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May 2017 · 1.3k
Her Love......
Apparicious May 2017
He held on
But not to her
She fell straight to the ground
Feeling lost and hurt

She loved
He hated
Everything that was in her head
But yet still laid with her in bed

He hated everything she wanted to be
She was blind
By love that wasn't give back in return

A rose died that day
Along with her love
She took it all back
He never realized it yet
I wrote this thinking about a couple of things from the past.
Feb 2017 · 281
Consider This......
Apparicious Feb 2017
consider this first

take life step by step
try to live right
when that fails stay and fight

we are the non believers
but we are the dreamers
big and small

consider this second

never fall in love
it's a trap, that never ends
you'll end up broken in the end

take note of what life holds
find yourself before everything unfolds
Feb 2017 · 270
wake
Apparicious Feb 2017
left alone
nothing is spoken

wake up from your dreams young child
it doesn't last forever

your eyes hide the truth
the truth that's within you

the darkness everywhere
that's how you know
it's not all about  you
Feb 2017 · 405
Untitled
Apparicious Feb 2017
I hate this world
I wish i was free
From this unhappiness i see

For everything that i can’t be
Not even her
But to you i’m not a priority

You look at her like she’s the world
and treat me like ****
you push me down, i get back up

just wait
my heart begins to drop
slowly awaiting what haunts me the most

death......
death by love
Jul 2016 · 389
Love
Apparicious Jul 2016
"Wanting something but can't break through

Sitting around with nothing to do

Watching eyes that shine

Shine like amber turning gold

From blue to purple

To black it all beholds

Turning around

To uphold the love lost and love you will consume

Being told love was everything to you"
Jun 2016 · 943
Darkest hour
Apparicious Jun 2016
wow my darkest hour
how long my friend

so long forever in time

tick-tock tick-tock
thy darkest night

rise, find me a doctor with a house of old
where everyone listens and aboard thy thrown

where cows lay and horse's nay
thy thrown is only 24 hours away

tick-tock tick-tock

did you hear that?

darkness rises
my dearest it's to late to come back
May 2016 · 324
Heart
Apparicious May 2016
Fast then slow
Sweet and simple

Where else can it go
Up,down,side to side
Is where it roamed

The heart is love
That is within
Which can't be controlled by them
May 2016 · 696
I try
Apparicious May 2016
In public I try not to notice
the things around me

I try to be free
I try to be me

I try to notice
The inspection
That Is greater than me
May 2016 · 479
darkness my old friend
Apparicious May 2016
Darkness, Darkness
Oh how you hide
So tenderly sweet

Darkness my old friend
How important are you in the end  
When everything else deepens

Will you still be with them
Though the light of a shadow
Or even deeper than before

Darkness without light
Couldn't be just right

Dear darkness
When do you end
But hopefully you'll still be my friend
Apr 2016 · 401
The Goodbye Stanze
Apparicious Apr 2016
why is everyone wanting the same thing
but wanting to be different
life's to short to not be thankful

the ones that passed and the rest to come
you never know when your time has come

together is one,equal,independent
in various ways
are so dependent

be wise
for time will tell
but for now i wish you a good farewell.
Apr 2016 · 480
confess your dreams to me
Apparicious Apr 2016
It was late at night
Texting you in the moon light
Many feelings from left to right

How you made me feel was pure delight
How could you not know i was falling for you

So many secrets and dreams
Confessed to me

I felt as if it was only you and me
But now your only in my dreams
Apr 2016 · 488
watch
Apparicious Apr 2016
How bored did we get?
From here to there
Searching for souls

To be Revealed
Only for true people to see
You can be true

Just look and see
See the world differently
Be who you want to be

Never give up
But watch and see

See the miracles
You might even be one

Think differently
To see other people's pain
Think about what they went through

Before you judge and be in vain.
Apparicious Apr 2016
Please don't go!

Go where?

Don't go out of my heart,
You'll leave the pain when you go from there.

Why would I leave?

You'll leave because you don't need me,
I'm holding you back into the past.

You don't remind me of the past,
You are my future.

Then why do I feel you have to go,
And that I'm holding you too close like a deer

If I was a deer so would you be
Nothing else matters most to me except you
My brightest queen.

Then why not flee,
what's meant to be will come back

Maybe but I rather be here
With you, now that makes me happy.
I love you, my little sunshine and you'll always be that to me.
Apr 2016 · 437
The girl
Apparicious Apr 2016
She was the quiet type
The misunderstood type
The selfless type

Her mind reflected her structure of life
The way she would drift off during the day
In sleepless nights she would stay

More and more each day
Would she pray.
Apr 2016 · 2.3k
What I Am With You
Apparicious Apr 2016
Look outside the window
Everything we've said and done
Is withering in the sun

I wish I had you
Nobody but you
Your like forbidden fruit
From Adam and Eves tree

Tuning me into something more
But only you could see

I may be a tomboy
A gamer
A believer
A learner
And more to be shaped

I stay true to my word
Just like love or fate
Apr 2016 · 1.4k
You
Apparicious Apr 2016
You
you looked at me today
Oh how my eyes I want to hide
I try to turn away
but never see the same
my heart pounding to the sound of your name

Your laugh adorable
When you speak
nothing else matters but you
Your eyes so blue
As the ocean and sky
May your deepest secrets hide

Do you even like me?
I want to know the truth

I want to know if my feelings are real
Or should i just continue to feel

I like you for you
Your not afraid to show the real you
You speak with great manner
So why i feel this way?

I dont know
I know i dont want to be in this alone.
Apr 2016 · 620
wonderless eyes
Apparicious Apr 2016
I look at you
You look at me
I'm thinking your not really looking at me
I feel heat to my cheeks
Everytime I see you're blue eyes
Perusing me

The time we meet
I didn't know it yet
But now and then
I look back
Not to yesterday but to memories
They seem to fade away

But my feelings stay.
Apr 2016 · 554
bottled up heart
Apparicious Apr 2016
"How life makes you feel
Pain,anxiety,hope,and love
All at once can be lost
What about fear?
It feeds on your pain making it harder
For you to remain
Once love is lost, where does your heart go?
It hides in the shadows
where inner thoughts are shown
Never even opened
Like a bottle on hold
NEVER to be sold"
Mar 2016 · 1.3k
For Love So Pure
Apparicious Mar 2016
"A love so pure
I hate to admit
I love you


You make me a good person
Without you I'm nothing
I love you for loving me for me


Without being free
What would become of me
Love without you, is nothing I want to be


Swing with me
Swing soft
For white is alone and pure


Just as pure as we
These comments don't move me
For I love being with you


Being me
No matter how mean I can be
Why do you always put up with me

For love will set us free"

— The End —