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Sep 2015 · 588
I Wish
Lily Sep 2015
I wish everybody would leave me alone.
Sep 2015 · 610
I'm Not Me
Lily Sep 2015
They don't realize i'm not fine.
That I hate myself and I want to die
They only see the child they used to know
Without realizing i'm now completely a different person.


© Leigh
Sep 2015 · 495
Tell Me What
Lily Sep 2015
Last night
I told God
That I don't want it anymore
I gave Him permission
To take me away for good
But he didn't
And now I don't know
What to do with my life.
Sep 2015 · 369
Waiting
Lily Sep 2015
One day I'll have my freedom i'll never look back.


© Leigh
Sep 2015 · 267
Untitled
Sep 2015 · 295
One Day
Lily Sep 2015
One day I shall finish school and conquer the world.
Sep 2015 · 845
;
Lily Sep 2015
;
It's the eve of my birthday
And i'm miserable


It's my birthday
And I want to **** myself
Sep 2015 · 628
Kiss Me Goodbye
Lily Sep 2015
One day i'll leave
After you all kiss me goodbye
Bearing your very last memory of me


© Leigh
Sep 2015 · 272
;
Lily Sep 2015
;
They tried to save me
But i'm too far gone
Sep 2015 · 156
Untitled
Lily Sep 2015
Hope tomorrow never happens...
Sep 2015 · 883
Maybe
Lily Sep 2015
Maybe I was destined to be eternally sad.


© Leigh
Sep 2015 · 436
Welcome To My Dark Side
Lily Sep 2015
Death is constant
Death is inevitable
Death takes away the pain and misery
Death is the most certain thing
We can ever expect from life
At some point
Love and happiness may fail
But death will always succeed


Leigh Herondale  *September 2015
I may speak about death but i'm not suicidal, nope, not yet.
Sep 2015 · 1.6k
A Piece of Advice
Lily Sep 2015
Piece of advice;
When a person is sad
Don't ask why
Just be there for them
And you'd be a thousand
times more appreciated.
Cliche but true.
Sep 2015 · 370
Happiness
Lily Sep 2015
Happiness is a fantasy
Most of the time
It's all just inside your head


© Leigh
Sep 2015 · 262
I Can't Wait
Lily Sep 2015
I can't wait
to leave this town.
Sep 2015 · 740
Guy In White
Lily Sep 2015
What is it about you guy in white
That sets fire to my heart
Adrenaline cursing through my veins
I don't even know where to start

What is it about you guy in white
That sends me running to the core
Though try as I might I fail
You're just too precious to ignore

What is it about you guy in white
That makes me want to write a song
Do things I've never done before
Go places I never dare explore

There's something about you guy in white
That stirs and calms my storm
It's been restless for a while now
Ever since that day you came along



Leigh Herondale  *September 2015
Sep 2015 · 425
What Is This?
Lily Sep 2015
I don't know if it is because of running
Or if the air-conditioner is set too high
But my heart is racing
Can't stop my hands from sweating
Just because I saw you.



Leigh Herondale  *September 2015
Sep 2015 · 476
Somethin' 'Bout Love
Lily Sep 2015
There's something about love that makes you the person you never expected you'd be.


Leigh Herondale  *September 2015
Sep 2015 · 841
A Poem, a Girl, and a Boy
Lily Sep 2015
There was this girl who likes to write dark, lonely poems
Until this unnamed guy came along.


Leigh Herondale  *September 2015
Just when I thought i'd never see him again, I saw him :) :) :)
Aug 2015 · 742
Pirates
Lily Aug 2015
I am the captain of my ship
No other scallywags can tell me
When to port or to sail
Just like in love
Aug 2015 · 330
The Dreamer
Lily Aug 2015
I'm a dreamer
I don't want to be with someone
who would dream with me
Instead
I want him to take me to reality



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Posting my thoughts. Gn. #impromptu
Aug 2015 · 488
Thoughts
Lily Aug 2015
If thoughts could be weighed and sold,
I'd be a millionaire by now.

But it can't so instead i'm an amateur poet.


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Aug 2015 · 2.2k
Tangent
Lily Aug 2015
We may be a tangent line
Meant to meet only once,
There is one thing i'm sure of tho
That moment I held your eyes with mine
I swear we were infinite



Leigh Herondale   *August 2015
Thinking of you, guy in white
Aug 2015 · 1.5k
My Moon
Lily Aug 2015
My moon is a He
And he's talking to me
Telling me secrets
The place i'd rather be


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Aug 2015 · 1.5k
Moon
Lily Aug 2015
Have you seen the moon tonight?
It's talking to me


Leigh Herondale   *August 2015
Selenophilic problems night
Aug 2015 · 285
Yeah
Lily Aug 2015
Trying to have you is like

Trying to capture a single goldfish
In a sea of fish

A fool trying
To catch a falling star

A blind man
Trying to see in the dark
Aug 2015 · 2.3k
Chinito
Lily Aug 2015
I met the love of my life today
I didn't say hi and he didn't say hi
I don't know his name
He does not know mine either
Our eyes just locked up and there
Instantly I fell
Tho love seems so sweet and giving,
Our line is that kind of a tangent.
But in that moment that
I got to hold his eyes with mine,
I swear we were infinite.
As life goes on, this site has become my diary. Bear with me.
Aug 2015 · 2.3k
I Don't Know His Name
Lily Aug 2015
But liking you is wrong in so many levels.
Today I saw him many times and even talked to him
Aug 2015 · 405
Haiku Needs Help
Lily Aug 2015
Kiru, Kireji
I tried but I guess Haiku
Is just not for me


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
The first and possibly the last Haiku I would make in my whole existence. But I really want to learn, will somebody teach me? :)
Aug 2015 · 267
He
Lily Aug 2015
He
Though I have been down
and hurt a thousand times
Been trampled upon
heard countless different lies
I always get back on track
and held my head high
'Cause I know God is guiding me
He makes everything alright
I love God.
Aug 2015 · 341
The Most Beautiful Poem
Lily Aug 2015
The most beautiful poem
Comes from the heart
The words are your tears
The ink made from blood

The world's greatest poets
Aren't always acknowledged
They are just normal persons
Who's had much of a heartache.

Your
Greatest
Poet
Is
You
Aug 2015 · 325
:)
Lily Aug 2015
:)
Being alone doesn't make you any less valuable.



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Lesson I learned today. I love solitude!
Aug 2015 · 469
I
Lily Aug 2015
I
She's an ordinary girl
Just a little quite different


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Aug 2015 · 296
Answer Me
Lily Aug 2015
What comes after giving up?
Aug 2015 · 658
When I Get Lonely
Lily Aug 2015
Whenever
I get lonely
It's either of this two:
words claw out of my mind
and into
the tip of my pen
Or me climbing inside it
burying all my sadness within
I don't know which is which



Leigh Herondale      
*August 2015
Aug 2015 · 1.1k
Never
Lily Aug 2015
Envy the dead for they shall never suffer again


© Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
My favorite creation. Ever.
Aug 2015 · 462
The Girl and The Moon
Lily Aug 2015
You picked up my poem so I guess you want to know
Of such old story I witnessed long ago
Some might sob and feel their heart tear
Others might shrug, pass it all in one ear
Some may either laugh, even call me a loon
For I once knew a girl who fell in love with the moon
She had him on her fingertips but couldn't ever catch
So close yet so far, impossible to touch
Bittersweet moments comes when nighttime falls
I can hear her heart, I bled over its silent calls
I had the liberty to watch her moon-lit face
The sadness it reflects I want to drench in my embrace
Years passed but still she couldn't hide
The way she looks at him, eyes could never lie
Alas! the delight of seeing her love under the blanket of the night
Days, week, decades, I've lost count
But I still think about her, here and now
Haunted by the memory of remorse and regret
And that face of a girl I couldn't quite forget
It kills me that I never got to tell
That all these time I loved her, I also fell
And for eternity, with this I have to dwell.

Leigh Herondale  *May 2015
Possibly my longest poem ever. Tell me your thoughts. :)
Aug 2015 · 128
Untitled
Lily Aug 2015
I like old songs and undiscovered poems
Just like the girl at the shop
But i'm not her
I don't like the taste of coffee
Just like that girl in your Math
But i'm not her
Aug 2015 · 356
;
Lily Aug 2015
;
Scars
no matter how ugly
are sign that you are alive



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Aug 2015 · 280
Hello, Old Friend
Lily Aug 2015
When i'm gone
Put my memories in a box
A red velvety one
Sealed with your tears
Locked up in your chest
Close to your heart
And when the right time comes
We'll see each other again
Aug 2015 · 173
damn
Lily Aug 2015
I hate authority
Aug 2015 · 409
;
Lily Aug 2015
;
This land is full of ****.
Fly away.




Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Sometimes I just want to give up
Aug 2015 · 1.5k
Few Of The Things I Hate
Lily Aug 2015
I hate myself.
I hate my life.
I hate that i'm not pretty.
I hate that i'm uncool.
I hate the fact that they only like me because "I make them laugh"
I hate that they only glorify perfect figures and pretty face
Not intelligence nor virtue
I hate that nobody really cares.
Help me.
Idk anymore
Aug 2015 · 409
;
Lily Aug 2015
;
I thought I was finally fine
Thought everything's turning out alright
But I was wrong
Humans will be humans
And I hate them all



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Aug 2015 · 1.2k
Dare To Believe
Lily Aug 2015
I believe in mermaids
That fairies are born through a child's laughter
And you can have a dress from your fairy godmother
I believe it all comes true when you wish upon a star
And one day your prince will save you, even from afar
Santa comes every Christmas time
checking wether you've been naughty or nice
And Neverland can be found just first star to the right


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Fixing this tomorrow. Gn x
Aug 2015 · 294
Where Has The Time Gone?
Lily Aug 2015
How did I get from nervously starting college while missing my old high school friends to leaving it behind for the real world?
It's like time has gone by in a glimpse of an eye. Where has the time gone?
Earlier in class, our professor even told us to start applying for our own insurance, health cards, postal IDs, etc, adult stuffs I don't even know of. Life is speeding up and i'm not sure if I will be able to spend Christmas with my family this year. For the first time in my almost 20-year existence, I don't think I can celebrate it with them. Life is speeding up and soon i'm gonna fully leave behind all my youthful memories, life is speeding up but i'm not ready. Not yet.
Not actually a poem. Brb gonna cry in a corner
Aug 2015 · 349
Time
Lily Aug 2015
If I could stop your hands
from running
And turn back all your sands
that has left
I would.
Cause I must be crazy.
I'm in love with something
unreachable.
I envy those people
long been banished into oblivion.
I've always craved for that time
I wasn't even alive.
I was born into the wrong generation.



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
#whennostalgiastrikes night :D

Ps. Just done watching the 16th and last ep of Reply 1997 so pardon.
Aug 2015 · 568
Plea
Lily Aug 2015
Tell me i'm beautiful
Not just a waste of space
I deserve to breath
Tell me I have a place
In this suffocating world
Where we love to glorify
The stick-thin figure
And pretty face
Things that aren't worthwhile
So tell me i'm special
That I have a pretty smile
Coz for a moment I'd be glad
Even if I know it's just a lie


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Drama mood again sorry
Aug 2015 · 430
Afraid
Lily Aug 2015
Cause i'm young and I hate the world but am too afraid to die.


Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
Aug 2015 · 686
Insanity
Lily Aug 2015
I'm sad.
A little sadder
than I think
A lot more
than you know.
I don't cut
Coz i'm afraid.
But that doesn't mean
I don't wish to die.
I wish to die
I do all the time
But that doesn't mean
I'm not afraid.



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015
I am young and I hate the world but i'm afraid to die.
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