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"jiggles" poems
Do you ever feel so ugly in your own skin? Where you pinch and grab at your physical reasons to hate yourself All the taunts and cruel phrases relive in your jiggles You fad diet yourself into comfort, Only to be reminded of your deep scars as you catch a glimpse in the reflection You strive for societal perfection as you let yourself slip into a cracked version of someone you were The fear that happiness is gone for good And this is all that's left
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Jul 5, 2019
Jul 5, 2019 at 1:06 AM UTC
Fat
I notice the tiny pulse of frustration in the back of his neck I notice the way that he sighs and slumps over I notice how his elbows splay out so his face bobs lightly over his desk A buoy dancing over a wave I notice the way he glances at his friends before he answers I notice the way he shapes his mouth into a grin before he speaks I notice how his eyes squint a little when he laughs I notice how they dull when he doesn’t want to listen I notice how his shoulders hunch when refuses to hear I notice the boredom in the lines of his back as he considers I notice the way his leg jiggles as he bounces his foot lightly The ever-present dichotomy of professionalism fighting immaturity Of a thirst to learn, fighting against ignorance, justice calling I notice this inner battle of boyish nonchalance and masculine defensiveness I notice how his eyes dart lightly over his chosen comrades before he writes again I notice the way he presses his forehead into his hand As though he could pull ideas out And read his thoughts printed back on his palm I notice the consistent rubbing against his face with his fingers Phalanges to stimulate the thought process I notice the hesitation before his pen scratches the page Piercing the paper with words he must call his own I notice the claim of responsibility and the toll it takes on his physique I notice the fatigue of struggling to create To feel, to create, to feel, to feel I notice, throughout all the time I’ve been noticing him He has not noticed me once
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 3:30 PM UTC
On the Cremation of My Classmate
I notice the tiny pulse of frustration in the back of his neck I notice the way that he sighs and slumps over I notice how his elbows splay out so his face bobs lightly over his desk A buoy dancing over a wave I notice the way he glances at his friends before he answers I notice the way he shapes his mouth into a grin before he speaks I notice how his eyes squint a little when he laughs I notice how they dull when he doesn’t want to listen I notice how his shoulders hunch when refuses to hear I notice the boredom in the lines of his back as he considers I notice the way his leg jiggles as he bounces his foot lightly The ever-present dichotomy of professionalism fighting immaturity Of a thirst to learn, fighting against ignorance, justice calling I notice this inner battle of boyish nonchalance and masculine defensiveness I notice how his eyes dart lightly over his chosen comrades before he writes again I notice the way he presses his forehead into his hand As though he could pull ideas out And read his thoughts printed back on his palm I notice the consistent rubbing against his face with his fingers Phalanges to stimulate the thought process I notice the hesitation before his pen scratches the page Piercing the paper with words he must call his own I notice the claim of responsibility and the toll it takes on his physique I notice the fatigue of struggling to create To feel, to create, to feel, to feel I notice, throughout all the time I’ve been noticing him He has not noticed me once
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I used to love my curves. My plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest, My chubby cheeks. All the curves, stretch marks, and the lumps, Especially my lumps, Made me. And I loved me. Until I met you. When we first met, you worshiped my curves. Kissed on my chest, Gripped my thighs. You used to say, “I love my baby’s fat *** As you would squeeze my thighs and I would laugh. But then reality decided; “Babe you should really workout some” *** I really think you should lose some weight” Or you would talk of other girls, Thinner girls. “Country girls are so hot” “I saw this girl today at work and she was **** So now I’m looking in a mirror. In my black sports bra And my mixed match pink underwear. All I see looking back, is not my plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest Or my chubby cheeks, Not even my lumps, Hell, especially my lumps. I see my belly overflow the hem of my underwear, I see my ******* resting on my stomach, I see the extra skin around my neck, And I notice the way my stomach jiggles when I walk. The sound of my feet hitting the ground, The way things vibrate around me when I walk, My shortness of breath uphill, And the way my thighs touch each other instead of having that gap. That cute gap. That gap that skinny girls have. But now, I cover myself more. The curvy girl who used to wear crop tops confidently, Now wears a hoodie to hide. Secretly apologizing to everyone who ever saw her curves. Her plump hips. Her thick thighs. Her ***** chest. Apologizing to everyone whoever saw, Her. And I compare myself to every girl around me. ‘If I had her legs’ ‘Her stomach’ ‘Her face’ Maybe, Just maybe, You would be saying, “Nerdy girls are hot” Or bragging to your friends “I have this girl and she’s so **** And maybe, Just maybe, You would still be here. And I would laugh, Smile, And blush And we would be happy. Together. But instead, I’m looking at this mirror, And all I see Is a fat girl Looking back at me.
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Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC
Thick Thighs Tell Pretty Lies
I used to love my curves. My plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest, My chubby cheeks. All the curves, stretch marks, and the lumps, Especially my lumps, Made me. And I loved me. Until I met you. When we first met, you worshiped my curves. Kissed on my chest, Gripped my thighs. You used to say, “I love my baby’s fat *** As you would squeeze my thighs and I would laugh. But then reality decided; “Babe you should really workout some” *** I really think you should lose some weight” Or you would talk of other girls, Thinner girls. “Country girls are so hot” “I saw this girl today at work and she was **** So now I’m looking in a mirror. In my black sports bra And my mixed match pink underwear. All I see looking back, is not my plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest Or my chubby cheeks, Not even my lumps, Hell, especially my lumps. I see my belly overflow the hem of my underwear, I see my ******* resting on my stomach, I see the extra skin around my neck, And I notice the way my stomach jiggles when I walk. The sound of my feet hitting the ground, The way things vibrate around me when I walk, My shortness of breath uphill, And the way my thighs touch each other instead of having that gap. That cute gap. That gap that skinny girls have. But now, I cover myself more. The curvy girl who used to wear crop tops confidently, Now wears a hoodie to hide. Secretly apologizing to everyone who ever saw her curves. Her plump hips. Her thick thighs. Her ***** chest. Apologizing to everyone whoever saw, Her. And I compare myself to every girl around me. ‘If I had her legs’ ‘Her stomach’ ‘Her face’ Maybe, Just maybe, You would be saying, “Nerdy girls are hot” Or bragging to your friends “I have this girl and she’s so **** And maybe, Just maybe, You would still be here. And I would laugh, Smile, And blush And we would be happy. Together. But instead, I’m looking at this mirror, And all I see Is a fat girl Looking back at me.
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Pugsley snugs on ugly rugs and smugly shrugs at Beak But Beaky's peaking and tweakily tweaking while squeakily speaking to Pink And Pinky thinks they're rinky ***** with stinky sinks and ***** winks Then Twiggy giggles and jiggly wiggles her wiggly jiggles at Mister Higgles And Mister Hig-g-l Wait a second Who's Mister Higgles? 'Undercover CBPP,' says he (Crazy Bad Poem Police) 'Okay, let's break it up! Enough of this stupid poem Let's go, let's break it up! Stay off bad poems people, this stuff'll rot your brain!" ©2011 Lyn
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 10:26 AM UTC
CBPP
Not too distant beach tree sways in distance Mandala Rorschach blot patterns dance like celebrating Salish drum circle There's a hallow college sound of crime show to my left Bickering with the occasional crush of, **** my job is stressful." A sleeping armadillo composed of quarks reflective within a drop of water Fallen from the bottom-bulged North 49 canteen A foot and 3/4ths away the snow-white generic of a ***** coffee mug formerly host to a Tetley green stands silent Reminiscent of the eternal stillness of a mountain range Fibonacci's name rings inexplicably from tilting branches And I can't help but wonder if I would be grasping his hand in grasping a branch. 19 years alive and I can't help asking if I've grown-up too fast Or simply grown into myself. I feel old young and somewhere indescribable most of the time and it's funny I cannot even fathom the length of 22 years. A deflated balloon yellow like trend pants or sunrise sits like dejected missile No longer screaming towards Gaza No longer screaming. A Holiday Inn Express pen sits with a ready-call number Part of its mustang flame If its quality of penmanship has any parallel to hotel service Perhaps I'll stick with hostels.
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 2:34 PM UTC
Shoe Jiggles
Jojo's Firm Meaty And Massive Jumbo Jiggles Appear Sometimes On Nasty Dances. January February March April May June July August September October November December *Amphigouri- A verse composition, while apparently coherent, contains no sense or meaning Jojo- Young girl, barely out of puberty, beautiful and seductive beyond her age, dresses provocatively with high ****** drive, not shy to group *** usually attract older men. "Look at those middle aged men drooling over that little jojo!"*
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Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 11:38 AM UTC
Jiggles (an Amphigouri)
My lazy eyes lap at your thighs, their jiggles my kryptonite. Why lust for skin and bone? bodacious beauty passes by, unnoticed by the blind. I see it all, curves and dimples marshmallow soft and twice as sweet call my name and boost my blood! My stare is caught in your embarrassed eye As you presume negativity not positive effect pulling at your dress, hiding all you own. You are beauty supersized, as my lazy eyes lap at your thighs.
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Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 7:29 AM UTC
Aphrodite
When I was in sixth or sevent grade, I'm not sure which My health teacher gave the class some health tips At one point he told all of us kids to look in the mirror "Jump up and down" the next part was pretty clear "Anything that jiggles, get rid of it, it's unwanted fat" I mean he was my health teacher of course I believed that. So lets do it, I'll take a look at my reflection Jump 1, Jump 2, we're aiming for perfection Tell me Mr. Health Teacher, does it bother you that my thighs touch Maybe that's a sign I might be eating too much Does it hurt you that my stomach flops around Just hangin out there, like friends going to town It must cause you physical pain that my arms jiggle And I have love handles around my middle It must really burn your ******* eyes That you can't see between my thighs It must **** with your heart That when I walk it moves my lady parts Like my ***** and my **** BUT IT'S ******* NORMAL, so what. I'm sorry that you don't seem to understand That I'll eat what I want because in America I can I'm not sorry on my behalf I'm just sorry you must have been raised on crack If you think you can tell me I'm overweight Because I had an extra piece of cake at lunch today Which is a bit over serving size But who even invented that **** and why do they get to decide I am not your clay model, that you can mold What I choose to put into my body is something you cannot control And for you to put in a child's mind that she needs to "drop a few pounds" Is something I won't allow Women at a young age are taught to adjust based on the ideas of a man Excuse me Society I have a different plan Where I love myself regardless of how "skinny" I need to be If I excersize I will do it for ME If I eat carrots instead of carrot cake It will be a choice that I decided to make Unless I'm on the verge of diabetes or a heart attack You have no right to sit there and call me fat Because naturally parts of me will move when I do Even if they move a little more than you And if I were you, I would start typing up a new curriculum Because the one you have now is making kids dumb That's All.
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 3:13 AM UTC
Fat
When I was in sixth or sevent grade, I'm not sure which My health teacher gave the class some health tips At one point he told all of us kids to look in the mirror "Jump up and down" the next part was pretty clear "Anything that jiggles, get rid of it, it's unwanted fat" I mean he was my health teacher of course I believed that. So lets do it, I'll take a look at my reflection Jump 1, Jump 2, we're aiming for perfection Tell me Mr. Health Teacher, does it bother you that my thighs touch Maybe that's a sign I might be eating too much Does it hurt you that my stomach flops around Just hangin out there, like friends going to town It must cause you physical pain that my arms jiggle And I have love handles around my middle It must really burn your ******* eyes That you can't see between my thighs It must **** with your heart That when I walk it moves my lady parts Like my ***** and my **** BUT IT'S ******* NORMAL, so what. I'm sorry that you don't seem to understand That I'll eat what I want because in America I can I'm not sorry on my behalf I'm just sorry you must have been raised on crack If you think you can tell me I'm overweight Because I had an extra piece of cake at lunch today Which is a bit over serving size But who even invented that **** and why do they get to decide I am not your clay model, that you can mold What I choose to put into my body is something you cannot control And for you to put in a child's mind that she needs to "drop a few pounds" Is something I won't allow Women at a young age are taught to adjust based on the ideas of a man Excuse me Society I have a different plan Where I love myself regardless of how "skinny" I need to be If I excersize I will do it for ME If I eat carrots instead of carrot cake It will be a choice that I decided to make Unless I'm on the verge of diabetes or a heart attack You have no right to sit there and call me fat Because naturally parts of me will move when I do Even if they move a little more than you And if I were you, I would start typing up a new curriculum Because the one you have now is making kids dumb That's All.
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Getting obsessive about your weight? "Your disgusting." She said to the mirror. I was tortured everyday  by food. Memories never die. I'm not  pretty. Not only am i fat, i'm stupid too. So i don't eat. "Fat pig! Stop eating!" Fattening. Memories never die. I cannot be "normal." I truly hate myself. "Eating makes me feel worse." I just don't want to be fat anymore. Thinner and Thinner. Skin and Bones. Feasting on hunger. My sadness had returned. Fat, fat, fat. My thighs are also too big. There's nothing left but to die... Little parallel slashes. Does my stomach stick out.? Do my thighs jiggle.? Cut,starve, cut, starve, cut. ******* cow! Greedy pig!" The violent hatred of fat. I'm tired of me. Have you eaten? Actively suicidal. Eating disorders are addictive. I'd rather starve. I just don't feel like eating. Silent tears. I know i'm ugly, Don't look at me. And i began to cry again. "You look like a pig." I have scars. Eating less and less. Don't let me get fat. Mirrors can **** and talk. "Who's the fat freak?" Calories scare me. "Stop stuffing your fat face." I can't believe i'm so fat. Loneliness, Depression, Anxiety. "Thinner, it said. You need to get thinner." Horrible dreams. She killed herself deliberately. It's a secret i plan to take to my grave. Low self-esteem. I feel so heavy. I feel so huge and bloated. Sad and Tired. She cried about what she had just eaten. "Your fat jiggles!" Fat body. Decrease my food intake. I can't eat it. She doesn't eat.
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Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 3:30 PM UTC
My 2 Personality's.
Getting obsessive about your weight? "Your disgusting." She said to the mirror. I was tortured everyday  by food. Memories never die. I'm not  pretty. Not only am i fat, i'm stupid too. So i don't eat. "Fat pig! Stop eating!" Fattening. Memories never die. I cannot be "normal." I truly hate myself. "Eating makes me feel worse." I just don't want to be fat anymore. Thinner and Thinner. Skin and Bones. Feasting on hunger. My sadness had returned. Fat, fat, fat. My thighs are also too big. There's nothing left but to die... Little parallel slashes. Does my stomach stick out.? Do my thighs jiggle.? Cut,starve, cut, starve, cut. ******* cow! Greedy pig!" The violent hatred of fat. I'm tired of me. Have you eaten? Actively suicidal. Eating disorders are addictive. I'd rather starve. I just don't feel like eating. Silent tears. I know i'm ugly, Don't look at me. And i began to cry again. "You look like a pig." I have scars. Eating less and less. Don't let me get fat. Mirrors can **** and talk. "Who's the fat freak?" Calories scare me. "Stop stuffing your fat face." I can't believe i'm so fat. Loneliness, Depression, Anxiety. "Thinner, it said. You need to get thinner." Horrible dreams. She killed herself deliberately. It's a secret i plan to take to my grave. Low self-esteem. I feel so heavy. I feel so huge and bloated. Sad and Tired. She cried about what she had just eaten. "Your fat jiggles!" Fat body. Decrease my food intake. I can't eat it. She doesn't eat.
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Give me a man with a beard and tattoos a passion for books and a love of the blues, a sharp sense of humour, his outlook carefree and a belly that jiggles, no six packs for me.  Give me a man who can't help but sing, who sees beauty in raindrops and other such things, one that laughs at my faults and excites at my plans one that's proud to tell everyone that he's my man. Then I'll give him a woman that smiles oh so proudly and proclaims love undying from rooftops, quite loudly I'd take care of him as he takes care of me a happier duo you never will see. Send him my way tightly wrapped in a bow, I'll handle with care and unwrap nice and slow this gift from the heavens sent here from above, then I'll drag him upstairs and near **** him with love.
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Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 5:21 AM UTC
The Gift
you walk in i'm standing there spritzing lingerie to make it reek like high class prostitutes do after a night when the cash flow is non-stop "Hi how are you today?" "Grumble, grrrrr, grumble." "Can I help you find anything?" "Well, grrrr, I want the bra, arrrggghhh, I've got on. LOOK AT IT!" i slowly approach, postponing the inevitable for as long as possible as you lift your ancient once black, now grey, turtleneck and release an avalanche of layer after layer of blubber that jiggles ever so slightly as it is disturbed by the movement it is covered in a thick forest of black hairs and i swear i see a herd of lice scurry off as i cautiously lift my hands to inspect the tag laying in the depths of the jungle that lays thick on your back the moment i make contact with your skin it takes all of my willpower not to pull away in disgust as my fingers go for a ride on the slip n' slide that is your back it feels as if you have been bathing in Crisco since you were just a child as i finally grasp the worn and stretched material and turn it over i'm not surprised to find that your bra feels as if it just went for a swim in Onondaga Lake mmm, sweet, sweet radioactive sweat i fumble around looking for any indication of a tag as you begin to tap your foot with no rhythm at all and suddenly you exclaim, "OH, I cut the tag out of this ages ago!" and storm away back into the mall throwing bows and ***** looks as you go i'm left staring as my sweat saturated hands thinking, **** Victoria and her secrets."
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Mar 30, 2011
Mar 30, 2011 at 10:23 AM UTC
secrets, secrets are no fun.
you walk in i'm standing there spritzing lingerie to make it reek like high class prostitutes do after a night when the cash flow is non-stop "Hi how are you today?" "Grumble, grrrrr, grumble." "Can I help you find anything?" "Well, grrrr, I want the bra, arrrggghhh, I've got on. LOOK AT IT!" i slowly approach, postponing the inevitable for as long as possible as you lift your ancient once black, now grey, turtleneck and release an avalanche of layer after layer of blubber that jiggles ever so slightly as it is disturbed by the movement it is covered in a thick forest of black hairs and i swear i see a herd of lice scurry off as i cautiously lift my hands to inspect the tag laying in the depths of the jungle that lays thick on your back the moment i make contact with your skin it takes all of my willpower not to pull away in disgust as my fingers go for a ride on the slip n' slide that is your back it feels as if you have been bathing in Crisco since you were just a child as i finally grasp the worn and stretched material and turn it over i'm not surprised to find that your bra feels as if it just went for a swim in Onondaga Lake mmm, sweet, sweet radioactive sweat i fumble around looking for any indication of a tag as you begin to tap your foot with no rhythm at all and suddenly you exclaim, "OH, I cut the tag out of this ages ago!" and storm away back into the mall throwing bows and ***** looks as you go i'm left staring as my sweat saturated hands thinking, **** Victoria and her secrets."
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Perched on the plank seat of the old wagon the dusty man gently jiggles the reins of his reliable old steeds, they as resolved as he to reach Archer City to get booked up. Larry was there with his white hair whittling his latest creation, an overweight manuscript sure to cause a sensation no matter its heft. They sat together talking til the fireflies flew, shared stories of books loves, and good bass hooks, reaching down to fetch a fresh brew when they got parched which was frequent as they spoke at length of men like Woodrow and Gus, how they cussed, poked, and stretched yarn after yarn. Larry’s gone to the barn but the guy who pulled up in that old wagon still is reading and yet yearns to revisit Texas lakes to fish bass, visit the local café, and eat a passel of pancakes or a big, tasty chicken fried steak.
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Jun 18, 2022
Jun 18, 2022 at 1:31 AM UTC
Man on the Wagon
she wears a set of keys on a chain round her neck one for each of the nights alone unlock my heart with these she whispers as if it were obvious but then she casts her love letters into the river saying that nobody ever understands her point of view so we might as well all be blind there are no real desperate words on her tragically trembling lips but what dose come out jiggles like a carnival crier to the harmonica players thoughtful song she used to sing it in the coffee shop she loved back in one of her yesterdays now her days are an egg shell blue patchwork of plaster fixes that define the destitute box and its failings at life's tiresome money game its trail of paperwork attempts to find a prophet who could give us a defining moment and photo op for time magazines cover somebody to tell us that we are on the wrong road she spends her days taking care of me and sweeping up the dusts of all our yesterdays and neatening up the lines of mason jars filled with jams and jellies the sunlight falling through them makes a rainbow she smiles to me as she settles into a cup of coffee to stare wistfully off into the morning i ask what's shes thinking but she never dose say she just runs a thin hand through her auburn hair and laughs that its snowing somewhere far away that some field in a distant wood is peaceful and filled with the grace of innocence that one finds in the stillness of fresh snowfall that one finds in a newborn child or a newborn day
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Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 4:54 PM UTC
a newborn day
Sleeping in throws, Wrestling in pillows. This baby is convulsing, Stuck homeless in cotton rows. She jiggles tickles, Crisp, she is fickle. She tingles the conniption. Nerves, in axon missiles. Binky slips, the eyelid's 'clipse, Her wrist is the pith, Of nights caption "Mist". Sleeping babies. Calm nights hard winds, As the spring commences, Graduation of twigs, To sprigs of life, To growing thighs, Cough up the milieu. Minutia. The growing immortality.
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Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 11:12 PM UTC
Silly Babies
thinking makes me want you more you revolve around the thoughts in my head actually, almost everything you're the center of it, center of all though it doesn't make sense at times I try to mend it with your voice that in all that matters it heals me, fixing the chaos jiggles in my head breathing makes me want you more the lilac in your scent, the perfume you bought I really think, you didn't need it And I still do, for when you walk or talk pass me all i could think was how and why you've almost paralyzed me deep inside if I could just breathe you in forever I wouldn't need any other gas oxygen be ****** you keep my lungs alive hurting makes me want you more it's the only thing that hold the two of us and not because you hurt me, no I did this to myself, I brought myself to this that's why I like it, I love it although it hurts, it makes me think that it's real that i was not dreaming about all of these it's real because I feel how the tiny bits of my heart crashed onto the floor saw it with my to naked visions feeling makes me want you more you make it real you make it easy though it hurts, i wouldn't mind your love, is enough even unrequited mine is
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Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 9:26 AM UTC
desire
A feeling of beautiful vulnerability and embarrassment dripping down the length of your spine, focused to a float in your chest and a cloud around your neck gently reminding you of wisp-blank intangibility.. it's that feeling of vacuous shame you had as a teenager after ************ when you had to sit and eat and face your parents dinner, and so you sat in afterglow of cloudy sadness as if all could see but the ache of that shame was a wet wet drip-facet alone in grandmas warm house after everyone's asleep you can see the lights of a ski hill in distance-- that lonely place the soul keeps peeking out of and right now it's so beautiful and you can't face a face but ******* the drip wet wet makes you feel alive-- .. it's an openness out of which a flow of melancholy creeps into the solar plexus and jiggles around in your stomach like liquid in a water balloon.. it is the ache of wholeness and the writer of poetry, an angelic potential to death and a demonic potential to life.. existence is wet, soaking beauty and a sadness inseparable from happiness. This is your brain on fire. This is your brain at peace.
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Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 7:17 PM UTC
Existence is Wet.
Without colors & contrasts, Without whispers & softness, Without smiles & giggles, Without caring & sensitivity. Without jiggles & wiggles, Without feminine beauty. Without women,
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 2:18 AM UTC
Without Woman
Do you want me as much as I want you? And I don’t mean in the physical, “I want to **** you way” I mean in the “I want to hold your hand and fall asleep with you and while you slumber tell you not how beautiful you are to me but how beautiful you are to the world and how you deserve someone much better, fitter, prettier, smarter, better, than me and hope you can hear well in your dreamland and then tell you how I want you to make me feel like the only star in the universe, the one that shines brightest but that will never burn out, to make me feel like the one who deserves everything you tell her in the pitch of the night, but I also want you to tell me these things in the daylight when I can show you those three scars on my arm, when you can see every single blemish that I refuse to cover up on my acne-riddled face, when the cellulite between my thighs and covering my once-thin tummy jiggles while I laugh at the silly jokes you tell me to cover up the fact that we both are terrified at being hurt again and what I want the most is for you to read this terrible poem and tell me I’m not crazy for wanting these things because you want them too" sort of way. Three-thousand memories ago I once wrote the line, “I’m tragically in love with the idea of you” but I’ve moved past that. I’m at the point where I’m just praying you aren’t in love with an idea of me, because believe me, it’s twisted, it’s warped, it’s a facade. I hope that as soon as you realize I am Jess The Mess you don’t run away screaming, because I sure as hell would.
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
The Mess
Do you want me as much as I want you? And I don’t mean in the physical, “I want to **** you way” I mean in the “I want to hold your hand and fall asleep with you and while you slumber tell you not how beautiful you are to me but how beautiful you are to the world and how you deserve someone much better, fitter, prettier, smarter, better, than me and hope you can hear well in your dreamland and then tell you how I want you to make me feel like the only star in the universe, the one that shines brightest but that will never burn out, to make me feel like the one who deserves everything you tell her in the pitch of the night, but I also want you to tell me these things in the daylight when I can show you those three scars on my arm, when you can see every single blemish that I refuse to cover up on my acne-riddled face, when the cellulite between my thighs and covering my once-thin tummy jiggles while I laugh at the silly jokes you tell me to cover up the fact that we both are terrified at being hurt again and what I want the most is for you to read this terrible poem and tell me I’m not crazy for wanting these things because you want them too" sort of way. Three-thousand memories ago I once wrote the line, “I’m tragically in love with the idea of you” but I’ve moved past that. I’m at the point where I’m just praying you aren’t in love with an idea of me, because believe me, it’s twisted, it’s warped, it’s a facade. I hope that as soon as you realize I am Jess The Mess you don’t run away screaming, because I sure as hell would.
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My insides are broken, They bleed and they weep, For I've been unkind, To this soul that I keep. I find that I'm ugly, My insides are thick, My outside, it jiggles, So I make myself sick. This addiction, it started, On account of a name, The boys called me "Thunder-thighs" As a part of a game. This name, it would scar me, And darken my heart, It convinced me of things, That would rip me apart. I thought that when empty, This pain, it would cease, Yet it only encouraged, The growth of the beast. This beast that I speak of, It lives in my head, It plays on my fears, And it wishes me dead. It screams in the night, From it's den of deceit, "You can be lovely, Just purge what you eat!" So I bow to my ruler, At a porcelain thrown, I flush out the ugly, And I'm never alone. Now with each phasing moon, The pain grows in my chest, My hair has become brittle, And I can't seem to rest. I search in the mirror, For some noticeable change, But it only shows failure, Our mind is deranged. This reflection I see, Is fat and so vile, So I run to my throne, And puke up more bile. I want to be pretty, And I want to be thin, So nothing will stop me, This war I will win. But my bones become weak, And my skin becomes dry, I can't seem to breathe easy, And I can't seem to cry. I cut into this flesh, That repulses me so, I cover with clothing, So no one will know. My head spins in the chaos, As I fall to the floor, The blackness engulfs me, As I reach for the door. I call out for help, But no one is home, No one can hear me, I am alone.
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Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 10:21 AM UTC
Death of an Empty Girl (2013)
My insides are broken, They bleed and they weep, For I've been unkind, To this soul that I keep. I find that I'm ugly, My insides are thick, My outside, it jiggles, So I make myself sick. This addiction, it started, On account of a name, The boys called me "Thunder-thighs" As a part of a game. This name, it would scar me, And darken my heart, It convinced me of things, That would rip me apart. I thought that when empty, This pain, it would cease, Yet it only encouraged, The growth of the beast. This beast that I speak of, It lives in my head, It plays on my fears, And it wishes me dead. It screams in the night, From it's den of deceit, "You can be lovely, Just purge what you eat!" So I bow to my ruler, At a porcelain thrown, I flush out the ugly, And I'm never alone. Now with each phasing moon, The pain grows in my chest, My hair has become brittle, And I can't seem to rest. I search in the mirror, For some noticeable change, But it only shows failure, Our mind is deranged. This reflection I see, Is fat and so vile, So I run to my throne, And puke up more bile. I want to be pretty, And I want to be thin, So nothing will stop me, This war I will win. But my bones become weak, And my skin becomes dry, I can't seem to breathe easy, And I can't seem to cry. I cut into this flesh, That repulses me so, I cover with clothing, So no one will know. My head spins in the chaos, As I fall to the floor, The blackness engulfs me, As I reach for the door. I call out for help, But no one is home, No one can hear me, I am alone.
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2x2 they're flouncing girth it jiggles less like rocks the hard barrel a great and hulking steed billows on the hillside( m y lady jouncing like mercury( f r o m GODS mouth )on their withers ) liquid thick as glasss
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Feb 15, 2011
Feb 15, 2011 at 2:51 PM UTC
Untitled
Slowly creeping back is the girl i thought i tossed away long ago she stares at me through earths lenses she points out whats wrong whats horrible thats too fat look it jiggles too much you're disgusting die i cant handle her anymore when i said i was done i meant it i got help i locked her away but the mistake i made was keeping the key right next to and open hole in the door she probably got her sick little fingers through that hole unlocked herself out and now shes going through those horrible memories and placing them in front of my eyes
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May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 8:57 PM UTC
ana
Easing from the center of a Six foot ever-green hedge As if thru an invisible doorway From Zombie-land Head first Eyes like headlights With high-beams on Swiveling on too thin neck Checking the scene For a victim... Emaciated shoulders Pointy knee Stretches Ragged pant legs and Ashy ankles Flopping shoes… with Empty lace-holes Until finally An entire man Or what used to be one Spies me… But not before I see… Just trying to get to work But it’s the two-legged animals That one must Beware of At five a.m. In the city ≈ Police car cruising The complex parking lot Spotlight shines But I don’t mind Check me out Mr. Officer… If you need to … Cuz I’m not the one you are looking for So he passes… as Dusty Perpetrator Rises From inside The dumpster across the way… Scabby, Crafty face Uncomfortably resting under Debris filled hair Turns on Boney neck… and Spies me… But not before I see… Casually shut the door… and Engage the locks Cuz it’s the two-legged animals That one must Beware of When the door **** jiggles In the city
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May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 9:14 AM UTC
Beware Of Animals
. Happy Christmas! My love is a long isthmus, Separated by fleshy mounds, On its way to your jaunty seas, My jingles, tingle, jug your jiggles, My candy cane wants lips ******* Please, little red dressed helper, Santa needs your jumpers Teared off and flung, Into a sleigh ride Of slides an fun.
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Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 1:40 AM UTC
Hot Christmas
The first of any month is strange like the peeling of a hard boiled egg where the sharp shards if shell get all stuck up in cold fingernails and the rubbery white sphere of molded egg jiggles and slips plopping hard on the white tiled floor but it never breaks just keeps it's shape staying whole and rolling off past the kitchen and onto the warm living room rug where it stays stuck and melting becoming one with the ruby red color like a round white eye glaring up at the world unable to blink.
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Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 2:09 PM UTC
The First Month of the Year
She inhales a huge chunk of the chemically bitter white gram, Shouts 'I said GOD DAAAAMNMM! GODANM' in the woman’s toilet, The women snare at her and she beams a grin as she wipes her nostrils clean, She strolls back to the same uncomfortable silence she had originally left, A man with a face like a slapped *** and small crabby eyes stares at her, He lights a cigarette and continues to ask her questions about Mr Wallace, She angelically takes a sip out of her £5 dollar milkshake, An announcement storms the room “JACK RABBIT TWIST CONTEST” She glares at him with an excited smug expression, The man profusely refuses, She pulls at the chance and says “I want to dance, and I want to win a trophy” She centres the room with her bold presence, Introduces herself and the man to the audience, Chucky Berry 'You never can tell' dawns the room, She strikes a mixture of aristocrats dance poses, He follows along whilst wiggling his legs and arms, She twirls and moves closer to him, She spins and rocks the swimmer move, Thrusting her chest towards him, He drops into the mash-potato dance She shakes her *** and struts her feet, He jiggles into faster swings and sways his hips, Captivated by her flow and energy, She becomes entranced by his charisma, The two intwine like a wreath of flowers, She devours him with her blood shot eyes The song comes to an end, The crowd roar with excitement, She beams at him with pride, He shyly smiles and bows down with Mia Wallace
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Jun 4, 2021
Jun 4, 2021 at 5:09 AM UTC
Mia Wallace- Pulp Fiction
She inhales a huge chunk of the chemically bitter white gram, Shouts 'I said GOD DAAAAMNMM! GODANM' in the woman’s toilet, The women snare at her and she beams a grin as she wipes her nostrils clean, She strolls back to the same uncomfortable silence she had originally left, A man with a face like a slapped *** and small crabby eyes stares at her, He lights a cigarette and continues to ask her questions about Mr Wallace, She angelically takes a sip out of her £5 dollar milkshake, An announcement storms the room “JACK RABBIT TWIST CONTEST” She glares at him with an excited smug expression, The man profusely refuses, She pulls at the chance and says “I want to dance, and I want to win a trophy” She centres the room with her bold presence, Introduces herself and the man to the audience, Chucky Berry 'You never can tell' dawns the room, She strikes a mixture of aristocrats dance poses, He follows along whilst wiggling his legs and arms, She twirls and moves closer to him, She spins and rocks the swimmer move, Thrusting her chest towards him, He drops into the mash-potato dance She shakes her *** and struts her feet, He jiggles into faster swings and sways his hips, Captivated by her flow and energy, She becomes entranced by his charisma, The two intwine like a wreath of flowers, She devours him with her blood shot eyes The song comes to an end, The crowd roar with excitement, She beams at him with pride, He shyly smiles and bows down with Mia Wallace
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