breathing, still breathing,
in and out,in and out, in and -------
out
cliffhanging loud beats
one, two, one,
two, one
and two
pulsating pace, closing time
cold fingers, toes, neck
dried pale kisser
buried irises, fluttering lids
in and
out, in and -------
out
one, two, one, one and two
knocked out, shut down
paralyzed, stunned, running out
blood, there's blood
somewhere, everywhere, all around
open skin, trembling wrist
blood, there's blood
in and
out, in and out, in and ------
out
one, two, one,
two, one and two
lights out, lights back on,
phone ringing, door slamming
sirens coming
mother, screaming
diluted sounds, distant thoughts
in and out,
in and out, in and ------
still alive, still alive
still alive
still -
i smile
a new piece for an old habit... triggering, but please don't succumb into it. please.