I started feeling alive again
I am trying my best again
I found new goal to reach
Don't want to give it up not yet

I don't want to let things unfinished again
I just want to try till the end this time
I just want to see what i can reach
With this two hands of mine

I will go forward with each step
No matter how small they are
I will be the winner this time
Not you the despair in my life.

I often dream about the life
in colors shining and dazzling
purple, pink, yellow and lime
and with lights such blinding

life changing like the seassons
but keeping the same warmth
life is a such preacious thing
like the flowers in garden you love

But I'm going to wake up in the end
and will return to my colorless life
full with misery and disappoinments
and try to live to reach the next night
just to see the life in my dream's light.

Lying under the  hot summer sun
Feeling the breeze of ocean warm
Living  youthful days in nostalgia
Feeling life like in an unreal utopia

Lost in warm memories, I'm lying
And don't want to lose those feelings
Warmth, happiness and peace, I'm feeling
Lying under the hot summer sun.

Maybe I am a little bit in a hurry
but life didn't give me a time.
Time to live, think and worry.
Time to feel really alive.

So let me enjoy what I have
no matter how short it is
let me love you till the end
there is nothing more to regret.

The endless blue sky is all yours
Just open and fly with your wings to see
Beyond the horizon are new adventures
You just have to cross the horizon to see
Take out all your shackles
Just be free.

Do you think you really know me?
What's behind that smile of mine?
Do you ever thought for a moment
What I hide behind that fake smile?

Did ever my true feelings reached you?
Did you ever understand me at all?
Did you tried to know my true self
Or how I felt playing the happy role?

Do you know how I felt
Lost, alone living dead
Pushing myself to do
Things I don't want to
I just tried to make happy
All people around me
But it made  me unhappy
But no one thought about me
It was just YES what I knew
I'LL DO IT for you was nothing new
I am just a helper to the bone
But when I needed someone they were gone.

It's raining like that day we met
I think for the moments we couldn't had
The rain is resonating with my soul
And I remember life that tasted sour

We've met under the rain many times
But we haven't get in same lines
Rain drops were falling lovely
Like the time has stopped slowly

And I saw that smile of yours
Like rainbow shining after rain
But the moments haven't been ours
You've not fallen in love with me under the rain

I'm living day by day
Nothing seems my way
I try hard everyday
But waste my time anyway

Living alone without you
Longing for the days with you
Days get darker and darker
You get further and further

I try to keep up with you
But I can't catch up with you
I tried to follow your steps
But I lost them in the end.

Walking in old city street
Old street lamps lights
Gives me that old chill
That I forgot long before
Walking down on the street
Surrounded by old houses
Everything seems so familiar
I stop before and old house
And hear a voice so rude
Drunkard father yelling
At his wife and boys
Scene, like from my memories
That I don't want to meet
I keep walking down searching
For what? I don't know
But it feels like I will understand
If I get to it in the end
So I keep going down and down
I hear a laugh and stop
Near house old and small
Family talking and laughing
It is what I am looking for
I run to house and get in
But no one is there
So I'm all alone again
And I wake up from my sleep
And it's just a dream
But I have that familiar feeling in
  Loneliness within.

I've loved that      smile of your's
Like   the   shining  bright  sun  
Oh, that eyes, little two stars
View full of bright lights
Echo in my mind
You in my heart
Only two of
Us.

You made me think, Is that moment real
You made me smile, It is the real deal
You made me feel, Is it what being human mean
You made me love,  It is the strangest  magic ever seen
You made me dream, Is that makes me try hard to live
You made me live, It's why I don't want to leave  
You made me stay,  Is it really okay
You made me realize, It is the only way.

When I've started thinking
there is not  meaning to live?
When I've started feeling
so tired whenever I try to live?

When I've started putting
that fake mask of happiness ill?
When I've started living
without any desire and will?

When I've stopped dreaming
about that unpredictable future ahead?
When I've stopped trying
so hard to be part of others life?

Am I going to find
a meaning to live ?
Am I going to get out
of that tiredness in my life?

Am I going to feel
the true happiness  if I try hard?
Am I going to get back
my desire to live so hard?

Will I start dreaming again
about the future lying ahead with mysterious lights?
Will I start trying again
to be a part of world with precious ones?

Is it my heart beating so hard?
Is it an earthquake inside me?
My heart is beating so hard
I feel an earthquake inside me.

Is it my heart shouting that far?
Is it a prisoner inside me?
My heart is shouting that far
I feel a prisoner inside me.

Is it my heart falling apart?
Is it a storm inside me?
My heart is falling apart
I feel a storm inside me.

I'm thinking about you all the time
i just can't forget that smile
brighter than the sun
that eyes deep like an ocean.
Moments we were together
will be there with me forever
I just can't forget you
the star on the darkest night sky
the pearl of my miserable life.
I just can't let you go out of my mind
because you are the only thing
that give purpose to my life.
You will be my light till the end
I will love you till my last breath.

I loved you so much but I kept  it only for me
because I've known you'll be better without me.

Will I find you soon?
Will I be happy too?
I just want to be loved,
like I've always done too.

I'm traveling around the world
longing for the endless night
I always was moving toward
the peaceful moment of life.

I am just wandering lone soul
Searching for place unknown
Where I should be at peace alone
Where I will end my journey soon.

Longing for the endless night
Longing for the end of my life
Waiting the peace to be found
Silent to be my last hour.

Have you ever felt
like no one understand.
Have you ever got
how bad I want to be dead.

Do you know how lonely I felt
with that much people around.
Even I don't know the answer yet
how I gonna live my life ahead.

I'll be waiting for you,
the person I don't know.
I want to meet you,
but I don't know how.

I am dreaming about you
the day we shall meet
and then I will love you
till my last breath.