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I have the unfortunate belief that my self-worth lies in the quality of my hair. It may sound ridiculous, but it's true. Go ahead, touch my hair. I feed off of your fascination -though I remain engaged only as long as you do- my tolerance for my hair is equivalent to its length. I once had someone tell me "I like your hair better straight" And that was when fifth grade ruined me. I thought by changing they would accept me. And Daniel would like me like he liked Taylor and all of my likes would be returned and Eddie would choose me because we were best friends and I had the fortune of being beautiful but I wasn't allowed to be beautiful to him because I have this hair. People wonder why I spend hours with an iron. But when you're so different that boys won't like you because your hair is curly and you teeth are crooked you have no choice but to change the things that are in your power. I could never make myself fully white But I sure as hell can straighten my hair and let Mamaw buy me braces. They can call you giraffe neck still, but at least your hair is straight like everyone else. Yes, you like to touch it and it's "neat" and it's "soft" But why on earth should that matter to me? People respect my hair because it is mine. But he will not love it unless it is like hers- wind-caught silk that hangs to her waist. I weep for my hair. I weep for my hair. You do not understand how different it is. You do not understand how hard it is to stick out like a sore thumb because your genetics were oppressed for 500 years. I am ugly Because of my hair. No number of people telling me of its beauty will matter because I cannot see it. He cannot see it either.
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 2:15 AM UTC
The Biracial Blues (A Tale of Curly Hair)
I have the unfortunate belief that my self-worth lies in the quality of my hair. It may sound ridiculous, but it's true. Go ahead, touch my hair. I feed off of your fascination -though I remain engaged only as long as you do- my tolerance for my hair is equivalent to its length. I once had someone tell me "I like your hair better straight" And that was when fifth grade ruined me. I thought by changing they would accept me. And Daniel would like me like he liked Taylor and all of my likes would be returned and Eddie would choose me because we were best friends and I had the fortune of being beautiful but I wasn't allowed to be beautiful to him because I have this hair. People wonder why I spend hours with an iron. But when you're so different that boys won't like you because your hair is curly and you teeth are crooked you have no choice but to change the things that are in your power. I could never make myself fully white But I sure as hell can straighten my hair and let Mamaw buy me braces. They can call you giraffe neck still, but at least your hair is straight like everyone else. Yes, you like to touch it and it's "neat" and it's "soft" But why on earth should that matter to me? People respect my hair because it is mine. But he will not love it unless it is like hers- wind-caught silk that hangs to her waist. I weep for my hair. I weep for my hair. You do not understand how different it is. You do not understand how hard it is to stick out like a sore thumb because your genetics were oppressed for 500 years. I am ugly Because of my hair. No number of people telling me of its beauty will matter because I cannot see it. He cannot see it either.
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Oh, they think they know. While second guessing at best. Pure speculation about us. About our friends with benefits. Without understanding just how deep it is. We see the smiles. We hear the giggles. And notice the winking of the eyes. And they still don't realize just what our friendship truly is. While they try to materialize to themselves our friends with benefits relationship. While they think it's ****** Maybe even physical. None gives it a guess that it's mostly emotional. When we need a laugh. When we need a listening ear. That's when our friends with benefits appears. When we need advice. Whether it's good or bad. That's when our friends with benefits kicks in. We let them speculate. We let them make their stupid mistakes. Even when we could straighten out their wrongs. All because our friends with benefits is so much more. Then physical or ******
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 8:10 AM UTC
Friends With Benefits
Im cold no one knows me not even myself Im tired of living with no self-help Oh hell Oh well Guess this fights over i hear the ringing of a bell In time in my own eyes im blind cant seem to find my way out of this mess so much stress just to impress Impress who you ask Matter fact i dont know that but all these suicidal tendencies Someone put an end to me I feel like i should be quoting Macbeth's final solilquoy Life is but a wandering shadow Goes nowhere like i care And all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death Now stop it for a minute let me catch my breath Foe his final line so i may go in depth Life is told by an idiot full of events signifying nothing so why repent and now i truly question can time be well spent? Just let me lament Few good times adn many bad all sad i start to get mad I start thinking even if i did look on the brightside id probably go blind no lie i bought a suit to meet god so let me straighten the tie my final words to you goodbye
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 11:41 PM UTC
An ode to Macbeth
[Chorus:] I make ******* insecure Ah, I make ******* insecure I make bitches's insecure It not my fault that I rock you ****** world [x2] [Verse 1] Hold up let me catch my breath Why you hoes jockin on me here gettin bread Pockets stay fat like I just won the menu Couldn't catch it open if I had no [?] click He neva met a ***** like me And he knew he couldn't have me So he told his ***** to get like me Miss pinky I'm rockin ****** world Call me bird cause I can **** on any nighaa and his girl Yea I'm cocky and ***** I got a reason Name one chick set trends all season Stay on my grind, cause you know yo girl the **** And I'm not like cream, but I can get yo nigha wet Everywhere I go I'm the center of attention, ****** tryna show off and get my attention Did I mention They call me miss distraction, Cause I can split a ***** from his ***** like a fraction [Chorus] [verse 2] Throw me my mic, no need for an intro Falen don't act like you don't know I mess it up stay jerkin, everyone must stare My steeze so hot it can straighten your hair Comin through like a raven, My jerkin videos, stay on dudes pages I'm that bomb nigha I'm nuclear Don't call me I'm like solar we stand out yea ***** we bright, skinny jeans Yea ***** we tight yup yup that's right So complex have the crowd restless While I'm yellin out we the baddest (we the baddest) No love honey Slap ****** and take they money I'm money hungry **** so lovely Flirt so EFF, ingggg DOPE .! ! [Chorus] [Verse 3] ***** *** ******* wanna talk **** Cause I'm that ***** And don't call me a bad ***** Call me a average ***** I'm badder I more than You hoes be lacking It's like I'm the teacher when I be rappin My flow so sick, when I'm done they start clappin I put a bullet through your chest ***** they up on me tryna **** with it Tryna get up in my ******* like I'm some kinda hoochie Don't **** a ***** ***** cause they all boogie boogie Yea and I'm 2 fly To **** with you No I'm 3 fly everbody know me know Yea an I'm so fly they be on me, on me. [Chorus] [Verse 4] Money money money Thats all I wrote I stay on top Your the water I'm the boat Alway a **** and never a *** I stay with mo plus ****** plus dough Young in the game but I ain't a little girl It jus take ten nigaas to rock my world Rock rock my world, yea rock my world So, I want you you you plus you Plus the boy back there lookin cute in the blue (You kinda cute) People hate me cause they can't do what I do Mean muggin I laugh at you I took you man then stole yo boo Blah blah it's true Heart so cold like a freakin igloo Got all these nighas like boo hoo And on these tracks I go cookoo
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Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 1:16 PM UTC
Insecure
[Chorus:] I make ******* insecure Ah, I make ******* insecure I make bitches's insecure It not my fault that I rock you ****** world [x2] [Verse 1] Hold up let me catch my breath Why you hoes jockin on me here gettin bread Pockets stay fat like I just won the menu Couldn't catch it open if I had no [?] click He neva met a ***** like me And he knew he couldn't have me So he told his ***** to get like me Miss pinky I'm rockin ****** world Call me bird cause I can **** on any nighaa and his girl Yea I'm cocky and ***** I got a reason Name one chick set trends all season Stay on my grind, cause you know yo girl the **** And I'm not like cream, but I can get yo nigha wet Everywhere I go I'm the center of attention, ****** tryna show off and get my attention Did I mention They call me miss distraction, Cause I can split a ***** from his ***** like a fraction [Chorus] [verse 2] Throw me my mic, no need for an intro Falen don't act like you don't know I mess it up stay jerkin, everyone must stare My steeze so hot it can straighten your hair Comin through like a raven, My jerkin videos, stay on dudes pages I'm that bomb nigha I'm nuclear Don't call me I'm like solar we stand out yea ***** we bright, skinny jeans Yea ***** we tight yup yup that's right So complex have the crowd restless While I'm yellin out we the baddest (we the baddest) No love honey Slap ****** and take they money I'm money hungry **** so lovely Flirt so EFF, ingggg DOPE .! ! [Chorus] [Verse 3] ***** *** ******* wanna talk **** Cause I'm that ***** And don't call me a bad ***** Call me a average ***** I'm badder I more than You hoes be lacking It's like I'm the teacher when I be rappin My flow so sick, when I'm done they start clappin I put a bullet through your chest ***** they up on me tryna **** with it Tryna get up in my ******* like I'm some kinda hoochie Don't **** a ***** ***** cause they all boogie boogie Yea and I'm 2 fly To **** with you No I'm 3 fly everbody know me know Yea an I'm so fly they be on me, on me. [Chorus] [Verse 4] Money money money Thats all I wrote I stay on top Your the water I'm the boat Alway a **** and never a *** I stay with mo plus ****** plus dough Young in the game but I ain't a little girl It jus take ten nigaas to rock my world Rock rock my world, yea rock my world So, I want you you you plus you Plus the boy back there lookin cute in the blue (You kinda cute) People hate me cause they can't do what I do Mean muggin I laugh at you I took you man then stole yo boo Blah blah it's true Heart so cold like a freakin igloo Got all these nighas like boo hoo And on these tracks I go cookoo
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She is pyramidon spreads down the pyramid Led by him up the pyramid that keeps climbing high. Continues to straighten his straight line but her curve off the top embraces full is an enduring spiral! Off the apex of the pyramid the butterfly has slipped out Still a circle still a cut whatsmore is concealed in the pi? Future is in now, deathless in death only a pi away!
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 11:20 AM UTC
Only a Pi Away
Within the shadow of a false icon, Which hangs over me like fallen titans, The ones who in the darkness of ignorance wore capes and flew, But now wear maniacal grins and snarl to. The same person who used to make you want to say live, Now only force you to to spell it backwards and with yourself become more combative. He says he misses me, But that would make three, Me, mom and The Monster, He says "straighten your postue" I miss the days I could look past your hypocrisies, Back when I could look at your  and think "these are the right policies " In my time of need, You can't seem to see, Your voice make me bleed, You're whose killing me To be stuck in a house, but not a home, Trapped inside not a shrine, but a tomb, Imprisoned by the voice that used to be that of ideology and hope, Which is now the voice of the hate that hangs me like a rope, The voice that tears my mind in two, One side screaming "you are wrong," and I should be rejecting you, The other side creeping and deafaningly whispers I am the infection, adieu.
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 6:24 PM UTC
A Fallen Titan
315 He fumbles at your Soul As Players at the Keys Before they drop full Music on— He stuns you by degrees— Prepares your brittle Nature For the Ethereal Blow By fainter Hammers—further heard— Then nearer—Then so slow Your Breath has time to straighten— Your Brain—to bubble Cool— Deals—One—imperial—Thunderbolt— That scalps your naked Soul— When Winds take Forests in the Paws— The Universe—is still—
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He fumbles at your Soul
Is A Birthday A Birthday Without Celebration A child of God on his creation Is A Birthday A Birthday Without A cake The sweet smell plus the time it took to make Is A Birthday A Birthday Without Blowing out candles hot dripping wax 65 candles fire to the max Is A Birthday A Birthday Without Singing the song A sadness lingered all day long Is A Birthday A Birthday Without A friend to share it with Or are all these reasons just a myth Pouring Rain fierce winds rocked my car I walked the mall Beauty Salon new look cut style my hair No one to notice or to care Shopping Victoria Secrets, things I did not need But made me smile The happness only lasted a short while See’s candy, picked out my favorite kind Still sad loneliness on my mind Bed bath and beyond; rosewater candles Surely the scent would cheer my mood Perhaps Chinese’s food Wonton soup and *** stickers To take home Painful knee ended my time to roam Reading comments ,well wishers who Remember my Birthday I’m done celebrating now Ready for the end of this Day Text messages Facebook too I wish I understood I wish I knew Why I feel this way Tomorrow Will be A bright New Day Inspired Song 1) It’s my party by Lesley Gore (And I’ll cry if I want to) 2) Happy birthday the new kids by on the block 3) Happy birthday by John Lennon 4) happy birthday by “Weird Al” Yankovic 5) happy birthday by Loretta Lynn 6) birthday by Katy Perry 7) happy birthday by Stevie Wonder 8) birthday by The Beatles
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Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 5:44 AM UTC
What Constitutes A Birthday
you're not your hair: you can cut it dye it curl it straighten it shave it bend it twist it; you're not your face: you can hide it under layers of make-up you can put on lenses you can change your face in a matter of minutes; you're not your skin: you can cut it draw on it bite it tear it; you're not your body: you can lose weight gain weight; you're not your clothes: strip them off; never reduce yourself to a colour a number an adjective a noun never reduce yourself to a simple word you are the thoughts you have at 3 a.m. the lame jokes you tell your friends the art you create the books you read the pages you have dog-eared the quotes you have highlighted the coffee you never finished drinking the movie you watch after midnight, wrapped in a blanket the chocolate cake you ate that night with that girl the slice of pizza you could've eaten but you gave to your best friend the kiss that still burns on your lips the cigarettes that sting in your lungs long after you smoked them the dreams you dream the worlds you build in your mind the song that's stuck in your head the moments you're in the shower the iloveyous the ikindaguessilikeyous the icareforyous the seeyoulaters the words you say the smiles you smile the laughs you laugh the loves you love the hates you hate you are an entire universe: you're stars and planets and galaxies and asteroids and comets you are a cosmos trapped in a shell. you are a gazillion worlds locked in a human cage. never think of yourself as of anything less.
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Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 7:49 PM UTC
if you're looking for a sign not to **** yourself tonight, this is it
you're not your hair: you can cut it dye it curl it straighten it shave it bend it twist it; you're not your face: you can hide it under layers of make-up you can put on lenses you can change your face in a matter of minutes; you're not your skin: you can cut it draw on it bite it tear it; you're not your body: you can lose weight gain weight; you're not your clothes: strip them off; never reduce yourself to a colour a number an adjective a noun never reduce yourself to a simple word you are the thoughts you have at 3 a.m. the lame jokes you tell your friends the art you create the books you read the pages you have dog-eared the quotes you have highlighted the coffee you never finished drinking the movie you watch after midnight, wrapped in a blanket the chocolate cake you ate that night with that girl the slice of pizza you could've eaten but you gave to your best friend the kiss that still burns on your lips the cigarettes that sting in your lungs long after you smoked them the dreams you dream the worlds you build in your mind the song that's stuck in your head the moments you're in the shower the iloveyous the ikindaguessilikeyous the icareforyous the seeyoulaters the words you say the smiles you smile the laughs you laugh the loves you love the hates you hate you are an entire universe: you're stars and planets and galaxies and asteroids and comets you are a cosmos trapped in a shell. you are a gazillion worlds locked in a human cage. never think of yourself as of anything less.
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you can't make a flower grow by telling it you love it, by telling it it's beautiful. a flower will continue to wither away, even if you keep saying "I'm here for you." when winter comes and the flower begins to die, telling the flower "it gets better" won't warm the temperature. don't try to nurture a flower you picked. it will never be safer in your hands, than it was in the grass. flowers will dry when you rip them from the roots. don't look at a brown flower, and ask it "whats wrong". it wouldn't tell you even if it could talk. don't lie to the flower and say "its going to be okay" because you put it in a vase. the flower knows its not the same. don't bother saying "you're not alone" because flowers die all the time, it already knows. the flower is still on its own. you can't glue the petals back on, after you've plucked them all for a game. she probably doesn't love you, and the flower is not to blame. you can't straighten out the stem, after you've stepped on it in passing. it will always be bent even if you repent. "i didn't mean to" means nothing to a flower after you leave it in the dark. it doesn't matter what you've said, the flower is already dead. a withered and dry flower, will not stand up and turn green just because you love it. these things are simple facts, its how nature works, and nature will never love you back. i know you're really trying, and doing everything you can. but without water and sun, the flower will keep dying.
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 1:52 AM UTC
My Middle Name Is Rose
If there is any life when death is over, These tawny beaches will know much of me, I shall come back, as constant and as changeful As the unchanging, many-colored sea. If life was small, if it has made me scornful, Forgive me; I shall straighten like a flame In the great calm of death, and if you want me Stand on the sea-ward dunes and call my name.
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On The Dunes
relaxing? relaxing would be a sin against myself. see God spun and wove golden bits of wisdom in these curls that are mine. see these curls spring loud with songs of my Nubian mothers and war cries of my Rasta fathers. see these curls bounce proud to the rhythm of tribal drums and the foot prints of my sisters from Manila reside there as they roll lumpia between the coils and springs. see these curls have moved sandstone bricks cross deserts, building divine architecture so perfectly aligned with cosmos and planets until Moses told Pharaoh to Let My People Go. these curls have traveled cross oceans and triangles packed like sardines squalid below the decks of ships. see these curls have been ***** by the nasty ***** in the big house and suffered sun strokes in cotton fields. see these curls sing loud and strong. See these curls were branded and forced at gunpoint behind ******** barbed wire fences gassed to death in the name of so called purification. see these curls bleed the pain of fire hoses and dog bites and whites only signs. see these curls wont back down gainst no burnin crosses gainst no swastikas gainst no elephant ******** talkin all that jazz on fox and cnn. see these curls dance wildly off beat to straight rhythms that drone on in 4/4 time c major sixty bpm. see these curls are Mas and my Grammas. see my curls are too proud to sit back and chill and won’t take no **** or heat or hot air. see these curls cannot be contained in braids or scarves or jars of creamy crack. see these curls dare you to force them to coerce them to straighten up their act. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls will not ******* relax.
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Nov 30, 2012
Nov 30, 2012 at 12:03 PM UTC
soft and beautiful just for me
relaxing? relaxing would be a sin against myself. see God spun and wove golden bits of wisdom in these curls that are mine. see these curls spring loud with songs of my Nubian mothers and war cries of my Rasta fathers. see these curls bounce proud to the rhythm of tribal drums and the foot prints of my sisters from Manila reside there as they roll lumpia between the coils and springs. see these curls have moved sandstone bricks cross deserts, building divine architecture so perfectly aligned with cosmos and planets until Moses told Pharaoh to Let My People Go. these curls have traveled cross oceans and triangles packed like sardines squalid below the decks of ships. see these curls have been ***** by the nasty ***** in the big house and suffered sun strokes in cotton fields. see these curls sing loud and strong. See these curls were branded and forced at gunpoint behind ******** barbed wire fences gassed to death in the name of so called purification. see these curls bleed the pain of fire hoses and dog bites and whites only signs. see these curls wont back down gainst no burnin crosses gainst no swastikas gainst no elephant ******** talkin all that jazz on fox and cnn. see these curls dance wildly off beat to straight rhythms that drone on in 4/4 time c major sixty bpm. see these curls are Mas and my Grammas. see my curls are too proud to sit back and chill and won’t take no **** or heat or hot air. see these curls cannot be contained in braids or scarves or jars of creamy crack. see these curls dare you to force them to coerce them to straighten up their act. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls will not ******* relax.
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I Am Waiting I am waiting for my case to come up and I am waiting for a rebirth of wonder and I am waiting for someone to really discover America and wail and I am waiting for the discovery of a new symbolic western frontier and I am waiting for the American Eagle to really spread its wings and straighten up and fly right and I am waiting for the Age of Anxiety to drop dead and I am waiting for the war to be fought which will make the world safe for anarchy and I am waiting for the final withering away of all governments and I am perpetually awaiting a rebirth of wonder I am waiting for the Second Coming and I am waiting for a religious revival to sweep thru the state of Arizona and I am waiting for the Grapes of Wrath to be stored and I am waiting for them to prove that God is really American and I am waiting to see God on television piped onto church altars if only they can find the right channel to tune in on and I am waiting for the Last Supper to be served again with a strange new appetizer and I am perpetually awaiting a rebirth of wonder I am waiting for my number to be called and I am waiting for the Salvation Army to take over and I am waiting for the meek to be blessed and inherit the earth without taxes and I am waiting for forests and animals to reclaim the earth as theirs and I am waiting for a way to be devised to destroy all nationalisms without killing anybody and I am waiting for linnets and planets to fall like rain and I am waiting for lovers and weepers to lie down together again in a new rebirth of wonder I am waiting for the Great Divide to be crossed and I am anxiously waiting for the secret of eternal life to be discovered by an obscure general practitioner and I am waiting for the storms of life to be over and I am waiting to set sail for happiness and I am waiting for a reconstructed Mayflower to reach America with its picture story and tv rights sold in advance to the natives and I am waiting for the lost music to sound again in the Lost Continent in a new rebirth of wonder I am waiting for the day that maketh all things clear and I am awaiting retribution for what America did to Tom Sawyer and I am waiting for Alice in Wonderland to retransmit to me her total dream of innocence and I am waiting for Childe Roland to come to the final darkest tower and I am waiting for Aphrodite to grow live arms at a final disarmament conference in a new rebirth of wonder I am waiting to get some intimations of immortality by recollecting my early childhood and I am waiting for the green mornings to come again youth’s dumb green fields come back again and I am waiting for some strains of unpremeditated art to shake my typewriter and I am waiting to write the great indelible poem and I am waiting for the last long careless rapture and I am perpetually waiting for the fleeing lovers on the Grecian Urn to catch each other up at last and embrace and I am awaiting perpetually and forever a renaissance of wonder
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 12:55 PM UTC
LAWRENCE FERLINGHETTI
I Am Waiting I am waiting for my case to come up and I am waiting for a rebirth of wonder and I am waiting for someone to really discover America and wail and I am waiting for the discovery of a new symbolic western frontier and I am waiting for the American Eagle to really spread its wings and straighten up and fly right and I am waiting for the Age of Anxiety to drop dead and I am waiting for the war to be fought which will make the world safe for anarchy and I am waiting for the final withering away of all governments and I am perpetually awaiting a rebirth of wonder I am waiting for the Second Coming and I am waiting for a religious revival to sweep thru the state of Arizona and I am waiting for the Grapes of Wrath to be stored and I am waiting for them to prove that God is really American and I am waiting to see God on television piped onto church altars if only they can find the right channel to tune in on and I am waiting for the Last Supper to be served again with a strange new appetizer and I am perpetually awaiting a rebirth of wonder I am waiting for my number to be called and I am waiting for the Salvation Army to take over and I am waiting for the meek to be blessed and inherit the earth without taxes and I am waiting for forests and animals to reclaim the earth as theirs and I am waiting for a way to be devised to destroy all nationalisms without killing anybody and I am waiting for linnets and planets to fall like rain and I am waiting for lovers and weepers to lie down together again in a new rebirth of wonder I am waiting for the Great Divide to be crossed and I am anxiously waiting for the secret of eternal life to be discovered by an obscure general practitioner and I am waiting for the storms of life to be over and I am waiting to set sail for happiness and I am waiting for a reconstructed Mayflower to reach America with its picture story and tv rights sold in advance to the natives and I am waiting for the lost music to sound again in the Lost Continent in a new rebirth of wonder I am waiting for the day that maketh all things clear and I am awaiting retribution for what America did to Tom Sawyer and I am waiting for Alice in Wonderland to retransmit to me her total dream of innocence and I am waiting for Childe Roland to come to the final darkest tower and I am waiting for Aphrodite to grow live arms at a final disarmament conference in a new rebirth of wonder I am waiting to get some intimations of immortality by recollecting my early childhood and I am waiting for the green mornings to come again youth’s dumb green fields come back again and I am waiting for some strains of unpremeditated art to shake my typewriter and I am waiting to write the great indelible poem and I am waiting for the last long careless rapture and I am perpetually waiting for the fleeing lovers on the Grecian Urn to catch each other up at last and embrace and I am awaiting perpetually and forever a renaissance of wonder
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You awaken in the cardboard box That you refer to as your home The dawn is barely breaking And already you feel alone A ****** bath in a public restroom Then you’re ready to start your day Layers of stage makeup hide the wounds Of the lead in this lack of morality play First up is the sadistic businessman He knows the drugs you need But it comes with one condition That he gets to see you bleed With his one hand around your throat And the other grabbing your breast He takes whatever looks good And leaves you with the rest You straighten out your dress And try to wipe yourself clean You’re helped back to your feet By a schoolboy of age seventeen He's skipped his classes for the day And borrowed his mother's van Now he’ll gladly pay your fee If you'll make him into a man It’s all over before it begins A symptom he can't control You can barely feel it anyway Numb in both body and soul At night you meet your **** And give the devil his due You willingly submit to him As he runs you through You retreat to the cardboard box That you refer to as your home The moon is heavy in the sky And you can finally be alone Your lips wrap around the pipe The smoke molests your lungs And slowly you begin to forget The world that you came from You once dreamt of a white knight That would come and take you away Now seen as only vestiges Of a young girl’s naiveté Dignity is a memory An illusion from your past Like pleasure or happiness A feeling you could never grasp You once thought you’d hit rock bottom But there was so much further left to fall You were filled with unknown fears But now you’ve named them all Add up the rocks they pay As you break their last taboo And the secrets that they share When they’re deep inside of you A normal person would go insane But your body is no longer yours Are you less than human now? One of a thousand nameless ****** You wonder if they see a woman Or just another object on her knees You could show them who you really are But that’s not what they pay you to be
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Jan 1, 2012
Jan 1, 2012 at 5:08 PM UTC
Strawberry
You awaken in the cardboard box That you refer to as your home The dawn is barely breaking And already you feel alone A ****** bath in a public restroom Then you’re ready to start your day Layers of stage makeup hide the wounds Of the lead in this lack of morality play First up is the sadistic businessman He knows the drugs you need But it comes with one condition That he gets to see you bleed With his one hand around your throat And the other grabbing your breast He takes whatever looks good And leaves you with the rest You straighten out your dress And try to wipe yourself clean You’re helped back to your feet By a schoolboy of age seventeen He's skipped his classes for the day And borrowed his mother's van Now he’ll gladly pay your fee If you'll make him into a man It’s all over before it begins A symptom he can't control You can barely feel it anyway Numb in both body and soul At night you meet your **** And give the devil his due You willingly submit to him As he runs you through You retreat to the cardboard box That you refer to as your home The moon is heavy in the sky And you can finally be alone Your lips wrap around the pipe The smoke molests your lungs And slowly you begin to forget The world that you came from You once dreamt of a white knight That would come and take you away Now seen as only vestiges Of a young girl’s naiveté Dignity is a memory An illusion from your past Like pleasure or happiness A feeling you could never grasp You once thought you’d hit rock bottom But there was so much further left to fall You were filled with unknown fears But now you’ve named them all Add up the rocks they pay As you break their last taboo And the secrets that they share When they’re deep inside of you A normal person would go insane But your body is no longer yours Are you less than human now? One of a thousand nameless ****** You wonder if they see a woman Or just another object on her knees You could show them who you really are But that’s not what they pay you to be
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Peter Pan said Wendy - There's something I want to tell you. I am neither straight nor bent But what you might call bendy Captain Hook stopped reading his e-book and eavesdropped more intently. Peter knew what his flexible friend meant and spoke to her quite innocently. Wendy - I am as vanilla as Manilla envelopes in a creamery with whitewashed walls And identical twin albino Godzillas fighting snow leopards with cue ***** No gimp suit in fifty shades of grey for me. I am pretty much hormone-free, More than happy with asexuality, Playing pirated computer games on one hand And others' loves that dare not speak their names which fewer understand. In my world of dreamery certain flights of fancy pass me by. I love to fly and you Wendy. And I love you too Peter - Not Everygirl's Ideal of A Real Man. But I can understand the attraction of Lost Boys and their toys in Neverland. We've known each other for all these years, Shared too many troubles, thoughts and fears To be anything other than in each other's hearts. If I never visit Neverland again I know you will always be my closest friend, What, where, whenever happens To the bittersweet end. May we both be dying for an Excellent Adventure, If not together then separately. There is nothing better than to know That you will always be there for me No matter how we might grow Into this 21st century. And one day I may straighten out But That's Not What Life's About. Captain Hook put down his e-book and Facebooked a friend............... And that is where our story will end.
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 5:47 PM UTC
Bendy Wendy, Peter Pan And Captain Hook
Peter Pan said Wendy - There's something I want to tell you. I am neither straight nor bent But what you might call bendy Captain Hook stopped reading his e-book and eavesdropped more intently. Peter knew what his flexible friend meant and spoke to her quite innocently. Wendy - I am as vanilla as Manilla envelopes in a creamery with whitewashed walls And identical twin albino Godzillas fighting snow leopards with cue ***** No gimp suit in fifty shades of grey for me. I am pretty much hormone-free, More than happy with asexuality, Playing pirated computer games on one hand And others' loves that dare not speak their names which fewer understand. In my world of dreamery certain flights of fancy pass me by. I love to fly and you Wendy. And I love you too Peter - Not Everygirl's Ideal of A Real Man. But I can understand the attraction of Lost Boys and their toys in Neverland. We've known each other for all these years, Shared too many troubles, thoughts and fears To be anything other than in each other's hearts. If I never visit Neverland again I know you will always be my closest friend, What, where, whenever happens To the bittersweet end. May we both be dying for an Excellent Adventure, If not together then separately. There is nothing better than to know That you will always be there for me No matter how we might grow Into this 21st century. And one day I may straighten out But That's Not What Life's About. Captain Hook put down his e-book and Facebooked a friend............... And that is where our story will end.
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I have to get this out off my chest before I straighten every crooked object offensive clutter distraction OCD nervous as **** I'll pull out every hair or tear my fingers off If I don't figure out how to look in your eyes without screaming I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I can't remember anything before you I can't imagine anything without you I want to live the rest of my life with you But only if you think I'm cool We should just **** ourselves
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 12:59 AM UTC
I'm kinda edgy
I. you don't even know who you are yet, but you still have to stand on top of buildings and scream what you stand for. people won't hear your values unless you write it on their skin and tattoo it into their minds, so that’s what you’ll do. II. you aren't vain or stupid for idolizing singers with blonde hair and blue eyes, because they look like you, and yet they’re strong and beautiful. it’s okay when you connect to their music then you connect to your favorite boy band. they’ll teach you how your resident ******* means nothing compared to you. they’ll teach you how to winged eyeliner, and how to put your hair in a messy bun. they’ll teach you a new love for songwriting and you’ll probably want to start playing guitar, but the biggest thing is that you relate to them and they give you confidence. III. wear your ******* choker and straighten your hair (or leave it wavy if you’d rather). wear your dark eyeliner and cover your eyelashes with mascara. if you want to wear blue knee high socks, please do. keep your hipster shoes untied if you want. ignore the ******* who thinks you look nice but not in the right way, and go buy that dark lipstick you've been wanting for weeks. IV. don’t trust the people that tell you Taylor Swift has too many boyfriends, and that Beyonce dances too ****** they are the people that will criticize you for wearing a crop top and ripped jeans. they’ll pull you out of math class to change out of your short shorts, and you’ll be forced to watch as the boys you were ‘distracting’ succeed in class while you’re crying in the middle of the night trying to catch up. V. take more pictures of the scenery. those pink clouds you thought were pretty deserve to be photographed, so do it. they won’t always be around and you have to follow your instincts sometimes. stop taking so many pictures at concerts. they don’t really mean anything to you, and it’s more important to listen to the music that helps you breathe. cry when they sing your favorite song, and feel your dreams expanding as you watch. VI. please take care of yourself. when you need help, ask for help, or everything will spiral out of control too quickly. get enough sleep and stick up for yourself when you’re being pushed down. stop caring what other people think, because you’re really the only one that matters. when you’re sad go do what makes you happy, because even if it doesn't make you grin from ear to ear it will help. always remember to love yourself before you let someone else love you.
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 11:03 PM UTC
a note to the highschool girl with blonde hair:
I. you don't even know who you are yet, but you still have to stand on top of buildings and scream what you stand for. people won't hear your values unless you write it on their skin and tattoo it into their minds, so that’s what you’ll do. II. you aren't vain or stupid for idolizing singers with blonde hair and blue eyes, because they look like you, and yet they’re strong and beautiful. it’s okay when you connect to their music then you connect to your favorite boy band. they’ll teach you how your resident ******* means nothing compared to you. they’ll teach you how to winged eyeliner, and how to put your hair in a messy bun. they’ll teach you a new love for songwriting and you’ll probably want to start playing guitar, but the biggest thing is that you relate to them and they give you confidence. III. wear your ******* choker and straighten your hair (or leave it wavy if you’d rather). wear your dark eyeliner and cover your eyelashes with mascara. if you want to wear blue knee high socks, please do. keep your hipster shoes untied if you want. ignore the ******* who thinks you look nice but not in the right way, and go buy that dark lipstick you've been wanting for weeks. IV. don’t trust the people that tell you Taylor Swift has too many boyfriends, and that Beyonce dances too ****** they are the people that will criticize you for wearing a crop top and ripped jeans. they’ll pull you out of math class to change out of your short shorts, and you’ll be forced to watch as the boys you were ‘distracting’ succeed in class while you’re crying in the middle of the night trying to catch up. V. take more pictures of the scenery. those pink clouds you thought were pretty deserve to be photographed, so do it. they won’t always be around and you have to follow your instincts sometimes. stop taking so many pictures at concerts. they don’t really mean anything to you, and it’s more important to listen to the music that helps you breathe. cry when they sing your favorite song, and feel your dreams expanding as you watch. VI. please take care of yourself. when you need help, ask for help, or everything will spiral out of control too quickly. get enough sleep and stick up for yourself when you’re being pushed down. stop caring what other people think, because you’re really the only one that matters. when you’re sad go do what makes you happy, because even if it doesn't make you grin from ear to ear it will help. always remember to love yourself before you let someone else love you.
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don't understand me. this is not for you. It's for you. my Gemini shin splints are pirates. hopeless Romans, romantically dismantling the things you Undo. the things you You. I Doctor in your Seuss canal. with a frontal lobe, more Job than a postage stamp - in this Day and Age. It's grey and rage - with the tooth torn out ! Out through the probable snout of the next mummified god-king of our interlocking rot... our chamber pots spotting the oft begot good of our evil Mummenschanz we are crepes' rue; yet we roulette best in Typhoons from murk placid. with 2.8 kids and damp matches. we are struck in a gale of flaccid dumb as a Belle of the Ball that Squares a Rube with an Ism.... from Ix. sometimes.
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May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 8:38 PM UTC
STRAIGHTEN UP AND PYRITE
She is a work of art The epitome of beauty Covered in her African butter She wears a crown handcrafted by God When her foot touches the ground even the devil bows down She was happy with her perfect imperfections Till you came along and made her feel like absolute trash Playing mind games, you're really good at that Threatened by her crown, you told her to take it off "Straighten that Bush over your head" Told her that her berry was not sweet enough " Bleach your skin, light is the new beautiful " When you were out with your peasant till 2am She started reconnecting with the God within her And He restored her confidence When you least expected it, she packed her bags Put her crown back on and went back to owning her throne You and your cheap peasant didn't even last after her You can't enjoy your side dish without your main meal Now tell me.... How on earth do you even sleep at night?
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Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 10:24 AM UTC
Glitter will never be gold
My mother's tears bend my spine. Her weigh bends the wood that has made me strong like a tree in a storm. The water from her tear helps my feet sink roots into the ground, only to hope it keep us from washing away. Her heave breath, pump air into mine with a pray that it will keep us both alive. Her scared hand had clawed their way up from hell so that I will be one step closer to heaven when I take over the fight. Because with my brother youthful eye watch our mothers sob, I know this fight can longer belong to her. Therefore I pick up her broke shield and bent blade. I straighten my wooden spine over the weight of those that watch. Willing to become an unbreaking oak to keep my beloved safe. Ready to fight as a warrior in the world war that is life.
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Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 6:56 AM UTC
Take up the fight
The music thumps, the walls jump, she pole dances against the jamb. Dust rag in her right. polish in her left hand. House is hers for a few hours to fulfill a fantasy. Bump and grind it babe, the vacumn whiiiirrrs away. Shake that ***** strut that stuff, transfer clothes in washer to dryer. Wearing faded blue jeans, kick that leg up higher. Beds are made, bunnies dusted, she cat walks looking demure. Practices a sultry pout, wiping spots from the mirror. Work the shoulders, drop to a deep squa,t then stick the **** up in the air. Family is due home very soon, straighten her clothing with care. Greet the kids with hugs, husband with kisses, getting dinner to the table. While news plays in the background, her life is happy, solid and stable. Dishes washed, kids off to sleep, taking my husband by the hand, this housewife leads him to our room, where her stripper soul takes command
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Jun 23, 2010
Jun 23, 2010 at 10:31 AM UTC
Soul Of A Stripper, Life Of A Housewife
Rugged body hunches, Impression of a humpback, Spit blood more than saliva, Straighten posture to reveal Ghastly mold of ribcage, Bones poke at the dermis, Gasp, prickling oxygen, Pierces respiratory system, Flinch to agonizing pain An hour of spasms at the most, Wounds deemed trivial, Famed hers walk around To stitch the prized emblems
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 9:25 PM UTC
Ascension
* **Each painful moment is one more gem being studded in my crown, And then I straighten it out, smile and move on like a queen!!** *
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Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 3:47 AM UTC
Like a queen
A fold here, another there. I straighten it's wings to make sure they fly as far as they can. I swing my arm back, and let go. I watch as the wind carries my feelings away. I hope that the wind carries my heart to you.
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Dec 10, 2016
Dec 10, 2016 at 1:58 AM UTC
Paper Airplanes