I can hear the Angels fly
I can stare at paradise and not wonder why
I can be on top of the tower and not know superiority
I think I just got the truest blessing
The Gods have kept good fortune on me!
What a great way to show a legacy in the making

My thoughts can be like the bottom of the ocean floor
Nothing and going nowhere
I hate this darkness, when will I get light?
It's limited here
So every time a torch is available
I take advantage of it.
Where else can I look to find the lighter world?

It's a tremendous crime some women sleep in their beds alone at night
Taking pills to feel better about themselves
****, what happened?
You are magnificent, just a little lost
Show me your hurt and i will break the frost
Even when your pride is used and tossed
To the ground
I'll take you out of the lost and found
You're a fox that should of never been taken to a pound
At the end of the week, you're going to be the girl you always wanted to be
Maybe not a week, but as long as it takes
I'm game for the challenge
I Swear to you.
It won't be long that these women will be sleeping in their beds alone at night
When a male friend helps them like he should
Improving their confidence and humanity
They are out of shape but not for long
Not for long

I'm going to try be less judgmental and more patient
Even though people say i'm not like that i want to completely rid of both of the negative traits
I want to be as close to pure as possible
Not the same as perfect
There will always be a defect
I want my love to infect
Every living soul
My goal here is simple
To make the world richer full of love and more vibrant then it ever was before.

It's a jukebox miracle
The words i have been waiting for for months has finally been said
I never thought it would see the light of day
I'm glad you're over him
Your life is just starting out
Don't let him hold you back
I might not be too much older but i know more than most about these things
Not to be boastful, but honest
I confess, i confess
We're all fools in some way
Don't misconcept my true meaning

You're little mental stings hit my mind
But it's not that i don't know where to find
Them
I think this is a losing battle
And its better to disperse
Because nobody wants a curse
I don't what's tainted to be worse
You threw me off course
When you say certain statements
I hate negative isolation and abatement
It feels like there's anthills of misfortune and i can't stand it.

They can hold disdain through the sunny days and the rainy days
But i would never wish the worst events on them
They might hate me or despise me
But there's always reasons
Nothing is meaningless despite what they seem
Look, i can see the Sun twinkle like a Star
It's white instead of yellow but nobody knows that
See the correlation?

I don't write because i was told to
I don't write to get richer
I just write because it seems inane
I'm off the grid, off the charts
Just missing every dart
That comes your way
But i will be relentless today
I know everything can make us paranoid
But i'm strong, i can keep up
I will be flamboyant in that notion
My dreams are my truest devotion
You can stare, intimidate and glare
Some of them praise you endlessly and some of them don't even care
That's how life works
If it works at all
Every now and then it slips up
Like a wet floor without a wet floor sign
You see how hard work and success aligns?
Hit that green light

It doesn't make any sense how everything juxtaposes
But i'm a model that makes no poses
I don't want to be an impose
Unless it's dire
Unless someone is in danger
Then i hope i'm not the Lone Ranger
In my efforts and intentions
I hope i get some help
To perpetrate this evil off together
We seem weak now but we can become menacingly powerful against our worst enemies
This means war
Paradise is meant to stay
So try to come my way
You're going to tussle with the wrong people
We'll see the results at the end

Why do they call them bathing suits if you're not supposed to be bathing in them?
Interesting how we coin terms in this silly world
But i guess i shouldn't call it silly due to some of the silly things we have done and i've done.
They should just keep it one term- *swimsuits

Everyone has secrets
But what I'll being doing to you can't be a secret for one
But a secret for two
Let your paint splash onto mine
Let it mix
Were looking for a quick fix
But it won't always be that way
But I'll let you be distracted
By the way
I take you over
Close your eyes and let me do my job
Something you should of been getting
But you didn't before
Its you're lucky day
Cause you'll be served by me

Don't worry, girl
I'm not going to cheat
You will be my morning sunrise
You will make my air pressure rise
You'll alleviate the worst weight that strains my soul
You'll be the grass to a knoll
You pierced me like paint from a paintball pistol
Don't you worry about a thing
You can be my favorite thing
Since Sour Patch Kids and Baseball

Little world inside my brain
I get lost there like stranded island survivors
And get lost in the spectrum of civilization
My mind is not the same
As the others
It's totally beautiful and a hinderance at the same time.

The hottest day of the year
Is your birthday
Cause you're the hottest thing since lava

I want you like the Sun wants the Earth
I want you with words we haven't even began using yet
The amount is far too tremendous
To even measure it
My flower blooms for you
My mind wakes for you
I strain myself for you
But I'm not desperate, I promise
Very far from that
I love being alone most of the time.

I'd rather be kind for no reason
Then be a ******* for no reason
I try to wake up bright
But some days I'm just not alright
I have a hard time dealing with my life
But I know it will be just fine
I calm myself through simple joys
I think that's how most of us survive.

We need water
We need food
We need exercise
We need support
But we
Want a partner
Want a new television
Want a new car
Want a new video game
Want a new house
Want a new phone
But we don't need them. Maybe the phone depending on circumstance
But most of it we don't need
Very few things we actually really need
To be realistic about it all

Smoothly shuddering, pleasure spurts.
Wonder relaxes relentlessly.
The pink woman drips conistently.
I think it's too enticing to resist
If you ask me honestly.

A glimmer in my eye
You're the Catcher in the Rye
Everyone warned me about
Making my soul twist and shout
But i know what you're all about
And i'll envy how you pull it off
Envy the skills you possess
It's a little too easy to possess
Me in the light
But at least i can admit to it.

Trying to change to make other people happy
Is like when you urinate and it goes into three different directions
It's not fun and nobody wants it

He wanted you to captivate his body
I want you to captivate my mind
There's a contacting difference
I think you'll pick up on it
Hopefully you do
I want you to get my hints when they need to be discovered

New generation of people
Rejecting the old ideals
Some of the best parts get left behind
Intentionally or unintentionally
Either way, i hate to see the best pack its bags and leave.
I am the defender of the old faith
Fending off the morbid wraiths
Trying to get me to conform.
I promise the man upstairs i'd be me
That shouldn't be such a hard commitment
But for some, that sounds like a herculean task.

Take off your mask
Take off your blinders
Take off your fallacies
I want the real you
I want everything in the world to be real again.
Everything feels so fake, i want to leave this nightmare
Catch me if you dare
My memory becomes impaired
Thinking about what it used to be.
Stuck in the past, but still looking foward
Hopefully the past will come alive in the past iteration

I remember when it was just my dreams
But now its reality and my dreams
The uncertain future
Is haunting me at my every move
I have to gain momentum
If I want to win on this course.

My mind is under the glacier
Waiting for it to combust
As I try to gain sanity
I get propelled into madness
Every time I try yo understand
I only accept less
Every time I confess
My darkest sins
Everyone else comes from within
To admit their faults
So I'm kicking my issues to the vault
Accept that my mistakes are my fault
And realize that I should never quit
But I'm a defendant tryo g to acquit
Please God give me strength
So I don't channel my anger
In the wrong way
I'm trying to be good today
But tomorrow is a different story
Renounce my glory
Only when I deserve it
So far I'm not sure I have
But then yet, I can be too skeptical
This a search to be happy
And I can't find much
For now
But I know I have to wait
And for the impatient part of me
That's too difficult to work
But I do know
That I have to conspire against my most loathed tasks
And paint it with the pathway to what I love
That's the only way I'll make it
I'll survive, just give me time to work the kinks out
So far I'm in prototype

I guess I can do much better
But I could always do much worse
Remind yourself that when you're starting your pummeling parade
Upon me

She's alone in the universe
She's so desolate in her mind
But I'm going into the void
To warm up her heart
That's frozen in the deep isolated part of space
Putting some life to her face
I'm here to rescue you

My dating demographic and drivers licenses have something in common
If you're not old enough for one, we don't date
I want a girl my age or old enough to be an adult
No young ones
They need to be able to survive on their own and be independent
Nothing appeals to me as much as a girl who has everything together
Sometimes I'm ***** in my words but for all the right reasons
You seem to have gotten it down
I'm more than impressed so to speak
Making my knees weak

When the time comes
I'm definitely outtie
I'm not spending any more time miserable
How much time have I wasted being that way?
Years and years
Hiding my deepest fears
But still getting  nowhere
Now I'm inching to greatness
By myself

Excess profanity
When the day delves into endless insanity
Forget therapy!
You got all the worst words in the book here!

Everyone wants to win money at a Casino
But they're really losing more than they gain
Some people can never afford to lose
But yet some of them still go
I don't understand
But I guess its not in my jurisdiction to

I only want to be out of breath
When we're getting intimate
I want to run out of breath
Just for you

Clearing my throat
So I can find new words to throw out
My ammo is running out
They've turned into foam darts
Now I don't want to speak
Not because I'm timid and week
But I have had enough of this mickey mouse crap this week

I'm a man but many people still think my hand has to be held
What a joke that is
An adult is an adult
No matter what
I deserve some respect as one
I can handle my own
Better than you think
How do you know something you've never given the chance to see?
The logic is absent here
But it's still vibrant here
We're repeating old habits
And I'm trying to move forward
Can't do that when nobody let's you
I'm doing my way and that's final
Adjust to it or accept it
Life's been hard, but that's the way it is
I thought you understood that better than me

I've faced my hell
With no help
And I think I deserve a little credit
For still being here
Because I abosrb and preserve
I'm not awaiting my end here
I'm just trying to be the best here
I'm facing my hell
I hope you can wrap your head around that someday

Don't turn your back on me
Just lay on your back for me
And give this a chance
There will be amends
You just have to make an effort
For anything to prosper
I'm tired of being wrong but I know this is right
So I'll take it
One out of ten ain't bad is it?
You know it's false but go with it anyway
Oh, I'm about to miss my cue
I'll see your lovely face later

You're a bottle of a tequila
I can't run out of
You just keep replenishing yourself
Every time I take the thought of you in
Why you got yo be so addicting?

Making love to you
Is not all I wanna do
But its easy to think that way in this world
I just want you to know these feelings are powerful
I want to be your breeze on the surface
If that's ever a possibility between us
I hope you take that into consideration
Just give it a few days
Recuperate, drown your sorrows healithy
I'll wait until the answer is spilled

"We've enjoyed your time here "
Is not said frequently enough
Before we know it, they're gone forever
Words halt so much pain
I just wish we all knew how to utilize that correctly
I think the world will be slightly better that way
Just slightly

I stand in my way
You stand in yours
Pick up the pressure
By doing what you love anyway
That's not in the story manual for TV dramas
But who cares?
We're doing what we want
I think that's better than senseless fighting for however long
Years and years of wasted time
But I don't plan on wasting any
Some of the ashes are lovely
Because they deserve to be ashes
I don't want to be that ever again
I stand in my way, but I will not be Ash.
I will move myself out
Like the Moving companies
And find a new destination
To harvest my potential

Salt Lake City
Without the Salt
Just emptiness because they told me I couldn't have sugar
But that's one of my favorites
Why would I go without it?
I think people love to tell others
What to do
It empowers them strategically
It makes me wonder
What really is there for them to make such an act

Rest in Peace Prince
Another legendary musicians lost
Leaving us into frost
Why does it have to
End like this
I just want to ask God this
I'm so curious
Everything suddenly becomes silentv

Constantly trying to stay awake
Not enough time asleep
Because the thought perturbs me
Why waste time unconcious
Sleep should be a choice

If you ask just what I need
That term is subjective if you know what to read
You won't hear me beg or plead
I'm not some puppet by a guide to read
I need your eyes on me
To keep me out of trouble
To anayzle and tell me what I'm doing wrong
That's what friends are for.

Careless world
Not so careless
Not so thoughtful
What is it going to be?
I want an answer now

My grandfather stayed with his friends parents during the Great Depression
And he was terrified to death that his parents would never come back when they left
And he worked multiple jobs as he grew up, just to make ends meet
And now I sit here eighty years later needing another job because I can't survive off of one job
And worried sick about my parents being safe and making it
We're the best country in the world but we have a horrible way with developing and giving people a chance at a decent life.
Even the best country in the world has its flaws

Put your phone in the charger outlet
and sit the hell down
We're going to learn today
No ******* around
We're retiring out brains from turning into vaporized mush by staying glued to a screen
Put it down, look up
You're missing a ton of beauty here

When the streak burns off
I have to get it back
Somehow, someway
Writing is a inconsistent athlete
That does well then goes cold
We all want to break the mold
But who will be there when were beyond old?
I want my name in there
But who am I?

They ask where I want to be in ten years
And a part of me says destination you
Whatever we call it
I want to be apart of it.

It's second nature
To be flawful
But its my third nature
To be destructive towards myself
It's just the way I am for now
Hence "for now"