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"waists" poems
Human directives, veracities unverified   Bellies belching with anger, murderers Udders dripping hate, foundling banters Hunters striking the hungered, unfortunate Glare sight to seek the truth, hold me lets sink Tear motions and debates of inequality My Dafur, the realm of the fur, demise All armed in Sudan, the arid, a battlefield Emergency alarms sirens from 2003 The indefinite complications and hunger A land of the displaced, starving nomads Hear me out in these non-dissolving conflicts Guantanamo bay detention a prison vicious A base for “war in terrorism”, reciprocal laws Inhumane human interrogations persists A breach, a revolt, the hunger riots devolve Force-feeding, torturous measures applied All undressed, humiliated, genitalia exposed A Rwanda slain in divide and rule Civil clashes, mashes, all trashed Swaying war rapes, tapes, the raves Machetes slashing necks and hands A lust of power, a genocide slaughter The Tutsi slewed and unsewn from a patch Autocratic regime boring divisions Territorial ethnic cleansing, a holocaust The oppression of Jews, Romanis, Poles Homosexuals, the disabled and mentally ill Indifference pooled in pits and camps The institutional social indoctrination The honor and killing to expose shame The violation and dishonor of moral fabric For what is “good”, “bad”, fixated moral values Buried waists and head, awaiting stones to hit Confessional secrets of only what lays within A torment watching witnesses, all dangling Marxists calls ships to stow ashore Masses kidnapped, confused in deceit Invalid contracts awaits signatures The white immigrants to be enslaved All aboard, now abroad to revolve labor Wage packages taken to pay for freedom Humans bought and sold to be owned Slaves yorked and counted as assets Bounded to serve plantations and homes A human, non human, a chattel, a slave A debt ******* offended and ***** Untamed and made to obey a master A falling global strings unturned Tunes strumming hate, war and pain Human trafficking, violence, inequality Child abuse, civil conflicts, capitalists Commercialism, zero hour contracts For if we have no rights, I have none For if we have no peace I have none
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Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 6:54 AM UTC
Cruel Inhumane Autocracies
Human directives, veracities unverified   Bellies belching with anger, murderers Udders dripping hate, foundling banters Hunters striking the hungered, unfortunate Glare sight to seek the truth, hold me lets sink Tear motions and debates of inequality My Dafur, the realm of the fur, demise All armed in Sudan, the arid, a battlefield Emergency alarms sirens from 2003 The indefinite complications and hunger A land of the displaced, starving nomads Hear me out in these non-dissolving conflicts Guantanamo bay detention a prison vicious A base for “war in terrorism”, reciprocal laws Inhumane human interrogations persists A breach, a revolt, the hunger riots devolve Force-feeding, torturous measures applied All undressed, humiliated, genitalia exposed A Rwanda slain in divide and rule Civil clashes, mashes, all trashed Swaying war rapes, tapes, the raves Machetes slashing necks and hands A lust of power, a genocide slaughter The Tutsi slewed and unsewn from a patch Autocratic regime boring divisions Territorial ethnic cleansing, a holocaust The oppression of Jews, Romanis, Poles Homosexuals, the disabled and mentally ill Indifference pooled in pits and camps The institutional social indoctrination The honor and killing to expose shame The violation and dishonor of moral fabric For what is “good”, “bad”, fixated moral values Buried waists and head, awaiting stones to hit Confessional secrets of only what lays within A torment watching witnesses, all dangling Marxists calls ships to stow ashore Masses kidnapped, confused in deceit Invalid contracts awaits signatures The white immigrants to be enslaved All aboard, now abroad to revolve labor Wage packages taken to pay for freedom Humans bought and sold to be owned Slaves yorked and counted as assets Bounded to serve plantations and homes A human, non human, a chattel, a slave A debt ******* offended and ***** Untamed and made to obey a master A falling global strings unturned Tunes strumming hate, war and pain Human trafficking, violence, inequality Child abuse, civil conflicts, capitalists Commercialism, zero hour contracts For if we have no rights, I have none For if we have no peace I have none
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Introduction There they stood; keeping silent company. Yet of His face, wept searing electricity. To the lovers of life Here they stand, keeping silent company. No utterance dealt; yet clear in both their minds A single, brilliant truth: He longs for her with a savage delight. And it cries from every fibre, exalting! It is in the bearing of his eye; Rifling through her tender flesh In search of what he knows, from voices ages old, is there: That her heart will beat for no other as it beats for him right now; That in this moment, their Souls are bared To each other’s glares- naked, and blemished, and cowering- Yet his eyes remain fixed and sure: And for this, she loves him. For they have seen each other for the First of Times, Truly! And as with many the Ancient Laws unfurled, They stand aware, in lack of ever being taught, Aware with every atom, every straining tendon tight That their time's so very short. And so they drink… wordless To each other, to their youth, and to their bodies Shining like never before in the noonday air Garbed in cloth that snaps and furls around their waists. They imbibe with electric eyes, Eyes that are new born to this world of light And come out screaming, living, and sensitive For lack of ever being touched. They revel in their new-found joy; Pouring from Her figure, Of Her sleek, supple waist and the arch of her back, Bristling with delight, Of His strong hands and easy smile, That spoke of laughter scattered Across countless campfires of summers past. Their light does burn intense as any fire, And when their brimming anticipation Overspills its crimson chalice The silence shall SHATTER. To find peace again in each other's arms. Fumbling in sweet darkness- Of heavy lids, of earthy flesh, With lips embraced... In ravenous finality.
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Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 5:14 PM UTC
In Garbs of Light Unfurled
Introduction There they stood; keeping silent company. Yet of His face, wept searing electricity. To the lovers of life Here they stand, keeping silent company. No utterance dealt; yet clear in both their minds A single, brilliant truth: He longs for her with a savage delight. And it cries from every fibre, exalting! It is in the bearing of his eye; Rifling through her tender flesh In search of what he knows, from voices ages old, is there: That her heart will beat for no other as it beats for him right now; That in this moment, their Souls are bared To each other’s glares- naked, and blemished, and cowering- Yet his eyes remain fixed and sure: And for this, she loves him. For they have seen each other for the First of Times, Truly! And as with many the Ancient Laws unfurled, They stand aware, in lack of ever being taught, Aware with every atom, every straining tendon tight That their time's so very short. And so they drink… wordless To each other, to their youth, and to their bodies Shining like never before in the noonday air Garbed in cloth that snaps and furls around their waists. They imbibe with electric eyes, Eyes that are new born to this world of light And come out screaming, living, and sensitive For lack of ever being touched. They revel in their new-found joy; Pouring from Her figure, Of Her sleek, supple waist and the arch of her back, Bristling with delight, Of His strong hands and easy smile, That spoke of laughter scattered Across countless campfires of summers past. Their light does burn intense as any fire, And when their brimming anticipation Overspills its crimson chalice The silence shall SHATTER. To find peace again in each other's arms. Fumbling in sweet darkness- Of heavy lids, of earthy flesh, With lips embraced... In ravenous finality.
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The air thick with dust Cows roaming the streets, Flashing lights and loud noises, Children laughing an playing. Houses painted in sickening colors sarees tumbling from the waists of women. Amazing, flavorful, mouthwatering food. Family and friends, celebrating festivals color in the sky and all around Though there are things both good and bad, I love my homeland and I stand proud.
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
My Homeland
I am carved in scars In stretches, in mars and imperfections Blood, sweat, thick skin. Roots of strength and passion and pride I will not trade my high mentality for your low approval I am a queen of Africa Untamed, ****** hair, color: opaque Killed, straightened, whitened Westernized, hypnotized, it's this way or the highway. Bleached skin, egotistical chocolate, pale skin Contacts in shades of green, blue, hiding murky eyes Size 0, size 1, size 3, stop. Hips do lie, only flat and thin. Push up bras, Barbie ******* corset waists. Bikinis, mini skirts, cleavage, to hell with tradition. I am carved in makeup In luster, attention and perfection No longer, blood, sweat, thick skin Lost roots of strength and passion and pride I have traded my high mentality for your low approval I am no longer queen of Africa, No longer queen of me.
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Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 7:56 PM UTC
Queen of Africa
if i show you will you understand? how i've outlined these arms vein after vein where sunlight runs i see only lines to trace i got a barcode on my wrists scan me for the price of beauty i am as expensive as what people think of me. do you know what it feels like to attach your worth to weighing scales and waists that never slim down? is this why they call them shoulder blades to cut through your skin to be called "pretty" thigh gaps that map the distance between your legs to make you matter so much you can't stand on your own feet. when you walk the shoes we wear will you know? the path to be called beautiful is full of self-hate and we pay for that bill.
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Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 9:12 AM UTC
Barcodes
i sit there with the cool wind breezing against my face while the summer sizzles on my shoulders your golden thigh sticks to my skin as we drive to the game every god **** week the boys they sit in the back and pack their lips and talk **** about the girls the girls who don't realize that they're their easy targets who skip around in their short, tight dresses they talk about their waists and the way they like to moan every little imperfection all avail have they shown they think that it makes them buff they think that it makes them cool and i let them light their egos and sometimes i chirp on too but yet i sit and listen and sometimes i think they don't realize that i'm a girl too i don't know how i feel about that
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 4:57 PM UTC
riding in cars with boys
I'm self conscious. You are too Its hard not to be It's hard to love yourself Too be able to see past All the things you hate. It's quite a feat, I know I struggle. We hate on ourselves, We hate on each other, We know we shouldn't, But we aren't stopping anytime soon. You hate your thighs, She hates her stomach, They hate their waists. No one can escape The ridicule brought down on ourselves. There is only way to end it Stop hating yourself And start loving your body. You know that it's true I know that it's true But we both know, everyone does, Its much harder than it seems.
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Jan 17, 2014
Jan 17, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
Loving Yourself Is Hard
Are you a tourist or A volcanologist my dear? With a painful joy To a live volcano  getting near, Do you want to pay homage To earth's nadir Conscious that beneath a sea level A sweltering heat you can bear? Then to Erta Ale  come you not why Found under Ethiopia's sky? With a style jumping high, Hitting the ground Beating  drums, on their waists, Sabres tied around Afro men along with braided women, With butter greased hair, The latter ululating and clapping In a row facing each other Chant a  love song “My feeling for you is strong!” The male herd camel, While women babysit,prepare food And make short huts With tiny malleable wood. Also dot the mirage-forming sand Huts grand. Are you a tourist my dear Eager to see about Out of the ordinary you heard Say about multicolored magma Volcano's dust, Disgorged out of earth's crust? Do you want to see a scenery You have not seen Since you were born, How in a motley garment Mother nature itself Likes to adorn Come then to Ethiopia, Located in Africa's horn? Visit Erta Ale , On earth To run away from earth Enjoying its hearth. You will witness The extraction of salt In a volcano-formed fault.///
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Oct 15, 2018
Oct 15, 2018 at 3:30 AM UTC
On earth away from earth
I was convinced that boys- all loose shoes and leather palms- don't care for fragile girls. The kind that etched lotuses onto weedy waists, lost in the tangle of fine bones and became a brush fire of flowing sentences. Boys want to drive themselves into flesh and wide hips that swing in circles like a pendulum. - See, us fragile girls, we grew thick skin before permanent teeth. Our skin bubbles with the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. -
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Sep 20, 2013
Sep 20, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC
SOLIVAGANT
How a kiss feels It is indescribable And yet I can explain It in detail Soft Lips press Against each other As hearts pound Sometimes it is Soft filled with Love and warmth And others are Forceful filled with Lust and passion Fingers tangle in The other's hair Arms are wrapped Around necks and Waists fingers lace Together as warm Tongues press against Soft Lips begging For entrance Mouths open Tongues battle for Dominance as each Persons heart hammers In their chest Fingers entangle themselves In long and short hair body Heat grows strong And stronger Until eventually shirts Are discarded bras Are lifted and Moans fill the Room Heat fills your Body As his touch Sends a shiver Down your spine Your face flushes A deep shade Of berry red As he nibbles And ***** on The sensitive flesh Of your neck Causing your world To go blank This is how A kiss feels
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Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 1:13 PM UTC
How A Kiss Fee,s
In the Webster dictionary beauty is defined as: "The quality of being physically attractive" And it never specifies what attractive is...who gets to decide it but... The screens, the magazines, they all scream In high definition their definition of "beauty" Beauty is itty bitty waists and walking twigs negative spaces between legs that subtract another's value if the gap is not there It is lipstick and pale pink blush on rearranged faces like children playing dress up or a giant game of make-believe we are made to believe that something is wrong with the way we look And we have been directed well the cruel criticism oozing out of over-injected lips typed out with freshly manicured tips "she has weird ***** "you have a weird nose" "lay off the cookies" we read off the scripts, taking turns playing the villain and the victim and there are no heroes here There are no standing ovations, no thunderous claps await Is anyone really watching?                                                   Does anyone really see? With pain hardened eyes we glare we compare compare compare ourselves to the models, the barbie dolls, the flawless magazines our friends, our sisters, strangers on the street and in our rooms before the mirror our reflection the bearer of bad news "you are not the fairest of them all" will we ever be? So much trial for so much error we are worn thin and even so even so we are told to lose a few And we run, endlessly in the hopes that we may be worth something If only we would realize that beauty is a noun, a word created by man between beaten and become If we win this race we will have beaten the monster society has become and see that we are all worth more than words                                                                                        we are flying off the page
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Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
/ˈbyo͞odē/
In the Webster dictionary beauty is defined as: "The quality of being physically attractive" And it never specifies what attractive is...who gets to decide it but... The screens, the magazines, they all scream In high definition their definition of "beauty" Beauty is itty bitty waists and walking twigs negative spaces between legs that subtract another's value if the gap is not there It is lipstick and pale pink blush on rearranged faces like children playing dress up or a giant game of make-believe we are made to believe that something is wrong with the way we look And we have been directed well the cruel criticism oozing out of over-injected lips typed out with freshly manicured tips "she has weird ***** "you have a weird nose" "lay off the cookies" we read off the scripts, taking turns playing the villain and the victim and there are no heroes here There are no standing ovations, no thunderous claps await Is anyone really watching?                                                   Does anyone really see? With pain hardened eyes we glare we compare compare compare ourselves to the models, the barbie dolls, the flawless magazines our friends, our sisters, strangers on the street and in our rooms before the mirror our reflection the bearer of bad news "you are not the fairest of them all" will we ever be? So much trial for so much error we are worn thin and even so even so we are told to lose a few And we run, endlessly in the hopes that we may be worth something If only we would realize that beauty is a noun, a word created by man between beaten and become If we win this race we will have beaten the monster society has become and see that we are all worth more than words                                                                                        we are flying off the page
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Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) There are more and more misfortunes in the world Known to you dear people in your diverse conditions, But my life and experience has taught me unique lessons Of kindred to befit me Elizabeth, a daughter of Zinjathropus Hailing in the savannah desert, Turkana County of Kenya, I have graduated in to a single lady without test of marriage, As desert men look at me in their irritating impotence, **** clothes wrapped around their slender waists passing on me Like a dog passing on American dollars; cursed be desert men, I thought my beauty of dark African complexions will give them a ****** tease But to my chagrin; desert men have a fear of beautiful ladies My conscience tells me that my beauty is an eye sore to them, I thought my bulging hips will entice them as is a promise of fertility Leave alone not to mention my concupiscent ****** warmth, uhmmm! Desert men have dared not to see and appreciate my **** bossom, They often pass on me driving their donkeys and emaciated carmels, I thought my ***** sharp pointed ******* assign of virginity Will call them to me into a treat of love, affiliative love, But sadly enough; these dudes are erotically blind, They they nonchalantly pass on my **** ***** Wielding a begging bowl in their ***** long hands Running like drunkard chimpanzees going to Oxfam stores to beg for food, Cursed be Oxfam an imperialist agent, it has crashed flat The testicles of our desert brothers into ****** insensitivity, Oxfam has made African desert men to beg like Hebrew lepers Other than standing up on their feet to feed their women, Normally as men would do from the sweat of their brow, I thought my education will attract them to me, To love me with those romantic University kisses, But desert men have crude cultures and slavish religion They rebuke girl child education as if it is a devil, Oh my dear God of the forsaken desert ladies Of the forsaken African daughters, Take me out of this ****** desert Take me out of the city desert of Lodwar, Take me to the equator line and give me a husband, My eggs are pretty ready to conceive and sire children Sons and daughters for your own glory O almighty God, Take me out of this ****** desert, Where no man treats a modern woman, Take me out of here and give me a fresh man of my dream. Because I have known from today; It is accurse to be a woman in Africa It is a curse to be a beautiful lady in African deserts It is a curse to be a woman graduate in the African desert It is a curse to have ***** ******* in the African desert, O! Help me God.
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Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 9:58 AM UTC
MELODY OF A DESERT SINGLE LADY
Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) There are more and more misfortunes in the world Known to you dear people in your diverse conditions, But my life and experience has taught me unique lessons Of kindred to befit me Elizabeth, a daughter of Zinjathropus Hailing in the savannah desert, Turkana County of Kenya, I have graduated in to a single lady without test of marriage, As desert men look at me in their irritating impotence, **** clothes wrapped around their slender waists passing on me Like a dog passing on American dollars; cursed be desert men, I thought my beauty of dark African complexions will give them a ****** tease But to my chagrin; desert men have a fear of beautiful ladies My conscience tells me that my beauty is an eye sore to them, I thought my bulging hips will entice them as is a promise of fertility Leave alone not to mention my concupiscent ****** warmth, uhmmm! Desert men have dared not to see and appreciate my **** bossom, They often pass on me driving their donkeys and emaciated carmels, I thought my ***** sharp pointed ******* assign of virginity Will call them to me into a treat of love, affiliative love, But sadly enough; these dudes are erotically blind, They they nonchalantly pass on my **** ***** Wielding a begging bowl in their ***** long hands Running like drunkard chimpanzees going to Oxfam stores to beg for food, Cursed be Oxfam an imperialist agent, it has crashed flat The testicles of our desert brothers into ****** insensitivity, Oxfam has made African desert men to beg like Hebrew lepers Other than standing up on their feet to feed their women, Normally as men would do from the sweat of their brow, I thought my education will attract them to me, To love me with those romantic University kisses, But desert men have crude cultures and slavish religion They rebuke girl child education as if it is a devil, Oh my dear God of the forsaken desert ladies Of the forsaken African daughters, Take me out of this ****** desert Take me out of the city desert of Lodwar, Take me to the equator line and give me a husband, My eggs are pretty ready to conceive and sire children Sons and daughters for your own glory O almighty God, Take me out of this ****** desert, Where no man treats a modern woman, Take me out of here and give me a fresh man of my dream. Because I have known from today; It is accurse to be a woman in Africa It is a curse to be a beautiful lady in African deserts It is a curse to be a woman graduate in the African desert It is a curse to have ***** ******* in the African desert, O! Help me God.
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With chisel and hammer I carve the length of your legs and the width of your waists and the bend of your arms and the slope of your shoulders until I arrive at your brain where I reach with chisel and hammer until I come across your spring of wisdom and knowledge your fountain of thought and belief.
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 11:54 AM UTC
Chisel and Hammer
We are cows grazing In our homes, Plump, People, Waists, Growing adding To a full middle line, We are nearly ready For the slaughter, It makes you think? Who's table will we be on...
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 8:20 AM UTC
We Are The Grazing Cow
Turning on the T.V, you see a beautiful woman Standing up, proud and straight. You look down at your not-so-perfect self, And your heart fills with hate. You’re not like that woman, But you’re beautiful just the same. You have beauty where she doesn’t Internal beauty is what you can claim. If only you could see it, You’d know your beauty too. Unfortunately, society has brainwashed us Into not loving people like you. If I could change the world We wouldn’t have to have waists of a centigram. And I’d have the cute guys love me For who I am- not what I am. So look at yourself, You’re beautiful just like me. Loving yourself is the right path; Confidence is the key.
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Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 8:52 AM UTC
You Don't Need To Be Pretty To Be Beautiful
IS THIS WHAT PERFECT LOOKS LIKE? Skinny legs, bigger ******* Is all they want to see. Flawless skin, tiny waists (Obviously) the opposite of me. Beautiful is thin And if I starve myself, Beauty is what I win. People said, beauty is about the Size of the ******* the colour of the skin, The flatness of one's stomach In weight and fashion look. To me, there's only one beauty. The one wherein you're contented; Where you learn to accept and love Your own beautiful you. Imperfections, mistakes, flaws and all, The beauty that really matters Lies in our hearts, our core; Cleansed by good conscience. Because when you love what's in your inside, You yourself will love what's outside even more.
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Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 1:34 PM UTC
Perfection
I have wide hips, a wide waist. chubby cheeks and short legs given to me by my mother. she is not a witch. she has wrinkles, yes but they do not define her nor would she let them. I have no interest in making friends with fish, small birds, candlesticks or clocks, or rodents. I need human contact to survive. If you put me alone in a house in a forest, I will not clean. I will not wait to be saved. I will not ask for your permission to go outside. I will leave. I do not need a prince to live happily ever after. I have short bushy hair and a ****** yes, it's there. underneath my cotton underwear and long lace skirts that no one is telling me to wear. I have a sister. I go to her for advice. I look up to her and I talk to her about Everything anything everything I do not need a prince. I look up to my mother. She is not a source of fear, she is a source of comfort and relief. what are We teaching our daughters? these imaginary princesses teach our babygirls to have long eyelashes to have two inch waists long luscious hair *** appeal and if they don't, they will never live happily ever after. If I need all that to get one, I do not want a prince. I do not want to be anyone's cinderella. I will not chase after anyone if they choose to leave. I will weep into my sister and mother's shoulders But that poor, poor princess will always be chasing squirrels to talk to and men to be saved by. When will we teach them to save themselves? When will they teach themselves that there is no such thing as perfect
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Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 9:38 PM UTC
i am not a princess
I have wide hips, a wide waist. chubby cheeks and short legs given to me by my mother. she is not a witch. she has wrinkles, yes but they do not define her nor would she let them. I have no interest in making friends with fish, small birds, candlesticks or clocks, or rodents. I need human contact to survive. If you put me alone in a house in a forest, I will not clean. I will not wait to be saved. I will not ask for your permission to go outside. I will leave. I do not need a prince to live happily ever after. I have short bushy hair and a ****** yes, it's there. underneath my cotton underwear and long lace skirts that no one is telling me to wear. I have a sister. I go to her for advice. I look up to her and I talk to her about Everything anything everything I do not need a prince. I look up to my mother. She is not a source of fear, she is a source of comfort and relief. what are We teaching our daughters? these imaginary princesses teach our babygirls to have long eyelashes to have two inch waists long luscious hair *** appeal and if they don't, they will never live happily ever after. If I need all that to get one, I do not want a prince. I do not want to be anyone's cinderella. I will not chase after anyone if they choose to leave. I will weep into my sister and mother's shoulders But that poor, poor princess will always be chasing squirrels to talk to and men to be saved by. When will we teach them to save themselves? When will they teach themselves that there is no such thing as perfect
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Oh how it eats me alive As the thought dances in my brain Am I not good enough? Do you want another? Look at how much more beautiful they are, Their skinny waists and sparkling eyes And a personality to match.
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Feb 4, 2013
Feb 4, 2013 at 9:49 PM UTC
Jealousy.
Last summer, you were sporting short shorts, a tank top, flip flops, and a smile so big it took up half your face. You used to frolic about the beach with your best friends, pushing each other around and teasing each other about the boys with tousled hair and dreamy eyes. You were happy then. Your hair wasn't an issue, nobody made remarks about the blackness of your skin, and you got along with everybody. You heard so much about high school, and were more than excited to push past the doors to your supposed freedom. The first few days weren't too bad, until you realized that you had nobody to giggle and whisper with. All around you were beautiful girls with tan skin and blonde hair--so different from your brown skin and braids. And when you stood beside the girls with dazzling eyes and bright smiles, you couldn't help but feel inferior. When you became aware of their narrow waists and thin legs, you began pinching at your stomach and ******* in--trying to be just like them. Just last year, you were the most outspoken girl in your whole class. Suddenly, your voice has gotten lost somewhere in your throat. Your anxieties fluctuate, and your stress increases. But you find comfort in the contents of your fridge and sub-consciously begin eating and eating and eating until you feel satisfied. Here you are, undressed, standing before the mirror, staring at the number that has appeared on the scale in disgust. Nobody will ever love me, you think to yourself, as you point out all your flaws. Your mother throws dresses your way, but you refuse to wear them. Some girls offer invitations to parties, but you decline. Why? Because you feel too unattractive for anyone. You feel undeserving of any love or inclusivity whatsoever. The old you is gone. Your confidence has evaporated and your self-esteem has disappeared. It's strange how much someone can change over the course of one year.
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Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 12:22 AM UTC
Girls Who Have Grown Uncomfortable In Their Bodies
Last summer, you were sporting short shorts, a tank top, flip flops, and a smile so big it took up half your face. You used to frolic about the beach with your best friends, pushing each other around and teasing each other about the boys with tousled hair and dreamy eyes. You were happy then. Your hair wasn't an issue, nobody made remarks about the blackness of your skin, and you got along with everybody. You heard so much about high school, and were more than excited to push past the doors to your supposed freedom. The first few days weren't too bad, until you realized that you had nobody to giggle and whisper with. All around you were beautiful girls with tan skin and blonde hair--so different from your brown skin and braids. And when you stood beside the girls with dazzling eyes and bright smiles, you couldn't help but feel inferior. When you became aware of their narrow waists and thin legs, you began pinching at your stomach and ******* in--trying to be just like them. Just last year, you were the most outspoken girl in your whole class. Suddenly, your voice has gotten lost somewhere in your throat. Your anxieties fluctuate, and your stress increases. But you find comfort in the contents of your fridge and sub-consciously begin eating and eating and eating until you feel satisfied. Here you are, undressed, standing before the mirror, staring at the number that has appeared on the scale in disgust. Nobody will ever love me, you think to yourself, as you point out all your flaws. Your mother throws dresses your way, but you refuse to wear them. Some girls offer invitations to parties, but you decline. Why? Because you feel too unattractive for anyone. You feel undeserving of any love or inclusivity whatsoever. The old you is gone. Your confidence has evaporated and your self-esteem has disappeared. It's strange how much someone can change over the course of one year.
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after years of being told how good my body was i went through puberty. after years of being asked how much time i spent at the gym i grew hips and disconcerting looks from grown men who thought my fifteen year old thighs were too thick to be sexualized. after years of wearing sundresses and being applauded for being the first girl in my grade to grow ***** my metabolism slowed down and i was made to feel like a cowbell in the least practical sense of the word. i was thirteen and hunched over a porcelain toilet bowl when i told my friend i had purged and she called me gross as if it wasn't because of feeling "gross" that i was there to begin with. and i'd grown used to my good-gened friends with their tiny waists and size 32 jeans telling me they wanted to join a gym in hopes i'd run along and lose some weight. because when i was 13 and weighed little enough to turn heads i felt empty while looking whole. and when you're fat you can't have an eating disorder, because illness can be seen so how good of a job my ana was doing depended solely on how faint i felt by midday. in a world where nobody buys magazines it's easy to pretend we don't care for skinny bodies anymore, but when every smartphone is linked to an instagram page and every newsfeed is filled with "slim thick baddies" you can't help but wonder. if i were to feel physically full why am i so empty? i cheated myself. she probably went and cheated on me because my body wasn't slim-thick enough to eat. and it's easy to say this doesn't apply to me when you see the pictures on the beach but you don't see me scrolling through pinterest at 2 in the morning looking at "How To Lose 10 kgs in 3 Days" posts. if i were so lucky i'd be a success story and could probably post before and after pictures of my body but you can not hear the ache in my belly screaming at me that it'd rather just be cut off. when i was fourteen i could no longer wear shorts in public because grown men with wives would turn and watch my thighs clip-clap together as i walked with my dad. i was asking for it. i resented summer and the fact that i'd run out of clean pairs of jeans to sweat in. but if i dare love myself, what then? do i apologise to the girlfriends of the boys who visit me for coffee? do i drink coke light with my whiskey? do i start writing poetry?
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Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 6:44 PM UTC
when a purge can no longer empty you.
after years of being told how good my body was i went through puberty. after years of being asked how much time i spent at the gym i grew hips and disconcerting looks from grown men who thought my fifteen year old thighs were too thick to be sexualized. after years of wearing sundresses and being applauded for being the first girl in my grade to grow ***** my metabolism slowed down and i was made to feel like a cowbell in the least practical sense of the word. i was thirteen and hunched over a porcelain toilet bowl when i told my friend i had purged and she called me gross as if it wasn't because of feeling "gross" that i was there to begin with. and i'd grown used to my good-gened friends with their tiny waists and size 32 jeans telling me they wanted to join a gym in hopes i'd run along and lose some weight. because when i was 13 and weighed little enough to turn heads i felt empty while looking whole. and when you're fat you can't have an eating disorder, because illness can be seen so how good of a job my ana was doing depended solely on how faint i felt by midday. in a world where nobody buys magazines it's easy to pretend we don't care for skinny bodies anymore, but when every smartphone is linked to an instagram page and every newsfeed is filled with "slim thick baddies" you can't help but wonder. if i were to feel physically full why am i so empty? i cheated myself. she probably went and cheated on me because my body wasn't slim-thick enough to eat. and it's easy to say this doesn't apply to me when you see the pictures on the beach but you don't see me scrolling through pinterest at 2 in the morning looking at "How To Lose 10 kgs in 3 Days" posts. if i were so lucky i'd be a success story and could probably post before and after pictures of my body but you can not hear the ache in my belly screaming at me that it'd rather just be cut off. when i was fourteen i could no longer wear shorts in public because grown men with wives would turn and watch my thighs clip-clap together as i walked with my dad. i was asking for it. i resented summer and the fact that i'd run out of clean pairs of jeans to sweat in. but if i dare love myself, what then? do i apologise to the girlfriends of the boys who visit me for coffee? do i drink coke light with my whiskey? do i start writing poetry?
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'I'll see that plate clean,' she said, 'Or I'll send you straight to bed.' Liver and onions lie in wait, two choices up for debate. 'I won't hear a word till you've finished.' It lay there still undiminished. It's cold, unfit to eat, congealed, and nowhere can it be concealed. 'You should have thought of that before.' When I grow up I'll eat no more of that cabbage, liver - lousy crud. Give me sweets and crisps, perhaps rice pud'. She should have thrown it in the bin. Now I'm stuck, a locust for my sin. I must eat all, my waists expanding. Though Mother's gone, her ghost's demanding.
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Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 5:48 AM UTC
Liver and Onions
My father lit a cigarette and smoked the room up with choked circles, he rewrites every woman he sees, metamorphosis asunder, because nothing is on tv. My mom was hauled blindly away from love to evening's riverbed --to **** the fear of correction away. Birds talk about fish that fly in airline crusades, gobbling up wise owls. Blossom talons pluck --up their words, the closest a lie can come to the truth and be set in stone None of them will be remembered the way they want to. footnote retribution. The wandering dead only care about modeling on the covers of psychology magazines--hailing reviews that digest indulgence beautifully, carving chocolate waists down to starvation--we melt away to gnats in Prozac hives shingled with academic love papers & bible covers. Dear Alice, you stole our table of tea, our shaved vigil, our western rodeo, our alcoholic omega. Midnight on the dishonored battlefield with the scythe beneath us, we murmur love back into our sheets of high horror. Your meteorite adultery could not wipe this hard drive clean--what we would lose... the things we cannot touch. Cloud 9 LSD, its warriors passing weapons down to the flock's ashes--to wives who fear the wrath of their husbands. Chlorine gills quit cold turkey --sinks overfill under unorthodox skies--the turning of centuries is nothing like flipping pennies into wishing wells.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 3:05 AM UTC
The Tragedie Lyrique of March
You step outside of the moment like a misty window bystander with your hood up and your hand warmers that you’ll put in your scrapbook so as to bless and keep this memory all your days. Sift out the sound waves as you watch the dancing silhouettes of the good old days Bringing tears to your eyes as you remember that someday this’ll be in a box wrapped and taped scotch-like for you to look at and think how lucky we were. But right now you’re pulling all your best strings to carve out scrawled negatives on the glass before the condensation of your breath fades fades away. Oh doesn’t it remind you, dear, That we live in the awareness of fleeting moments rather than the moments themselves? That we only put the remaining numbers of seconds on our dance cards and not let our time with fullness instead take our hands and waists? That we scrounge for the film that we can Mary Poppins jump into on the other end of a short while instead of running the risk of forgetting by ripping open the gift of the instant we have been personally given by God? Don’t let it pass you by because Even though it’s only out the train window if you Let it permeate your heart forever that’s the Only way you can keep it in your pocket during your walk towards eternity.
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Dec 11, 2021
Dec 11, 2021 at 6:07 PM UTC
oasis
We blossomed in the hot brilliance of discovery and the deep cold of grief, eating social norms alive, tracing deathly hallows in dusty window panes, standing chins-up eyes-shut arms-out in that flood of September sun, calling ourselves wild, because we were. Beautiful days, I remember. Days of soft. Days of blueness and falling leaves. Days of numb fingers scrabbling with ice skate laces and racing each other onto the rink. Days of studying our fears. Days of madness. Days of converse sneakers and combat boots and teasing height comparisons. Days of mutual insanity, sleeplessness, midnight conversations. Days of standing shoulder to shoulder. Days of unspoken things traversing the silence between us, a communication entirely our own. Days of laughter up to our waists. Days of belonging. Days of young. You’ve asked me many times, dear, if there’s anything you can do for me. I always say no, but there’s something this time, and it’s this, just this. One small act. Don’t forget. Years from now, when everything is different, keep this in you, alive. A second heartbeat. For me. Please. Don’t forget our days. Don’t forget how we felt.
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Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 4:49 PM UTC
best friend
My precious You become a beauty Only when you languorously Hug the waists of damsels as cincture Countless are the times, earlobes or ankles Unadorned by you Inflamed me A plain a yellow thread has ousted you nowadays When you swing from an ear, It is indeed fascinating to watch You have even usurped my sleep As a nose-ring, through its keen glitter Costume jewellery has replaced you too, many times Still, my precious, It is when you are pawned That you become real ‘gold ‘ Like the revolutionary Who become more so By getting hanged Like a soldier Who become more of a soldier By getting shot at the border My precious, my precious My precious pledged gold.
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 8:06 AM UTC
A 22 carat poem on gold