sappy,
in terms of poetic value this one may be scrappy.

Shyla, you were born on Christmas eve
you're growing so fast it's hard to believe
that I once held you in my arms and Fed you with a bottle,
now you're in school, getting A's, and your uncle is just full to bursting with pride inside, like a well written novel

Taurean, my little man, you're almost an exact clone of my brother, A.K.A your dad.
I swear it's crazy how much alike you two act.
You're playing football now? and you're on defense.
hopefully when you get older you can help the bears with no pretense

And Cheyenne, little miss moody
I love you you little stinker, I swear just taking to you is always different, so I'm always a rookie.

anyway you three, I know I'm not physically there,
but know that uncle does love you three very much, and know that I'll always be there,

:)

Why is it all the people worth your effort have to be so far away
why is it by your side they can't just stay
I wanna kiss my Angel thru the phone
I wanna make love to her thru Skype
but then after we leave our little world
I'm physically alone again that night

I guess partially my fault as well
I'm better thru text than talking hell
I'm pathetically awkward in person
but behind a screen I'm myself
I guess it's my fate but I can't help but pray
that my Angel moves near me one day
so I can finally kiss her lips and touch her soft warm skin
to spend probably a week in wanton sin

I hate long distance
Relationships
Which is kinda hypocritical of me considering
How many times I've gone through it

Your heart was mailed first class
To someone a few thousand miles away
And I always had to ***** it all up
So that piece, with them it would always stay

I'm tired of chopping my heart
Into a bunch of amazon prime pieces
But I can't bring up the nerve to get to know someone on a first name basis
Let alone asking them out.

Losing Hope
Isn't freedom
It's just another bond
Placed onto the soul
It may seem easy
To wallow in deep dank sorrow
But that will only break you faster
Truly, the greatest in human history
Rested, breathed away from the situation
But then fought right back against their trials
Or as cave Johnson put it, they demanded
To not stay down because of life, but to see and speak to life's management

So like I said, losing Hope isn't freedom
Losing Hope is another whip to the back
Remaining steadfast is freedom
Though your nights may be dark and your days be black

I'm sorry, I really hate to pester you
It's just.. well it's just I've lost something important, do you know what I should do?
I've tried to dissipate fears
Readers please don't go stay here
This is serious, important to me and the stress is making me delirious
Like Eddie Murphy's stupid jacket my eyes are going red
I keep hearing all these voices and thoughts splitting open my fragile head
IT'S DEAD! YOU'LL NEVER FIND IT AGAIN! IT'S GONE NOW TRY TO PAWN IT OFF TO A FRIEND!
I've tried to keep my self confidence but every time I just keep breaking back down
Every time I try to smile I just end up with a frown
I feel like a king, Midas even without his crown,
***** that last metaphor, I'm like an electric mouse
 
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And she was my ground

The ceiling is black as night playfully leaps across the sky
And I stare the moon and stars in the face as I wander my mind tonight
Neandering through the broken ideas and misplaced thoughts. I start to stare longingly, and nostalgia crawls over me as I look at memories long gone. I walked away as my brain stem flooded with happiness and sadness both from the good times and the bad
I was walking aimless and bumped into my unexpressed desires and wants, and they glared at me intently, I looked back and said, today is not the day old friends, someday soon you will be brought to the forefront

Sometimes being lost in thought isn't a bad thing at all,
But I'd recommend bringing some breadcrumbs along or you may not find your way back from your walkabout

You ever see those cheesy comic strips?
You know the ones with those two little bug eyed kids?
Oh come on the ones with the caption "love is? "


I've had quite a few ideas for those cute little strips
So straight from my twisted head,  here's Nero's idea of what love is.

Love is when you find that special girl or guy,
That you hate a little less than everybody else you pass by

Love is finding somebody to go eat a pizza with and talk crap about the ugly delivery guy with
Love is when netflix and chill means netflix and chill, but enough of this romantic tish

So a friend asked me this a few months ago you see
"If you had to take back one of your exes Nero, who would it be?"
So I gave it some thought, because I couldn't come up with an answer
I thought and pondered, because that question was so random.

So if I had to take one ex back into my life,
I'm not gonna say her name, but we went through lots of strife
We had our ups and downs, as all couples do
From insecurity to stupid arguments to the knife that is distance, I hope she catches this clue.

Our relationship wasn't perfect, oh no not by any means
But I find myself reminiscing and smiling about it more now it seems
I won't say her name but she knows who she is
And she'd hate me for exposing all of our personal biz
But I'll sum it all up in this one last line
You may be a mess, but I'm glad this mess is mine

Now if there's one thing i hate about society
it's that they're always saying what we should try to be
To me life is more than trying to make money
profits shouldn't control everything,  but they do, i find that funny.

What happened to just loving yourself and others
What happened to respecting our sisters and brothers
If skin tones weren't an issue, imagine how the world would be
if your beliefs didn't cause hysteria and conflict, where would we all be?

Well, I'm simply a poet, but I can at least dream of this
A world where we live for love...that's my greatest wish :)

I wish you could hold me close,
like Elton John's tiny dancer
I wish I could be beside you
the one who fuels every single stanza

I wish I could kiss your rosy cheeks
and let you know how much I care
I wish I could look you in the eyes
I'd probably do naught but stare

but alas cruel fate
keeping us so far apart
but I guess this is only strengthening
the link between our hearts

So hold me close my tiny dancer
become the ink that gives life
to my heart and these stanzas
that only capture part of what I feel inside.

(Yes I was inspired by the Elton John song)

From me to you
used to be so easy to do.
I lived in that love song
Every day was a dream
Every night the best of my life
But then those notes turned sour
our lives stored and our jealousy devoured
our relationship whole
and that love we one had had gone down
like a javelin pole.
I guess love is cruel, like an unthinking youth
it deceived me into believing you were with me in truth.
I know I committed ny sins, beared my wounds and scars
but all I gained are these new wounds and mars.
So thank you for teaching me this valuable lesson
That love is more dangerous than the most powerful obsession
You taught me jealousy can **** faster than knives
you taught me to enjoy every day of our lives