i think you think
that my favorite way to sleep
is with your long and lanky arms
hugging me from behind
and you're thin, muscular legs
making a mess with mine.
let me say, though,
that while this is a heavenly way
to fall asleep
i like it better
when i'm wrapped tighter around your back
that that day you grasped my hand so tight
all because of a scary roller coaster
and i like my legs
resting in between yours
because you feel safe this way too
so let me hold all of you in
and let me be your shelter
if only for the night

I can't do this anymore.

HELP!                                                        I'm falling apart on the floor.

Sleeping has become my only score.

I've can't even cry.
                                                                      Must be strong for the poor.

I'm okay on the outside.
                                                                   I'm crashing down in the core.

Tell me "It's okay."
                                                          Let me blindly love tomorrow's day.

I want to speak,
                                                  but sometimes, there's nothing left to say.

I want to smile..
                                                    ..but no..
                                                                                               I'm not okay.
I'll never admit it.
                                                                                      I fall apart everyday.

I was heading to "Out The Window",
                                                                        but hit a *** hole on the way.

Am I even trying?
         Why am I always lying-
                                                ..on this floor..
begging,
pleading,
stressing,
for more than I have the courage                                        ..to ask for?..