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345 · Aug 2016
10 things i love about you
Phia Aug 2016
There are so many things
That I love about you
It will take too long to name them all
So I'll name just a few.
The first thing I love about you
Is the way you smile
It makes me feel at peace and such
I haven't felt that for a while.
The second thing that I love
Is the way you're always there
I can text you about the dumbest things
Like how I cut my hair.
The third thing that I love about you
Is that you make me feel strong
When I talk to you the endless nights
Never seem as long.
The fourth thing that I love about you
Is the way you say oh my
I don't know why but seeing that
Makes me want to fly.
The fifth thing that I love about you
Is the way you hold me in your arms
When you wrap them tight around me
I feel protected from all harm
The sixth thing that I love about you
Are the faces that you make
I'll do anything to see them again
I don't care what it takes.
The seventh thing I love about you
Is that you're gentle but you're strong
My life is a raging storm
But with you it seems calm.
The eighth thing I love about you
Is that you're really funny
You may not know it but you always
Make my days nice and sunny.
The ninth thing o love about you
Is that you never go away
But don't feel like you're stuck here
You're free to leave or stay.
The tenth thing that I love about you
Is I don't feel so alone
You gave me hope when I lost it all
That my heart can find a home.
That's ten things that I love about you,
But there are many more,
You don't have to do this alone
Of this I am sure.
For you
344 · Aug 2016
I get lost
Phia Aug 2016
Sometimes I get lost.
I want someone to
Help remind me
Of who I really am
342 · Aug 2016
Hello goodbye
Phia Aug 2016
I find it interesting
That I write almost nothing
But goodbye poems on
A website called
HELLO Poetry.
342 · Jul 2024
PRH
Phia Jul 2024
PRH
The same lonely walls
Sterile rooms
And dead eyes
337 · Aug 2016
What id do for you
Phia Aug 2016
I would try to count the stars
If that would show you what you mean to me
I'd carve your face into the moon
For the whole world to see.
I'd cross the Sahara in search of water
If that will make you mine
I'll steal all the clocks in the world
And with them I'll stop time
For you I'll drive all night long
If that would make you smile
And hell if it came down to it
I'd walk thousands of miles.
I'll write you poem after poem and song after song
And I'll make them quite sappy
Or I'll make them dead serious
If that would make you happy.
I don't care what I have to do
I just want you to know
My life changed for the better
The second you said hello
My friend jack, means the world to me, I wrote this about him
336 · Jun 2016
Christina
Phia Jun 2016
It isn't fair
What happened to you
But the worst things
Happen to the best people
Our hearts are broken
You were a gift
And you will be missed
They say angels
Have beautiful voices
Well I know now that's true.
Fly high in the sky.
We love you.
Christina Grimmie was shot and killed at her own concert. She will be missed.
336 · Aug 2016
I love you
Phia Aug 2016
If only you knew how many times
I typed those three little words,
And then deleted them before hitting send
335 · May 2016
Song experiment
Phia May 2016
Loving you is like drinking sweet wine
that's secretly laced with cyanide.
It's killing me slowly, softly, sweetly.
Oh so cruel but yet so easy.
Something for a song I've been working on. Let me know what you guys think!
Phia Aug 2016
If I ever saw you again
I would say
I'm sorry.
For everything that I've done.
But since I know I won't
I'll just scatter the words
In poems that I know
You'll never read.
333 · Feb 12
Rainy days
Phia Feb 12
I love rainy days.
I feel like it’s the earths way
Of reminding us
That it’s okay to slow down
332 · Aug 2024
Good byes
Phia Aug 2024
You were the last thing tethering me here
330 · Sep 2016
Faces
Phia Sep 2016
"Why do you always make funny faces in the mirror?"
She asked me.
I wanted to say
So that I can actually look at myself,
I just smiled and said "cause it's fun"
I always make funny faces, most of the time I can't stand the sight of myself, funny faces take the edge away
329 · Jun 2016
You had me at hello
Phia Jun 2016
You showed me something real
And the way you make me feel
I wanna let you know
You had me at hello
325 · Jun 2016
Anchor
Phia Jun 2016
I'm always scared of being the anchor
That holds everyone down.
325 · Aug 2016
Butterfly
Phia Aug 2016
As the butterfly fades
So does my promise.
324 · Aug 2024
Song pt 2
Phia Aug 2024
and when i see you
with your new love as i pass by
the smile and the laugh
of a man that was once mine
maybe that's just how all of this
is supposed to be

I think of our life
and how special our love was
I worry no time can heal
the loss of what was once ours
I just pray to god that
you won't forget about me.
A part 2 to the one i just posted. Again, open to any sort of feedback!
324 · Jun 2024
An exposed nerve
Phia Jun 2024
You peeled back all of the rotten layers of my existence
Until I laid bare before you
And you planted kisses on my skin
And in those moments I felt seen
I felt understood
I felt loved
Now I feel like an exposed nerve. Cold and alone and in pain
324 · Jul 2016
Apart or into place?
Phia Jul 2016
I cannot tell,
Is my world falling apart
Or falling into place.
318 · May 2016
Addicted
Phia May 2016
I am addicted to sadness
But I really need to let it go
But it's tied a brick to my foot
And it's pulling me into the darkness below.
317 · Feb 2016
Anesthetics
Phia Feb 2016
Someone,
help me.
Please.
They've replaced my blood
with anesthetics,
I
CAN'T
FEEL
ANYTHING
Hope you guys like it! Stay street, stay alive.
317 · Jul 2016
Marianas trench
Phia Jul 2016
She has a heart as deep
As the Marianas trench,
And a soul as blue
As the waters within it.
315 · Jul 2024
A. B. Again
Phia Jul 2024
Our souls intertwine
Differently now.
My heart beats
Differently now.
Your presence feels
Different now.
Everything
Is
Different
Now.
I love your presence and your company, but nothing is the same anymore.
309 · Sep 2016
Feel something
Phia Sep 2016
Why do you do it?
He asked her,
To which she replied,
So I can feel something.
Phia Jan 11
Why do I love you
Why do I care
You’ve destroyed me completely
Yet you call and I’m there.
The anger is setting in. Am I finally moving towards acceptance?
307 · Jun 2016
Song Experiment 2
Phia Jun 2016
Eyes wide,
face is blue
surrounded by air
I'm a parachute.
Let me know what you think!
305 · Jul 2024
I wanna get better
Phia Jul 2024
It’s an odd thing
You know
Having a front row seat
To my own self destruction.
Being so mentally broken
Yet so painfully self aware
I wanna get better
303 · Feb 15
My BPD lunchbox
Phia Feb 15
I have this part of me,
A glaringly large part of me,
That I must hide from the world.
Symptoms, thoughts, feelings, and emotions
that I have to cram into a little lunchbox.
By the end of the day this little box weighs
a hundred pounds,
And I alone unpack it's contents
every night.

It's exhausting.
And I'm tired.
When I was 17 I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My symptoms were so bad and pervasive that they diagnosed me before the age of 18. I have spent the majority of my 25 years in therapy. The sadness, loneliness, and wishes to end my life often overwhelm me. I feel like I can't keep friends. I feel completely alone while I battle this disorder. No one knows about it except for a select few. I feel like I'm lying to everyone. But BPD is so stigmatized that I think most people won't try to understand before they judge me and turn their image of me into my diagnosis. It's exhausting, and I'm tired and I just want to feel normal.
303 · May 2016
Flowers
Phia May 2016
She is a beautiful flower
soaking up the light,
standing nice and tall,
when the days are nice and bright.
But sometimes days are gloomy grey
and there's hardly any light at all,
and those days are the ones
where she doesn't stand as tall.
But when the clouds begin to part
and all the dark has gone away,
that little flower stands stronger and taller
with each new bright and sunny day.
300 · Aug 2016
I'll trade my years
Phia Aug 2016
I would trade in all my years
For just 2 more minutes in your arms.
I really miss you
299 · Aug 2016
Colours
Phia Aug 2016
Everything was black and white,
And then I saw you in colour.
299 · Jun 2016
I hate that...
Phia Jun 2016
It kills me,
Now that you're not here.
It kills me,
That I can't talk to you.
It kills me
That you are going on
Living your lif without me.
But the thing that kills me the most
Is the way that you have forgotten about me
In ways that I could never
Forget about you.
299 · Jun 2016
Island
Phia Jun 2016
I lay here
On my beautifully
Tragic island
All alone
And I watch
The boats
As they shatter
on the rocks
Trying to reach
This unreachable island
I'm not sure how I feel about this.
297 · Jul 2016
You are a hurricane
Phia Jul 2016
You are a hurricane.
I don't know whether
To run from you
Or to chase you
296 · Aug 2016
Desert
Phia Aug 2016
My life is a never ending desert
And you, you were a beautiful lake
Right in the middle of it
295 · Aug 2016
Just a dream
Phia Aug 2016
Things have changed so much
In the last few weeks,
That I'm starting to wonder
If that night was all in
My dreams.
294 · Sep 2016
What do i do?
Phia Sep 2016
I think I love you,
And I'm not going to lie,
That absolutely terrifies me.
What do I do?
292 · Sep 2016
Untitled
Phia Sep 2016
Life is a locked door,
but I can't seem to find my key
labeled "happiness".
292 · Jul 2016
Curl up
Phia Jul 2016
So let's curl up on the couch
I'll grab my ukulele
And play you pretty songs,
While you sing along
Phia Jan 28
It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way your
hand always felt so weightless in mine,
but the absence of it—of you—
feels so heavy.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way
the beat of your heart
and the waves of your breathing
created a rhythm just for my soul.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way
the skin crinkles at the corners of your eyes
whenever you smile or laugh.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way
it all went to ****.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way
that I broke your heart,
and then you broke mine.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about all the tears,
and the pain,
and the emptiness.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about how
maybe you aren’t my soulmate,
and that I don’t know how to exist without you—
my best friend.

It’s late,
And I can’t ******* sleep
It’s late and I can’t sleep
Yes I’m still writing about the same relationship
Sorry if it’s annoying and ******
289 · Sep 2016
Fly
Phia Sep 2016
Fly
Oh me, oh my, taken these broken wings and fly.
288 · Jun 2016
Worth Loving
Phia Jun 2016
Tell me all of your
Deepest
Darkest
secrets
And then I will prove to you
That you are still worth loving
Phia Jan 28
It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way your
hand always felt so weightless in mine,
but the absence of it—of you—
feels so heavy.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way
the beat of your heart
and the waves of your breathing
created a rhythm just for my soul.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep.
I’m thinking about the way
the skin crinkles at the corners of your eyes
whenever you smile or laugh.

It’s late, and I can’t sleep
Cause now I sleep alone
And the bed feels so cold

It’s late
And I can’t sleep
Idk. Just a “shorter ish” version of the other one
284 · May 2016
Home
Phia May 2016
I thought that I could turn you
Into a nice warm home
But it's only when I'm with you
That I feel truly alone
283 · Feb 2016
Do not get close to me
Phia Feb 2016
Please do not get close to me
Because I fear that if you do,
You'll decide that I'm not worth your time
And I will lose you too.
283 · Aug 2016
Forgotten
Phia Aug 2016
You promised that
When you left you
Wouldn't forget about me,
But darlin did forget
About me
And the saddest part is,
You haven't left yet.
281 · Aug 2024
another song pt 1
Phia Aug 2024
from the first date we went on
i knew that i loved you
adventures awaited
we shared all of the best views.
i think of our memories
and how they're a full lifetimes worth.

and since you've been gone
i've lost all motivation
the house that i live in
rests on shaky foundation
your love was the last thing
truly keeping me down on this earth.

And as time passes on
i know you'll forget all about me
the love that we shared
just a whisper of memory
you'll move on with your life
and leave me behind in '24

we had plans for our future
and the rest of our lives
ready to take on the world
and whatever problem arise
it just kills me to know
that I can't call you mine anymore
This will probably flow weird. i wrote it with a tune stuck in my head so the tempo of this matches the tempo of that. Open to feedback :)
279 · Apr 2016
Perfect
Phia Apr 2016
Perfect lips
Speak perfect lies
Painting perfect pictures
Of perfect lives.
Phia Jul 2024
It’s getting late now
So pull me in tight
Whisper I love you
And kiss me goodnight
Before you go

Will you remember me
When you go away
Cause I was kinda hoping
that you would stay

Won’t you stay my dear
I promise it’s worth it
We’ll be together
Like it’s the last night of the earth yeah
We’ll sit and watch as the stars explode
But they’ll never shine as bright as your soul
And I promise that I’ll never let you go

It’s getting late now
So let’s look to the sky
Make wishes on airplanes as they
Float on by
I’ll run away
The moment you say so
Just take my hand
I don’t care where we go

Won’t you stay my dear
I promise it’s worth it
We’ll be together
Like it’s the last night of the earth yeah
We’ll sit and watch as the stars explode
But they’ll never shine as bright as your soul
And I promise that I’ll never let you go

So don’t change your mind
We’ll leave this town behind
So don’t change your mind
We’ll leave this town behind

Won’t you stay my dear
I promise it’s worth it
We’ll be together
Like it’s the last night of the earth yeah
We’ll sit and watch as the stars explode
But they’ll never shine as bright as your soul
And I promise that I’ll never let you go
A stupid song I wrote when I was a teenager and in a songwriting class. Thoughts and suggestions would be greatly appreciated cause it’s a mess 😂
276 · Mar 2016
Maybe
Phia Mar 2016
One of the most
Tragic words
Lingering. Between hope
And hopelessness
Of yeses and noes
275 · Aug 2016
A reminder
Phia Aug 2016
We always complain about our lives
The lack of things we've done and seen,
But sometimes we forget to remind ourselves
That we are living someone else's dreams.
Not saying that someone's problems aren't important, and I will never say that someone has it worse, but just remember to be grateful for what you've got
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