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What's the difference between slavery and having dogs? I mean when they do good we give them treats same as when a slave does good we give them small incentives when they are bad we punish them the same thing with human slaves we either are good dog lovers or dog abusers the same as good masters and bad masters we transport them numerously the same with human slaves we breed them the same with human slaves we give them this food called "dog food" which is a low quality food given to human slaves and the most obvious of all is dog collars and chains as to categorized them as property and to subconsciously "oppressed" them. So is having a dog wrong? A lot of people seem to treat dogs correctly the dogs seems nice and happy So was slavery okay? I really don't know You decide...
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Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
Slavery and Dogs
This routine, Swallowing us whole Both of us tangled within It's the same rotating circle Words are just said To keep peace in between turns We're looking for other incentives To keep insanity at bay
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Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 5:31 PM UTC
Routine
This is the Genesis. Incentives to diminish menaces. Endlessness. Will I finish this? Infinite questions of aggression, are expressed when the deception of obsessions are a progression. Infinite diligent stimulant from an incident, but im innocent. And still I vent...
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Sep 17, 2013
Sep 17, 2013 at 8:40 PM UTC
Frustration
It's always good to make friends, wherever you go After all, every new place has its set of challenges And in order to overcome them It's better to have someone at your side As they say, you don't have to do everything on your own Well, making friends may not seem all that difficult But keeping them is a different matter altogether There must be some common ground The place where you meet The company where you work The college where you study Your hobbies, passions etc. And I can go on and on However, the point is You and your friend must be compatible with each other Being an introvert, I don't have many friends However, the few I do have Can be entrusted with almost anything in the world This poem is about one of them We met as colleagues, six years ago And hit it off almost from the word go Thanks to a few common interests Such as cricket, movies, food etc. We even went to a storytelling event Where he was given a chance to take the mic And spoke about me and my passion for trains What I particularly like about him Is that he is very easygoing And rarely gets angry or upset Even when dealing with cranky clients And he had a whole lot of them Every client was a story in itself We would bond while trashing these clients Often over a cup of cutting chai Down at the cafeteria As the months sped by We grew closer Finding more and more common ground In the form of issues we faced at work Especially the frequent salary delays And non-payment of incentives We always had lunch together Except when either of us worked from home Eventually, my friend shifted to Pune But we stayed in touch on a regular basis In fact, we met on at least five occasions And continue to speak over the phone Almost on a monthly basis Even after he got married, about a year ago He, in particular, makes it a point To call me every now and then And we exchange news About our respective lives This close friend of mine is proof That you don't necessarily have to keep meeting people In order to maintain friendships Of course, it is always good to meet your friends But sometimes, all you may need If you're missing someone Is a simple phone call And in this case Our calls are usually long Long enough to ensure That we sustain our friendship, no matter what
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Mar 16, 2023
Mar 16, 2023 at 10:38 AM UTC
Poem Dedicated To My Close Friend And Ex-Colleague
It's always good to make friends, wherever you go After all, every new place has its set of challenges And in order to overcome them It's better to have someone at your side As they say, you don't have to do everything on your own Well, making friends may not seem all that difficult But keeping them is a different matter altogether There must be some common ground The place where you meet The company where you work The college where you study Your hobbies, passions etc. And I can go on and on However, the point is You and your friend must be compatible with each other Being an introvert, I don't have many friends However, the few I do have Can be entrusted with almost anything in the world This poem is about one of them We met as colleagues, six years ago And hit it off almost from the word go Thanks to a few common interests Such as cricket, movies, food etc. We even went to a storytelling event Where he was given a chance to take the mic And spoke about me and my passion for trains What I particularly like about him Is that he is very easygoing And rarely gets angry or upset Even when dealing with cranky clients And he had a whole lot of them Every client was a story in itself We would bond while trashing these clients Often over a cup of cutting chai Down at the cafeteria As the months sped by We grew closer Finding more and more common ground In the form of issues we faced at work Especially the frequent salary delays And non-payment of incentives We always had lunch together Except when either of us worked from home Eventually, my friend shifted to Pune But we stayed in touch on a regular basis In fact, we met on at least five occasions And continue to speak over the phone Almost on a monthly basis Even after he got married, about a year ago He, in particular, makes it a point To call me every now and then And we exchange news About our respective lives This close friend of mine is proof That you don't necessarily have to keep meeting people In order to maintain friendships Of course, it is always good to meet your friends But sometimes, all you may need If you're missing someone Is a simple phone call And in this case Our calls are usually long Long enough to ensure That we sustain our friendship, no matter what
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Your inferior intellect disgusts me. While I have some trouble verbalizing my own, I know that it is far more than what you display. Your immature actions and juvenile conduct will get you into trouble some day; real trouble. You may not even notice, because you are too stubborn to face the fact that you aren’t a goddess. You have bad intentions and wicked tongue. Your fuel is jealousy and your eyes are blind. But we’re both growing older, and one day you will realize that everything I’ve done has been good.  Or maybe you won’t realize - if not, I will pity you, but I will have no mercy. We all have a choice. We all choose who we want to be, and I’m not disregarding DNA; I know it plays a role, it plays a strong one, but we feed on experience, and I expected better from you--of all people. You’ve been put through the same evil that you construct. Why? I only want the best for both of us, for everyone. You seem to differ. I’m not sure if it’s selfishness, envy, or determination to make a point, but it’s something. I’m not sure of its irrelevance to our confrontation, but I sure as hell know that it is irrelevant to anything else. So, why? You know as well as I do that we all have our different skill-sets, different opinions, and different incentives, so if you’re trying to prove something, stop. You know the human can’t be tamed once his or her mind is set in place. You’re apparently set in stone. Maybe I am too, so do you understand now? You can’t change my mind. I will do as I please, just as you will. We are a lot alike, you and I. The only difference: yin vs. yang. And you know I’m right. Your inadequate hands, reaching out, just so someone will notice. Well I notice, okay? But I will not submit. Neither will he. So, please stop. I understand your apathy and your care, but is it genuine or is it all a lie? After all these years, I feel that I should know the truth, but now I feel that I don’t know you at all. I’ve watched the change creep up your spine, and I don’t blame you, completely. I know the storm has been rough, but don’t you know that it covers the whole sky? We’re all getting rained on and all you seem to care about is your own umbrella. Sure, you may hand it to me every once in a while so I have a bit of cover, but I know that you’ll be retrieving it soon, just like always. I just hope that some day the sun comes out for you, because I want that for you. I want you to be okay. I want you to be happy. I  want to be happy. I want your interference to cease. From one empath to another: I know you can feel it. You know you can be better. I’m not sure if it’s fear of failure or simple carelessness that’s getting in the way, but something is. You can control it. I would never intentionally disrespect you; you’re almost like a sister to me, an older sister. So start acting older. You have a substantial amount of potential in this life. All you have to do is let go of all the negativity and you’ll be set free. Just like me. I love you, so please understand.
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Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 6:42 PM UTC
My Turn (Letter To A Friend)
Your inferior intellect disgusts me. While I have some trouble verbalizing my own, I know that it is far more than what you display. Your immature actions and juvenile conduct will get you into trouble some day; real trouble. You may not even notice, because you are too stubborn to face the fact that you aren’t a goddess. You have bad intentions and wicked tongue. Your fuel is jealousy and your eyes are blind. But we’re both growing older, and one day you will realize that everything I’ve done has been good.  Or maybe you won’t realize - if not, I will pity you, but I will have no mercy. We all have a choice. We all choose who we want to be, and I’m not disregarding DNA; I know it plays a role, it plays a strong one, but we feed on experience, and I expected better from you--of all people. You’ve been put through the same evil that you construct. Why? I only want the best for both of us, for everyone. You seem to differ. I’m not sure if it’s selfishness, envy, or determination to make a point, but it’s something. I’m not sure of its irrelevance to our confrontation, but I sure as hell know that it is irrelevant to anything else. So, why? You know as well as I do that we all have our different skill-sets, different opinions, and different incentives, so if you’re trying to prove something, stop. You know the human can’t be tamed once his or her mind is set in place. You’re apparently set in stone. Maybe I am too, so do you understand now? You can’t change my mind. I will do as I please, just as you will. We are a lot alike, you and I. The only difference: yin vs. yang. And you know I’m right. Your inadequate hands, reaching out, just so someone will notice. Well I notice, okay? But I will not submit. Neither will he. So, please stop. I understand your apathy and your care, but is it genuine or is it all a lie? After all these years, I feel that I should know the truth, but now I feel that I don’t know you at all. I’ve watched the change creep up your spine, and I don’t blame you, completely. I know the storm has been rough, but don’t you know that it covers the whole sky? We’re all getting rained on and all you seem to care about is your own umbrella. Sure, you may hand it to me every once in a while so I have a bit of cover, but I know that you’ll be retrieving it soon, just like always. I just hope that some day the sun comes out for you, because I want that for you. I want you to be okay. I want you to be happy. I  want to be happy. I want your interference to cease. From one empath to another: I know you can feel it. You know you can be better. I’m not sure if it’s fear of failure or simple carelessness that’s getting in the way, but something is. You can control it. I would never intentionally disrespect you; you’re almost like a sister to me, an older sister. So start acting older. You have a substantial amount of potential in this life. All you have to do is let go of all the negativity and you’ll be set free. Just like me. I love you, so please understand.
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As you wish! On a short and sweet notice, in a sphere of dissent, You pinned an Excalibur of youthful delight. Like a bullet of laughter through most gloomy torrent, You carved the initials of an enduring Nile, Draining the cowardly anguish scent, A torrent of sorrow that comes to an end, Ending the story that failed to descend, To the end of the Nile and further dissent. You carved a dissimilar unusual scent, portrait of the Nile! No grass, no forest, no human or beast, No flowers, no crawling creatures or gods from the East, No birds or ancestors, no suns and no mists, No other cosmic body that firmly exists Will ever grasp the humblest desire to smile, You brought into essence in this ravaged cryptic empire. … It suddenly stopped! The comfort, the fog, the sand and the sea, Have suddenly plunged and crumbled to form a new entity. A matter of time or awakening call? I fail to remember. Illusion or not, I desperately cannot recall. Be that a dream? A marvelous touch of phantasmic thrill? That guides the spirit from real to ordeal? that all was a myth, and legend will stay until you get absorbed like a paralyzed prey? I desire to risk, no incentives for me to obey! And who can possibly name the unnamed sensation drafted to stay that clutches to you, bewilders your mind and stretches the borders of time! No wonder we die, a natural body can fit an unnatural smile Just for a while… And reaching the terminal stage of creation, Contend once again without a swing: -Irrational mind with chained understanding, And a singular thought that is free-, I surrender to life, to death I aspire. But until then, I’ll be wearing the smile you gave me. As I desire…
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Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 7:35 PM UTC
Fragile
As you wish! On a short and sweet notice, in a sphere of dissent, You pinned an Excalibur of youthful delight. Like a bullet of laughter through most gloomy torrent, You carved the initials of an enduring Nile, Draining the cowardly anguish scent, A torrent of sorrow that comes to an end, Ending the story that failed to descend, To the end of the Nile and further dissent. You carved a dissimilar unusual scent, portrait of the Nile! No grass, no forest, no human or beast, No flowers, no crawling creatures or gods from the East, No birds or ancestors, no suns and no mists, No other cosmic body that firmly exists Will ever grasp the humblest desire to smile, You brought into essence in this ravaged cryptic empire. … It suddenly stopped! The comfort, the fog, the sand and the sea, Have suddenly plunged and crumbled to form a new entity. A matter of time or awakening call? I fail to remember. Illusion or not, I desperately cannot recall. Be that a dream? A marvelous touch of phantasmic thrill? That guides the spirit from real to ordeal? that all was a myth, and legend will stay until you get absorbed like a paralyzed prey? I desire to risk, no incentives for me to obey! And who can possibly name the unnamed sensation drafted to stay that clutches to you, bewilders your mind and stretches the borders of time! No wonder we die, a natural body can fit an unnatural smile Just for a while… And reaching the terminal stage of creation, Contend once again without a swing: -Irrational mind with chained understanding, And a singular thought that is free-, I surrender to life, to death I aspire. But until then, I’ll be wearing the smile you gave me. As I desire…
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God grant me the serenity To stack all the Bitcoin I can, The courage to create more memes That expose the thieving fiat system, And the wisdom to know That Bitcoin fixes this; Living one day at a time Enjoying one moment at a time Accepting criticism and adversity As the pathway to orange pilling All people, trusting that every Last person will get Bitcoin At the price they deserve; Trusting the equations of Satoshi That my value will increase Due to truly scarce money And aligned incentives; With responsibility And freedom for all Amen
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Dec 28, 2023
Dec 28, 2023 at 11:27 AM UTC
The Bitcoin Serenity Prayer (Bitcoin Poem 080)
Round 1: New Life Entered abruptly, this world out of the caretaker’s womb astonished by the awe of unusual surroundings so unlike the comfort of the nine month pacifier images fade in, then out, and in, then out once again feel this empty sensation, deep inside the belly initially a murmur, then a monstrous growl shall this need drive the emerging beast… Round 2: Survive Astounded still, by the incentives from the senses nonetheless, comprehension builds mostly from stumbling and the consequences of actions may honor or condemn imitating and discovering, touching and tasting, the wants hear this curious whisper, deep inside the mind initially a hum, then a vicarious voice shall this be the song of a destined course… Round 3: First Love Twinkled eyes, with the melody of hypnotizing admiration wanting so fierce, the heart skips several beats beauty so pure and deep, the skin becomes totally immaterial can’t eat, can’t sleep, want to caress this haunting dream but wait, maybe the feelings lack mutual perception then to experience the piercing silence of rejection shall this fear define the character… Round 4: Nuptials Exchanged vows, two mates to share eternity as one soul to nurture one another with the food of selfless care instead, demons from the spirit’s dark side arose mistrusting and abusing, suffocating and killing, the love no room, no place for compassion and understanding only the refuge for a hollowed indifference shall this be the start of a fragile heart… Round 5: Bounce Back Continued hope, for the chance to champion a cause to humbly honor the truth in self and in others reckless to the tangible constraints weighing on the mind to decease, to desist, the will to life’s tribulations the blows come and go, a jab here, a jab there striking with unforeseen yet uncanny precision shall this bell ring in the final round…
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Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 10:03 PM UTC
Fighter
Round 1: New Life Entered abruptly, this world out of the caretaker’s womb astonished by the awe of unusual surroundings so unlike the comfort of the nine month pacifier images fade in, then out, and in, then out once again feel this empty sensation, deep inside the belly initially a murmur, then a monstrous growl shall this need drive the emerging beast… Round 2: Survive Astounded still, by the incentives from the senses nonetheless, comprehension builds mostly from stumbling and the consequences of actions may honor or condemn imitating and discovering, touching and tasting, the wants hear this curious whisper, deep inside the mind initially a hum, then a vicarious voice shall this be the song of a destined course… Round 3: First Love Twinkled eyes, with the melody of hypnotizing admiration wanting so fierce, the heart skips several beats beauty so pure and deep, the skin becomes totally immaterial can’t eat, can’t sleep, want to caress this haunting dream but wait, maybe the feelings lack mutual perception then to experience the piercing silence of rejection shall this fear define the character… Round 4: Nuptials Exchanged vows, two mates to share eternity as one soul to nurture one another with the food of selfless care instead, demons from the spirit’s dark side arose mistrusting and abusing, suffocating and killing, the love no room, no place for compassion and understanding only the refuge for a hollowed indifference shall this be the start of a fragile heart… Round 5: Bounce Back Continued hope, for the chance to champion a cause to humbly honor the truth in self and in others reckless to the tangible constraints weighing on the mind to decease, to desist, the will to life’s tribulations the blows come and go, a jab here, a jab there striking with unforeseen yet uncanny precision shall this bell ring in the final round…
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I'm one of the ones you call insane, Because I can't play along with this rigged game. The odds are stacked, and not in our favor, But instead for the Bankers with money, they create more. I look and I see the strife all around, And know the potential for human life has no bounds. And when I make a sound, It's like the words are all drowned, Or at least lost at sea. Message in a Bottle from Humanity. A Human who knows the scale of her insignificance - While knowing the magnitude of what is at risk - The disposal of this awesome gift. I'm one of the ones you call insane, Because I can't play along with this rigged game. I know my role, and I know how the story goes. I should vote in vain and be told my Heroes. But no, I dance to my own rhythm, I tell myself it's internally driven, To improve myself, and the world around, The world at large, and earthworms in the ground. So I rejected my spoon-fed medicine, Of this culture, man-made incentives, Long before you inject me with antipsychotics. Internally, Mentally, I chant the mantra of "Stop This." It can drive a person insane, Pretending to play this rigged game.
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 11:28 PM UTC
The One You Call Insane
Sometimes good intentions Bring the worst of outcomes We must take the incentives Of dispelling ignorances To prevent ourselves From failures
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 3:51 AM UTC
Intentions
Crystallised syllables. Words fall from harsh tainted lips, like a syllable of crystallised black, Caressed at the touch of fingertips, encouragement seems to lack. A heart of steel encased within, the shattered depicted glass, I pray that you forgive my sin, End this forever song fast. Your life is plainly satisfactory, demeaning in all you do, waterfalls of crimson refractory broken, diminished, by you. Wicked and nocturnal eyes, return your weary gaze, reflections hard to visualise, incentives gone for days. Leave emotion to drown itself, in this scarlet river abyss, place your feelings on the shelf, and give me one last kiss…
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Jan 25, 2014
Jan 25, 2014 at 8:31 AM UTC
Crystallised Syllables.
Layman's troubles, you fickle bode, Who picks apart my breaths incentives, And hastens my growing old. Oh why can not you find But one excuse to leave me, For if the move was partnered I'd grin and jump across the sea, To find a locked up place to hide Til' you decide to change your mind, And sure you will, You have before, Then came with troubles new; Searched, and found me hidden beneath the floor. I hope some day you'll understand My eyes of darkened shades, And why they churn a fire burning, Wishing you would end these days. Only then will I choose to leap Across the sea once more. For a chance to walk on ground not burdened By my troubles That burn all open doors.
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 2:34 AM UTC
"The Antagonist "
If I could, I would take all your worries as my own It wouldn't be too large a task Worry is my bedfellow, the cold sweat keeping me awake at night So, a little more cannot make much difference If I could, I would have you hand over your worries like armfuls of melting snow They would fall out of your arms and melt along mine, becoming sweet, vaporous, spirits Place these heaping piles of worry into a small place in my heart Create an eternal snowman within me Not out of wild obsession or ulterior incentives But because I would never wish worry on anyone, Least of all you.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 6:02 AM UTC
Don't Fret, My Dear.
You miss two or three celebrations, buy incentives, you beg me to come. Meet and greet with brothers really different, we be bearing arms. My family be at the table talking **** guess that's the price of love. Putting money in his pockets, but I'm stressed, so here goes a dub. For years, been writing page after page just to get a head nod. Stay out the streets, get killed, or suffer; my reason for over night jobs. Trying not to rob. I've always dropped the ball so I gave it to God. Hanging out the window with my stick, we was out in Cobb. I wanted to be in the league when I grew up. I wanted to be in the streets when I grew up. I wanted to be like bro when I grew up. I wanted all the hoes when I grew up. I wanted to be like my daddy when I grew up. I wanted my own family when I grew up. I wanted to free my cousin when I grew up. I wanted to make it out when I grew up. Never knew what love meant, I had to grow up. I never knew how to vent, I need to grow up. I was acting like a little boy, I had to grow up. I be feeling like a lonely child, I gotta grow up.
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Mar 31, 2022
Mar 31, 2022 at 2:05 PM UTC
Grow Up
When will you ever be satisfied? Work, work and work That's all you want us to do Never mind that it's a Saturday That we have a life of our own That we have a family That we've already burned the midnight oil With no rewards for our hard labour When will you ever be satisfied? We all know the famous saying All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy Do you want us all to be Jacks? Are we humans or machines? What ever happened to work-life balance? We work for hours and hours In front of a computer screen Is this fair to our eyes? When will you ever be satisfied? We handle multiple roles We handle multiple clients We run a huge risk In upsetting a few clients In order to satisfy your favourite client But will that particular client Justify its enormous price tag? When will you ever be satisfied? We never get our incentives on time Yet we rarely complain We patiently put in all the hard yards Waiting for months, in vain At the huge risk of burnout You will never be able to replace us Yet your lust for control is such That you will never be satisfied
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Apr 17, 2021
Apr 17, 2021 at 1:57 AM UTC
When will you ever be satisfied?
Sliding his hands to his face Looking into fear And whatever Climbing shadows, beasts And battles he cannot possibly win But whatever Storming like a king While he's nothing but a peasant Believing in the glory of the name and cause He fought for death Not for your applause And smiling as death passed by everyday Taunting his every move Crossing names of his lists Names that resemble compassion to the living and potential company to the dead Creating a fusion of fury, fear, and fine intellectual fundamentals He climbed up his mountains And hills that were once a barrier to the blocked And but a long distant impossibility to the optimistic hopefuls That lack incentives as long as they lack the money He looked force with eyes of peace And never blinked for once his eyes are shut They will claim their judicial rights of attaining his cognitive abilities But he never noticed anything But the outer reflection of inner anxiety Caused by his deformality And un-abiding ways That posed a question To their minds "are they waking up"? He answers with words that do not speak But can be heard Flying fistfuls of truth And hovering rationality Long lost… He steps in And systems down in front Of the lines of pens and chairs Declared intellectual war Courtesy of bad media and corruption And the total inducement of indifference In the people The people of whatever…
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Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 9:42 AM UTC
The people of whatever
* * * in-depth realities shift perspectives; marching on the brain - trampling all over, actually; vague visions become engraved into lambent incentives, destroying eventualities. (c)kRu, 21.02.2006
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Jan 30, 2010
Jan 30, 2010 at 1:04 AM UTC
"in-depth realities"
Honest people say what is true The iron law - true things prevail And not the lies that often spew From diktats which our rights curtail Opinions and ideas abound What are the signs of truth telltale? Follow incentives - search around What ideas will our freedoms derail? Follow ideas to where they lead Think of the results - in detail Talk and discuss - think and read Stand for freedom. Let truth prevail Does an idea centralize power? Central powers will always fail Though dictators may gain the hour In the end - true things prevail Bitcoin keeps the ledger true Decentralized - on worldwide scale Better money for me and you Come join and let the truth prevail
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May 25, 2023
May 25, 2023 at 9:23 AM UTC
True Things Prevail (Bitcoin Poem 055)
I wanna, I say, naively but sweetly soft; never knowing quite what I want. I want to know, no, need to know but until then I can only know that's it's not what I've been told. I wanna know but can only think, because who knows? I've never been in love. (For shame, have I admitted this aloud?) Embarrassment, knowing I have been alone- Comfort, knowing I'm not alone in that. I wanna, I say, sweetly but naively firm, resist what I've been told to want. I want but am too afraid to act wants out. In theory though, all facts aside, I think about this all the time. I can’t help but wanna boy. I wanna boy who talks deep, in thoughts, but I mean voice- in an octave way down from his depths; it will tickle and itch me even when we don’t touch. I wanna boy whose skin is rough in any way: imperfect (well, perfect for me.) From too much hair, sun or genes maybe- just aching to touch. I wanna boy whose eyes dart quick, but blink slow. Eyes’ lashes and brows heavy like lips forming a message. They will wink at me, naturally. I wanna boy who knows his way ¬¬around a library, but will still let me find his book. I want him to know everything, but not feel like saying it. (unless I want to know). I wanna boy who makes quiet noise, rustling, during a film or lecture. He will pay attention, but not get annoyed when I can't anymore and rub my back till it's over. I wanna boy who will ask, whisper, If it’s awkward to help someone who looks like they need help? And then will go with me to do it After we both decided it was. I wanna boy who likes New England Winters And Summers and Springs and Falls; who pictures the perfect beach with grey sky, rocks, seaweed and waves; or at least involving salt water. I wanna boy who doesn't say sorry to me for swearing, because he doesn't often. I want him to know I like the F word and say it at the right times. (Or at the wrong times, then give me that look.) I wanna boy who will make me do my homework but make me feel better afterwards if I don't. At the time though, bribe me with positive incentives of the future and his love (laughing, we know his love wouldn’t stop). I wanna boy who will hate romantic comedies because of how they portray men, relationships, and women. I will say the same list opposite. And we will deconstruct misogyny. I wanna boy who fits with me perfectly makes me feel quite loved and pretty. Bites me soft in nice places and other things concerning mouths concerning other places. I wanna, most necessary, boy who is something I can’t imagine. All too real, he’ll make my heart beat faster, and my tummy feel scrambled (but make sure to rub it after.)
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Jan 28, 2011
Jan 28, 2011 at 8:22 PM UTC
I Wanna
I wanna, I say, naively but sweetly soft; never knowing quite what I want. I want to know, no, need to know but until then I can only know that's it's not what I've been told. I wanna know but can only think, because who knows? I've never been in love. (For shame, have I admitted this aloud?) Embarrassment, knowing I have been alone- Comfort, knowing I'm not alone in that. I wanna, I say, sweetly but naively firm, resist what I've been told to want. I want but am too afraid to act wants out. In theory though, all facts aside, I think about this all the time. I can’t help but wanna boy. I wanna boy who talks deep, in thoughts, but I mean voice- in an octave way down from his depths; it will tickle and itch me even when we don’t touch. I wanna boy whose skin is rough in any way: imperfect (well, perfect for me.) From too much hair, sun or genes maybe- just aching to touch. I wanna boy whose eyes dart quick, but blink slow. Eyes’ lashes and brows heavy like lips forming a message. They will wink at me, naturally. I wanna boy who knows his way ¬¬around a library, but will still let me find his book. I want him to know everything, but not feel like saying it. (unless I want to know). I wanna boy who makes quiet noise, rustling, during a film or lecture. He will pay attention, but not get annoyed when I can't anymore and rub my back till it's over. I wanna boy who will ask, whisper, If it’s awkward to help someone who looks like they need help? And then will go with me to do it After we both decided it was. I wanna boy who likes New England Winters And Summers and Springs and Falls; who pictures the perfect beach with grey sky, rocks, seaweed and waves; or at least involving salt water. I wanna boy who doesn't say sorry to me for swearing, because he doesn't often. I want him to know I like the F word and say it at the right times. (Or at the wrong times, then give me that look.) I wanna boy who will make me do my homework but make me feel better afterwards if I don't. At the time though, bribe me with positive incentives of the future and his love (laughing, we know his love wouldn’t stop). I wanna boy who will hate romantic comedies because of how they portray men, relationships, and women. I will say the same list opposite. And we will deconstruct misogyny. I wanna boy who fits with me perfectly makes me feel quite loved and pretty. Bites me soft in nice places and other things concerning mouths concerning other places. I wanna, most necessary, boy who is something I can’t imagine. All too real, he’ll make my heart beat faster, and my tummy feel scrambled (but make sure to rub it after.)
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Trying to catch some sleep, but I just can't seem to grasp, all the blessings I have gained, considering the past. It's more than just this girl, and the energy she brings, because my heart is in the heavens, and for once it finally sings. Yes this moment is so 'perfect', and that word gets tossed around, but for once I finally live it, it is the greatest sound. I never believed in life, in regards to all what's good, so if you've never tried it, I suggest you rather should. Because this feeling is finally real, and I'll practice all it takes, to keep my soul up in the heavens, for happiness' sake. Though it won't take much, to test my fragile spirit, but my Higher Power listens, I know he really hears it. Yes, my life is but a miracle, and I'm not afraid to tell, Cause there was a point in time, when I was living hell. But those memories of sorrow, have become a precious gift, they're more than just incentives, they're a loving, guiding lift.
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Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 3:58 AM UTC
A Breath of Air
you've left me in sickness and you've left me in health you've left me in droughts and you've left me in rain you've left me while dying and you've left me crying You've left me again and again and I've stuck by you in times that you left and those when your need was a hand to hold and cry or when you wanted to rip that same skin in your anxiety & pain I saw what he did to you I saw the blackmail I saw the false pain he painted I heard his fake screams and your real ones and so I wondered I wondered why you painted the same pain with blood and heartbreak and called me a monster all night while asking me to help you these were the same words he used This was the same pain he gave you in different ways with different doses for different incentives yet still the same pain You'd come back and I'd believe you to stay I believed that you would stay at least for the time you had promised and its not my fault if you had promised forever You'd leave again like everytime but I knew you'd come back like everytime but this time you say is different like everytime and I'm left knowing nothing like everytime I had believed my first kiss (you) would also always be my last I fought for it to be maybe I still might but then how are you so comfortable kissing lips that aren't mine You hated your name perhaps because he told you that it meant "mine" (his) But I made you love it because I showed you its real meaning The gift from God Hence I wonder what makes you hurt me the way he hurt you what makes you leave around every corner when what is needed is a fight I am no saint no savior no medic but I stuck through your nightmares and I bared the pain you caused only to sit you down and stop you from killing what I had in me for you But you are My Killer finding reasons to leave me ways to hurt me procedures to rip open my chest and cut through my heart that beat with your two syllable name I still wonder why and the one reason you offer is just not strong enough or good enough to leave someone in the ways you left me I'm no saint but I've never left you in pain the way you've always left me
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Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 4:18 AM UTC
Left Again
you've left me in sickness and you've left me in health you've left me in droughts and you've left me in rain you've left me while dying and you've left me crying You've left me again and again and I've stuck by you in times that you left and those when your need was a hand to hold and cry or when you wanted to rip that same skin in your anxiety & pain I saw what he did to you I saw the blackmail I saw the false pain he painted I heard his fake screams and your real ones and so I wondered I wondered why you painted the same pain with blood and heartbreak and called me a monster all night while asking me to help you these were the same words he used This was the same pain he gave you in different ways with different doses for different incentives yet still the same pain You'd come back and I'd believe you to stay I believed that you would stay at least for the time you had promised and its not my fault if you had promised forever You'd leave again like everytime but I knew you'd come back like everytime but this time you say is different like everytime and I'm left knowing nothing like everytime I had believed my first kiss (you) would also always be my last I fought for it to be maybe I still might but then how are you so comfortable kissing lips that aren't mine You hated your name perhaps because he told you that it meant "mine" (his) But I made you love it because I showed you its real meaning The gift from God Hence I wonder what makes you hurt me the way he hurt you what makes you leave around every corner when what is needed is a fight I am no saint no savior no medic but I stuck through your nightmares and I bared the pain you caused only to sit you down and stop you from killing what I had in me for you But you are My Killer finding reasons to leave me ways to hurt me procedures to rip open my chest and cut through my heart that beat with your two syllable name I still wonder why and the one reason you offer is just not strong enough or good enough to leave someone in the ways you left me I'm no saint but I've never left you in pain the way you've always left me
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The world needs balance, The world needs balance. Wake up to the news every morning of homies Wildin. Why don't you stay in school? Education succeeds violence. Why spend your life in the hood? Get a new challenge. Get some new talents, The trap game gets old. Half the ones that say they trap, Get in the real game and just fold. Never going for the gold, But they settle for them metals. Just be palming on that pistol, Advocate for the devil. Willing to **** to survive, So much pain in mothers' eyes. Lost two sons: one to system & and one to the skies . The devil in disguise , He don't care who stay alive . He just wanna create chaos , He just wanna ruin lives. Heaven or hell ? You choose . Whether Dead or in jail? You lose . Heartless or heartbroken ? Stories rolling on the news. I'm never amused. My generations amusement. Six flags fall to half-staff, My generation is losing. Dying off. Kids my age aren’t coming home. I’m realizing, kids my age aren't coming home. Some wonder why I write poems. Just So you can feel me and my standpoint, Cause I never been good with words unless I write out what I've planned. Huh? Wishing we could talk to God more. Wishing the FEDERAL government would provide more; assistance for college that's why these kids quittin' . They lack the AMBITION, And incentives to keep them driven. Unemployment is high . These kids gettin higher. In an attempt to talk to God ; So they all Rastafari . Playing host to a chess game. Satan Versus God. But you can't wither & Waver, Gotta pick & choose your side. So whose side do your reside on? I mean, who do you rely on? This cold world, but no heat. Can't stay wrinkle free, without an iron. Perfection's in belief. Belief is in faith. Faith is discussion. So who do you discuss today? Give them something to talk about…
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Mar 2, 2014
Mar 2, 2014 at 1:52 AM UTC
"Something to talk about"
The world needs balance, The world needs balance. Wake up to the news every morning of homies Wildin. Why don't you stay in school? Education succeeds violence. Why spend your life in the hood? Get a new challenge. Get some new talents, The trap game gets old. Half the ones that say they trap, Get in the real game and just fold. Never going for the gold, But they settle for them metals. Just be palming on that pistol, Advocate for the devil. Willing to **** to survive, So much pain in mothers' eyes. Lost two sons: one to system & and one to the skies . The devil in disguise , He don't care who stay alive . He just wanna create chaos , He just wanna ruin lives. Heaven or hell ? You choose . Whether Dead or in jail? You lose . Heartless or heartbroken ? Stories rolling on the news. I'm never amused. My generations amusement. Six flags fall to half-staff, My generation is losing. Dying off. Kids my age aren’t coming home. I’m realizing, kids my age aren't coming home. Some wonder why I write poems. Just So you can feel me and my standpoint, Cause I never been good with words unless I write out what I've planned. Huh? Wishing we could talk to God more. Wishing the FEDERAL government would provide more; assistance for college that's why these kids quittin' . They lack the AMBITION, And incentives to keep them driven. Unemployment is high . These kids gettin higher. In an attempt to talk to God ; So they all Rastafari . Playing host to a chess game. Satan Versus God. But you can't wither & Waver, Gotta pick & choose your side. So whose side do your reside on? I mean, who do you rely on? This cold world, but no heat. Can't stay wrinkle free, without an iron. Perfection's in belief. Belief is in faith. Faith is discussion. So who do you discuss today? Give them something to talk about…
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Today I'm filled with muted optimism Something not often seen skulking around my peripheral. Some retail therapy and a ***** free day. I write you blinded, literally, consumerism blaring, shining RED in my eye. My new shoes and sparkly chemical incentives sitting comfortably on my feet and in the back of my skull respectively you know? Just above my nape. The weekend is over. That person has left, incised from delicate parts where hurt feels more justified than starving children and diseased refugees, "oh so woe is me" avoided. We shouldn't have gone skiing together, the snow was far from ready. The passengers leapt from the derailing train, terrified of sludgy wet slopes. This time around I won't let them come so close. Stiff arm, no more than three. No more poems for you, or freedom for me.
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Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 8:19 PM UTC
This time around