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CHEERFUL voices by the sea-side Echoed through the summer air, Happy children, fresh and rosy, Sang and sported freely there, Often turning friendly glances, Where, neglectful of them all, On his bed among the gray rocks, Mused the pale child, little Paul. For he never joined their pastimes, Never danced upon the sand, Only smiled upon them kindly, Only waved his wasted hand. Many a treasured gift they bore him, Best beloved among them all. Many a childish heart grieved sadly, Thinking of poor little Paul. But while Florence was beside him, While her face above him bent, While her dear voice sounded near him, He was happy and content; Watching ever the great billows, Listening to their ceaseless fall, For they brought a pleasant music To the ear of little Paul. 'Sister Floy,' the pale child whispered, 'What is that the blue waves say? What strange message are they bringing From that shore so far away? Who is dwelling in that country Whence a low voice seems to call Softly, through the dash of waters, 'Come away, my little Paul'?' But sad Florence could not answer, Though her dim eyes tenderly Watched the wistful face, that ever Gazed across the restless sea, While the sunshine like a blessing On his bright hair seemed to fall, And the winds grew more caressing, As they kissed frail little Paul. Ere long, paler and more wasted, On another bed he lay, Where the city's din and discord Echoed round him day by day; While the voice that to his spirit By the sea-side seemed to call, Sounded with its tender music Very near to little Paul. As the deep tones of the ocean Linger in the frailest shell, So the lonely sea-side musings In his memory seemed to dwell. And he talked of golden waters Rippling on his chamber wall, While their melody in fancy Cheered the heart of little Paul. Clinging fast to faithful Florence, Murmuring faintly night and day, Of the swift and darksome river Bearing him so far away, Toward a shore whose blessed sunshine Seemed most radiantly to fall On a beautiful mild spirit, Waiting there for little Paul. So the tide of life ebbed slowly, Till the last wave died away, And nothing but the fragile wreck On the sister's ***** lay. And from out death's solemn waters, Lifted high above them all, In her arms the spirit mother Bore the soul of little Paul.
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Little Paul
CHEERFUL voices by the sea-side Echoed through the summer air, Happy children, fresh and rosy, Sang and sported freely there, Often turning friendly glances, Where, neglectful of them all, On his bed among the gray rocks, Mused the pale child, little Paul. For he never joined their pastimes, Never danced upon the sand, Only smiled upon them kindly, Only waved his wasted hand. Many a treasured gift they bore him, Best beloved among them all. Many a childish heart grieved sadly, Thinking of poor little Paul. But while Florence was beside him, While her face above him bent, While her dear voice sounded near him, He was happy and content; Watching ever the great billows, Listening to their ceaseless fall, For they brought a pleasant music To the ear of little Paul. 'Sister Floy,' the pale child whispered, 'What is that the blue waves say? What strange message are they bringing From that shore so far away? Who is dwelling in that country Whence a low voice seems to call Softly, through the dash of waters, 'Come away, my little Paul'?' But sad Florence could not answer, Though her dim eyes tenderly Watched the wistful face, that ever Gazed across the restless sea, While the sunshine like a blessing On his bright hair seemed to fall, And the winds grew more caressing, As they kissed frail little Paul. Ere long, paler and more wasted, On another bed he lay, Where the city's din and discord Echoed round him day by day; While the voice that to his spirit By the sea-side seemed to call, Sounded with its tender music Very near to little Paul. As the deep tones of the ocean Linger in the frailest shell, So the lonely sea-side musings In his memory seemed to dwell. And he talked of golden waters Rippling on his chamber wall, While their melody in fancy Cheered the heart of little Paul. Clinging fast to faithful Florence, Murmuring faintly night and day, Of the swift and darksome river Bearing him so far away, Toward a shore whose blessed sunshine Seemed most radiantly to fall On a beautiful mild spirit, Waiting there for little Paul. So the tide of life ebbed slowly, Till the last wave died away, And nothing but the fragile wreck On the sister's ***** lay. And from out death's solemn waters, Lifted high above them all, In her arms the spirit mother Bore the soul of little Paul.
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( or also entitled : Just How Much ******** Are You Prepared to Believe) Confidence - grandiosity Hope - Delusion Ambition - grandiosity + delusion Love - Co-dependency Unrequited Love & romantic hopes - Erotomania Sexuality - Hypersexuality Happiness - Manic mood Sadness - Depression Shock - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Emotional - Bipolar Fear - Paranoia/psychosis Distrust - Suspicion ( e.g paranoia) Loneliness - Neediness Needing connection to others - Co-dependant Existential doubts - suicidal Spiritual awakening - psychosis Sarcasm - Aggression Loner - socially-withdrawn Messy - self-neglectful Angry - dangerous/violent Faith - dangerous Religisiosity dubious combination of some of the above : Schizophrenia Note : All of these need drugs to 'cure' them so the drugs companies can make a fortune & pay you a premium. Where did you think the money for your salary came from?
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Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
The Psychiatrist's/ Consultant Doctors Dictionary
Sometimes you see her admiring herself In the mirror that's hanging next to the shelf. And when she does it, oh, how she shines! Is that, dear cat, how you practice your lines? She seems not to care if we pay attention, But maybe right here I ought to make mention That being an actress, she's disinclined To always reveal what's going on in her mind. And she'll never, never tell you her age-- Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. She says, "You know…I'm not one to cuss, But when I am hungry, I WILL make a fuss." Yes, she can certainly put on a scene And act as though she's an importunate queen. She says, "My dears, if I'm weak or mild, I'll never drive the audience wild." That critical scene is repeated each night-- A regular tour de force all right. Yes, it's best to try to assuage Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. Her eyes were surely her greatest feature; She THUS scoured the town for a drama teacher, "Who," she says dolefully, "told me one night he Could make me a star. ME: Aphrodite!" But as it turned out, ol' Mr. Mittens Made her instead a mom of eight kittens. "But," she says, "THAT'S between you and me. You know how I like my privacy." It's good to always be on the same page With Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. One thing you learn is for her it's the norm To act a bit slighted when asked to perform. She must be totally in the mood Or else she behaves in a manner subdued. And heaven help you if you are neglectful Of if her audience is disrespectful. She'll exit the room like a "cat" out of hell, And you may not see her for quite a long spell. You never want to see her rage-- Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. She sighs and says, "It's such a shame that Few playwrights write good roles for a cat. My friends say--when they see me upset-- 'Commercials might be a better bet.' My talents, however, as you might have guessed, Best fit the stage. But now I must rest." With that she lifted her nose in the air And strutted out of the room with great flair. It's always nice: advice from a sage Like Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. -by Bob B (1-24-20)
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Jan 25, 2020
Jan 25, 2020 at 8:44 AM UTC
Aphrodite, the Cat of the Stage
Sometimes you see her admiring herself In the mirror that's hanging next to the shelf. And when she does it, oh, how she shines! Is that, dear cat, how you practice your lines? She seems not to care if we pay attention, But maybe right here I ought to make mention That being an actress, she's disinclined To always reveal what's going on in her mind. And she'll never, never tell you her age-- Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. She says, "You know…I'm not one to cuss, But when I am hungry, I WILL make a fuss." Yes, she can certainly put on a scene And act as though she's an importunate queen. She says, "My dears, if I'm weak or mild, I'll never drive the audience wild." That critical scene is repeated each night-- A regular tour de force all right. Yes, it's best to try to assuage Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. Her eyes were surely her greatest feature; She THUS scoured the town for a drama teacher, "Who," she says dolefully, "told me one night he Could make me a star. ME: Aphrodite!" But as it turned out, ol' Mr. Mittens Made her instead a mom of eight kittens. "But," she says, "THAT'S between you and me. You know how I like my privacy." It's good to always be on the same page With Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. One thing you learn is for her it's the norm To act a bit slighted when asked to perform. She must be totally in the mood Or else she behaves in a manner subdued. And heaven help you if you are neglectful Of if her audience is disrespectful. She'll exit the room like a "cat" out of hell, And you may not see her for quite a long spell. You never want to see her rage-- Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. She sighs and says, "It's such a shame that Few playwrights write good roles for a cat. My friends say--when they see me upset-- 'Commercials might be a better bet.' My talents, however, as you might have guessed, Best fit the stage. But now I must rest." With that she lifted her nose in the air And strutted out of the room with great flair. It's always nice: advice from a sage Like Aphrodite, the cat of the stage. -by Bob B (1-24-20)
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A sweet disorder in the dress Kindles in clothes a wantonness: A lawn about the shoulders thrown Into a fine distraction: An erring lace which here and there Enthrals the crimson stomacher: A cuff neglectful, and thereby Ribbons to flow confusedly: A winning wave (deserving note) In the tempestuous petticoat: A careless shoe-string, in whose tie I see a wild civility: Do more bewitch me than when art Is too precise in every part.
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Delight In Disorder
It is easy to detect detection of the rules you neglect neglectful of what you protect protection of the invisible object objection to what others select selection of the list that's checked checking for a way to connect connection lost, has an effect effecting words that were direct direction lost
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 8:57 AM UTC
Direction Lost - Quantum Loop
I reject God as he dances around In his heavens in his expansive freedom While the neglected human spirit Remain chained to the confines Of this world While he sits back Overlooks With a neglectful apathy All Gods drop away in my mind As I turn my back on the Lord I bow to the power of human spirit Engulfed and surrounded By the darkness of their mortality I still see the defiance in their stair Engulfed by a face of fear Eyes shine bright like two Sparkling stars in the dead of night Saying NO NO NO To the darkness TRAPPED TRAPPED TRAPPED Deep down in their darkness Buried under under under FAR FAR FAR From any heaven above As they feel no God down here BLACK BLACK BLACK Pitch blackness , Coal Crushes with an engulfing fear From every side Birth presses from below And death presses from above Compressed into an inescapable DARKNESS!!! But the human spirit Relentlessly fights back Abandoned by God It defiantly pushes back At the darkness deemed to Destroy it Atoms of the soul Unify themselves into Perfect alignment As they become an Impenetrable army That stands firm and says No to the darkness YOU SHALL NOT PASS Crystallized under great Pressure the soul Becomes the perfect diamond As nothing is stronger , harder Greater than the human spirit
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Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
THE STRENGTH OF HUMAN SPIRIT
I didn't hold tendons between my fingers like street boys on rain city rooftops, crumpling their futures up to smash into shredded jeans, shredded hearts, some wrappers escaping, flying over this city as our neglectful witnesses. Their hands were broken bottles. The black top made my guts look like escaping snakes, my eyes hoping to be Medusa. Fictionalizing gets me through most things. Sometimes pain tastes like metal, sometimes like cherries. I stare at the sideways sunset, a wrapper spit up and drying out, a pipe dream promise; reviewing my time strips as if they'd had a spelling change, recounting every drop of blood word and smile. Sometimes I forget that I'm real. Sometimes I'm not.
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 8:22 PM UTC
Blacktop Music
Yet Truth and Honesty, not always clear to me, they're their own entity. Uncraddling. They've allow Me to submerge myself into what has always been known. And not at all similar to comfort, nor a sense of peace. indirect, passive, ...neglectful Truth and Honesty, Mother and Father.
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC
Bad Parents?
We sat aloft a dune    peering over the ocean, waves mesmerizing   our inner turmoil, grainy surf dimensions     cut into psyche, voices turned hazy midst broiling sun   washed back with    salt water tears, there was no lighthouse   to guide the way   nor save disparate crests   no words reverberated the sound,     just the floundering of       gritty restless emotions that once were blissed horizons    before moon lost its balance      to relentless torrential currents       of neglectful destruction,    drowning in ambiguous undertows
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:33 AM UTC
Moon lost its balance
through the looking glass i see. i know right, im that girl whose life is far from the word perfect and no one wants to be me. cracked, bitter, gloomy, broken ? and im dealing with my own self. hiding under my blankets, dark in my own cave. introverted soul trapped in an extroverted personality. they tell me im emotionless, but im just not good at expressing my feelings. they say im neglectful, i think they just cant dip into my world. they say im freaking out, for me im just me but whose life im living now? oh for God's sake! imma live my own life, not other people's life. im gonna go a hundred miles and live my dreams. i will be who i wanna be. im gonna scream, im gonna sing. i will write hundreds of poetry, thousands of poetry. i will free myself. i will heal myself. im buying new pillows, new cute glasses, i will paint my nails blue and green, i will dye my hair. taking sick days and letting myself fall apart but just then i will buy myself some candies and i will be okay again. i just wanna be alright again and i know i will. im gonna laugh till i cry, im gonna skip classes to study at the library. imma be disgusting and cry into my wounds. going on a walk by myself and tell everyone they look gorgeous. i will dress nicely, and make others feel alright about themselves. imma read books, drink a cup of tea, and buy myself succulents. i wanna love hard, i want an extraordinary love. im gonna love the people i love. i wanna be mad, passionate, going insane. i dont want mediocres, my love is not a mediocre thing. i will live my life and i'll be okay.
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Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 11:00 PM UTC
Untitled
through the looking glass i see. i know right, im that girl whose life is far from the word perfect and no one wants to be me. cracked, bitter, gloomy, broken ? and im dealing with my own self. hiding under my blankets, dark in my own cave. introverted soul trapped in an extroverted personality. they tell me im emotionless, but im just not good at expressing my feelings. they say im neglectful, i think they just cant dip into my world. they say im freaking out, for me im just me but whose life im living now? oh for God's sake! imma live my own life, not other people's life. im gonna go a hundred miles and live my dreams. i will be who i wanna be. im gonna scream, im gonna sing. i will write hundreds of poetry, thousands of poetry. i will free myself. i will heal myself. im buying new pillows, new cute glasses, i will paint my nails blue and green, i will dye my hair. taking sick days and letting myself fall apart but just then i will buy myself some candies and i will be okay again. i just wanna be alright again and i know i will. im gonna laugh till i cry, im gonna skip classes to study at the library. imma be disgusting and cry into my wounds. going on a walk by myself and tell everyone they look gorgeous. i will dress nicely, and make others feel alright about themselves. imma read books, drink a cup of tea, and buy myself succulents. i wanna love hard, i want an extraordinary love. im gonna love the people i love. i wanna be mad, passionate, going insane. i dont want mediocres, my love is not a mediocre thing. i will live my life and i'll be okay.
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You broke your little girl. You dropped her head in a boiling *** and the pressure broke her skull. Fished her out and set her in the sun to dry and dry and dry. Your neglectful hands left her there to turn the color of things trapped between train tracks. And now she exists. You can hear her but you don’t understand what she’s screaming.
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 9:35 AM UTC
Unearth Me
Written about a car accident on May 21, 2014 The phone only rings once but I don’t even pause for that I just sputter out the sobs and sloppy descriptions of a flipped car and cross streets where she can find us. I remember to assure her that me and Cyra – yes she is with me – are fine and we turned down the trip to the ER in the cramped ambulance with the neglectful girl that might have a broken arm, probably from the nearly fatal death grip she had on her navigation through that red light. They ask me the same questions at least four times but I can’t possibly remember which direction I was driving because we flipped twice in the air and shattered my windshield in the process and I’m not sure how we got all the way across the intersection because now I’m sitting on Walnut but that’s the opposite of the direction I was headed. I reach for her hand because I’m just glad for two things. I took most of the impact and the seatbelt abrasions and bruised bones are mostly on my limbs and not hers. I looked over to my passenger seat in fear of what I would find, and saw her looking back at me, scared, but alive. May 23, 2014 3:48:40 PM
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Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 2:14 AM UTC
2:02 PM
Justice for the meek won't come soon Under skies aligned with sinful moons Neglectful statues posing as mothers Executives commission the blood red summer Venture across the divide earmarked by three lines
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Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 10:01 PM UTC
Sixes
He sits on the carousel wheel, her lover neglectful- looks over the night as the neon illuminates the shiny people. He sits on the carousel wheel and loves to get stuck at the top so he may contemplate jumping, so to contemplate swinging with madness from one cart to another and then safely to the cart that holds her. Hero, him. He looks over the crowd as they swish around him- sway around him moving by him as if they were dancing to a song in his head but he is not dancing. He's looking for her. He pops several balloons with a fiery dart walks away from the girl with the silken stockings held to her thigh by violet bow...a violent blow to his lustful ways, he looks firmly down to the dirt on his boots, kicks rocks, kicks air. Stops at the man who swallows fire from a stick, "answer me, answer me"- the man spits ember lies. He's looking for her in each clown pulling their make up down with his finger and it looks like they're crying so he can't really know if it is her he has found? Oh neglectful lover. He busies himself by winning a prize for his beloved, his lost A prize- his reward for believing in true love. He busies himself, knocks down milk bottles- and punches the punching bags insults the slow and disgusted carnie hags, He moves from gate to gate and it feels more like Hades inside where he's lost her so he's been lost. When he's lost her he's scared that she will not feel, lost but found. And he will not feel found- but destroyed. Teacups to twirl around the dance he will swirl her around to the day that he marries her, if he can find her, nay- when he can find her... he'll put her in the teacup ride and never let the spinning stop. He'll fill her life with lights and sounds and cotton candy and he'll marry her he will right on the tiptop of the ferris wheel where he sits looking round. sahn 10/19/14
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Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 3:13 AM UTC
The Carnie
He sits on the carousel wheel, her lover neglectful- looks over the night as the neon illuminates the shiny people. He sits on the carousel wheel and loves to get stuck at the top so he may contemplate jumping, so to contemplate swinging with madness from one cart to another and then safely to the cart that holds her. Hero, him. He looks over the crowd as they swish around him- sway around him moving by him as if they were dancing to a song in his head but he is not dancing. He's looking for her. He pops several balloons with a fiery dart walks away from the girl with the silken stockings held to her thigh by violet bow...a violent blow to his lustful ways, he looks firmly down to the dirt on his boots, kicks rocks, kicks air. Stops at the man who swallows fire from a stick, "answer me, answer me"- the man spits ember lies. He's looking for her in each clown pulling their make up down with his finger and it looks like they're crying so he can't really know if it is her he has found? Oh neglectful lover. He busies himself by winning a prize for his beloved, his lost A prize- his reward for believing in true love. He busies himself, knocks down milk bottles- and punches the punching bags insults the slow and disgusted carnie hags, He moves from gate to gate and it feels more like Hades inside where he's lost her so he's been lost. When he's lost her he's scared that she will not feel, lost but found. And he will not feel found- but destroyed. Teacups to twirl around the dance he will swirl her around to the day that he marries her, if he can find her, nay- when he can find her... he'll put her in the teacup ride and never let the spinning stop. He'll fill her life with lights and sounds and cotton candy and he'll marry her he will right on the tiptop of the ferris wheel where he sits looking round. sahn 10/19/14
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Furious orange wounds rimmed in charcoal betray last night's secret: died, almost died, charred in an accidental inferno due to the lazy application of a long-standing addiction. Warm, paper-burn stink clings to the heat of an early morning - July. The slowly-creeping wet heat in stark contrast to the quickflash realization of predawn: my bed was on fire. The must never know, those in the cells opposite - surely, threats of neglectful destruction warrant the hasty eviction of the new tenant. Thus I, the wakeful sentinel of 611 Lyon watching for mattress fire have overturned the hopefully-cooled burns and will sleep to avoid dwelling on thoughts of bonfires.
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Jul 7, 2010
Jul 7, 2010 at 12:39 PM UTC
Mattress Fire
¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ⌘                            well, sure,                            ⌘ she is a poet, alright, but quite a peculiar one. the quill on her escritoire has worn brittle. and it's inkwell is mostly dry, but not from good use. i believe it was knocked over by her spooked, yet shamefully neglectful cat one stormy afternoon. it was monday, i'm quite sure. to elaborate a little further, the cat's name is 'monday.' honestly, i am not that good at remembering days; though, i do believe—yes, it was, in fact, a monday. ⌘                                                                          ⌘ regardless of monday's impromptu housecapades, the inkwell sat dry and unused; yet, she still authors such rich, beautiful poetry. she'll never use fancy words and rarely ever speaks, but i do know that i am her muse. she'll never confess that much, but i am positive they’re for me. i feel her scrawl her loyal verse upon my fragile, calloused heart; they have made change within me. i'm her living poetry and i love her—i need her— she is Quill and i'm ⌘                          her Paper.                          ⌘
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Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 1:55 PM UTC
My Bohemian Lover
I wear my watch on the inside of my wrist keeping time by the pulsing of overfilled veins. If I'm honest, the seconds pass blurry when you are around, red pounding at the blue surface reminding my life of it's vigorous momentum as the watch face marks it's disappearance. I can do nothing about it's circular cycle, nor the manner in which I mirror it, recycling threadbare thoughts and feelings in ostensible new purpose. I am a walking contradiction formed of practical mysticism and coffee stained teeth, spinning poetry from numb fingertips onto the ghosts of birch trees, fleeing from my wildest dreams. Meet me, half way between belief and reality at the junction of duality and I'll reveal I have no true identity - no creed no name no history, only chaotic shifting and angry bumblebees drilling sinkholes for visitors toes to curl into as they fashion temporary homes in me. I am solar soliloquy. Astrological antiquity curses me to orbit you habitually. Eye of the storm, hand of the beast, souls of the many downtrodden and hungry, asking for shoulders to stand upon shaky. Grant me your three wishes, and I will conjure infinity from our palms clasped tight in secrecy. Tell me, neglectful lover, when did my beauty become a pleasurable void, to be touched yet left unseen, when did my spirit become matter buried under the mind of desire and empty chatter. Humor me, say that the meeting of our skin is more than physical proximity say, that you dream of my flowers growing from your ribcage say, that the gods granted us an opportunity for greatness, say that our kiss is a portal to Andromeda and that you could get lost there forever - I know I have. Yet, even light years away I hear the tick tocking ticktick of my heart bleeding into itself. I am fleeting. I am deafening. I am a forgetful timekeeper, late to my own re-birthing.
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Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC
self-portrait at 7,963 days living
I wear my watch on the inside of my wrist keeping time by the pulsing of overfilled veins. If I'm honest, the seconds pass blurry when you are around, red pounding at the blue surface reminding my life of it's vigorous momentum as the watch face marks it's disappearance. I can do nothing about it's circular cycle, nor the manner in which I mirror it, recycling threadbare thoughts and feelings in ostensible new purpose. I am a walking contradiction formed of practical mysticism and coffee stained teeth, spinning poetry from numb fingertips onto the ghosts of birch trees, fleeing from my wildest dreams. Meet me, half way between belief and reality at the junction of duality and I'll reveal I have no true identity - no creed no name no history, only chaotic shifting and angry bumblebees drilling sinkholes for visitors toes to curl into as they fashion temporary homes in me. I am solar soliloquy. Astrological antiquity curses me to orbit you habitually. Eye of the storm, hand of the beast, souls of the many downtrodden and hungry, asking for shoulders to stand upon shaky. Grant me your three wishes, and I will conjure infinity from our palms clasped tight in secrecy. Tell me, neglectful lover, when did my beauty become a pleasurable void, to be touched yet left unseen, when did my spirit become matter buried under the mind of desire and empty chatter. Humor me, say that the meeting of our skin is more than physical proximity say, that you dream of my flowers growing from your ribcage say, that the gods granted us an opportunity for greatness, say that our kiss is a portal to Andromeda and that you could get lost there forever - I know I have. Yet, even light years away I hear the tick tocking ticktick of my heart bleeding into itself. I am fleeting. I am deafening. I am a forgetful timekeeper, late to my own re-birthing.
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Relay the message There's something I'm detecting I promise to respect it But if he's being neglectful Let me become careful Caresome Deceitless Excuse my grammar Im speechless Broad day Thinking Dreaming Wishing That he's slippin Falling right off the edge into the ocean Leaving your heart open Right? Open ? When he become irresponsible and lock his keys behind the closed door; tell me that he's the only one who can't access room in your heart!!! Ocean no! I hope that you don't dive in behind him and allow yourself to sway from captain to captain I hate to be captious But Mermaids aren't meant to be captured by a man who's heart is fractured My net is full of caress So while the both of you is near the cliff; I'm somewhere onshore Ready to reel you in with so much lure Tell him Tell him now That when he clown Which results into your frowns Let him know that I'm in town Right around the corner Right up the street No where far On the same boulevard But if you're smart This is where you'll start Where you'll Start To finish Just end it !! I know I don't have your heart, but I'm still in it You know how I know? Because of his senses His senses, make him ask you; who is it? Who's the guy? "How is it that I make you feel low And somehow your still high" His blemish My good intentions His senses See how tense he is Makes my wish list So I'm whispering "Do it, do it, do it" And you are listening But your lips isn't twitching You kno he'll lose it Your eyes are glistening His eyes is blistering I wish I was present for witnessing Strange because I'm smiling for your cries Waiting for you to tell him goodbye So I can actualize on his lies. Capitalize on his disguise Tell him Tell him that it's me, who he thought that he was when he was not being truthful His creativity and imagination Is ambiguous and hellacious Let him know that he have your heart, but it belong to someone else Also make it clear that he antagonized on someone else's prize And while your eyes are teary; you laugh and tell him that someone else has come to title him as your last At this point He knew this wasn't gonna last, but he must ask And ask Again and again Who is he? Then you tell him ... Tell him that he met me before and I looked him dead in the eyes like a man but didn't shake his hand. ... Tell him that I basically told him
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Apr 9, 2013
Apr 9, 2013 at 4:33 AM UTC
Tell Him What's Intuitive
Relay the message There's something I'm detecting I promise to respect it But if he's being neglectful Let me become careful Caresome Deceitless Excuse my grammar Im speechless Broad day Thinking Dreaming Wishing That he's slippin Falling right off the edge into the ocean Leaving your heart open Right? Open ? When he become irresponsible and lock his keys behind the closed door; tell me that he's the only one who can't access room in your heart!!! Ocean no! I hope that you don't dive in behind him and allow yourself to sway from captain to captain I hate to be captious But Mermaids aren't meant to be captured by a man who's heart is fractured My net is full of caress So while the both of you is near the cliff; I'm somewhere onshore Ready to reel you in with so much lure Tell him Tell him now That when he clown Which results into your frowns Let him know that I'm in town Right around the corner Right up the street No where far On the same boulevard But if you're smart This is where you'll start Where you'll Start To finish Just end it !! I know I don't have your heart, but I'm still in it You know how I know? Because of his senses His senses, make him ask you; who is it? Who's the guy? "How is it that I make you feel low And somehow your still high" His blemish My good intentions His senses See how tense he is Makes my wish list So I'm whispering "Do it, do it, do it" And you are listening But your lips isn't twitching You kno he'll lose it Your eyes are glistening His eyes is blistering I wish I was present for witnessing Strange because I'm smiling for your cries Waiting for you to tell him goodbye So I can actualize on his lies. Capitalize on his disguise Tell him Tell him that it's me, who he thought that he was when he was not being truthful His creativity and imagination Is ambiguous and hellacious Let him know that he have your heart, but it belong to someone else Also make it clear that he antagonized on someone else's prize And while your eyes are teary; you laugh and tell him that someone else has come to title him as your last At this point He knew this wasn't gonna last, but he must ask And ask Again and again Who is he? Then you tell him ... Tell him that he met me before and I looked him dead in the eyes like a man but didn't shake his hand. ... Tell him that I basically told him
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In the afterglow of prodigal, there is found a sour taste, One of worthless memories, and of time that was a waste. A bitterness which became ingrown by neglectful disconnect, Which thrives on learned indifference and a lack of self respect. And as for needs, there are not many, shy of another breath. But even that is questionable, still there is no desire for death. A ticking clock with broken hands, there's no edge on the knife, Thus only the heartbeat's contrary to, an empty pointless life.
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Jan 31, 2011
Jan 31, 2011 at 3:24 PM UTC
The Afterglow of Prodigal
Forty eight hours since I sat at my dining room table The sweetness from the red velvet bundts and The sharpness of the burnt wax filled the air I had just blown out the candle on another year And I looked at my small stack of cards And I realized that none were signed with your name But I wasn’t surprised because Not only did you bail the day before to see us For the first time in a few months but You hadn’t even called. Friends I haven’t talked to in years logged onto facebook And typed the two measly words That would have made all the difference. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised by both Your neglectful nature and Your ******** excuses But it doesn’t help it hurt any less. I wonder if you remember the disgust When you not only lit up in the car with me But told me the right woman could make you quit Or recall the weeks I was trapped In a cheap house with cracking doors On a dirt road in some small city With your crazy, thought-to-be witch of a wife That conned you for all that you had To split with her drug addict, anxiety-ridden sons. Even if your memory is that far-fetched that you don’t You can’t even bring yourself to remember The day I was born? Even if you had, the lack of acknowledgment Is utterly upsetting And it left the pieces of my smile Scattered on the shower floor As I heard my mother yell at your voicemail Because you couldn’t bother to pick up The other line either. The week you wait to apologize Won’t make me any more eager to forgive And you best realize I won’t forget. *August 13, 2014 9:52:25 PM*
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Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 2:07 AM UTC
A Birthday Like Samantha Baker's
Forty eight hours since I sat at my dining room table The sweetness from the red velvet bundts and The sharpness of the burnt wax filled the air I had just blown out the candle on another year And I looked at my small stack of cards And I realized that none were signed with your name But I wasn’t surprised because Not only did you bail the day before to see us For the first time in a few months but You hadn’t even called. Friends I haven’t talked to in years logged onto facebook And typed the two measly words That would have made all the difference. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised by both Your neglectful nature and Your ******** excuses But it doesn’t help it hurt any less. I wonder if you remember the disgust When you not only lit up in the car with me But told me the right woman could make you quit Or recall the weeks I was trapped In a cheap house with cracking doors On a dirt road in some small city With your crazy, thought-to-be witch of a wife That conned you for all that you had To split with her drug addict, anxiety-ridden sons. Even if your memory is that far-fetched that you don’t You can’t even bring yourself to remember The day I was born? Even if you had, the lack of acknowledgment Is utterly upsetting And it left the pieces of my smile Scattered on the shower floor As I heard my mother yell at your voicemail Because you couldn’t bother to pick up The other line either. The week you wait to apologize Won’t make me any more eager to forgive And you best realize I won’t forget. *August 13, 2014 9:52:25 PM*
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Stuck, Uncertain whether in the beginning or the end But does it matter? I try to look ahead and pretend That breaking glass doesn't scatter I reach for that paper and that pen Trying to hold in an unwanted tear But then my words reflected by the ink, Figure out the pens cry of fear. And then I look around Certain of the uncertainties, aware of the unawareness Holding on to an edge Then I glimpse his eyes, too far for me to reach, Yet the echo of his voice still stuck in my head I can still hear the unspoken words repeating, triggering the superfluous blame Still muted behind walls Walls of dishonor, disgrace, walls built by layers of shame An inner struggle, shaped by the outer actions, of the mind verses the soul Regardless of the consequences, I blindly reject the "Future's" call I've spent endless nights, drowned myself with thoughts Going hand in hand with the shades of black Tried to relate to those shooting stars, those on a journey of no way back And I did relate, for I knew my starting point, and I knew I was heading far However indecisive about the awaiting future boulevard, turns out I am that star Dealing with doubtful thoughts, facing the faces of the phases that await me still, Taking hesitant steps, one after the other Climbing that undecided future hill And it seems the decision isn't easy, but I'll use his tender touch as a guide I'll whisper in the pure ears of the deaf, and use the open eyes of the blind For it seems it is a blessing, To be neglectful of a thing or two And for me nothing is as it seems, remember the sea isn't blue I will search for the pause button eager to buy some satisfying time For in a blink of an eye, it’ll all be over and what’s mine will no longer be mine…
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Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 12:49 PM UTC
On Hold
Stuck, Uncertain whether in the beginning or the end But does it matter? I try to look ahead and pretend That breaking glass doesn't scatter I reach for that paper and that pen Trying to hold in an unwanted tear But then my words reflected by the ink, Figure out the pens cry of fear. And then I look around Certain of the uncertainties, aware of the unawareness Holding on to an edge Then I glimpse his eyes, too far for me to reach, Yet the echo of his voice still stuck in my head I can still hear the unspoken words repeating, triggering the superfluous blame Still muted behind walls Walls of dishonor, disgrace, walls built by layers of shame An inner struggle, shaped by the outer actions, of the mind verses the soul Regardless of the consequences, I blindly reject the "Future's" call I've spent endless nights, drowned myself with thoughts Going hand in hand with the shades of black Tried to relate to those shooting stars, those on a journey of no way back And I did relate, for I knew my starting point, and I knew I was heading far However indecisive about the awaiting future boulevard, turns out I am that star Dealing with doubtful thoughts, facing the faces of the phases that await me still, Taking hesitant steps, one after the other Climbing that undecided future hill And it seems the decision isn't easy, but I'll use his tender touch as a guide I'll whisper in the pure ears of the deaf, and use the open eyes of the blind For it seems it is a blessing, To be neglectful of a thing or two And for me nothing is as it seems, remember the sea isn't blue I will search for the pause button eager to buy some satisfying time For in a blink of an eye, it’ll all be over and what’s mine will no longer be mine…
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I am unfortunately out of practice, I have given you into the hands of my laziness and neglectful nature, They are unkind masters, They like to make me forget that good things require attention, Else good things grow tainted with tarnish, Your polished glory was only known when I remembered to care, Must I communicate with you, Resurrecting you from the dead? Or are you my communication and I must learn to speak again? As sleeping beauty, You are sleeping inside of me, Your lifeless form is sustained by only the guilted glances from my mind, I acknowledge you existence, But something hinders me from shaking you, Waking you, Ripping you from your slumbering prison, To replace you to your seat of importance, Why hold back? I know the reward of your company, Yet I am content in complacency! I am the one sleeping, But beauty does not grace my bed, I am betrayed by the unfeeling safety l cling to, To work, To make an effort, Not only is it hard, Exhausting, But it is a risk, Fear of falling, Of failing, Of losing, Of letting down, This fear has replaced you as my best friend, It drives my actions, My passions, It claims my best interest, Delusional, Self-centered, It looks out only for itself, “You know better.” Whispers, As though talking into my dreaming, You insist truth, Truth is the only thing that might overcome fear, If one could just let the truth in, One could wake up, I could wake up, You, thought to be the sleeper, You are screaming from my heart, But Fear also screams, Fear is afraid, It chokes my heart, Trying to silence your pleas, The war in my chest breaks my trance, Wake me up! Oh for God’s sake, wake me up! I want to live again! Was life granted only to sleep in safety? I was made to feel! To speak and express and converse and love and use my gifts, Fear be ****** I was made to be with you, You are my heart, Hold me tight and never let me forget you again, Never let me fall asleep.
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Feb 28, 2013
Feb 28, 2013 at 12:26 PM UTC
Made for More
I am unfortunately out of practice, I have given you into the hands of my laziness and neglectful nature, They are unkind masters, They like to make me forget that good things require attention, Else good things grow tainted with tarnish, Your polished glory was only known when I remembered to care, Must I communicate with you, Resurrecting you from the dead? Or are you my communication and I must learn to speak again? As sleeping beauty, You are sleeping inside of me, Your lifeless form is sustained by only the guilted glances from my mind, I acknowledge you existence, But something hinders me from shaking you, Waking you, Ripping you from your slumbering prison, To replace you to your seat of importance, Why hold back? I know the reward of your company, Yet I am content in complacency! I am the one sleeping, But beauty does not grace my bed, I am betrayed by the unfeeling safety l cling to, To work, To make an effort, Not only is it hard, Exhausting, But it is a risk, Fear of falling, Of failing, Of losing, Of letting down, This fear has replaced you as my best friend, It drives my actions, My passions, It claims my best interest, Delusional, Self-centered, It looks out only for itself, “You know better.” Whispers, As though talking into my dreaming, You insist truth, Truth is the only thing that might overcome fear, If one could just let the truth in, One could wake up, I could wake up, You, thought to be the sleeper, You are screaming from my heart, But Fear also screams, Fear is afraid, It chokes my heart, Trying to silence your pleas, The war in my chest breaks my trance, Wake me up! Oh for God’s sake, wake me up! I want to live again! Was life granted only to sleep in safety? I was made to feel! To speak and express and converse and love and use my gifts, Fear be ****** I was made to be with you, You are my heart, Hold me tight and never let me forget you again, Never let me fall asleep.
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Gravity Pulls Our forms to be Us Forciose things and full of wonder Coalesced A singularity Yet Light gives  sight To halo Rings cast black by the unknown. As Matter found in vapor  form, gives lift To humbled fret For This A contract , duelly met Is thee Unbalanced bet Thus of this the arch of spark The metronomal Mark Are Atoms and matter Space and time Those truths of ,Light and dark With tools so crude To flame From spark Creation  cold and stark From this Reclusive Alcamist A Sentient being adrift And Rue and refuse the piety To gods of gastsly note So due I hail Thee full of spite Destroyer Jubilant Respond to you Of you no word Shepard Nought of Herd Of countless time With rhythms rhyme Reiterate Time spent Oh creature coward Faceless you Our saviors son's decent Who gave to me a hand of sand The grains, owned by the ****** And woe of he The ward of space Gate keep Absent grace Riddled with A failing mind Our Blessed Heathin ***** For Surly plans unknown, unwind Of what he Has In store This An empty Formulaic Tombe of ancient tune speaks this  code A wayword  vice Absent paradise In higher planes he finds abode Neglectful father form And finds he solice As He Demands Souls For Evermore So faceless form Unmask thyself Disarm With Your Descent For us The mortal Masses Ask nought With no consent
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Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 9:48 PM UTC
Neglectful God