I made a home out of you
Even after you told me of your hoeish past
Somehow I convinced myself that I am the lucky girl
Niave as usual
Infatuation has fades
The honeymoon has ended
I see all the signs I've been missing
Her face towel lies next to mine
Her toothbrush too
I ask no questions
You're a player, you have answers to them all
The day before your birthday
You're probably with her
You have not called me the entire day
Just a message alerting me you won't be available
Do you love her?
Am I not beautiful?
What part of me is not enough for you?
Who was I thinking I deserve any form of love
You walked away with half of me
Half my breath
It is still beyond me how I breath without you
Half my smile
Left me with this crooked smile
Half my soul
Left me with this hollow hole
My whole heart
How will I love another
You hurt me
But like they say "better the devil you know"
Come back to me
Love me right just this last time
Let us give this love one last try
How does my heart beat for the same man that broke it
you bruised me so badly that I can't seem to imagine being anything without you
I miss you
come back one more time and pretend you love me
I am addicted to the pain YOU made me feel for 5 whole years
I need my annual dose of pain.
I've become a reflection of the monster that broke my heart
Because of you I hurt another
Who could have been my first true lover
I tried to destroy every memory I have of you
But how could I possibly get rid of the air that I breathe
For so long every breathe I took was so I could spend my forever with you
Now I breathe in the hopes that one day fate will bring you back to me
So we can live happily ever after like you promised me we would
I will wait for you and if the wind doesn’t blow you back to me
I hope fate leads me to someone like you.
When you left I asked God to take my life, because I had lived mine for so long for you
He told me I would be fine
But how could I possibly carry on in this crazy world with half a heart and the half that I have beating and longing for the day you will come
I am a fool
without you here
GOD please.... I plea one.last.time
I don't want to have to take my own life.