I'm good enough for the best
If I repeat that to myself hundreds of tines over I might believe it
Going to war with insanity
Is a common occurrence in my world
You don't want to land a Shuttle on mine
You'll be perplexed as I am
Not a good combination

What are you doing in there?
Why are you taking so long?
Please come out before I get terrified
I don't like total silence
Any of it
Just come out to let me know
You're okay

Stuck in the maw
You put yourself in
All this pain you have
Is self inflicted
Stop abusing yourself so much
You're wincing out the Dutch
And being the opposite of clutch
Pain shouldnt constantly be by slapping yourself emotionally and physically
Its the last thing you want from your bucket list

The pollen count is as high as the national debt
Too **** high
My right eye stays shut from all the irritation from chemicals in the year
Happy Earth Day
While we still have one

Perpetual war
With my soul
I think its almost done
For now
I'll dial you when it comes back
Just make sure you're ready
For anything

Who knew
A twitter hash tag
Would inspire me into new heights
Totally unexpected twitter

If I am ever anything
I was never to be the man who walks away
Everyone else seem to do so
But I'm the only one left in the line that was on the chopping block
And stayed until the end
I have my pride and my dignity
I think that's the strongest thing
No matter how bad I mess up
I hold my head up high
Trying to coordinate a way to fix the discrepancies that were there
Most people wouldn't care
But I give it my all
I will break this fall
Over and Over again
Don't count me out
Just count me in
I like numbers that penertrate my brain
Like they did before
Don't worry
No more grudges from this heart
Just help given when you've fallen apart
I'm not wasting my time being the same
I'm not doing it for a hot minute of fame
I know what its like to be formerly lame
So I made the cut now
And I'm giving the upcoming ones as much as a chance as the wiser few did when I was young and aimless
They're my motivation now
I hope I can duplicate this notion
Causing so much commotion
That you wake up from your coma
My words should be gradually uplifting, taking it in like meslotheioma
But I heal instead of ravage
Sometimes I get a hit savage
Only when I'm fed up with someone overstepping their boundaries or crossing the line
Or just when I'm upset and flustered
Then that case the fault is mine
Join me this time
Let's look at the Stars
Let's not think too far
Tonight
Drinks on plastic cups are on me

Stuck in the desert
Stuck in the rut
Now I'm trying to gain moisture
In the revolting heat
It's hard as hell
I can hear myself yell
As far as you can tell
My energy is far too vast to be depleted

Clear glass
I'm not getting
Drunk off liquid

I just want to make my parents proud
I just want to make my sister proud
I just want to make my family proud
I just want to make my managers proud
I just want to make my friends proud
I just want to make my teachers proud
I just want to make my future companion proud
I want them to feel like they knew someone of substance and a bright future
That it was worth all the time
They put in
To create an artful craft that needed to be nurtured and helped
Just so you know, I'm working on it
Its going to be hard to be the best
Its going to be hard to destroy the expectations and make them even higher
But Lord knows I got it
I got him
I got you bro
I got you sista
I got you stranger
Your time will be worth it, I promise I won't falter
I will do what it takes to sour
Thank you for everything y'all have done
I'm no longer undone
Now, let's have some fun

I want everything to be perfect
Not out of people
But everything else
Like $20 per hour jobs at entry level
Always stable economies
Always safe retirement money
Always bright futures
Drugs that don't harm your health
Police who save people instead of aressting them
Technology already at the highest level
Diseases completely eradicated
Long lifespans for everyone
I sound insane, but my wants are very plain when I write them out.

Mirror, mirror
On the wall
Who is the hottest of them all
If I'm in a room with mostly women its definitely not me
When is it ever me?
I look like Phideas's silent brother Verb
Looking like I smoked a little too much herb
But I'm clean, I'm clean
That brand new Mod set up on that Mustang is fresh clean
As beautiful as Lady Liberty
The staple for success and flamboyancy
I got that heat too
Let me bring it
But don't get burned
I would hate myself for doing you harm
I just want to disarm our easiness to ****
I want the valued and cheap thrills
I'm not hard to please
I love the word ease
It perfectly describes me
We need a better word than perfect for you
Let me look for one or hell
I'll coin one

My father always told me life was never going to be fair
He's right, but I don't care
I'm going to get the best even if I have to play truth or dare
With Satan and his groupies
Advancing to the next level
Then turning them into Jesus
And tell him don't worry about it after thanking me
You made things this hard for me for a reason
That, I thank you for
If I never struggled I'd be laying on my fat *** eating cheetos playing a brand new video game on the Xbox.
Thank you God

Being kind
Moving in the grind
Wasting No time

Head on
Into the abyss
Of devious monsters

Special flower
With a tint of elation
Can't truly die

You hate life right now
But not with me around you won't
It sounds self conceited
But who cares
You know what I mean
I'm anything but to demean
My soul has been maturing
As your seems to be alluring
But has fallen into the black
I will paint it a new color
Only if you let me
Don't stay corroded
Don't stay erroded
Help me help you
Another life springing into prosperity
Is good enough for me
It's fantastic actually
This is what I live for

This is just one giant sphere filled with Gods crayola crayons and science equipment

Heap of failures
Resorted into something much too massive to play out
A catch from third base that became an error
Ending a King's reign of terror
Without a trace

From the distance
I can see with my own two eyes
How much has changed
I think we can say the same thing about the deranged
But I'm not that crazy
I just have contrasting sight from the average Joe
Everything is never the same
You just have to follow along
Like it or jot

You're in trouble
We think its double
And now were going to silently burst the bubble
Were going to reduce your isolation to rubble
I know to some this isn't subtle
But it shouldn't be
No, it shouldn't be
Your life went downhill fast
And you were a victim
I'm so sorry we erroded our common sense and clashed here and there
The fault is mine and for that I'm sorry
I remember the potential you had shown when we were little
Year by year we drifted apart
But I never wanted to see your life fall apart
I haven't treated you the best but I do care
I'm just a ****** sometimes cause I'm mad at myself or something else
No excuses, blame it on me still
Life has stood still
For a few moments
Because we don't know what happened to you
And we're fearing the worst
We hope you didn't do what you think
Please stay strong
You don't deserve any of this
I'm rushed with guilt for the past
But I'm going to make it up now
And were going to get revenge for you somehow
We got your back

If I won the lottery
I think I know who'd get their part

When your self esteem gets boosted
A healthy beer has been brewed
A perfect sowing has been sewed
I'm getting butterflies when I used to get moths
Feeling a little less goth

I know I seem love crazy
But you just got to be magnificent for me, baby
I know life has been hazy
But I know you're the embodiment of perfection
So just be you for me, baby

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****** of
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Pisse
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Pis
Pist
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Pistol
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Target

I hate rejecting a girl
Who is too great to fathom
But because she’s too young
And you’re at that age where it would be inapposite to date
A younger one by that margin
I have to say no
For the respect of her parents and her herself
I’m not a heartbreaker, most of the time i want to try it
But i know that’s not possible
So i must cloak your sweet temptation to form a stronger connection
By doing what’s right
Even if it means rejection
It must be done
I’m sorry, ***

Wage Gap exists
Don't believe me?
Than why did the US Female Soccer Team get paid $2 million and the men got paid $30 million?
Women have made some substantial improvements
I've taken notice
But we still have a lot more progress to go.

“You’re just churning out words”
Isn’t any story you read just a bunch of words?
They just pass the comprehension test
So why do you detest
Such a fast paced style?
Is it cause you wish you could mimic?
Or is it cause you’re not really a writer?
Writers churn out words to feed their families and their spouses or even themselves
Sometimes people enjoy my “churned out words”
In the end, your churned out words will just be at the same starting level as everyone else's and your discouraging comments will flare and vaporize into nothing
As your name stays behind
And mine and the other ones rush ahead
Because their words mind their own business
And don’t seek destruction
They’re aware of the chances
They’re aware of the equality
So why aren’t you?

You can win thousands of dollars with a winning number
I think they think we’re getting dumber
You have to get the catch
Before you can unleash the steel hatch
To get your promised cash
Gee, how many times have i heard of this scheme?

These dancing
Souls on the lake
Make me forget

Where we came from
Back against the wall
I think we all stall

Want to dive into the shark tank
Getting tough and *****
Not even the salt water can wash off my relentless spirit

Pellets to the gun
I know this night hasn't been fun
Running out of excuses
On why I say no
But if I say anything
I glow
So what do I know?
I can never admit it
But you don't know how many times I've reloaded just to unload.

I'm deep in
The bowels of your
Vulnerable soul

One giant pool
Of bestowed dread
In my head

Son, if you ever get a girl pregnant in high school
You better stay with her
You better financially support the life you concepted
Because you made the decision
To do the act
Its your choice to counteract your mistake
By being the man that doesn't flake
Trust me, that poor girl will be going through a world of hell to take care of that child
Son, if you ever get a girl pregnant
I want you to learn and have your head held up high and be ad loyal as you can be
I didn't raise a quitter
I raised a man that will be the difference to a young woman, even during the most hectic times.
I will be upset, but I will take the child as my own
Make sure you fight for her when people judge her falsely
Because were all human and we make mistakes
But this new life could be the imperative change for this planet
I want your goals to come alive as you plan it
Hold onto her
Hold onto your dreams
Hold onto hers.

I have this hunger
Devouring me whole
I punctured all your holes
And they turned into moles
Which you might find ugly but I think they're beautiful
What you don't know is
That my hunger drives only for you

If I had unlimited money
I'd light all these poems up
Giving the poets the credit
They deserve
Always for the smaller guy
All day, every day

Depression is compression when everything around is fine
Depression is that pressure that makes it last an elongated amount of time
Depression might be
My middle name

If he only likes you when your clothes are off
You know you have the wrong candidate for your special heart
Keep them on
That's the old trick in the book that's shamingly overused
Shine your humanity onto me
Not your body
That's for later if a connection is ever fully established
It should be the last thing on the bucket list of bonding.

Use your eyes
To memorize my beating
Heart that is failing

Nothing wrong with a little fornication
It's much more pleasant than all the allocations
People have daily
But I'm more of a creator
Than a destroyer
So that shouldn't be too shocking
You just got to be smart
Nothing wrong with getting down and low

The happiest place on Earth
Should be you
Period
I mean it
Don't sheepishly laugh
You know it should be true
So stop seeing right through
And be the one that speeds right through

I like the light overcast
Its not too sunny or too dark
Its just right
The perfect amount of coverage of the scorching sun
I hope you get the best of this and gave fun
Because I know I will.
Overcasts make everything much cooler

Aurora super sweet
Makes my attraction non discreet
Let me have a taste

One wish
To be that five star appetizer
On your plate
But you will probably throw me out
In the trash
For seconds
Without realizing it
But don't you worry, I'll climb out and win you over as of yet
I hope you don't forget
How hard its been to be me.

Strenous body
Heart trying to turn into gold
But it is mold

Body, mind, soul
You have full control of me
Depending how great of a person you are
I don't mind
Nothing else takes me over
You're the only one I will allow
To do so
But I have to be the same for you
Or it will be a big joke
And I will feel very emotionally provoked
Don't leave me like that
A few others already did

Days of early
Youth consumed by the brink
Of Eternal darkness

Why are you staring at me?
Have you ever seen a white person before?
Were everywhere galore
I know the other races think were deplorable
But really I'm just that guy who minds his own buissness
What, do you think I'm cute or adorable?
If so, take a picture
I hears it lasts longer
But that could just be me