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"stuns" poems
315 He fumbles at your Soul As Players at the Keys Before they drop full Music on— He stuns you by degrees— Prepares your brittle Nature For the Ethereal Blow By fainter Hammers—further heard— Then nearer—Then so slow Your Breath has time to straighten— Your Brain—to bubble Cool— Deals—One—imperial—Thunderbolt— That scalps your naked Soul— When Winds take Forests in the Paws— The Universe—is still—
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He fumbles at your Soul
Even if I get hate messages saying imma dumb geek, My favorite thing to do in Rainbow 6 is spawn peek. I choose not to reinforce any freakin' walls, Cause I'm the best on my team and pre-fire the halls. They call me sweaty boi cause all I play is Ela, But hey man I got news for ya--you're a noob lil' fella. If ya boi be attackin', ya know I be using ash, No one can hit me when I use that 3 speed dash. I breach the wall and throw some stuns, I run on in and fire my guns. At the end of every round I end up with an ace, My stats have basically broke the R6 database. So yeah you can just call me wuhbzz, or just god for short, Cause I'm the best you'll ever see, T don't need any retorts B)
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Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 8:42 AM UTC
Rainbow Six: Siege
Oh yes, what are those words again? how do they start, how and when? sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me every part of my broken heart realise the lies of that famous part invisible fists from the verbal toil now sit like cysts in my mental soil a physical scar reminds me the past was real but thanks to those fists, happiness feels surreal a mouth from afar, a single breath can start that silent, you know, death the blackhole so numb from a word so dumb yet so strong to break my bones and hurt so long in my fine ear drums as the throw of blunt stones on my skin that burns and stuns.
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 11:08 AM UTC
VERBAL ABUSE
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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Aug 2, 2023
Aug 2, 2023 at 4:05 AM UTC
“To dream by the oak and awake by the sea“
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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I've been aware for many a year, but cut off by him, for crimes he accuses for crimes undisclosed, his silence is wider than the great oceans, with no means of passage. till one day a word, his brother uses a word that makes no pretense, that shocks, stuns, and force!admits me to a reality, I, knew but couldn't admit schizophrenic. here I am sundered speechless; as a new form of sadness now internally prevails, and I am even more quiet than usual, contemplative, they call it, but I recognize sad/mad in every one of its manifold disguises, and wonder just how much, own ingenious genes, the paucityof my impoverished down~ bringing brought, bought, caught, contributed to this loss, this onus, this cross that has no answer to the                                    ***only question that matters,                                      how much,                                      am I the guilty party                                                                          the disaster father***
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Aug 22, 2025
Aug 22, 2025 at 4:11 PM UTC
my son is ill (schizophrenic}
No one is perfect Or expected to be Unless you happen to share a gene or two with this sort And as if their generation was completely right (the pattern of perceived perfection is a long lineage) They pass their judgment One generation to the next The gossip makes its way across state lines The tale of manipulation and corruption Bred within our borders Finds its place with mythical tales Of mobsters and cat burglars On cops You work your magic Sweet-talking people out of money Not even Satan’s speech was so smooth Talent for memorizing numbers Credit card Pin But not your grandmother’s Stuns all If she knew of your antics Pallbearers would have a heavy load But fear not Keeping secrets from the old and feeble Is our talent
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Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
Black Sheep
There is nothing wrong with being attracted to beauty it is a beautiful thing magnetics and irony amethyst and memories black fist of power proud ovaries breathe melanin magic hearts of silk spun resilience is narcissistic too you know revolution can declare martial law too maybe it already did you would not know yet the coal used to be us now we are diamonds stolen from the earth because of our sheen our glimmer stuns the most magnificent darkness a teal sunset sparks the imagination hallucinating smoking quartz
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Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 1:47 PM UTC
resilience is narcissistic too...
My grandfather passed away on a dewy September morning; About 17 years ago; My grandmothers glass eyes still draw a picture of fright in front of me; I remember as she sat silently for hours; Cold , vulnerable; As if she was robbed of her breath; Since then she has sliced her life into two parts; Before baba, after baba. Yesterday as we sorted her cupboard; Over hot chai; I asked her about a saree; " I think it was before baba" she says , like an unconditioned reflex , an involuntary knee **** They don't teach you how to love like that anymore; Love like this swallows dictionaries and renders meanings, meaningless; It moves mountains and drowns rivers; It spoons the hatred and vaults it. My grandmother never went to school; Even at 24 today, whenever I see her; She presses a 500Rs note into my fist and asks me to buy something sweet for myself; Last time she did that, she told me he taught her how to count money after they were married; And to say words like "curd" and "rice"; Every year on his death anniversary; She still cooks food for people; With a metal rod holding the bones in her thighs; And pressing the bleeding points of her psoriatic palms; She keeps adding cards to her monument; And remembers love; Everyday; In hushed muted tones; In lemon pickles and measures of salt; And in a way that stuns me the most; Without even realising.
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Aug 29, 2018
Aug 29, 2018 at 2:46 PM UTC
Pickle & Salt.
It's Sunday evening, it's time to play I go approach her, I ask her to stay She gives me a smile so we go have some fun I leave on Monday morning before the sun I work all day without my thoughts drifting away I don't even remember that chicks name who I had asked to stay But the moment I got back from work... It's Monday evening with a troubled heart Yeah Monday evening with a trifled heart Poor old Monday evening with a troubled heart I can't bear the thought of us apart She was so much better than the last ones She's awesome and she always stuns She had the qualities that no one else had She was good in some ways and in some ways bad I can't seem to remember that name No means to communicate with that beautiful dame I crave for love because I'm so alone I have no one to call when I pick up my phone This affection gives me motivation to stay alive I have the most fabulous of cars but no one to take on a drive Money isn't everything, it can't buy you happiness Instead of keeping you better off it leaves you in a mess For you get so addicted to money you forget everyone else To a point that no one visits you anymore and you're as useless as the house bells Loved one are the greatest wealth They keep you happy and in good help But I've lost them all so point in brooding Oh, I'm such a fool to have fallen in love again Love is for the weak But I fall in love every week Be it Katherine or Alex or even Susan For these girls help me to loosen That burden that's over me From which I can never flee... And it's Sunday evening again and it's time to play I go approach her and ask her to stay She's definitely better than the last one She smiles so we go have some fun And it's Monday evening with a troubled heart, again....
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 10:02 AM UTC
Monday Evening with a Troubled Heart
It's Sunday evening, it's time to play I go approach her, I ask her to stay She gives me a smile so we go have some fun I leave on Monday morning before the sun I work all day without my thoughts drifting away I don't even remember that chicks name who I had asked to stay But the moment I got back from work... It's Monday evening with a troubled heart Yeah Monday evening with a trifled heart Poor old Monday evening with a troubled heart I can't bear the thought of us apart She was so much better than the last ones She's awesome and she always stuns She had the qualities that no one else had She was good in some ways and in some ways bad I can't seem to remember that name No means to communicate with that beautiful dame I crave for love because I'm so alone I have no one to call when I pick up my phone This affection gives me motivation to stay alive I have the most fabulous of cars but no one to take on a drive Money isn't everything, it can't buy you happiness Instead of keeping you better off it leaves you in a mess For you get so addicted to money you forget everyone else To a point that no one visits you anymore and you're as useless as the house bells Loved one are the greatest wealth They keep you happy and in good help But I've lost them all so point in brooding Oh, I'm such a fool to have fallen in love again Love is for the weak But I fall in love every week Be it Katherine or Alex or even Susan For these girls help me to loosen That burden that's over me From which I can never flee... And it's Sunday evening again and it's time to play I go approach her and ask her to stay She's definitely better than the last one She smiles so we go have some fun And it's Monday evening with a troubled heart, again....
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is it love or the parasite ? my pilot bulk                       aims for relief        it pursues this via                             your romantic correction in public arena                   a library stair                     (i never prior encountered you) one step as foreigner         the approach and upon a swift internal pendulum i make witless incisions hurried mended sentences directed stuns invasive i demand the compromise                   of your company hastily push at boundaries and you're not so accommodating                                                  but on a further occasion same building we exchange a battering of conversation that    then        matures            into barter-like use of language despite my harassments   a civil cultivation is unearthed tongue within this intelligence effort i lessen loosen my demanding appearance disregard my dignity      a skin suit about the ankles you're open in a vein of similarity    you flesh out your own controls we've progressed quickly there's an aped conduct                  and flashing attitudes this time we share table space a nearby café we have become quite unmanned     repeated meet ups upon humours we adjust small habits     and shake on perceptions where we overlap it becomes    more an overlay of rationalities         than resented promises fast time passes and i move into your living space                                   i pick a wildflower                                                                    and put it in the tiny vase on your dining table we agree on its colour                                               we agree on a book to make our bible material we agree on the pitch of the tinnitus we share the clothes i am to wear i switch to your diet and you cease taking medications we sleep on your lawn like children and bring down the night sky for comfort during the day we wear our sleep               like a lubrication for our chores and go about our productivity               in genuine partnership yet i feel we're just out of reach             of some dark harm we are an excellent sample pair it is all vital we grow stronger the more we quiz it recycling our ********** refine our agreements await further impulses and come closer to plug so.. do we please love       or simply indulge a parasite ?
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Nov 23, 2021
Nov 23, 2021 at 10:28 PM UTC
a cultivation
is it love or the parasite ? my pilot bulk                       aims for relief        it pursues this via                             your romantic correction in public arena                   a library stair                     (i never prior encountered you) one step as foreigner         the approach and upon a swift internal pendulum i make witless incisions hurried mended sentences directed stuns invasive i demand the compromise                   of your company hastily push at boundaries and you're not so accommodating                                                  but on a further occasion same building we exchange a battering of conversation that    then        matures            into barter-like use of language despite my harassments   a civil cultivation is unearthed tongue within this intelligence effort i lessen loosen my demanding appearance disregard my dignity      a skin suit about the ankles you're open in a vein of similarity    you flesh out your own controls we've progressed quickly there's an aped conduct                  and flashing attitudes this time we share table space a nearby café we have become quite unmanned     repeated meet ups upon humours we adjust small habits     and shake on perceptions where we overlap it becomes    more an overlay of rationalities         than resented promises fast time passes and i move into your living space                                   i pick a wildflower                                                                    and put it in the tiny vase on your dining table we agree on its colour                                               we agree on a book to make our bible material we agree on the pitch of the tinnitus we share the clothes i am to wear i switch to your diet and you cease taking medications we sleep on your lawn like children and bring down the night sky for comfort during the day we wear our sleep               like a lubrication for our chores and go about our productivity               in genuine partnership yet i feel we're just out of reach             of some dark harm we are an excellent sample pair it is all vital we grow stronger the more we quiz it recycling our ********** refine our agreements await further impulses and come closer to plug so.. do we please love       or simply indulge a parasite ?
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I Happy are men who yet before they are killed Can let their veins run cold. Whom no compassion fleers Or makes their feet Sore on the alleys cobbled with their brothers. The front line withers. But they are troops who fade, not flowers, For poets' tearful fooling: Men, gaps for filling: Losses, who might have fought Longer; but no one bothers. II And some cease feeling Even themselves or for themselves. Dullness best solves The tease and doubt of shelling, And Chance's strange arithmetic Comes simpler than the reckoning of their shilling. They keep no check on armies' decimation. III Happy are these who lose imagination: They have enough to carry with ammunition. Their spirit drags no pack. Their old wounds, save with cold, can not more ache. Having seen all things red, Their eyes are rid Of the hurt of the colour of blood for ever. And terror's first constriction over, Their hearts remain small-drawn. Their senses in some scorching cautery of battle Now long since ironed, Can laugh among the dying, unconcerned. IV Happy the soldier home, with not a notion How somewhere, every dawn, some men attack, And many sighs are drained. Happy the lad whose mind was never trained: His days are worth forgetting more than not. He sings along the march Which we march taciturn, because of dusk, The long, forlorn, relentless trend From larger day to huger night. V We wise, who with a thought besmirch Blood over all our soul, How should we see our task But through his blunt and lashless eyes? Alive, he is not vital overmuch; Dying, not mortal overmuch; Nor sad, nor proud, Nor curious at all. He cannot tell Old men's placidity from his. VI But cursed are dullards whom no cannon stuns, That they should be as stones. Wretched are they, and mean With paucity that never was simplicity. By choice they made themselves immune To pity and whatever mourns in man Before the last sea and the hapless stars; Whatever mourns when many leave these shores; Whatever shares The eternal reciprocity of tears
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Insensibility
I Happy are men who yet before they are killed Can let their veins run cold. Whom no compassion fleers Or makes their feet Sore on the alleys cobbled with their brothers. The front line withers. But they are troops who fade, not flowers, For poets' tearful fooling: Men, gaps for filling: Losses, who might have fought Longer; but no one bothers. II And some cease feeling Even themselves or for themselves. Dullness best solves The tease and doubt of shelling, And Chance's strange arithmetic Comes simpler than the reckoning of their shilling. They keep no check on armies' decimation. III Happy are these who lose imagination: They have enough to carry with ammunition. Their spirit drags no pack. Their old wounds, save with cold, can not more ache. Having seen all things red, Their eyes are rid Of the hurt of the colour of blood for ever. And terror's first constriction over, Their hearts remain small-drawn. Their senses in some scorching cautery of battle Now long since ironed, Can laugh among the dying, unconcerned. IV Happy the soldier home, with not a notion How somewhere, every dawn, some men attack, And many sighs are drained. Happy the lad whose mind was never trained: His days are worth forgetting more than not. He sings along the march Which we march taciturn, because of dusk, The long, forlorn, relentless trend From larger day to huger night. V We wise, who with a thought besmirch Blood over all our soul, How should we see our task But through his blunt and lashless eyes? Alive, he is not vital overmuch; Dying, not mortal overmuch; Nor sad, nor proud, Nor curious at all. He cannot tell Old men's placidity from his. VI But cursed are dullards whom no cannon stuns, That they should be as stones. Wretched are they, and mean With paucity that never was simplicity. By choice they made themselves immune To pity and whatever mourns in man Before the last sea and the hapless stars; Whatever mourns when many leave these shores; Whatever shares The eternal reciprocity of tears
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Forsythias flower now, A shock of yellow petals Matching my Daffodils. Pure yellow, Brighter than the sun. Galaxies of petal-stars Hanging from spiral arms. As numerous as a shoal of fish, Or flock of birds. Nature stuns us with its numbers. Winter hangs on With chilling grip. But blossoms like these hold promise Of warmer days. My crocuses were first: Defiant spears thrusting into the frosty air. And now the second wave is here: Flower after flower, Bird after bird: Robins and Blue **** Blackbirds and Sparrows. Pesky gnats are out As everything awakes From hibernation. Yes Spring is here, Showing us once more The sheer resilience of Life. Paul Butters
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Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 3:11 PM UTC
Forsythias
Don’t ever trust her! She’s using you. And when she’s done- All you’ll have is bite marks and pain. She’s a cobra on the inside. She keeps her friends too close. If they ever find out what she really is, She figures it out and pounces at them. Bite mark after bite mark. Venom stuns the bodies of victims past. Some say she mimics the emotions of others; To find out how to bring them in. But never fall for this. For you will be just another meal.
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 10:36 PM UTC
Cobra
scratchy and damp do not harmonize underfoot and fear and the ocean should not coexist but like this elevator missing the thirteenth button, my comfort sinks with tantalizing, lethargic anxiety. the boards are a smokeless fire underfoot, grit rolling between me and chipped brown paint, as i beg for cold, thirst for salt, but do not run to the provocative, promising body beyond the dunes. and my clothes are underfoot, and this lemonade pink towel whose corner grabs at the sand, and the hot dry fades into something that is sturdy and packed down by bounds like mine. carbon slices at my underfoot, the sharp home of a long-dead thing, as my heel strikes the iron, water-pat shore, and the shock of it stuns my bones. shock! cold underfoot lace between my toes, smoking from wood and run and then my face is in the sea, because who needs air when life is the sun trapping itself in the pink of my shoulder blades?
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Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 2:12 PM UTC
Orange Beach
she manages to twist things into a lifetime wonder but life is made up of losses, and finally the picture stuns with clarity. that she is merely an inexperienced truant-player on a roll a rather silly heraldist of mundane matters an astounding figment of wonder. she holds in her right hand jagged wedges of exquisite thrills which she feeds slowly to the roiling storm one by one - by one. on the edges of the larcenous cloud, she sits and waits while throwing down pebbles of trying events all soft-cloaked in secret mirth. she grips in her left hand a galaxy of recalcitrant injuries that, two by two, she lets orbit off into space greet them in serene farewell. S T, 10 May 2013
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May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013 at 4:52 PM UTC
woman from venus
Thunderclouds booming like a military drum Rain is pelting with a solitary hum Lightning is crackling like the breaking of bones The sky is attacking rough enough to break stones The sun was a blood clot, before in the sky a burning ball of fire that could gouge out your eyes The grass was scorching, like needles beneath feet Until the sun set, admitting untimely defeat And the sky rolled yonder, like an enemy crouched An ominous shadow till the war cry was announced: Ear-splitting boom, that rattles in your gut Louder than a gun, and it stuns, now you run - But there's nowhere to run There's nowhere to hide From the galloping dread, like a torrential tide Its coming for you, twisted hand of fate shaped like a lightning bolt, straight out of the gate The faces that peer, innocently knowing That the sky-god's wrath was menacingly growing They're scattered across planes, barren as ice As the enemy cuts across them, with a single clean slice Unwavering is fate, that tossed out their doom And such is life and death, As sudden As unpredictable as a thunder's boom.
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 3:32 PM UTC
Thunder
1342 “Was not” was all the Statement. The Unpretension stuns— Perhaps—the Comprehension— They wore no Lexicons— But lest our Speculation In inanition die Because “God took him” mention— That was Philology—
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Was not was all the Statement
A quiet night, a windy night, a night... for battle I stalk the corners, scan the windows, watching... for battle My keeper sleeps, safe in his dreams, confident... he will survive the night A sound... Zounds! A foe in the dark! He attacks! Dodge! Jump! Roll! We tumble and grapple, my master wakes! A light stuns my foe, I deal the killing blow, he stood no chance... This string shall hurt my master no more!
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Oct 9, 2010
Oct 9, 2010 at 6:58 PM UTC
Silent Protector
I don't know whether I'm numb or accustomed to this feeling, With time is it steeling? What I should feel, But then why shouldn't it steal, This dreadful feeling, That takes away from living, But also takes away what I feel, Should it continue to take the wheel? Or ignore this feeling-once and for all, Even tho I'm still affected by its call, To ignite a fire in me, That nobody can see, Except for in my poetry, Will I just let this feeling go, To no longer feel that blow, That ignites the flame, And puts me to shame, That feeling just always comes, And me it almost always stuns, Cause how could one get used to, A feeling you feel abused to, No matter what I choose-it'll always be present, It's whether or not I chose to resent it, And whether or not I feel it, Is not always up to me, You see, It hurts me more than I'd like to admit... ....That **** jealousy...
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Mar 8, 2015
Mar 8, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC
That **** feeling
First waiting Anxiously take a seat Gears turning Sounds and movement begin Slowly ascending Trees leave the line of sight Thoughts fading The view stuns and stimulates wonder Cerebration returning Inspiration gathers as the moment passes Still yearning Anxiously must wait again Moment approaching Mentally process, soak it all in Beautiful showing Life from the ferris wheel view
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Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 2:47 AM UTC
Ferris Wheel
I had the sunshine The calm, the serenity Of loose waves caressing the ocean shore Of sweet sunshine bathing the world in golden joy Of perfect winds, keeping the temperatures just right I had it all But now i find myself morphing back into what I used to be The sunshine gives way to dark starry nights The stars shine and glisten, always just out of reach The waves are turbulent on the shore, crashing, thrashing, threatening those that come near The winds are both silent and deadly in their hostile unpredictability Oh sweet serenity, where have you gone? I was glad when I found you Now I’m all alone The turbulence is back, it creeps in at the dead of night When darkness takes more than just the morning light Dear calm collected control I’m holding onto you with the tips of my fingernails Holding onto you with careful lies I tell myself, to keep going I tell myself you’ll come back soon That its just the effects of the day or the moon But I feel it stirring now The baseless anxiety The unquestionable sadness that lingers in the back of my mind, at no thoughts in particular The lack of thoughts and the sheer volume of them stuns me into paralysis I am motionless as I attempt to move I am confused As I think ten steps ahead, while moving 3 steps back, I wonder, what have I done wrong? I wonder, why has the sunshine gone
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Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 6:04 AM UTC
Moods
stove juts out stuns in sixty-year-old kitchen shiny, electric, everyone marvels so much better than the gas stove as if the functions are not the same. I, misled, maybe have no newfound love for false hearths and work dens masquerading as homes. we never knew food just kosher salt, pepper, ketchup a dash of rosemary yet our curves labored, steamed hours heaped over knotted heels at the end of the workday you were so tired and we ate whatever you could manage. I desired to taste liberty, imagined I had it on a slow burner simmering with coriander seeds, cumin, cinnamon chili powder bleeding into broth parsley finely cut into slivers for garnish grew dry in my hands, waiting. Somehow I ended up back in that same kitchen a dream at my lips, hungrier than before.
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Aug 6, 2020
Aug 6, 2020 at 8:23 AM UTC
same old thing
I. am. so. pathetic. I'll look for days we work together and look forward to it only to end up regretting the fact that we did. The days I know I'll see you I'll try to be more pretty A better version of me. Only to have you not notice. How is it possible that... with one word, you can ruin my day week month life with an action, break my heart? with a look, make all cheer disappear? And at the same time, How is it possible that... with a crooked smile, you make my soul skip? with a touch, make my insides flip? with an invasion in my thoughts, make me blush? with the sensation of your voice, pep me up? You hurt me so much un-intentional or not you hurt me so much yet I still want you so bad How can it be... that in all misery, I long to see your face? And at the same time... want to punch you in that very face? You made me feel special at one point. Made me feel wanted even if it was only physically sexually you still made me feel wanted. And it felt so great so good to feel beautiful but now... it's horrible feeling so horrid. How you can... toss my emotions with such finesse such ease stuns me. How I can... dream, wish, hope for you to flirt touch tease me like you have before and to do so once more stupefies me. You were You are my motivation to impress and look my very best. even if I fail. Please! I'm begging you at least pretend you once again like me as more than a friend. I don't care if you play mind games mess with my head as long as part of that time I'll be in your arms again. I hate this desperation hormonal infatuation temptation and frustration in having this almost-obsession for you. My mind has changed Now just go away I may miss you but still just leave. Because the pain of seeing you all the time knowing you'll never be mine is much worse than "mixed feelings." I can longer breathe. Lift me up out of love During the fall I broke too many bones. But then again, you're. as. pathetic. as. me. because you can't see how much more happy you would be if you let her go move on. She was never there. She was always gone. This V- romance is too much chance. Let's break off and never ever get pieced together again.
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May 19, 2010
May 19, 2010 at 2:57 AM UTC
Pac-man ate his Misses
I. am. so. pathetic. I'll look for days we work together and look forward to it only to end up regretting the fact that we did. The days I know I'll see you I'll try to be more pretty A better version of me. Only to have you not notice. How is it possible that... with one word, you can ruin my day week month life with an action, break my heart? with a look, make all cheer disappear? And at the same time, How is it possible that... with a crooked smile, you make my soul skip? with a touch, make my insides flip? with an invasion in my thoughts, make me blush? with the sensation of your voice, pep me up? You hurt me so much un-intentional or not you hurt me so much yet I still want you so bad How can it be... that in all misery, I long to see your face? And at the same time... want to punch you in that very face? You made me feel special at one point. Made me feel wanted even if it was only physically sexually you still made me feel wanted. And it felt so great so good to feel beautiful but now... it's horrible feeling so horrid. How you can... toss my emotions with such finesse such ease stuns me. How I can... dream, wish, hope for you to flirt touch tease me like you have before and to do so once more stupefies me. You were You are my motivation to impress and look my very best. even if I fail. Please! I'm begging you at least pretend you once again like me as more than a friend. I don't care if you play mind games mess with my head as long as part of that time I'll be in your arms again. I hate this desperation hormonal infatuation temptation and frustration in having this almost-obsession for you. My mind has changed Now just go away I may miss you but still just leave. Because the pain of seeing you all the time knowing you'll never be mine is much worse than "mixed feelings." I can longer breathe. Lift me up out of love During the fall I broke too many bones. But then again, you're. as. pathetic. as. me. because you can't see how much more happy you would be if you let her go move on. She was never there. She was always gone. This V- romance is too much chance. Let's break off and never ever get pieced together again.
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