I have flaws, many of them.
I have issues, many of them.
I have insecurities, tons of them.
But despite my flaws and imperfections
I will love you with everything I have.
I will love you at 2 am, and 3 pm.
I will love you like the world is ending.
I will do everything I can.
And one day, while your sitting there
Alone in your big house,
I hope you think
"I should've fought for her, cause ****,
It would have been worth it in the end"

Looking back
If I knew how much you would
Mean to me
I never would've looked at you twice.
Looking back
If I knew how much this goodbye would hurt
I never would've said hello

It's such a shame when
You lose passion for something
That once made your eyes light up
And your soul smile

In you I lost myself,
In you I found myself

I would crawl
across broken glass
just for another chance
at a love like ours.

Why do we expect
To be made whole again
When we fall in love?
When everything that falls
Winds up broken

I
Loved
You

Love is
Gentle
And caring
It's bittersweet  
It's magical.
But most of all
It's painful.

You shine brighter than all the stars that I've seen
Believe me when I say that you're lovely.

Love yourself
And everything else will
Fall into place.

All I ask
Is when I die
Sing to me
A lullaby.
Something soft
And something sweet
Just please
Be discreet.
For it will be
My last goodbye
The final moment
Of you and I.
So all I ask
Is when I die
Sing to me
A lullaby.

She has a heart as deep
As the Marianas trench,
And a soul as blue
As the waters within it.

People don't change
Their masks do

Maybe we were meant to fall together
Maybe we were doomed to fall apart.

One of the most
Tragic words
Lingering. Between hope
And hopelessness
Of yeses and noes

I stood there in the rain
Hoping that maybe
It would wash away
All of my memories
Of you.

The other day
my mind had a hiccup
Memories of you
flashed before my eyes
And then vanished.
Barely there
But noticeable enough
To make my heart ache.

You stopped mending your heart
So you could help me mend mine
But I wound up
With some of your pieces.

Mirror mirror on the wall
How much longer must I fall?
When will the night fade to day
When will the sadness go away?
When will my house feel like home again
When will all the secrets end?
When will I find someone to love me
When will this life stop being lonely?
I don't know how much more I can take.
My mind's a levee that's starting to break.

And now,
the only constant in my life
is my depression

I miss you like the desert misses the rain.
You are nothing but a mere whisper of a memory.

And I love you
The way that poets love 2 AM.
For they provide muse and memories otherwise forgotten.

One of my friends asked me why I got up so early.
I just told him I didn't know,
When really,
It's so that I don't stay up late,
And miss you.

Please tell me
I didn't make another
Mistake by loving
You.

This morning
I sat in the shower
Staring at the razor
On the edge of my tub
Wondering
If the water would turn cold
Before my body did

And so I wait
For the ghost melodies in my favorite songs
To stop whispering your name

I sit here broke
Because my angel has choked
On its halo.

These bones in which I live in
Do not make a home,
They make a prison instead.

His soul was as colourful as a rainbow
And I,
I,
Am black and white
With a little bit of grey

The curtains close
And leave me in a suffocating darkness.
My senses shut down
And I feel trapped.
My depression, the only thing in the room that I can acknowledge
Sweeps me into her arms
And comforts me with the idea
Of eternity.

As I look around
my poorly grown flowers,
Sparse,
and half dying,
you're the only one who has ever
sat in my garden
and told me how beautiful it was.

And as I tumble through the pages
Of my favorite books,
I fantasize of a better place;
Of a life that isn’t mine;
One where I am courageous
And strong
And unbreakable.
I fantasize of a place
Where I am the heroine
Instead of the villain
In my own story.
I fantasize of this place
And pray for that world to swallow me whole

When I feel numb
I long to feel something.
Anything.
But on the days that I feel something
I pray to feel nothing at all.

Falling in love with you
Was as easy and natural
as falling asleep.
If only it were just as easy
To wake up

How do I keep tripping
Over something that is
So far behind me?

I wish you could see yourself through the eyes
Of everyone who loves you.
Maybe then
You’d never doubt yourself again

Help me ease
My troubled soul.

You've got my whole heart
In your hands,
What you do now
Is up to you.

My world is falling apart
And no one seems to care.

You say that you are insignificant.
When compared to the whole
Of the world,
And the universe.
You say you don't matter.
But darling,
To me, you are my world.
You are my universe.

Never trust a wonderer who's too scared to ask why
Never trust a bird who's too afraid to fly.

Take my hand and we will fly away
To a place where everything will be okay.
I'll be your wendy if you be my peter pan,
So hold me tight and take me away to Neverland

Maybe one day I'll be lucky enough
To have you next to me
But for now I'll just have
To keep you in my poetry

in my dreams
i am drowing in a sea of emotion.
my head held just below the surface of the water
and all i have to breathe through is a straw

And it was then,
talking to you,
tears streaming down my face,
that I realized maybe I'm not completely
alone.

I gave you
The whole world,
The sun,
Moon,
Stars.
It wasn't until you left,
And I sat in the sunless days
And the moonless nights,
That I realized you took
Everything
And gave
Nothing.

She looked death
Right in the face,
Smiled and said
"Not today".
The image of him
Draining away
Along with her stash
Of pills.

How many times
must I fall
before I stumble
upon the right one?

My lips still tingle
Whenever I think about
Our kiss.

And in those moments,
However fleeting,
I thought we would make it;
I thought we were infinite

No matter what time
No matter what life
I will find you,
And our souls can become
One again.